Our Secret Song (Bellala99 & Gatichan)

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave could feel a small frown forming on his face as Jared let go of him. The blond looked at the ground and let out a shaky sigh while his hands rested on his lap. The lead singer bit his lip before glancing up at the food. He didn't feel hungry anymore... Dave began to play with the hem of his shirt as he thought if Jared really didn't find him disgusting... Maybe he was just lying?

 

The blond nodded slightly at what he heard from the other and managed to squeeze out a small smile while raising his teary eyes up to the drummer. "I can lend you some clothes... Not really sure if they'll fit so well though..." He muttered out and turned his eyes back down again. "Thanks for staying.." Dave said quietly, yet somewhat softly. The sadness would pass after some time, but right now he just looked like a puppy at which its master was yelling.

[Gatichan]

He’d done something wrong- Jared instantly saw that and lifting a hand, scratched the back of his neck, a sure indication that he felt insecure. Had he said something wrong? Probably, but what? Had he been insensitive? Trevor, who had lopped out of his small basket, prodded Jared’s right ankle and whined reproachfully- he’d also noticed that his master was saddened. Following Dave’s eyes and seeing that his band colleague obviously didn’t feel hungry anymore, Jared started to pick the plates up and clear the table. “I’ll wash these,” he said, turning his back on Dave for a moment to gather his thoughts.

 

He didn’t like the distance between them- what could he do to restore things to the way they’d been before? Well, Dave had opened up to him, so maybe it was time that Jared did the same. Chewing the inside of his cheek as he put his hands inside the sink and began to wash their used cutlery, he took in a shallow breath. “You know, I haven’t been gay long,” he began, but then laughed. “No, scratch that. I have been, I just only recently realized that. I haven’t dated any guy yet- up until now, I’ve had one or two girls ask me out, but I’ve never been interested in going further with them. And, well…being sort of famous like we are right now, I find it very difficult to approach anyone, know what I mean? Rumors could start up and there are still a lot of people who think that gays are fags and think we’re disgusting. So…I really appreciate you telling me about yourself. You’re…also the first person aside from my mother to know about my liking guys.”

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

A small smile appeared on Dave's face as he reached out and gently pulled Trevor up, gently starting to pat it. He closed his eyes and let a soft chuckle escape from his mouth as Trevor licked his face. "Hey, no licking!" He said with a somewhat sad smile. His blue eyes shot up at Jared and the blond nodded with a small smile as the drummer said he's wash the dishes. Meanwhile Dave just continued to pat Trevor, gently stroking the soft fur.

 

The singer blinked and tilted his head while listening to Jared talk. The first thing that Dave asked himself was why would Jared tell him this? Did this mean that the taller male actually trusted Dave? His smile softened a bit and actually reached his eyes as the blond pressed his cheek against Trevor's head. "Yeah... Of course, we could be optimistic and hope that our fans are those... Fujoshis? That's what they're called? You know, the ones who're obsessed with gays and all..." The blond said with a bit of confused expression on his face. Really, what was wrong with those girls? Some time he decided to read one 'fanfic', just out of curiosity... That never happened in real life... And the pose was, well, unhuman. Those girls were probably a bit crazy...

[Gatichan]

Jared had to laugh at that. “Fujoshi? I can’t believe you just said that- I actually love to read those stories at night when I can’t sleep,” he admitted with a grin as he glanced over his shoulder to look at Dave. And seeing how his band member was cuddling with Trevor, he hastily turned back to face the window: Dave had looked so sweet with the baby pup. Get a grip. Just because the two of you kind of bonded doesn’t mean you have to go and weird out on him, he reprimanded himself as he pulled the plug and placed the last dish on the rack to dry.

 

Cleaning his hands on a dishtowel, he turned around with raised eyebrows. “So…about that new piece,” he said, business-like all at once. He would have liked to have dwelled in that sweet atmosphere- he had a feeling that he and Dave would actually find that they had important things in common, if only they talked long enough. Spreading his hands out on the counter between him and Dave, he smiled to soften the sudden, harsh change in topic. “Have you already written the notes down? Maybe we could sit down with a beer now and see if we could work out the rest of the melody and maybe even start on the notes.” Trevor barked. “With Trevor as our best critic, of course.”

