its hard to start over when the past still haunts you ((18+)) ~ Nyuchanxx and azuneko

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko smiled sadly not wanting to leave Akise but knowing he had to, he stood as well, downing the rest of his drink he gave Akise a quick kiss before saying "you sure you are going to be ok?" Ryoko was worried about him and it wasn't only jealousy anymore he was worried because Akise was worried and that really got to him.

[azuneko]

Akise turned to face Ryoko. "Please don't worry. I'll call you as soon as I get off work." he says softly. Walking towards the bar he looked at Aso. "What's wrong?" he asked. "Oh nothing really. Your next customer is here. One of your regulars. Its that persistent hair dresser." Aso said. Akise sighs as he looked at him. "She's just interested in doing my hair. That's why she keeps coming here." he said walking to where the lady was. "Good evening. I hope you weren't waiting long."

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko watched as Akise walked over to a pretty lady, he sighed glad his boyfriend wasnt having to entertain males at the moment it made him feel more sure abut this whole idea. He quietly left making no move to introduce himself to anyone else, he quickly paid the bill before walking out and jumping into his car to get food from the store.

 

15 minutes later he arrived home, proud of himself for making such good time, he looked at his watch, 2000 hours, it was going to be a push to get all the food done in time but he was sure he could do it if he tried hard enough. He quickly unpacked all the food and struggled to unlock the door with the bags in his hand. Finally he tumbled into the dark room, flicking the lights on he dumped all the food on the counter and started to prepare it all.

[azuneko]

Akise looked as he noticed Ryoko leaving. He then focused his attention on his current customer. It wasn't long before he was off to the next one. Surprisingly it was a male. He wasn't sure how to approach this. It was different when it was Ryoko. He knew him and it was easier because of that. He sits in the booth avoiding eye contact at first. "Uh, good evening sir. Welcome to the club and I am very honored you picked me. Is there anything you'd like to drink?" Akise asked

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko turned on the radio on his phone, playing it through the speaker he had brought as he worked to make the lasagne first. He hummed a long as a good tune came on and turned up the sound. He found for once he was very relaxed as he worked, looking at the cook book every so often, not trusting his memory to recall the right way to make everything. He had brought some cabbage as well to add some vegetables to the meal but he at least knew that that wouldn't need to go on till Akise got back.

[azuneko]

Akise felt seriously nervous and was at a lost for words. He didn't know what to do and he was going to call on Aso but he was busy himself. Knowing he was with a customer that was male drove him crazy. He didn't like this one bit. Though so far the guy didn't seem too bothered by his silence. He tilts his head looking at him. Akise wonders if he could survive this with just being silent.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko put the made lasagne in the oven too cook and started on the treacle pudding, he quickly put the tin onto the oven so it would heat up a little and sat down waiting. He wondered how Akise was doing, he hoped the other wasnt having a hard time, a part of him wanted to text the male to see if he was ok but he didn't want to disturb him, after all the man was working!

 

He sighed getting up, he knew there was no point fretting but that didnt help him to stop. To take his mind of it he again started cooking trying to let the flow of ingredients block out his worries as he also opened a beer can drinking it from the bottle. He knew he could only have the one, he was picking Akise up after all.

[azuneko]

Only an hour passed and the door bell rang. It was off since Akise hadn't called Ryoko yet. Though surprisingly the bell continued to ring. "Ryoko!! It's Aso. Open up!! Akise needs you!!" he says hoping the male had been awake. Upon the door opening Aso was holding Akise in his arms. "Take your boyfriend." he said. Akise looked really pale and he wasn't awake either. "He suddenly felt sick and collapsed. I asked what was wrong. Apparently his old man gave him medicine to help with his healing and he's not taken it once. Make sure he takes it and gets some rest. On top of that we quit so he's all yours." Aso said before leaving. Akise opened his eyes a bit. "Ryoko.... I'm so happy your here. I missed you." he said

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko raised an eyebrow when the bell wrang, first ointemding to ignore it until he heard Aso's yelling on the other side, he quickly dropped what he was doing and brushed his hands on his trousers as he ran to the door throwing it open. Hois face turned whiter as he saw Akise in Aso's arms. Ryoko removed the male from his friends embrace, lifting him easily and ignoring the pain in his arm. "Thanks Aso." He said before the man disappeared off. He quickly carried Akose inside shutting the door with his foot.

