Our Secret Song (Bellala99 & Gatichan)

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave smiled softly as he listened to his boyfriend explaining about his house. The word 'bathroom', however, had a nasty feeling go through his heart... The razor blade and the bandage roll were still in his pocket. He didn't want to use them here - he didn't want to stain this perfect house, he didn't want to make Jared even more upset... The singer's grip on the other's hand tightened slightly and he breathed out a bit shakily. While trying to push those thoughts out of his head, the blond smiled softly and chuckled. "Well, I hope you'll make us some snacks for the movie then~" He said softly as he glanced up into those green eyes.

 

Dave couldn't help but enjoy the simplicity. It seemed like Jared to live in a place like that... Nothing too special, yet it still was perfect - at least for Dave it was. Once the two reached the studio, Dave smiled and peeked in, his blue eyes showing excitement as he saw just what was there. He glanced back at his boyfriend and smiled widely. "Looks great!" He said somewhat happily as he continued to hold his tight grip on Jared's bigger hand. "I think it's still Our song. Doesn't the name fit?" He asked softly as he chuckled and reached out to kiss the taller man's cheek. "At least we'll have a bit of a different song now..."

 

Dave let out a small hum as they walked through the house. He continued to look around as he unconsciously leaned closer to the other. His expression seemed calm, though the thoughts about this morning were resurfacing from time to time. The man mentally shook his head as he looked up at his boyfriend once they entered the cinema. "Uhm..." At first, the blond didn't really know what to say. Finally, he breathed in and looked at Jared. "Do you have something fun to watch? Maybe with romance?" He asked with his cheeks once again becoming rosy. Yes, Dave indeed enjoyed some good, comedies with bits of romance...

[Gatichan]

Was something wrong? Jared hadn’t missed how Dave had tightened his grip on his hand and his beautiful eyes had taken on a sad note that made Jared want to envelope his boyfriend into his arms and hold him tightly without letting him go. Perhaps the morning strain was beginning to take his toll on Dave. Rubbing his fingertips over the back of his boyfriend’s hand reassuringly, Jared tugged Dave closer for another lingering kiss. “Sure, I know just the film. Ever heard of While you were sleeping? It’s a romantic Christmas comedy between Sandra Bullock and Bill Pullman. It’s my favorite movie of all time because it’s so sweet and funny. Sound good for you?”

 

Turning to the built in, high-tech cinema system that could be accessed by via a tablet screen that had been placed inside the wall, Jared’s quick fingers navigated through the menus and within no time he had projected the movie onto the large flat screen on the opposite wall. Freezing it, he turned around to Dave. “Come with me into the kitchen. I have an old-fashioned popcorn machine, but we can use it to make some for the film. And while I worry about that, you can select us something to drink- I always have enough soda and such in my fridge.”

 

Leading the way back, Jared pondered over what Dave had said before about the song being theirs. It was true that in a way the song was theirs because it had marked the beginning of their relationship, but at the same time, it was theirs because it differed quite a bit from the songs that they usually wrote and played. “You know,” he mused as he walked into his kitchen, raising his long legs t allow Trevor to ineptly but cutely hobble forward onto the black and white tiled floor, “I do think the song is ours. But I’d love for us to compose more. And…maybe we could also try to compose a love song? That’s kind of missing in our repertoire at the moment. What do you think?”

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave smiled into the kiss he received - it was just what he needed to feel at least a bit calmer. He tilted his head slightly when he heard the name of the movie and nodded. "Well, I haven't heard of it - but I'm sure that if you liked it... I probably will too." He said softly and smiled as he watched his boyfriend going and putting on the movie on the screen. It still was pretty hard for the man to believe that Jared had a place of his own like this... Pretty incredible - he'd never even thought that the drummer's dad was this rich.

 

The singer nodded once more as the other suggested going to the kitchen to make some popcorns - he absolutely loved eating some when he was watching movies. "Alright, but maybe we could make something else as well? Like, some light snacks?" The blond suggested as he chuckled at his dog trying to walk properly, yet failing and nearly falling down. The singer smiled at the sight before turning back to his boyfriend as he began talking once again... The thought of writing a love song slightly made Dave feel embarrassed... But it would definitely attract the female fans even more. "It's a great idea, to be honest... But, one suggestion then. Why don't you sing with me? You've got the voice for it..." The singer nearly mumbled out - just remembering how husky Jared's voice sounded sent shivers down his spine.

 

Once they were in the kitchen, Dave walked towards the fridge and hummed to himself as he looked for some soda he'd like. Finally he took out some coke and smiled to himself before turning to Jared. "This okay with you?" As the singer asked this, he already was closing the fridge and put the bottle on the table as he sighed softly. Watching a movie with Jared... All alone in the cinema - was it really bad if he thought about doing something a bit more?

