its hard to start over when the past still haunts you ((18+)) ~ Nyuchanxx and azuneko

[azuneko]

Akise looked at him blushing. "If you want me to I will spoil you today and any other day as long as you smile." he said happily. He was glad it seemed Ryoko was feeling better. It must be hard living with such a thing on one's mind. "What do you mean? I am never going to leave you. I love you remember." he said kissing Ryoko softly upon the forehead.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko smiled "sorry...i just..got a weird feeling so i thought i would make sure" he looked at the hardly touched food, it would be a shame to waste it. It looked good too and after the time Akise had gone to make it. he smiled "how about we go and eat this in bed so we can lay together?" He suggested not sure if the other would not want to take food upstairs.

[azuneko]

Akise smiled as he kisses Ryoko again. "You are beyond sweet. Always thinking of me in every little way. Sure we can. I'll even feed you still if you want me too." he said happily. This much have been that blissful feeling Aso use to tell him about. The feeling of just being with that special someone that makes everything stand still and seem completely perfect. Akise was finally having that moment with Ryoko. It was the best.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko smiled happily as Akise kissed him again, he was glad that he made this man happy because he loved him with all his heart. Standing he picked up some of the food and giving Akise a quick wink he said "well then I think I'll take you up on that offer!" He climbed the stairs toward their bedroom carrying as much food as he could.

[azuneko]

Akise smiled as he carries some food and drinks for them up to the room. He sets out a tray so they could be placed upon. "There we go. Now lets turn on the television and cuddle." he says with a smile. He was glad his lover was seemingly at ease. This meant things would continue to go smoothly for the rest of the evening. Akise just hopes so. He'd hate to see Ryoko crying again.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko set down the food next to where Akise had put his, removing all his clothes except his underwear he climbed into bed patting the duvet beside him. He reached for the remote and quickly turned on the television, flicking through the channels to find something worth watching. There wasnt lot. Sighing he put it down where Akise could reach it. "you choose i dont mind." He wasnt feeling completely fine yet but he felt a lot better after speaking to Akise, he no longer felt like his mental state could fall apart at any minute.

[azuneko]

Akise smiled as he sits beside Ryoko. He changes the television to a comedy channel and then focused on the food. "Okay my sweetie. Im going to feed you so pay attention. Say ahh..." Akise said with a humble smile upon his lips. He then holds up the chopsticks to the other's mouth. He blushed a bit finding this so cute.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko opened his mouth to take the food and gently bit into it. He hummed appreciatively, Akise's cooking really was good, the flavours and textures were simply divine, he had no idea how anyone could just cook like that so easily but he enjoyed the fact that his boyfriend somehow manages it. "It's so good Akise." He quickly turned his head away and covered his mouth with his hand ass he spluttered with laughter, he knew Akise wouldn't understand but he couldn't help himself, what he had just said sounded so much like something an innocent uke would say during sex..or maybe it was just his mind being dirty. managing to swallow his food his continued to laugh not quite believing something like that had come from his mouth!

 

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Ryoko opened his mouth to take the food and gently bit into it. He hummed appreciatively, Akise's cooking really was good, the flavours and textures were simply divine, he had no idea how anyone could just cook like that so easily but he enjoyed the fact that his boyfriend somehow manages it. "It's so good Akise." He quickly turned his head away and covered his mouth with his hand ass he spluttered with laughter, he knew Akise wouldn't understand but he couldn't help himself, what he had just said sounded so much like something an innocent uke would say during sex..or maybe it was just his mind being dirty. managing to swallow his food his continued to laugh not quite believing something like that had come from his mouth!

[azuneko]

Akise watched as he fed the other. "I am glad you like it." he said before becoming confused. "Ryoko...!?Are you alright?" he asked worried. He could tell the other was laughing but it had come out of no where. It slightly worried him. He wonders what could have caused the sudden outburst. "Ryoko!! Please calm down... Can you stop? Are you alright?" he asked slightly panic.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko tries to clam himself and slowly his laughter dissipated to just a light chuckle. "sorry, i just heard what i said and it....no dont worry, i just replayed my words thats all you dont have to worry." He was still smiling but he had managed to contain the laughter that had racked his body. He gently took he chopsticks from the other hand and picked up some food holding it near Akise's mouth "stop panicking so easily and eat something!" He grinned happily at the other.

[azuneko]

Akise was able to calm down a bit as he looked at Ryoko. "Are you sure? I was worried I mixed something wrong in the food. Having doctors in the family you learn a thing or two. As long as you are okay then that's good to know." he said parting his lips for food. He was glad Ryoko was his right now. He wanted it to stay like this forever.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko placed the food in Akise's mouth before he took some for himself, chewing before he joked in mock horror "well now i am worried after you said that! hmm... what do you know! did you put some truth telling serums in? or maybe you slipped in a love potion...because i appear to be hopelessly in love." his voice softened at his last words becoming gently and serious. he brushed his hand against the mans cheek.

[azuneko]

"Its not like that. Some spices can cause a reaction that is almost like taking laughing gas. The only difference is that the spices cause it to be a dangerous level of it and one could seriously suffer from it. When you started laughing out of no where it worried me deeply. I'd hate to know you were hurt or worse because of something I cooked." Akise said averting his gaze. He was more troubled by this than he let on.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko sighed "sorry Akise, if you really want to know, i was laughing because i had never heard myself say anything utterly uke-like and my dirty mind..well unlike your cute innocent mind, i managed to make it sound really dirty, and it made me laugh. Sorry, please dont worry." He gently kissed Akise's lips trying to convey his affection into tat one touch.

