Use And Abuse Me~ (Wewuwe and Sosuke0549)

[Sosuke0549]

Sho glanced over at Mavrick. He looked down at Shiro.

"Shiro.. will you please leave us."

She nodded and quickly left the room, leaving him and Mavrick alone. He slowly closed his book.

"..........."

He said nothing.

[Wewuwe]

"... Sho. It wasn't what it looked like." He started, looking at the other man.

"I didn't mean to hurt you. ..you just know how Lan is." He stepped into the room more, keeping a safe distance from the man.

[Sosuke0549]

"...It looked like.. You wanted to be touched by him... I looked like you loved him... that you missed him..."

He looked away.

"After all this time.. you were only thinking about him weren't you? When we had sex you were only picturing him... just a nicer vision. You don't love me... your heart still belongs to him.."

He stood glaring at Mavrick.

"I saw you.. I saw everything. How you whimpered his name.. how you fell weak in his grasp, how you didn't struggle... how you kissed him back...If you didn't love me... then why even say such words."

He bit his lip, hurt.

"Please just.. go to your room..I can't bare to see you.."

He fell on the couch.

"Leave me alone..."

[Wewuwe]

"Sho, please." Mavrick stepped towards him. "I do love you. I do!" He looked down, "i just need to forget Lan, I just have a sick form of Stockholm syndrome..." He walked to Sho and touched his book, not wanting him to read it again and ignore him. "Please.. It's just hard to forget the one who forced me into this.." He let go of the book. "But if you want me to go to my room, I will.. I want to try to make this work.."

He grew silent for a moment.

"I learned that my body does heal and regenerate fast... So.. I mean...if you wanted to try to feed.. If we went slow, I mean." He trailed off.

[Sosuke0549]

"I never expected you to forget him...but you...You didn't resist him..."

He looked up at Mavrick. Pain in his eyes.

"You pick me...I loved you.. I showed you kindness.. I held back my hunger...I gave you everything I could, I never once hit you or hurt you.... and yet you easily threw me aside When you saw him... "

He shook his head.

"I don't care about feeding right now! Do you not realize you hurt me?! Do you not understand how I feel... I don't know what to do with you. I'm not sure if I can forgive you...Even now your lying to me... you do love him.. even more then me.."

[Wewuwe]

Mavrick felt like crying.

He looked at the man, his chest tight.

"I'm not lying.... I just wanted to make you feel better." He said softly. "I'm sorry. ...please don't get rid of me. I'm just confused and I hate myself for not resisting." He cleared his throat, putting his head down and squeezing his eyes shut, forcing himself to not cry.

"I'm sorry.. Please don't hate me. I'm trying to forget him, he just is the one I started with so I grew use to him." He brushed his own hair back in frustration.

[Sosuke0549]

"I'm not lying.... I just wanted to make you feel better...I'm sorry. ...please don't get rid of me. I'm just confused and I hate myself for not resisting."[/Quote]

Sho glanced at the other. He looked sorry.

"I'm sorry.. Please don't hate me. I'm trying to forget him, he just is the one I started with so I grew use to him." [/Quote]

"Stop... just stop apologizing."

He looked away.

"You can keep saying sorry, but show me your sorry..."

He stood and touched the others cheek, looking into his eyes intensely.

"Do you still love him... be honest. "

[Wewuwe]

Mavrick looked at Sho, his eyes pleading.

"I... I don't know." He stayed silent for a moment.

"Can you love two people at once?" His voice cracked, forcing himself to not apologize again.

[Sosuke0549]

Sho sighed.

"Yes..I love you... and Shiro.. and Damon. I love all three of you..."

He looked away.

"Master? Can I sleep with you?"

The girl knocked. Sho smiled , going to the door and opening it.

"Yes.. you can.."

He let her in and she smiled at Mavrick, crawling into Sho's bed.

 

Sho glanced at Mavrick.

"..Anything else you want to talk about.."

[Wewuwe]

Mavrick shook his head, seeing how happy Sho was with Shiro here now.

 

"Goodnight then." He said softly before turning and heading to his bedroom.

