Forbidden Love <3 <3

[Loveless143]

Character Sketch:

 

Name: Sato Yuu

Age: 18

Position: Uke

Bio: Yuu is a very sweet and kind guy who wants to help everyone. He doesn't have a bad side and is very reserved about his personal life. He relies mostly on his older brother to help him get through high school and to help him with his problems.

[Veil]

Appearance:

 

 

Name: Sato Syke

Age: 23

Position: Seke

Bio: Syke graduated from his high school early and was offered a job on the campus as a tutor, Syke worked with his brother occasionally but tried to keep his personal life at home where he lived with his yonger brother. Syke is in college studying to be a teacher to gain a job at the highschool he has to keep good grades and be a wonderful role model which is no issue for Syke since everyone loves him. He currently teaches a intro to highschool course where students learn how to manage their highschool homework and other works. Syke had blonde hair with soft emerald blue eyes.

[Loveless143]

"Ugghhh I'm never going to get this!!!" I cried out into the apartment. I was trying to study for my math finals but I couldn't understand the questions and everything was getting jumbled in my head. "Ne Syke-nii can you help me?" I called out. I didn't know if my brother was home or not but damn it was I hoping...

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

[Veil]

glancing out from the kitchen hearing his name called out he looked at the source, his younger brother. "Yuu? What's wrong?" Walking over and bending over to look over his brothers shoulder. "Oh I see , try putting that over there" he said softy pointing to the places as he spoke. "Say Yuu, I heard there's suppose to be parent teacher conferences soon, want me to call mom and dad?"

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

[Loveless143]

"Say Yuu, I heard there's suppose to be parent teacher conferences soon, want me to call mom and dad?"

When I heard my brother say this I replied "Oh hell no, you will not call them I forbid you from calling them. They don't need to come not like they give a shit anyways." I pushed myself back from the table and ran to my room slamming the door behind me. 'Mom and Dad only looked at Syke never at me. They never gave a damn about me so screw them' I thought to myself bitterly.

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

[Veil]

Looking up and tilting his head he walked over to the door knocking softly. "Onii, come out it's almost dinner time, I want help come on." He softly turns the door knob opening the door. "Yuu, I'll go to it, now come on out let's go make dinner together and I'll help you with homework alright?" He smiled softly looking at his younger brother who always hated the mom and dad topic, but his face always seemed just so cute when he cried.

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

[Loveless143]

I wiped my tears away and pouted. "Onii-chan... Never mind." I stood up and took my brothers hand like I used to do when I was a child. "I'll help make dinner but I'm not cutting anything the last time I did I nearly took off my finger." I wiped the remaining tears away and looked up at my brother. "Come on." I waited for my brother to go.

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

[Veil]

Softly taking him to the kitchen he smiled and nodded. "Don't fret, I'll cut you just need to make the rice alright?" He smiled looking at the rice container, he had prepped the rice and wanted his little brother to finish it out as he walked over to the cutting board and began to cut up some fruits and vegetables for their meal. "Feeling better Yuu?" He spoke out softly as he looked back to,his younger brother who sometimes never acted his age but it was only in front of him. "Yuu I hope you don't act like this at school, girls like strong men you know." He said only joking with his younger brother.

 

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

[Loveless143]

I followed my brother into the kitchen and helped him with the rice."

"Feeling better Yuu?"

I shrugged my shoulders as an 'I don't know' kind of way.

"Yuu I hope you don't act like this at school, girls like strong men you know."

I smiled softly but it dissapeared as fast as it came. "Why would I act like this in front of people I don't know?" My brother didn't know that I didn't have any friends and I wasn't about to tell him. Plus nobody in school really liked me anyways. Not like I gave a damn anyways.

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

[Veil]

"Good I'm glad, now then how is school? Making any friends?" He asked softly and he grabbed the fruit mix and poured it into a bowl and quickly moves his hands over to the soup and placed in the vegetables he cut up before stopping and looked to his brother. "Yuu, what am I gonna do with you" he smiles softly."ah yes go make the table I'll finish the rice." He said smiling softly at his little brother who always had a cute look to his face. "Yuu?"

