Our Secret Song (Bellala99 & Gatichan)

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave blinked a few times and let out a soft smile when he felt his tears being brushed away, even if it was by licking them. Was it just him, or did Jared really like using his mouth on... Well, basically anything and everything? He gasped softly and blushed when the other nibbled on his earlobe, once again reminding him how sensitive that part was... The blond bit his lip at the unfinished sentence and closed his blue eyes, for now just enjoying his lover's... No, he enjoyed the term boyfriend a lot more. Jared was his boyfriend... But did the drummer himself think that way?

 

The thought was left unfinished when he felt a hand around his cock. The singer tensed up immediately and grabbed Jared's hand, pulling it away with a shaky breath. "D-Don't..." He muttered out as he held the bigger hand in both of his own. "I... I don't want anything like that for now... I'll tell you once I'm good..." The singer said quietly, feeling as if he was being very unfair right now. The world didn't spin around him, but he just couldn't do this. Not yet. Not when their relationship was like this... He just wanted to sort everything out, he wanted to know more than just the fact that they fucked. This wasn't enough for a relationship... And Dave didn't want to be just someone who Jared could use for sex.

 

"That would be nice... It's a bit hard to walk on my own for now." The blond confessed quietly and closed his eyes again, leaning his head back. The singer sighed softly and gently nuzzled his head into the muscular body he felt behind him. "Maybe you wanna stay here and watch some movie?" The blue-eyed male asked with a soft smile playing on his face. "I think I have some popcorn, and there's no problem with drinks... I mean, if you want to."

[Gatichan]

Jared respected that Dave was putting up a border between them, even though he really would have liked to continue caressing Dave intimately the way he had. He hadn’t had any bad intentions…or hadn’t he? Well, he wouldn’t have minded to give Dave pleasure- it seemed, from the bits and pieces that Dave had let out, that he’d been hurt enough before and that that there hadn’t really been any partners who’d cared all that much about his needs. Maybe that was why Dave didn’t want to be touched right then and even though it was difficult, Jared, kept his hands to himself.

 

Standing up, Jared climbed out the bathtub first. Reaching for a towel, he held it open for Dave. He would have loved to have been the one to rub Dave down – any excuse to pass his hands over the other’s body – but he was afraid of being rejected again. On the other hand, maybe he had deserved it after having left so suddenly. “You know, you are my first ever…sexual partner,” Jared said, out of loss for a better word to define what the hell they even were. Did all relationships begin backwards like this? Somehow he’d expected them to start by holding hands, kissing and then slowly working their way up to what he and Dave had done the night before. Starting from back to front was a little confusing. “But I’m okay if you want us to go slow. You’re right- we ought to get to know each other better before we rush and ruin things. Watching a movie sounds like a great idea.”

 

Once Dave had dried himself off and Jared had found a second towel for himself, he bent his legs slightly and then, sweeping Dave off his feet, carried him back princess style to latter’s bedroom. So his several years of having banged away at his drum kits seemed to have finally paid out: his arms were muscular and strong enough to transport his lover. Laying Dave down on the bed, Jared returned to the bathroom to pick the lightly dozing Trevor up. Placing him down inside the small basket at the foot of Dave’s bed, Jared quietly spoke to him until the puppy’s eyes drooped and he fell asleep. Beginning to feel tired himself, he stifled a yawn as he climbed into bed and snuggled under the sheets. Opening his arms, he smiled sleepily at Dave. “If it’s okay with you, I’d like to spoon with you. I’ve always dreamed what it would be like to fall asleep with you in my arms. But you don’t have to if that’s taking things too far,” he hastily added, no wanting to put any pressure on his band member.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave was really glad that the other didn't say anything about not being able to use the blond... Well, at least that was what the singer himself thought. He still couldn't get rid of his fears no matter how much he wanted that. When he felt the warm body leaving him, the singer sighed softly and looked over at Jared, smiling softly when he got the towel. Slowly and carefully, the young male stood up and began drying himself, wrapping the towel around his waist once he was done. He chuckled softly and nodded at Jared's words. "You mentioned that before..." He said softly and smiled, trying to reassure himself that all was fine.

 

The blond bit his lip a bit as he nodded again, but this time more uncertainly. Really, maybe this was why his "relationships" didn't work out? He always started from... Well, from sex. It just kind of happened to him - he couldn't do anything about it! Well, not with the first guy... But he still rushed back then. Dave smiled and let out a soft gasp as he was so suddenly swept off his feet. The singer wrapped a hand around the taller man's neck as he let out a chuckle and nuzzled into the other's chest. Quietly, he watched how Jared put his puppy to sleep, and honestly, it was a heartwarming sight. The blond smiled as he shifted under the sheets were the only thing he didn't like was the fact that they both were naked.

 

"I don't mind that, but... Could you pass me some boxers? They're in the drawer right here... I mean, I'd do it if I was able to walk properly, but..." Dave trailed off, without even noticing the slight blame in his voice. The singer turned to Jared and smiled as he lifted himself on one elbow, looking at him with a loving expression on his face. "Just... Don't disappear in the morning. Please."

