To the End [Bellala99 & Keru-chan RP]

[Keru-chan]

The reaction that he got was honestly, not the one he had expected. The picture that he had seen in his head was a pair of golden coloured familiar eyes filled with something that seemed to be a glance of fear. Instead it was a laugh and a light gentle touch that the other one responded him with. The demon slightly frowned, in confuse and surprise. And then, let out a simple deep unnoticeable sigh. It wasn't anyone he talked with. It was Jay. And Jay, didn't seem to be the kind of guy that would be afraid of something different. Like him. What would it had been like if the human had really been afraid of him? Would he had left him? Whatever he had done, he was somewhat happy that it had turned out this way. Because he had never felt more alive in his life. This moment, was one of the few moments he didn't feel lonely. And loneliness was a dangerous thing. It separates you from the world and leaves you in a dark corner, in a cage that can never be opened.

"I don't know, I haven't tried anything out yet. For being a demon I'm rather young when compared to the other ones in our society. But I guess the one thing that can't be healed is.." He made a short pause while his gaze trailed off down to his palm, and slowly he clenched his hand and then opened it once again "My heart maybe".

Masato leaned back and drew his legs next to his body while letting his hands be placed in his lap. And then he silently observed the curious human in the background. What he did. How he moved and what kind of feelings that were expressed through his golden eyes and face expressions. He could feel his warmth even though their bodies weren't having any physical contact. He could hear his heartbeats and breaths. Calm. Maybe it was that brought out the vague smile on his lips when he looked away, pretending to be absolutely fine. And unmoved even though that was everything else he was. Then he thought about the questions that he got. What other abilities he had and if he could tell more about himself for the other one. Well, what could be perceived as interesting? The fact that he could fly and had wings was one thing that the human knew. And also he knew about the tail and horns.

"Demons are creatures that have very different powers. Which also means that there are almost no one that have the same powers. Besides one that we all have in common. The ability to slay and doom a soul to hell" With a short moment of gathering his thoughts the demon then continued.

"You already know that I have wings, horns and a tail. Well, my other abilities are: Illusions, Shadow and Light. I was born in the outskirts of a small village in the northern black forest and lived there until my mother died. After that I was recruited by the Royal Guards and I worked under them until recently" He stopped and moved closer the human, letting his arms be placed around his neck.

"Now it's your turn".

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Jay blinked and frowned slightly as he heard what the demon said. "Your heart?.." He muttered out more to himself than to Masato. The red head bit his lip as he thought about the idea of the blond dying... It was more than unpleasant. It was completely terrible. He knew that he'd die sooner or later, he knew that him and Masato couldn't be together forever, but he still wanted it to last... Unless, of course, he became a demon. This thought just couldn't leave the human's mind...

 

With a soft smile the tall male observed how Masato got into a different position and then continued listening - the more he knew about Masato, the closer he could feel. Jay smiled as he felt the arms around his neck and softly pulled the demon onto his lap to get them both more comfortable.

 

"There's not much to know about me... I was a terrible child, dropped out of highschool." The red head started with a soft chuckle. "I already had the band going,though back then there were only two of us - me and Kent... My voice was horrible, I sounded like a girl!" The man almost whined as he sighed and gently put his hands around the demon's waist. "Then I found a job in a comics book store and got Benny, and, well, there's not much more. The band kept going, my life did too..."

[Keru-chan]

The soft smile that remained on the human's lips. He loved it. Carefully he was pulled closer to the body and was placed on the man's lap and then listened with a curious glance in his different coloured eyes. A terrible child, he had a hard time imagining someone like Jay being terrible. He was so kind. Almost a little too kind. What had happened if he himself hadn't been the one he is? Had Jay been dead then? And had he been the one to kill him? What if Jay had rescued another demon than himself. Would he had fallen for her or him too in that case too? Was this that the human called love something that just existed for the moment? The demon knew very well that their time like everyone else's would meet it's end. But he couldn't help but wanting to avoid that end. And while wishing to do that, he just began to hate the thought that one day he would once again stand alone. The human would die. And he would continue to live until he was killed.

"Your voice..horrible?" The seemingly began and raised one of his eyebrows in a surprised gesture.

This man's beautiful soft voice that was so wonderful to listen to, had once upon a time been horrible? The demon let out a light chuckle as he gently let his fingertips wander down the human's cheek. The nervousness flowed through his body, through his veins and inside his nerves. And the warmth that the other one's body gave out was like a drug for his mind.