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

[Loveless143]

Making any friends?

I froze how was I supposed to tell my brother that I didn't have any friends?! I couldn't think of an answer so I stood quiet,

"ah yes go make the table I'll finish the rice."

when I heard my brother say that I grabbed everything that was needed and I ran and started setting the table. I couldn't answer my brother. He was always there for me and I loved him to death but I just couldn't tell him that I'm not like him, I couldn't tell him that I'm not the brother he wanted...

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

.

[Veil]

He smiled watching his brother set the table he watched softly grabbing his phone when he heard it go off. "Oh hey Yuki, oh yeah?... Well I was about to finish preparing dinner...yeah? Oh well I um let me ask Yuu" he looked to his brother. "Yuu, Yuki wants to come over for dinner is that alright?" He asked his brother softly. Yuki was Syke's college friend and he and Syke often hang out when Yuki was busy in school.

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

[Loveless143]

I nodded and smiled when I heard that Yuki was coming over. Yuki was pretty cool for a college kid. I finished setting up the table and retreated to my room until I heard my brother call my name to tell me that dinner was ready. I lied on my bed and thought of everything that has been going on at school lately. I've been teased and bullied often but I never said anything to anyone. I have good grades but I don't participate in class much. I'm a loner and I like it that way no one can hurt you if your by yourself... I learned that the hard way...

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

[Veil]

He smiled. "Yeah he's cool with it...yeah after we can focus on some stuff, I got a new game...mhmm yeah see you in a bit" Syke began prepping everything and setting the table as he softly picked up the book that Yuu left behind. "Hey Yuu, after dinner I'm gonna show Yuki that game I bought I'll help you with homework if you want?" He called out pouring the soup into the three bowls already sitting on the table. Finishing up he hears the door bell and opens it with a smile "Yuki, oh gosh Yuki your hair, you colored it? Oh how mean, come in feel free to sit down I'll go fetch Yuu." Going to his brothers room he knocked. "Yuu dinner"

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

[Loveless143]

I was crying and I knew it so when Skye knocked on my door I grabbed my phone and clicked the playback that I had recorded to tell him that I would be there in a minute. I wiped my tears away and fixed my face and made sure there was no traces of tears or any blochyness from crying left. And walked out of my room and smiled at Yuki. I sat down at the table "itadakimasu" and I ate. Not really paying attention to what I ate or what anyone was saying.

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

[Veil]

Yuki laughed as did Syke as they talked about some girls at school and how to take care of the cats that Yuki took care of. Syke looked over and lightly touched his brothers head. "What's wrong Yuu, you don't seem to be having any fun?" Syke looked to Yuki who got up and looked at them both. "I'm gonna go use the bathroom" watching him go to the bathroom Syke leaned over and wrapped his arm around his brother. "Yuu, talk to me what's wrong?" He asked looking at his brother knowing even just the slightest puffiness he sighed. "You were upset? Did you not want Yuki to come over?"

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

[Loveless143]

"You were upset? Did you not want Yuki to come over?"

I looked at my brother shocked and shook my head "N-no I like Yuki he's cool. I don't mind him over. It's just..." 'No Yuu don't u can't tell him' my sub-conscious yelled at me. "It's nothing forget it." I gave my brother a reasuring smile but I think he knew that it was forced...

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

[Veil]

With a sigh he looked at him and touched his cheek. "Yuu..don't be afraid of me okay, just tell me if something's bothering you, I'm sure you know that I'm always here for you it's why I moved and brought you with." He said smiling softly with a gently kiss to his brothers head he pulled back smiling."now then tell me what's wrong?" He smiled trying to ask what was wrong with his younger brother.

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

[Loveless143]

"Yuu..don't be afraid of me okay."

"I'm not afraid of you Nii-chan. I promise..."

 

"now then tell me what's wrong?"