 

Gently Ryoko laid the man on the sofa stroking the hair away from his boyfriends eyes and gently put his finger to the mans lips queting him "I am glad you missed me but be quiet and rest." He combed his fingers through Akise's hair before he gently asked "where's your medication? I really wish you had told me, i'll worry too much otherwise." He sighed knowing that it was unlikely Akise would actually act upon his words.

[azuneko]

Akise stares at Ryoko as he spoke. "That was rather backwards. You should of asked first and then quiet me to rest. Its in our room. There's that nightstand by our bed and its in there. I dislike taking medicine so I didn't want to take it." he said sounding a bit like a child. Akise reached his hand up to touch Ryoko's cheek. You smell delicious. I guess you really went all out to prepare supper for us. I now refuse to rest." he says wanting to share the meal with his boyfriend. He hopes Ryoko won't mind.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko placed his hand upon the others that rested on his cheek, he smiled gently "i was worried, so i just ended up spilling random sentences, sorry." he mumbled realising the other was right and his choice of sentences had been completely backwards. He placed the mans hand back on his lap, getting up to find the medicine, he paused when he got to the stairs turning around to say "you can et the dinner but you are not getting up from that sofa, you understand?" it was a rhetorical question and Ryokko wasn't expecting to be questioned on the simple matter, there was no way Akise would be worming his way into getting up.

 

Ryoko ran up the stairs into the bedroom, rummaging rapidly through the draws trying desperately to find the medication. finally finding it he ran back downstairs not caring to tidy up the mess he had made. As he reached Akise he knelt down by the sofa and looked at the medicine in his hands "err...well, from now on you are taking this..." he spoke sternly but not unkindly before continued feeling stupid "er...yer...i have no idea what amount or whatever you need!"

[azuneko]

Akise laid in the couch. Despite wanting to get up he was too in pain to do so. His gaze drifts around the room until Ryoko returns. He holds his hand out to him. "Its a simple and normal medicine. All I need is something to drink and take one after every meal. Don't panic so much. Although you look a bit cute while you panic." he says with a small smile. Akise stares at Ryoko wondering if the other was alright. He really looked frazzled.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko sighed in relief at least the other still had his sense of humour! He quickly got up ad ran to get Akise some water. He poured a glass before going back to his boyfriend turning the heat on the oven down as he went. He knelt on the floor again and passed him the drink "well, i dont think you should try and be ill just to see me being cute," He chuckled "I am sure you can find other ways."

[azuneko]

Akise nods as he looked at Ryoko. He takes the water and then tried to sit up a bit to drink it. After taking the medicine he closed his eyes. "So what did my boyfriend make for us? I can tell by the scent but I find it more fun if you tell me." he says smiling. Opening his eyes he stares at Ryoko. "So I am sure Aso told you I quit my job. I honestly can't entertain other guys. Its no fun and I only want to talk with you." he says looking down.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko stayed silent as Akise took his medicine. When the other lowered the glass from his lips Ryoko gently took it and placed it on the floor by his side. "well we have lasagne with some cabbage...ohh opps i never checked if you liked cabbage, is it ok?? sorry...i can find something else!" Ryoko had completely forgotten about the fact the other might have different tastes to him.

[azuneko]

"I eat just about anything if its too my liking or cooked by myself. I am not picky. So far I haven't eaten anything I am allergic to so no worries alright." he said leaning up to gently peck Ryoko's lips. He sits up more and looked over to the kitchen. "Sounds like you were busy cooking to your hearts content. It makes me a bit happy its because of me." he said a bit in a whisper. "So Ryoko.. How will you help me with my boredom? I have nothing to help me pass the time anymore."

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko leaned over, balancing himself on the edge of the sofa with his hand his ponytail falling across his shoulder as he leaned in, he kissed Akise's lips, running his tough over the soft flesh teasingly before he withdrew staying a few millimetres from Akise's face "well, i have a few techniques but you have to get a little better first." He winked shutting one of his grey eyes.