[Gatichan]

“Hmm, snacks?” Jared scratched the back of his head. He only ever chewed popcorn and drank coke when at the movies, but if Dave wanted snacks, he’d get snacks. Beginning to open up some cupboards to pull down two large glass bowls and the black, orange and white popcorn machine, Jared nodded towards the fridge. “Go ahead and have a look. I think I have a stash of sweets inside my bedroom- you could go and fetch them, if you liked. And we could make some smaller sandwiches as well. I know I have some dips from a party a while back and then there’s also ice-cream…mm, I’m starting to really feel hungry,” he admitted, turning back to reach for the popcorn bag.

 

When he heard Dave’s suggestion about them singing a song together, he burst out laughing and shook his head wildly. “Oh no Dave, I couldn’t possibly!! You’re the singer of our band and that’s the way it should stay. You know, I always admired you for being our lead singer,” he smiled as he flipped the switch of the machine and then began pulling out a small chopping board. “How you could always stand in the spotlight and interact with our fans. You always looked so self-assured, so at ease. Me, I like my place behind my drum kit. It…protects me, know what I mean?” He coughed, shyly glancing up at his boyfriend. “And my husky voice is only for you, baby,” he said in his husky voice, blushing a little, but pleased that Dave liked it so much. “Or…we could sing the song in together, but I’d…probably really need to be coaxed if you wanted to sing it live…” Suddenly, the idea of sitting on a dark stage, only a solitary beam of light focusing on him and Dave as they sang, Dave strumming his guitar and gazing deeply into Jared’s eyes, their sea of fans holding their breaths…Jared swallowed: what a powerful vision.

 

Blinking out his reverie when Dave held the coke out to him, Jared nodded. “Perfect. Could you get me some vegetables? I could chop us some tomatoes and wash some lettuce for us to make some small sandwiches. Why don’t you head over to my bedroom? Right under my bed is an orange bag filled with sweets. Take whatever you want and then we could also feast on those,” he grinned, opening a side drawer to pull out a chopping knife.

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Dave chuckled softly and nodded as he listened. "Sounds great~" He hummed out as he smiled widely and turned around to peek at the fridge. He opened it once again and bit his lip as he took out the vegetables, bread and some meat for the sandwiches. After a bit of thinking, he also pulled out some salmon file and cheese. "Can you make some with these too?" He asked softtly as he brought everything to his boyfriend. The blond smiled as he leaned back against the counter... Though the smile soon turned into a pout.

 

"Hey, I was serious!" He huffed and crossed his arms and still couldn't help the blush on his cheeks. "I-It's not that amazing..." He mumbled out at the praise he got - he never thought of that as something very incredible or anything. "Besides, without you the whole band would fall apart - rythm is important!" The singer said with a small pout and his cheeks a rosy color, though soon his blush deepened and he felt the same shivers running down his spine from the amazingly husky voice - he still continued to question himself 'how'. "Look... I think it would be amazing to do that - especially at some bigger performance, at the end... Just imagine how much attention would we get!"

 

Dave sighed softly and nodded as he smiled. "Kay, I'll get the sweets... Thanks, really~" He smiled softly as he once again stood on his tip-toes to plant a soft kiss on his boyfriend's cheek and smiled before turning around and walking off to the bedroom- with Trevor following him as well. The singer chuckled softly as he entered the bedroom and took a deep breath - the bed wasn't exactly small... He definitely liked that. With his bottom lip bitten slightly, the man crouched down and fished out the bag of sweets Jared had mentioned. Once it was in his hands, Dave took out some gummies - both sweet and sour (though he prefered sour), some candy bars and a few lollipops. He absolutely loved eating those! With everything in his hands, the singer chuckled to himself and got back to his boyfriend. "Here, I have some sweets~"

[Gatichan]

Well, well, well- it sure seemed as if Dave had a healthy appetite…and had mistaken Jared for his kitchen chef. Jared’s lips twitched. “Yes honey, I think my magical fingers can conjure up some tasty snacks for your palate,” he said as seriously as he could, but then leaned sideways to smack a loud kiss on Dave’s lips. God, how he loved being able to touch and show his affection for his secret love whenever he wanted to! “How about I cut up some onions to decorate the salmon, add in some toothpicks and make some finger food to go with the cheese, ham or cheese and salami sandwiches?” he suggested, already jogging towards the pantry to fetch the vegetables. “Could you maybe wash the tomatoes for me once you’ve brought the sweets back?” he called over his shoulder.

 

Coming back to hear a pouting Dave try to convince him into performing with him, Jared ran a hand tenderly through is boyfriend’s hair. “Dave, I still think that I’m not as amazing as you’re making me out to be. I think your feelings for me are clouding your judgment,” he smiled, but then became serious as he cupped his boyfriend’s face in his hands and kissed him deeply. “Between the whole world giving us attention, I’d much rather you forgot everyone else and only thought about me,” he murmured, but then sighed. “Well, we’ll see. We’d still have to convince Kevin and Jordan first- see how the idea went down with them.”

