Our Secret Song (Bellala99 & Gatichan)

[Gatichan]

Waiting until he had received Dave’s allowance to continue, Jared continued to kiss Dave’s neck. Nuzzling his nose gently against the shorter man’s skin, becoming more and more intoxicated by the lead singer’s smell, Jared slowly, carefully began to unbutton former’s shirt. He wanted to make the moment last, in case this remained a once-in-a-lifetime thing. Jared didn’t want to think about this, but he had to think of the possibility that he and Dave were only going to be having a one night stand. His arms tightened sub-consciously around Dave’s body- he didn’t want to let Dave go.

 

Feeling Dave’s hands searching his groin, Jared moved around so that he was standing in front of Dave, allowing him better access to him. “You smell so wonderful,” he murmured against Dave’s skin as he gently slipped his hands between the fabric and Dave’s skin, causing the shirt to tumble downwards. When Dave was standing there bare-chested, Jared cupped the blond’s face and kissed him sweetly, playfully, deeply. Breathing against Dave’s lips, he nuzzled his nose against the other’s. “I’m going to cover your body with kisses,” he promised, placing his fingertips over Dave’s eyes and then, starting on latter’s forehead, began to pave a blanket of feathery light kisses.

 

Guessing that Dave wanted to feel more on his body, Jared opened the top button of his jeans and then, pushing the top part of his boxers down, granted Dave better access. Touching Dave’s skin and sending them over the lead singer’s abs, his arms, his chest, Jared stepped closer still as he began to lick over the blond’s neck, throat, collar bones, chest. “I want to touch you everywhere. I want to cleanse you of any hands that might have touched you before and that weren’t good enough for you,” he swore, placing his right hand flat down on Dave’s stomach. Turning it so that the fingers were facing south, he lowered it further as he continued to kiss a way downwards, lower, towards the part he most desired.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave absolutely loved the feeling of his shirt being removed so slowly, so carefully, with so much love and care... The blond let out a small moan at the sensation his eyes opened slightly when he felt the other standing in front of him. The lead singer let out a breathy moan as the shirt finally fell down and he was able to slide his hands to Jared's crotch, but, before he could reach his destination, his lips were sealed by a deep kiss. It completely took away his breath as the shorter male moaned into it, a smile appearing on his face again when he heard what the other said.

 

Dave let out a breathy moan when he felt both hands and tongue on his sensitive skin. The blond's breathing soon became uneven and he reached out to grab the taller man's collar again and fell down on the bed, bringing Jared with him. He didn't feel like waiting at all... The blue eyed male moaned softly at the pleasurable feeling as he started to grind their erections together again for a while before reaching down and grabbing the drummer's cock in one hand.

 

Dave pulled off the other's boxers, letting out a heavy breath when he saw it. His blue eyes widened slightly at how thick it was. He bit his lip slightly before gently wrapping one hand around the drummer's shaft to stroke it slowly, spreading the pre-cum all over it... Even if there was lube, if he was to take in something like this... Well, he'd need all the help he could possibly get.

[Gatichan]

Jared “ouf!”ed in surprise when Dave fell backwards onto the bed, pulling him along with him. Bouncing slightly, Jared immediately meant to raise himself, not wanting to put all his weight on Dave, but just then the blond discovered Jared’s cock. “Oh….oh God,” he breathed out hoarsely as Dave’s fingers began to touch, discover him. He’d got this far already before, but he’d never felt electricity running up his spine and from the points where Dave’s skin was touching his.

 

Opening his eyes, Jared looked down, swallowing audibly as he watched Dave stroking and enticing him. This excited him further and he thickened further. Jared’s eyes became hazy as he followed Dave’s arm further upwards to Dave’s face. He had never seen his lead singer looking so erotic and perfect. “Dave…” He licked his lips. Rolling a little to the side so that he was lying beside the blond, he raised the hand beneath Dave’s bottom until he had entangled his fingers in the blond hair again. Bowing his head, he claimed Dave’s lips hotly, sucking against them with longing. Leaning his forehead against Dave’s, Jared let out a low gasp as his erection pulsed. “Dave, I want to touch you so badly- you’re making it hard for me not to hurry.”

 

Slipping downwards in an attempt at escaping Dave’s dexterous hand, Jared continued to lick over Dave’s chest, lapping a heart shape around the lead singer’s belly button. Touching Dave’s bulge above his groin, Jared’s mind suddenly went blank. Suddenly, he yanked down the zipper of Dave’s jeans, he pushed off the bed and leaning back on his knees, he pulled both the jeans and slip downwards, leaving Dave lying completely naked on the bed on his back. Naked, aroused…and looking up at him in a way not even Jared had been able to properly visualize in his dreams. Beginning to push down his own jeans to properly free himself of the annoying material, Jared’s dark eyes bore into Dave’s blue ones. “I want you so, so badly. I want to have you right here. Right now. Any which way you’ll let me have you.”

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave could feel a small smirk appearing on his face as the speed of his strokes increased. "I don't really mind if you hurry... Makes me feel excited~" The blond purred out as he began teasing the slit with his thumb. Was this real? Or will he just wake up from another dream? The singer let out a small pout when he felt the erection slipping out of his hand and looked up at Jared with hungry, lustiflled eyes, moaning out at the feeling of the drummer's tongue on his skin.

 

A soft, suprised gasp left Dave's mouth when his pants were just yanked down, leaving the singer completely naked... But he couldn't say he minded it. His blue eyes were completely clouded with lust now and the blond couldn't help but blush softly at the other's words. "Then do it instead of talking..." He purred out as he spread his legs a bit, as if inviting the taller male to claim his body. "Right now I'm fully yours... Do what you want~" He said with a small smirk. Dave meant every single word - he needed to have Jared touch him. He wanted to feel more, and more, and more!

