Love vow (Ryouta Basket and Ayakashiu)

[Ryouta]

Yu saw him pushed him away and went to the bathroom to shower .He was still in bed siting on his knees , crying slowly, then he felt a little dizzy, he remembered that the time for his medication has passed again but he didn't care, He was looking at the clock all the time."Ru is late"I mumbled then I leaned to the wall still on bed"Did I hurt him?He beat his lips and slaped his head , He closed his eyes so that he could relax but after a while Ru's eyes with tears came to his mind, he opened his eyes by shock.He sigh and put away his tears then he tried to got out of bed , he wanted to change his clothes that suddenly he noticed that he couldn't stand, his kegs was kinda blocked by something, He felt strange again and put his hands on his mouth"Hell!"He said and suddenly he thrown up some blood out on the floor, but this time it was more and he lay on the ground next to the bed as he was still poking"cough cough"He closed his eyes tried to stood up and clean the things before Ru came back.

[Ayakashiu]

Ru felt better after the shower, but he didn't want to go back yet, to face Yu. He was still a little angry, although he really had no right to be. He took his time with drying himself off, but eventually he had to return to the room. When he entered, he saw his friend on the floor. He needed a few moments to comprehen, what he was looking at. "Is that blood?" he said out loud, shocked. He rushed to his friend, scared about what's happening. "Oh god, Yu, are you okay?? What happened?"

[Ryouta]

Yu wanted to answer him , not to be worried but as he opened his mouth , instead of any word he poked blood again, he put his hand on his mouth , tried to sit with the other hand , he tried to not poke again so he held it strong but as he did he felt that he couldn't breath"Can't I breath from my nose?"He said inside with shock atfer a while , blood came out of his blood from his fingers .he couldn't hold himself so he graped Ru and started coughing "Cough, Ru , I feel..."He stoped moving"..sorry. ." He said closed his eyes , passed out on Ru's hold.

[Ayakashiu]

Ru freaked out at first. He didn't know what to do, he just hold his friend, willing him to be alright. Was this because of his disease? Did he forget to take his medicine? Or was it because of some completly different reason? He realized, he needs to do something quick and help his friend. Yu was still unconcious, so Ru had no other option but to call the ambulance. He didn't know how to help him, but the doctors sure will. He put his friend down gently, lying him on his side, remembering they said something in school, about this being the best position for an unconcious person. He rushed to the phone then, dialing the emergency number, asking for an ambulance.

[Ryouta]

Ru slowly opened his eyes , saw Ru in front of him and some other peaple?? He tried to move and as he looked perfectly they wore some niforms like the ambulance or something .As he got sure that they were really from the emergency, He opened his mouth"Ru...I'm...fine, so don't ...."He was talking that he felt bad again and closed his eyes to feel better, He could feel that they put him in the ambulance and took him too the hospital , He felt he could breath better since they put something on his mouth.he didn't know what was it, he felt cold but something made his hand warm , made his heart race, he opened his eyes again and He saw Ru holding his hands looking at him, he felt relieved and smiled as he squeezed his hand, He felt tried so he closed his eyes to rest but didn't let his hand go

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[Ayakashiu]

Ru paced around the hospital hallway nervously. He was allowed to ride in the ambulance with Yu, because he said he's his brother. But if the doctor started to ask him about the disease his friend has, he wouldn't be able to answer the questions. He hoped, that won't happen. He finally saw the doctor and he rushed to him, asking if he can see Yu. The doctor answered, that he was just about to go check with him again, since he's awake now, and that he can escort him. Both of them, went to Yu's room, Ru nervous about what kind of condition his friend is in. He hoped he'll be okay now, that he's in the hospital.

[Ryouta]

Yu opened his eyes.He found him self at the hospital ,He felt cold,Tried to move his head"Ru..."He called Ru but he didn`t seemed to be here.He was worried ,He hoped that he was alright.He knew that now he was in trouble now and doctors would ask him questions about his sickness or no!What If they understood about the sex,But how they would check his body at the moment but what If they did?The questions made him more and more worried,suddenly somebody knocked that he scared ,He tried to sit that the doctor came inside and suprised"No ,you should rest,Please lie down."He helped Yu ,He saw Ru behind him.He deeply looked at his Love ,Doctor checked him then he looked at the inncent boy while petting his hair"This boy said that he is your brother,Is this true?"The boy strangly looked at Ru then he smiled because of his cleverness"Yes!"The doctor sighed and said"I just wanted to be sure,then u rest and I will ask him what happened."Yu shocked,he didn`t know what he should say..."No"he didn`t know what story he should make,He knew that Ru didn`t know a lot about his sickness.

