its hard to start over when the past still haunts you ((18+)) ~ Nyuchanxx and azuneko

[azuneko]

Akise looked around at everything there. It was rather elegant and romantic. He couldn't help blushing as the other inched closer to him. His gaze drifts down as he was kissed. "Ryoko, I don't know what to say." he says as he slowly sits beside him. He stares at the other before looking up at the sky. "I have what I could possibly ever wish for."he says softly

[Nyuchanxx]

"then wish for nothing to change." he whispered deeply in Akise's ear as he leaned back looking up at the sky and listening to the rumble of crashing waves on the beach. He pulled Akise in slightly, playing with the others hair, twisting the silky strands through his fingers. He smiled and hummed softly, feeling as happy as he had ever been, it made him extremely happy that Akise had nothing to wish for, nothing that he would want to change because right now Ryoko wouldn't have changed a thing in the world either. A light breeze lifted his long hair from his back blowing it in his face a little but he didn't care he enjoyed the salty breeze and found it refreshing as it blew any of his remaining troubles away.

[azuneko]

"You sure are the romantic type. I'll have work tomorrow so you better enjoy me being this close." he says softly as he kisses Ryoko's cheek. He couldn't think of anything else but to relax with the other. The day seemed to have such a perfect ending to it. Akise closes his eyes as he snuggles in close to him. He found Ryoko very sweet.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko reached around the back of his head, removing the hair from his right side and swinging it all over his left shoulder so Akise wasn't laying on his hair. "well count yourself lucky because i am very rarely like this." He softly whispered moving slightly so he was more comfortable he continued stroking the others hair as the wind caught the stands lifting them slightly in its soft fingers. He leant his head back taking in the constellations above "beautiful." he murmured before he slowly shut his eyes allowing himself to relax with the males heat upon him and the stars watching down upon them. He sighed contentedly.

[azuneko]

Akise was completely relaxed but suddenly something crossed his mind.. He turned to face Ryoko and smiled. "Hey lets go inside. If we catch a cold no one would be here to take care of us. Come on my sweet boyfriend." he says softly as he stood up. He was feeling weird being with Ryoko like this. It made him get some rather odd thoughts and that bothered him. It avoid it he decided they should sleep. Akise didn't want Ryoko to find him weird.

[Nyuchanxx]

Opening his eyes Ryoko nodded, teasingly he said "well i would be here for you." He got up and stretched a little grimacing slightly as his semi healed arm protested although he tried his hardest to conceal the slight pained expression. He looked at Akise noticing the slightly odd expression the man wore "hey Akise, you ok, you look..perplexed." He thought he had done pretty well with this evening but perhaps not. Leaning down to pick up the pillows he put his hand around the others waist and walked inside shutting the door behind him, dropping the pillows on the floor he leant against the window pane, trapping Akise between himself and the glass he leant in close to the other, he wanted to kiss him but his concern got the better of him "are you ok? Did i do something wrong?" He asked quietly not sure if he had misread Akise's mood.

[azuneko]

"Its nothing Ryoko. Please don't worry. I am just tired is all. It has been a long day." he says avoiding looking the other in the eyes. He began heading inside but was caught by the other. This was the last thing he wanted but the first thing on his mind. Feeling his cheeks heat up and his heart skip a beat, Akise couldn't help but lean up and kiss Ryoko's lips. Realizing what he was doing he quickly pulled away. Escaping the other he crawls into bed. "Good night Ryoko." he says clearly flustered.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko stood slightly shocked that the other had actually kissed him rather than the other way round. After a few seconds he regained himself and turned around to see Akise now in the bed, he sighed he could tell the other wasn't as fine as he claimed but he wasn't about to start harassing him about it. He quickly removed his clothes, stripping down to his pants, he shivered and quickly got into the bed beside Akise. "you know, you can trust me, if something is on your mind please tell me or ill worry too much." he yawned falling asleep next to the other, it had been a long and eventful day and now he was exhausted.

[azuneko]

"I can't tell you. You'll think I am weird and I don't want that. Now go to bed." he says not turning to face the other. He was blushing like crazy and didn't want Ryoko to see. Akise couldn't get himself together like normal. He had no reasonable explanation for this. Since he had never experienced love he had no clue what was wrong with him. He didn't realize he was just flustered and that he was becoming attracted to Ryoko. Akise assumed he was sick so that is what he was going with.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko was already fast asleep, content laying next to his new boyfriend. For the first time in a long while he slept and actually slept peacefully, his brain vaguely registered that someone was talking but it wasn't enough to rouse Ryoko from his deep slumber.

 

((you want to skip to morning?))