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave blinked a few times and looked up at the other, tilting his head to one side. "Yeah, I have the notes... But something's not right, no matter how much I try, something doesn't sound right!" The blond complained with a small pout as he continued to stroke Trevor's fur. He couldn't help but chuckle when Trevor barked and Jared commented about it - his sadness was slowly being pushed away. Maybe with a bit more force that he'd wanted, but the point was not to make Jared feel bad or anything.

 

"We can do it, sure.. Not in the kitchen!" The blue-eyed male said with a chuckle before standing up with Trevor in his hands. "Can you take out the beers? They're in the fridge, and I'll go and get the notes~" Dave smiled before walking out of the room into his bedroom where he'd left the notes. With a small huff, the singer took them into his hands along with a pen before walking to the living room. He set Trevor on the sofa next to himself as he sat down and immediately stood up, realizing he should at least take the guitar. The blond sighed softly and bent over to pick it up. He should learn to put the things in place...

[Gatichan]

Using the time where he was alone in the kitchen with the beers, Jared gave himself a pep talk. Okay, so you know he half likes guys. Now you know that and you’ve confided in him that you also like guys. Does that change anything between you? Sure- you know each other’s secrets. Will it change anything about the way you feel for him? Not really- if anything, he now liked Dave even more. Does Dave need to know about your feelings? No, he doesn’t. He’d already had a bad experience with another guy- maybe right then he was on the lookout for a girlfriend and not a man. How did being bisexual work, anyway? Did that really mean that half the time he was chasing girls and the other half men? Jared shook his head at the silly thoughts in his mind.

 

Returning to the living room, Jared set the two opened beers down on the table between the couches. Folding his right leg beneath him, he took the music sheets that Dave had brought along and carefully deepened himself into them. Yes, the melody was there, alright. And the scale seemed right, but…yes, something was missing there. He frowned lightly, not realizing that he had already begun to hum the tune. Nodding his head slightly as drew a light circle around the part that he wasn’t happy with, he looked up into Dave’s blue, blue eyes. “Why don’t you play it on your guitar and then we’ll see how it goes from there?” he suggested, feeling butterflies unfold inside his stomach.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave glanced at the other when he came back, right when the blond was picking up his guitar. The blond sighed softly and walked back to the sofa, plopping down next to Jared. He blinked as he began moving his fingers in various positions while looking at the notes. No sounds came from the guitar just yet as he waited for the drummer to say something... But his hands were itching already to play something.

 

When the singer noticed Jared humming the tune, he let out a small chuckle and quietly played the chords on his guitar to go with Jared's humming. The blue-eyed male nodded slightly and blinked when Jared pointed out one part. He took the guitar comfortably in his hands and began playing, glancing at Jared every second to make sure everything was alright before he started to hum the melody. All of their songs had a bit of a happy feeling - even if just a little - but this one was more to the sad side. It was slightly slower, with more emotion... Music was a way for Dave to show how he felt, as well. This song mostly showed his feelings from the side that little people knew... Maybe he should just keep this song to himself. It was different from all the others... Or he could just make more songs like this, it was also an option.

[Gatichan]

Jared chewed his lip. This song was different- he could feel it. It didn’t quite fit with the rest of the songs that they usually wrote, but he was sure it had potential. Like one of those songs that, when you heard it, you just knew that it was going to be a hit because it struck chords very deep within you and really got to your heart. It was a very personal melody, one that he felt would change things between them as band members.

 

“How about we changed that to moll here?” he suggested, pointing towards one of the circled areas. He leaned closer towards Dave as he said it, quietly humming the original melody and then offering the one he had suggested. “It sounds a little sadder here, but if we change it and include an F sharp here to correct the sextet here, I think it could do the trick.” He didn’t lean back as his eyes remained fixed on Dave’s blue orbs. “Try it again,” he said quietly, his voice coming but husky, even though he hadn’t intended it to, but right then, Dave’s face was so close to his.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave glanced at Jared and leaned closer as he listened to his suggestions. His blue eyes were focused on the other's hand as he pointed at the circled are. The blond blinked a few times and looked at the drummer's face - well, more like his mouth when he hummed the melodies. Dave smiled and nodded, ready to play it on his guitar... But Jared's husky voice quickly erased all thoughts from the singer's mind.