 

Diligently and efficiently cutting up the vegetables, his eyes stingingly slightly from the onion, Jared had already finished the sandwiches by the time Dave returned with a flourish, his arms filled with sweets. In that moment, it really was hard to decide who was sweeter. Winking at his boyfriend as Jared nodded towards the bowl he had prepared for them, he went about collecting the stray fluffy popcorn pellets that hadn’t landed in the bowl. “Do you like your popcorn sweet or with salt?” he asked as he hastily chopped up the cheese and began to randomly fix more tiny morsels to the toothpicks. As soon as he’d finished with the popcorn, they could return to the cinema theater. Jared had to admit that he was feeling ravenous, but as his eyes moved to his boyfriend, his cheeks tainted. And one or two little bites from Dave wouldn’t hurt, either…

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Once Dave was back, he huffed softly and stuck out his tongue for the other. "You know, there wasn't any need to make fun of me like that... I could've made them myself if you didn't want to!" The blond whined softly as he dumped the sweets into a bowl and went to quickly wash the vegetables as he thought about the love song. The blue eyes were halfly hidden by the eyelids as he sighed to himself, putting the washed vegetables away. Really, he had a feeling that if they suggested this, Kevin and Jordan would immediately realize what was going on between them.

 

"I prefer them sweet." Dave answered simply as he walked over to his boyfriend and passed him the washed vegetables as he let out a small hum, watching how Jared's hands worked over the foods. The teen blinked and glanced over to the bowl of sweets as he licked his lips and reached out to grab out a lollipop. Immediately popping it into his mouth, the singer tossed away the paper and turned back to his boyfriend while sucking on the lollipop. "Need any help?" He asked softly as he hummed and tilted his head to one side.

 

The blond breathed out softly as he smiled at his boyfriend warmly. "And really, thanks for all this- I don't even remember the last time I did something like this!" The teen said with a wide smile as he chuckled, then leaned down to pat Trevor's head. "Mm, you hungry too? I'm sure you'll enjoy a bite of some sandwich, hm?" The singer asked as the puppy barked and wagged its tail - also making Dave laugh out loud. "Jared, do you have any meat that I could cut up and give to Trev? Seems he's pretty hungry."

[Gatichan]

Jared raised his right leg and lightly kicked his boyfriend’s bottom. “Dave, you silly, I love serving you, didn’t you realize that?” he whispered, but quickly turned away, flushing crimson. Oh man, that had come out sounding wrong…serving and servicing sounded quite similar, but in both cases, it was true… Jared had a small coughing fir as before his mind’s eye, all sorts of delectable scenes between him and Dave appeared, all of them including him and his boyfriend and a lot of naked skin. “’scuse me, I think I have something in my throat,” he choked out, hastily taking a sip from his glass of cola.

 

“N-No, I can cut the rest myself,” Jared promised his boyfriend, still rather pink in the face as he returned to finishing the finger food. Decorating the salmon filet with lemon, lettuce and onions, he removed the bread from the oven where he had lightly baked the mini rolls. Arranging everything artistically on two large trays, he picked them up. Seeing that the “sweet” referral had been about sweets, he smiled. “Just like you, hun. C’mon- let’s go watch that film, it’s cuddle time.”

 

Hearing Trevor barking, Jared nodded towards the cupboard below the sink. “In there- I still ought to have some canned tins form when I had my dog. Check the date, but I believe they ought to be edible and still fresh. I’ll go set everything up inside the cinema and come back to fetch our drinks,” he promised, hurrying to the other room. Dimming the lights after he’d pulled out a soft aquamarine blanket to cover his and Dave’s legs, Jared lit a scented candle and left it burning near the door. His skin tingled. Cuddle time...this was kind of like his first date. Jared had never taken a guy to the movies and had certainly never made out with him in any way. It was wonderful that he’d be doing this with Dave first. Hurrying back to the kitchen when he heard Trevor barking happily, Jared aimed for the drinks. “Ready?”

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave gasped softly at the kick he received at his bottom - immediately it made his face burn up. And he looked away, his eyes wide. "Y-Yeah.." He muttered out quietly as he gulped down and bit his lip before shaking his head and just continuing to suck on the lollipop - his boyfriend had just made it very hard for him to keep his thoughts away from a certain activity. The blond smiled and nodded as Jared said he'd cut everything up. "Well, if you say so..." The teen said softly as he picked Trevor up and let out a soft sigh. His face was returning to his normal color, but then his boyfriend just had to say words as embarrassing as they were, which caused his face to become red once more.

 

While trying to collet himself, Dave nodded at what Jared said next, then put his puppy down and crouched down to take out the canned tin out. He sighed softly to himself as he bit his lip and looked through the cupboard to find some bowl he could use for food; yet he also needed one for water. Once he'd found those, he put some of the canned food into one bowl and poured water into another one, then took both of the bowls into his hands, just when Jared came back into the kitchen to get their drinks.

 

"Yup, but is it okay if Trev's in the cinema with us? I don't really want to leave him here, where he doesn't know where to go..." Dave asked softly as he took a step closer to the taller male and tilted his head, rolling the lollipop in his mouth. "Kay?" He asked with a chuckle as he swirled his tongue slowly around the lollipop in his mouth to get some of the great - strawberry, yum! - taste.

