The bonds of love ((ChibiMonkey and Nyuchanxx)) 18+

[Nyuchanxx]

Tatsuya could see thee disappointment in the others eyes but still he wasn't going to go back on his request, he wasn't sure how well he could hold it together after seeing Yuuta act in that erotic way and he didn't want others to see him. Only his lover would see his face like that and that was how he wanted it. He stayed to the deep water to make sure the obvious tent in his pants was concealed before he walked into the bubbling water and he relaxed into it sitting down rubbing his crotch against Yuuta's leg as he did.

[ChibiMonkey]

Yuuta followed the other to the bubbled water, smiling a bit as he teasingly squeezed the others butt from behind quickly before the other could say anything about it, and followed him into the hotter water - which, Yuuta wasn't too fond of, as, it was a really hot day, and the Jacuzzi was of course hot water. As well as the fact their actions made them hotter. It's probably why the Jacuzzi was so empty and vacant, because it was a hot day no one wanted to be in it. He sat on the others lap, sitting sideways across his lap as his one hand reached down, stroking and bringing the others hard erect cock to a twitching pulse of pleasure.

[Nyuchanxx]

Tatsuya let Yuuta touch him and he slowly closed his eyes giving into the pleasure he was feeling and relaxing into his lovers gentle hold. His breathing speed up as he finally got the friction he wanted and his hands wrapped around the others neck already forgetting what sort of place they were in. He shifted slightly to allow Yuuta a better movement and his hips started to thrust ever so slightly into the others hand.

[ChibiMonkey]

Yuuta smirked as the others face twisted in pleasure before Yuuta tightened his grip on the others erection more firmly, pumping him faster. He enjoyed seeing that look of pleasure on the offers face, being the one to cause it. He made sure to skillfully work his hands on the others cock before he suddenly felt fans on his neck, choking him. His eyes widened a bit in surprise, surprised the other would try such a thing in public. But he had no objections, pumping the other harder as he closed eyes, loving thethrobbing feeling cursing through his neck, searching for air. He felt his gear bear faster in excitement.

 

(so i had this funny idea, what if some guy stopped then, thinking he was saving Yuuta since it obviously looks like he's being cooked. Maybe done guy intervenes, thinking .

[Nyuchanxx]

((Ohh sounds like fun let's do that!! ))

 

Tatsuya moaned softly as his thumb ran up and down the others neck feeling the contours and the power. He knew Yuuta would stop him if it got too much so he just did what he wanted to. He squeezed ever so slightly before relaxing again, he could feel the muscles staining for breath and knew with a single press her could block of all the oxygen. He loved this, that the other trusted him enough to let him do this and the incredible power it gave him, he felt in control.

 

Suddenly his hands were ripped of Yuuta's neck but the strong hard pace Yuuta had still continued he feel against his lover in sweet ecstasy as he came into the males hand his own hands reaching up and holding that males soft hair as his mind began to gradually come back into focus. The man that had ruled tatsuya's hands away stood above them and quickly tore tatsuya away from his lover keeping him a distance away "what the fuck do you think your doing to this man!?" Tatsuya instantly misunderstood what the man was saying instead assuming he was judging him for being with the one he loved. That was all tatsuya heard his mind blanked in utter panic... He knew it, he knew this day was unlucky, why? Why did he let Yuuta do that? Now Yuuta would have to go through what he did.... The panic swirled in his mind as the world closed in around them, his son paled and he began to feel sick. It feel as if everything was constricting around him, he couldn't breath.

[ChibiMonkey]

Yuuta moaned softly, trying hard not to be turned on from the choking. He bit his lip, trying to bring the other to his climax. His head started to feel a bit light and fuzzy with the lack of oxygen, a feeling Yuuta loved. He hummed in delight, feeling the others fingers press against the skincovering his airways. But too much could happy, Yuuta felt the other cuming into his hand, and being ripped away from him all at the same time.

