Hollow of your tears ((Ryouta Basket x bloodyredfox))

[bloodyredfox]

I felt scared when you suddenly started fighting. I didn't care about what they thought but I was afraid that you would get hurt.

When everyone dispersed, I caught you by your arm and brought it close to my eyes to see the damage. I saw the knuckles bleeding a little. I sighed in relief, just some cream and it would be alright. I looked at you and then pulled you down by your ear, "Baka! What if something happened to you? You promised me you won't do anything rash. Come on, we need to go to the infirmary fast to clean the wounds or else they will get infected."

We were just in time for the bell to ring, when he reached the school. We got in, and I asked the sensei if we could use the infirmary.

"What for?" she asked.

I lifted Tomoko's hand and showed her, "He got in a fight for a stupid reason." I grumbled angrily.

Sensei giggled and opened the infirmary's door, "Alright, here take a pass for both of you. Go to class when you finish." she then winked at both us and walked away.

I nudged you inside and made you sit on the bed. I searched for the first aid box, and then wet a clean cloth with water to wash your hand.

I got on my knees in front you so that you won't have to move your hand much, and then slowly cleaned each knuckle and finger clean. Once it was done, I got the cream and smeared it the hand, I looked up at you but was surprised to see your face red.

"Tomoko-kun are you well?"

[Ryouta]

I smiled as I turned back but he grabed my arm, he almost screemed "ur bleeding"I was suprised "He!"then I looked at my hand, he was right and it started twinging , but I didn't wanted to make him more worried, I put my other hand on my head "oh, looks like I hurt myself again ,don't worry , im used to it"then he got my ear"ow! Ow! OOOOW,!"he made an angry face at me and started groaning, then he pulled me to the school"we need to go to the infirmary fast to clean the wounds or else they will get infected."I suprised"but its really no need to Rai, are u listening to me?"I sigh , but I was kinda relieved that he was worried so I lauged slowly .He pulled me to the infirmary and he talked to the nurse to let us in"Alright, here take a pass for both of you. Go to class when you finish."*that was what she said then she left .Rai throwed me at the bed and started washing my fingers "um , rai.no need to..., I really can do it myself"i saw him sat on him knee"RAI! Really?"then accidently his hand touched my leg, I got aroused and blushed .I fisted my other hand to control my fellings, he smeared my hands with a special cream, but when he looked at me,he looked suprised"Tomoko-kun are you well?"I was shocked by the question "is my face red??"I said inside then I met ur neck and a mark I put on it, I lost my control, I wanted ur hot body, u only mine.i held u tight and whispered into ur ear"rai I can't hold it anymore"i held u even tighter and I got my hands down "I, ve been holding it for a long time , I can't wait anymore"then without knowing myself I throwed u on the bed and came on top of u then I kissed ur lips softly and started unbutton ur unifotm and touch ur nipples , after a while I squeezed them tight while kissing u with tongue.

[bloodyredfox]

I yelped when you suddenly held me close to you and muttered, 'Rai I can't hold it anymore I have been holding it for a long time , I can't wait anymore' What did he mean by that?

Before I could say anything you pushed me down on the bed and gently kissed me. You started unbuttoning my shirt and touched my pebbled nipples.

'Tomoko wants to do that?

I moaned when you teased me by squeezing and flicking my nipple. Our kiss became more passionate as tongues explored each other and became familiar with the taste.

My limbs became a mush beneath your touch. I felt so hot, I trembled and shivered as a breeze blew in through the window.

I put my hands on your shoulders and brought us close. I moaned as a wave of pleasure passed through me.

[Ryouta]

I slowly called ur name as u moaned , I got more aroused"Rai, Rai, my beautiful Rai! I love u.please forgive me!".I slowly kissed ur nake and put more marks on it, I came downer to ur nipples"Rai, they are red and.."I bludhed and looked at u "cute"i slowly kiss both and started licking them , I moved my hand down to ur waist and un zipped ur pant.as I did ur member came out and stood stright"u ...are aroused, Rai?"I felt happy inside and smiled at u"i will make u feel good Rai , now relax!"I continued kissing ur nipples while squeezing ur member,"u are hard Rai, I want u all , I want to take u"then I took off ur pants and spread ur hips , put my hands between ur legs."Rai, I will lick u frist, that way it would not hurt , then I try my fingers, then...."I looked at u,"Rai...don't be afraid"

[bloodyredfox]

I turned red as he said that. I tried to cover my self up by putting my knees together, " What are you dong Tomo-kun", I didn't have any breath left to voice out his entire name, I panted and shivered from cold.