 

His long fingers were tangled in the dark hair as he let out another breathy moan from the sensation that came when the singer merely brushed their erections together. His long legs were spread, inviting the other with little shame or embarrassment. It was like those feelings were just... Gone. It was Jared, so everything would be fine.. At least, Dave continued to tell himself this. Maybe they would regret it later, maybe they wouldn't. All he knew right now that he was going to enjoy himself to the fullest and no one was going to stop him from that...

[Gatichan]

Dave was giving himself in to him so willingly that it caused Jared’s head to spin. Here he was, kneeling in front of the man he’d been fantasizing for so long and yet all at once, Jared felt paralyzed. There was so much he wanted to do and at the same time, he didn’t know where to begin or how. On the other hand, he had already told Dave that he was a virgin, so Jared guessed there wasn’t too much he could do wrong, right? And he trusted that Dave would let him know if he was displeased. Nodding as he ran a hand through his dark hair, his eyes fixed onto Dave’s. “Let me know if there’s something I do wrong. I want to make this as pleasurable as I can, okay?” he said quietly as he took a hold of Dave’s ankles and raised them up, forming a V with Dave’s legs.

 

Placing Dave’s feet onto his shoulders, Jared began to run his fingers lightly over legs, tickling and caressing them at the same time. Turning his head, but still looking into Dave’s eyes, Jared began to gently suck against Dave’s toes. Taking each one into his mouth, he let his tongue cherish each of them, kissing them tenderly when he let them go. Sifting closer to the lead singer’s body until his erection was prodding the entrance between Dave’s legs, Jared reached down and taking hold of both his and Dave’s erections, held them together in one hand, letting them massage each other to create more friction. Bending Dave’s legs so that Jared could continue his trail of kisses downwards, he shifted backwards again when he felt Dave’s precum begin to drip faster.

 

Lying down flat on his stomach between Dave’s legs, Jared pushed down against Dave’s thighs, leaving them spread and thus opening the singer’s body to him. Taking in a deep breath, Jared felt his body pulse as his tongue itched to pass over the glistening erection before him. There it was, right before his eyes and suddenly Jared was licking over it, up and down, around the base, over the hilt, sucking the head into his mouth to lap up at the juice there greedily, yet slowly. Hurry up, hurry up, his body commanded, pressing more insistently against his lower belly, but Jared forced himself to go slow- this had to last, especially if it was to remain a one night stand. Continuing to caress Dave’s right inner thigh, Jared took his right index finger into his mouth and wetting it as he teased Dave’s balls one by one between his lips, he slowly began to push it up between Dave’s legs, soon encountering resistance.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave let out a small chuckle and just watched how the other lifted his legs to his shoulders. The blond felt so... Exposed right now. He could feel a soft blush creeping onto his cheeks and the fact that Jared began tickling - or carressing - his legs didn't help at all. The singer let out another chuckle and closed his eyes, only opening them when he felt the other kissing and sucking his toes... His cheeks flamed up at the action and he shifted somewhat uncomfortably, though more like he was embarrassed. The blue-eyed male bit his lip and gasped softly when he felt the other's erection lightly poking his entrance. The blond moaned out at the feeling of his and Jared's erections being stroked and massaged together, his cheeks as red as the sunset - none of the previous times that he had sex he could feel this safe, this loved...

 

His blue eyes widened when he felt Jared's mouth - no, tongue on his erection, licking it all over, lapping up all the pre-cum... The blond's moans picked up in volume as he arched his back and lightly gripped onto the bed sheets from the pleasure he was receiving.. The blue-eyed male couldn't take how slow the other was going... He groaned softly and lightly bucked his hips upwards, trying to get more of the wet warmth that could only be reached in Jared's mouth, but instead of getting that... He felt a finger slowly slipping inside of his quickly tensing up body. After all, his previous experiences weren't exactly good...

 

The blond bit his lip as he tried to relax his body in some way, his hands clawing at the bed sheets. "J-Jared!..." He moaned out as he closed his eyes and bit his lip again, slowly getting his body relaxed, getting used to the feeling... It wasn't new anymore, but it'd been so long since his last time, he wasn't even sure what to expect. All he knew was that he didn't want for this to be the only time.

[Gatichan]

Dave’s moans and gasps were like soft caresses to his ego and Jared moaned against Dave’s excited flesh. And how his blond almost-lover bucked his hips. Jared had never been this close to intercourse and it was his only reference. He thought it was beautiful- simply watching, tasting, feeling and hearing Dave…it was hard to imagine his ever craving another male the way he so obviously needed and craved Dave right then. It felt so right, so intimate and special. Rolling over a pearl of precum over his tongue, Jared waited a moment, letting it trickle deeper into his mouth as he slowly pushed his finger further up between Dave’s legs.

 

But then, he sensed how Dave tensed up. The drummer moaned his name out erotically, hoarsely and it was almost too much for him, but Jared stopped nevertheless, afraid he’d done something wrong. He knew that entering Dave’s body wouldn’t be pleasurable if the lead singer didn’t relax and wasn’t prepared, but if everything else- his nipples, his flushed face, his engorged member – all pointed at his thoroughly enjoying the delicate worship and torture, and yet still, why was he gripping at the bed sheets in such and obviously anxious way? Jared let Dave’s erection languidly escape his lips. “Dave?” he questioned, unsure. Removing his finger slowly, he began to slowly fist his hand up and down Dave’s tasty arousal. He kissed the tip lovingly.

