Love vow (Ryouta Basket and Ayakashiu)

[Ayakashiu]

Ru felt so angry, that he wanted to scream, but they were in a hospital and Yu was already talking to that doctor. When he was finished, Ru hissed through his teeth "You better explain yourself right now!" and when they entered the room, he pressed him against the wall. "You can't get out of it, so just tell me why the fuck you don't want to be friends anymore!" He was breathing deeply, getting aware of how close he was to Yu. Fuck! Now is so not the time for this.. But he felt the need to make Yu his, to make him promise, he'll never leave him or say anything like this again. So he did the only think he knew how to do, kiss him passionately, wanting his friend to completely surrender to him.

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[Ryouta]

They entered the room .As they did Ru started shouting why he doesn't want to be friends? He looked away, He knew the Ru had the right to shout and complain , he was silence and closed his eyes , Wished that it would end soon, He couldn't take anymore pains and harms, His heart had enough of all of it , so he covered his ears and tears came down from his green eyes"I don't want to hear it!"He shouted back, Ru walked closer and Yu walked back and leaned to the wall, Looking at his friend, How much he loved him, He was shacking and shocked as Ru kissed him, He moved around tried to push him away with his hand , He held his shirt tight and resist his rough kiss, He looked away "Let...go, Or I will sream!"He pushed him away and before he came back, he slaped his cheek so fast.After a while he understood what he did and covered his mouth, cried quietly.

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[Ayakashiu]

Ru just stood there for a moment, looking at his friend with a blank expression. The slap was like a cold shower to him. He realised, that Yu really meant what he said and that hurted so badly. With an eerily calm voice, he said to him, "I'm sorry for forcing myself on you. But you don't have to worry, I won't bother you again." He turned to leave, looking back to add one more thing. "Oh, can you just please send me a message when you get home? That's the last thing I ask of you..then I'll disappear from your life, like you want me to."

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[Ryouta]

Yu was shocked of Ru's words, He couldn't say anything, Ru apologized and that was strange.He leaved by the last sentence"I'll disappear from your life, like you want me to."And Yu was lefted alone inthat cold room, Ru wasn't there anymore , He gone forever.Yu fisted his hand looking down and cried slowly, He didn't expected him to leave, He was sure that Ru wouldn't easily leave him like that but he did."Maybe he doesn't really care..."He said and smiled "Please forgive me Ru...I don't want to force my feelings on you and I don't want you to put yourself in trouble because of me, You are so good and they are even better friends than me out there for you, This is for your good..."Whispered all that and put away his tears as he did , Yamaru san came in"Yu...You are alone, Where is your friend?"Yu looked away"He had something to deal with, So he went home."He smiled at the boy and gave him a box"Here is your new medication, don't worry, if you just take care of your self more, Your medication level will be decreased ."Yu got a little happy a smiled"Come on , I should get you home."Yu put his clothes on and went home by Yamaru san, They said Farwell and Yamaru san left when Yu got inside .There was only Yu and his dark house but still he could feel the smell of Ru on his pillow and fell asleep while crying slowly.

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[Ayakashiu]

Ru felt so empty and detached, like this was happening to someone else. Yu was always there for him, but now he was suddenly gone, not wanting to be friends anymore. He thought that after what happened between them, their bond would get stronger, not that it would come to this. All the way home, he just stared blanky in front of himself, not really perceiving, what's happening around him. When he got home, his first thought was to get out, get drunk, have casual sex and forget about everything that happened. But he didn't really want to have sex with one of his sex-friends, he wanted it to be Yu. He wondered why he only wanted Yu, but then he banished the thought out of his head. It doesn't matter anymore..it's over.. He feel into his bed, feeling exhausted, but sleep didn't come. He was squirming in his bed almost until morning, when he finally managed to fell asleep.