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[Ayakashiu]

Ru almost cursed, but he held himself back. He should know that this would happen and he should make Yu tell him about his disease as soon as he discovered the meds! He tried to think of a way out, since if they discovered he wasn't his brotehr, he won't be able to see him. He said to the doctor "I think you should ask your questions here, in front of Yu. He might be able to answer you some questions, that I couldn't. I wasn't there when he collapsed, I only found him later." He hoped his reasons sounded good enough. He didn't want to let his friend alone in the hospital. He went to stand beside him, squeezing his hand to show him, he was not going anywhere. He's his besyt friend and best friend's stick together in everything!

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[Ryouta]

He saw Ru resisting and saying that he is not going anywhere,Yu Blushed brightly as Ru held his hands ,He was relieved as he wasn`t alone.How many times did he went to hospital alone?How many times did he felt bad in that small house,far from everyone even his own parents?How many times did he fell asleep while crying ?There was no one there for him ,only sometimes his childhood friend ,Misa came to his house to check him If he is okay other times he was all alone,waiting for the day somebody care for him .He couldn`t help himself,the tears came down from his cheeks.He squeezed the boy`s hand while looking at the doctor"Please let him stay!"He cough and closed his eyes for a second.

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[Ayakashiu]

Ru smiled at his friend, when he heard he wants him to stay, happy about that. But he noticed the tears on his cheeks and he was worried again. Did he maybe want him to leave or something? Or why was he crying now. "Yu, what's wrong? Please don't cry." He leaned down and tried to wipe away his tears. He cupped his face in his hand. "Yu, please tell me what's wrong. Are you in pain? Do you need something?" Ru felt so helpless, as he didn't know what to do. Tears always confused him and made him uncomfortable.

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[Ryouta]

Yu put away his tears"No ,I`m fine ,just don`t leave me here ,Ru,please!I`m begging you."The doctor was looking strangly at them,Yu looked back and said"Please,I want to go home soon,so ask what you want to know fast!"He sigh"Does your brother know the weakness of your body?"He looked down"Mm!"He looked at Ru "Does he know...the other details?"He wanted to ask something but he couldn`t,He tought that he might not know and Yu doesn`t want him to know yet,Yu understood the meaning of details and moved his head to answer no.He didn`t wanted to talk about it in front of Ru and also ,He didn`t want Ru to leave him."Plase,Can I rest for a while?"H e understood the situation"Alright,Your brother can stay with you>"He said and left the room.Yu just hoped that Ru don`t ask questions but he knew that He was the way too curious,He didn`t know how to explain.

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[Ayakashiu]

Ru was relieved, that the doctor finally left the room. He was worried he'll get exposed and would have to leave. He watched the man in white coat leaving and then he turned back to his friend. "Yu, you know I won't leave you alone, so you have nothing to worry about." He reasuringly squeezed his hand again, smiling a little. "So doctor mentioned some other details. What did he mean by that?" Ru knew, that his friend probably answered no, so the doctor wouldn't ask him strange questions, he doesn't know how to answer. But he wanted to know more, about what's happening to the boy, lying on the bed.

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[Ryouta]

He was so happy that his friend said such kind words"Yu, you know I won't leave you alone, so you have nothing to worry about." He blushed lightly and looked into his eyes ,He leaned to the boy ,felt relax for a while but it disapeared afterward he asked about those detals he mentioned.He thought for a while to what to say and he looked into the boys eyes with a smile"What should it be about,Ru?Just about the medicine I am using and the level of that,Nothing else Ru."He couldn`t say it ,He didn`t want him to know.So he rathered keep silence for now,then he looked at the boy again"Just Ru,If he asked you about my doctor,his name is Dr.Yamaru,ok?"he looked at his hand ,holding Ru`s ."Sorry..."He said closing his eyes .

