Beauty In The Water~~

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Thomas smiled softly as he was pulled into the kiss. He'd dreamed of feeling these sweet lips against his own so often when he was alone.. The brunet closed his eyes as he kissed back, continuing to feel around the merman's inside, pushing his fingers deeper in, until he finally pulled them out. The pianist broke the kiss, looking at Fintan with a longing expression. "You ready?" He asked softly before leaning down to kiss his neck. "Just... Tell me if it hurts." He murmured out as he pressed the tip of his cock against his boyfriend's entrance before slowly beginning to push in.

[ChibiMonkey]

Fintans breathing was slightly labored as he kissed the other, occasionally moaning out in reaction to the touch of Thomas' fingers. He could feel himself grow more excited as he felt the others head pressing at his entrance. He just nodded his head lightly as he spread his legs a bit more for the other to make it easier for the male to enter. He gasped out feeling the large organ pushing into him and he whimpered slightly, letting his head fall back against the bed, focusing on the lips attacking his neck as he panted and breathed heavily, occasionally wincing, but dealing with it, knowing the pleasure would soon come.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Thomas stopped for a moment each time Fintan winced, then continued pushing. When he was all inside, the pianist stopped, gently kissing up to his jaw with a smile gracing his features. "I love you, Fin." He murmured out softly against his smooth skin before slowly beginning to move, wanting to make sure they were both comfortable. The brunet tried not to appear hesitant so he wouldn't make Fintan upset anymore, and instead focused on the feeling of his boyfriend's body. How it hugged his cock, how sweet he tasted, what a perfect scent he had... The brunet slowly began speeding up, still making sure that the other didn't feel any discomfort.

[ChibiMonkey]

Fintan gasped out, moaning softly at how slow the other was going. Part of him just wanted him to shove the rest in, but he also appreciated how gentle the other was being with him. He panted slightly as he shifted his back as the other filled him completely, and began to slowly thrust. He moaned out softly, head falling back as it felt twice as good as he remembered it "I know" he murmured softly, a small smile up at the other as he kissed him back "I love you too, Thom. I really do" he breathed, bringing one leg to hook around the other as he rocked his hips in motion with the other, not wanting him to do all the work, as he moaned out again in pleasure.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Thomas couldn't help but think how much he missed it. But... At the same time, he felt like he was dirtying his boyfriend. He'd had sex with another man, and he couldn't forget it, even in a situation like this. The brunet closed his eyes as he tried to focus on the merman instead of his dark thoughts. When Fintan said he loved him too, the pianist let out a shaky sigh and caught the other's lips into a kiss, speeding up a bit more, his touches as gentle and loving as ever. The past was in the past, there was no way it would be changed. He would just have to live with the fact that he cheated, and now he would try to get their relationship back into its previous state. The man gently gripped Fintan's hips to thrust in a bit deeper, now starting to search for his prostate.

[ChibiMonkey]

Fintan panted out as his hands were wrapped around the other, clutching to his back as the bed shook with each thrust. The sound of their moans and bodies slapping against each other, echoing in the room turned Fin on even more. He bit his lip, crying out in pleasure as the other hit his prostate "R-right there, thom!" he moaned into the kissed. He pressed his head back against the bed, face twisted in pleasure with a red flush highlighting his cheeks. One hand still clutching to Thomas' back, he slipped the other away and between their bodies, going to grab his own cock and pumping it quickly in time with Thomas' thrusts.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

A smile found its way up to Thomas' face when the other nearly begged him to continue hitting his prostate. The brunet did just that - yet he didn't add any more force, like he would've before. Each hit was straight to the merman's prostate, but far gentler than usually. The pianist let out a soft moan against Fintan's neck, his cock throbbing a few times inside the other as he came, unable to hold out any longer. His thrusts slowed down and finally stopped as he finished, his eyes closing when he pressed his lips against the other's neck. He didn't say anything. He just... Held his boyfriend gently, a warm embrace after sex.