 

“We don’t have to make love, you know,” Jared reassured him, slipping higher so that he was lying right beside Dave. Leaning his head against the pillow on which Dave’s head rested, he craned his neck to kiss Dave’s lips softly, carefully- he wasn’t really sure what had caused the reaction back then. Was it possible that Dave had recalled an unpleasant memory? Jared didn’t want Dave thinking of other men when they were in bed together. His dark eyes earnest, he wrapped his free arm around his band member’s waist, tilting him so that they were nose to nose, erection pressed against erection. Dave’s uneven breath touching his face excited Jared further and his erection poked into Dave’s thigh longingly. He didn’t want to hide his desire and didn’t attempt to. He’d already gone further with Dave than he’d ever believed he would- Jared wanted the moment to be as special as possible for both of them. Kissing Dave again with a little more force as his thumb massaged Dave’s head, he whispered against the blond’s lips. “I could also just suck you off if you’re uncomfortable. I just want to be with you. Tell me what you want, baby.”

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave let out a soft whimper when the finger left his body and opened his eyes, looking at Jared with a somewhat hungry look. "It's okay... I-I just..." The blond bit his lip and simply kissed back the other, his blue eyes slowly closing. The hand that stayed on his cock was helping him relax at least a little bit as he reached out and tangled his fingers into the dark hair, gently gripping at them as if to keep the drummer close to himself. At least this wish of the singer became reality... He gladly slid his hands down to the taller man's neck, getting closer to his muscular body as a breathy moan escaped his mouth from the pleasurable feeling of their erections pressing together.

 

Jared's next words made shivers run through the blond's body and he bit his lip as his cheeks once again flamed up. He just couldn't get enough of that husky, strong voice that Jared had - it was like some kind of drugs for him. If he could, the blond would listen to it all day, just whispering into his ear... The thought made his cock throb in want and need as he looked into the dark green eyes of his lover - at least he thought Jared was one - and slid one hand back up to the dark hair, gently combing them with his fingers.

 

"I'm alright... Just... Don't stop talking..." He finally muttered out and averted his gaze to the side in embarrassment. "I won't be hurt from something like this... Go on, please..." The last word left Dave's mouth as a needy whisper as his blue eyes gazed up into the green one and he leaned closer, pressing their lips together for a kiss - a sign that it was really okay. He closed his eyes after a bit and just concentrated on Jared. His body, his smell, his touch, his everything. The men who were before didn't matter... All he wanted was to feel Jared.

[Gatichan]

Jared was in love with the way Dave caressed the back of his neck with his fingers. How often had he watched couples in the city, with the female hugging her partner around the neck and wished that one day he’d be as lucky? The sense of Dave weaving his fingers through his dark hair- it was sensuously special. Hearing Dave allowing him to carry on made Jared’s heart throb- was it really possible to fall in love so quickly and so hard in such a short space of time? And Dave wanted to continue hearing him speak- well if it promised to help relax him, then Jared would do as he was commanded.

 

Reaching for the lube tube once again, Jared began to unscrew it. He was rather relieved to see that the tube still looked quite full. He didn’t want to be reminded of Dave’s earlier conquests. Passing it to Dave, Jared rested his head against the singer’s stomach, stroking Dave’s erection as he did. Taking two of his fingers into his mouth and wetting them, he held them out to Dave. “Put some lube onto them. I’m going to slowly prepare your body,” he said gently, stretching his tongue out to lap at some more of the precum that steadily appeared at the tip of his soon-to-be real lover’s erection. Once the fingers were well moist, Jared carefully parted Dave’s legs, shimmying further down the bed until he was right between them.

 

“Don’t tense up, babe. Just think about me and listen to my voice,” Jared instructed as he slowly began to apply the lube around and into Dave’s body. His breathing became shallow as he worked his way deeper into his band member’s body, watching his face for any signs of discomfort. Holding his fingers out for Dave to continue applying more lube to them, Jared had to look away for an instance when he’d eased his third finger in. “Gosh Dave…do you have the least idea how amazing you look right now? It’s becoming increasingly harder not to force myself into you. I swear, no one’s ever turned me on as much as you are right now,” he admitted, his cheeks tainting a bit as he looked back at the singer. Reaching well past Dave’s head for a smaller pillow, he raised Dave’s bottom and placed the pillow below his bottom to make it better accessible. Moving forward on his knees, Jared swallowed when his erection was close to Dave’s sexy lips. “Please- you put on the lube. I really can’t wait any longer,” he admitted hoarsely as he reached down to stroke Dave’s erection slowly, even though his mind was screaming for him to finally speed things along.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave watched how Jared unscrewed the tube with his blue eyes filling up with lust. He licked his lips slightly as he waited in anticipation, hoping that the drummer would speed up... This slowness was killing him. He moaned out when his erection was being stroked again, his mind becoming clouded from the pleasure... It really was too long since he last had sex - straight or not. He probably wouldn't hold out long... And he honestly felt like a virgin. When he heard the drummer's request, Dave nodded a bit and put a good amount of the slick lube on the fingers. He didn't want to feel pain, that was for sure. The more lube, the better...

 

The blond bit his lip slightly and nodded at what the other said with a slightly shaky breath escaping his mouth. This was it... No more backing away. Dave's breathing hitched at the feeling of two fingers slipping into him - the lube definitely helped, but he'd forgotten the feeling by now. He felt as if it was something completely new.. Or was it simply because it was Jared? The singer let out a soft moan as his back arched up slightly and his blue eyes closed. He tried his best not to tense up... And this time he seemed to actually succeed in doing so. The man breathed heavily as he experimentaly rolled his hips and his cheeks burned up at what the other said. It wasn't that he didn't like it... It was just embarrassing.

