its hard to start over when the past still haunts you ((18+)) ~ Nyuchanxx and azuneko

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko raised an eyebrow, he had no idea what Akise was talking about but now he was intrigued, he lowered his head. Slowly shutting his eyes he let his hair fall down so his boyfriend could wash it. "Well now I am interested." A smile slowly slide over his face, pleased that the man trusted him as much as he did.

[azuneko]

Akise took some shampoo into his hands before gently massaging it into Ryoko's hair. He was sure to wash it just as he did the first time. He didn't want to upset Ryoko like before. Once it was sudsy; Akise holds onto Ryoko's shoulder. "Lean back slowly so I can wash it out. Then we will be all finished." he says softly. He was actually a bit nervous.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko did as he was told leaning into the water. He loved the feeling of Akise's hands running through his hair, it felt relaxing and calmed his mind. He kept his eyes shut to avoid the soap going in them as he leant into the water.

[azuneko]

Akise rinsed the soap out and gently placed all of Ryoko's hair to one side. "There you go. All clean and silky smooth." he said standing up. "Uh, I'm going get out now. Uh, you can take your time if you still want to stay in here." he said climbing out the bath tub. He was avoiding the kiss attack he knew was waiting for him. Akise wasn't sure why but he really wanted to avoid being aroused where Ryoko could see.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko looked up at Akise confused before he smirked getting out the bath too and pulling the others waist close to him "hey, I believe we had a deal didnt we?" He captured the others lips kissing them gently before getting more passionate and running his tongue across the others lips trying to get them open.

[azuneko]

Akise glanced back seeing Ryoko catch him. "Wait a...." he mutters before being kissed. He lowers his gaze noticed the other wanted access into his mouth. He didn't want to deny Ryoko in worry that he would get upset. Slowly parting his lips to let the other inside. "Ryoko... don't..." he moans into the kiss.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko gently slipped his tongue into Akise's mouth as he was grated access, he ran his tongue around the inside of the others mouth trying to make him quiet, hearing the other telling him to stop Ryoko, hardly parting their lips moaned "why? Is it not good?" Before e continued to roll his tongue around Akise's mouth playing with the tongue that lay within.

[azuneko]

"I do like it but I don't want to...." he mumbles softly glancing away. "I don't want you to think I'm weird. Every time I'm close to you and we kiss I get aroused." he says glancing up at Ryoko. Akise was prepared for the other to push him away and say he's weird. He wasn't sure what he'd do after that but his mind was set. He wouldn't hide things from his boyfriend. Akise waits for any reaction from the other.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko pulled away slowly and looked at the other. He was quiet for a moment before suddenly he burst out laughing, he doubled over trying to regain his composure. "Sorry..." He managed to say between breaths. Finally managing to stop laughing he looked at Akise and gently ran his hand through the others hair "sorry." He sad softly "I just didnt expect that...but..I am glad, if you didnt get hot for me we would have a major problem!" Ryoko laughed softly again "although why I would think you were weird is beyond me, its a natural reaction." He pulled Akise closer so their bodies were flush and engulfed the male in another kiss.

[azuneko]

Akise was confused to see Ryoko laughing. He felt really tiny at this point and took a step back. He didn't understand this one bit. Being in a relationship was still all new for him. His gaze drifts to the floor as he hears the other talking. "Are you sure I am not weird? If your lying to your boyfriend I think its not a good thing to do." he said as he was pulled closer to Ryoko. Sharing another kiss with his boyfriend made Akise blush. Not only were they naked but now they were really close. Akise knew he wouldn't be able to hide his arousal now.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko felt the other arousal pressing slightly against his leg and he lightly smiled, the touch of the other arousing him as well, lightly against Akise's lips he moaned out "why would i lie? After all this is your first relationship, i think its cute your body is telling me how sexy i am!" he laughed softly before pushing hi tongue back into the others mouth moaning softly.

[azuneko]

Akise closed his eyes feeling a bit uneasy. "Ryoko... we should really go get dressed. If not at least lets go lay down. I feel like I'm going to melt." he said not sure what to do. His mind was a complete mess right now. He had Ryoko to blame for it. The other's kissing was more than he could handle. Not as if he would dislike them. Akise just knew he'd have to get use to them. They were sweet and filled with love. Something he was clearly not use to.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko pulled away "sorry do you want to stop? is it too fast?" he knew Akise had never done anything like this and he didnt want to rush him, especially if the other didnt want to do it. He brushed the hair from the other face gently saying "tell me what you want to do Akise i dont mind." he looked worriedly at the other, concern filling his eyes.

