its hard to start over when the past still haunts you ((18+)) ~ Nyuchanxx and azuneko

[azuneko]

"Its more than okay Ryoko. I would be the happiest host ever." he said with a smile. His cheeks were plush pink as he just stood there beside the other. Aso chuckled lightly as he thinks a bit. "You two are so perfect for one another. I am glad Akise found someone like you." Aso says with a grin. Akise glanced up at Ryoko. "I am sure you'll find something to wear. I am not worried." he says before shivering at the other's touch. He had been ignoring the pain to the best of his ability so far. "I am alright. No need to worry so much. Besides I should be asking about how your arm is feeling." he said.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko slowly let his hands slip down from the other stomach as he let them drop to his sides again. He wrapped his arms around Akise pulling him close and saying "i am fine, my arm will survive, i can deal with anything as long as you are ok." He held the other in his arms for a few minutes simply enjoying his company and warmth before releasing him and turning to Aso "well..he is perfect for me, i am glad i found someone like him but... i am not perfect for him i am sure my perfect Akise could do better." he smiled sadly, he knew that Akise could do better than him easily he just hoped the other didn't want to. He turned back to Akise, "tell me if it hurts right? I will try to help but i can't do a thing if you wont tell me." his eyes softened as he spoke, he wanted the other to trust him so badly but he knew that they hadn't exactly known each other long and that alone made him stop to think.

[azuneko]

Akise looked at him with a smile. "You are just right for me Ryoko. Don't sell yourself short. It will make me sad." he said walking over to Aso. He looked at the kimono the other had brought with him. "So these are what we are to wear tonight in the club?" he asked. "Yeah so you should try it on before we have to go." Aso says. Akise picked one up and then heads to the small bathroom to the side of the kitchen. Aso looked at Ryoko. "I can tell you are worried about him. I've known Akise since he was young. He isn't one to tell anyone anything unless its absolutely necessary. Though I will teach you a secret. If you stare into his eyes and focus enough you'll be able to see how he's really feeling." he said to Ryoko with a smile.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko gave a brief sad smile of appricaiation to Aso, softly saying "I wpoukd but...I don't want to make him tell me things, if he doesn't want mr to know then I shall trust him to tell me if it's important." He looked down so he wouldn't look in Aso's eyes "well I guess I should change!" He commented walking upo the stairs and leaving Ado alone.

 

Once in their bedroom he grabbed the light blue shirt that need ironing and pulled of his own top and trousers replacing them with grey ones. He grabbed a bripush and combred the knots put of his hair before he walked into the bathroom and using the brush he pulled his hair into a high ponytail leaving his bangs so they hung either side of his face framing his sharp jaw. Satisfied hr brushed his teeth and washed his face before returning downstairs with the shirt liver his arm ready to be ironed.

[azuneko]

Aso tilts his head. He wonders if he should mention something to Ryoko. He was going to but then he stopped. He saw Akise walk out of the bathroom. "How does it look? I don't enjoy dressing up like this and I also think this was made for a female." he said walking over to Aso. "You look good in it. I bet Ryoko would say the same. Anyway the boss is on a roll of dumb ideas so don't worry." Aso said with a frown. Akise looked around for Ryoko. "Where is my boyfriend? Did he go to change?" he asked and Aso nods yes.

 

The two waited for Ryoko. Akise smiled seeing the other coming down the stairs. "You are so good looking. Try not to flirt with any other host while we are there."

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko laughed "Dont worry I have eyes only for you!" He gave Akise a light kiss on the cheek . "You look delectable Akise!" Ryoko joked running his hand down the mans hip as he walked past to the iron. He quickly ironed out the creases on the shirt which wasn't too difficult before he put it on and did it up so he covered the majority of his chest but allowed his muscle to be outlined by the shadow contours created by it. "Better?" He asked walking back to the two.

[azuneko]

Akise looked at him with a smile. "Oh you.. If I start blushing now I won't be able to stop." he says softly as he walked over to Aso. "So aren't you wearing a kimono as well?" he asked. "Yeah but I'll change once we get there. I actually left the one I picked in the changing rooms." he said laughing softly. Akise smiled as he then looked at Ryoko. "Oh my really sexy boyfriend is all ready to go. Shall we head to the club then?" he asked going over and kissing Ryoko's cheek.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko put his hand on his hip, flicking his hair feigning disinterest as Akise told him he looked sexy but it was short lived as he couldnt help himself as the other kissed his cheek, he grabbed him pulling him in but not kissing him, his voice low and taking on a husky quality he said "is that all your sexy boyfriend gets? I was expecting a little more after that comment." Knowing he was unlikely to get anything more from the other while Aso was standing right there and partly to tease him, Ryoko released the man and walked towards the door grabbing his car keys as he went. "shall we go then, though i will need directions!"

