My Demonic Slave (Bellala99 and Pigeon)

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Tartaros sighed softly, looking away for a moment. He wasn't sure how would Lousal even react... "I... Thomas." He muttered out softly, pulling his hand out to continue stroking Lousal's hair. He liked the feeling and it helped him relax. "Do you think he'll try to find me again?" The demon asked quietly, a hint of fear making itself known in his voice. He still longed for the pleasure he could get, but... For that he might always find someone else.

[Kotorichan]

Lousal froze at the name. "I dunno..." he muttered, slowly pulled away from the demon. "he might... I guess it depends on how badly he wants to make my life hell" he climbed out of bed without looking at Tartaros. "I'm gonna go take a shower... will you be okay out here for a few minutes?"

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Tartaros didn't say another word once Lousal pulled away and got out. Tears built up in his eyes as he turned away, laying down on his side. The demon didn't even know why, but Lousal acting that way honestly hurt him. He just nodded when the man said he'd take a shower as a lone tear rolled down his cheek onto the pillow. He was weak.. So, so very weak.

[Kotorichan]

Lousal turned to grab himself some clean clothes when he noticed the demon's tears out of the corner of his eye. He dropped the shirt in his hands and hurried back over to the bed. "Tartaros? Baby what's wrong?" He crouched down and touched his cheek lightly. "Did I make you upset?"

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Tartaros sniffled softly, a quiet hiccup coming from him as he looked away, biting down on his lip. "I just said I was afraid Thomas would get me... And you're walking away..." He sniffled out softly, unable to hide his emotions at all. The demon usually didn't open up like this... Lousal had either really hurt him, or he was getting sicker. Either of those was bad, for both of them. Unless Lousal decided he had enough and just abandoned Tartaros...

 

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Tartaros sniffled softly, a quiet hiccup coming from him as he looked away, biting down on his lip. "I just said I was afraid Thomas would get me... And you're walking away..." He sniffled out softly, unable to hide his emotions at all. The demon usually didn't open up like this... Lousal had either really hurt him, or he was getting sicker. Either of those was bad, for both of them. Unless Lousal decided he had enough and just abandoned Tartaros...

[Kotorichan]

Lousal took a deep, shaky breath and pulled the demon into a hug. "I'm sorry Tartaros... I'm just... I get so angry when I think about him... And I know I have trouble controlling my anger..." He hesistated before pulling away a little and looking at the floor. "I wanted to calm myself down... So I don't do anything stupid to hurt you..."

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Tartaros took in a sharp breath when he was pulled into a hug, but hugged back tightly anyway. So tight, he didn't let Lousal pull away when he wanted to. "That's a stupid reason." He mumbled softly, burrying his face into the other's shoulder. "Don't go..." The demon muttered in a pleading tone, both arms tight around the other male. He didn't intend to let go at all, not even in the slightest.

[Kotorichan]

Lousal sighed and returned the hug, pressing his face into the demon's soft hair. "I'll stay... I just don't want to hurt you again..." he said softly. He really was worried, he knew that it was easy for him to lose control when he was angry. He had already done enough to make Tartaros sffer because of his poor anger management, he didn't want to do anything else.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Tartaros shook his head, both of his legs now hooked around Lousal's waist to keep him there for sure. "I don't care." He muttered out, hiding his face. Gods, he was one broken demon. Ready to be hurt to stay with a human - how disgraceful. "I just want to be with you, so... So you can end up hurting me." The blond said with a shaky voice - even though he was saying that, it was still scary to think about being hurt. Especially being tied up, with that horrible collar...

[Kotorichan]

Lousal's eyes widened at the demon's words. "Seriously? Aren't you going to attack me again if I do something wrong?" he gently pushed Tartaros' chin up to look at him, examining his expression for any sign that he was being lied to. Even if Tartaros meant it, Lousal didn't want to hurt the demon. But if he didn't have to worry about being attacked again then it would take some of the stress away.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Tartaros' eyes were somewhat fearful as his chin was pushed up. The demon looked defeated as he shook his head silently, gripping onto Lousal's shirt. "I won't." He said quietly and lowered his gaze. He honestly meant it, though it was weird not to lie for this long. The blond realized his hands were trembling slightly so he gripped the other's shirt tighter, biting down on his lip. How the hell did he even end up like this?