He kept his teeth clenched together in frustration.

 

He couldn't stop thinking of Lan, but still thought of Sho as well.

 

He shut his bedroom door, sitting down on his bed.

"God, why do I still think about him..." He groaned out, rubbing his eyes in frustration.

[Sosuke0549]

Later That night, when Mavrick fell asleep. Lan came to him in a dream.

 

"You love me... don't you."

Lan stood in Mavrick's room, near the door, Wearing a all black suit. His hands in his pockets as he looked At the other.

"Then why did you leave...why did you allow him touch you...You were mine first. I fucked you first, I found you.. I loved you first!"

His eyes becoming lustful.

"He can't please you like I can......come back..Come back and beg for me to love you again.. come back... so I can fuck you."

He muttered. He came over to Mavrick and touched his cheek, inches away from kissing him.

"I still crave you...You miss me.. right?... then run away.. run away from Sho..and come back to your true master... hurry.. I'll be waiting~"

He kissed him roughly, biting the boys bottom lip until he suddenly woke up from his dream in the middle of the night.

[Wewuwe]

Mavrick felt his stomach lift at the sight of the demon. His heartbeat began to race, his breath growing heavy.

He bolted up from the bed, his forehead beaded in a cold sweat.

 

He covered his mouth, his shoulders shaking.

He could feel his erection straining against his pants. He felt horrified, he felt like he was betraying Sho.

 

"I love him too... I'm the worst." He choked out a moan as he wrapped his fingers around his cock, biting his lip as he pumped himself, confusion and pleasure running through his veins.

 

He shuddered as he came, lurching foreword and licking his dry lips.

What the fuck do I do...?

He clenched his eyes shut, sliding to the side of the bed to clean himself off in the bathroom.

 

What if he did run away...? Was that actually Lan, or was he just imagining it?

[Sosuke0549]

{ next day }

Sho Sat at in the living room as Shiro started making breakfast. Damon was next to him resting his head on Sho's shoulders as he typed away on his lap top. He had messy hair , and wasn't wearing a shirt. He looked tired, and sleepy.

[Wewuwe]

Mavrick finally crawled out of bed, after a stressful night.

He walked downstairs and into the living room, looking over at Sho and Damon.

"Good morning." He said, his voice still tired and cracking as he talked.

 

He walked over to the couch and sat at the nearby chair, not wanting to annoy Sho or Damon at all.

He laced his fingers together, his body aching from stress. He finally looked up at Sho and the other slave.

"Would either of you like coffee?" He asked softly, treading the conversation lightly.

[Sosuke0549]

"I'm fine.. Thank you."

He said not looking at the other. His fingers moving threw Damon's hair. The other boy blushed and took Sho's hand, sucking on his finger tips. Being sexual.

"Master~ "

"Come now Damon.. isn't it too early.."

[Wewuwe]

Mavrick looked over at what Damon was doing, jealousy running through his veins.

 

Martin was never overly affectionate like that, he only just did as Lan told.

Mavrick shook his head and walked into the kitchen, grabbing a mug and pouring himself some coffee, a bitter look on his face.

He wanted sho to forgive him, he didn't want to suffer through this anymore.

 

He sat down at the table and stared at the coffee, letting out a long sigh.

[Sosuke0549]

Sho gave in to his human lover , quickly making out with Damon on the couch, touching him slowly and gently. He could sense the others jealously but... decided to do nothing about it. --------------------------------------------Lan bit his lip as he sat on the couch. Lost in thought. He hadn't gotten much attention form Martin, the other seemed to be upset he attends the sex party with out him.. and how he smelled Mavrick on his clothes. He sighed.

[Wewuwe]

Mavrick finished his coffee and cleaned his mug, setting it in the drying rack.

"Do you want me to leave?" Mavrick said loud enough for Sho to hear him. He walked out of the kitchen and over to the ghoul and the slave. He clenched his hands together, feeling his stomach tightened.

 

"Is that what you want?" He asked, toghtening his jaw.

[Sosuke0549]

Sho stopped looking up at the boy who stood in front of him. He gently pushed Damon away and stood. He grabbed the others hand and suddenly pinned him to the wall.