[Gatichan]

Oh, if you’d only let me, I’d give you something much better to swirl your tongue around, baby, Jared thought, mentally salivating. Blinking as he flushed crimson again, Jared turned around to shuffle out the kitchen, his groin whistling happily as it woke up. “Uh- yeah, yeah,” he hurriedly agreed as he re-entered the cinema. “Let me just go find some old newspapers and his basket in case Trevor needs to go to the loo,” he added, setting their glasses down. In passing, he hit Dave’s bottom gently as Trevor cutely yawned in his boyfriend’s arms. “Make yourself comfortable- be right back.”

 

Get a grip of yourself, damn you, Jared seethed at himself as he jogged towards the storeroom where he knew his father kept old Wall Street Journals that he didn’t read anymore. There he went, preaching to Dave that they should go slow, that they shouldn’t overdo things and take their time swearing their love, but all Jared had been thinking about in the short space of time between having driven Dave and Trevor up in the elevator and now had been what he’d d to Dave if only his boyfriend were in a better mood. Snatching up a handful of old newspapers near the bottom of the basket, Jared made a detour to fetch Trevor’s basket and then closed the door to the cinema.

 

Dave was curled up like a kitten on the couch, already cuddling with a sleepy Trevor. “Here, Trev,” Jared smiled at the puppy, setting first several newspapers down and then the basket on top of them. He let himself fall backwards and dropping an arm around Dave’s shoulders, reached for the remote control and started the film. Smiling when Sandra Bullock began to speak, Jared reached for the popcorn bowl, completely forgetting that he hadn’t waited to hear Dave’s answer. He’d salted the popcorn- he hoped his boyfriend liked it anyway…

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave smiled as his boyfriend said he'd get Trevor some old newspapers. The teen was kind of nervous about this - well, until now he was. What if his dog decided to do his business somewhere on the rug? Thoughts like this were quickly pushed out from his mind as the blond received a smack - even if only just a light one - on his ass. His cheeks flamed up once again as his eyes widened and he looked down at Trevor with a small pout, which was used to hide his huge embarrassment. Who was the one who said to go slow?!?

 

A soft huff left the singer's mouth as he began walking towards the cinema. Fine, if Jared was going to act like this... So was Dave. How could he possibly ignore such an obvious challenge - well, at least for him it was. It was quite exciting - the first one who'd give into the other would be the loser... And Dave felt like being the winner today. In fact, he hated losing. With this thought and a small smirk on his face, the blond curled up onto the sofa as he breathed out softly and looked at Trevor. "We're gonna make him regret doing that, right~?" He chuckled as he patted its head and hummed.

 

Once Jared was in the cinema as well, Dave watched how he took his dog and put it into the basket on the newspapers as he himself smiled lazily. When his boyfriend so carefreely dropped an arm around his shoulders, Dave sighed and instead got on the other's lap, making sure his ass was nicely pressed up against Jared's groin. With a smile, he took the bowl from the taller male's hands and smiled. "Open up~" He hummed out as he held one out and moved it to the other's mouth with a mischievous expression on his face.

[Gatichan]

Jared was just about to open his mouth to lip-sync the film – he had watched While you were sleeping so many times that he knew the entire film off by heart and could speak word for word of it – planning on making Dave pout one of his adorable pouts, when his boyfriend, yet again, went and threw everything overboard. Before he could even properly relax and enjoy the feel of Dave’s slim shoulders beneath his arm, his boyfriend went and sat down in his lap. And had to go and press his tight little butt right up against Jared, exactly where a couple of minutes ago a lovely erection had begun to bloom.

 

Jared shifted uncomfortably beneath Dave, feeling guilty. He couldn’t possibly let his boyfriend notice that he was feeling aroused so quickly, could he? Dave would probably get frightened again, pull away or mayhaps conclude that all Jared really wanted from him was sex. But seriously, what was he supposed to do? There was Dave, smiling at him with his sweet, sexy smile, coyly telling him to open his mouth wide and swallow a white offering from him- could it get any clearer? And the Jared got it: Dave was playing a little game with him! He was purposefully egging Jared on. Why you little…

 

Trevor had to choose exactly that moment to sneeze. “Oh, Trev- you okay?” Jared asked worriedly, leaning forward and thus forcing Dave to bend over forward, too. Parting his legs further so that his boyfriend fell right between his legs, Jared casually wrapped an arm around Dave’s middle and breathed against his ear on purpose, speaking huskily right into Dave’s ear when he next spoke. “Hey, puppy, does that feel good?” he asked as he scratched Trevor’s head. Smiling when he received a lazy lick of gratitude, Jared leaned back, dropping his hand into Dave’s lap, right above the area of Dave’s pants where his boyfriend’s zip was. “This isn’t uncomfortable for you, is it?” he asked innocently, knowing that he’d immediately feel it if Dave got aroused.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Dave smirked to himself as he felt his boyfriend shifting uncomfortably. Mission accomplished, he thought to himself as he smiled... Yet couldn't keep the blush off his cheeks. Even while soft, the other's cock wasn't nothing - the teen could feel it even like this. Was it jus him or was it hardening slightly? My, if he made Jared aroused from this little... Well, the relationship would be fun, at the very least. If he was able to tease the taller male like this all the time, Dave would be more than pleased and happy. After all, what was more fun than a flustered boyfriend trying to hide the fact that his cock was hard?