[Gatichan]

"I promise you that I won’t touch you, but if it’s so important to you, then I’ll fetch you some boxer shorts,” Jared replied. As he got up again, he couldn’t bite back a bit of annoyance. Really, the two of them had just had sex, for crying out loud. And they’d been naked- what was the big deal about being naked? Did Dave really think so lowly of him that he’d believe Jared capable of trying to touch him to his own content at night while Dave was asleep? Had the men Dave had gone out with been this way? Good grief- he and Dave sure had a long way to go if that was the kind of picture Dave had in his mind about what a good relationship looked like.

 

Opening the correct drawer, he pulled out the first pair of boxers he saw and made a big show of putting his on first before returning to the bed and handing Dave the second pair. And could it be that Dave was accusing him of having been too rough back then? Jared turned red, feeling defensive all of a sudden. Well, how was he to have known how much was enough or too much? It had, after all, been his first time. Making a face as he raised the bed sheets, he then lowered them again. “You know, maybe it really would be better if I slept downstairs on your couch,” he decided, not able to quite keep a tone of bitterness out his voice. Yes, he’d done wrong to have just disappeared in the middle of the night like an asshole, but he’d come back and respected Dave’s wishes up until then. Why couldn’t Dave do this little thing for him? “You…seem to have some…issues about intimacy and closeness after intercourse. Don’t get me wrong,” he hastily held his hands up when he saw the singer’s face. “I’m not angry.” Yes, I am. “I just want to give you the space you need and anyway, this is more normal and a more natural pace,” he added, picking up one of the pillows that had fallen onto the floor.

 

“Tell you what,” he decided, suddenly smiling again. “I’ll sleep downstairs on a couch and then later on, when you wake up, I’ll have prepared breakfast for you. I’m actually a pretty good cook. Just tell me what you’d like to eat and I’ll prepare it for you. Really, anything you like,” he insisted. Maybe this was what Dave needed: security and the reassurance that Jared was willing to put his desires and needs back for Dave first. And because Jared loved him, he’d comply…in the hope that one day Dave would believe in him enough to take a step towards him.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave flinched the slightest bit as he looked at the other, his eyes widening visibly. "What..? No!" He immediately protested as he grabbed Jared's hand, tugging on it to pull him down. "I-I'm sorry, please... It's not that I don't trust you or anything..." The singer mumbled out as he looked down, his own cheeks becoming red. "...You made a big deal out of nothing... It's just cold to sleep naked..." The blond muttered out quietly as he held his grip on the drummer's hand. "But, I mean... If you want to sleep away, I won't stop you, I guess..." As Dave said that, he had a small, adorable pout on his face.

 

The blond looked up at the other with big, puppy eyes as he tugged on the arm again. "Pleeease? Stay here... It'll be warmer if, y'know..." He trailed off the thought when he remembered the suggestion of spooning. "Besides, I've never really spooned with someone before~" The singer said warmly, but kept his grip tight. Did he make Jared angry? Of course he did! Who wouldn't get angry over this? It probably seemed as if he thought the drummer would try and do something.... Well, okay, maybe a small part of him did think about something like that, but honestly he just got cold very easily.

 

Dave lightly puffed out his cheeks as he looked at the other while sniffling softly. "I won't even make you do breakfast-.. That didn't sound right.... I'll make breakfast for us!" The blond said with a small hint of whining. He could behave like a little kid when he wanted something... And it usually didn't work because people found it annoying, but maybe?..

[Gatichan]

Jared blinked, a grin tugging at his lips that he tried not to show. Oh God, Dave looked just like a sulking kitten that wasn’t being allowed to lap up some spilled milk. A snort-chuckle escaped from between his lips and then he let Dave pull him onto the bed. Wrapping his arms around his band member, Jared showered light kisses onto Dave’s pouting lips. “You really are a handful, you know that?” he laughed, nuzzling Dave’s nose with his as he tenderly passed a hand through his lover’s blond hair. “It seems to me as if we’re going to have to learn to improve out communication so that we don’t keep having these silly misunderstandings. But yeah, I’d love to stay in bed here with you tonight.”

 

“But you making breakfast for me is out of the question. I’m already intruding on your hospitality here and I kind of fell over you when we came up here. But I’ll tell you what,” he suggested, not able to contain his wide, goofy grin at Dave’s childlike behavior that he found, oddly enough, rather arousing. Who would have thought that their lead singer could be such a small diva? “How about you make me breakfast and I’ll cook us something the next time that we…” Oops, careful. “Erm…the next time that we get together?” he suggested, pushing Dave backwards so that he was laying back against the pillows. Laying down beside him as well, Jared pulled the covers up and turning onto his side, carefully slipped his arms around Dave. Sliding closer until his groin was pressed up properly against Dave’s cute, tight bottom, Jared tightened his arms around Dave from behind, leaving his lips close to Dave’s ear. “So you’ve never spooned before?” he murmured huskily into Dave’s ear, not able to resist the urge to lick it. “Neither have I. But it seems that with you, I’m likely to have many first times.”