 

He could feel his cheeks heating up and pulled away just slightly before starting to play again, keeping his eyes on the guitar, the ground or Trevor - anywhere but Jared as he hummed the new melody. What was that?!? Why in the world would his voice affect him this much? The blond's mouth went dry as he continued humming, soon stopping to swallow. He cleared his throat and reached out for the beer, taking a good gulp from it... Which probably wasn't a good idea at all. He couldn't handle alcohol at all. If he continued to drink like this, one, two bottles at most would be enough.

[Gatichan]

Jared’s heart ached when Dave leaned away so suddenly. He didn’t miss how Dave stopped looking properly at him and seemed to avoid his eyes. Had his closeness really been so uncomfortable? There was the proof he didn’t need but knew to be true: Dave wasn’t interested in him that way. Dejectedly leaning back, Jared took another swig from his beer and forced himself to concentrate on the melody, but it was difficult, because while his eyes followed Dave’s long fingers strumming the guitar strings, Jared’s mind began to send him pictures of Dave’s fingers caressing and touching other things entirely…

Snap out of it! he shunned himself, blinking rapidly. “Err…yeah, that sounds quite good, don’t you think?” he asked, his voice coming out hoarse again, so he coughed to make it normal once more. “So- the next part that wasn’t one hundred per cent right was this one here. Let’s play that again,” he suggested, his brow furrowing when he thought he saw Dave’s hand tremble a little. Maybe he shouldn’t let Dave drink more alcohol. As casually as he could, he took Dave’s beer into his hand and rolled it over between his hands, keeping it out of Dave’s reach. “So…what were you thinking when you started working on this song? I get the drift that this means a lot to you, am I right?”

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave nodded slightly at the question, his cheeks flaring up again at the other's voice. How come he never realized just how goddamn sexy it sounded? The blond already had a weakness - his ears were very sensitive... If during sex his partner was to whisper something, especially if that something was dirty, it would definitely arouse the blue-eyed male even more. Biting was also extremly good... Really, one of the biggest things he'd want from his partner (if he even got one, which he doubted) was that he'd have a good voice... And wouldn't mind some dirty talking, or even better - phone sex.

 

The blond could feel shivers up his spine as he thought about it, about Jared's voice whispering into his ear... Wait, why in the world would he imagine Jared here? Just because he was gay didn't mean he'd jump right into a relationship with the lead singer... When the drummer reached out and took the beer from Dave's hands, he turned to him to protest, but his words were lost in his throat. Realizing that he hadn't showed anything yet, the blond smiled slightly and looked down at his guitar, for now just trying to push the annoying thoughts away. "I'm not even sure... I guess there were a lot of things mixed up here, and they just kindda all came into the song..."

[Gatichan]

Jared nodded, glad that Dave hadn’t protested at his having taken his band’s member’s beer away. A strange expression had swum into Dave’s eyes, one that was beginning to turn Jared on. He couldn’t, of course, know what it was that Dave was thinking about right then, but Jared really wouldn’t have minded if one day Dave’s face took on that expression when thinking about him. Shifting uncomfortably because his trousers were becoming a little tight, Jared changed a further note, transforming the key again so that Dave could play the new melody again.

 

“I get what you mean,” he said, finding it harder and harder to concentrate on the actual topic of their conversation when he could see Dave’s collar bones, could admire his long fingers, pretty lashes and blue, blue eyes at such close quarters. “I have trouble describing what the song does to me, too. It’s like it’s stirring up my soul, trying to call up old, familiar memories of happiness, but at the same time it’s making sad ones rise to the surface. It’s like I’m in turmoil and don’t know what to do, think or feel. It’s…perfectly bittersweet.” He sighed, looking at Dave with open admiration. “I wish I had your talent to write pieces like these. You’re really amazing.”

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave watched the other pretty closely, his cheeks staying slightly pink from all the wild thoughts in his mind. The blond bit his lip as he tried playing and humming the new melody, finding it better than the original - having Jared help him really was a good idea! The blue-eyed male smiled warmly as he glanced at the drummer and let out a few soft hums while listening to him talk.

 

Maybe it wasn't such a good idea to stare at Jared's mouth so closely while he was talking... Those lips were hypnotizing, and yet Dave still managed to understand what the drummer was talking about. Of course, after hearing the last words, his cheeks burned up once again and he looked away in an attempt of hiding his embarrassment. Jared was praising him... "I-I'm not that great..." The blond muttered out with a stutter... And he honestly couldn't remember the last time he'd stuttered. Dave bit his lower lip while unconsciously pressing the chords with his fingers. "All I do is write some music... It isn't amazing..." The blue-eyed male said quietly and swallowed a hard lump in his throat. Was this what people meant that they could feel butterflies in their stomaches? Just, it was more like a rhyno in there... Why was he getting so nervous? He wouldn't have the courage to tell Jared-... And here it hit him. Dave finally realized just why everything was so complicated with Jared... God, he could be so stupid sometimes...

