its hard to start over when the past still haunts you ((18+)) ~ Nyuchanxx and azuneko

[azuneko]

"She is but I can never keep up with her energy. Even when we were younger she was like that." he said softly as he thinks a moment. "I want to stay inside. I am still not feeling all too well and tomorrow we'll be at my family house. So I plan for today to be just us and nothing to interrupt that." Akise says softly. He was really glad to have a day with Ryoko and nothing else.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko smiled "well that suits me just fine." He ruffles the males hair as he goes to wash up, turning the hot tap on to let the water turn. Quickly adding some washing up liquids to the bowel he rolled up his sleeves and stared to get to work "I hope you took your tablets, we really Dont want a repeat of yesterday you scared the hell outta me!!"

[azuneko]

"I will so you don't get scared. I'll take them now and you can get cleaned up." he says going towards the living room. He picked up the pill bottle and heads to the kitchen for something to drink. He wonders what else they could do for today. 'Maybe watching a movie or playing a game...' he thinks trying to keep things from getting boring. He's hate to bore Ryoko on such a lovely day.

[Nyuchanxx]

He nodded as he continued to wash up, placing everything back where it was so posed to go. After a while he finished amd taking the cloth he quickly wiped down all the surfaces making them shiny again before he turned back to Akise. "Well I really need a shower first, my hair feels like I just rolled in sand!" He joked smiling.

[azuneko]

Akise looked over at him as he enters the bathroom. "So wash up so you'll feel comfortable. I'll be in bed waiting for you." he said with a smile. He was curious so he reached over and touched Ryoko's hair. "I remember when I first helped wash your hair. It really was the first time you showed a little trust in me as well. Do you remember that?" he asked softly

[Nyuchanxx]

"hmm...yer, i guess you really did save me!" he chuckled at the irony, he jhad always thought he was a strong person, the type of person who saved others but would never mentally or physically falter and there he was back then in emotional turmoil not able to let anyone touch him even a little, such a wreck! And still now he couldnt let people touch him for long, unless it was Akise. He wondered if now...maybe..maybe the other washing his hair wouldnt be such an effort, maybe it would feel nice, he didn't mind the man touching his hair now after all. Still facing away from Akise he asked quietly "do you...do you want to wash my hair again?" he blushed slightly embarrassed by asking such a thing. When it came to simple things he wasnt as bold.

[azuneko]

Akise looked at him with a smile. "If you don't mind I would love to wash your hair again. I actually find it enjoyable to touch your hair. Though I dislike my own." he said looking at him. He continued to gently play with Ryoko's hair. It was so exciting for him and so much fun. "So if I wash yours does that mean you'll want to wash mine?" he asked leaning close to him. He kisses Ryoko's cheek before leaning his head on Ryoko's shoulder.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko grinnedn"ohh...of course I would love to wash you hair my cutie." He teased as her felt the other lean on his shoulder his lifted his own to wrap around Akise's shoulders, he liked the weight upon him, it made him feel secure. "Come on then!" He said cheerily leading the way to the bath room.

 

He shut the door once Akise had followed him inside and slowly began to strip, removing all his clothes as the bath filled with water. He carefully stepped into the hot water sighing as he relaxed into it, it felt really good.

[azuneko]

Akise smiled as he enters the bathroom with Ryoko. He watched the other taking off his clothes and blushed brightly. He couldn't help but stare for some reason. Though at the same time he felt a bit insecure about himself now. Slowly removing his lower half of clothing, Akise kept on his shirt. He turned to the bath glancing at Ryoko. "Alright move over so I can get in." he says ignoring the fact that he was still wearing a top.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko did as he was asked. He raised an eyebrow as the other refused to remove his top, his eyes saddened as his heart did. He was more worried about the other when he wasn't showing him his pain whether it be mental or physical. He lowered his gaze and distractedly ran his thin fingers over the waters surface creating ripples than extended and overlapped before once again becoming still on the unchanged surface. Keeping his eyes down he gently asked "could you take your shirt off, it worries me more if you hide, i don't know whether you are worried for my reaction or scared ill take advantage of your weakness as he did." Ryoko kept his eyes lowered and face looking at the water, his hair falling to cover his face, hiding him as he went silent.

[azuneko]

Akise looked over at Ryoko as he entered the bath with him. "I don't want to. It has nothing to do with that. I lack your build and its a bit saddening to myself. I want a sexy body like Ryoko. That's what I am thinking so you can't look ever again until I do." he said lifting Ryoko's head up. "I know you've already seen and touched my chest. I have no real reason to hide from you. Though now that I am looking at you as my boyfriend I feel inferior." he pouts.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko looked into the others eyes staying silent for a moment before he slowly smiled. "sorry." he whispered before continuing "but i still want you to remove your shirt, after all you are my adorable boyfriend, i like you just the way you are so don't ever change!" he smiled but suddenly backtracked slightly realising that Akise might feel he was being too controlling "err...no i didn't....i meant...don't...don't try t change yourself..." he sighed blushing a little, that had really failed, he couldn't help noticing how aware of his words he was around Akise, he didn't want to hurt the other and he just ended up looking a fool. This was ridicules!