 

Kissing Dave good night sweetly, Jared snuggled closer to him and into the covers. Dave’s bed was so wonderfully warm and hard, unlike his mattress, that was laid through. Jared knew that he was going to have to buy himself a new mattress if he and Dave really were to become a couple. He blushed at this thought and then closed his eyes. It had been a long day and some, so sleep came quickly to him. The last thing he saw, smelled and heard, was Dave. Just like in his dreams.

[Gatichan]

~~~~~~On a hiatus~~~~~~~

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave couldn't help the smile that was appearing on his face when he succeeded in making the other get into bed with him. He smiled when the gentle hand ran through his hair, and unconsciosly, he tilted his head slightly to feel the touch more. This was all he needed for now - just to feel safe and loved. The blond wouldn't ask for more right now... "Hey, it's not my fault you thought that way!" The lead singer whined with a fake pout on his face before letting out a chuckle and cuddling up close as he listened to Jared. He didn't miss the small pause and it made him feel just a little bit unsure. Why did the drummer hesitate?

 

Dave decided to just leave that alone as he was pushed down onto the bed. "That sounds good~ Besides... It wasn't really you who started all this..." As the blond said it, his cheeks slowly reddened and he looked around almost nervously. The lead singer tensed up momentarely when he felt Jared's body pressing up close, yet he couldn't help but wonder just how did they fit together so perfectly. Soon the singer relaxed completely in Jared's arms and only snuggled closer to feel the warmth that was coming from the slightly taller man's body. He could get used to this for sure... Falling asleep like this, in the arms of a guy he loved - just what could be better? Especially when he knew that the drummer wouldn't just disappear in the morning... Or would he?

 

Apparently someone didn't want him to think that night at all. Jared just had to use the goddamn sexy voice of his - and as if that alone wasn't enough, he decided to lick the blond's earlobe! These seemingly simple actions were enough to make Dave blush brightly and he shifted lightly to bury his burning face into the pillows. Now that the dark-haired male knew his weakness, the blond was sure he was going to use it... And clearly, pretty often. Well, at least that was what he thought. The singer let out a small sigh and smiled as the other kissed him good night... No matter what, this was still the best. He could get used to some teasing if this was what followed afterwards. The warm, muscular body that Dave could feel against his own and the strong arms that protected him - these were the two things that helped the singer fall asleep rather easily... And for the first time in a long time, he didn't have any nightmares. The change was really good... No, more like amazing. It seemed like Jared really was going to change his life, and hopefully, for the better.

[Gatichan]

Jared dreamed well that night. He wasn’t usually one to remember his dreams, but when he woke up the following morning and was still hugging Dave, his nose buried into the shorter man’s blond hair, he had a gentle smile on his face. He’d subconsciously smelled his lover’s shampoo the whole night and Dave had appeared in his dreams. Jared had seen a future he wouldn’t have minded occurring: one where he ad Dave felt comfortable around each other, one where they had openly smiled at each other and hadn’t needed to hide their feelings for each other because they hadn’t cared who knew about them. He sighed quietly against Dave’s warm shoulder, kissing it. Jared wasn’t stupid- he knew that between that moment where the two of them were lying in bed together and the future he’d seen in his dream, years could pass…or maybe never become reality.

 

The arm beneath Dave had become limp and when Jared tried to ease it out from beneath Dave, he realized that his proud morning erection was pushed up insistently against the lead singer’s bottom. Dave blushed, passing a hand over his mouth. Would Dave also have such an erection? Raising himself up on his right elbow so that he could peer down into his lover’s face, Jared held his breath, waiting. His heart pounded wildly inside his chest, but when he saw that Dave was peacefully asleep, he carefully, ever so slowly reached around with his left hand. Moving it over Dave’s stomach and downwards, Jared flushed crimson when he felt the impressive, hard bulge that his fingers closed around. Hastily letting go, Jared pulled his arm away from Dave and rolled off the bed. He needed to get out the room before the lead singer woke up and realized what Jared had just done. Especially after he’d reacted so….cautious earlier that morning, Jared didn’t want to give him the wrong impression.

 

Standing up and yawning, Jared scratched the back of his neck as he half stretched. On the bed, Dave seemed to still be asleep, but Jared’s stomach growled hungrily. Recalling how Dave had promise to make him breakfast, Jared smiled. Would Dave find it romantic if he made breakfast for them and brought it up to bed for them to eat together? Well, there was only one way to find out. Tiptoeing out the room, Jared gently pulled the door ajar and then hurrying downstairs whistling quietly, he let himself into the kitchen. Opening cupboards and the fridge, Jared smiled as he began to create a special breakfast for his love.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave mumbled something softly under his breath as the drummer checked for his morning erection... Unconsciously, the singer pressed up into the welcoming hand but didn't seem to wake up. Really, in mornings it wasn't the easiest task to wake the blond up... He liked to sleep, and he could sleep really long. If anyone asked him what he liked doing the most besides singing, his answer definitely would be sleeping... And maybe eating, especially if the food had anything to do with strawberries. He loved everything that was with or from strawberries - milkshakes, chocolate, pie, smoothie, ice cream, pancakes or anything else - it was perfect it it was with strawberries. Though Dave was certain this made him look girly, he couldn't really help it...

 