 

Dave gazed at the erection in front of him with somewhat hungry eyes and licked his lips before placing a kiss on the tip. "I swear to god... If you continue going this slow, I'll just ride you..." Dave mumbled out and looked into the green eyes with a hungry gaze. Slowly, he reached out and started applying some lube on the cock in front of him as he licked his lips again without even realizing how erotically he looked while doing that. Soon the whole length was covered rather thickly in lube and Dave couldn't help but smile. "Don't hold back."

[Gatichan]

Having Dave grind his hips into his hand had felt too wonderful to be legal. Gulping as he went even further and kissed Jared’s erection, Jared’s ears began to ring when he heard Dave’s last words. This was happening, it really was…and it would be his first time. The pressure was steadily increasing, but still, Jared couldn’t stall any longer. He closed his eyes to calm his wildly beating heart, but it was a mistake because the sensation of Dave stroking and rubbing lube onto his erection only became more exquisite and made him groan throatily. Biting his bottom lip repeatedly as half of him gave in to the pleasurable massage, the other half tried to think of anything asexual he could to prevent himself from becoming too excited.

 

With Dave’s begged warning about his taking over if he didn’t increase the speed a little more, Jared pushed himself backwards again. Seeing Dave’s parted lips was too much and he surged forward to rain a passionate storm of kisses onto his band member’s mouth. I love you, he whispered inside his head and he forced Dave’s lips further apart, delving his tongue deeper into his friend’s mouth. I love you so much. You have no idea what it’ll mean to me what we’re about to have. Don’t break my heart, because this means everything to me. He couldn’t say that yet- maybe he’d never be able to, but when he slowly pulled away, his eyes drunken, Jared was sure that Dave could see the depth of his feelings mirrored there in his dark, lust-filled eyes.

 

Slipping his hands around Dave’s ankles again, Jared position himself between his friend’s legs. The pillow beneath latter’s bottom wasn’t quite in place, so Jared had to correct it. Leaving Dave’s legs leaning against his broad shoulders, Jared took a hold of Dave’s erection, holding onto his own one at the same time. For a wild moment, indescribable fear took hold of him and Jared was filled with the absolute knowledge that he was going to completely fail himself and Dave. But when he saw the expression in Dave’s eyes, the fear vanished. “You have no idea how badly I’ve wanted for this to happen,” he couldn’t help but admit as, shifting forward on his knees, Jared held his erection firmly and pushed it between Dave’s legs. Thanks to the lube, he entered Dave’s body without any problems and he gasped, biting his lip as his face flushed. He wanted to savor the moment, but he couldn’t- now that he was so close, he couldn’t go slower. Rolling his eyes skywards as a groan of deep, deep lust escaped between his parted lips, Jared continued to hold onto himself as he pushed onwards, past the resistance…and then, with a hard thrust, he was firmly anchored between Dave’s legs, filling him out. “Oh…oh…” Jared’s body shuddered- this sensation was one he’d never had before and it was…it was…he lifted his gaze to meet Dave’s. Something within Jared broke and, letting go of all restrain, he moved partly out again, but then slammed back in, growling as the pleasurable feeling increased. Gripping Dave’s erection tighter, he began to masturbate his friend faster as he turned his head and bit into Dave’s leg.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

The blue eyes widened at the passionate kiss he so suddenly received. The blond let out a muffled moan as he kissed back, gasping at the wet muscle that slipped into his mouth. Jared was so dominating... It turned Dave even more, though he wasn't fully sure as of how was that even possible. The singer was sure he could feel Jared's feelings pouring out of the kiss and that only made it even more enjoyable. A small frown appeared on Dave's face as the other pulled away, leaving him panting, with his mouth slightly opened and his lips bruised from the passionate kissing...

 

The green eyes took his breath away. For a minute he was lost in the depth of them, for the first time realizing how much he could actually see in them. All his feelings - love, care, lust... And fear were visible there. The blond bit his lip slightly when the taller male once again spread his legs and this time instead of his fingers, he positioned his cock. The singer took in a deep breath when the organ slowly began filling him up, while he himself could feel breath pushed out of his lungs. His thoughts were gone... The whole world was gone! Nothing but Jared matter anymore... When he felt the hard thrust which filled his body completely, the singer teared up the slightest bit - not even from the pain, but from the fear that he'd be hurt again. Being hurt by strangers wasn't as bad as being hurt by his friend...

 

His blue eyes shot open as a loud moan left his mouth. The sudden and rather harsh movement surprised Dave, at the least. The growl that he heard made Dave feel as if he was claimed by a beast rather than a human... And he was still looking forward to seeing more. The blond shivered under the other's touch as he moaned out again, bucking his hips against the thick cock with his mouth hanging open. Truly, this was Heaven... It had to be. There could not be a better feeling!

[Gatichan]

Dave’s slight discomfort registered somewhere near the back of Jared’s mind, somewhere near the back where the hunger he felt wasn’t the most dominating sensation. The way Dave’s body had so greedily taken him in, was squeezing and hugging him, making it next to impossible to want to pull out, but all the more eager to return to the comfortable tightness and warmth- Jared had never experienced this first hand, but he was finding that it was becoming increasingly impossible wanting to share this feeling with anyone else. And he never wanted Dave to do what he was doing right then, offering himself so willingly to him, to anyone else.