"Obviously it did, otherwise you and I wouldn't have been here today. But if I hadn't been here would you have fallen for someone else, like Kent?" Everything slipped out of him so quickly that he hadn't even gotten a chance to stop it.

"I..I mean it's not like.." His cheeks slightly blushed and he turned away his head as he stuttered out the words quietly but fast.

Then he suddenly got quiet and instead leaned forward and pressed his lips against Jay's. Enjoyed the tingling feeling that spread throughout his body. How long would this last? These moments of pure happiness. He slightly pulled back, only leaving a few centimetres between their lips to then part his own and speak.

"I don't know why but my heart begins to beat really fast everytime I'm near you. And I suddenly feel so unsure and nervous that I can't stand it. And then there is this tingling feeling. I'm I sick in some way? I..I don't understand".

Maybe he was sick? Maybe he was strange and maybe it was not normal to feel like this? It was a feeling that was so incredibly wonderful but at the same time painful. He was afraid of losing the human. Was it normal to feel like that?

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Jay chuckled and nodded. "Yeah, my voice was terrible. It was really high!" He said with a laugh as he began stroking the demon's waist. He smiled softly when he felt Masato's fingers brushing over his cheek so gently... It was nice. His golden eyes closed as he sighed softly, yet they opened instantly at the other's following words. "Wha-... Kent? Are you jealous?" The human asked with a grin spreading across his face. He was about to say something else, but suddenly... His lips were sealed by a soft kiss.

 

The golden eyes widened and his cheeks became slightly rosy as he kissed back gently, finding the kiss far too short for his liking. The red head's lips were left slightly parted as the blond pulled back and said the somewhat cute-sounding words that made a warm smile appear on Jay's face and, without saying another word, the tall human caught the other's lips into a kiss.

 

This kiss was more passionate, with a bit more force. Jay pulled the older male's body closer, pressing it straight to his own, as his hands slowly slipped into the other's shirt, not going anywhere further than his waist. The red head had no intentions - he just... He just wanted to feel the smooth skin under his fingers. Masato's skin was perfect... It was pale, smooth and nice to touch - only it was cold.

[Keru-chan]

The light chuckle and his soft voice filled with calm. That alone was enough for him to feel completed. The words that the human had said. Maybe he was this so called jealous on the man's friend. After all, they had knewn each other much longer than he and Jay had. Besides under all this time he hadn't been here in his arms had the other one been beside him. That man was someone Jay trusted and surely treasured. Someone that stood him close. That man knew more about Jay than he. What he liked, what his dreams was and what he disliked. He didn't know a thing about that. He simply knew that apparently, this human in front of him loved him. Or that was at least what he had claimed he did. And he himself had been affected by this creature.

 

The seemingly younger one stared into the human's eyes and then vaguely smiled at his reaction. Then his lips were caught in another kiss. But this one was warmer, more intense and with a light trace of hunger in it. He was drawn closer to the human's body and the demon just obediently let himself be led by the man. His grip around Jay's neck tightened, almost as if he wanted to be even more closer to the other one. He could feel the human's body, like a burning fire under his own and his familiar hands that made their way under his shirt only to stop by his waist. It burned, like someone had pressed a warm stone against his skin. And he liked this feeling of overwhelming warmth that tried to emerge their bodies. It made him feel a little more human. And it made him feel closer to Jay.

 

Masato parted his own lips, seeking for more contact and requested the other one to do so too by softly gnaw on the human's lower lip. He had never thought that he would ever experience this kind of closeness. This was definitely out of his league. Or to be more accurate, he was out on deep water. A feeling of desire filled him up from within, drugged his mind and body and got his cock to slightly harden. Just from something like this he got aroused. Maybe he was weak. Weak for this simple human. It didn't matter when he had developed this weak spot for this man. Because it couldn't be erased. Not anymore. He knew that this relationship would probably give them more pain and sadness than happiness and pleasure. But as long as Jay had hope, he wouldn't allow himself to lose his own.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Jay groaned softly at the feeling of Masato's hands tightening around his neck. The red head couldn't help but enjoy this - it was his first relationship in at least a year. Clearly, the man wasn't a virgin anymore - he'd been with both women and men, he'd enjoyed all of them, but something always didn't work out. Something always was wrong and he was left alone, thinking if it was his fault or not.

 

Slowly, the human slipped his tongue inside the demon's mouth as he let out a groan and let his fingers slide up a bit higher, now lightly carressing the demon's chest. As if testing, the red head brushed his thumbs over the small, pink nubs while breaking the kiss to trail down small ones down Masato's throat. Was he going too fast now?