Only when Jared left did the singer slowly wake up. At first he just shifted on the comfortable bed, then reached out to his side... And didn't find what he was looking for. His blue eyes slowly opened as he rolled over and stared at the empty space in disbelief. Jared left him... Again? Well, this just proved once again that Dave just wasn't meant to find love. With a shaky sigh, the singer slowly pushed himself up and leaned back comfortably against the pillow while closing his eyes. He could always get some fan as his girlfriend... They probably wouldn't leave him.

 

Yet, these thoughts all vanished when he heard some noise coming from the kitchen. At first Dave thought it was just Trevor, but... It sounded like someone was making food. Slowly, a smile lit up on the blond's face as he chuckled at himself and sighed, his body relaxing as he closed his eyes... And finally realized a very bad thing. He had an erection. The blond's cheeks burned up as he glanced down, as if telling the organ to stop that... Which was stupid, obviously, but what else could he do? Walking was a bit hard right now... And he couldn't just take care of it here, not when Jared was inside the house. Maybe, just maybe... Would Jared actually agre to help out? Eh, but Dave pushed him away before... This would seem weird...

[Gatichan]

Jared had a laugh flash when he opened the fridge and each time saw more and more products with strawberries on it. Could it be that his lover had a little strawberry-tick? Shaking his head with a grin, Jared removed a bowl of fresh strawberries and after he’d washed them, arranged them neatly on a small place and left a generous dollop of whipped cream at the center. He really hoped that he’d be able to create a perfect smile on his lover’s face when Dave awoke and saw the breakfast that Jared had prepared for him.

 

Arranging everything on the wooden tray with the cute side handles that he’d found inside the tall cupboard beside the window, Jared let his eyes wander critically over his work: strawberries and whipped cream, toast, coffee, cereal, bacon and scrambled eggs, sugar and freshly pressed orange juice. Jared puffed his cheeks out. Well, if someone had made this breakfast for him, Jared would have felt honored. He only hoped that Dave would feel the same. And, thanks to his having been forced to concentrate on what he was doing, his early morning erection had gone- well, it was at least not as obvious as it had been when he had stepped into the kitchen.

 

Humming the tune that he and Dave had perfected the day night before, Jared picked the tray up and turning around, carefully stepped over the water and food bowl that he had laid down for Trevor. The puppy barked and wagged his tail happily when Jared passed. The drummer chuckled and blew the puppy a kiss. Somehow he had the feeling that Trevor had already accepted Jared. Walking up the stairs, Jared believed to hear a sound coming from the bedroom. A hopeful smile appeared on his face as he pushed the door open with his toe. “Hey…good morning, baby,” Jared said sweetly, raising his arms to show Dave what he had prepared. “I hope you slept well. Are you hungry?”

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave blinked and glanced at the door when he heard it opening as a smile flashed up on his face and he blushed softly at the nickname. He couldn't say he didn't enjoy it, but it was definitely unusual... "Morning~" He greeted back softly as he shifted a bit so that his erection wasn't visible. The blue eyes widened slightly when he saw what his boyfriend had prepared for breakfast. His mouth watered up at the sight of strawberries and whippe cream and the singer licked his lips without even realizing how erotic that simple gesture looked. His plum, pink lips glimmered slightly from the saliva that wss covering them thinly.

 

Almost like a child, Dave reached out for the tray with a big, warm smile on his face. "Ahh, this looks so good!" He exclaimed and let out a chuckle, not a single hint of anything else but happiness and love in his voice. The singer's eyes trailed back up to Jared's face and he smiled softly. "Thanks... Though I remember saying that I would make breakfast today..." The blond mumbled out with a pout. Though maybe it was good that Jared made breakfast... Dave wasn't a good cook, not at all. He rarely did anything more than some eggs - and even those oftenly burned up for him.

 

The blond stretched his arms and yawned softly, revealing his pearl white teeth. Dave hummed softly and tilted his head to one side as he shifted again, feeling the erection pressing up uncomfortably against his leg... That was another reason why he hated mornings. The best way to get rid of an erection was to take a cold shower,but... Dave hated cold. So that was definitely out of the question. Clearly, the idea of Jared having an erection as well didn't even cross the slightly shorter man's mind. In this way,he was rather cute - he may act like he knows a lot when they're on it, but his mind is usually innocent... Well, as innocent as it can get for a teenage bisexual rock band lead singer. How did he even manage to stay innocent?

[Gatichan]