 

But then Dave’s discomfort vanished and the dominating expression in those blue eyes was blissful lust. Dave was there, of course he was- his cock jerked slightly in his hand as Jared squeezed it eagerly, enjoying the thickness and the way it quivered. Rubbing the precum over his thumb, Jared lifted his wet finger to his lips and licked it hungrily, growling again, deeper this time. Dave tasted so wonderful. Before the night was up, Jared was going to have to blow his lover- yes; Dave had just become his lover. Looking into Dave’s blue eyes as he thrust forward, harder again, Jared groaned out together with him. The way Dave lay there, offering himself- it was so erotic and seductive and Jared groaned again, leaning over Dave with the free hand he had and using it to push himself off the mattress. Forcing Dave to bend his long legs back, thus changing the thrusting angle, Jared licked over Dave’s chest and neck, surging into Dave’s open mouth with his tongue as his buried his thick cock into Dave’s hole again.

 

He shuddered. He was moving too fast, but now that he’d tasted Dave’s precum and could feel more and more of it slipping over the hand that was masturbating his lover, could feel him clenching deep down inside, Jared gave in to his emotions. He knew he wouldn’t hold out much longer and even though he wanted to make this last, he found himself pounding relentlessly, harder, faster into Dave’s body, seeking release, longing to prolong the pleasure. But Dave needed, had to cum first. Reining his need in as much as he could, Jared’s lips moved sideways along Dave’s cheek to his ear, where he breathed out hotly. “Dave, please…I can’t hold it much longer. Please…”

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave couldn't even breath properly now. The deep, low growls that he could hear coming from Jared were so amazing... His blue eyes were hazy from the pleasure as he gazed at the drummer licking off his precum. The blond gasped out and let out another moan at the hard thrust that once again pushed the air out of his lungs. He let out another breathy moan as his legs were basically forced to bend.. And it only resulted in something more pleasurable - his lover's tongue so delicately running over his chest and neck before it was in his mouth again, on the same time as the shorter male moaned out loudly from the thrust. It was driving him crazy...

 

Soon the singer's mind was a complete mess - the hard, fast thrusting into his body was enough to make him nearly scream out in pleasure. He still couldn't believe how thick it was... Dammit, this had to be the best pleasure he'd gotten from sex ever in his life. His hands were clawing at the bed sheets as he threw his head back, sweat rolling down his neck and chest, the small beads shimmering slightly from the light. The blond couldn't help but start rocking his hips against the other's thrusts, desperate to feel even more - as if this wasn't enough already. Good thing tomorrow he didn't have to go anywhere... He doubted if he'd be able to move.

 

When Dave felt his lover's lips moving from his cheek to his sensitive ear, he shivered in pleasure, which turned into extasy when he felt hot breath tickling his skin. The singer let out another loud moan as his body jerked up, making his back arch up. It didn't take much longer for him to cum all over both of their chests as well as Jared's hand. He breathed heavily as everything turned white from the pure pleasure - he couldn't even believe this was all real... His body clenhed against the shaft inside of him even tighter, as if his body didn't want to let go yet... Which he definitely didn't. Dvae liked - no, loved this feeling. He didn't want for it to end this soon...

[Gatichan]

Jared’s eyes remained glued to Dave’s expression, alternating only to look at Dave’s cock, which he felt jerking inside his hand. It was next o impossible to describe what it felt like to Jared to live through such an intimate moment and experience it this close at hand with Dave. The groans, the thrusts, the way Dave’s eyes took on y glassy, far-off look of ecstasy, how his lips parted further to let out hot, short bursts of air- all that had Jared helplessly thrusting harder and harder into his lover until, finally and beautifully, Dave reached his peak with a final thrust. Jared moaned out erotically as Dave’s excitement squirted over his chest and dripped onto his hand.

 

Jared couldn’t last much longer after that. Having seen Dave finally find release, Jared gave in to his own need. Gasping out Dave’s name throatily, he gave two final, hard thrusts and, enticed and helped on by Dave’d post-orgasmic shudders and clenches, Jared threw his sweat-soaked head back and let go of all inhibition. The world exploded around him as he found release, gripping tightly onto Jared’s legs without realizing that he was squeezing them. Dave’s scent filled his nose and he whimpered slightly as he cummed, his chest and stomach moving uneasily, hearing only Dave’s utterances, feeling only Dave’s body, seeing only Dave- Dave, whom he loved and with whom he’d just become one.

 

Gasping out hotly, Jared slowly lowered his head to his chest, his fingers slipping over Dave’s legs as his strength seemed to leave him all at once. Heavy-lidded though his eyes were, Jared licked his lips languidly, swallowing audibly. “Oh…God,” he broke out heavily, following Dave’s legs downwards to caress latter’s cock. Passing his fingers through Dave’s cum, he lifted his fingers to his mouth, lapping at his fingers. “Dave…” Leaning over, Jared lay down over his band member and claiming his lips, wrapped his arms tightly around Dave. He felt so sated, so satisfied, so high in that perfect moment, but at the same time very vulnerable. He had seen Dave from a side he never had before and it had been his first time. Things were going to change between the two of them, but right then, all that Jared wanted was to lie in his lovers arms, holding him close and treasure the intimacy.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave's eyes widened at the feeling of his insides being filled with cum. He whimpered softly as Jared squeezed his legs so tightly - those two feelings weren't exactly pleasurable... The blond inhaled sharply as he closed his eyes, his body going limp. He couldn't move a muscle... And he didn't want to do it either. All he could feel was Jared's head lowered against the singer's chest as the thick organ was slowly removed from his body, making Dave shift in slight discomfort which was gone almost immediately when a pair of soft lips pressed up against his own. The blond weakly raised his hands up and gently wrapped them around the dark-haired man's neck, barely able to do so from his exhaustion.