[azuneko]

Akise looked at Ryoko. "Oh is that so. As long as it wasn't the food I am glad. Wait...." he said thinking on what Ryoko had said right before laughing. His cheeks lit up and he closed his eyes. "I won't ever say something like that and its really naughty. Ryo is so pervy." he said hiding his face behind his hands. He was beyond being cute. Akise could only picture himself saying something like that to Ryoko.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko chuckled gently bringing his hands up to Akise face and gently taking the others hands away. "Dont cover it, your face is cute!" He smiled cheekily "Ryuu? Well ..I think I like it, as long as it doesn't catch on to others. Only you can call me that." He was slightly shocked that the other had given him a nickname but he liked it, it was cute especially when the other made such an adorable face. He hasn't been sure what Akise would think of him for thinking that but now he was glad he had said it, it was amusing "ohh..a perv? Well of I am such a perf maybe should..."he trailed off as he slipped he hands around the others waist, lowering them and gently squeezing the mans bottom "ne ...Aki-chan?"

[azuneko]

[sorry about that.. it was more of a typo than a nickname... it was suppose to be Ryo not Ryuu... my ipod auto correct switched it... really sorry about that]

 

Akise blushed as he looked at Ryoko. "Uh, don't say that. -chan is suppose to work for cute people and girls. I am neither." he mutters softly. He was happy that Ryoko like the little nickname. He had said it not really conscious of the affects if might have. Although he was glad it was positive and not negative. Akise placed his hands upon Ryoko's cheeks. "You are being naughty again. You'll have to take responsibility if you get me all aroused." he pouts.

[Nyuchanxx]

((ohh dont worry haha i do that sometimes..grrr damn autocorrect!!!))

 

Ryoko smiled innocently "well..since i am fairly sure you are not a girl that leaves one other option...you are simply the cutest." He laughed as the other told him he was being naughty, it was sweet how easily this man got aroused just from his touch, smirking he replied "well, i am not sure that that would be such a bad thing, i would happily take responsibility." He brought his hand up to his mouth, lowing his eyes erotically and sliding his tongue along his forefinger.

[azuneko]

Akise turned a bright red as he closed his eyes. "Ryoko.... stop it... When I said we could cuddle I didn't mean you could be naughty about it." he mutters softly. He opens his eyes slightly as he looked at the other. "You aren't playing fair. How would you like it if I did those types of things to you?" he asked not really thinking that through.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko just smirked "well off course i would be astounded that you would be so bold but...i'd love it!! why do you want to try?" he grinned as he ran his slightly damp finger from Akise's temple down to his lips, softly brushing the digit along the plump lips. he knew he shouldn't tease the other but he kind of enjoyed it and the blush on Akise's cheeks was too cute to let go.

[azuneko]

"NO WAY!! I am not that bold to actually do something naughty. You should have figured that out easily." he pouts his lips looking at him. Glancing at Ryoko's finger Akise playfully bites him. He was just doing this to get a reaction out of his boyfriend. It wasn't fair for him to be the only one reacting. "Ryo....? I am being serious though. You shouldn't tease me so much. Its not nice to me or...." he stops as he realized what he was about to say. By now it was obvious he was aroused but to say it in words was a bit too embarrassing for him.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko chuckled "i'm kidding, i know you wont do anything like that, after all it's my job to be bold and sexy." he licked his lips, flicking his tongue across them, dampening them. He winked slightly as Akise nipped his finger, but it was more out of shock than pain, he hadn't expected it but he took it as an invitation "don't worry you don't need to finish, i know what you are going to say...do you want me to take care of it or are you going to ignore it?" he flicked his eyes down to the others crotch aware of how much Akise's body appeared to wan him. He quickly touched his lips to Akise's but didn't linger and pulled away waiting for an answer.

[azuneko]

"You said you would take responsibility for arousing me. So don't ask me now that you caused it." he said unable to control his blush. Akise had been trying to avoid getting around but he couldn't help it. His body seemed to instantly react when with Ryoko. He could tell it wasn't a bad thing but it bothered him only slightly. 'If I get like this from Ryoko so easily that means he can't be this close if we are in public...' he thinks. Akise thoughts somehow turning perverted as he pictured himself with Ryoko doing naughty things in public. That was enough to turn his entire face red.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ryoko grinned "well i guess i did say that." he said dejectedly, he had really wanted to hear Akise ask for him to do something naughty to him, but he knew Akise wouldn't do such a thing. he looked at Akise and raised an eyebrow when he saw how red the other had gone "hey, what are you imagining?" he asked as he gently trailed kisses up the mans neck and started undoing the buttons.

[azuneko]

"I won't tell... My mind is playing against me." he said shaking his head. He looked at Ryoko. "Besides, Ryoko is a good boyfriend who wouldn't do naughty things to me in public, right?" he asked narrowing his eyes. As if expecting Ryoko to say he would never do such a thing. "If you can't agree to be play nice then no Ferris wheel rides, no train rides, no haunted houses, avoid all amusement parks, no trips to a onsen or hot spring, no public swimming pool, no water parks, and especially no movie theaters." he said still beat read. Just naming those places could give one a good idea of what Akise had been imagining.