"I'm so..hungry. "

He muttered. Licking the boys neck.

 

He breathed, taking in the others scent and glanced at his lover. His eyes were shut tight and he was trembling. Scared of him and the pain he was about to experience. He stopped and slowly let go.

"Your not ready..."

He muttered Looking away.

"Do you truly want to be here? Or does your body want Lan.."

[Wewuwe]

Mavrick finally stopped shaking as Sho pulled away. His heart racing.

"I'm just scared.." He admitted, looking up at the man.

He chewed his lip, unsure of himself. "I know if I went back with Lan he wouldn't treat me as lovingly as you do.." He murmured, trying to read the man's expression. "I'm alright if you need to feed, I learned how fast I heal and regenerate. It's just the pain im worried about." He said.

 

Mavrick reached out and touched the ghoul's hand, pulling him closer. "Please, you're starving yourself because of my lack or courage.."

[Sosuke0549]

"I'm just scared.."[/Quote]

"I know...I don't blame you.."

"I know if I went back with Lan he wouldn't treat me as lovingly as you do.."[/Quote]

"Is that so..."

He muttered.

"I'm alright if you need to feed, I learned how fast I heal and regenerate. It's just the pain im worried about." [/Quote]

Sho sighed, about to resist but the other suddenly reached out and touched his hand, pulling him closer. The ghoul stared. A little surprised.

"Please, you're starving yourself because of my lack or courage.."[/Quote]

Sho bit his lip.. He glanced back a Damon who quickly left them alone. He looked back at the immortal human and cupped his cheek.

 

"...okay..."

He whispered, He made the other lay on the ground, so he wouldn't get blood on the furniture. He pulled up the others shirt and starting to lick at the others side.

"Nnn-... Mavrick ~"

His eyes changed, the pupils red and the white part of the eye black. He sunk his teeth into the others skin and tore it off, biting him and eating his flesh in one swallow. Blood pouring out. He licked his blood stained lips taking another bite at the boys stomach, then moving to Mavrick's shoulder.

[Wewuwe]

Mavrick laid on the ground, his skin prickling as the man lifted up his shirt.

Suddenly, pain hit him brutally. Mavrick let out a sharp cry, covering his mouth with his hands.

This was so much worse than what Lan ever did!

"A-ahh!!" Mavrick muffled through his hands, tears spilling from the human's eyes. He felt sick, like he was going to throw up, or die. Or both.

"S-sho! I-I-it hurts!!" He sobbed out, already feeling his stomach begin to heal, but the pain was still there.

[Sosuke0549]

Just when Sho was about to sink his teeth into the others shoulder. He stopped. The other was in so much pain... his hunger was more important than the others feelings...

With all his self control, He pulled away and threw himself on the wall. Banging his head a few times to gain control. The other tasted so good, He wanted more...but... he doubted the other could handle it...

"I...I stopped now.. but next time...I won't..no matter how much to beg"

He said slightly glaring at the other. He called for Shiro and Damon. The girl quickly aiding to Mavrick and cleaning up the blood.

"Damon...go get me something to eat..."

Damon nodded and left the room.

 

"Ughh"

He banged his head on the wall.. fighting his hunger was extremely painful...it was worser than death.

"m-master--"

"DON'T! ...don't touch Me...don't c-come any closer...I don't want to hurt you...take..m-Mavrick into another room..go.. "

[Wewuwe]

Mavrick was in shock, trembling in pain and fear. His sobs finally stopped as Shiro came over to him. "I-I'm..." He couldn't finish his sentence, he just grabbed Shiro in attempts of comfort.

He could feel himself healing already, but the pain wasn't as fast to go away.

I've failed on him..

[Sosuke0549]

Shiro held onto Marvick. Trying to comfort him.

"Shhh- It's ok.. It's ok.. Your ok. I got you.. "

She hugged the boy. The bleeding was slowing down. Shiro smiled at Mavrick. Slowly dragging him out of the living room but keeping him on the ground. Her touch gentle.

"The bleeding has finally stopped. Your ok.. You did good..ok? You did good."