[azuneko]

Akise couldn't hold back a soft giggle. "You are being cute Ryoko. That's something new and its nice." he says leaning close to him. "If you want it off then you'll have to remove it yourself." he said teasingly. He wanted to get a reaction out of Ryoko again. He found the other really cute just now and wanted to see it again. Akise leans away from Ryoko waiting for his response.

[Nyuchanxx]

"CUTE!!! arhh no!!! my self esteem just crash landed!!" he laughed leaning in closer to Akise "but of course, i will have to if you refuse to do so yourself!" he chuckled as he gent;y lifted the bottom of the mans damp shirt pulling it up over Akise's chest and over his hair, for a brief moment Akise's face was hidden from him before the shirt was completely removed and Ryoko dived in capturing Akise's lips in a soft kiss. He pulled back a little breathily saying "you shouldn't tease me you know its mean." he smiled kissing Akise again, the wet shirt still in his hand as it slipped around the mans waist.

[azuneko]

Akise smiled loving Ryoko's reaction. He stays still as his shirt was being removed. He closed his eyes slightly as it was being brought over his head. Akise was shocked by the sneak attack to his lips. Giving in he kisses back before their lips parted. "You know that was not fair. Sneak attacks will not be allowed." he said only jokingly. He didn't mind them at all. He accepts the second kiss to his lips. Inching closer to Ryoko so they wouldn't have to stop.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko smiled against the lips as Akise kissed him back. He dropped the shirt over the edge of the bath before wrapping both his arms around the males slim waist pulling him as close as he could before he deepened the kiss and gently slipped his tongue into the wet heat. He swirled it around Akise's tongue teasing him slightly. Ever so quietly he moaned against the mans mouth as his mind blanked and he became intoxicated by the other.

[azuneko]

Akise glanced when he noticed his top going over the side. He ignored it as Ryoko had their naked bodies ever so close. His cheeks a bright red as he closed his eyes. 'This is really embarrassing...what's worse is this is turning me on...' he thinks trying to get away. Akise managed to get their lips apart for a moment. "Ryoko... wait a minute. Lets wash our hairs first. We can go back to kissing afterwards." he said trying to give himself enough time to cool down. He didn't want Ryoko to noticed he was slightly aroused. Akise wasn't sure how Ryoko would react to that.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko let out his breath, his cheeks slightly flushed as he looked at Akise "sorry, was that too much?" he asked worried he had gone too fast. He lifted his hand up and ran it through Akise's hair "its so beautiful, it would be a shame not to wash it." he laughed before saying "but this had better be quick cause i was enjoying that!" He grabbed a bottle of shampoo and squeezed some onto his hand saying "come on turn around." The man hadnt noticed Akise's arousal being too caught up in his own emotions and light-headedness.

[azuneko]

"It was okay. I just don't want us to forget about washing our hair." he said softly as he glanced down. Trying his best to avoid standing. Akise waddled until he had turned around. "There we go. Have fun with my hair." he said closing his eyes. Akise still hated his hair no matter how much Ryoko said otherwise. He wasn't going to love it over night and it would continue to bother him even if he tried to like it. He tried to focus his mind on his hair so he could calm himself.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko gently massaged the shampoo into the mans hair until it foamed, he pulled hi hand down the shorter strands pulling most of the white bubbles away before he allowed his hands to continue their decent down Akise's chest, he teasingly brushed his foamy hands over Akise's nipples before he allowed them too fall into the water. "Ok lean back then." He commanded gently.

[azuneko]

Akise could feels the other's touch and it made him shiver. "Ryoko...." he mutters as he slowly began to lean backwards. He was a bit nervous as he had no clue where Ryoko was. He had his eyes closed to avoid soap getting in them. Quickly gripping the sides of the tub he stops moving. "Ryoko!! Where are you?" he said

[Nyuchanxx]

"Shhhh..." Ryoko coed I'm the others ear, "its ok I am right behind you, lean back." He gently pulled Akise back so the man was leaning on his chest and then lower still, he shuffled back so that he could rest the mans head on his knees. Carefully Ryoko brought water up to the mans hair and gently washed out all the bubbles making sure none went too near the mans eyes. He ran his fingers through his hair before he gently tapped Akise's shoulder. "Ok you can get up now its all out your hair." He smiled down at the other who looked so adorable on his knees with his eyes closed.

[azuneko]

Akise relaxed once hearing Ryoko's voice. With the guidance of the other, he slowly leans back. He hadn't had someone do this for him since he left home. His mother would always wash his hair for him. It was nice having Ryoko do so. Opening his eyes Akise looked at Ryoko. "Thank you." he says softly as he sat up. "You are really good at that. I forgot to mention I have sensitive scalp but without knowing that you handle it as if you did." he said blushing now. "Why is it everything you do makes me blush?" he questioned

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko smiled happily "because you are my cute boyfriend who looks unterlly adorable when he blushes!" He teased "but I obviously wasn't going to be anything but gently because of course I am the perfect boyfriend!" He puffed out his chest trying to look as manly as he could but he just burst into fits of laughter.

[azuneko]

Akise couldn't help put laugh as well. "Well then I am glad you are the perfect boyfriend. After this I have something to show you. I wasn't planning to ever show you it but I guess there's no harm in it." he says glancing at him. Slowly reaching his hand upwards; Akise placed it upon Ryoko's head. "Shall I wash this now?"