[Gatichan]

Jared realized that he’d been smiling a little too long at Dave and cleared his throat loudly- a little too loudly. “So….uh….yeah…” he coughed, hitting his chest in an attempt…yeah, to do what? Hide so blatantly obvious attracting to his band’s lead singer? Get over the embarrassingly gauche way he had praised his colleague? Abruptly standing up, Jared laughed uncertainly. “So- uh…why don’t I go fetch us some water? It’s never good to drink too much alcohol with no water. And- hey!” he suddenly snapped his fingers as inspiration struck him. “Mind if I borrowed some of your pots and pans? I could construct my own drum kit here in your living room and already start working on the percussion. Now that two thirds of the song are finished, the rest ought to be smooth sailing. Who knows?” he winked. “Maybe we could even start on the lyrics tonight.”

 

Escaping into the kitchen before Dave had even said anything, Jared filled up two glasses and needing two gulp down two filled ones himself before he’d more or less calmed down, Jared leaned over the sink, gripping the sides so tightly that his knuckles turned white. He had a hard on and no way of getting rid of it. He prayed that Dave wouldn’t notice it, otherwise how would he explain it? Confessing was out of the question- they were in the same band, damn it. If Dave turned him down – which he so obviously would – then he and Jared would have to continue seeing each other every day and it would be horribly awkward. And not to mention the tour that was coming soon. Shaking his head hard to try and not think about hoping he and Dave got to share a hotel room, Jared crouched down and opening lower cupboards, began to hunt around for some pots to beat against.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave shook his head slightly at the question and tried his best to smile. "No, go ahead." He said with a chuckle and made the mistake of looking at Jared again. The wink that he noticed made the singer clutch the guitar a bit tighter and his cheeks became as red as the sunset... And a really unwanted sensation in his groin. The blond quickly lowered his gaze down to the floor and bit his lip while trying to think about something that would get rid of the erection that was quickly growing. Guys shouldn't even be allowed to be this sexy...

 

Dave continued to bit his lip as he lightly played the song on the guitar... Yet kept on making mistakes. Who was at fault? Jared, obviously. His image kept on returning to his mind. The husky voice seemed to be whispering in his ear, making pleasurable shivers run through his body... This was definitely bad. No, even more than that. This was completely terrible. Even if their relationship was to happen... They'd have to hide it... But since it never was going to happen, who cared? Oh, right, Dave did. He knew he wouldn't be able to forget about Jared now... With a shaky sigh, the singer put his guitar away and took in a deep breath while standing up. Just saying that won't hurt... Will it? Will he be able to take a rejection?

[Gatichan]

Jared was still on his hands and knees in the kitchen, hunting around for promising pots. For no specific reason at all except that sometimes when he was on his own, he tended to be a little dorky – something that happened to all only children – he’d placed a small pot over his head. He’d also found a long wooden spoon that he hit against his hat, liking the sound. Inside his head he was already working out a complicated rhythm to accompany the melody in the chorus. When he’d found two larger pots, he set them down on the floor beside him and picking up a shorter wooden spoon, began to hit against them experimentally. That didn’t sound so bad. And with that pot right at the back, his set was completed. Scooping them all up, Jared turned around and meant to return to the living room. Having concentrated on his make-shirt drum kit had actually helped to get his blood circulating somewhat normally again, but when he turned around and found a blushy Dave in the doorway of the kitchen, his blood began to do what it wanted again.

 

Protectively lowering his hands with the pots and pans over his middle, Jared swallowed visibly. Realizing how ridiculous he had to look right then with a pot on his head, he hastily removed it, leaving his dark hair sticking out in all kinds of directions. Without there explicitly being any indications, Jared’s back began to tingle. Something different seemed to be in the air between him and Dave, something that could become beautifully wonderful, or horribly wrong, depending on what was said. Jared’s breath became irregular and he gripped the pots in his arms tighter as he glanced at Dave’s blue eyes, his throat becoming dry when he saw the expression there.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave lightly bit his lower lip as he gazed at the other. The tent in his pants was becoming rather visible... He couldn't even bring himself to at least chuckle at the other for having a pot on his head (though he thought it was absolutely adorable). The blond didn't say a word as he slowly walked closer to the drummer and took in a shaky breath, still nibbling on his lower lip. Whoever said that confessing was easy was clearly a moron. When your heart was feeling like it was about to beat out of your chest, you couldn't say a word.