Jared had meant to march straight over to the bed and lay the tray he had prepared down over Dave’s lap with a flourish, but at the sight of the lead singer licking hi slips so lavishly, Jared’s erection returned with a vengeance. Jared flushed scarlet, pretty sure that it was overly-obvious and that Dave had to see the tent pole inside his borrowed boxer shorts. Hoping for the best and already trying to find an excuse to leave the bedroom to lock himself up in the bathroom to madly masturbate, Jared lowered the tray so that it carefully blocked his erection from view. “I hope you like this,” he said instead with an uneasy smile, his voice coming out huskier than he had intended it to, seemingly unaware of the effect this possibly had on Dave as he came closer to the bed. “So I made you a little bit of everything.”

 

Dave’s reaction warmed Jared’s heart when Dave beamed back at him and held his hands eagerly out for the tray and without thinking, Jared stooped over to press a chaste, yet tender kiss against Dave’s lips. Blushing slightly when their eyes were on the same level and their lips remained close, Jared bit his bottom lip. “I’m sorry, I just couldn’t help myself,” he apologized quietly- fast, he needed to be alone and that fast. “Erm…where’s the bathroom?” he asked, stiffly standing up and half turning away from Dave so that his lover wouldn’t see his impressive morning arousal. “I want to wash my face and arms.” Glancing over his shoulder, he smiled sweetly. “But you can start eating without me. And I just couldn’t help myself- you were fast asleep and I didn’t want to wake you up. I just wanted to give you a nice surprise.”

 

Seeing Dave yawn and stretch, something so basic, only had Jared hardening further. His erection was seriously beginning to become uncomfortably painful- he needed release and that fast. With the tray having been set down over Dave’s lap, Jared couldn’t see if his lover’s groin was aflame like his was as well. Because if Dave also had an erection…an image of him and Dave, kneeling in front of each on Dave’s bedroom rug other and exchanging adult tongue kisses as they gave each other hand jobs fast and furiously had Jared turning around, horrified when he believed to feel his ears even turn red. Since when had he become so beyond-horny? “I-err…I really need the bathroom. Be right back,” he mumbled, marching towards the door.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave's breathing hitched slightly at the husky voice of his lover. The singer bit his lip as his erection was becoming seriously uncomfortable and he looked away, trying to shift a bit to get more comfortable in at least some way. The singer's cheeks became red as he couldn't keep his mind off of Jared's amazingly sexy voice... People shouldn't be allowed to have such amazing voices. The blond turned his eyes to the tray and let out a warm breath as he smiled slightly, yet his eyes widened a little bit at the small, soft kiss. Obviously, it made his heart beat like crazy and the blush only increased... Being in love truly was a stupid feeling.

 

"It's okay... I don't mind~" Dave said with a soft chuckle as his blue eyes stayed on the other. When the tray was placed on his lap, the singer sighed in relief... Now he was able to get comfortable without showing his erection. What a relief! He smiled softly at his boyfriend, though it quickly died out when Jared so quickly walked off. Dave was left just staring at the tray with his eyes saddening slightly. Had he done something wrong?

 

Then suddenly, something inside his head clicked. Jared was a guy as well, and it was morning... What other reason did the drummer have to hurry to the bathroom so frantically? The blond tilted his head and quickly set the tray away. "W-Wait! Can you... Come here for a bit?.." The singer asked somewhat timidly as he looked at the other in hopes of getting his guess right. The blond nibbled nervously on his bottom lip as he waited... He wanted to at least do this much. After all, yesterday Jared was, well, pretty amazing. The memory had Dave's blush coming back in full force, but he kept his eyes on his boyfriend.

[Gatichan]

And it was certainly out of the question. Dave had made it pretty clear the night before that he wasn’t one to be pushed and if Jared turned around and poked his lover’s eye out with his early morning hard-on, then Dave was likely to run away screaming again. And if there was one thing that Jared wanted to avoid, it was scaring Dave or making the lead singer of their band believe that Jared wanted to push him and was getting impatient.

 

Turning his head with a slightly tortured smile, Jared swallowed uneasily. “Could you maybe wait for a moment? I just…really need to go to the bathroom,” he tried again, hoping his band mate didn’t understand this wrong, but seeing the change that came over Dave’s face, Jared sighed, covering his face for a moment. “Look Dave, it has nothing to do with you, really. It’s just that…well…” How to say that he was horny as hell, his mind was filled with the dirtiest images possible, that he wanted and needed Dave to touch, lick and kiss him, without sounding like a sex-addict? It was clear that Dave had been injured in the past- what if Jared made the same mistake and this beautiful something that had begun between him and Dave ended before it had properly begun?

 

Deciding to lay his cards down open, Jared turned around and, even though it cost him a lot, didn’t lower his hands to hide his erection. Turning slightly this way and that so that Dave certainly couldn’t miss it, Jared cleared his throat uncomfortably. “I’m really sorry Dave, but I need to masturbate. Seeing you in bed, licking your lips…you turn me on so much, I don’t think you realize it yourself,” he admitted in his low, husky voice, embarrassed to hell that he was beginning to blush. “I know you told me very clearly that you don’t want too much closeness at the moment and I’m not usually this needy, but you really turn me on. So, because I don’t want you to do anything you don’t want to…just give me a moment and I’ll take care of this little problem by myself, okay?” he smiled, but it was tortured.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave blinked a few times as the other was obviously trying to avoid coming to him... The shorter male pouted slightly - not even consciously. It just kind of... Happened. When Jared finally turned around, the blond man's eyes widened slightly at the bulge... Why did it seem even bigger than yesterday? Or did he simply forget already? His own cock that already seemed painfully strained hardened further and Dave knew that he couldn't take not doing anything about it much longer. He had to get a release somehow...

 