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[Ryouta]

Yu woke up and sat on his bed , He looked out of the window, The sun made everywhere bright and it seemed beautiful but Yu couldn't smile, he put his hand on his face , started shacking , After a while he looked at his hands and sigh , Then he got out of the bed and went to the bathroom .He took a shower and dried himself then got ready for school, He cleaned up the mess all in his room that caused yesterday, He went to the kitchen and made an omelet for himself, ate it then he took his medication and wore his shoes and at last he got out of the house and started walking to school , he tried to concentrate "I should forget about him and don't pay attention to him, This is for his good and I should start a new life without him , maybe finding a lover will help me to forget soon ."He thought those things but his heart couldn't accept it with anyone but Yu.He arrived the school yard and walked to his class, when he went inside the doors he smiled and went to his friends without looking at Ru's desk so he didn't know if he came or not

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[Ayakashiu]

Ru checked his phone as soon as the alarm went off, but there was no message from Yu. Is he still in the hospital? He dragged himself out of bed, his limbs feeling really heavy. He didn't have much appetite, so he skipped breakfast, going directly to school. He also didn't bother with his hair, so he looked like a mess, but he didn't really care. He was never one for appearances. He arrived at school later than usual and he didn't look around much, not expecting Yu to be back already, instead just plomping in his seat, his hands cupping his face. But he heard Yu's voice and he sharply pulled his head up. He was there, talking casualy with their classmates. Ru was already begining to stand up, wanting to demand an explanation from him, why he didn't even send him a message, but then thinking again, he sat down. He said, he wouldn't bother him anymore, but he still couldn't stop observing what he was doing..

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[Ryouta]

He already started having different conversations with his friends and classmates, since he was always kind and showed his happy side to every one, Almost everybody seemed to like him , He never hurt anybody too so that made him nice and innocent, He smiled as always to show that he is fine but it really wasn't like yesterday morning anymore, now he only wanted to spend time with Ru, Thinging of Ru made him to turn his face around to his deck but as he did they eyes met , He looked away fast and his heart started to raise.

The teacher came and Yu quit thinging and went to his sit , it was closer to the board than Ru's so he couldn't see what is he doing"Is he looking at me? Or maybe he doesn't care at all?"He couldn't concentrate at the new lesson , that was the frist time.He ended up thinging about stupid things in all the classes, even when he talks with others, but he tried to have fun, eat snacks and not have an eye contract with Ru, he knew that he must get use to it.

It was time to home, he was packing his things that somebody calked him"Yunnosuke!"He looked back and saw his friend , Tarimoro Souma , his face was a little red.Yu looked back with a smile"What's wrong, Souma?"He asked , as he did , the boy got his arm"Can we talk?"He said looking away "oh, mm!"Then Souma pulled him out of the class to one of the trees at the yard.

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[Ayakashiu]

That idiot! He said he didn't want to be friends anymore, so why is he looking at me? Ru thought, when their eyes met and he felt his stomach churn. He wanted to just ignore him, but he still kept looking over to where he was, all the time. He watched how he acted, with whom he was talking to; he felt like a stalker. But it was all because Yu wouldn't give him a reason for his sudden change of behaviour!

He usually didn't listen to the teacher in class and this day was no different; he kept staring at Yu's back instead, trying to figure out why he was acting like this. He seemed to be perfectly fine, mentaly and physicaly. So the reason Ru didn't get any message, had to be that his friend decided to ignore him completely. He was seriously considering going over to him, when the class was finished, but then he saw another boy approach him. He become suspicious, as the newcomer grabbed Yu's arm, so he decided to keep an eye on those two. He discreetly leaned on the wall, with a full view of the yard, pretending to talk to a group of his classmates, but watching his friend and that guy intently.

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[Ryouta]

Yu didn't think that something important is going to happen so he let his friend pull his body to the yard, He went under the shadow of a tree and looked around, made sure that nobody is listening , Yu was a little worried since his friend seemed messed up and nervous, He smiled at him"Doshtano Souma, Is something happened? Your face is red , Are you catching a cold? Have fever?"His kindness made the boy's heart beat fast,he didn't know how to bring it up that Yu put his hand on his head "You really do have a fever? Shouldn't you stay home and rest?"He blushed as he saw Yu worried about him .He wanted to pull his hand back that Souma held it and looked down, Yu was clueless "Souma?"He openedhis mouth"You see , I..."Yu started to get nervous"n..nani?"He looked into his eyes and held his shoulders"I love you! Please go out with me!"He finally said what was on his mind, That made Yu shock and he put his hand on his chest to calm down, Blushed brightly."What are you saying we are both..."He stopped, he knew he was in love with another man, So he couldn't complain, He looked back at Souma, why not? He was always so kind , opposite of Ru, afterall I decided to forget about him , didn't I?But still..."He was silence without a word.