 

And that was the reason Dave slowly reached out to pull Jared down by his collar so he could lightly press his lips against the taller man's. The kiss was short, seemingly nothing special, but for Dave... It felt like the best thing ever. It was sweet, it was soft, it was simply amazing. Too bad it ended so quickly. The singer pulled back and looked down at the floor with a clearly embarrassed expression on his face as well as his cheeks completely red. "...I think I like you..." He finally muttered out. Goddamit, who was he? Some school girl?!?

[Gatichan]

Jared was finding it harder and harder to breathe the closer Dave advanced towards him- had the kitchen always been this small? He couldn’t even more back- he seemed frozen to the floor, his feet growing into the tiles as if he were a tree and had grown roots there. His heart was hammering so madly inside his chest that Jared was sure that Dace could see it- had to see it, had to hear it because it was so loud. There could be no mistaking why Dave was walking towards him like that…could it? I must be dreaming- this can’t be what I believe it is…is it?

 

But when he was suddenly pulled downwards and kissed, Jared let go of all the pots at once. They loudly clattered to the floor and rolled away, one hitting him hard on his left foot. Unable to do anything because he was so surprised, Jared had only just begun to lean into the kiss, into those soft lips, when Dave pulled away, leaving Jared opening and closing his mouth like a fish. And then, Dave…confessed?! Jared swallowed. This had to be a dream- the best dream he’d had in ages. But when he pinched himself and it actually hurt, he realized that it had really happened. He, Jared Knox, had just been confessed to be Dave Thornton. Dave’s dark eyes widened and then, finding his hands free, he lunged for Dave.

 

Running his hands through the lead singer’s blond hair, he pulled him closer towards him and taking a gentle, yet firm hold of his face, pushed him backwards against the sink. Pinning him there with his body so that Dave wouldn’t be able to escape, Jared parted his lips and tilting his head slightly, kissing Dave squarely and firmly on the lips again. Working his lips so that they parted Dave’s, Jared let his tongue pass over Dave’s soft lips, letting out a low breath. “I know I like you,” he murmured as he leaned in to deepen the kiss, clinging to Dave’s blond hair. “I know I actually like you more than just like…”

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave couldn't bring himself to look at Jared again. He continued to bite his lower lip as he cursed himself silently in his mind. What kind of an idiot would do that?!? Damn, now Jared will hate him forever... Ahhh, why was love so hard? The lead singer let out a shaky breath and bit the inside of his cheek as he gazed at the pots and pans on the ground. Dammit, how was he going to ever look at him again?

 

A suprised yelp escaped the blond's mouth and his blue eyes widened as he was pushed back to the sink. If his cheeks weren't red enough, they became even brighter when Jared ran his fingers over the blond hair and pinned him down. What was the point of pinning him down anyway?-.. That. The blond could feel something hard pressing against his lean body just before the drummer kissed him. The kiss was so passionate, so firm and strong! The singer was slowly melting in Jared's hands as he wrapped his own around the taller male's neck, trying to bring him a bit closer. Dave gladly opened his mouth for the other, letting out a small moan at the feeling of their tongues meeting for an erotic dance... Which made his erection grow even more.

 

The blond felt as if this was a dream.. No, this was Heaven. Dave let out another soft moan as he decided to do something he may or may not regret later. The singer slowly began grinding his own erection against Jared's, as if showing that he didn't mind any of this - more like, he loved this. The singer moaned softly at the friction as he slid his hands up to Jared's dark hair, tangling his fingers in them. Exactly how did this end up this way? Well, he didn't mind, so... Who cared.

[Gatichan]

Jared moaned into Dave’s mouth when the lead singer started grinding his hips against his. He’d dreamed of this happening and that it was now really occurring inside the kitchen and with Dave of all people…Jared leaned deeper into the kiss, following Dave’s incentive. He’d kissed before, but it had never felt this amazing, this intense, this meaningful as it did then. He had already been aroused, but his pants really bulged out with the erotic movement that Dave was showing him. Opening his mouth wider as with one hand he let go of Dave’s head to lower it to caress his cheek tenderly, Jared removed his tongue to lick over Dave’s lips again, breathing against him.