Hearing the drummer's voice again made the slightly shorter man's face light up in flames. The huskiness was killing him. He definitely wanted to try out phone sex sometime. The singer barely understood what Jared had said, but once the words actually reached his mind, Dave let out a warm breath and reached out, pulling the muscular male into the bed next to him. "First of all... This is not what I would call a small problem." He muttered as he crawled on top of the drummer with his face getting a somewhat mischievous expression. "Second... Who told you I didn't want to help?" As the singer asked this, he looked up at the drummer almost innocently before slowly sliding his body down.

 

Dave licked his lips softly as he planted a kiss against Jared's cock through the boxers and smiled... Though the smile was nervous, at the least. His brain was shouting 'What the hell are you doing?!?', but there was a small part which kept him going... Well, he was only a teen. He couldn't exactly stop the need. Slowly, the blond pulled down the other's boxers and stared at the shaft which seemed to be way thicker than he remember. His cheeks which were already red became as bright as the stop light as he stuck out his tongue and gave it an experimental lick as he looked up at his boyfriend. This was how he meant to repay him...

[Gatichan]

“Wo-ah!” Jared yelped out as Dave suddenly and without warning yanked him onto the bed. He bounced once, lightly, and then Dave was in his arms and then sitting astride him. Jared gulped, beginning to shake his head as he raised his hands in surrender, trying to tell his band mate that that was a pretty bad idea, but then Dave began to speak and Jared stilled. And that look- Jared didn’t believe he’d ever have thought that Dave looking so naughty could excite him and thrill him as much as it did in that instant. “D-Dave?” he gulped, afraid that he was dreaming.

 

When Dave insinuated that Jared had understood him incorrectly, that he had never said that Jared’s having a morning erection was a problem, Jared made to once again open his mouth and protest, but then Dave sinfully sexily began to slide down his body and seriously kissed Jared’s hard-on through his boxer shorts. Jared took in a sharp breath, his stomach moving uneasily at this unexpectedly tender attack. Dave being so bold- he wouldn’t have expected this from his lover, but then Jared also saw the slightly uneasy smile and reaching out, caressed the singer’s cheek tenderly with the back of his left hand. Dave chose exactly that moment to dip his head, unclothe him and lick carefully at his shaft.

 

Jared shuddered again, not because it was unpleasant, but because he wished he hadn’t wasted so much time and just told Dave about the way he was feeling. Wound as tightly as he was right then, Jared doubted he’d be able to enjoy the delicious torture for long. And remembering Dave’s uncertainty, he gulped. “Dave…don’t do this unless you really want to,” he cautioned, even though his voice caught in his throat and he came out deeper than usual. The hand that had caressed Dave’s cheek slipped into the singer’s sexily mused morning hair. “But…I really want you to do this slowly. And only if you let me do the same to you,” he added with a moan as he bit his lip.

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Dave closed his eyes once he felt the warm, gentle hand against his cheek. The young singer smiled softly as he just enjoyed the soft touch for the moment, also listening to what the taller man had to say. "I want to do this..." He almost whispered out, unable to speak any louder since he thought he lost the ability to talk. Really... Why didn't he ever notice how amazingly sexy Jared's voice was before? It never drove him as crazy as it did now... All Dave wanted was to hear it - be it moaning, talking, whispering, singing or anything else - he just had to hear it as much as possible.

 

Nodding slightly at Jared's next words, the blond gently put his lips around the tip and lightly sucked on it, having a taste of the precum. Feeling the hand in his hair seemed to encourage the young male to slowly take in more, swirling his tongue around the whole shaft as it went deeper. At first the teen wasn't even able to take it all in - he teared up slightly when it hit the back of his throat... But this was Jared. It was worth it. Forcing himself to keep going, the singer gently pushed the cock deeper into his mouth until his nose reached the other's public hair - taking in the muscular scent seemed to send shivers down the blond's spine and he let out a small moan...

 

Once he was sure he was used to that much, Dave began bobbing his head up and down - this wasn't his first time doing this, but he wasn't exactly really experienced either. A few times, the tip of the cock hit the back of his throat, having him gag slightly, but not once did he stop. After some time, the singer found just the right angle and slowly began speeding up, with one hand also fondling the drummer's balls. His blue eyes were partially closed as he sped up more and more as time passed, yet he was still trying to keep his gaze on Jared to make sure he was enjoying this... Was it even worth for Dave to do this or would he fail completely?