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[Ayakashiu]

Ru felt relived, when he heard the answer. The way the doctor asked the question, felt really bad. "Okay, I'll remember his name." He will need to make sure later, that Yu tells him more about his illness. If he was so weak, that he needed to be in the hospital, it wasn't something innocent. And if this ever happened again, Ru wanted to know, how to properly react. He saw his freind's eyes closing, so he patted him on the head, saying "you just go to sleep now. I'll be near if you need me." He sat on the chair next to the bed, not letting go of his friends hand, but he soon started to get sleepy too, all the excitement of the day, catching up on him. As soon as his head touched the bed, he was asleep.

[Ryouta]

Yu opened his eyes , he saw Ru next to him, sleeping peacfuly , he smiled and kissed the boy's head then somebody knocked"Yes!"The doctor came in"Are you feeling better ?"He moved his head to say yes .The doctor smiled"The doctor youmentioned before , he is coming here, he was so worried about u."he shocked, "If Mr.Yamaru would come, He'll surely make others notice that he isn't my brother"he said and he looked at the doctor with nervous face."Please tell him to see me before anything else."He was suspect of Yu's behave and his face was obvious that he was hiding something, He strangly looked at Ru then back at Yu"Ok, Rest for now!"He said going out of the room, Yu sigh and stroked Ru's hair, He didn't want to let him go but...."After I went home, what will happen?"He knew that sooner or later they will have to talk about Yu's feelings and If Ru can't accept it , they should break their friendship and that made Yu suffer, his tears gathered around his eyes.

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[Ayakashiu]

Ru was slowly awakend from his sleep, by the voices in the room. He looked around, seeing the door closing. "Was that the doctor?" He asked his friend, turning back to face him. He saw tears in his eyes and he was worried again. "Yu, what is it? Were there any bad news?" He firmly held his friend's face in his hands, wanting him to answer him truthfully. "Come on, tell me. Did you get any bad news? Or is it something else?" He felt exhaustion creeping upon him again. In the last day, he was more worried about his friend than ever before, and that was taking the toll on him. He should get some proper sleep and food, but he didn't want to leave Yu here alone.

[Ryouta]

Yu put away his tears , he looked at the boy and put his hand on his cheeks, looking into his eyes, he opened his mouth to ask him something"Ru..."He just couldn't, He held his tears inside and held him tight"no...nothing! Nothing!"He whispered , then he let go, He smiled at the boy with concern.He lay again and rested until somebody knocked, He sat on bed "Come in!"He saw his kind doctor coming inside, Yu got happy and slowly got out of bed walked to him, Held him tight "Yamaru san!"He was the only one who took care of him after all.Yu looked at him with a serious face"sensei, Please tell the other doctor that..." "He had already asked"Yu shocked, Yamaru san looked at Ru "So you are Ru kun that Yu is always talking about, You were so lucky that I know you two are close, otherwise I would have told him that he has no brother."He sigh, Yu relaxed , Yamaru sat Yu down and started examining his body"So , why did you lied that he was your brother?"He asked , Yu looked down"Because I didn't want to be alone in here."He got sad , he stroked his hair"So what happened? You collapsed, or didn't took your medication again?"He couldn't say that he poked blood, he was scared to know why he did, Yamaru san turned to Ru"Can you explain son?"@Ayakashiu

[Ayakashiu]

Ru was relieved, that this doctor didn't decide to reveal their lie. Yu was talking about him? That made him happy for some reason. He stand by nervous, while the doctor examined his friend. When Yu didn't answer, he scowled, not knowing why he didn't tell the doctor what happened. Deciding that it's best, if the doctor knows everything, he started explaining. "Well, I wasn't really there when it happened, I was in a bathroom, and when I came out, I find Yu on the floor, all bloody. He also lost conciousnes. Doctor, will he be alright? Is he getting worse or something?" He was scared of the answer and he also hoped his friend won't be angry at him, for telling. But the doctors needed to know what happened, so they can treat him properly.