[azuneko]

Akise blushed brightly as he gazes into Ryoko's eyes. "No but I don't wish to be late for work. When its just us two I will give you a real treat." he said softly. Aso heads out the door. "Come on you two. No naughty playing about before work." he said jokingly. Akise turned bright red as he looked at him. "Eh, come one Ryoko"

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko laughed he hadn't even expected the offer for later but it had put him in a really good mood. Ryoko followed the two out side the house, turning the lights off before he shut the door and locked it. Turning the key in his car door all the locks clicked allowing all four doors to open, he frowned as he looked at all the dirt on the light green car, it really showed and he didn't like it, the car would rust faster. Yet another thing he would have to do tomorrow. "come on then hop in." he smiled as he sat in the drivers seat and started the engine, he was kind off looking forward to seeing Akise work, thee idea that the man would be his host for the evening made him feel more comfortable and relaxed about the whole idea of his boyfriend being a host.

[azuneko]

Aso hops in the back seat as Akise took the passenger's seat. "So this is your car Ryoko? Its quite the classic." he said with a smile. Akise glanced out the window. He was wondering what tonight would be like. Having Ryoko as his customer made him feel at ease but still worried him. He knew other hosts would want to entertain his boyfriend.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko smiled "thank you, she runs beautifully as well and the heating system in the winter is amazing, heats up like a wild fire!" He noticed Akise looking worriedly out the window, he reached his hand across and stroked the mans leg comfortingly "what's wrong Akise? I thought you wanted me to come, if something is bothering you please tell me." He didn't know what was bothering the other, for the life of him he couldn't fathom it out but he didn't want to put him under pressure and maybe Akise was now regretting this plan. He turned onto the road into the town centre. "So what's the bar called? if you tell me a vague area i can get most of the way without directions."

[azuneko]

Akise glanced over to Ryoko. "Oh its nothing really. As I told Aso, this is just a job to kill some time. We are both running from our normal jobs for our own reasons." he said looking back at Aso. "Ain't that truth. I'm sure Ryoko would be amazed by your actual job Akise." he says with a smile. Akise placed a hand upon Ryoko's. "Don't worry so much about me. It isn't what I want my sexy boyfriend to do." he said

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko smiled sadly giving Akise's hand a squeeze in his own, he wished the other would trust him enough to tell him what his actual job was and it hurt him a little to be told his job wasn't to worry he quietly murmured "Akise, it's because i am your boyfriend that i worry about you." He wanted to be able to dismiss it easily but he couldn't the fact Akise didn't appear to trust him hurt him deeply and his inwardly sighed as he focused on driving removing his hand from Akise's.

[azuneko]

"Is that how its suppose to work? Ryoko I told you that you are my very first everything. I have no clue how being in a relationship works. You'll teach me those things won't you?" he asked him with a frown. Aso was finding this really interesting. He's never seen Akise so into someone or showing interest before. 'Aww... Akise is trying his best.. what will you do Ryoko...' he thinks to himself. Akise points to the club. "Stop here. We have to go in through the workers entrance. Ask for host number two." Akise says kissing Ryoko's cheek.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko nodded, stopping the car on the kerb, he had forgotten that Akise had no idea how these things worked, it had slipped his mind that he was the mans first relationship. Ryoko gently brushes his hand over Akise's cheek "sorry, i forgot." he says. Waiting until the two had gotten out and shut the doors he quietly drove of to find a parking space contemplating his position, he was both pleased and worried that he was Akise's first, as just a moment ago had proven it could prove to have its difficulties, especially since the both of them were a little messed in the head, or Ryoko knew he was at least and he couldn't imagine how anyone could have a brother as Akise did and maintain their full mental health.