[azuneko]

"I want to lay down in the bed. I don't care much for what we do after that. I just can't stand like this. Its causing my stomach to hurt slightly." he said looking at Ryoko. He still left the option open for the other do so anything he pleases. Akise just wanted to lay down more than anything. His stomach was really bothering him despite taking the medicine after breakfast. Akise began to head to the room holding Ryoko's hand so he had to follow him. "I am not sure how I want things to work bur right now I am not feeling well. According to movies I use to watch, that means my boyfriend has to spoil me. Will you want to spoil me Ryoko?" he asked sweetly

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko followed Akise into the bed room. Sitting down on the bed beside Akise he said "of course i will spoil you, how would you like to be spoiled my darling?" he knew he was still a little hard and was trying desperately hard to calm himself down but with his gorgeous boyfriend completely naked beside him he was finding it extremely difficult. Embarrassed that after his relationships he couldnt control his body around Akise he looked away and quietly mumbled "i...i think we should put some clothes on." after all he was fairly certain the other wouldn't want anything to happen while he wasn't feeling a hundred percent ok and Ryoko didnt want to encourage him to do something he wasn't absolutely sure about.

[azuneko]

Akise thinks of ways he wanted to be spoiled. He really couldn't think of anything and now regretted bringing it up. "Uh, spoil me however you want to. I've never been spoiled to where I liked it so if its you I am sure to enjoy it." he said glancing to the side. He use to be spoiled as a child but he was never happy. He figured if it was Ryoko spoiling him then all would go perfectly. A bit surprised, Akise stands up. "Clothes...? I guess if being naked bothers you I can put something on." he said before glancing back at Ryoko. "Though your friend doesn't seem to have to same idea. If I put on a shirt would you allow me to help you?" he asked pulling on a button up long sleeve shirt.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko looked at Akise trying to determine if the other was serious or not, turning a little red he said "well you can if you want but aren't the one sent to be spoiling you?" He asked before continuing, not wanting to put the man off what he was proposing "althpoigh of you do want too then of course...I am not complaining!" He looked up at Akise in the long shirt, taking in how sexy hos boyfriend looked in it. He couldnt help it, sitting there in front of Akise with no where to hide and pretend oit never happened he got fully erect.

[azuneko]

Akise tilts his head confused. "I'm not sure what you're trying to say Ryoko. I want to try something naughty with you. So if you don't reject then I'm going to do it." he said blushing. Kneeling in front of Ryoko he glanced at the other. "You really are too sexy. Don't be upset if I have no idea how to do this." he said before poking at Ryoko's erection. Akise was surprised how warm it felt. He wasn't sure how to do this exactly. "Ryoko will you help me out?" he asked giving such an innocent stare. He figures Ryoko might be able to give him directions for this.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko let out a light gasp as Akise touched him. He hasn't really expected this to happen but he smiled saying "ok then why don't you start by licking it..." He lifted one arm up to gently stroke the other hair trying to reassure him. His cock twitched slightly in expectation.

[azuneko]

Akise nods as he was nervous about this. His gaze on the other's twitching cock. Parting his lips slightly he leans closer to softly lick the flesh. The hint of soap was vaguely on it which made him giggle a bit. Placing his focus back on the task ahead he continued with cute kitten like licks. He avoided looking up at Ryoko as he knew his cheeks were red with embarrassment. "Is this alright or should I try something other than licking?" he asked softly

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko moaned lightly as he felt the mans tongue upon him, it felt so good, the light quick licks sending shivers through his body putting every nerve at attention. His half lidded eyes shut enveloping his mind in darkness. He heard his lovers voice pierce through the pleasure and slowly opened his eyes again, it took a few seconds for what he had said to form coherent sentences in his own mind but slowly it did. "suck it..." he moaned out "i dont mind...do what you want." he wanted to do something for Akise as well but currently he was happy for the other to pleasure him, he would make sure they switched positions in a moment.

[azuneko]

Akise continued to lick playfully before putting the tip into his mouth. His cheeks turned a bit red as he moved to take a bit more into his mouth. This was really weird for him to try doing but he could tell Ryoko was enjoying it. That made his feel really glad he decided to go with his gut feeling. Slowly bobbing his head, Akise being to suck and move his head. He was hoping this was feeling good for Ryoko.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko moaned louder this time, his eyes shutting as pleasure overtook him. He felt the others Mouth engulf him in warmth and his head fell back in pleasure as all his nerves were attacked. He reached his hand up the the others hair threading his fingers into the soft strands gently holding them.

 

Suddenly Ryoko pulled Akise's head of himself as he felt himself getting close. He panted heavily as he looked at the other male, his cheeks were flushed from the blood that was rushing rapidly throughout his body. Regaining his speech he panted out "get on the bed, I can't be the only one getting all the pleasure!" He reached his hand down the the mans crotch running his fingers lightly up the mans erection.

[azuneko]

Akise continued. He didn't go too fast but it was a steady speed. He was trying to pleasure his lover with all his heart. Though suddenly being pushed back bothered him. He stares at Ryoko blushing a bit. "No! I didn't do this expecting something in return. Please let me finish Ryoko. I really want to." he said softly. Akise was actually nervous about being touched. His mind kept replaying the moment from the hospital when his brother attacked him. He couldn't let Ryoko know that.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko looked at the other confused "what wrong? Do you not trust me?" He asked saddened that the male didnt want his touch "sorry I am being too pushy I'll stop...you may continue." He smiled though it never reached his eyes as he lay back resting on his uninjured arm as he looked at Akise who was blushing prefusly.