Forbidden Darkness (Sosuke0549)

[Nicholi]

Nicholi seemed more peaceful in his sleep. No sign shown on his face of any disruption or discomfort. But even in his subconscious he wondered just how long this peaceful feeling would last. If he truly was the dragonslayer as both his Sire and Dameon proclaimed him to be... when would the next danger rise? But for now he relaxed into his Sire's embrace as he slept. He would worry about that later when the time came.

[Sosuke0549]

The sun soon fell and darkness swallowed up the sky as night came. Mangus awoke, and slowly pulled away from Nicholi's sleeping, naked body.

He sat up running a hand threw his hair, a small smile on his lips... happy that he finally slept with his youngling. He got up and quickly took a shower to clean himself. When he was done he got dressed. Wearing all black of course. He came over to the bed that Nicholi laid on And sat beside him, waiting for him to awaken. As he did this He spoke to Dameon.

I have never felt so much....warmth before. It was truly a sensational moment. And to my surprised...I was able to control myself.

[Nicholi]

Nicholi shifted in his sleep as his hair had been messed with. Burrowing his face into the pillows as he curled up when his Sire had left his side. But he stayed asleep in his curled up position.

 

Dameon's eyes opened slowly at the words that entered his mind. He had been awake for quite some time already, but still laying in bed. A slight smile tugged at his lips from what he had heard the man say. Finally, Magnus was finally starting to understand. But unknowing to Magnus, it had not been the man that had completely controled himself during the activities they had shared with each other. It was the human heart that Magnus was feeling along with one of the boy's gifts of making his surroundings feel as to what he feels at that time. Now you see, What you are feeling is the human heart the boy possesses. He can make you or the whole place feel at ease... or as if it were in chaos. It just depends on how he feels at that very moment. Can you not feel it? He is at peace now. Even the house itself seems to accept him more now. He whispered into the others mind softly.

[Sosuke0549]

I feel it...dear friend. I do.

He gently ran his fingers threw the boys hair.

His human heart it lovely. I never really cared for humans but... he is so different. I want him to stay happy forever. It may sound childish but, I want him to live his life happily ever after like in the fairytales. He is just too pure.

He smiled feeling at peace with the world.

Dameon... forgive me for asking but... how did you lost your youngling. Was he.... killed?

[Nicholi]

Dameon closed his eyes as he heard the question being asked. The old memories welled up in his mind as he recalled exactly what happened after he had pushed those thoughts away and locked them up a long time ago. A shaky breath left his lips in a soft sigh. He knew this question would be asked soon, but not the soon. He himself wasn't ready to deal with the pain that accompanied the memories that played in his mind.

 

It took him a while to answer Magnus without pain and sorrow in his voice. I had been selfish and had not taken into account that I was to protect his heart... So when the time came for him to use his human heart to keep our race safe from evil. The human heart was to much for him to bare. He managed to save the race back then, but it costed him his life. Darkness had swallowed him up and consumed him until nothing was left but a lifeless corpse on the battlefield. It took me years to get over his passing, and even to this day... sometimes I still can not bare the guilt that I myself, had killed him by not holding his heart for him when he needed me the most.

[Sosuke0549]

Mangus listened. He felt sorry for his friend.

I see... I'm sorry for your loss. I shouldn't have asked. Forgive me

He sighed looking down at Nicholi. His hand gently creased his cheek, slowly moving down the boys collarbone and stomach. Even after having sex with him, He still wanted more... wanted to go again... He stopped before reaching the boys private. Restraining himself as he looked away and stood up.

My friend, I need to feed...will you over Nicholi in my absent?

[Nicholi]

Dameon sighed softly and shook his head even if the other couldn't see him. Don't be... I was foolish back then and only thought of myself. But that is why I am giving you this chance, So that you will not lose something so precious to you that at first you didn't even realize what was there. He whispered into the man's mind.

 

He raised a brow as he heard the man once again. Yes, of course. Go before you find yourself unable to keep your hands off of him. He needs his rest... I am sure the experience was quite a lot for him to take in.

[Sosuke0549]

Magnus grinned a little.

Thank you.

He quickly left. Wanting to quench his thirst. Just watching his love sleep made him thirsty. His throat was burning. Yearning for a taste, but a human would have to do. He was gone for about an hour before he returned, he was usually very good at feeding without getting any blood on his clothes, but he had ravaged his prey, not only drinking them dry, but splattering the blood all over himself. He came inside with the stench of human blood, sighing. He would need to take another shower.

I have returned, is Nicholi still asleep?

He didn't want his youngling to see him like this.

[Nicholi]

Dameon raised a brow when he heard Magnus return to the house. Yes, and he might be for most of the night. He whispered into the others mind. He was sitting in the library, looking through some books. But he kept his mind open enough so that he could tell if there was a disturbance in the house.