[azuneko]

Akise blushed a bit wondering if Ryoko was taking naughty with him. "I hope my thoughts aren't getting the better of me. Its very weird being in a relationship. Say Ryoko, I know this is my first relationship but I really hope you'll remain my only relationship. I really like you." he said glancing to the side. He was not use to blushing and it was a bit embarrassing to him. Just as he was about to say something else he heard his phone ringing. Akise was debating on ignoring it.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko brushed his finger tips against Akise's cheek feeling the soft skin beneath his finger before he brushed them through the fine grey hair saying "I hope you are my final relationship too Akise." He leaned down and kissed his cheek where his fingers had been only moments before, the flesh was a light pink where the blood had rushed to the mans cheeks as he blushed, but that only made him look more adorable. Suddenly he jerked away as he heard the familiar tone of a mobile, the suddenness had shocked him into speechlessness for a second and it took him a moment to regain his wits. He waited to let Akise answer it but when the other didn't he leant back in kissing a trail down Akise's neck whispering against the soft pink skin "You going to answer that or is it not important?"

[azuneko]

Akise bit his lip a bit not sure what was going on. He clearly didn't want it to stop though. "I don't want to answer it right now. I am spending time with you. It can wait and if its important they can leave a message." he said wanting to touch Ryoko's hair. He moved his hand slowly to touch the ends of the other's hair. "I wonder how long it took for you to grow it this long." he whispers.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko nodded against Akise's neck, "trust me a long time, it needs a trim though, the ends are split and uneven at the moment." He liked the feels of Akise's fingered in his hair, before he had hayed anyone playing with Hus hair, it had made him feel vulnerable and exposed but if it was Akise it felt nice. He blew spoftlyagainst the man exposed skin making the hairs there stand on end. He gently slipped his hand into Akise's trouser pocket removing the phone and placing it on the table behind him without moving his lips from their place as they slowly made trails back up to the males lips, capturing them in another kiss.

[azuneko]

Akise was surprised by that. The other's hair seemed so nice that he could touch it all day. He use to hate his own hair until Ryoko said nice things about it. It made him want to grow his out as well. His gaze drifts to watched his cell being taken from his pocket. "Ryoko...." he whispers before feeling soft lips upon his own. This was turning out to make him a lot happier than he anticipated. Though he couldn't help but wonder who called him. As his phone continued to ring, Akise sighs. "Let me answe it so they will stop." he mutters picking it up. He was surprised to see who it was. Quickly answering it his tone change.

 

"Kon'nichiwa.

Wakarimasen.

Anata o matsu.....

Hontōni?

Shinken ni!

Wakarimashita.

Sayōnara."

 

Translation: Hello.

I don't understand.

Wait you.....

Really?

Seriously?!

I understand.

Good bye.

 

 

Akise hangs up and looked at Ryoko. "I think I'm in trouble."

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko still slightly on top of Akise looked worriedly down, he hadn't liked the way that conversation had gone, it was far to simple and the shock in his boyfriends voice worried him even before he hung up. Ryoko started to speak after a few seconds of shocked silence, he didn't know what was going on but whatever it was he was scared...not for himself but for Akise. if there was one thing in the world that he wanted right now it was for the other to live a peaceful free life, he would have given anything for it, as long s it meant Akise was happy. Unfortunately the world was not so kind and currently he could not trade anything for the others peace. "What is it?" he asked quietly slightly afraid of the answer.

[azuneko]

Akise looked at Ryoko. "I have to return home for the weekend. My mother spoke with my father and he told her about big brother and I. She's a real family person and the one who wears the 'pants' in the house. She was pissed just now. Knowing big brother; he'll win her over without effort. I'm worried about that. She tends to make rash decisions when she's pissed off." he says looking down. "Come with me Ryoko!! Please! I don't want to go there on my own." Akise practically beg the other.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko looked away sitting back on the floor, he wasn't sure about this, meeting all of Akise's family so early on scared him a little, not to mention he wasn't sure he could keep his cool if Akise's brother started to act like the good guy. He got up, walking over to the oven, staying completely silent and removed the now cooked lasagne from it, in its place putting the pudding which he had only just finished before Aso turned up.

 

He worked slowly, deliberately taking forever as he put the cabbage onto the heat adding a little salt for flavour. He turned back to Akise and looked into this eyes from his place behind the counter. The mans eyes were pleading, Ryoko knew what he would say, there hadn't really been any other option from the start, he just needed t look at Akise to know his answer "ok, ill come." he said softly not sure if he was doing the right thing for Akise's family.