 

I looked up into my brothers eyes and I felt tears welling up in mine. And I did I told my brother everything all the teasing that's been going on and the bullying for the way I was. I told my brother that I didn't have any friends and that nothing I did ever came out right in any of my classes... Before I knew it I was crying I fell to my knees and buried my face in my brothers jeans crying. I knew how my brother was and I knew he cared but something were just 2 hard to tell him until I cracked like I did today...

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

[Veil]

Lightly holding his brother his friend came out and smiled. "brother bonding time? I can get get the game started in your room Syke." Syke nodded softly ads his friend went off to check out the game.right now he had to comfort his brother he had to be the big brother. Softly he picked up his younger brother and helped him to his room. "Yuu why don't you lay down I'll put away dinner and don't worry about how people treat you, and as for school work we,can work on it together. Just rest and when you feel better come and get me okay?" He said only wanting,to make his brother feel better he figured it was okay to just have him rest and relax. Syke smiled kissing his brothers forehead again.

[Loveless143]

When Syke picked me up I wrapped my arms around his neck still sobbing. After my brother had set me down in my bed and told me to rest I grabbed his hand and traced my thumb along the back of it. "Thank you Nii-Chan..." I whispered softly before closing my eyes and falling asleep. I knew I was still holding my brothers hand but my brother was always there and he was the one that I felt the most comfortable with so I didn't want to let him go.

Please Register/ Sign In, in order to see the links.

[Veil]

Smiling softly he left the room and walked to his own. "Yuu is asleep he should be feeling better soon...Yuki?" Walking into his room Yuki and been laying on his bed playing the game. "Yuki, what have I told you" grabbing a paper and rolling it up to playfully hit his friend on the head to make him sit up "yes yes. No feet on your bed, sorry it's comfortable" he smiled ands at down as his friend moved and leaned into him. "So did you tell your brother your gay?" Syke shook his head. "He doesn't really need to know I was kicked out because I enjoyed the company of other men." He said kissing his friends head. " and no he doesn't know that your more than a friend to me." He sat up and sighed."Tell him soon, or else he might tell me he likes me I mean look at my face I'm handsome." Syke couldn't help but laugh and hugged him softly. "Shut up and play your game goof ball."

[Loveless143]

I kept having the same dream over and over again it was real it did happen but it happened 8 years ago, there was a big fire and everything was falling apart I heard Syke calling my name but I couldn't see him I was trapped and there was no were to go. I knew who started the fire, my parents, they were trying to kill me but Syke jumped into the flames to come and get me. I was crying the corner of my room and I could feel the flames licking at my skin and attacking me through my clothes, I heard things falling and I heard my brother running up the stairs and I ran to meet him. I jumped into his arms and he carried me out. We both nearly died that day even though I knew I was supposed to be the one that died. I woke up quickly and remembered where I was I could still feel the flames on my skin, I climbed out of bed and walked to my brothers room. When I got to his door I heard him and Yuki talking,

"So did you tell your brother your gay?" Syke shook his head. "He doesn't really need to know I was kicked out because I enjoyed the company of other men."

I opened my eyes wide and ran into the kitchen. My brother was gay... I went back to my room and pulled out my math book and flung it at the wall I couldn't concentrate on anything anymore. So I went back to my brothers room and opened the door. "C-can I watch?" I asked he was still my brother.

[Veil]

Syke quickly turned his head pulling his arms off of Yuki and smiles. "Sure come right in Yuu" he said sighing a small relief that his little brother never caught him he let out a sigh and smiled. " here you can sit right on my lap" he smiled grabbing another controller. "Yuki, let's let Yuu play with you ne, he likes to play games with people" he smiled trying to act like he wasn't about to kiss Yuki on the lips before his little brother had knocked in on the door.

[Loveless143]

I smiled and climbed into my brothers lap and took the controller. "Ne, nii-chan I umm I had that dream again." I stared at the controller afraid to say anything else. I never told my brother that our parents had started the fire but I never did tell him to much about my dreams either. I knew it would hurt him if I reminded him of the scars that we both had. I leaned against my brother and curled up in his lap glancing at Yuki. 'was he my brothers lover?' I though to myself...