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[Ayakashiu]

Ru tried to watch the two guys under the tree, but his friends wanted his attention too. There was a girl, who was his good friend and obviously, she was aiming to spend the night with him. He normally wouldn't mind, but today he just found her annoying. She wouldn't let him observe Yu, but harrased him to go out with her. He saw, that he won't be able to get out of it, so he agreed, but he quickly extended the invitation to others in the group, so that it won't be a date. He will just explain things to her later; she was cool and will understand, since she was in similar situation too before. As he turned around to see what was happening beneath the tree, he tensed. He couldn't see their faces, but he didn't like it, that Yu touched the other guy so casually! Who was he anyway?

 

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[Ryouta]

Yu was speechless , He didn't know what to say , He didn't want to hurt his friend but start going out this soon? They just stopped being friends so Ru will probably thing that he had no feelings , He didn't want that"Wait! Why am I still thinging about him? I am a baka!"He said inside, he rathered to be silence, thinging what to do but when he thought about it , the decision got difficult. Souma couldn't wait anylonger! ", Yuno...What's your answer?"Yu couldn't answer, He blushed more, Souma sigh and turned his face to him"I will surely make you happy, so please..."He moved his hands upper to his cheeks "Fall in love with me!"when he heard the word happy, his tears gathered around his eyes but he hold them in,how much he looked for happiness and at last happiness came to him itself.Souma was worried, he put his tears away "You always try to show yourself okay and fine, but I'm not that stupid, I alway knew that you are suffering from something, your eyes told me.tell me about it , maybe there is something I can do."He was so kind, Yu saw him in his place since he loved him and Yu didn't exactly how it between him and Ru so he could understand how he feels.He sigh and looked at the boy"let me thing about it ."Souma moved his head"mm! But you know what answer I want."He smiled"so I better go and..."He stroked Yu's hair and ran to the gate , he turned back at him"Don't cry anymore, ok?"He shouted and it was easy for everyone to heard it but it wasn't so important anyway, He was still under the shadow , staring at the blue for a while.

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[Ayakashiu]

Ru was so pissed. What's wrong with Yu, that he let someone stroke him?? He decided he waited long enough. It was true, that he said he won't bother him anymore, but anger clouded his judgement. "I'll be right back" he said to his friends, heading over to where Yu was standing.

"What, so everyone is good enough to be your friend, except me? Or do you let just anyone touch you like this Yu?" he said to his friend. He knew his voice was scornful, but he didn't care. They were fucking best friends and now suddenly Yu just decided to dump him! Ru wasn't going to stand beside and watch all this.

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[Ryouta]

Yu was so confused and didn't know what to do? Souma was a good and trusted friend but Yu never thought that he supposed to love him, He was a little happy but also sad, He wanted the person to be Ru, to told him that he loves him and go out with him, it was like a beautiful dream that would never happen! Yu put away his tears and turned back to go home but he saw Ru in front of him, his heart started beating fast.He was scared if he had heard their words, he looked away to hide his red face but as Ru complained about that it is only wrong for him to be his friend , he calmed down that he hadn't heard their words.Yu answered"Yes, it is..."He couldn't help it , it was for his sake not Yu's, he couldn't say it after all but what does he mean by letting everybody touch him? Yu smiled and looked at the boy"Don't tell me you are jealous Ru? "He couldn't even imagine him to be jealous , he just wanted to tease him he saw his sex friends a little far from them , looking at Ru, He fisted his hands and looked down"Look, your friends are waiting for you, The ones that you spent all your time with since high school, they are all kind and nice so why would you need me?Please, you don't see me as your lover so at least let me be, You with your friends and I will be with Souma afterall."He to the gate to leave

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[Ayakashiu]

Ru was even more angry, now that he heard the boy's answer. He grabbed his hand, not planning to let him go. "What do you mean you'll be with Souma?! What just happened between you two??" He didn't even try to deny that most people from group he was just with, slept with him. But that was just part of his personality. He needed sex and to have it, he needed partners. For him, it was the easiest that those partners were his friends, who thought similar as he did. But for Yu to compare them with this Souma guy..he didn't like the sound of that. "And who said I don't see you as my lover?" He said that more calmly. They were best friends, so why not lovers? They already had sex, doesn't that mean they are lovers already?