 

Well, Dave was about to find out. With a soft gasp, he fell in between Jared's long legs and pouted. There went his little game... And now he was in a rather dangerous situation - his boyfriend's arm was too close to his own cock. Dammit... While mentally cursing Trevor, the singer sighed out and moved a bit to at least get more comfortable. "Mm... No, I was more comfortable on your lap!" The young singer whined softly as he huffed.

 

Soon he was back on his boyfriend's lap, now pressing harshly against his cock. On the same time, he took Jared's arms and put them around his waist as they were before. "Here, this should be okay with both of us~" He purred out and smiled while leaning back against the firm, muscular chest as he shifted, makig sure his ass rubbed against Jared's cock more than just a little. Dave actually wanted for something more to happen... And the lollipop was still in his mouth. With a small smirk on his face, the singer began sucking on it a bit too erotically as he hummed, imagining that it was Jared's shaft - the thought made his own cock erect the slightest bit. He was begging in his mind that this wouldn't end up with one of them backing away.

[Gatichan]

Holy sh…Jared was in hell. Or maybe purgatory, because his suffering was a little bit too sweet. While he’d hoped that he’d be able to turn the tables a little by evening the unfair situation Dave had maneuvered him into, Jared now found himself once again rendered helpless. Dave had decided for himself that it was perfectly fine to crawl right back into Jared’s lap, even though he had firmly expelled his boyfriend from it, and now not only was that tight little ass digging back against him again, it was digging backwards harder and more insistently.

 

Jared wanted to cry out. This was torture!! He and his bog mouth. He was getting hard and that too fast. Where was all his self-restraint that he’d had these past months whenever he’d been near the lead singer? And how come his favorite film of all times wasn’t helping to distract him one bit- oh no, not that, he inwardly groaned when Dave began to play with his lollipop in an overly exaggerated, over-sexed way. Dave wanted to kill him – there could be no other explanation for this. Clearing his throat again and not succeeding in anything, Jared decided to bite into the sour apple.

 

“Dave…you’d better stop doing everything that you’re doing right now. Stop breathing, stop licking that blasted lollipop, stop sitting in my lap, stop pushing back against me, stop moving- just stop…” he breathed out unevenly as his groin fully awoke and began to demand instant gratification. Breathing in again sharply, Jared placed his hands on Dave’s hips. “Stop all of that right now…otherwise I won’t be able to keep my hands off you. Or my lips. Or my tongue. Or…or something else,” he warned, his voice hoarse with weakness and need.

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Dave hummed softly to himself as he continued to suck on the lollipop erotically, finding the slowly hardening cock underneath him extremely exciting. The singer started to grind his ass against it harshly, almost moaning out at the amazing feeling... He found himself wanting more. The blond groaned softly and lifted his ass the slightest bit only to drop it back down on his boyfriend's cock harshly... He felt like taking control this time.

 

When the other began talking, Dave huffed softly and swiftly turned around, still sitting on his boyfriend's lap just now he was facing him. “No.“ It was a simple answer as the singer took the candy out of his mouth and smiled sweetly. “I won't stop any of these~“ The male said with a chuckle as he slid one hand down the other's chest and stomach, for now just enjoying the amazing curves and muscles... “You're just so goddamn perfect...“ Dave muttered out as he chuckled and leaned closer, looking straight into the deep, green eyes. “I don't mind if you get your hands... Your tongue or anything else on me... But I want to try something.“ Dave said with a smirk once again.

 

With a soft touch, the singer got Jared to lay down on the couch while he himself smiled and sat back down on his cock, grinding harshly. “I want to ride you.“ Dave said rather bluntly as he put his hands on the other's chest. “I need it back in me....“ Dave said quietly, feeling a sting of pain and uncertainty shooting through his heart - wasn't this what one'd call a slut? Feeling Jared's cock inside him. yesterday felt so good... He craved for more no matter how you looked at it. Feeling it inside - it was all Dave could think at the moment.

[Gatichan]

When Dave turned around in his lap to face him, Jared finding himself nose to nose, groin pressed against groin, he took in a sharp breath. While part of him was relieved to feel a lump inside his boyfriend’s jeans, the other part was filled with dread when Dave simply and curtly told him that he had no intention of stopping. Feeling like the situation was about to escalate and get out of hand again, Jared let Dave push him down against the couch, but it was with mixed feelings.

 

Hearing Dave so bluntly tell him what he wanted, needed, Jared’s mouth went dry. He wanted this badly too, but the memory of Dave cutting himself inside his bathroom came back to haunt him just then. What if, after they’d made love wildly on that couch, Dave’s darker side got the better of him again and left him emotionally drained and restless? Jared didn’t want to risk it, but was powerless, because when Dave grinded into him, his eyes rolled upwards and tightening his hold on Dave’s hips, moaned out longingly.