 

Parking the car Ryoko got out and locked it, straitening his shirt and brushing a and through his hair, tightening the ponytail and brushing his fingers through his bangs framing his jaw he walked up to the entrance of the bar. He opened the door and immediately he was meet with a tall handsome waiter who greeted him polity asking him which host he would like. Ryoko pretended to think, merely to keep up pretences before he appeared to come to a decision saying "2 please."

[azuneko]

Akise and Aso walked over towards the entrance. They enter and Aso smiled. "I am going to change. Just go get ready alright." he said rushing off. Akise nods as he heads out. The boss walked over to him. "Seems you already have a customer. AS ever popular as always." he said. Akise nods as he went to one of the booths. Meanwhile Ryoko was escorted towards the booth. "Why hello sir. Its a pleasure to be your host this evening. My name is Aki." he said with a gentle smile. "Please have a seat. Would you like a drink of sorts?" he asked. Akise was so glad that Ryoko came.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko followed and sat down at the booth he was shown to. He smiled brightly as Akise walked up to him, pretending he didn't know him, raising his eyebrow when the male gave Ryoko his stage name "hmm..well i am driving and i dont think my boyfriend would appreciate me being drunk!" he chuckled slightly "so i think i will have something light, what beers would you recommend?" Truth be told he would rather have wine but he didn't want to put Akise in any danger, he knew he wasn't a lightweight and could hold his alcohol well so he decided a couple of beers would be ok, he was a good judge of when he was drinking too much anyway.

[azuneko]

Akise looked at him with a giggle. "Oh my to think you are such a responsible young man. I'll get you something sweet to drink. How does that sound." he says motioning to one of the waiters. He orders two drinks and then turns his attention back to Ryoko. "This is nice even if its not for long. So tell me Ryoko, what do you plan to do after this? I'll be here for a while longer so I am not sure what you'll do." Akise said

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko smiled wrapping his arm around the others waist as he shuffled closer to him, he thought for a moment before saying "hmm well i could just..." he stopped before laughing and saying "well to be honest i really dont know...i never thought of that!" He sighed "ohh well i shall think of that when it comes to that time! For now i am happy here." He gave Akise a quick kiss on the cheek. He looked up when the drinks arrived and the waiter passed one to him and one to Akise. Taking a sip he hummed satisfied, "this is good, i am jealous of you for always being able to drink this!"

[azuneko]

"Ryoko you are too silly. You could always talk with some of the other host here. Aso is number one so you could talk with him as well. Then again you could go out a buy something to cook for me again. I did enjoy that." he said smiling. Akise glanced at him."Oh don't be jealous of that. You could have this at home if you'd like. The drinks here are provided by Aso. He looks young but he's three years older than me. He's actually a tycoon for some million different sweet shops and such." Akise says taking a sip. "I guess its because I have such a sweet tooth that I had even became friends with him." he says

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko looked at Akise, "well i want to be here for you...but the thought of being served by another host doesn't sit well with me." he paused taking another sip of his drink "i am fairly sure trying to cook two good meals consecutively might be pushing my luck a little but i can always try...what do you like for pudding i am great at making those sorts of things!" He smiled, he loved making puddings it was the best thing..so satisfying.

[azuneko]

"If it's sweet pudding then I'll enjoy it. Anyway I'll have to serve other customers after you. I won't be able to talk with you much if you stay. I'm sorry." Akise says looking at him. He really just wante to spend time with Ryoko. He was starting to ponder the idea of quitting now. He had Ryoko and didn't need anyone else to talk to. He just didn't know how to go about quitting. He couldn't leave Aso to work here without him.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko smiled stroking the others hair saoftly with his hand, combing his fingers through the fine strands. "Well how about sticky toffee pudding, that's always a great dessert, ohh and then what about lasagne for dinner, I should be able to just about get it done before you get back," Ryoko said excitedly he loved lasagne it was one of his favorites and sticky toffee pudding was just to die for! "Ohh what time do you finish? Hell what time is it now?" He questioned realising he had absolutely no idea at all.

[azuneko]

Akise giggles as he watches him. "Please do so then. I look forward to our second little date." he says considering the other evening a date. He did find Ryoko so much fun. "Oh it's about seven thirty. I get off around ten but I'll most likely want to leave early so I can be with you. I'll call you because now I can." he said with a smile. Akise glanced over to the bat noticing Aso waving at him. He frowns. "Looks like our time is up. I can't wait to go home now. I'll see you later Ryoko." he says getting up.