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Jared’s eyelids fluttered as Dave’s cute pink tongue peeped out between his well formed lips to gently lick at his lower head. His chest moved uneasily and he bit the side of his lower lip, his heartbeat quickening. He was relieved to have heard Dante tell him that he really wanted to make him feel good. Even though the moment was so sensual, Jared couldn’t help but blush as Dave’s tongue lapped up a pearl of his pre-cum. It was so obvious that his body was eager for the attention and desired Dave to touch him in that way.

 

As Dave attempted to take his whole length, Jared breathed out thickly, his eyelids fluttering again. But then he saw that Dave was obviously having some trouble to take him in, so Jared squashed the urge to roll his groin upwards and into Dave’s heavenly warm and wet mouth. Lowering the hand in Dave’s hair again so that he could tenderly brush away the tears that had formed there. “Dave, darling, don’t force yourself. You can just use your hand on me- that would be more than enough. Don’t make yourself uncomfortable, I don’t mind.” Taking Dave’s left hand, Jared led it to his lips and poking the tip of his own tongue out, kissed Dave’s hand and then licked the fingertips. “Use them, baby,” he urged, his cheeks flushing as he lowered Dave’s hand and let go.

 

Dave tried once again to take him in whole and this time he succeeded, letting out a groan that sent shivers down Jared’s spine. And when Dave then eagerly began to bob up and down on his cock, Jared’s breathing hitched and his eyelids fluttered as his eyes rolled upwards. Ever so carefully he began to move against Dave’s wonderful mouth and his hand in Dave’s blond hair tightened. It took him a moment to realize that the singer was trying to look at him, gauging his reaction. Jared breathed out unevenly and lowered his second hand to Dave’s shoulder. “It’s perfect…Dave, please…don’t stop,” he moaned out. Had Dave done this regularly before?

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Dave let out a small groan when the other told him to use his hand. Shaking his head the slightest bit - well, at least as much as the thick cock in his mouth let him - the blond showed he wasn't going to give up. Once the singer started something, he just had to finish it all, else he wouldn't feel good about himself... The blue eyes closed slowly as he put his hands on the drummer's hips softly, to stop him from thrusting just until he got used to the size - he knew that afterwards he'd have to endure the thrusts as well.

 

The blond moaned softly at the feeling of Jared's hand tightly gripping his hair and it seemed to make him suck faster and faster, now pulling his hands away, this way letting the brunet thrust up if he wanted to. Dave felt like he could deal with that much by now... Hearing the taller man's moans made shivers run down the blond's spine and his cock seriously throbbed almost painfully. He didn't even have the will to wait anymore. With one hand, the lean male reached out and began stroking his own cock while sucking harsher and faster.

 

The blond groaned as he began lightly massaging the other's balls with one hand, awaiting for his reaction. The few times he'd done it for his previous lovers were enough - he knew where to touch to give the most pleasure - theorically, at least. Each time Dave got to the tip of Jared's shaft, he swirled his tongue over the tip and quickly dove back down, hollowing his cheeks slightly to create more friction. All the while, he was stroking his cock, unable to wait until Jared came and gave him the same treatment... Besides, he didn't really like getting blowjobs anyway.

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Jared continued to groan, watching through heavy lidded eyes as Dave gently, tenderly placed his hands on his hips to prevent him from moving too fast. It was difficult, because looking at Dave’s pink tongue as it slowly rolled over his erection head was so wonderfully sensuous for his eyes and a feast for his skin. Breathing was also harder than it ought to be, because with each rise of his chest, Dave disappeared for a moment and Jared didn’t want that.

 

When Dave began to massage his balls, Jared moaned. “Oh Dave, that feels so wonderful,” he uttered out huskily, moving his hips languidly upwards when his lover let him. His body tingled and he breathed out uneasily again, his eyes widening higher because he was thoroughly enjoying the pleasuring act. It was then that Dave shifted slightly and Jared saw that his lover had begun to touch himself. “N-n-no, Dave,” he croaked out, hastily sitting up.

 

Reaching over with both hands, Jared uneasily sat up. His member was throbbing even harder now and he was closer to letting go than before, but he didn’t want to cum alone. Holding Dave’s face in his hands, Jared pulled Dave closely to his face and kissed him hungrily, deeply. Imitating Dave’s tongue movements inside his lover’s mouth, Jared breathed out against band member’s lips. “I want to please you now myself. Lie down, baby- we can blow each other at the same time…if you like,” he added, his voice coming out even lower than before.

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Dave whimpered softly when the taller male pulled him off the cock. The blue eyes seemed hungry as he pulled his hand away from his cock and pationatelly kissed back to his lover, aching to get back to his previous actions already. Was it weird that he liked giving blowjobs? Probably, but who cared? The blond groaned softly as he looked at his lover with hazy eyes, barely able to make out what was coming out of Jared's mouth from both the huskiness to which he just couldn't get used to, and the feeling of Jared's cock still in his mouth.

 

Shaking his head at what he finally heard from his lover, Dave lightly pushed the other man back. "It's okay, let me finish... I'm not really a fan of blowjobs anyway... I like giving them more~" The blond said with a wink as he shivered softly from the amazing sensation that seemed to flow through him. "If you really want to do something..." Dave paused for a while before biting his lip. Could he really ask for this? It was probably going to sound really weird... Finally deciding to voice it, the shorter male moved his mouth to Jared's ear to whisper, "Talk dirty to me... I can't get enough of your voice..." He purred out softly, though his cheeks definitely felt like burning.

 