[ChibiMonkey]

Fintan panted out as the other thrust into him, wrapping his arms around the male and clutching him close to his body as he moaned out with each thrust. He let his head fall back, nails digging into the others back as he felt the overwhelming feeling of pleasure take of his body and build up in the lower regions of his stomach. He could tell the other was being different about the sex, though, upsetting as it was, it didn't surprise Fin. As the other came into him, he cried out in pleasure, clutching tightly as he shot his own load of cum out, panting heavily as he curled into the other. He was slightly disappointed at the lack of attention and affection from the other after sex, like they usually had, and just sighed a bit, frowning as he buried his face into the others chest so the other hopefully wouldn't see the clear disappointment in the face. Of course the sex had been wonderful still. But it wasn't as good if the other didn't seem to enjoy it as much.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Thomas felt a bit bad, seeing that Fintan wasn't exactly happy with what happened. Slowly pulling out, he soon got the covers over them both, gently holding the merman to his chest. He pressed a loving kiss to his forehead, closing his eyes. "I'm sorry." He muttered out, his fingers gently running over his skin - up and down, up and down, again and again, a simple calming motion. The brunet seemed to be quite relaxed, however. His breathing had evened out completely, his expression calm as well. His other hand soon moved to the other's hair, lightly combing through them with his fingers. "Say... Do you want to go somewhere tomorrow?" He offered quietly.

[ChibiMonkey]

Fintan just sighed slightly as he kept his face buried into the others chest, cuddling into him. He kept his eyes shut tight, honestly just trying to keep himself from letting any tears spill from his saddened eyes. He sighed a bit when the other apologized "I know...thank you for trying...I shouldn't have forced you..." he muttered against the others chest a bit sadly. He wrapped his arms around the other, as though his warmth and body would comfort him, but this time, it wasn't doing anything to help, it was just making his chest hurt more. He really had lost the other, hadn't he? He was barely aware of the others question, blinking a bit at it "Like...a date?" he mutters softly, still not looking back up at the other.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Thomas sighed quietly and shook his head the slightest bit when he heard his boyfriend. "You didn't force me." He muttered while pressing another kiss to his forehead. The brunet was getting a bit worried now, seeing as Fintan wouldn't even lift his head up to look at him. He'd really fucked up this time, huh? The pianist let out a small sigh of relief when the other answered to his small suggestion. "Yes, like a date." He replied softly, a somewhat hoping smile on his face. "Do you want to?" He asked again, his fingers gently dancing across the other's skin.

[ChibiMonkey]

Fintan sighed a bit at the others response, just silent for a moment, unsure whether to believe the other "But you didn't enjoy it..." he stated. He was just guessing. He didn't know what exactly went wrong there, but he knew something did. There was something Thomas wasn't satisfied about, which led to Fin not being completely satisfied. He just sighed a bit, closing his eyes as he heard the other agree to it being a date "Alright" he spoke, feeling a bit happier and more relaxed. The other wasn't pushing him away anymore, at least "I'd like that" he muttered softly.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Thomas furrowed his brows at the accusation from his boyfriend. "Why would you think I didn't enjoy it?..." He asked quietly, worry showing a hint of itself in his eyes. "Did I do something wrong?" The man questioned quietly, something close to hurt in his voice. He was trying, really, but... It wasn't all that easy to fully get into it when he knew he'd cheated. It felt a bit wrong, but perhaps this was the only way to fix it. At least Fintan wasn't rejecting his offer of a date... The pianist pressed a soft kiss to his head before sighing softly. "We'll think about what we want to do tomorrow then..." He muttered softly, closing his eyes. He'd have to try and book some dates for performances, too.

[ChibiMonkey]

Fintan sighed shaking his head "No, no you didn't do anything wrong...it's just...you don't hold me like you used to...so, i just thought..." he muttered and sighed as he sat up "Nevermind, forget it. I'm overreacting" he muttered as he turned away from the other, running a hand through his silky white hair. But he really was a bit excited about the idea of a date, and it being so soon as tomorrow. "We can do anything...I just want to be with you..." he sighed as he laid back down beside the other, cuddling close to him.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Thomas blinked a few times at the other's reasoning, a frown pulling at his lips. "How do you want me to hold you?..." He questioned, a bit unsure. He thought that there wasn't anything different from what they layed like before... When Fintan sat up, a twinge of fear ran through his heart. "No, tell me." He muttered softly, gently tugging the merman down. He brought an arm around his waist, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek. "Please." The brunet added quietly, his eyes closed. A smile appeared on his face when the other cuddled up next to him like he used to before. That felt nice... He began running his thumb over his side gently, adoring the smooth, soft skin beneath his fingertip.