[azuneko]

[sure]

 

The next day arrived in no time and Akise had woken up rather early. He took a shower and got dressed. He was wearing dress pants, a white button up shirt and a slick blazer. He sighs as he looked in the mirror. "I have no clue what he's going to do today..." he says to himself going down the stairs to the kitchen. He began preparing breakfast for the both of them.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko slowly opened his eyes yawning he rolled over still not quite awake and mumbled "morning Akise." before he realised that the bed was empty other than himself. Chuckling at his stupidity he got up in shock slightly that he was the first to get up, this was a new experiance for him normally he was always up first and had showered and made breakfast before any of his boyfriends got up. He wandered into the bathroom running his hand through his hair to see if it needed washing, it didn't but it would tomorrow he grumbled at the maintenance it took to keep nice, sometimes he really did consider cutting it all of but as many people told him, his shining, soft hair was his best feature. Turning the shower on he let the water run hot as he wrapped his hair in a loose bun with an elastic band so it wouldn't get too wet.

 

He quickly showered and dried himself off before he walked back into the bedroom grabbing his grey trousers and pulling them on, he threw on a white shirt he did up the collar and searched his bag for a tie, cursing when he realised he no longer owned any. Undoing the collar and first two buttons again he walked down stairs. As he walked he suddenly caught he reflection in the mirror, he looked messy and his hair was still up, he quickly pulled his hair out letting it fall around his shoulders in tangle, he sighed, he would have to find a hairbrush and an actual hair band he couldn't go job searching looking like this. He wandered into the living area smiling at Akise, "Morning gorgeous." He continued walking towards the door grabbing his car keys from the counter "just be moment need something from the car!" He opened the door and quickly unlocked his car grabbing the iron and the small bored he had brought the previous day. Locking the car again he rushed back inside aware of how ridiculous he looked in his un-ironed clothes and his knotty hair.

 

Once inside again he held up the iron smiling triumphantly "guess what i brought yesterday!!"

[azuneko]

Akise was washing dishes when Ryoko calls out to him. "Good morning. You seem super eager and ready to start the day." he says before watching him head outside. He couldn't help but laugh when the other came inside. "Oh you got an iron. I told you I had one see." he says pointing to his neatly pressed clothes. Anyway you are cute so it doesn't matter. I have to go so I'll...." he stops and walked over to Ryoko. "Lets exchanges numbers. I can't finish that sentence without your number." he says pouting.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko pouted "arhh and i thought i did so well." But continued to pout but he couldn't hold it long he just burst out laughing, Akise was right he was in a really good mood. "phone, Phone, arhh where did i put it?!" he put the iron down and rushed about trying to remember where he left it, after a few minutes he called from behind the breakfast bar "got it!" he held it up laughing, his new phone was an HTC one, the latest of course, being a techy he liked to keep up to trend and since his contract was with Three he got the latest 4G for free. he wandered back over to Akise "come on, pass me your phone, as long as it's a smart phone i can do this in seconds." he held his hand out before asking "where you going so early?" he opened his phone unlocking it only to realise it was 0930 he scratched his head embarrassed "ohh opps, it appeared i slept better than i thought." he laughed wondering eagerly what it was Akise had been about to say.

[azuneko]

Akise passed his phone to Ryoko. "I prepared breakfast and a bento for you. I do hope you'll enjoy it." he says softly. "I need to sign off on the apartment I moved out of and get my deposit back. After that I don't work until evening so I plan to visit my father to thank him for this house. Then you can find me right here until later." he says smiling that he had Ryoko's phone number. He only had two numbers in his phone and now there was three. "Thank you Ryoko." he says with a smile.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko hit a few buttons on his phone before putting the two back to back, he felt them vibrate in sync and he quickly hit his number transferring the two numbers to the different phones. Smiling he handed back the phone "well you have my work and normal email address as well as my mobile number and website address, i just transferred our two contact cards over so you got everything." He smiled "well, you appear to be busy, i think i will iron my clothes, sort my hair out and then i'll head out to buy a tie so i can go check out these jobs you gave me." He waved the envelope in the air before putting it back in his pocket, he hadn't opened it yet but he would soon enough. He leant forward and whispered "thanks for the bento gorgeous, but can i know what you were going to say earlier now?" he chuckled cheekily pressing a kiss to the others neck.

[azuneko]

Akise smiled as he noticed how excited Ryoko was. "Well its two places in there so good luck. I do hope you'll get into one of them. So do your best alright." he says happily. His gaze drifts to the side as he noticed the other getting closer. A light blush appears on his cheeks. "I was only going to say I'll call you later and maybe we can go out for dinner." he says softly. "It is alright if you don't want to go out with me." he says

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko lifts his gaze so he is inches from the others face he gently says "now why would i turn down a date?" he leans in sweeping his hand behind the others waist and pulling him flush with his chest, he kisses the soft lips, closing his eyes gently and feeling the warmth overwhelm him. He slowly pulled away "well my darling i have to sort myself out since i have to say i look a wreck no one would hire me looking like this!" He quickly pulled of his shirt throwing it towards the ironing board ready to be made neat.