I looked at Tomoko who looked very happy, I wanted to kiss him again and again and again. I gasped as the thought went through my head. I bit my lip as I controlled the feeling of desire in me.

"Tomo-kun, can we not do that in here?" I bit my lip as I turned even more red and ducked my head, "I mean it's our first period and we are in school."

I looked up with the most convincing look on my face.

I put a finger in my mouth to stop a particular loud lewd noise coming out of it. I blushed as I realized that I wanted it to happen. I closed my eyes and kept my hips from thrusting up and down like they wanted to.

It felt so dirty and stimulating!

[Ryouta]

I looked at him with a strange expression on my face "Am I forcing him? He doesn't want this? "I went back and looked down"Stupid! What are u doing?"I didn't know what to do I just bowed at him then I sat him up and petted his hair , then I put on ur pants by myself and buttoned ur shirt and kissed ur head "I'm so sorry Rai"then I stood up and smiled "I won't ever do it without ur will "I looked away"sah! I think I should go frist to the class , u might be in shocked and not comfortable to walk with me so..."I petted my head with a laugh but my eyes were sad , I turned around, wanted to leave the infirmary.

[bloodyredfox]

...And suddenly you stopped.

What did you mean by 'not doing it against my will?', I sighed and closed my eyes to think about what made you change your mind. You wore your uniform and were ready to go when I realized what had happened.

I chuckled and hugged you from behind, "Idiot! Don't think that you are forcing me or anything. If anything it would be I who would force you to remain with me always by my side. I meant that it was the first lesson and I don't think I would like to walk with a limp whole day, that too in a school. You truly are an idiot.

My idiot."

I stood on my tiptoes and kissed his nape where he had kissed mine, this morning.

I went back to the bed and bend down to get my bag. I turned towards him and said, "Let's go. Together."

And held out my hand, waiting for his choice.

[Ryouta]

I saw him held me from "behind"i looked back suprisly"R.rai?"my heart felt relived of his words' does that mean he wants to do it , too?am I not forcing him??"I blushed he let me go and picked his bag"lets go together"I looked strangly at him"ur baka? Am I ?"then I laughed slowly"ok"i got his hand and pulled him closer to me , gave him a soft kiss but with most love ever I smiled , turned back"come on, lets go to our class Rai"I pulled him out of the infirmary. We went to class I let his hand go and knocked, I opened the door.the teacher sigh again"U are late again"He sawRai behind me"U too Takibara kun!"I defended him because I knew that my fingers wouldn't be a good excuse"sorry, sensei .its my fault I picked a fight and he just couldn't leave me like that.thats why we are both late"i bowed"simimasen"i waited for him to say shout at me but I just wanted Rai to be fine"u can tell me anything u want just let him stay in class,."

[bloodyredfox]

My eyebrow twitched as you tried to get the blame on yourself. I pushed him aside and I too bowed in front of the sensei, "I apologize too. It is my fault too if you consider me being the one to drag him to the infirmary. I am sorry."

I looked at you and glared, 'I thought we were in this together!"

Sensei sighed and waved her hand, "Okay, if you say that what happened, Kirisa-kun. I will allow both to enter. But both of you will stay back for detention."

I nodded and bowed again, "Thank you, sensei."

I took you by your forearm as you had your injured hand nearest to me, and walked to the extreme back with you in tow.

I sat down and got my things ready. I turned to look at you beside me and smiled. I bend down a little and whispered, "Thank you for keeping me safe, but I can take care of myself, idiot."

I wanted to say some more but sensei started the lesson; so I looked at you and winked.

[Ryouta]

I suprised as he apologized ,"Rai!"the teacher accept because Rai explained shortly what happened and Rai was an intelligent student so all the teachers admired him a lot.when sensei said that we should stay for detention, I shouted"nani!"I slaped my head "oh, man!"I went to my seat , every body were laughing at me because of what I did, I got angry"shut up already!"one of the boys beat my back"u sure are funny , Takibara!" "Yeah, a real joke"girls started to groan"don't tease him , u fools" "its because of u guys that he is always in trouble" The boys shouted'"Eh!" "What does it have to do with us?" "Anyway, Takibara kun does ur hand hurts?"I smiled"no, its fine, since Rai bandaged it for me"i smiled at Rai?"sensei tell us to be quiet, I wrote a note on a smallaper and put it on ur desk when sensei wasn't paying attention. I winked at u and opened my note , started writing ur name everywhere with some darwing.