 

“Dave…” he whispered huskily, covering his band member’s mouth again with his. His teeth accidentally clanked against Dave’s front ones and he hastily pulled away. “Sorry-” he moaned out, but opening his mouth even wider to be able to perfect the fit of his lips on Dave’s. Running his other hand gently through Dave’s blond hair, he lowered it down the back of his band member’s head, over the neck, and then slowly down his back. After a short moment, he came to rest his hand on Dave’s bottom, lightly at first.

 

The sensation of Dave’s jeans rubbing against his sensitive groin was making it easier for Jared to admit his feelings. The kiss became steadily steamier the circling moment became faster and harder. But then it occurred to Jared that Dave wasn’t doing this for the first time like he was and he stopped, freezing up. How far would Dave want to go? What if Jared couldn’t bring it? What if Dave would be disappointed? Or wouldn’t they go that far right then? Turning red, Jared dropped his hands and leaning slightly backwards, covered the lower part of his face, embarrassed and suddenly extremely shy.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave let out a small groan when he felt the other's teeth calnking against his own. It was soon compensated with the soft pair of lips back on his own. The blond's breathing hitched slightly when he felt the hand on his ass and the shorter male began moving his hips in a circular motion so he continued to rub against the other's erection as well as push Jared's hand harder to his ass, making the blue-eyed male moan out in pleasure.

 

And then suddenly, everything was gone. Dave let out a surprised yelp as the hands left his body and a small pout appeared on his face as he looked up at Jared, ready to complain... But then he saw the other's expression. It was enough to make his own cheeks burn up when he realized just what he'd done... The lead singer nervously shifted on his feet, his cock throbbing from the previous actions. "I-I'm sorry... I shouldn't have done it so suddenly..." He muttered out and averted his gaze to the ceiling, just as embarrassed as Jared was.

 

But that didn't stop him from walking up to the drummer with his cheeks red as the sunset. He reached out and genly removed the hand from Jared's mouth, biting his own lower lip. "...We both have a problem to take care of, right? I mean..." The blond let out a shaky breath and looked down, uncertainly shifting on his feet. He couldn't bring himself to finish the sentence. "L-Look, all I'm saying is... I can help... I-If you want, that is..." The blue-eyed male muttered out as he held Jared's hand with both of his. God, why was this so goddamn embarrassing?!?

[Gatichan]

Jared felt absolutely mortified by Dave’s implication. He was talking about a hand job, wasn’t he? Jared’s body convulsed slightly with longing and he let out a high whine that was echoed by Trevor inside the living room- he’d heard it, although Dave probably hadn’t. Looking down at his and Dave’s clasped hands, he saw that Dave was equally embarrassed and gulped. Too much was going on at the same time and his head as well as his jeans felt as if they were about to explode.

 

Pulling his hand out Dave’s hands, he held up his free hand nervously. “Dave, I’m a virgin,” he blurted out, his face becoming even more horrified now that the truth was out. “I’ve never gone further than heavier petting, so I have an idea, but sex…” He shook his head as his cheeks burned up. He wished he could look away, but he knew it was unfair on Dave and when he gazed into those blue, blue orbs properly, Jared felt the need to tell his band colleague everything.

 

“Dave, I’ve been attracted to you for a while now already. I’ve…often fantasized about you- about kissing you and going further, but…I don’t know if I’ll be enough. I have theoretical knowledge, but I can’t promise you that I’ll immediately know what to do.” He swallowed visibly again, but pushed on. “But what I do know is that out of all the men in this world, you’re the only one I want to do these things with. And no,” he shook his head firmly, reaching out to caress Dave’s pouting lips and then his face again. “I don’t want you to do anything to me: I want us to do each other. I’ll be damned if you’re left feeling used and dirty again like you did the first time you were with a man. I’m not like that. So,” he said quietly, a little shyly, “so…show me how to make you feel good.”

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave's blue eyes widened when he heard that the other was a virgin. A guy like Jared never had sex?... Oh, right, gay... It probably wasn't that easy to have sex when you were gay. A small, a bit shy smile appeared on the blond's face and he gently slid his hands back around the drummer's neck. The lead singer gently tangled his fingers into the dark hair as he smiled softly, the blush staying on his cheeks.