[azuneko]

Akise closed his eyes blushing brightly as he was kissed. He stares at Ryoko almost dazed. He shakes the feeling and smiled as he watched the other remove his shirt. "I should go. Call me if anything happens." he said as he walked out the door. Surprisingly there was someone waiting for him outside. It was his friend Aso on his motorcycle. "Hey Akise. So having fun with your roommate?" he asked. "He's now my boyfriend Aso." Akise said. Aso was surprised by this. "Akise's first love!!!? I am so happy for you." he said happily. Akise takes the spare helmet and gets on. "Just go." he mutters.

 

[Aso reference from page 20]

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko smiled as he heard the man at the door exclaim, he waved to the man giving him a smile before he turned back and began ironing his shirt removing any creases, once he had finished his shirt he carefully put it on and quickly removed his trousers ironing them as well. He finally managed to get dressed and grabbing a hair brush he grimaced in pain as he dragged the comb through his hair. Once it was brushed he quickly ate the food Akise had made and grabbing the envelope and car keys along with the bento he rushed out the door locking it behind him.

 

Once inside the car he opened the envelope carefully unfolding the paper he looked at the company names, gasping slightly as he saw the high ranked businesses. Starting the engine he quickly drove into town to buy a tie and head off to the company headquarters.

[azuneko]

Akise looks around as they head to his old apartment. He was a bit surprised how small it was on the outside. Aso looked at him. "Are you sure you'll be alright on your own? I can wait here for you." he said. "Sure then you can take me to my father's hospital. After that I'll be alright on my own." he says. Aso nods waiting on his bike for Akise to finish what he needed to do. Akise walked down to the first apartment to see the owner of the place. He was glad the man was home so he could get this out of the way.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko walked into the first office having brought a tie and put his hair up in a pony tail, leaving his bangs to fall around his face. Walking through the building he rolled his eyes as the women gasped, for some reason he couldn't fathom women found him very attractive and no matter the job he would eventually end up having to turn the women down, he wasn't even the slightest bit interested in their body and he found many of them to be annoying.

 

Finding his way to where he would be interviewed he knocked lightly on the door, allowing his presence to be noted before he walked in, the room was of medium size with a desk towards on end in front of a large glass wall that looked out on the town and sea beyond, Ryoko figured that if he strained his eyes he would just about be able to find the vague position of their new house. He smiled more at the thought than to the interviewer. He offered his hand to the man who shook it firmly. "Hi, my name is Ryoko, Ryoko Izumaki." Sitting he crossed his legs placing his hands in his lap as he inspected the man in-front of him. He was tall with smart black hair, some loose strands falling over just above his eyes. He wore a smart black suit-fitted of course, he looked like a man very high up in the company "well then Ryoko, Welcome, shall we begin?"

[azuneko]

Akise sighs as he got out the building. He glanced up at the sky wondering what Ryoko was doing. His mind completely hoping the interviews were going well. Aso looked at him. "Worried about something or is it someone?" he asked teasingly. "Honestly its Ryoko. I put in a good word to help him get an interview though I hope its going well. I would be disappointed if he's rejected." he says with sad eyes. Aso frowns a bit. "He's your lover so have more faith in him. He will do just fine." Hearing that made Akise smile. "I guess you have a point. Take me to the hospital now." he says getting back on the bike. Aso nods driving towards the place.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko sighed as he walked out the building, his muscles ached from sitting for so long, he must have been in there for an hour. But on the up side he had really like his interviewer, he seemed nice. Ryoko stretched his cramped muscles careful not to over exert his right arm. Getting into his car again he decided that he would drive home, after all he didn't want to do two interviews in one day. He looked at the bright sun as it glared in through the screen, he pulled the sun shield down so he could see and opened a window letting the wind stream in, the warm breeze felt nice.

 

Arriving back at the house he saw Akise wasn't back yet, quickly locking the car as he got out he removed his phone from his pocket and texted Akise to tell him he was on the beach before he started walking slowly down to the soft sandy beach. As he reached it he removed his shoes and socks as he stepped onto the softness of the sand letting it flow between his toes. He walked down undoing his shirt and tie and removing them completely before he threw them on the sand and lay down, shutting his eyes and soaking in the heat.

[azuneko]

Akise climbs off the motorcycle and looked at Aso. "I'll see you later at work. Thank you for helping me out." Aso nods as he drives off. Entering the hospital he hears his phone. He was happy to see it was Ryoko. He replies I'll be home soon. Akise was really happy about meeting with the other later. He was curious as to how things went. He walks over to the front desk and asked for the hospital's CEO. "Please wait while we contact him." the young lady tells him. Akise does so and soon his father was approaching him. "Is everything alright?" he asked. "Yes I just came to thank you for the house." he said. "You are very welcome Akise. You know I do my best to see that smile on your face. You both should return for a check up. I'd like to make sure all is well." he said. Akise just nods before glancing to the side. "So what will happen to big brother?" he mutters. "No worries. I won't allow him near you ever again." Akise could only hope for that as well. After talking for a bit his father has one of his private cars take Akise home.

 

Once arriving home he looked around for Ryoko. "He said the beach but where?" he mumbles walking out on the sand