[bloodyredfox]

As I was writing notes, I felt a piece of paper near my elbow. I frowned and looked up. I saw you wink and go back to...whatever you were doing.

My eyes narrowed when I saw you not paying attention in class, and sighed,'And you wonder how get punished.' I chuckled as I picked up the note.

I looked in front and saw sensei had her back to the class and slowly opened it,

Dear Rai-chan,

Forgive me for being over-beaaring...but you are so cute, that I forget you can take care of yourself~~I am happy with sensei's punishment...are you?? Ask why, because I get to spend the entire detention with you alone. Isn't that great?? I love you, Rai.

Yours loving boyfriend,

Tomoko

I turned red with every word, I quickly turned it around and swiftly wrote a reply and gave it back to him.

[Ryouta]

I was exited all the time he was reading the note.Finally I saw him turned at me with a red face.I smiled .after a while he replie and put it on my desk .I opened it.It was just wrote:

"BAKA!!!pay attention to the class,stupid Tomoko kun!or I will tell the sensei to give u more punishment."

I worry pissed off by his note,I wanted to groan at him but he didn`t looked at me for a while .Showed that he was paying attention.I thought"U are teasing me Rai.ok then,I know how to tease u back"I grined as i looked at him from profile.I showed too that I was paying attention .I wrote all the notes and started asking many questions from sensei .every body were shocked even the teacher.The girls started to scream and talk about me after a while.

The class ended,Girls were curious about me for paying attention."HE HE !it`s me after all!"I winked at girls"Lets go to the yard and buy some snacks,I`m hungry"The girls followed me outside the class.I turned around and grined at u then i put my hand on a shoulder of one of the girls and stumped looking at her"U re cute"I Kissed her cheek.the boys started shouting and complaining"How he dares!" "Damn it!"The girls blushed and screamed"Yaaa! "Durui!"the girl that was kissed ,put her hand on her cheek and lay on her friend"I`m going to pass out" "Takibara kun kakui!"I laughed slowly.

[bloodyredfox]

I was shocked. Not only did you pay attention in class, but also took notes and asked questions. I was impressed. You could do well this year. I smiled as I imagined you in big glasses, which you keep pushing up with your fingers, and carrying two three large books on Advanced chemistry. I internally laughed so much that it hurt my stomach.

Class ended, I was ready to walk with you to the next class, but then you lived up to your rumors. I watched from the back as you flirted and touched other girl. Maybe you haven't changed that much.

My eyes hardened, and packed my bags and walked towards Kuransaki-san and tapped her shoulder. She startled and smiled as she saw me, "Kirisa-kun, hello. Do you need something?"

I chuckled at her antics and shook my head in negative, "Nothing other than the pleasure of your company till next company. My otherwise partner is busy."

I looked at you with contempt as I said it. Kuransaki-san seemed to know something but didn't say anything. After she got her things, we walked out of the door. On the way, I passed by you, but I ignored you and shoved past your shoulder and walked on. I caught Kurasanki's hand on the way and got her away from you before she could say anything to you.

[Ryouta]

I was angry of ur behavior, I saw u didn't payed attention when U passed by, I shouted angrily"Hoi! Rai!"U still didn't payed attention , I walked to u two by taking strong steps, I got even more angry , Kuransaki saw me coming , she took her hand back"Really Takibara kun, Its not what u think!"What she was saying was true but she was trying to make me understand they don't have a relationship because she already had a boyfriend, she was shocked by ur make up"nee kirisa kun?"Before u answer I loadly said while looking down"Can u leave us Kuransaki?"She scared a little"H..hai istureshimas!"She ran to the yard.U were going to tell me something that I sudeenly slaped u hard."How dare u do that??"I asked"wait, I know what are u going to say 'weren't u the one who kissed her frist?'let me tell u something, I always admire u with all my heart although u alway broke my feeling, Specialy when I'm super happy, I'm tired of ur selfishness!"I shouted walking to the yard , every body were watching us.they had never saw me with an angry face like that"Tomoko!" "Takibara kun, daijovo?"they were asking me question if I'm fine.but I didn't answer them walking away"kuso!"