After saying this, the young singer slid back down to the thick cock and licked the tip while tossing an "innocent" glance at his boyfriend. When needed, Dave could really be naughty... Especially when he was actually in the mood for it. The blond opened up his mouth and gently took the tip of the other's cock back into his mouth, his blue eyes showinga warning to the drummer - if he was to pull him back again, the blond would definitely do something that wouldn't be good. He didn't like to leave a job unfinished...

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Jared’s eyelids fluttered when Dave shook his head and told him that he didn’t enjoy blowjobs. Jared felt really disappointed and opened his mouth to protest, but couldn’t say anything. It wasn’t fair. Dave wanted him to feel good, but wasn’t interested in letting Jared please him back? How was that supposed to work? All Jared’s fantasies of him laying in a 69 position went up in smoke and Jared closed his eyes. That hurt. He didn’t know any better way of being close to Dave without actually having sex with him. And if he wanted to take things slow without scaring Dave…that didn’t leave too many alternatives.

 

But then Dave opened his mouth and blurted out that he lived listening to Jared’s husky voice. This confession completely surprised Jared and he felt pink petals begin to creep across his cheeks. Really? It turned Dave on to hear his voice and he expected and needed Jared to talk dirty? Jared passed a hand over his face and he breathed out in a rush. Was this really what Dave wanted? “I-I’ll try. I’ve never done this before…I hope I do it right,” he gulped, closing his eyes and laying back down against the pillow as Dave took a hold of Jared’s erection again.

 

“Do me,” Jared croaked out hoarsely, shivering as Dave licked over his cock head. “Suck me hard. Take me in as deep as you can and lick my dick like a lollipop. Go on, do it. Be my dirty boy- make me cum hard,” he begged in his husky, low voice. His cheeks flushed with embarrassment- had he done that right? Was that what Dave wanted to hear, or had he made a complete fool of himself? “Dave…”he begged, his fingers turning into claws. “Dave…suck me harder. I want to cum inside your greedy mouth…now.”

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Dave let out several moans when Jared began talking. His blue eyes became hazy as he could only obey the amazing voice - relaxing his throat completely the singer dove down, swallowing the whole shaft in merely one move. Right now he couldn't care less if he'd even choke. This was what the drummer wanted... And he definitely didn't want to disappoint him. The blond completely gave in as he sucked on the thick cock in his mouth as if it were the best food he'd tasted - or a lollipop. Once again reaching out to stroke his own erection, Dave moaned out at the wonderful sensation...

 

Hearing the other man beg in such a way seemed to turn Dave on further. The blond moaned lewdly around the shaft in his mouth as he kept on speeding up his sucks, enjoying the taste of Jared's cock... Was that really that weird? The taste was a bit salty, but it was so addictive... The lead singer moaned softly at the amazing feeling as he continued to bob his head up and down, letting the thick length slide down hus his throat each time - he didn't even mind it. Jared's voice was all he heard and felt, everything else just became unimportant...

 

Hearing the drummer's last words was enough for Dave. He moaned out loudly as he came into his hand, while hollowing his cheeks and sucking harder, truly feeling like his mouth was greedy. He wanted the yummy white liquid in his mouth... He had to know he truly pleased the man. The blond opened his blue eyes just enough to look at the other as he waited, his tongue lapping up anything it could. Until Jared came it wouldn't finish...

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Somehow, even though Jared’d had some rather large doubts, it seemed that Dave seemed to like what he’d said. It was a novel experience for him to use dirty talk and even though he was still a little unsure, Jared could imagine that he might really enjoy it one day if he got over his embarrassment. And as Dave really got into it, Jared couldn’t hold back his need for release much longer. As Dave’s tongue swirled over his cock head and down his shaft, Jared began to thrust his hips upwards in circling movements, gradually becoming faster.

 

Faster, faster. Jared’s breathing wasn’t normal anymore and gasps and moans mingled as they came out of his mouth. Hearing Dave’s dirty moans, Jared’s fingers tightened into Dave’s blond hair and holding the singer’s head in place, thrust even faster, his voice becoming hoarser and deeper as Dave’s warm, moist mouth became the only thing his body and mind could concentrate on. “Dave…suck me. Suck me- take my whole dick in. I’m about to cum…I’m so horny…oh…oh…DAVE!!” he cried out thickly, half rising off the bed, his fingers probably hurting his lover as he twisted his fingers around Dave’s messy morning hair as he released three hot shots of cum into the lead singer’s mouth

 

“Ooh…” Jared’s groan hung in the air as he fell back against the pillows, spent. All at once his body felt heavy, his chest was covered in a thin sheen of sweat and the most wonderful sensations flittered over his body. His eyelids felt heavy and he slowly disentangled his fingers from Dave’s hair. “Oh Dave…that…was…awesome.” A slow, saturated smile spread across his face as he opened his eyes to meet Dave’s ones. “And now…PLEASE…let me return the favor, baby.”