The Unwritten Story of William//A MPreg Story// Bellala99 & Ciel

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William blinked a few times and let out a soft smile. "You want me to go get you down?" He asked softly while walking closer to his lover. The grey eyes softened with affection, he didn't even seem to notice that the other was crying. William smiled softly and walked up to the tree Kiyoshi was in. Really, his lover could act like a kid sometimes...

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

The young one nodded slowly, though still didn't lift his head to look at him, not moving his lips to say anything. He was visibly shaking with fright at the point, scared to come down from the tree. He could feel his eyes becoming puffy, he could feel his face becoming stiff from the salty tears. The swing began to rock back and forth as harsh winds began to blow. Kiyoshi wanted to scream, but he knew that would be bad for Will, so he resisted it.

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William ccould feel the worry starting to rise again when he saw the other beginning to shake. "Baby? What's wrong?.." He asked quietly as he climbed up the stairs and gently reached out to take Kiyoshi into his hands. Once the dark haired male saw the tears, he felt guilty as hell. The older male pulled his lover close, gently rubbing his back. "Hey, hey, don't cry... Everything's alright..."

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Kiyoshi didn't particularly say what was wrong and what happened to make him cry the way he was, he just decided to cling to the older male, burying his face into his lover's chest, still shaking, though sobbing silently. The area around his eyes was beginning to turn a pale pinkish color from the irritation from the salty tears, and gaining a bit of stiffness in his face from the crying.

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William let out a soft sigh as he slowly walked back into the house. "Kiyoshi, can't you tell me what happened?.. I was so worried when I couldn't find you inside!" The dark male said softly and gently kissed his lover's forehead. "Is it hurting? Can I do anything to help you out?"

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"I-I...just wanted...to find something to waste some time...I got lonely....and then I got stuck up there...it was scary...." The young male was saying this in between his silent sobs and hiccups before he said, with rather dismay, "I was trying to be quiet for you...because you like your silence, I just wanted to try to make you happy...I'm so sorry!! I'll shut up now..." The bluenette hid his face in his own hands, ashamed of himself for breaking his silence.

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William stared at his lover with disbelief. "Babe, what are you talking about?" Then it hit him. He did ask Kiyoshi for a little bit of peace and quiet when he went to write, didn't he...? "Oh, come on, you shouldn't have taken it in that way... Sweetie, I'm sorry, please just talk to me..." William asked softly as he gently held the smaller male in his arms. "I only enjoy some silence when I need to write, it helps me focuse..."

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"That's not what I was talking about...before you kissed me earlier, I saw the annoyance in your eyes when I was talking...you kissed me to shut me up." The bluenette said rather bluntly, calming down a bit, though breathing heavily. The tin male didn't take his hands off of his own face, still upset with himself, not wanting to be seen in this state, finding it kind of embarrassing.

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William closed his eyes in an attempt not to hit himself. "Baby, I'm sorry..." He muttered out softly and opened his eyes slightly to look at the other. "I just-... No, you're right. You were confusing me with all those things you said at once, I couldn't take them in, so I ran." He said quietly and gently pulled his lover closer. "Can you forgive me for that stupid thing? Please?"

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"Of course I forgive you...just because I can't hold a grudge against you...it doesn't mean that what happened didn't hurt my feelings..." murmured the bluenette quietly under his breath, using his hands to silently try and wipe all of the tears off of his own face, a thin frown trembling on his lips as he revealed his face. The small singer's face was flushed red, as well as his eyes. Sniffling a few times, a few more tears sliding down his face, he finally ceased his crying.

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William sighed and pressed a soft kiss against the other's forehead. "Tell me what to do, I'll do absolutely anything just to make you feel better..." He muttered out quietly, his eyes closed. "I'm really, really sorry about my stupid, idiotic action..." He said, sorrow noticeable in his voice. Guilt, pain and sadness. There didn't seem to be much more in the taller man's mind right now.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

The bluenette had been stressed for the past three days. Him and his lover had argued together on multiple occasions, and it had been really getting to his head. Plus, with all of the pregnancy preparations he was going to have to make, it was all too much for the young male. "I...just want you and me...to just cuddle...to feel you near me...to keep my mind off of the edge...I just want to know I'm loved...I want to just let you know...how much I love you too..."

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William let out a small sigh and nodded. "Of course, sweetie, anything for you..." He said softly and turned to the bedroom. Guess writing was out of sight for now... Alright, so Kiyoshi was a bit annoying sometimes, but who could blame him? He was pregnant after a night with some random guy who just happened to call him out for a cup of coffee. William knew just how bizzare their relationship was, but it was too late to back out now... It was far too late now.

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Kiyoshi was silent for a few moments before he said quietly, "Cuddling can wait...you should go write...I almost forgot the reason I was being silent..." The blue-eyed male looked obviously saddened before he surprisingly said, "Listen, if you're regretting our relationship...you can leave if you want...I won't be mad...if I'm annoying, just tell me that I'm annoying...I can understand if you can't handle me in my worst of times...I can't handle myself either. I understand, I'm not perfect...I can understand if you want to leave because you can't deal with me, because your career is being affected by it...I'd be stressed too if I was going to be a father of a guy's son, even though it was supposed to just be something innocent drink of coffee, and it turned into something much more...I just don't want to feel something that's not there...it's easier to get rid of something early than live with it and get hurt by it later..."