[bloodyredfox]

I stood there in the school yard with a hand on my now reddening cheek, and tears welling up in my eyes. I was shocked that you had the audacity to slap me. I wiped away the salty waters harshly with my shirt sleeves and stomped to my next class. 'Even Kuransaki-san left me.'

I noticed many girls whom I realized were part of Tomoko's fanclub glaring at me as if him crying was my fault. In a way it was, but he was at fault too. I returned favor by sneering at the girl Tomoko kissed on the cheek today. I pushed past them and remained in a bad mood the whole day.

 

During lunch break,

I was sitting on the rooftop. Cliche, as it may be, but being under the blue and the nearly cloudless sky helped me calm down a little. I sat down, and opened my bento. I looked down at the large bento, I had made this morning. I had woken up in your arms and made it for both of us to eat it together. I sighed and bit my lip to prevent myself from crying again. It was bad enough I had to waste some for you. I ate my part of the lunch and wondered what to do with the rest.

I sighed again and looked up at the sky and leaned back on the wall behind me, 'Is that it? I never should have believed those words. they were lies after all.'

Wind blew and I watched the branches of the trees dance with it. 'Was even some of it true?' I fell asleep thinking about you and how you would now, were you just as sad as me?

[Ryouta]

I walked away from u, I didn't even thinked of turning back and apologies, I was so angry of what did to me for a half of a year, Since turning me down.Always made me sad .I just couldn't think of anything of those thing so I took strong steps , Walked away.I entered the yard, saw everybody following me to see what happened"Itch!"I mumbled and looked for a place that no one could find me they didn't stoped following me"Tomoko, what are u looking for?" "Tomoko kun are u ok?"I started crying slowly as they asked me questions like that.I couldn't escape from them.so I gave up and turned at them, they saw me cry."Tomoko!" "Hey, why are u crying?"I was looking at the green grass , they ran to me, started shacking my body"nee, Tomoko!" "Can u hear us??"I smiled while crying'Kami sama , U made almost everybody attracted to me, but why not Rai? If this body can't please him then it's useless!'I said inside.The bell rang.They called out my name again!"Hey Taribara kun, lets go to class" "Ico!"They started pulling my hands , I didn't wanted to see u for a while."u guys go I will catch up"I said slowly"But..."I fisted my hands"please, I want to be alone for a while"They were worried"ok, take care" "Tomoko , Cheer up" "yeah, cheer up!"they were so kind so I couldn't not smile at them, They were all always kind to me opposite of u.I walked slowly to the end of the yard.Then I got to the wall , The tears started falling down again and I punched the wall strong, I stood in that position for a while, Thinking about u, I almost missed u, Wanted to hug u again, kiss u.but I just wasn't so good for u, thats what I thought, That was what u said when I confessed, these all pissed me off that I felt my fingers in pain, I looked at them .Then my eyes grown.The wall was smashed by my punch and I saw blood around the place, I took my fist and started trembling. "Damn it!"my finger were hurt and the same knuckles I hurt before were hurt and bleeding .I sat on the grass leaned to the wall."maybe I shouldn't have slaped him"I was regretted of what I did.I put my hands on my head, beat my lips that it bled.I sat over there until the the bell rang again.I stood up and when to a tree in the yard that nobody came near it so nobody could find me, exsept Rai.when I sat down under the shodow of the tree , I grined at my self"Like the hell he would search for me, He never wanted me anyway ! And this is a good excuse for him to hate me"I said that to myself, Hoped that I could die.

[bloodyredfox]

The bell rang to announce the end of school hours. I collected my bag and went back to the yard. I didn't know why but I felt something pulling at me there.

I walked to the yard and couldn't help but remember our fight. I clenched my fist and shouted at myself inwardly, 'Don't Rai. You don't deserve him, wasn't he correct anyway, you played with him.' I fingered the half-finished bento inside my bag, and got an idea. If Tomoko didn't want it, maybe I could give to a hungry person. That brightened my face a little.

Suddenly, I heard a rustling. I followed the voice and reached a tree. Below the tree I saw a student sleeping soundly, not caring that the school was over. I reached over to wake the student up and my hand fell limp as I saw who was it.

I studied your face and saw the tear tracks running down your eyes. 'You cried again, Tomoko-kun'.