 

He wanted Dave- who was he trying to kid? He wanted to see Dave come undone above him, wanted to look into his lover’s flushed face- wanted to take a hold of Dave’s excited member and help him come undone. “Oh Dave, you know exactly what I want,” he breathed out, his eyes wavering from lust as he slowly passed his splayed hands over Dave’s inner thighs. Stopping when he felt something strange lying inside his boyfriend’s jeans pocket, he made to sit up, reaching to slip his fingers inside the pocket. “What’s this? Did you bring condoms along?” he wondered, beginning to smile, but the objects laying against Dave’s leg felt a little too hard for condoms…

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Everything froze. His blue eyes widened as he stopped his boyfriend's hand and breathed out shakily. “Jared... D-Don't jump into conclusions, please...“ He muttered out quietly as he sighed and leaned down to press a kiss on the other's lips. He'd completely forgotten about the blade and bandages... Well, everything was going to be ruined now. The teen breathed out softly as he slipped his own hand into his pocket and took out the blade first, tossing it away on the ground where the bandages soon followed.

 

“Hide them from me when this is over.“ Dave asked simply before leaning down again for another kiss. “Just please don't stop... I... You might be better choice when I get the need.“ The blond said softly as he sighed and quickly pulled his own sweater and shirt off. In the dim light his scars from when he was a teen were barely visible. Both cutting and the abuse - he had one rather big scar on his lower back where his father had hit him once. “Jared...“ He breathed out softly as he closed his eyes. “Help me forget everything but you.“ Dave asked softly as he sighed.

 

While slowly sliding his hands down, the singer kept on glancing up at Jared. Did he really want to do this? Or did he ruin everything again? These thoughts kept on running through his head as the blond man's hands reached Jared's pants. He began undoing the belt, yet stopped before he could finish. “Jared, can I?“ He finally asked out loud as he looked up into his boyfriend's deep green eyes. Uncertainty was showing in his own blue ones - he'd definitely screwed up again.

[Gatichan]

Jared didn’t understand at first. Between the hormones that had begun to flow through his body, his arousal, amusement about his boyfriend having thought about condoms when the night before had happened without warning and his slight embarrassment because he had never tried one on and didn’t one hundred percent what to do, he took a moment to register what he was seeing. When Dave kissed his lips, preventing him from seeing what was inside the pocket, Jared just thought his boyfriend was as embarrassed as he was. But then, when he actually saw what Dave had tossed onto the ground, his smile froze on his lips and he tensed.

 

No, it couldn’t be. Dave had gone and brought something with which to cut himself again? That and new bandages- so he’d intentionally been planning on hurting himself again? Or had Jared just discovered his boyfriend’s traveling kit? He swallowed unevenly when he heard his boyfriend’s pleas and felt Dave’s hands wander down his body, yet stop on his pants. And then, for the first time, Jared’s eyes actually found traces of Dave having hurt himself. Leaning upwards again, he reached out, tenderly passing his fingertips over the scars. Scars and…something that the drummer didn’t believe his boyfriend would have done to himself. Anger flared up in his green eyes- what else had happened to Dave that he didn’t know about?

 

Hearing Dave’s uncertain last question, Jared met his boyfriend’s eyes. He could see the uneasiness there, the self-reproach and he faltered. Right then, he was torn between shoving Dave away, grabbing up the razor and bandages and tossing them into the rubbish bin, then going for another screaming round of pointlessly trying to talk Dave out of cutting himself again. But at the same time, he guessed that would be the wrong approach. And maybe, he realized then as his eyes flickered back to Dave’s seductive body that had been marred, maybe pushing Dave away was the worst thing to do in such a situation. So swallowing hard, he cupped his boyfriend’s cheek and kissed him back slowly. “Yes. Let’s both give this method a chance,” he breathed out, slowly laying back down, his heart beating fast.

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Dave had his blue eyes closed when he felt fingers running over his scars - he was both scared and nervous. What if Jared would start yelling again? He breathed out shakily as he gently leaned into the soft touch and actually managed to squeeze out a smile. Come on, talk, say something! He beggen silently in his head as Jared seemed to keep quiet - this was even worse than the yelling and shouting at some point. The silence, the heaviness - it all only made the blond feel worse and worse as time passed slowly.

 

Then finally, he felt his boyfriend kissing back and at least half of the heaviness on his heart was just gone. He slowly breathed out into the kiss and, once he'd pulled back, he smiled softly at the taller male. His fingers went back to slowly unbuttoning Jared's shirt as he hummed in aproval and lightly grinded against the hardened cock he could feel in the other's pants. For now, nothing else was supposed to matter... Nothing else was here - only Jared. Dave had to forget about the scars, about his past, about the blade and bandages that were tossed away. It wasn't supposed to matter, not now.

 

Once he could see the drummer's perfect skin, Dave breathed out softly and let his fingers trail over the muscles, his eyes slowly becoming clouded... Jared was perfect. Slowly, the singer leaned down for another kiss - a slow and passionate one. Meanwhile his fingers were slowly unbuttoning and unzipping his boyfriend's pants. He still needed to prepare himself, but he definitely didn't want to leave Jared without anything. The blond broke the kiss after awhile and instead took three of his fingers into his mouth - once they were throughoutly covered with saliva, he trailed them down and, while looking at the other, pushed the first one in. He knew he'd prepare himself the best this way.