[Sosuke0549]

That was a relief. Magnus went straight to the shower, undressed and got in. Letting the hot water run down his cold skin. This felt too good. He was in pure bliss every signal time he entered his home...and he knew it was his youngling's doing. He couldn't help but expect and wait for something horrible to happen. Weather Nicholi's previous master returns or that vampire's of all sorts would come to take his youngling away... or worse... werewolves discover his whereabouts. He sighed. Perhaps he needed to calm down, stop over thinking things and just enjoy this moment. Recall the boys warm skin.. The taste of his lips. The feel of his body. Not only did it relax him, But he could feel himself getting turned on. He bit his lip pushing the memories aside. Guess he had to focus on something else.

[Nicholi]

Dameon preoccupied himself with his studies as the boy slept and the owner of the house was off in the shower. Even if he tried to ignore the oddness of emotions that had been long forgotten within Magnus, he also knew it was a lot to handle. He sighed after a long moment as he held his chin and rested his head against his hand for a moment.

 

Nicholi stirred slightly in the bed. Soft whimpers began to leave his lips as his fingers clinched in search of his Sire, only to find an empty bed beside him. His sleepy eyes opened slightly to confirm what he had felt. But it was the hunger within himself that kept his whimpers coming out. His fingers clinched at the sheets as his other hand clinched at his stomach.

 

Dameon closed his eyes and gave a soft sigh. You better hurry, He is awake. And his hunger has been made known again. He murmured into Magnus' mind.

[Sosuke0549]

Alright

Magnus sighed as he turned off the shower and got out. He quickly dried himself off and wrapped a towel around his waist coming out.

He then entered Nicholi's and his bed room.

"Nicholi~ "

He sat on the bed cupping the boys cheek.

"I am here... "

He leaned down, kissing the boys forehead.

"Sit up... I know your Hungary. "

He helped his youngling sit up, knowing he was probably sore and still very tired.

[Nicholi]

Nicholi wreathed against the bed as his left hand clinched against the sheets under him. His right hand clinched at his stomach with whimpers that were growing louder within the room. He felt as if he were starving and that he had not eaten in over a month. His red gaze darted around the room as he fought against the pains.

 

Yet, it was when Magnus returned to the room and helped him to sit up. He was unable to help himself. He instantly moved to brush his lips against the man's neck with a hungry whimper. Please... forgive me. He whispered into his Sire's mind before his fangs pierced the flesh.

 

He had not meant to be so rough, but he was starving. And it was controlling him for that moment as his fingers clinched at the man while he began to feed from him. His eyes closed as he was taking what he needed.

[Sosuke0549]

Magnus smiled at his youngling. Tenseing slightly when he felt Nicholi brush his lips against his neck, hearing his hungry whimper.

Please... forgive me.[/Quote]

Its okay...

He closed his eyes feeling a sharp pain in his neck as the young one bit into him. The boy was being rough. He clenched his eyes and teeth, Not making a sound. Hiding the pain. Why was Nicholi suddenly so hungry? He took Nicholi's hand in his. Holding it gently, wanting him to feel ok. When his youngling finished He cupped his cheek and kissed Nicholi deeply. Not caring that he tasted his own blood.

[Nicholi]

Tears had entered his eyes, he could feel the pain off the man. And he couldn't do anything about that. It pained him to know that he had hurt his Sire. When he finished, his body was strangely still. But tears stayed in his eyes as he sat there with his gaze lowered to the bed. Why had he felt so hungry in the first place? He had not been that hungry before being found by this man. His tear filled gaze lifted as his cheek was caressed and he was being pulled into a deep kiss.

 

Dameon's gaze flickered lightly at the emotions that were coming off of the boy. They were so strong that it had even made him tear up as if he himself were feeling such sorrow. Magnus... please. Calm him, I-I can not bear these emotions he is spreading out in the house. He choked into Magnus' mind.

 

The human heart, such a fragile thing. And it seemed to be breaking just because of a simple thing as feeding off of his Sire. Nicholi's body trembled for a long moment when the kiss had been broken. Only to curl himself up into his Sire's arms as the tears trickled down his face. He was still... so pure. Almost as if he were not a demon like the rest of the vampyric world was. As if he... were an angel instead. "M-master..." His voice trembled in such a soft tone.

[Sosuke0549]

Magnus heard Dameon's voice, and was hit by Nicholi' s emotions. He sighed as Nicholi curled himself up into his arms as the tears trickled down his face.

My love.. why are you crying. I am fine. You must feed. And I will always feed you.. even if its not the best feeling in the world.

He smiled down at his youngling. -cupping his face as his tongue licked the vampire's tears away.

Calm down... everything is ok..