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[Ryouta]

He started to get nervous as Ru touched him , he pulled his hand and laughed slowly"none of your business but if you really want to know then I will tell you."Yu looked at his love "He confessed his love and asked me to go out with him, why not ? He is a good friend, opposite of you that abandoned me in high school , he didn't. "He wanted to shout at him and bite him up but he couldn't , he calmed down and turned around"Do you even love me when you say we can be lovers? If you are just saying that to stay with me, if we start dating,sooner or later we will have problems and we can't go on.I love you so much so that it's alright , We can be friends again so you don't need to force yourself on me! Now everything is solved we are like just like we were before, forget about yesterday, ok?"He put his hand on his head"I'm going home for now, take care!"He smiled innocently,walking outside.

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[Ayakashiu]

Ru made a face, when his friend started to talk about love again. They really had different views on this matter. He thought about Yu's words, when he watched him leave. Did I really abandon him? He did start to hang out with others too, but he still saw Yu as his best friend. Did he unintetionaly gave him the feeling, that he doesn't care about him? But it was not like he could have sex with him that time. He didn't even know, he enjoys having sex with other guys back then, so he found himself other friends, that could satisfy his needs. He sighted, irritated with the situation he was in. He will have to do something about that Souma guy and he'll have to calm down Yu. He returned to his group, deciding on the last details for the evening and then he headed home.

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[Ryouta]

Yu didn`t want to go home so he walked through the streets looking around like that he had been never in Tokiyo before.The peaple were laughing and talking at each other with no pain,Yu sigh and went inside an convinence store and looked for something cool to eat or drink,He picked a juice and paid for it,walked to a park close by and sat on a bench under the shadow of a big tree.The wind was cool but he couldn`t drink,He didn`t have the apetite.He closed his eyes,leaned to the bench thinging about the future he will have,will he be with Souma?Will Ru really give up on him?Oh,no!What If Ru pick up a fight with Souma?He got nervous and started shacking,he didn`t want both of them to hurt,maybe it was better for them to give up on both.He slowly closed his eyes,it was almost dark "Did I fell asleep?"He said stood up drinking his juice while heading home,He got there and opened the door to went inside.

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[Ayakashiu]

It was already quite late, but Ru didn't want to go home yet. They were out in a bar, drinking, and although Ru didn't like to get dead drunk, today, he was on on a good way to get there. He explained his situation to his friends and they didn't bug him about it. He loved them for that; they were cool and fun to hang out with and the most important thing was, that they understood him and left him alone when he needed to be alone. But everyone started to leave and Ru didn't have a choice, but to go home too. Daichi, a boy from his group, took pity on him and walked him home. Well, walk wasn't the right word, since he had to practically carry him. Ru never remembered being so drunk and before he knew it, he was telling Daichi his whole story. "Why don't you just call him later and talk things out? Just tell him how you feel" the boy suggested, when they were entering his apartement. Ru found this as a great idea, in his drunken state, so he pulled out his phone, dialling Yu's number. His friend wanted to take his phone. "Come on Ru, you can't call him like that. Give me the phone! You'll get it back when I get you into your bed." Ru tried to get away, but he lost his balance and they both crushed to the ground. He groaned "Daichi, get off of me! You're so heavy."