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[Ryouta]

He was shocked that that Ru replied the doctor, he was so worried, The doctor was suprised and looked at Yu with a concern face "Is that true Yu?"He asked, though he knew that this day would come , He never imagined that it was this soon, Yu looked down and said with a shacking voice"Mm!"He wanted to cry, He didn't know why it even happened , he was good and his doctor kept telling him that he is getting even better, He had a bad feeling that the sex made him to throw up but he didn't want to believe , Yamaru san asked him seriously"Did something happened , Something that you have never experienced it until now Yu, please tell me the truth, Your health id in danger"Even he knew what was the answer, even he knew that he was in danger but he would never did something that made trouble for Ru, so he moved his head "No"he would never do such a thing! Never!

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[Ayakashiu]

Something that he had never experienced until now.. Ru tensed, thinking about what the doctor said. Don't tell me, this is all because we had sex?? But that can't be. He never heard of anyone throwing up blood because of sex. It should be something you enjoy, not something that worsenes your health. He was indecisive. Should he tell doctor about this or not? Yu didn't tell him and it was personal after all. So what should he do? The doctor looked nice, but he probably wouldn't understand them. Ru decided he would stay quiet about that for now, but asked out loud, "Doctor, what could have caused this?"

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[Ryouta]

Yamaru san looked at Ru and thought about the question for a while"Well..there are many things that cause it , maybe foods that are not good for his health, overwork, overstudy, stress, not using his medication,.."He glared at Yu and sigh"And the thing is that Yu do them all.He is not so sensitive about the foods he eats and he works a lot since he lives alone , studying hard that he can have a perfect future,living alone makes stress for him and the most wrong thing is that he sometimes give up on living and stops taking his medication , well , I think one of these may have caused this"He turned around and walked to the door"Yu"He called Yu and he looked at his doctor with a worried face."After you came out of the hospital , we should talk.now that you thrown up, I should change your medication level."He said went out of the room, Yu was shocked , He wanted to cry , he was shacking and didn't know what to say.

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[Ayakashiu]

"Yu, you should take better care of yourself!" Ru attacked him, as soon as they were alone again. "You are sick, so you should rest properly! And if you have too much work, just ask me and I'll help you. I really don't understan, why you feel the need to do everything yourself!" He then noticed, that his friend was shaking. "Oh Yu..sorry." He hugged him, caressing his back, like he was calming down a child. "Yu, don't worry. We will make sure, that you take proper care of yourself from now on okay? We will see what kinds of foods are good for you and we will make sure, you don't overwork yourself. So please don't cry. Everything will be alright."

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[Ryouta]

When he heard his kind words he calmed down and held him tight.Thinging about him and only him, He could feel his warmth, his soft voice that was cheering him up.He wanted to kiss him, make him his and all this made him more nervous about the future he would have, He cofessed but actually nothing was changed , they were still friends , not more not less.He could feel it, that he is getting closer and closer to Leukemia .He couldn't give up his live , he should agreed that it was a one sided love afterall.He pushed Ru away and looked down"Do you remember what I said Ru?"He stood up and went to the door."After this ends , I don't want to see you anymore, It's impossible for us be friends anymore."He said and went out.

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[Ayakashiu]

Ru stood there, stunned, confused about what just happened. A moment ago, Yu didn't want him to leave, but now he was saying, that they can't be friends anymore? He didn't want to lose Yu and his words cut to the heart. He rubbed his chest, not knowing why he felt so hurt, but he didn't plan to just follow along! He ran out of the room, after Yu. When he caught up to him, he roughly pulled his arm, turning him around. He didn't mean to do it so harsh, but he was angry and didn't have a complete control of himself. "What are you thinking, saying something like that to me?! And after all that we went through. You just decided, you don't want to be my friend??"

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[Ryouta]

Yu found him angry , looked into his eyes, he wanted to shout back, saying friendship its only fine for you , I can't take it because I love you, I love you damn it.But he knew it was no use , He grined and looked away"Let go"He released his arm and turned around"This is my decision, you can't refuse .I can't be friend with you any longer, thank you for coming here , when I dismissed from here, I won't be bothering you anymre."He started walking"You are important to me.that's why I'm letting you go."He said walking to the second doctor"Sensei, can I go home please?"He looked down at the cute boy"But you should rest"He ,moved his head"I'm fine and also , staying here just gives me stress, I don't like hopital so I can rest at home too. "He sigh and put his hand on his shoulder"Ok, I will talk to Yamaru san, You went to your room and rest."He agreed and turned around.He hoped that Ru wouldn't shout cause if he did everybody would realize what happened between them.

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