He kissed his eye lid, running a hand threw Nicholi's hair.

[Nicholi]

Nicholi trembled as he was held by his Sire. Tears trickling down his face in streams as they fell from his chin and fell to the bed. Shaking his head when he heard the man. Because... I hurt you. He whimpered into his Sire's mind. It didn't help matters much when he was told to calm down, his body still trembled. But after a long moment he was able to calm down, at least enough so that his emotions didn't cause the house to collapse.

 

Dameon was fighting against the emotions he felt. His nails had dug deep into the chair he had been sitting on. The book that he had held had tumbled to the floor and now laid cover up. Tears had cascaded down his face as his bright eyes stared at the floor. Silent screams racked his body and caused him to jerk every few seconds. Even now, the house had settled down. But the deed had already been down, memories had flooded back into his mind from so long ago that he was unable to handle them.

 

Nicholi on some unconscious level had been aware of what had happened to Dameon. He knew it had been his fault for getting upset in the first place, but he was still so young and he had not had these mistakes to learn from before. His fingers clinched at his Sire lightly. As if he were trying to understand what was going on with Dameon.

[Sosuke0549]

Mangus stared at his youngling ,watching as he continued to cry.

Because... I hurt you. [/Quote]

Magnus's eyes widened slightly. He smiled faintly, his thumb gently whipping the boys tears away.

"I don't mind... I'd be honored to be hurt by you. And it wasn't so bad Nicholi. I want to help you anyway I can.. in this world, even when you find happiness- pain will still be there. "

He brought him into a kiss, a soft tender kiss.

Its ok Nicholi~

 

When be pulled back, he kissed Nicholi's forehead.

"Why don't you get dressed. I need to check on

Dameon... meet in the the living room when your done... okay? "

[Nicholi]

Dameon grabbed his forehead harshly as his body began to tremble on its own from the harshness of his memories. Why... Why now had the seal been broken to let him relive what he had sealed away so long ago? His other hand dug its nails into the seat before he let himself slip off onto his knee's on the floor. They had been brutal, and his body racked with silent sobs and suppressed horrid cries.

 

Nicholi nodded after he heard his Sire. Yet, it did not calm his worries of what was wrong with Dameon. Once the man had left the room, he sat there on the bed staring at the sheets for a long moment. He felt a change over him that was confusing. But calming all the same. Closing his eyes as he seen the one from his own minds realm once again. Nicholi... Let me comfort my Sire... He cries out to me as we speak. Let me come out, just for a little while and then you can have your body back. Please. Itoshi whispered within the realm. The words seemed so... strange to him. As if the very creature within himself was much different than he himself could become. Letting out a long sigh as he gave his body up to Itoshi. He still looked like Nicholi, except for his eyes... the same Icy blue color, yet they were glowing lightly.

 

Getting dressed as he did not wish to make Nicholi uncomfortable by walking around in his body, naked of all things. He sighed, but the anticipation of seeing his Sire once again in so many long years. He almost wondered if he was doing the right thing. Going off to where Magnus and Dameon where, he stood outside the room. Not letting himself be known for a long moment, as if waiting to hear his Sire's voice.

[Sosuke0549]

Magnus entered the library in a hurry. He keeled down to Dameon, putting his hand on his back.

"Are you alright Dameon? What is wrong? "

His hand moving in slow circles.

"Are you in pain? Is Something wrong? Talk to me Dameon."

He sat there worried about his dear friend.

[Nicholi]

Dameon was unable to say a word as his body jerked with his silent cries. A terrified look on his face as if he had seen his life flash before his eyes in such a horrible death that he would never be able to describe.

 

Itoshi closed his eyes as he stood there in the hallway. He could feel the emotions coming off his Dameon as if it were physical blows to the human heart. And it was breaking him. Unable to keep this up, he had to do something. Even if it meant that Magnus would be caught in it. He just hoped that the man would be able to tell that this was not Nicholi. His fingers clinched tightly for a long moment before he entered the room. Standing in front of Dameon for a short moment before kneeling down in front of him. He let Nicholi slip just enough to let his Sire know that he had no choice in what he was about to do and that it was not really him that was doing it.

 

Sire... Please Forgive me. Itoshi needs this, Dameon can not bare his passing. He is the one that is within me, I am only his reincarnation. Dameon needs to know. Nicholi whispered into Magnus' mind before letting Itoshi take over once again.

 

Itoshi's gaze softened as his wings quivered a little before they folded neatly behind him. His voice had changed quite considerably back to his own voice. Reaching out as his hand brushed up against Dameon's cheek gently in a soft caress as he had done countless times when he had been alive. Sire... Please, Come back to me... The worlds didn't seem to come from Itoshi's mouth, yet they echoed throughout the room itself. You must not allow yourself to become distraught of my passing. The words once again echoed in the room. Leaning closer to the man to place his lips gently against Dameon's in a gentle and slow kiss.