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William groaned softly as he sat down on the edge of their bed and gently cupped his lover's face. "Stop talking this nonsense." He said as he softly tucked a few hair strands behind the other's ear. "You are more important than my carreer." The tall male started quietly as he held the smaller male in his hands. "I won't deny that you can be a bit annoying sometimes... I won't deny that I have no idea how to deal with you at times either! Hell, I won't even deny the fact that this relationship is a mess that happened from a cup of coffee." William felt like he was being a bit too harsh, but he couldn't help it. "But I won't get rid of you because of something like this... I don't want to leave you, at least not for long." He said softly and kissed his lover's forehead. "Just give me some time to get used to this, okay? We'll both pull through... Somehow, we will."

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

"Okay." said the bluenette quietly, given that was all he had to say in the situation, not sure of what he would say besides "Okay". He was too worn out to cry, he was sad yes, though not to the point where he could cry anymore, there was nothing left for him to cry out with. Murmuring softly, the young bluenette said, "I just don't want to argue or fight anymore...we've been fighting for the past few days...and it hurts..." His gaze was focused on the fall, his breathing heavy.

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William sighed and held his lover close, soothingly rubbing his back. "I know, I'm sorry..." He muttered out softly before slowly laying down on the bed, still holding the bluenette close. "We're both going through a lot of stress right now, you can't expect we'd be fine, baby..." He said quietly and pressed his lips against the other's forehead. "Why don't you try and get some sleep? I'll stay here, beside you..."

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Kiyoshi glanced up at the older male, his eyes looked weary...scared...sick. The cyan-haired male murmured softly, "I don't want to sleep right now...I don't...Will...I just want to let you know...don't hold your feelings back because they may hurt me...you can yell at me if you want...you don't have to have mercy on me...okay? I just don't want to see you have pent-up aggression..." The bluenette had the best of intentions for the older male, he hated being the cause of everyone's problems, heck, he hated himself even more for possibly hurting the one he loved, "I love you..." He just wanted to make Will happy again, whatever it took, though softly, he began singing something that he sand to Will before, "You are my senpai...my only senpai...you give me dokis...and shades of grey...there are some touch times...but I still love you...you're sugoi, kawaii, desu ne...." By the end up the song, Kiyoshi had rested his head on his lover's lap, slowly drifting into sleep.

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William smiled and nodded, even if he didn't agree. He wasn't going to yell at Kiyoshi, not until it was definitely necessary. The tall male let out a chucked when he heard his lover beginning to sing the song. Once the grey-eyed male noticed that Kiyoshi had fallen asleep, he smiled and moved the other into a more comfortable position. The dark haired man himself layed down behind Kiyoshi and dropped a hand around his waist, as if protecting the other. Of course, he wasn't able to sleep at all. He ended up just watching how Kiyoshi slept, a soft smile on his face. Truly an angel...

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Kiyoshi slept peacefully, well, at least most of the time. His hand was resting on his face, the other one had found it's way to William's as he slept, enjoying the new warmth his body had found. The bluenette was almost like a kitten, small, playful, and somewhat childish. The tiny man, after about fifteen minutes of him being asleep, he had snuggled closer to the warmth around him, grasping onto the older male's hand, shivering a bit when he felt a cold draft through the window.

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William let out a soft smile and wrapped his free hand tightly around his lover's body, hoping to keep him warm that way. The peaceful expression on Kiyoshi's face was a nice thing to see after all those tears. William started humming softly, an old lullaby from his childhood. His mom used to sing it all the time... The dark haired male drifted off into a light slumber - he was neither awake nor asleep.

 

((Skip to morning?))

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

((Sure))

 

The bluenette had woken up early in the morning, though he smiled when he saw his lover asleep, just happy to see him asleep and calm. With a thin smile, he snuggled deeper into his arms, just wanting to live this moment through, wanting to just snuggle with the one he loved. Though he knew this bliss couldn't last, given that he had to go to the studio today to do recordings today.

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William yawned softly and opened one eye to look at his lover. "Morning, sweetie..." He mumbled out sleepily and pulled Kiyoshi close to himself. "Did you sleep well?" The tall male asked with another yawn leaving his mouth. The grey eyes were stil sleepy, and slight traces of dark circles behind them could be seen. He didn't manage to get much sleep this night...

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Kiyoshi flipped his body over so that he was facing his lover, looking up at his lover's eyes, a concerned look in his eyes before he gently kissed both of his lover's cheeks, softly greeting, "G'morning, m'love." With a soft sigh, he answered, "Yes darling, I had a good sleep...you should probably go back to sleep." The younger male was more likely to call his lover "Love" or "Darling", not really used to calling people "Babe" or "Baby".

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William smiled and shook his head. "I'm alright... I wasn't able to sleep anyway... If anything, I'll just get a nap later." He said softly and kissed the other's nose. "Do you have plans for today?" He asked sleepily, still holding Kiyoshi close to himself. The tall male closed his eyes for a bit, just to rest them for a while more...