 

The human let out a small hum as he found the right spot and sucked on it a little bit with his mouth - just enough to leave a red mark. It was on the right side of Masato's neck, just below his jawline, so everyone and anyone could see... He didn't want to let the demon go. He didn't want him gone just like everybody else did... He wanted to stay together for as much as possible.

[Keru-chan]

The warmth. This feeling. The sounds. It was obvious that this moment was a first time for the demon whose cheeks slightly began to burn once again when the human let out another soft groan. Every single nerve and muscle in his body was in the control of desire. And at the same time as he longed for more, he was nervous enough to explode. Never having done anything like this the demon let the human take the lead and just slightly gasped after air when Jay fulfilled his wish. And while feeling the presence of the other one's tongue in his mouth the seemingly younger one noticed that the hands that had been resting on his waist were climbing his body. The human seemed so, familiar with the whole thing. Had he done this before? Well, it wouldn't surprise him but even so he couldn't help but feel a stinging pain in his heart when thinking about it. There had been other persons who had done this with him. Other persons who had kissed him. Touched him and enjoyed this sensation. It wasn't just him. He wanted Jay to remember this moment. He didn't want to be just another person in his list. And if he were gonna end up on that list anyway, he wanted to be number 1 in it. No doubt about it.

 

A light sound that resembled a moan left his slightly parted lips and in the lack of having something to hold on to, he grabbed Jay's shirt. It was like his body was more sensitive than ever. He could feel every little thing the human did. The gentleness in his touches, the softness and the warmth. Masato gasped for air, not being able to breath normally anymore. And then he quietly whispered the words.

"Go on..make me yours".

The demon stared at the male with his eyes, slightly hazy of desire and loosened his grip on the human's clothes. The question was if the human was to accept the offer. What if he didn't? Did that mean that the human didn't thought he was ready? Or was it the reverse?

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Jay chuckled softly when the demon gripped his shirt and brushed his thumbs over the other's nipples once more. "You're a bit sensitive here, hn?" He purred out as he kissed the blond's neck and smiled. "You're mine already..." With these words, the red head lightly pushed his hips upwards to press his slowly hardening length against the other's ass, lightly rolling his hips to get some more friction. He only hoped that the other wouldn't get scared and run away... Or that he would be disgusted.

 

Jay let out a small groan as he lightly pinched the demon's nipples and twisted them, just enough to make a small sting of pain appear before rubbing them soothingly with his thumbs. "Are you sure you want that though?.." The human decided to ask quietly as he kissed up to the seemingly younger male's jaw and smirked slightly. "It might hurt a bit~" He warned softly as he slid his hands down to the other's waist, then his lower back and finally, rested on his ass.

 

Jay lightly nipped on the other's neck as he gave the demon's ass a small squeeze. "Did I ever say how cute you are?" He asked huskily as he kissed up to Masato's ear and smirked. "I want you to be mine..."

[Keru-chan]

The demon let out another light sound that was related to a moan when the human once again touched his nipples. Which also made him lose his breath for a couple of seconds. Was the human teasing him? His grip, getting slightly tighter around the cloth in his hands the demon enjoyed the feeling of Jay's lips against his neck and the presence of his sex being pressed against his ass with only the knee short pants and underwear between. And with another moan that slipped out of his slightly parted lips, his desire after the human's body only got more overwhelming.

 

A small feeling of pain flowed through his body from his nipples and he gasping after air he sunk down even more on the human's body feeling the movements of his lower body even more than before.

"D..Don't tease me" The seemingly younger one managed to utter, somewhat strained before letting out another quiet moan.

What was this? Suddenly he felt so weak. So incredibly weak. It was like he couldn't resist to make these sounds that automatically slipped out. All the power that earlier had been inside of him was gone and he was left in the human's arms. Vulnerable and completely in his control. Then suddenly, the demon slightly winced and pleasant shivers began to leap throughout his body as his cock hardened even more.

"I am yours. Completely yours"He whispered quietly while letting one of his hands wander down the human's chest and continue all the way down to his pants where he finally stopped to unbutton his pants.

He wouldn't run away anymore. And he wouldn't hide anymore. He didn't know for how long he had been running away from the truth and from his feelings just because he didn't want to feel different from the other ones. There in hell, having feelings was something unusual. But here on earth it wasn't strange at all. Why suppress them when being somewhere where it is allowed to feel sadness, happiness and love?