I wondered whether you had been sitting here the rest of day or not so I left the bento near you. You must eat something after all. I picked up your hand and sighed as it was bloodied again. I slowly put it down and searched my bag for something, Luck was by my side as I found my handkerchief.

I wet it with the water from the tap nearby and wiped your hand. I looked up and sighed with relief that you had not woken up yet. I wrapped it around your hand to prevent further blood loss. I stood up and turned around and walked home. Just one action of kindness doesn't mean that I forgave you, Tomoko.

I reached my house and went inside. I stretched myself and thought,'No need to be sad now. I have many chores to do today'.

I went up to my room and changed my clothes. I wore a small shorts, a loose shirt, and wore a bandanna to cover my head. And last wore my apron and picked up the dusting materials. I looked round the house and cried internally,'Why did the house look big now?' and started cleaning my room first.

[Ryouta]

I was thinking of many stupid things under the shodow .The wind was cool but I couldn't feel happy, I already regrettted all I did"I shouldn't have teased him..."I was talking to myself, I was totally out of my mind. I hit my head many times to the tree.I laughed"They will throw me out of school right now, because I missed the other three classes."I looked at my bloody hand"...doesn't matter anyway."I sigh a few times and said one more time."I wish I could die."I was saying it , For three times until then"Can't I die, Kami sama?"I asked looking at the blue, Thought that he would answer.I looked at the gym , I remember the frist time I had....kissed u.

I was thing and little by little I felt asleep.

 

It was a hot spring , I was playing basketball with fun, I ran fast and threw the ball into the basket"Yosha!"I jumped into the air."Tomo..."Somebody called my name , I looked back while taking my sweet away by my shirt"Rai? Yo, what are u doing in the gym?"I asked .He looked down, He looked a little shy"Uno, I was going to tell u something, but I was a little embarrassed to say"I walked to him with a smile "nani?"He shouted out of excitement"Play basket with me once, please"I looked strangly then I threw him the ball and petted his hair"Baga, where u embarrassed about asking me that? U are such a baga!"then I made a defense style"Come on!"He got happy and started dribbling and he ran to the basket but I stoped him."No, u don't"I smiled, he looked down"Take it easy on me , Tomoko, I'm not good like u"I ran "Ok, because its u"He ran to me again , he wanted to throw the ball , he jumped.I came infront of him and jumped slowly.We jumped the same time and our eyes met so close, our lips almost touched that I lost myselt I felt down and him threw the ball in"Yada!"He was happy , I blushed from what happened , I fisted my hands"Rai!"He looked at me "Um?" "Now I'm going to ask u something !" "Nani?"I shouted"c..can I kiss u?"He blushed "Why ?"I walked closer to him"Because...I want to know how does it feels!" "D..didn't u felt it before? He asked"He! Em no! I mean I may be popular but I never fell I in love so I didn't kissed anybody but I really want to know how does it feels"He looked away"Then why me?"I held his hands"because I trust u"I lied , I was ...in love with him.He looked down a little"o..ok, just once!"He blushed as a tomato, I was really happy, I put my hand on his cheeks andslowly kissed him.It felt good him, his lips.The best feeling ever, with love, warm and wet, His lips that was mine to order that time.Afterward I held him tight, I was quiet but happy that I didn't wanted to let him go and when I felt him huggled me back I wanted to die from happiness.

 

I opened my eyes it was night already.I felt kinda happy to see that dream, but I found the reality, I saw a handkerchief around my hand, I didn't felt the pain anymore"Is this Rai's?"I sigh and stood up"He did came , After all I did he still..."I stopped I didn't care anymore, I looked and the dark sky again and its stars"Can somebody die from sadness too?"I asked myself . I felt dizzy and I couldn't walk well, I decided already , knew it was stupid, But I was tired from everything, I got out my cell phone and looked for ur num, the only thing I messaged u was"I'm sorry for what I did today.I'm the worst Rai but still this person loves u and still do even if he dies, goodbye forever Rai"I turned off my phone after it sent then I jumped out of the wall and walked to the street , I passed it without looking at the light, It was green for the cars.In the half way of the street,I saw a very bright light came to me fast and I didn't know what happened after, I just cried slowly and closed my eyes"Forgive me, Rai"

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[bloodyredfox]

I was slumped over a chair in the kitchen with a wash cloth in my hand. I looked around, The whole house was shining or so I hoped anyways. I stood up and stretched, my back gave a few cracks and I sighed. It was a nice workout though. My phone beeped, so I put down the cloth on the table top and picked it up.