 

His eyes snapped open as he scrambled in the water to stand upright. As, since he had been sitting on the others lap, when the other was pulled away, it caused him to drop into the water. He coughed a bit, having inhaled some water. He was just getting up when he heard an unfamiliar voice yelling at Tatsuya. His heart dropped, eyes widening "H-hey!" he yelled, moving over to them - the red imprint marks of hands still around his throat "You're misunderstanding. Let go of my boyfriend right now" he glared, slapping the males hands away as he grabbed Tatsuya's hand, squeezing it as he looked to his lover with worry, seeing he didn't look well "I appreciate your concern" he said looking back to the man "But he wasn't doing anything wrong."

[Nyuchanxx]

Tatsuya felt the familiar heat on his hand again and his breathing slowly opened up again so he could take in oxygen but his body was still tensed his face pale and he truly felt ready to throw up. His eyes glistened with unshed tears as he looked at Yuuta begging, his mind replaying from that time and unwillingly the same words fell from his lips as they had ten years ago. "I'm sorry, please forgive me, I didn't...I thought...don't leave me..don't throw me out, I'll change..." His begs became soft sobs of dispare as his words intermingled his brain losing control as the two conversations from back then melded into one and he fragments of his words to his boyfriend and to his parents all intermingled becoming one disjointed sentence. "Please...I love you...I'll forget my feelings, I'll date girls instead just..just don't leave me." All his memories combined into one as he just broke down.

 

The man who had pulled Tatsuya away was shocked by what was suddenly evolving around him, he was stunned speechless not understanding before he finally said "But...he was...you can't have been able to breath...." He had no intention of leaving until something was explained, he was one of those guys who though they were doing good when they were simply making things worse.

[ChibiMonkey]

Yuuta was panicking slightly, trying to deal with both the stranger and Tatsuya at the same time "No, I couldn't" he agreed with the man who questioned how he shouldn't have been able to breath "And I liked it" He added, glancing to Tatsuya when he started to speak, and his eyes widened slightly, understanding what was going on. He glared back at the man "Just leave" he said in a colder tone before completely ignoring the male and turning back to his distressed lover "Tatsuya, hey heyyy" he cooed the other, stepping close to him as he put a hand on his cheek "Shhh, Tatsuya babe, listen to me, You're fine. We both are" he hummed to the other, pulling him close as he ran a hand through the others hair "Everything's fine, babe. No one is kicking you out or leaving you. I'm staying right here with you" he cooed the other as he cradled him in his arms.

[Nyuchanxx]

His lovers voice broke through the panic that was overwhelming Tatsuya. He swallowed hard as he tried desperately to accept what his lover was saying, he understood that it was Yuuta and not his parents nor his boyfriend from back then that left him. This was the man he loved, he wasn't going anywhere and he could trust this man, trust his soft gentle voice that soothed him and the delicate touches that held him close and dispelled his fears. Slowly his breathing began to calm and he raised his head to look at the others gorgeous golden eyes. "Yuuta.." his voice was quiet as he looked carefully at him. "Promise." He whispered panic still in his eyes although his heart was beginning to come back to his lover away from the past.

 

The man who caused all the panic was a little shocked by what the white haired male said but he wasn't about to leave just because the young man said he liked it. Whatever was going on here was defiantly weird and the last thing he wan't was for him to be responsible for not doing anything when he could have done something to stop it, he wasn't leaving yet.

[ChibiMonkey]

Yuuta cooed the other gently, running his hands through the others hair to sooth him. He kissed his forehead, to his cheeks, and then his lips gently. "Tatsuya, babe, I'm not leaving you, I promise. I love you" he reminded the other kissing him sweetly once more, his love showing through in the kiss. "I promise" he repeated, both hands on each of Tatsuya's cheeks, looking him straight in the eyes "No matter what, I'm not leaving you. Even if you begged me to" he said and smirked "Though I would love to see you beg" He teased the other, trying to lighten up the atmosphere and joke a bit to make the other relax more.

