ChibiMonkey Posted August 6, 2014 Author Share Posted August 6, 2014 Fintan smiled a bit when the other apologized "it's alright, I'm sure you had forgotten....don't worry about it" He said softly as he leaned back and looked out the window, letting the other drive. He followed the other silently around the store as he gathered what he needed, and soon enough they were back on their way home. Arriving at the house, Fintan got out and headed inside after the other, helping carry some bags "Hey Thomas...." he started softly. He was a little afraid to bring it up, since he noticed the dust collect on the piano. But the other promised him when he got back he'd play him songs again. Of course, a lot of unexpected things happened while he was away...but he still wanted to hear his song "Would you play for me?" he asked softly, looking at him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zombie_In_A_Box Posted August 6, 2014 Share Posted August 6, 2014 Thomas glanced back as his name was called. The brunet flinched the lightest bit at the question.and looked away. "I-I'll try..." He muttered out uncertainly as he brought the shopping back into the kitchen. "I'm sorry if I don't manage... I haven't really played it for this month..." He admitted with nervousness in his voice. Before doing anything, he took the things they bought and put them into places. A soft sigh left his mouth as he was done - he had to play... The.pianist took small steps towards the piano. Before opening, he brushed off the dust with a gentle hand, then sat down. He tried out a few chords, gently pressing the keys before taking in a deep.breath. He had an easy, slow song he could play... Thomas began, and even though it wasn't.as perfect as it used to be, he actually did it pretty well. His fingers sometimes slipped, but he often covered it up with some iprovisation... It wasn't as bad as he thought it would be. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ChibiMonkey Posted August 8, 2014 Author Share Posted August 8, 2014 Fintan noticed the other tense up and seemingly become nervous about playing the piano. He didn't say anything though, wanting to hear him play still. He smiled when the other said he would try, and he moved over to sit on the couch in the room, watching the other sit down and prepare himself. He smiled as he listened to the melodic piece flow from the others fingers - to Fintan, it was still just as perfect as before, he couldn't pick out a single note wrong with it, nor any mistakes or anything. He smiled softly "Still perfect." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zombie_In_A_Box Posted August 8, 2014 Share Posted August 8, 2014 Thomas glanced back at Fintan with a small smile."You really think so?" He asked softly as he gently brushed a hand over the keys. "I'll play something more then... If I can..." The brunet said quietly as he stood up, finding some messy papers with notes. "Let's say this song is for you... About you." He said with a light smile as he began. The piece was dark at first, with some sadness in it. Soon it faded into something so calm, it seemed like there was nothing there... But suddenly, Thomas pressed a few chords rather harshly, the song continuing like this...As if it was angry. After a while, it came back to sadness and soon faded into high notes and a light melody. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ChibiMonkey Posted August 11, 2014 Author Share Posted August 11, 2014 Fintan smiled a bit and nodded, clapping his hands together slightly as he smiled "Of course. I really do love you playing" he said as he leaned back on the couch a bit. He listened as the other said he'd play another, one that was about Fintan. Though the music was of course beautifully written and playing, flowing together perfectly, it made Fintan sad. It almost made him feel guilty about leaving the other - though, it was to try and save his sisters terminal illness. He glanced to his lap, frowning as he just felt overwhelming guilt from the others emotional music about him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zombie_In_A_Box Posted August 11, 2014 Share Posted August 11, 2014 Thomas had begun feeling sad himself as he played the piece. His hands were trembling lightly as he pulled them away from the keys and slowly stood up. The brunet walked to Fintan and quietly pulled him into a tight hug, holding him close to his chest. "Don't leave me again." He muttered out softly, hiding his face into his hair. The pianist let out a shaky sigh as he stroked the other's waist lightly, his grip still tight. He didn't know too well why he decided to play this, if it made both of them feel bad. All of his feelings from the time Fintan was away were poured into it... Maybe he just had to get it out. In fact, he did feel like something heavy was lifted off of his heart... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ChibiMonkey Posted August 12, 2014 Author Share Posted August 12, 2014 Fintan frowned as he just stared at his lap. After that, he couldn't possibly look at the other now. Fintan hadn't meant to cause the other so much pain, and now he felt terrible. He didn't look up at the other, not even when he could clearly hear him walking over to him. He bit his lip, closing his eyes as he felt himself pulled into such a tight and warm embrace. He wrapped his own arms back around the other, hugging him just as close as he buried his face into the others neck "I know I'm sorry....I just wanted to help your sister..." he murmured as he reminded the other, hugging him close and tightly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zombie_In_A_Box Posted August 12, 2014 Share Posted August 12, 2014 Thomas let out a shaky sigh, shaking his head as he held Fintan tightly in his arms. "You should've told me about that." He murmured out. "Before you left... None of this would've happened." His voice grew a bit weaker as he finished. The brunet hugged his boyfriend tightly, hiding his face into his hair. "I love you so much... It was too hard to let you go, Fin..." He whispered out quietly, his grip still tight around the other's waist. He didn't want to let go now... He wanted to keep Fintan with him forever, no matter what. He wanted to marry him, he wanted to live together, he wanted... He wanted for their love to return. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ChibiMonkey Posted August 13, 2014 Author Share Posted August 13, 2014 Fintan sighed heavily as he just hugged onto the other, holding him close as he buried his face in his chest and listened to him "I know, I'm sorry...I just...I just thought it'd be a nice surprise..." he murmured softly, frowning as he held onto him. He hated to think that this was his fault. All because he hadn't told the other. Did that make the other cheating on him right? Was that how humans rationalized things? He frowned more to himself at his depressing thoughts, and all he could do was clutch tighter to Thomas, afraid to let go, that if he did, he would run off and cheat on him again, or something, perhaps. Just the possibility scared him. If it happened, even if just once, it could happen again; right? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zombie_In_A_Box Posted August 14, 2014 Share Posted August 14, 2014 Thomas shook his head, a sad chuckle leaving his mouth. "I really don't like surprises, Fin." He said with a sad smile on his face as he pulled away a bit - as much as his boyfriend's tight grip let him. He leaned down and slowly pressed his lips to the other's, kissing him gently and softly. He broke the kiss soon, his eyes soft as he looked at the merman. "If we pull through this... We can pull through anything." He murmured out before hiding his face back into Fintan's neck. "I'm so sorry about everything... Please, please just find it in you... Just, forgive me... Please, Fin..." He whispered softly, his eyes closed tightly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ChibiMonkey Posted August 16, 2014 Author Share Posted August 16, 2014 Fintan bit his lip as he hugged the other "I realize that now..." he murmured, sighing heavily as he loosened his grip slightly for the other so he could move a bit and move back. He kissed him back softly, trying to restrain the tears in his eyes "I love you so much, Thom....it just might be a bit before I can truly forgive you" He muttered, hugging him close again and running a hand through his hair "I love you, and I want to forgive you. I do believe you. Just part of me is still in pain...and can't accept forgiveness just yet..." he muttered as he buried his face into the other side of his neck, just trying to take in his scent that usually calmed him down, like a drug. "Thomas....I want you to prove to me you still love me..." he murmured softly, hoping the other would catch on to what he was saying and meant. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zombie_In_A_Box Posted August 17, 2014 Share Posted August 17, 2014 Thomas felt sadder with each word he heard. "I can't forgive myself... I don't even know why I expect you to do it." He said quietly as he kissed the other's cheek gently. When he heard the request, his eyes went wide and for a moment he stayed silent. Did he understand it correctly? "Fin..." He whispered out in a shaky voice as he pulled the other away to catch his lips into a soft, loving kiss. He led them back to the bed, sitting down on it quietly, bringing Fintan on his lap. The man pulled away to leave a gentle trail of kisses down his neck. "I'll do anything you want, Fin..." He promised quietly, his eyes closed, but his movements hesitant. He felt dirty... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ChibiMonkey Posted August 17, 2014 Author Share Posted August 17, 2014 Fintan frowned a bit "I'm sorry, Thom....I'm sure that's not what you want to hear. I want to forgive you, and I will eventually. Just right now it hurts to much to forget about all that" he muttered softly. He looked up at him when he pulled away, seemed to register what he wanted and was implying. He kissed the other back lovingly, following his lead to the bed and sitting on his lap, legs on either side of the male as he straddled him, kissed him and humming softly as he felt his lips trail down his neck. He frowned a bit at his words, and his clear hesitance as he huffed heavily, pulling away from the other and getting off of him as he sat down on the other edge of the bed, frowning with his arms crossed "I don't want you to do something because I want it. I want you to want it too..." he sighed heavily. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zombie_In_A_Box Posted August 17, 2014 Share Posted August 17, 2014 Thomas opened his eyes when the other pulled back, sadness showing. "Fin..." He murmured out softly. The man stood up and walked up to the other, gently pushing him down onto the bed. "I do want it..." He whispered out as he liffed the merman a bit to bring him to the middle of the bed. The brunet pressed his lips to the other's neck. "I want it... I love you..." He whispered softly as his hands began gently trailing underneath his shirt. His fingers rubbed soothing circles over his smooth skin as he continued kissing his neck. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ChibiMonkey Posted August 17, 2014 Author Share Posted August 17, 2014 Fintan was bothered slightly by how the other acted, his words almost hurting. It almost proved to him the other didn't really care about their relationship. It may not seem to make sense, since Thom was saying he'd do anything for him, and everything. But it took two for a relationship. He didn't want it to be all about him. He understood what the other was trying to do, and just wanted to do anything to keep them together. But Fintan wanted Thomas to make choices to, to decide for himself if he wanted something. Otherwise, Fintan couldn't tell what the other wanted and felt like he was just constantly forcing things on him. He looked up at the other when he approached him, pushing him back down and kissing his neck. He blushed faintly, starting to really feel more of the love from the other, and he gently wrapped his arms around the other "Then show me" he breathed softly, kissing him deeply and licking his lips. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zombie_In_A_Box Posted August 17, 2014 Share Posted August 17, 2014 A faint smile appeared on Thomas' face at the other's words - he took it as a sign for him to continue. The brunet kissed back the same as the merman, his hands slowly sliding upwards. He seemed to be extremely gentle - as if Fintan would run off if he did something wrong. Gently, he brushed his thumbs over his nipples befopre gently pinching them both. One of his knees made way in between his boyfriend's legs, lightly rubbing against the space there. He deepened the kiss slowly, gently parting his lips to probe the other's with his tongue. Slowly, he felt himself gettinig erect... But he was still unsure if he could really really do this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ChibiMonkey Posted August 17, 2014 Author Share Posted August 17, 2014 Fintan felt relieved when he felt the other continue the kiss and move a bit deeper. He gasped lightly as his face heated red, feeling the others knee rubbing into his crotch. He slipped his one hand back behind the others neck, kissing him deeply as he moaned softly with the touches to his nipples. He parted his lips for the others tongue to enter, licking his tongue back with his own as he pressed himself closer to the other moaning softly occasionally with the small loving touches he had so much missed from the other. He missed being like this. Feeling the others skin against his own, mouth connected with his. He missed everything about the other so much, and being able to feel his warmth. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zombie_In_A_Box Posted August 17, 2014 Share Posted August 17, 2014 Each sound from Fintan made Thomas feel a bit more relaxed. Soon enough, he was melting into all this - he gently slid his tongue into the other's mouth, letting them dance together while his hands began sliding down Fintan's chest, abdomen until they reached his pants. He broke the kiss there, pulling away while panting softly. "Are you sure?" He still asked, not wanting to do something they would regret later on. He knew a bottle of lube was still in the drawer... As he waited for his answer, the pianist began kissing the other's neck again, not leaving an inch unkissed. Each touch was warm, loving and gentle - he treated Fintan as if he was the most important thing in his life... Maybe he was. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ChibiMonkey Posted August 17, 2014 Author Share Posted August 17, 2014 Fintan hummed as he felt the others tongue enter his mouth, and he closed his eyes as everything started to come back, everything he loved, everything they did, it became normal in action and movements again. He felt his heart pick up pace a bit as he felt the others hand slide further towards his slowly growing erection. He nodded his head eagerly at the others question "Yes" He breathed lustfully, running his hands through the others hair "Are you?" He asked a bit hesitantly, hoping the other truly was okay with this, and actually wanted it. He was hesitant in asking because he was partly afraid of what the others answer could be. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zombie_In_A_Box Posted August 17, 2014 Share Posted August 17, 2014 Thomas wished Fintan hadn't asked that question. Hesitating for a moment, he let out a sigh and pressed a soft kiss to his neck. "Yes." He answered firmly, gently kissing down. Pulling away, he took off his shirt, then took off the merman's and continued on kissing and carressing his chest gently. He could do this... If not for himself, then for Fintan. The pianist's touches gained more confidence as he trailed his hands down the other's sides until they reached his pants - this time, he didn't stop there. He pulled them down along with his underwear slowly, gently, until his boyfriend was fully naked. "You're so beautiful..." He whispered out as he pressed a soft kiss to his chest and reached out to get the lube. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ChibiMonkey Posted August 17, 2014 Author Share Posted August 17, 2014 Fintan watched the other nervously for a moment, but slowly relaxed at his answer. He wasn't sure if he 100 percent believed him, but it was a start. He knew Thomas was trying; trying for him, and for their relationship. He bit his lip anxiously as the other stripped of his shirt, and Fin helped the undressing process, tugging down on the others pants and slipping his hand inside, stroking him and enjoying the familiar feel of the others cock in his hands. He gently pumped the other to please him more, and get him even more confident and into it. Fintan blushed at the others words of him being beautiful and he huffed "Please, Thom...." he pouted childishly "I am a guy, y'know" He huffed embarrassedly, his face a bright red. He loved hearing those words though, as much as he wouldn't admit it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zombie_In_A_Box Posted August 17, 2014 Share Posted August 17, 2014 Thomas' breathing hitched slightly when the other's hand wrapped around his cock. The pianist looked at the merman with a small smile, letting out a quiet chuckle at what he said. "And you're the most beautiful guy I've seen." He said softly as he kissed hs collarbone. The brunet gently pulled the other's hand away from his cock, glancing up quietly. "Just... Let me, okay?" He asked quietly, gently pushing in the first finger, covered in lube. While he was stretching the male out, he pressed kisses over his chest and neck, being slow and gentle, inside fighting with himself - a part of him wanted this, and a part of him felt it wasn't right anyway. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ChibiMonkey Posted August 17, 2014 Author Share Posted August 17, 2014 Fintan blushed more at the others words and looked away shyly. WHen the other talked to him like this, he really did forget about all the tension and trouble between the two of them. It made his heart flutter and stomach flip all over again, forgetting about the whole cheating problem and everything for the moment. "Must be because I'm a merman, or something..." he muttered out before gasping as he felt the others finger slip into him. He bit his lip as he let his head fall back, groaning softly at the intruding digit. He let his hand drop away from the other as he requested, currently focused on the pressure in his hole at the moment anyways. It'd been a month since any action - for him, anyways - and so he was rather tight. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zombie_In_A_Box Posted August 17, 2014 Share Posted August 17, 2014 Thomas let out a quiet chuckle and pressed his lips against the other's neck. "It's not because you're a merman. It's because you're you." The brunet realized how damn cheesy it sounded, but it was true... As he moved the finger around inside the other, he made sure to distract him with his kisses planted all over his bare skin - his neck, chest, abdomen, shoulders, arms, face... As he added one finger after another, he stayed as calm and gentle as ever. He didn't want to hurt Fintan again - not mentally or physically... It didn't even occure to him that the fact that he would be self-harming would possibly affect his boyfriend as well. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ChibiMonkey Posted August 22, 2014 Author Share Posted August 22, 2014 Fintan blushed heavily at the others words, and looked away shyly "Th-that's stupid..." he stammered out embarrassed. Thomas always did seem to know how to embarrass the other to the ends. He moaned softly, focusing on the others kisses as he felt the other pushing more into him. He panted heavily, one hand reaching up to cup around the back of the others neck, pulling his face closer as he connected his lips with his once again moaning softly as he slipped his tongue into the others mouth, humming in pleasure as he arched his back slightly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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