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Jay blinked and chuckled softly before nipping slightly on the demon's neck. "Don't tease you? Then what do you want from me~?" He purred out as he lightly squeezed Masato's ass in his hands. Such nice, soft flesh... He wanted to feel it better. The pants weren't letting him feel it fully... He longed to feel the smooth skin in his hands. A small grunt left the red head's mouth when he felt small hands making their way down his chest -the feeling sent pleasurable shivers down his spine... Slowly, the tall human slipped his hands into the blond's pants and pulled them off completely, tossing them aside. They weren't needed at all.

 

When his pants were unbuttoned, Jay let out a small groan and took Masato's hands with one of his own as he chuckled. "Slow down, would ya?" He asked with a smile that seemed close to a smirk as he slid his fingers through Masato's ass. "I wouldn't want to hurt you..." The golden eyed male purred out as he brought three fingers up to the other's mouth. "Make them wet, then I can start."

 

While he was waiting, the red head continued to massage the demon's ass with one hand - now fully feeling the soft flesh. It seemed to fit so perfectly in his hand... Jay couldn't get enough. Slowly, the gropes became harsher, with more need and force - when it came to patience, he wasn't the best for sure. He hated waiting... And he wanted more now - his hard cock couldn't agree more.

[Keru-chan]

Another quiet moan left the demon's lips as the human continued to feast on his neck and his eyes widened somewhat surprised when the other one unexpectedly worked off his pants and then threw them on the floor. But that reaction was soon replaced by a vague smile as his hands were caught by the human. With a light chuckle that was cut by a small gasp by the presence of the human's hand on his ass, the seemingly younger one parted his lips to let his gaze sink to the three fingers that had been placed before him. And obediently he drew his tongue over one of them to soon after that gently embrace the hand with his own and bring the fingers inside his mouth. Drenched them in his saliva as he fought against the erotic sounds that were leaving his lips.

"W..Woah, who was it that said 'slow down?'" The demon said with a smirk on his lips as he released the fingers from his mouth and leaned forward.

Softly placing his lips on the other one's neck, letting them trail upwards to the man's jaw and with one arm around the male's head he let brought the human's three wet fingers down his body and then back to his ass where he left the hand.

This was truly something new. The excitement. The expectations. They floated around in the air together with all of his thoughts that had earlier lived inside his mind. Now was the only thing he could think of, was how much he wanted Jay. Placing his lips next to the male's ear Masato let him listen to his deep, heavy breaths only waiting to feel more. To experience more of this feeling that flowed through his body. Making his cock throb of desire.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Jay let out a soft groan at the feeling of his fingers being so erotically sucked on by the demon. The red head breathed out heavily as he buckled his hips upwards a bit, desperate for some friction to his throbbing cock... Though he didn't seem to be the only one. The man chuckled when he saw that Masato's cock was just as hard and throbbing as his own - so demons also felt the need to release themselves after all...

 

When his hand was brought to the seemingly youngr man's ass, he let out a soft grunt and began circling the wet fingers around Masato's hole. "Guess it's better if we go faster, hn?" He chuckled huskily into the other's ear before slowly pushing in the first finger while gently nipping on the demon's earlobe. "How does it feel~?" He purred out as he wiggled the sole finger inside the other's body. "Do you want more?"

[Keru-chan]

The feeling of the wet fingertips circling around the entrance to his body. That was truly something that seemed to turn the demon on. The seemingly younger one let out a pleasure filled moan when one of the fingers entered him and softly his grabbed the other male's shirt once again while trying to control his breath. His whole body trembled of arousal and the fact that he wanted the other one so badly that he nearly couldn't control himself didn't help when everything was going so slow. Well, maybe it was best if they took it the slow way? If everything happened to suddenly, then there was this chance that one of them maybe would miss out of the pleasure. And this moment, was something that Masato wanted the human to feel too. He wanted him to feel how he felt. He wanted him to enjoy this just as much as he himself did. Otherwise, there was no meaning in doing this. If the other one couldn't feel it then he didn't want to feel it either.

"M..More" He managed to utter with a somewhat more high pitched voice than his usual.

His heart pounded so hard in his chest that he thought it was gonna burst. And the presence of the finger inside of him was so incredibly unfamiliar. Not even once he had felt like this. And even though it was foreign for him he welcomed it all with open arms. It felt too good to be true after all.

"Hur..Hurry up Jay...I want you inside of me" He whispered in the male's ear and greedily began to take off the human's pants.