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Jared’s chest rose and fell irregularly as Dave kissed him, little by little relaxing more. Wrapping his arms slowly around Dave, Jared entwined his fingers first with each other behind his boyfriend’s neck, but then gradually moved them up to include Dave’s sweet-smelling blond hair. Groaning out his urge when Dave’s fingers lightly danced over his body, Jared’s right hand began to travel south down Dave’s back.

 

There, on his boyfriend’s lower back, Jared encountered the scar. It was then that Dave set to working on his shirt and Jared whispered Dave’s name out. A small ridge appeared between his eyes. Where and who had given Dave such a horrible scar? He knew it wasn’t the moment to ask, but Jared made a mental note to bring the subject up later on when the time was right. Letting his second hand tiptoe down Dave’s chest, Jared bit his lip as he watched his boyfriend erotically licking his fingers. “Ugh…” he closed his eyes, leaving his lips slightly parted when Dave introduced his first finger into his body. “W-wait,” he begged, shifting beneath Dave. “Let me- I want to prepare you. Let me…touch you,” he begged.

 

Dave’s jeans were covering part of his bottom, so first of all Jared thrust his hips upwards, humming as his aroused member brushed against the impressive outline in Dave’s pants. Coaxing his boyfriend to stand up so that Jared could yank down the jeans and briefs, Jared licked his lips lasciviously at the sight of his naked, aroused boyfriend. “What so many of our fans wouldn’t give to see what I’m seeing right now,” he chuckled quietly, holding up a hand to his face and beginning to slowly, teasingly lick his fingers as with his other hand, he held it out to Dave, beckoning him to return.

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Dave let out something close to a whimper as his boyfriend's hand found his biggest scar - he'd gotten this one a long time ago. His father wasn't the most understanding man... Especially when he was drunk. One night he came home only to find Dave peacefully watching a movie with his boyfriend. He reacted harshly - the boyfriend was tossed out of the house and threatened while Dave himself received the most severe beating yet. His father didn't even bother holding back - he was drunk then, too... He hit the blond repeatedly, even broke a few fingers, but the worst part - he'd pressed up a hot knife over his lower back. It was both burnt badly and cut...

 

The singer breathed out softly and slowly pulled out the finger he'd managed to get in when Jared insisted on preparing him. His blue eyes were partially hidden by the eyelids as he let out a small whimper when he was made to stand up. He didn't even want to do that... When his pants were off, the scars on his thighs were visible as well - he'd started cutting there before so others wouldn't pay attention. His face was filled with lust as he leaned down again and kissed the taller male passionately. He wanted it a bit quicker this time...

 

Yet he still chuckled at what Jared said. "But that'll never happen..." Or would it? The singer hoped that the story with those goddarn pictures wouldn't repeat again... If the fans found those pictures by any chance, the whole band would be ruined and forced to end everything... And he'd be the one at fault! Dave breathed out softly as he watched Jared impatiently. "Fasterr..." He groaned out softly as he raised his ass slightly so the other would have better access to his hole.

[Gatichan]

When Dave stepped closer, Jared’s prepared eyes saw more scars this time. Pre-warned though he was, it still too his breath away when he saw the small, crisscrossing pattern on his boyfriend’s upper legs. How could he possibly have missed them all the night before? Well, he’d had other things on his mind, but to so blatantly have missed them? Jared felt ashamed of himself, but then Dave leaned over and kissed him so passionately that Jared’s mind took another direction altogether.

 

It seemed that Dave wanted it harder or at least faster this time. That wasn’t a problem at all to Jared, who felt that he hardly had any more space inside his borrowed boxer shorts anymore. Dave’s body was better prepared than it had been the night before, but still, his hole was gloriously tight. Forcing his second finger in anyway, Jared bit his lower lip as he reached down to lower his shorts, finally freeing himself. Ahh…that felt so much better. Something glistened on his tip and as he worked the third finger in hurriedly, thrusting them faster in and out his boyfriend’s body, Jared’s eyes froze on Dave’s face.

 

Dave was so beautiful. Watching as his boyfriend’s face flushed the faster Jared’s fingers prepared, abused, aroused him, Jared took a hold of himself and began to rub himself faster, too. Dave’s small front teeth as they grazed his lips, his small, pretty nose, his wide, lust-filled eyes…his tasty-looking erection that Jared hadn’t been allowed to cherish with his mouth that morning. “Move up closer,” he commanded gruffly, parting his own lips as his boyfriend complied. Kissing and licking over Dave’s scarred thighs, Jared hungrily took Dave’s arousal into his mouth, swirling and cherishing the tip and the delicious wetness there. He groaned, pulling his head back: Dave was ready, and so was he. “Come on- ride me, cowboy…before I lose it and take you with my mouth,” he warned thickly.