My eyes grew wide with every word. 'What did Tomoko mean by-I'm the worst Rai but still this person loves u and still do even if he dies, goodbye forever Rai-'

I shook my head, No you were not that stupid to kill yourself over a fight. Then I remembered what you had said to me, I quickly went up to my room changed my shirt came down and got some money and the home keys. I ran out of the house after locking it up. I didn't know where you were so I called you on your phone. It rang and rang but no one picked up.

I called you again while I stopped by the road by the school, but the phone got hung up. Few tears left my eyes, but I stopped and looked down at the phone in my hand and thought 'Was this my fault?'.

I called up your number again and finally someone picked up.

"Hello? Tomoko-kun are you al-"

I got cut off by an unknown person who seemed to be in a hurry.

"Do you know the owner of this cell?"

"Yes, I do. I am his boyfriend. Who are-"

I was interrupted again which was getting pretty annoying.

"I am sorry to tell you that your partner has gotten into a road accident and is being admitted in the Fortis."

And he hung up! But I didn't stall around much, I wanted to be near you as fast as I could. I held a taxi and got in.

[Ryouta]

I felt dizzy ,I could see the sky and it stars,They were winking at me .I understood that I had a car accident and I saw peaple around me.They gathered"What the hell !It`s noisy!At least let me die in peace"I said inside ,I closed my eyes,I thought that I would die after a few minutes so I closed my eyes,tried to imagine your face in my mind ,I wanted to see your face for the last time But the harder I tried ,I forgot your face more.It made me cried .I felt the pain in my head and my right shoulder.I saw peaple lifted me up and put me in the ambulance."Damn it!I don`t want to healed anymore ,leave me be!"I tried to say those words but my mouth wouldn`t move.I felt sleeply"Oh,Is it time?"I closed my eyes and went to sleep.

I opened my eyes and saw everywhere white."Heaven?"I looked around and saw a woman in a while uniform,she kindly said"Dear,you woke up,it`s okay,U are fine now."I tried to move"Where am I?"I asked"U are in the hospital"I felt sad "Hell,why am I still alive?"I felt the pain again in my body.she was checking me and said"There is somebody here ,for a long time and seems to be worried about u."I sigh"Must be mom or dad,I don`t to see them for now."Want to see...?"I turned around"No!"She looked sadly "ok!"Then she went out.I wished I could die but I was in the hospital and that pissed me off.

[bloodyredfox]

I was impatient. The bustling of doctors and nurses here and there wasn't doing anything to calm my nerves. I sat on the cold, steel chair and gripped my phone as a lifeline. I had already alerted Tomoko's parents and I honestly couldn't make out what they said. I called up my mother and told her that I would be spending my night in the hospital.

I looked up and saw the nurse exiting Tomoko's room and caught up to her.

"Excuse me, Is he alright? He is not dying, is he? Has he woken up?"

She gave me a sharp look and shut me up, "This is a hospital. You will wake other patients up. Yes, he is alright, not dying and he would in a few hours."

I was so happy that I could have hugged her, but her expression made rethink my thoughts. I walked noiselessly towards his door and looked through the transparent hole. Tomoko was okay! I wiped my eyes. I turned around and saw another nurse going inside the room. I tapped her and told her to notify me if he woke up. And went to the canteen downstairs to buy a coffee for myself.

 

Two hours have passed, since I have come here but no change. I sighed and got ready to sleep when the nurse called out to me, "He is awake. But he is adamant to not receive any visitors."

My eye twitched. I nodded at her and opened the door harshly and came in. The first thing I noticed was you, all with your face in bandages and a scowl. I crossed my arms and looked sternly at him, "What were you thinking?"