[Kotorichan]

"Tartaros..." Lousal sighed softly as he noticed the other's shaking hands. "look at me..." he said firmly, taking the demon's hands in his own. "I really do love you... I'm never going to try to hurt you, but sometimes my anger gets a little out of hand..." He watched the other's expression, hoping the demon would understand.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Tartaros tried to do his best to obey - maybe that way he could make sure he wouldn't get hurt, or at least get hurt a bit less. His eyes fixated on Lousal's as he swallowed down his fear, leaving his lips parted. "I love you too..." This was the only reply he was able to get out at this point. The demon slowly wrapped his arms around the other's neck, pulling him closer, glancing down at his chest.

[Kotorichan]

"Tartaros... Are you really that scared of me?" Lousal felt his chest tighten in a combination of sadness and frustration. He hated to see the demon so fearful, as if he thought that Lousal might snap for absolutely no reason and attack him. "I told you, I don't want to hurt you..."

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Tartaros shook his head, his arms tightly around the other's neck. "I... Okay..." He muttered out quietly, cheeks still flushed from his fever. The demon pressed his forehead to Lousal's shoulder, trying to soothe the pounding in his head. Being sick was awful in every possible way. The demon sighed out slowly, closing his eyes while wishing everything just stopped.

[Kotorichan]

Lousal gently stroked the demon's hair. "why don't you try to rest for a bit... I'll go get you something to eat and a drink... you're still pretty sick, aren't you?" He tried to hide the deep concern he felt about Tartaros not seeming to get any better. He really couldn't tell if he was doing anything to help.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Tartaros shook his head lightly, just tightening his arms around the other. "I'm not hungry." He muttered out softly and nuzzled his nose into Lousal's shoulder. He definitely wasn't one to get better in a day; a cold like this needed at least a few days for him to even start feeling better. "Lousal... Do you really love me?" The demon asked quietly, getting unsure about it for whatever reason. The blond felt dizzy and awful all over. Gods, could this just pass already?

[Kotorichan]

Lousal frowned at the question and held Tartaros closer. "I do... I love you Tartaros... I might not show in the proper way because I'm not used to loving anyone... but I swear I love you..." he ran his fingers through the demon's hair, trying to soothe him. "why do you ask?"

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Tartaros seemed to relax at least a bit when Lousal answered. However, he didn't know how to answer the question he got himself. Giving up, the demon just shrugged and snuggled up close. "I want to sleep..." He muttered softly, sighing out quietly. His body felt heavy. His eyelids weighted more than usually, he couldn't keep them open. He just wanted an escape.

[Kotorichan]

Lousal sighed in frustration as the demon avoided his question. "Alright... go to sleep then..." he murmured, laying down and pulling Tartaros with him. "I'll take a nap too, just wake me up if you need anything... okay?" he pulled a blanket over them both.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Tartaros nodded, curling up next to Lousal. In no time, the demon was asleep, his head placed underneath Lousal's chin where it seemed to fit in perfectly. The blond was completely relaxed like this, and in the few hours he slept, his fever went down at least a little bit. Perhaps he'd go back to his old self at last... The red-eyed male rolled slightly in his sleep, a soft mumble slipping past his lips.

[Kotorichan]

Lousal fell asleep just a little bit after Tartaros, comforted by the presence of the demon. He felt completely relaxed to just lay with him forever. After a few hours he woke up and slowly sat up, rubbing the sleep from his eyes and looking around drowsily.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

In his sleep, Tartaros rolled around quite much, ending up on tge edge of the bed. As he yawned and stretched when waking up, he rolled a little bit more... And fell down on his ass. The demon winced softly, his eyes wide with shock and confusion. He was just in bed and now he was on the floor... What an unpleasant way to wake up.

[Kotorichan]

Lousal sat up when he heard a thump. He quickly hopped out of bed and hurried to Tartaros' side. "fuck, Tartaros..." he careful lifted the demon up and cradled him in his arms. "are you okay? that sounded like it hurt..." he sat back down on the bed with Tartaros in his lap, watching him with concerned eyes. "did you hit your head?"

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Tartaros just felt confused, unable to process how he even got there. When he was picked up, the demon held his ass just a little bit lifted, one hand rubbing the back of his head. "I'm fine..." He muttered out and sighed, shifting a bit so his ass wasn't touching anything. "A little bit." The blond answered, a soft sniffle coming from him as he pressed his hand gently against his head. Really, that was some bad luck.