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Dave gasped and moaned out softly as the second finger was pushed into his body. Somewhat impatiently, the teen bucked his hips downwards in an attempt of pushing them in deeper, sweat already shining on his back and neck. His blond hair fell back on his shoulders as he moaned softly, his nails digging the slightest bit into the muscular chest of his boyfriend. The singer gasped out once more when he felt the other's thick cock being freed - the tip of the large organ pressed up against his lower abdomen... And he couldn't say he disliked it. Especially when there was another finger pushed into his body next to the other two.

 

Hearing the command, Dave could only obey as he slid a bit closer, moaning and gasping out softly at Jared's soft lips on his thighs... And then wrapping around his cock. The singer let out a moan-whimper as he threw his head back. The way the other's tongue swirled around the tip, making shivers run down his spine. Combined with the three fingers that were stretching him, Dave felt immense pleasure washing over his whole body - maybe Jared could actually teach him how to receive pleasure instead of just giving it... He was more used to that, to be honest.

 

Once both the mouth and fingers left him, Dave was already breathless. Hearing the words, the blond could only let out another soft moan and eagerly position his ass to the drummer's cock. His blue eyes were completely clouded with lust as he suddenly dropped himself down, filling up his body with the whole cock immediately - it completely pushed the air out of his lungs as he let out a loud moan, for the moment just staying like that. He felt like his body was on fire - and it felt so goddarn good. He breathed out shakily before slowly lifting his body up only to drop himself back down, moaning out loudly at the sensation.

[Gatichan]

Jared hissed when Dave dug his fingers into his chest. The pain there felt exquisite. Jared had never believed that he could gain any pleasure from pain, but right then, oh my, it sure felt good. His fingers inside Dave’s body now moved in and out easily, meaning that his cock could soon follow and then the pleasure would be even greater, he was sure, because this time it would be paired with seeing Dave’s face. Swallowing Dave’s erection all the way down to the hilt so that Jared’s nose was buried against his boyfriend’s skin, he groaned. His gag reflex came up, but he forced himself to keep Dave’s member there, enjoying how it filled his mouth out, how it tasted, how it felt.

 

Dave seemed to have taken his uttered warning seriously, because before Jared could lick down the whole length one last time, Dave had shifted backwards. Licking his lips with anticipation, and also because he wanted to catch any stray droplets of his boyfriend’s early arousal, Jared’s hands glided up Dave’s legs again to place them on his lover’s hips. The expression in Dave’s eyes made his body pulse and he let out a moan as, without warning, Dave just let himself drop down onto Jared’s arousal. “Oo-oh…” Jared throatily groaned out, his voice mingling with Dave’s seductive, shaky intake of air. That had felt so truly, truly wonderful. Right then Jared felt the most sensitive part of his body get squeezed as his lover intimately hugged him and this motioned was repeated as Dave raised himself, then let himself fall down again onto Jared.

 

Seeing this, watching how Jared’s face became higher and even more lust-filled- seeing how his own cock appeared and disappeared, felt how Dave’s balls brushed against his lower abdomen and his lover’s cock swung…Jared knew he’d never be able to hold out for long. Tightening his hold on Dave’s right hip as he raised his own hips to meet Dave’s next plunge, Jared hissed out, biting his lower lip. “Dave…” he groaned out, a pearl of sweat sliding down his chest from his neck. He held out his right hand. “Hold on- squeeze it. Oh baby, you look so perfect right now- you have no idea how much you’re turning me on,” he breathed out, beginning to thrust his hips faster and harder upwards, at the same time insistently applying more strength against his lover’s hip to shove him downwards insistently.

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Dave moaned loudly at the feeling of his boyfriend's cock filling him up over and over again. They only increased in volume when Jared gripped hips - so what if it hurt? He didn't care about that right now. The singer arched up his back into a bow as he held his hands on the drummer's chest to keep his body up slightly when he needed it. Yet, when a hand was extended to him, Dave gladly took it as he entwined their fingers together and moaned out breathily. It gave him a feeling of... Safety. The singer squeezed it a bit as he moaned. This felt simply perfect!

 

When the drummer began thrusting his hips upwards, Dave gasped and moaned out loudly with his back arched up as he gasped for air. The blond continued on pushing his hips downwards rather harshly even when Jared was holding his hip so tightly - this wasn't enough. The singer wanted it all to be harsher, stronger! His wish was soon granted when the taller male continued thrusting up faster and harder, as well as pushing his hip down - he could even hear their skins slapping together from the force. The sound was just amazing. Dave could feel shivers running up and down his spine from the pure excitement that came from hearing it.

 

Then suddenly, a gigantic wave of pleasure just washed over him as the singer lightly screamed out in pleasure, his eyes opened wide. The hell was that? Dave let out a loud moan one after another as he tried to push his hips downwards in a way that would happen again - he'd never experienced this before... He took in a sharp breath before slamming his hips down, only to have Jared's cock brush over the same spot again - the singer moaned loudly at the feeling once more. “T-There!“ He pleaded as he tried hitting the spot again, once again almost screaming in pleasure.