 

As he continued listening, the singer had to swallow more than once - the words were making his throat dry out. The last sentence especially... Dave bit his lower lip and looked up at the other with his eyes slowly starting to get clouded by lust. "I'll show you..." He only said this much before sliding his hands down to the other's chest and abdomen, finally reaching the end of his pants. "Let's go~" He said with a smile as he somewhat teasingly ran his fingers over the buldge before turning around and walking off to his bedroom. While the blue-eyed male walked, his hips swayed just enough to make any girl jealous. He'd perfected this... It was one of the best ways to get his partner look forward to the following events, after all.

 

Truth was, Dave could be very different in bed. He enjoyed taking up some iniciative and wasn't against trying out new things at all... Well, he was almost sure of that. After all, he only had two male partners - the first one who was straight, and the second one... He lasted longer, but in the end Dave found out he was married. And even had children... He never felt that bad in his life. But right now, that wasn't supposed to matter. The blond walked up to one of the drawers and pulled out a bottle of lube, then turned around and tossed it for Jared with a smile. "You know where to use this?~"

[Gatichan]

His skin prickled as Dave wrapped his arms around his neck, his face close to Jared’s, but not touching any other part of his. When Dave began to speak and a finger moved down his body, Jared straightened, taking in a quick breath as he tensed. His body hardened further as the teasing finger traced the outline of his arousal. It was as he was looking downwards to follow the tantalizing finger that Jared realized for the first time that Dave was a little shorter than him…and that he fit perfectly underneath his chin. Jared meant to pull Dave closer for a kiss, but Dave had already stepped back, sending Jared the most erotic look he had ever received in his life until then.

 

Swallowing down hard and unsuccessfully trying to calm his anticipation and slight fear, Jared trotted after Dave, finding it next to impossible to think straight as he watched Dave’s tight ass in the jeans. My God- had Dave always walked like that, swaying his hips so beautifully? Jared rubbed his eyes- oh gosh, was this proud, fine man about to become his first ever real lover? Jared’s heart went into overdrive when he saw the entrance to Dave’s bedroom. Everything was going so fast- was he going to be able to satisfy Dave the way he deserved to be?

 

When Dave held out the lube to him, Jared took it, but didn’t immediately do anything with it. He was too busy looking around the bedroom, trying to get a feel of it. When Dave had asked him to come over to his house to help him with the new song, never once had it crossed Jared’s mind that he would land up there inside that very room with Dave. His eyes rested on the bed for a moment- it was nice and broad, perfect for rolling around inside. Coming to finally admire Dave again, Jared bit his bottom lip. Of course he knew what to do with the lube…theoretically. But before that, he wanted to make sure that Dave was really as aroused as he was. Stepping over to Dave, he hugged him from behind, bending his head to kiss Dave’s neck. “I want to undress you slowly, is that okay?” he asked huskily, already reaching around to touch the buttons of Dave’s shirt, at the same time pushing his arousal against Dave’s bottom.

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Dave smiled as he watched the other looking around. Seeing Jared in his bedroom like this was more than unusual... But definitely wanted. Who wouldn't want a guy sexy as the drummer was? The blond bit his lip slightly as he watched the other coming closer and, once the hands were around him... The singer could actually feel safe. He gladly leaned into the firm, yet soft touch as he let out a delighted hum at the pair of lips on his neck.

 

A soft gasp however left his mouth when he felt the other's arousal pressed against his ass. The feeling was incredible... And he could already tell that he wasn't dealing with anything small. The thought itself made the blond nearly purr out from the pleasure he was receiving... When nothing even started yet. It'd been so long since the time Dave even had sex... Straight or not, as well. With the band practices and Trevor it was more than hard to make some time to some... Activities. Besides, he didn't even feel like it before.

 

When the husky voice reached his ears again, Dave's breathing hitched and he was lost in the wonderful sound for a few minutes as he nodded a bit. "Only if you continue talking...~" He purred out before lightly bucking his ass against the taller's cock. The blond's hands were slowly sliding to Jared's pants. He wanted to feel something more as soon as he could. Some would probably call him a whore or a slut... But he was sure Jared wouldn't. He actually trusted the drummer... He had so much trust in a guy, more than he ever had in anyone.