[Nyuchanxx]

Tatsuya felt the soft lips on his lips and gently kissed him back. He fully relaxed into the males comforting hold and smiled softly at the joke. "I'm sure you could make me beg if you tried my love." He whispered kissing him again as the memories faded back into the depths of his consciousnesses. Breathing in deeply he kissed the other "That felt good though, you sure are talented with your hands as well as that incredible mouth of yours." He smiled joking to try and forget what had just happened. He suddenly became aware of the man standing behind him and turned his head to him glaring hard. "You idiot, do you not think he would struggle if he didn't like it!" The man looked away sheepishly completely embarrassed by the blatant displays of affection between the two males, maybe he really had been wrong then and these two did actually love each other.

[ChibiMonkey]

Yuuta smiled a bit as he felt the other relax in his grip and he could tell he was back to his usual self. He smiled a bit feeling him kiss him back, and Yuuta himself was now able to relax, having been able to calm his lover. He let Tatsuya yell at the other, glancing to the male as well, watching him "I understand where your obvious concern and confusion came from. But I assure you, this is just our relationship" he said, trying to get the guy to understand and accept, or at least stop pestering them about it.

[Nyuchanxx]

Tatsuya couldn't help but smile at Yuuta's blunt way of putting it but it seemed to work the man just sighed and turned away, as he was leaving he said over his shoulder "make sure you know your limits." before he disappeared of and left them in peace. "asshole." Tatsuya muttered under his breath as he lent in and nibbled the others neck "Thank you for saving me" he said, his breath tickling to soft skin of his lovers neck.

[ChibiMonkey]

Yuuta sighed, rolling his eyes as the man finally left. He looked back to Tatsuya, smiling at him "Of course...I was really worried about you. I didn't want this day to have any negative experiences..." He said with a frown, looking down "I should have been more careful to make sure that didn't happen. I'm sorry" he said, feeling bad that the other had to remember his past so vividly when all Yuuta had been specifically trying to do was have him forget the past, make new memories to remember on his birthday.

[Nyuchanxx]

Tatsuya brushed the hair from the others face, he swallowed slightly before he finally got the courage to reply "don't worry, as long as you can bring me back to now maybe it's a good thing to remember and conquer the past." His voice was very quiet and he wasn't completely certain about what he was saying but still he said it as he smiled at Yuuta. "I love you so damn much." He felt he should roll his eyes at his own cheesiness but that could wait, for now he didn't mind being cheesy.

[ChibiMonkey]

Yuuta just smiled a bit, though it faltered slight at the others words. He sighed softly "Maybe..." he trailed off, though he was still worried about the other remembering his past and everything. He sighed, smiling and kissing the other when he spoke "I love you too, Tatsu~" he teased the other with a nickname. "Why don't we finish up some more rides and head home? We still have a lot to do today, this park isn't the only thing I've planned" He grinned, kissing him as he headed for the exit from the pool and Jacuzzi part.

[Nyuchanxx]

Tatsuya followed the other out, he still had a lingering feeling of unease but he tried to ignore it for the sake of his boyfriend, he could tell how desperately Yuuta wanted this day to go well and he didn't want to ruin it for himself or the other because he couldn't block his damn past from his mind. Tatsuya wrapped his arms around the other from behind nuzzling Yuuta's neck and kissing it. "I quite like seeing this much of you.." He ran his hands up the males chest "Maybe you should keep your shirt of since it's so hot." He smirked at the pun, intending both of the meanings to be picked up on as he emphasised the last word as he kissed the soft skin of Yuuta's neck again.

[ChibiMonkey]

Yuuta headed out of the pool with the other, stopping when he was trapped by arms, and humming softly "mmm...don't tempt me, Tatsuya" he chuckled, biting his lip as the other kissed his sensitive neck. He turned around, kissing the other with a smile "I'll stay shirtless as long as you like" He chuckled, taking his hand and smiling as he continued on walking with the other toward some other water rides.