 

Dave sighed softly and snuggled up to the other with a soft smile on his face as he closed his eyes and buried his head into Jared's crook of the neck. "...This really was your first time?.. I feel like I won't be walking for ages..." The blond whined and cuddled up close, his words holding some truth, but they were more like a hidden compliment - the drummer really managed to take his breath away. With a soft yawn, the blond gently nuzzled his head and smiled lazily. "Hey, Jared?" He called out softly. "I love you..." With this soft whisper, sleep overtook the young singer and he fell asleep peacefully, his lean body pressed up against Jared's, fitting together perfectly.

[Gatichan]

Having Dave limply, but gently surround his neck with his arms caused Jared to shiver. The extreme heat his body had been subject to was vanishing too quickly and he was left cold, exposed and insecure again. Burying his face deeper against Dave’s neck, Jared’s arms tightened around Dave possessively. He was afraid of hearing Dave speak. He didn’t want Dave to throw him out, to tell him he’d been a nice f*ck, but that it wouldn’t happen again- he was afraid. Even though Dave cuddled into him, allowing Jared to entwine their legs, their sweat mingling, Jared didn’t let go. Hugging tighter when he heard Dave’s whispered confession, Jared’s pulse peaked as his throat went dry.

 

Dave loved him? No, it wasn’t true. Jared knew this. It was Dave’s hormones that were making him feel that way. And even though the compliment was nice…Jared simply didn’t have the experience that Dave did. Maybe Dave was just being nice? Sure, he’d felt something and in his heightened state, Jared had believed that it had been more than lust. Somehow, hearing Dave whisper the words he’d longed to hear fall from his lips only hurt him more. He really did love Dave, but after one single intercourse that hadn’t even been planned, this was the result?

 

Jared swallowed audibly, hugging Dave closer to him as Dave drifted off to sleep. Caressing his lover’s back, he closed his eyes, liking the way their bodies felt so good and so right pressed together. But the more the high he’d been on dwindled, the more Jared auto-convinced himself that Dave’s words lacked substance and had only been the result of his post-coital emotions. Kissing Dave’s mused blond hair, Jared took in a shaky breath, but then carefully slipped out the bed. Tenderly wrapping Dave’s body up with the bed sheets. “I love you too, but I really mean it,” he whispered into Dave’s ear and then, carefully picking up his clothes, he tiptoed out the bedroom and closed the door. Tears were beginning to well up in Jared’s eyes as he stumbled towards the bathroom. He needed to wash and then get out of there before Dave properly awoke and regretted what had occurred between them.

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Dave sighed softly to himself as he shifted in the bed slightly and immediately, his eyes shot open. The bed was empty... Empty and so cold. The blond blinked a few times as he slowly sat up, wincing softly at the pain in his lower back - he was right after all. Jared did more than enough to make him sore... The singer leaned back against the pillows and closed his eyes for the time being, trying to recall all of yesterday's events. He'd invited the drummer to help him out with the new song... They rode on his motorcycle, they ate, they looked over the new song, and then... And then he said he'd loved Jared.

 

Slowly, the blue eyes began tearing up as he bit his lower lip which was trembling already. Jared's clothes weren't here, he was alone and the house seemed quiet. He was gone.. The singer pulled his knees to himself as he buried his head into them and just cried silently. He was hurt again, just this time by a man he knew. A man he loved. A man which he truly hoped wouldn't hurt him... Dave let out a faint sob before he felt a wet nose poking at his hand. Well, at least he had Trevor to keep him alive for now... The blond reached out and pulled the dog close, burying his head into its fur as he continued crying, unable to stop once he started. It hurt, it hurt so much...

 

Dave finally calmed down after at least twenty minutes, but still hugged his dog close to himself. Hesitantly, the man reached out for his phone and, after a lot of thinking, dialed Jared's number. He had to at least try... Though his voice was hoarse and shaking from the tears and his whole body was trembling. Why did Jared hurt him? Why didn't he at least try this? Dave's breathing shook as he placed the phone to his ear and waited. Each moment was painfully slow as the singer waited, waited and waited... Would he get a reply or would this just die like that?

[Gatichan]

Jared remained inside Dave’s bathroom, pained every time he turned the tap to let cold water out. He was afraid that Dave would wake up and that he see what he most feared: remorse and regret on Dave’s face. He didn’t want to be there when Dave awoke. Quickly washing himself as best he could, Jared dressed himself again and then, tiptoeing down the corridor towards the stairs, went down into the kitchen and found Trevor whining. “Hey. Hey, shh, it’s okay,” he said quietly, crouching down to pick the puppy up. Was it his imagination, or was Trevor looking at him through reproachful eyes? Jared immediately felt guiltier and sighed, scratching the puppy behind its ears and carrying him back upstairs. “You ought to be there when Dave wakes up. I know I should be strong enough to stay, but I’m not. I love him too much to be able to go back to being only friends. What if he laughs at me?” he gulped, gently pushing Trevor into Dave’s bedroom and closing the door quietly behind the puppy.

 

Letting himself out the house, Jared returned to his motorbike. Slapping his helmet on, he climbed onto his bike, but didn’t start the engine- the roar would probably wake up the whole neighborhood. So instead, painstakingly slowly, Jared sat-walked his bike back onto the street and then started it when he was well into the next street. But instead of driving home, Jared found himself cruising around in circles around Dave’s neighborhood. Something was preventing him from going home, even though his mind kept filling up with horror images: how Dave would tell the other two how he’d been “tricked”, how Jared would get kicked out the band, how things would never be the same again- worse still: how Dave would act as if nothing had happened between them in the first place.

