Gone.

[GrimRabbit]

It's all my fault,i couldn't save you. No matter how hard i tried,you still slipped through my fingers. I need you,without you...living is meaningless. And it's my fault. I snapped again,and i took it all out on you. Why...why do i have this curse? And why did it have to be you,my angel? I watched your life drain from your eyes as i looked at you with madness in my mind. When i realized what was going on...it was too late. Your body lays lifeless in my arms and bloody. Your eyes looking at me with a permanent look on your face,a look of...love? Why...why do you still love me? After all i did to you in my insane state,you still love me..No,your taunting me. Teasing me on how i can't hold you anymore,how i can't kiss you anymore. How you can't tell me you love me anymore. My angel,without you i'm trapped in my own hell. I need your warmth beside. Maybe it's a dream,and when i wake up..you'll be beside me. With that taunting smirk of yours. But no..the more logical part of my mind won't let me believe in such delusions. I bury my face on your chest. Weeping and asking you to come back. Saying sorry over and over again. I didn't mean to...i didn't want to,hell...i had no choice. I look up at your lifeless body, hot tears still streaming down my face. My body still stained with your own blood. I kissed you...on last time. Your lips cold against mine. And that's how they found me,laying on my dead boyfriend crying. They came into investigate your body,but i won't let them. I won't let them touch you. When they figured out who did it,they raised their guns at me,telling me it'll be alright. No...it's not alright. The one i love is gone..all because of me. I looked at the blood stained knife and picked it up. They started panicking,telling me to drop it. When i didn't cooperate and charged at them. They shot me. Not once but four times. I feel to the ground with a loud thud. My vision going black. Now,i guess,where both gone from this world. And together,forver. Now...we're gone.