[Ryouta]

I felt dizzy that I wanted to sleep,I closed my eyes ,now I could draw your face in my mind ,I felt a happy for a moment but my smile disapeared when I thought more about you,Both from the fight we had and the thing that you heard about my accident ,killed me inside"How is he?Is he worried about me?What If something happened to him?Is he okay or... Does he even care?maybe he is even happy about hearding about me being in the hospital,saying'oh,finally I got rid of him.' "I felt bad and the tears gathered around my eyes."No matter what,Tomoko,He won`t ever love you.

suddenly an annoying noise came from the door,I scared and turned around.As I did my eyes grown,I saw Rai next to the door "What were you thinking?"I heard that and I turned around "Why are you even here?Weren`t you the one who said go and die?Well,sorry I didn`t die ,even If you told that long ago don`t worry I hadn`t forget.Next time I`ll die .Don`t be worry about it."I was out of mind without thinging a little,I said mean things,I figured that out myself but I couldn`t apologize .It was out of selfishness .I sigh two times then I tried to sit on the bed,As I did my shoulder hurts ,I looked and saw bandages almost everywhere.The nurse came in and took your hand"What are you doing?I told you that he don`t want to see anybody at the moment ,Please go out!"I looked at my hand"Let him stay!we should talk about something ,then he will leave soon!"She was kinda confused"Ok"Then she closed the door.I looked into our blue eyes,happy to see them again ."What are you doing hear?You should be at your house now,sleeping.I am not that worth for you to spend the nght here"

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[bloodyredfox]

My eye twitched at every word coming out of your mouth. At the last sentence my patience finally went snap. I closed the door softly and quietly walked towards you. I looked into your eyes and that twitch got better of me and i slapped my hands on your mouth.

"Shut up.Shut.Up.SHUT.UP!!", My chest heaved slightly and I reduced the force on my hands and moved them to cup your cheeks and finally I leaned down and hugged you, tears falling but I didn't care. You were awake!

I buried my head in your neck and hugged you, afraid that you would vanish. "Damn you Tomoko. You frightened me! I was afraid that I would lose you." I pulled back teary eyed and gave a sob, smacked his chest, "I told you to never say that you were d-d-dying or something. I was worried the whole time I was here! Don't tell me if you are worth it or not." I grabbed your head and brought it as close I could bring and lightly tapped my forehead against yours, "That's for me to decide not you. Baka-Tomoko."

[Ryouta]

I wanted to continue that you shouted at me to shut up, I shocked and stopped talking , looking strangely at you as you got close, I looked away, held your shoulders , tried to push you away"Rai, please! I..."I stopped as I saw you cry, smacking me hard, It hurt a little since I got an acciedent but I didn't care at the moment, all I care was you, I held you tight and squeezed you on my hold, You were so cold so I felt bad , I put away your tears and kissed your forhead."Is it really okay? Is it okay if I stay with you?"I stopped your tears but I started crying myself quietly"But Rai, weren't you the one who said me you don't want me?"Didn't you said go and die, I don't want to see you? Weren't you the one who avoided me? Why? Why do I have to feel such pains? What have I done ? If you don't want me , then let me die , I can't take it, You never understand me, always mean! What have I done?..."I said and started shacking, I had a fever and a pain od my right shoulder and chest , I lay down and looked away."Can you please go out? I want to be alone for a while."I said closing my eyes , pretend to sleep but I couldn't sleep, your words kinda made me happy but I wanted to made it clear, I couldn't took being avoided , I didn't expected from you to love me, but I if you loved me , I wanted it to be real and on action and if you don't , I wanted to let me go.I couldn't stop crying after al.

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[bloodyredfox]

As you wiped away my tears I got the chance to look right into your eyes, and was astonished to see the numerous emotions floating in them, anger, confusion, sadness. I guess I could blame myself for all this then. I frowned to think why would he feel betrayed when the image of me walking away from him angrily flashed through my mind.

A few chuckles left my mouth and then I hunched over as I clutched my stomach as I laughed out loud. I couldn't believe it! This stupid thing happened because of those stupid girls in our class! As the moment passed I straightened up and sat down on the bed and brought my legs up and sat cross-legged.

"Neh, Tomoko-kun, I don't know who started it, but I think we got jealous over each other and caused the fight ruining our plans, right?" I moaned as I put my head in my arms, "So stupid. And You! Why did you have to go and kiss that girl? I didn't want to see you after that, then you went and took that the wrong way!" I huffed and smacked you lightly on your arm, "Baka, I am never leaving you. Didn't I tell you, that's my decision and not yours." I leaned forwards and flicked your forehead, "And my decision was and is still the same. But you have to get better first. I didn't get to go on our first date because of someone's stupidity." I smile at you and moved closer to you till I was able to kiss your cheek and pulled away shocked, "Tomoko-kun! Your fever is rising. Why didn't you tell me? Wait I will call a nurse."

With that I ran out of your room.