 

He’s not like that, the optimistic, yet small voice inside his head purposefully protested. And if he was honest, Jared knew that Dave wasn’t the kind of person to behave that way, but still, he was afraid. So afraid that, when his cell phone began to vibrate and he pulled over, Jared almost didn’t answer the call when he saw that it was Dave. How would his band member react? Would he laugh, be angry…would he be disappointed? This thought both startled and alarmed Jared- it hadn’t once crossed his mind that his having left would negatively affect Dave. Suddenly becoming worried, Jared accepted the call. “Before you say anything,” he blurted into the phone before he could hear what Dave had to say, “I’m one street away from your house. I…I’m sorry I left, but…I got scared that you’d regret what happened. Please, you have no idea how long I’ve longed to be intimate with you, so please, if you’re going to send me to hell and tell me that you regret this…make it short,” he begged in a low voice.

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Dave felt more tears flowing down his cheeks as he hugged Trevor to himself and listened to Jared. “Come back...“ He almost whispered out in a hoarse voice as he took in a sharp breath. “I thought... I thought you were going to hurt me again... I... I don't want that!“ With this, the blond almost choked up on his tears. It took him a bit to be able to breath properly again as tears didn't seem close to stopping. One of his hands was gently stroking the dog's fur while the other was desperately clutching the phone.

 

“Just please come back... D-don't hurt me... Like they all did...“ He whispered out as tears began flowing faster. “Today there's no practice... We can... We can sort things out, i-if you want..“ The blond said a bit louder, but immediately a sob escaped his mouth and he buried his head into his knees. “I don't want to be alone... I want you here with me...“ He said softly, sadly and quietly. After these words, he realized he wouldn't be able to take Jared's “no“ as an answer. Slowly, he dropped the phone down and ended the call. After that was done, he hugged Trevor with both hands and buried his face into the soft fur with tears continuing to flow down.

 

The blond sighed softly as he finally managed to stop and gently stroked the dog's head. “Guess you're the only one left who I can trust..“ He muttered out and let out a small as Trevor licked off his tears. He needed a shower anyway... Slowly, the young singer got out of bed, whimpering softly at the pain he was feeling. The blond bit the inside of his cheek as he managed to limp to the bathroom and get into the bathtub since he doubted he'd be able to stand in the shower. Dave reached out and turned on the water, sighing at the feeling of warm water enveloping him slowly. It was kind of nice... And he was actually able to focus on relaxation instead of Jared and the fact that he was alone.

[Gatichan]

Dave’s words tugged at Jared’s heart. So it had been wrong of him to have left his band member. The small part of him that had refused to let him wander off too far, which had insisted on him staying near Dave’s house, believing that the night had really meant something to Dave, had been right after all. When Dave whispered that he didn’t want to be hurt anymore, Jared opened his mouth to tell him that no, he had never intended this, he’d wanted the exact opposite, but then Dave cut the call and Jared was left with a “tut-tuuuut” in his voice.

 

But Jared knew why Dave had cut off. It wasn’t because he was angry at Jared for having left – well, he surely was as well- but above all he was feeling hurt and insecure as Jared was. But for other reasons. Even though Dave had had more experience with men, as he’d hinted, he’d been disappointed before. And Jared had hit the exact same spot again, leaving and making Dave think that he was just like those men. But he wasn’t, and Jared was going to prove that to Dave right away.

 

Turning the motorbike around, Jared sped back to Dave’s house, driving right up to the front door. Parking his motorbike on the front doorstep, Jared pushed against the door, glad that it was open. Locking the door behind him when was inside, Jared removed his shoes and then his protection clothes and jacket. Shrugging out of his shirt when he heard the taps upstairs from the bathroom, Jared unbuttoned his jeans. Trevor came hobbling towards the edge of the steps, raising his ears and also beginning to wag his tail happily when he recognized Jared. “Yeah, I came back,” he smiled, holding his hand out so that Trevor could lick it. Picking the puppy up and hugging him against his chest, close to his heart, Jared carried Trevor towards the bathroom door. Pushing it open gently with his foot, Jared stepped inside. Dave was sitting inside the bathtub, looking so small and defenseless that Jared’s heart went out to him. Putting Trevor down, he was kneeling beside the bathtub in an instance and, reaching out, tenderly caressed Dave’s face, tilting his face upwards to him. “Baby, I’m sorry. And yeah, you’re right, we do need to talk. Mind if I…got in with you?”

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Dave took in a shaky breath when the sound of opening doors reached him. So he came back... A small, weak smile appeared on the blond's face as he pulled his knees close to himself so that he could rest his chin on them. The young singer nibbled on his lower lip as he waited, closing his blue eyes for the time being. He was... Scared to see Jared. He didn't want to hear anything. He just wanted to feel safe, he wanted to be held in someone's arms... He didn't want to get hurt again.

 

When he felt a hand on his face, Dave flinched back and shot his eyes open. He didn't even realize that Jared was here... With wide eyes that were slowly filling up with tears he nodded faintly at the dark haired man's words. "Okay..." He only managed to get this much out as he tried to wipe off the last bits of tears. The singer took in a shaky breath and lightly moved his head to get it out of the drummer's hand. No matter how much he wanted to feel his warmth... Dave was still sure that Jared was trying to hurt him. After all, they all did... By lying, mostly. And he didn't know if he could trust the drummer.