Or at least he tried to do it but his movements were so unconcentrated and sluggish.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Jay groaned softly as he heard the other asking for more in that voice. The sensation quickly went to his groin and the human let out something close to a growl as he pushed in another finger in and began moving them, scissoring them quickly - just to get what he wanted sooner. The red head didn't feel like waiting now at all... He just wanted to feel the warm tightness hugging his cock - oh, he really couldn't wait,...

 

When he heard what the demon had to whisper, Jay's breathing hitched and he pushed in another finger with no hesitation, then began moving all three quickly and a bit roughly to prepare the demon... Even if Masato's wounds could heal easily, he didn't want to hurt him like this. Hell no - if he hurt Masato in any way, in fact, he wouldn't be able to forgive himself. Maybe that was stupid of him, but he couldn't help it.

 

"Just a little bit more... Let me finish preparing you, babe~" Jay purred out as he pushed the three fingers in deeper, pushing them into the tight body straight up to the knuckles. Even this was enough to make his cock throb in need and want... It'd really been too long.

[Keru-chan]

Another pleasure filled moan slipped by the demon's pale lips as one more finger was quickly pressed in and gasping for air he grabbed the human by his shoulder and slightly arched his back in a bow. Hearing these erotic sounds leaving the male. It made his whole body shudder with excitment. He wanted more. Even though he could feel the fingers moving inside of him he wanted more. He wanted the empty room inside of him to be filled with the other one. He wanted his warmth to thrust into him. The demon wanted it so badly. And even so everything seemed to go so slow.

"I want you! I want you so badly..hurry up!".

Another finger entered him and he let out another moan of the slight roughness in the movements. It didn't help that the other one tried to calm him with words. He wanted him. And that now. Letting out a another sound the demon embraced the man's lips. Very suddenly and very hastily. And slowly he parted the other ones lips to enter his mouth with his tongue. Letting it go wild inside of the other one before pulling back heavily breathing.

"I love you.." The seemingly younger one whispered and gently caressed the man's cheek.

And those words he repeated, over and over until they had been burned into his own mind. They had been there all the time. Inside of him waiting to get out. But he had denied his love for the other one all the time. But now. Now he didn't have any strength to deny it. So it just slipped out of him.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Jay's golden eyes widened slightly at the sudden kiss he received from the demon - so unexpectedly! The red head let out a groan into the other's small mouth as he let their tongues dance erotically while he himself continued to move the three fingers, trying to at least make the blond feel good. He deserved that much.

 

The tall male breathed out softly when he heard those three words coming from Masato - "I love you". The feeling filled his whole body and it started feeling as if it was on fire. Then everything vanished and all that was left was passion and lust - the need to be even closer to Masato grew stronger and bigger.

 

With a small growl, the man pushed the older male down on the sofa and quickly undid his pants to reveal his almost-red, throbbing cock which he immediately positioned along the other's entrance. "Hold on tight." He said with a chuckle as he quickly thrusted in - going slow would just cause even more pain. The red head moaned out at the amazing tightness he felt around his cock and tightly gripped the demon's legs to make sure they were spread.

[Keru-chan]

A light, surprised sound slipped past his slightly parted lips when they suddenly changed position. Being pushed down on the sofa as the other one amazingly fast pulled down the remaining garments that had been the only thing that had covered the human's sex. Then, it all happened so fast. Something warm penetrated him and a mixed feeling of incredible pain and pleasure flowed through his body at the same time as he lifted his body from the sofa, arching it in a slight bow. And the first few seconds it didn't hit him what it actually was. No, not until a few seconds later after his own moan had died out he realized what it was. Unable to breath he instead pressed his nails hardly down on the soft surface beneath his body and then locked his lips together. Strongly he suppressed the tears that threatened to reveal themselves and separated the pain from the pleasure, trying to erase it. He could feel it throb from within. Throb with desire. And that alone was enough to calm his body. The feeling of being wanted. Being needed by someone. It was so unfamiliar to him.

"..Ja..Jay" He quietly stuttered with a warm voice and let his body slowly fall back on the sofa.

The demon reached out for the human, placing his hand on his shoulder and his other arm around his neck. Prepared himself for the next thrust as he looked at the other one with his different coloured eyes, hazy of pleasure.

"More" He whispered out following it with a light moan from the feeling of the other one's cock slightly moving inside of him.

It was so warm. And it was like this massive warmth that had penetrated him spread itself through his body. Making him feel more alive than ever. He loved the feeling of Jay's hands on his legs. And he loved the fact that the gap between them had finally been closed.