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[Ryouta]

He locked the door after he entered , took off his shoes and turned the light on, The house was quiet , He sigh and went to his room, took off his uniform and put it in the closet, He walked to the Mirrow and looked at him not completely naked but with skivvies, He found himself small and thiny, he laughed slowly and looked again,yesterday his thiny body was all Ru's.Ru touched it and make it all his, he kissed his lips, touched his nipples and his member and button, They became one , he couldn't believe it was all happened yesterday , it was like a year for Yu he wanted to touch him, hug him,kiss him one more time.He sat on his knees and put his hand on his head "Though I was the one who told him to forget, I..."He started shacking and crying noisly , shouting loudly .He was hopelessly in love and he had no idea what to do! He didn't want to hurt him, He had to give an answer to Souma tomorrow, It was night and he didn't think about it even for a moment, He could understand after all that his heart would not except anybody but Ru.After a while his phone rang , he put away his tears and looked at the number it was Ru"Should I answer?"He said and sighed, , answered calm"Hello? What's wrong Ru ?"He waited for his answer.

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[Ayakashiu]

"So..heavy..Daichi.." Ru grunted, as he tried to get from under the guy. But his friend was bound not to let him get to the phone. Ru somehow managed to grab the phone first. "Hello? Yu? Are you there? Yu, I'm so sorry..I'm really sor.." The phone was pulled from his hands. "No way I'm letting you talk to him in this state. You need to get to bed, now!" Daichi said, disconnecting the call. Ru groaned, feeling all dizzy and weak, hitting his friend in his chest. "You suck Daichi! It was your idea to call him anyway!" Daichi just shook his head. He got Ru in his bed, not bothering to remove his clothes. "Go to sleep now, I'll be in the living room if you need me, it's too late to go home now." Ru only managed to mumble something that resembled thank you and then he was out.

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[Ryouta]

Yu was shocked about how he answered .Frist,he heard noises then Ru shouted like it was the last time he was talking to him , he had no idea he was drunk so he got worried and it was odd for Ru to apologies so thought something must have happened. he wanted to answer the phone was hung up.He had no idea what to do, He tried to call him again but nobody respond , he called for the second time but time time his phone was off.He got really worried so he dressed up thinging that he did something to himself made him shake.He put on his shoes and walked outside, he had no idea where to look for him."It is dark , maybe he had head home!"He said ranning to his house and now he remembered , His parents were away from town for work too so that made him more worried.He got there and rang the door bell many times hoped that he would answer.

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[Ayakashiu]

Ru was sleeping so hard, that he didn't even hear the doorbell ring. He only murmured something in his sleep and turned to the other side. But Daichi wasn't so lucky. He was woken up by the persistant ringing of the bell. First he tried to ignore it, hoping that whoever it was will go away. But that didn't happen, so he got up, groaning, because he was all stiff from sleeping on the couch. He walked to the door, massaging his neck. When he opened it, he saw Yu standing there. They never hung out much, but Daichi still knew about him, since he was Ru's best friend. He raised his eyebrows. "Hello. What are you doing here so late?"

[Ryouta]

Yu was going to give up and go somewhere else to look for Ru but as he saw the light turned on , He relaxed and sigh but as the door was opened, Yu was shocked and suprised , ,didn't know what to say! It wasn't Ru but one of his friends he hung out a lot "What does he doing here this late? The lights were off just now so that means...."He thought inside, how fast! He was with Yu the day before and then he invited his friend over to not be alone but he couldn't complain since he talked with Souma but still , still he didn't go this much, The boy asked him a question but he didn't know how to answer! He looked down and smiled"Sorry for disturbing you this late but I was worried about Ru , is he here?"That was what he decided anyway, he thought the he didn't worth Ru so he left him for good and if he was okay he was going to leave and tomorrow he would reply to Souma the answer he wants.He was just so jealous at the moment that he wanted to crush the boy!

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[Ayakashiu]

Daichi sighted, feeling a little angry at Yu. First, because he woke him up so late and second, because he was the cause for Ru's current condition. Ru didn't explain in detail, what happened between the two of them, but he and the other people from the group knew Ru enough, to deduce what was happening. "Yeah, he's here. It's his house right? But we were sleeping you know, it's kind of late for house visits isn't it?" He didn't plan to invite the guy inside; he and Ru were good firends and he was sure, that no one would like to be seen in that kind of state. And, Ru might do something stupid again, like that phone call. That was probably the reason why Yu was here. "Oh and about that phone call, it was a mistake. We kind of get carried away while partying today, so I'm really sorry if we bothered you." He put on an apologetic face, hoping that the guy would just leave already; he wanted to go back to sleep.

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