its hard to start over when the past still haunts you ((18+)) ~ Nyuchanxx and azuneko

[Nyuchanxx]

He looked into the others eyes, he couldn't help feeling amazed that he had found someone so utterly perfect and sweet. "I really cant help wondering what i did to deserve you, but whatever it was i am glad for it." he smiled gently not able to keep it from his face. Hearing the man yawn Ryoko gently said "shut your eyes, you can sleep its ok"

[azuneko]

Akise smiled as he looked at him. "You just happened to just ask the right person at the right time to crash at their place. I also happened to be in my ever so happy moods and said yes." he says with another small yawn. Akise closed his eyes as he falls asleep. His mind was was at complete ease.

[Nyuchanxx]

Reaching over Ryoko hits a button on the TV turning it off before he settles down into the pillows still holding Akise. "wel i am glad you said yes" he yawns slowly shutting his eyes as he settled into Akise's warmth. His breathing regulating as he slowly fell asleep with his boyfriend in his arms.

[azuneko]

Akise awoke the next morning and looked over to his side. He blushed brightly as he noticed how close he was to Ryoko. "He's so cute when asleep. I really want to capture this moment." he says getting up from the bed. He slowly walked out the room and down the hall. His gaze drifts around the house. He still couldn't imagine that he was living in such a peaceful place.He glanced at the two extra rooms. Walking to the one with his things inside he unlocked it and enters. "I really want to...." he mutters softly before walking into the room and closing the door.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko awoke hen Akise got out of bed, the movement causing him to e roused from his slumber but he didnt open his eyes for a moment. After a little while he slowly opened them. The room was still dark, light filtering through the blind across the window laying streaks across the floor. He stretched his arms wincing as he realised he had left his arm in the sling overnight. The bed was still warm where Akise had been. He got out the bed and pulled on an old shirt before he wandered down the stairs into the kitchen. It was empty. He had expected the other to be in here but it didnt matter so much Akise was probably just taking a shower so he got to work finding something for breakfast. He cut up a couple of tomatoes and put them into a pan along with some bacon for breakfast, assuming Akise would like it as well.

[azuneko]

The house was silent for a while. Akise was in his room hard at work. Once he was finished, he slowly slips out of the room and locks it back. "Ryoko...? Is that you down there?" he calls out as he hears noises coming from the kitchen. He heads down the stairs to see the other. "Good morning good looking. How does your arm feel?" he asked. Akise was curious as to what the other was making so he slowly approached him.

[Nyuchanxx]

Looking up as Akise walks in Ryoko smiled warmly cheerily he said "good morning, actually a bit better though i think i should take it easy fr a bit, how about you, you look a lot better than you did yesterday." he grabbed a couple of plates and quickly put some toast in the toaster before he served up the food "fry up, hope you enjoy it!" He said placing the food on the table along with some cutlery and orange juice he had brought. "have you take your medication? how often do you need to take it?" Ryoko asked as he sat down to eat.

[azuneko]

Akise smiled hearing the other was doing alright. "I have to take it after or before every meal. I want to eat since its here. I'll take it after that. So lets sit and eat breakfast." he says softly. "Oh, I wish to apologize. I noticed you awoke after me. I feel bad for waking you up." he said softly. Akise realized he'd have to awaken with more carefulness. He did after all wake for a wonderful reason. "So tomorrow I... I mean we'll be going to my family home. Are you still nervous?"

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko cut up a piece of toast putting some bacon and tomatoe on it and eating it before he replied "well I am a light sleeper anyway so i was bound to wake up so it doesn't matter.....on the account of tomorrow well... I cant say I am not nervous because it would be a lie but its more that I am apprehensive," he thought for a moment chewing on another bite of his food "as long as you are not facing this alone I am happy." He surprised himself by realising that as cheesy as it sounded it was really true

 

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Ryoko cut up a piece of toast putting some bacon and tomatoe on it and eating it before he replied "well I am a light sleeper anyway so i was bound to wake up so it doesn't matter.....on the account of tomorrow well... I cant say I am not nervous because it would be a lie but its more that I am apprehensive," he thought for a moment chewing on another bite of his food "as long as you are not facing this alone I am happy." He surprised himself by realising that as cheesy as it sounded it was really true

[azuneko]

"You will really have nothing to worry about as its not anything to do with you. It would be different if you were coming there to meet them as my boyfriend. So no being nervous." he said with a smile. Akise looked at the plate of food and sighs. "I am worried now. I feel you are making all the meals. Don't hesitate to let me cook sometimes." he said glancing over at him. Akise blushed a bit as he stares at Ryoko. He was getting a shy feeling.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko smiled "say if you want to cook and you can, to be honest I have no idea why you would want to eat my food anyway, its not that great!" He joked as he drank some of his juice. "Hey what are you blushing for!? What on earth are you thinking?" He winked as he spoke, he honestly didnt know why his boyfriend was blushing but he sure as hell wanted to know so he could make him blush more often.

[azuneko]

"I enjoy your cooking more than you know. You put so much love into it and I know every time I take bite i can feel it. Thank you though." he says with a small smile. Akise closed his eyes and then shakes his head. "I won't tell you. I enjoy blushing and it seems more exciting when you have to guess why. I hope that doesn't bother you Ryoko. Its about you though; I'll give you that clue." Akise says happily

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko raises an eyebrow as he gets up taking his plate to the sink to wash up later before he quietly goes to stand behind Akise whispering seductively in his ear "what are you imagining me doing?" he slipped his arm around the others waist and up his shirt letting his hands wander higher, teasing the male. He stopped his hand just low of Akise's nipple rubbing his hand below the area but never touching it "you know if you dont tell me it will never come true!" he continued to tease.