[ChibiMonkey]

Fintan just sighed a bit at the others confusion and concern. He supposed he really was just overreacting. He frowned to himself, closing his eyes as he couldn't help but think of how Thomas had been with another man, he'd tried so hard not to think about it, but it still lingered in his mind. He frowned as he cuddled into the other again, hugging close to him "It's nothing....I'm just overreacting, i guess" he muttered, resting his head on the others chest as he closed his eyes and tried to relax.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Thomas sighed, his eyes turning sad as he stared at Fintan quietly. "I won't force you to say it if you really don't want to." He murmured out and pressed a gentle kiss to his forehead. "But please, don't... Don't hide it if you don't like something. Please." The brunet added in a pleading tone, holding the merman close to himself. He buried his face into the soft hair of his boyfriend, his eyes closed tightly. "I want us to be happy too, I really do..." The pianist whispered softly, his body shivering for a short moment.

[ChibiMonkey]

Fintan frowned, sighing softly at the others words and tone " I understand...I'm sorry, Thomas, really...it's not that anythings wrong just...when I"m with you, it's hard not to think of you with another man" he mumbled softly, sighing as he buried his face into his chest, hugging him close "I just want us to be happy too...like we used to be. Why can't it just be like we were?" he mumbled softly into the others chest.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Thomas could've sworn that something ice cold pierced his heart at the words from his boyfriend. He didn't say anything, biting onto his quivering lip to make sure he didn't start crying. However, some still slipped out at Fintan's next words. His arms only tightened around the other, holding him tightly, his face burried into his hair. "Why can't it just be like we were?" These words repeated over and over in his mind while he tried fighting back his tears. He wanted everything to be okay again, and now one mistake he'd made would ruin it all?..

[ChibiMonkey]

Fintan felt the others body seem to tense up and start shaking slightly, and he knew he probably caused the other a bit of heartbreak with such broken words. He bit his lip as he just hugged the other back more, burying his face completely into the others chest where it was surprising enough he could even still breath. His breath was a bit shaky as he felt the others grip tighten around him and he just tried to numb his senses with Thomas' intoxicating scent to keep from crying. They both couldn't start crying now.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Thomas took in a hitched breath before pulling away only to press a kiss to the top of his head. Tears clouded his vision as he ran a hand over his hair, biting his lip. "Fin..." He whispered softly as he felt a few more tears slipping down his cheeks. The brunet wiped them off and took in a deep breath. "I want that too, you know... I can't change the past!" The pianist said through tears as he held onto his boyfriend. "I love you... I really do..." He whispered softly.

[ChibiMonkey]

Fintan bit his lip nervously as he felt the other pulling away, worried, since, he didn't think he could meet the others gaze right now. He shakily looked up at the other, though, seeing the tears just made his own want to spill over "I-I know..." he murmured, letting out a shaky sigh as the other had said how he couldn't change the past. Of course Fintan was aware of that. He closed his eyes as he felt the soft kiss on his forehead, before looking back up at the other "I know, and I do believe you..." he said softly.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Thomas let out another shaky breath as he lightly carressed the other's back, biting down on his lip so he wouldn't cry again. "...Do you really? Or do you only say that?" He questioned, pulling his boyfriend towards himself. "I want you to stay so bad... But I want you to do it only if you want it too!" He exclaimed, taking in a sharp breath. "Fin, please..." The brunet muttered out lastly and pressed their foreheads together. He wanted to live happily with him, not in this goddamn nightmare.

[ChibiMonkey]

Fintan frowned at the others words and glanced away, unable to keep his eye contact "I do...I really do believe you, Tom" he sighed as he glanced back to the other "I..." he started and sighed heavily "I do want to stay too. But there will be times I have to leave for short periods of time...I do trust and believe you, but part of me worries that you would....might...." he trailed off, unable to finish his sentence for fear of the tears spilling over again. But it was mostly clear what it was that Fin was worried about. That the other might cheat on him again.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Thomas' body froze up for a moment and he wasn't sure wether what he felt was anger or sadness right now. He wanted to not feel anything at all. "I won't." He said quietly, hints of both emotions in his voice. "I really really won't... I swear!" The brunet said a bit desperately, taking Fintan's face into both hands with sad, pleading eyes. "Just believe me, please... I-I'll know you'll come back, I'll wait, I promise!" He continued, eyes still shining from tears. Thomas seemed desperate, absolutely desperate for his boyfriend to believe that.