 

Dameon did not know anything that was going on. But it was the words of his own that had filled his ears and his gaze flickered as if he were trying to come out of the memories. Being kissed and feeling such power coming from the boy. It was when the kiss had been broken that he gasped and he blinked as if trying to clear the fog from them. "It-Itoshi?!" He gasped out.

 

Itoshi nodded and smiled faintly. "You will be alright now, My Sire. I must return, Nicholi is feeling a bit uncomfortable in the minds realm. And he only had given me permission for a little while. Just long enough so that I could pull you back. I will see you again, my Sire. Do not doubt that in the least." He whispered against Dameon's lips before he gently kissed him once more before moving away.

 

Nicholi's body seemed to glow just slightly, and a far off cry could be heard as he came tumbling back into his own body. Only to have his body fall to the floor, panting hard as his body trembled at the unpleasant feeling of coming back.

 

(OCC: Sorry, Kind of got carried away there a bit. lol, Interesting little twist.)

[Sosuke0549]

Magnus was surprised that Nicholi entered the library.

"Nicholi? I said wait for me in the living room. What are you doing here?"

He frowned slightly, until he heard the boys voice.

Sire... Please Forgive me. Itoshi needs this, Dameon can not bare his passing. He is the one that is within me, I am only his reincarnation. Dameon needs to know.[/Quote]

He bit his lip watching. He understood What was going on but... even so... he tensed up seeing his youngling kiss Dameon. He was suddenly hit with all kinds of emotions.

Jealously... Anger..,Betrayal....Lust...Love. he looked away from Nicholi....no, Itoshi. He couldn't watch the boy comforting Dameon. He said nothing as the two reunited, but when Nicholi came back to him, He caught him in his arms just before he fell. He held the boys trembling body tightly, cupping his cheek.

Nicholi.... take deep breaths...it's over now... are you okay?

He glanced over at his friend.

... I.. never new Nicholi could do that... How are you holding up? You okay?

[Nicholi]

Dameon had been in shock for a long moment before he regained himself. In all truth, he had not seen Nicholi... He had seen his childe. Though, they appearances had always seemed the same, there were a few differences. He let a soft sigh out and nodded to Magnus. "I am alright now." He said softly. It wasn't Nicholi who was doing it. It had been my childe, the dragonslayer that I had turned myself. He resides within Nicholi. He whispered into Magnus' mind.

 

Nicholi groaned softly as he had been caught and held. His body trembled on its own as his fingers clinched at his Sire. It had taken him a long moment to get over the shock of being brought back out of his own realm. Another soft groan left his lips as he sat up. "I-im alright." He whispered softly. But he hadn't lifted his gaze to his Sire. Almost ashamed that he had let Itoshi out into his body. He had seen what it had caused in his Sire. "I-im sorry..." He whispered.

[Sosuke0549]

He listened to Dameon.

I understand that... I do... I'm not upset..ok?

He was slightly pissed but wouldn't admit it he'd get over it soon enough..

He looked down at his love and forced him to meet his eyes.

Look at me, how many times have I told you to look up at me...

He slowly leaned down- and traced his tongue along Nicholi's soft lips. Wanting to remove Dameon's germs and the taste of his kiss. He then kissed Nicholi deeply, Slipping his tongue into the boys mouth... cleansing it with his own germs. Exsploring his mouth like crazy! Being quiet possessive of the boy, when he broke the kiss... a thin line of saliva connected him and his youngling together. He broke it slowly, licking his lips.

...You taste delicious~

He glanced at Dameon... sighing.

Don't look at me like that... I couldn't help it.

[Nicholi]

Dameon let his gaze fall to the floor. Even if Magnus had said it, he knew it had hurt the man to see what had happened.

 

Nicholi's gaze flickered as he was forced to look up at his Sire. Tears brimmed his eyes as he was kissed. The force and deepness his Sire was kissing him was almost painful. It seemed that what Itoshi had done had an affect on his Sire. He shivered lightly as the kiss had been broken.

 

Dameon's lips turn up just slightly, he knew that Magnus couldnt help it. I would of done the same thing, If I had been in your shoes. He whispered. But his gaze flickered to Nicholi, and a thin brow raised.

 

Nicholi didnt know what had happened to him, his body fallen limply into his Sire's arms. His wings quivering lightly behind him for a short moment before the blackened feathers began to turn gray. Before to long they had turned to pure white and two golden bands appeared around his wrists where the chain marks had been present.

 

Dameon stood from his spot on the floor, the change had been much quicker than he had expected. It seemed that Nicholi was stronger than his Itoshi had been. Maybe... Magnus had something to do with that.