[Nyuchanxx]

Tatsuya chuckled at that half way tempted to ask the male to stay shirtless all the time but then everyone would see what belonged to him and he wanted to keep this man all to himself and never share him with anyone's eyes. He followed Yuuta to a ride and waited patiently in the que, it was a little longer in the pool since it was such a hot day everyone decided the water was the better option.

[ChibiMonkey]

Yuuta smiled as he stood in line with the other, talking with him about random things - being sure not to ask about his past with his parents or anything. Though most of their talking was sexual jokes or innuendoes and flirting between each other, which was so much so to easily make those around them uncomfortable. They continued on about the day, eventually leaving the park and going back to the house, Where Ayako already was there to meet up with them.

[Nyuchanxx]

Tatsuya was exceedingly wary of going back to the house he really didn't want to but he knew he should change. Swallowing he repeated some words in his head, after all it was illogical to be afraid of something that couldn't be there. And it was the wrong time of day, out had been evening before it was a few hours of darkness still although the sun was beginning to drop. He mentally prepared himself and walked up to the house, his hands shook as he placed the key into the lock.

[ChibiMonkey]

Yuuta smiled as he headed back to the house with the other, excited to continue the evening. He frowned, seeing Tatsuya's nerves. After all, he hadn't even seemed to notice Ayako's car was in the driveway. He put a hand on Tatsuya's shaking one that held the key "Babe" he cooed softly, kissing his cheek with a soft smile "It's alright, this is our home, not anyone's elses. No one is going to kick us out" He spoke softly, knowing that's exactly what the other was recalling at the moment.

[Nyuchanxx]

Tatsuya nodded knowing that what Yuri said was true. He took a deep breath and slowly turned the key letting the door seeing open on silent hinges. He sighed when he saw the empty dark house. That was really a relief he hadn't been expecting anyone to be there but somewhere in the depths of his brain he thought maybe his parents would appear behind the door and the past would repeat. Suddenly the lights flashed on and Ayako ran at tatsuya throwing herself onto the male kissing his cheek enthusiastically "hello gorgeous happy birthday... Aren't you ancient now 27 already, you'll be old and decrepit before you know it!!" She laughed and let go off the other smiling warmly. She wore a long very expensive drew, tailor fitted, it was really gorgeous on her and made her golden eyes stand out against her grey black hair. She down on her cute little white heels and went to fetch herself a drink, "well get changed my little sex craving kittens, I don't want to look like I'm hanging around the homeless!!" She smirked. She knees they had already dinner it today, tatsuya had the look in his eyes, it wea almost undetectable, almost, not quite.

[ChibiMonkey]

Yuuta smiled a bit as the other calmed down and he let go of his hand so he could open the door. He stepped back, knowing Ayako was inside and probably overly excited about greeting her birthday friend, and he didn't want to get caught in the crossfire of her glomping him "Careful, you'll crush him" He teased the woman, indirectly calling her fat as he smirked at her. He glanced to Tatsuya, seeing he seemed a bit surprised and Yuuta smiled, nodding to his lover "She's right, come on. We have reservations and they certainly wont accept us looking like this. Ayami would have to use her slutty ways to get us in" he once again harassed the woman - calling her Ayami had become a normal purposeful habit of his.

[Nyuchanxx]

Ayako rolled her eyes at Yuuta, she was slowly starting to get used to this name calling and she guessed of it was Yuuta it was okay, not that she was going to let him know that "it's Ayako, Mr Yuki-chan!!" She teased back purposefully adding the chan and the Mr intending to make out sound like she was implying he was the woman in the relationship although she knew full well that Yuuta was pretty domineering at times.

 

Tatsuya smiled softly and thanked the girl before heading to the bedroom to find some clothes. He picked out a freshly ironed crisp shirt, Ayako had obviously been their a while and had ironed things placing what she wanted him to wear in a not so inconspicuous place. He chuckled at her lack of discretion and changed into the clothes turning to Yuuta he asked "how's it look?"