 

Slowly, the blond made space for Jared to get in, right behind him. The singer winced softly as he let out a hitched breath and closed his eyes. Yeah, iy really had been to long... He just hoped that by tomorrow he's going to at least be able to stand properly. Though the pain usually didn't stay for two long - one day, two at most. If anything, he'll just make Jared drive him and carry him everywhere. He was at fault, after all... No matter how harsh and mean that sounded, it was the truth...Or not? Dave did confess first... Maybe it was all his fault?

[Gatichan]

Jared tried not to feel discouraged when Dave flinched away from his hand. He had every right to. The longer Jared thought about it, putting himself into Dave’s position and imagining how he would have felt if he’d woken up alone, the more he regretted his behavior. Standing up, Jared removed his jeans and boxer shorts. Tickling Trevor behind his ears before he stepped into the bathtub, Jared let out a low sigh: the water was nice and warm. Sitting down behind Dave when the lead singer moved forward, Jared stretched his legs out so that they enclosed Dave between them. Dipping his arms into the water, he reached over to turn the water on again- now that there were two of them, they would need more water.

 

Something told him that Dave wanted to be embraced and needed to feel secure. Leaning backwards so that his back was against the cool back of the bathtub, Jared lifted his arms and gently slipping his hands over Dave’s back and then around his pectorals, gently tilted the singer back against his skin. Moving a little higher so that Dave could rest his head against his shoulder, right there in the crook between his shoulder and head, Jared crossed his arms over, hugging Dave against him. Closing his eyes to enjoy the warmth the water and having Dave close to him again, Jared kissed the singer’s blond hair, nuzzling his nose against Dave’s head.

 

“I’m sorry I left you,” he said, his voice sorrowful and heartfelt. “I got scared. I’ve been in love with you since we started jamming last year. I always believed I’d only be able to admire you from afar, so it cost me a lot, simply to ask you if you wanted me to drive you home today on my bike. I was constantly afraid that you’d find out about my feelings for you and be disgusted. Last afternoon was amazing and I…that we made love…and then when you said that you loved me…” Jared shook his head, sighing deeply. “I just couldn’t believe it. I was sure you’d regret that you’d let me have you and I didn’t want to be there when you woke up. I was afraid to hear that you wanted us to go back to being “just” band members or, even worse, that we should pretend nothing had happened.”

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave lightly rubbed his eyes and sighed as he waited for Jared to get in. The blond tried to keep his eyes off the muscular body the drummer had. The singer sighed and lightly bit his lip while his thoughts drifted back to what happened previously. He still couldn't say it any other way - it was just amazing. And he knew well enough that he wasn't going to foret anytime soon. Soon the body was pressed up against Dave and... He definitely enjoyed the feeling. The singer actually let out a soft smile as he leaned his head back where it fit perfectly between Jared's shoulder and head. Now was the time to talk...

 

“Scared?... Jared, I... I would never do anything like that...“ Dave whispered out as he closed his blue eyes. “I don't regret this and I surely don't want to go back to being “just“ friends. Nor do I want to pretend this didn't happen... Jared, please don't leave me alone... I love you...“ The blond said quietly, keeping his eyes closed to supress the tears. He should not be crying this much! This wasn't that big... And still, it meant too much for Dave. He couldn't imagine his life without Jared at least being the friend who helped out with music... And they were probably never going to get back to that level.

 

Quietly the blond reached out and gently ran his fingertips over the other's cheek. “...I don't want for this to end yet... When we just started...“ He whispered quietly, opening his eyes... And immediately realized it was a mistake as two big tears rolled down his cheeks. The young singer took in a shaky breath as he quickly wiped off the tears and leaned his head back. “Don't leave me...“ The blond muttered out quietly, his voice sounding sad and broken.

[Gatichan]

It hadn’t been easy to admit this to Dave, even though his lover had at least allowed Jared to tip him backwards against him. It had been a good thing that Dave had been facing away from him. But as the warm water warmed him as well and he slipped deeper into the bathtub, Jared relaxed further, raising his knees so that they built a natural fortress around Dave, keeping him prisoner there, but a prisoner of will. When Dave began to speak, Jared kissed his hair lightly, holding his breath. It felt so, so good to hear that Dave wasn’t regretting what had occurred and that he also felt something for him. Again he claimed to love Jared, but the drummer still couldn’t believe this. What they’d had had been sex, nothing else, but this time round he could accept that Dave felt something more towards him than simply friendship. And maybe, over time, love could develop.

 

Dave brushing his cheek tenderly with his fingertips was such a sweet, tender gesture. It made Jared’s heart expand and when he saw the tears in his lead singer’s eyes, he craned his neck to tenderly lick the newly fallen, salty tears away. “Don’t cry, Dave,” he murmured in his low voice, soothingly passing a hand over Dave’s chest and pouring water onto it to keep it warm. “I’m not going to leave you. I also don’t want to. You’re my most important person and I want to be with you for as long as you want me. Aside from whatever else can develop between us, we make a good team. Just think about the song that we finished this afternoon,” he reminded his lover, kissing his earlobe and then nipping it with his front teeth teasingly. “And just think of all the songs we can compose together now that we’re…”

 

Yeah, what were they? Boyfriends? Lovers? Part-time lovers? Maybe he should leave Dave to decide that for them. Moving his foot along the bottom of the bathtub, he slipped it over Dave’s toes, at the same time lowering his hand down Dave’s chest to take a hold of his lover’s cock in his hands. Tipping the lead singer’s head around so that Dave’s blue eyes were looking properly into his, Jared left his eyes heavy-lidded as he slowly stroked over the long length. “Are you okay?” he asked. “I didn’t hurt you that much, did I? Maybe I ought to carry you back to bed now. You haven’t properly slept and neither have I. Once we’ve properly rested, we could decide what to do for the rest of the day..”