[azuneko]

Akise continued to eat before stopping. His eyes widen as he feels Ryoko behind him. "What do you mean? I am not thinking... well its fine if it doesn't come true. I wouldn't want you to hate me. So please don't tease me." he says glancing up at the other. His gaze soft as he leans up to kiss Ryoko's lips. "I'll clean the dishes. We have the day to ourselves. What do you want to do?" he asked still sitting there. Akise loved being in his arms.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko squeezed Akise in tighter to him holding the man close against his chest quietly whispering, all humour gone from his voice "Akise, why would i ever hate you? Akise your probably...." he paused not sure whether to say it or not "you probably the best thing that ever happened to me." he was totally serious as he spoke. His hand now perfectly still, pressing Akise's body against his own as he held tightly, he never wanted to let Akise go

[azuneko]

Akise glanced down as he was being held. "You are being too honest and its making me blush. I am not that special but being special just for you is fine with me. Ryoko, I am really growing fond of you. So this may sound selfish but don't let go. I want to stay like this longer." he says not knowing the other already planned to continue holding him. Just then the door bell rang. "AKI!!!! AKI-KUN!!!!!" he girly voice called out loud.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko smiled softly glad that Akise didn't want him to let go and relieved that he wasn't attempted a one sided relationship as he so often did. He sighed as the door bell rang and gently said "how many friends do you have, i swear i only have a couple!!" He laughed a little but still did not let go "You want me to continue holding you as you open the door....because you know i will!!"

[azuneko]

Akise rolled his eyes. "I only have one friend and that is Aso. That is blood out there and I would rather avoid it. She's a demon with a lolita complex. Though I really am curious why she's here." he mutters pouting. He wanted this to be just them. "Walk with me to the door. I may not want to be the sooner I answer it we can be alone again." he says looking at him.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko nodded saddened that their time had been taken by this demon girl. He removed his arm from Akises shirt instead wrapping it around the mans shoulders keeping him close as he walked to the door. Standing in front of it but not opening it he said "I really hope this won't take long, but in case it does." He leant down slightly kissing Akise's lips softly.

[azuneko]

Akise walks with Ryoko towards the door. He glanced his way glad the other kissed him so sweetly. With a sigh he opens the door. A young looking female stood there with a smile. "Aki!! I have missed you so much. I couldn't wait till tomorrow so I asked papa to let me come here today." she said cheerfully. Akise frowns a bit. "I had figured as much since he's the only one who knows I moved. What do you want?" he asked. She pouts looking over to Ryoko. Here eyes going back and forth between the two of them. "Hold on... Aki.... Are you in a relationship with this hottie?" she asked. Akise turned bright red. "Don't ask something like that. Look come in and make it quick okay." he said stepping aside so she could enter.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko was surprised by the girls forwardness but he smiled when she complimented him before he pulled Akise closer "sorry what my boyfriend means is that as much as we would love to have you here, he wants to be alone with me!" He winked at the girl as he added emphisise on the words boyfriend and alone. He knew the girl would understand and find it amusing but he wasn't sure how Akise would react to it, after all they hasn't exactly been telling people.

[azuneko]

Akise turned around and covers Ryoko's mouth. "Don't!!! He's just joking. Why are you here again?" he asked still blushing. "Aki you are a terrible liar. Hello there. My name is Minami Ichijou. I am Akise's older sister. I am a manga artist and he's only acting that way because he is worried I'd want to write about it." she said. "That's because you do. I see the glint in your eyes." Akise says. She giggled. "That may be true but I came here to inform you of something so you won't freak out tomorrow. I don't know what is happening between you and Yuujiro but don't freak out if you see two of him tomorrow. You were young and didn't get to meet your older brother Yukiteru. He's twins with Yuu-nii." she says. Akise frowns a bit. "He has a twin. That's one thing I didn't want to hear. Aren't twins alike in a lot of ways?" he mutters worried.

 

Minami Ichijou

 

 

[Nyuchanxx]

Chuckling Ryoko gently lifted his arm up and removed the hand from his mouth debating kissing it but decided that that would be too embarrassing for his boyfriend in front of his sister and as much as he didn't mind being written about he know Akise would so he settled for just holding his hand. He carefully linked his fingers between the other, entwining them together. he looked at Akise gently saying "Dont worry if either of them try anything they will have me to deal with!" He turned back to Minami "would you like a cup of tea? or coffee if you prefer?" he asked politely, the girl seemed nice enough even if she did seem very energetic.

[azuneko]

Minami shakes her head no. "I just came by to tell Akise that. Though thank you for the offer. I'll see you both tomorrow. Oh by the way; Aki, just because they are twins doesn't mean they are alike in any way. Now behave and don't you two have too much fun." she giggled as she left. Akise sighs as he holds onto Ryoko. "She has too much energy. Its tiring. Though it bothers me now knowing that about my brother. One was bad enough but two... what should I do?" he says closing his eyes. He was clinging to Ryoko happily.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko laughed "well its refreshing to see someone enjoying life so much! she seems like a good sister." he stood still by the open door looking out on the world as it slowly moved on with each passing second "so, what do you want to do? stay in? go to the beach? or go into town. I dont mind as long as im with you." He smiled happily giving the others hand a squeeze.