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After being rich on contests for

graphic, artists, video making,

we decided that it's time to make a contest

for people who loves to write.

 

This month we will have a new theme set

and it's - "No Scared".

 

You have to present your masterpiece,

which describes love between two males.

It's up to you how you will interpret "No Scared".

so show us your imagination!

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Rules

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៙ Minimum 400 words, maximum 600 words.

៙ Only stories are accepted, no poems.

៙ The story must be rated as for 16+

៙ No racism, no religious topics, no animal/child abuse.

៙ Love must be between two males.

៙ Title of the story is up to you.

៙ Post the fInished work on this thread.

៙ Read the rules once again.

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Prizes

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៙ 1,500 points for all that applied

៙ 5,000 points for the winner +

a Manga cover card from the iShop

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Deadline

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Starts: 01.06.2014

Ends: 01.07.2014

[Sheba562]

Personal Property

 

The first time he walked into my bar I thought my heart would come crashing out of my chest. He was 6’4’, dark hair, broad shoulders and eyes black and piercing. He just stood in the door and looked around. He finally took a seat at the far end of my bar; sitting so that he had a clear view of his surroundings that his body language said was now his. I’m not a weak guy. I have won my fair share of fights to create neutrality. Anyone could enter my place and know that they could drink in peace and leave alive. What happened to them outside was not my concern. But this guy made me feel like I should roll over in submission.

I carefully walked over to him “Good evening. I’m Jacob and the owner. What can get for you?”

“Straight single malt scotch, top shelf, un-watered.” was all he said.

As I handed him his drink I noticed that he was carrying a gun and I politely pointed out my no guns policy. He just smiled and my blood froze. I never mentioned it again.

He became one of my regulars. I knew he was a “courier” but that was all, each time I asked his name I got that same blood freezing smile.

It got to the point when I would look forward to his arrival. His gaze and smile would make my heart race and my blood cold at the same time. I wanted nothing but this man’s attention but that could never happen.

Then one night Alan came staggering in completely drunk. I had broken up with him months ago but he just could not let it be.

“Jacob you have to come back. There is no one who can treat you like I do!”

The only two customers besides my courier quickly exited as I made the worst mistake I could coming into the open.

“Come on Alan we had a good run but it is over. You need to move on.”

I suddenly found myself on the floor with a knife at my throat. It happened so fast that I had no time to react.

“You are mine Jacob and we shall die together”

“What do you think you’re doing handling my property?”

Alan jumped and the knife fell, slicing into my ear. There He was, barrel pointed at Alan’s head.

“You seem to be lost. I’m sure you are mistaking this man for someone else. I suggest that you leave now and make sure I never see you again. I do not like others touching that which is mine.”

The last was delivered with an ominous tone and Alan bolted for the door.

I stood up rather shakily and reached over the bar for a rag to clean up the blood running down the side of my face. I then heard the door lock.

I turned to find myself trapped in this man’s embrace, something that I had longed for but was equally terrified of.

“I appreciate the rescue but what do you mean by property?” I asked him the last of my courage failing.

“You became my possession the first day I walked in and you didn't enforce your own weapon rule” he said with a smile that told me I had lost before I could even put up a fight.

“Now then Jacob, I know your apartment is upstairs so why don’t you lead your new master up there so you can get to know him better.”

With fear and longing I did just that.

[Shiroi ookami]

It was a clear, winter's night. I stood there staring into the sky, the stars seemed endless. All I could think about was the death of my Luke a year ago. All the good times with the bad skittered about in my mind. I was lost in thought til a shimmer passed across the skies. I thought nothing of it at first, blowing it as some animal of the dark.. I sat there til dawn and went home. At the house I kept in those woods, his sister Jenna, was once again waiting for me, coffee in one hand and a blanket in the other.

"When are you gonna snap out of this mood and settle down?"

"I love him and I still love him and I don't want to move on" was always the way our conversations went. I never moved on, our relationship baffled her. At first I was dating her and then I met her brother. Him and I were inseperable. One day though we were leaving a club and were robbed. The mugger said if we were strong enough to be seen in public then we made perfect targets. Luke stepped in front of me and was shot. after that night I became a shell. The guys constantly tried to get me out on the scene. They would use lines such as your cute,everyone will love you or my favorite is well now you can go back to girls. after a few months of this, I sold all my assets and moved to the country. being a writer, I got a job at the town newspaper and settled there. no one knew me and I avoided contact by emailing all my assignments in. This left me free to create my own hours. I slept in the morning, wrote in the evening and roamed at night getting lost in my thoughts. That next night, I went out for my usual walk but found a man in my path. I blinked but he was gone. As usual I stayed out all night and went home to start all over but instead of Jenna at the door i found a note. All it said is

"your mine" a little worried, I went to bed and finished my day with no events. That night I went out again to see the same man in the shadows. I tried to approach him but again he vanished. I went home a little early to find another note

"tomorrow" all it said. I was a littlle more nervous but I wasn't too scared, I figured it was Jenna messing with me. That night I took a different path than normal. I heard footsteps behind me. I turned quickly and saw the shadow man. He looked me dead in the eyes and said

"This land is mine. all things walking on this land are mine. come with me now or I will take you myself."

"Do I get a name?"

"No, Donovan You don't" at this I turned and ran. for the first time in days Jenna was at the house. Seeing me shaken up she asked what was wrong. I told her what happened and about the man and she said that it was a man named Andraste and he did in fact own all the land I walked on and I only owned an acre of it. He owned a castle in the hills up north. I went to bed shaken up. That night when Jenna went to wake him, he was gone with a note

"He is forever mine now."

[Asakura-Sama]

Words: 600

 

"Snow man in Wonderland"

 

 

 

I like….

To drown myself….

In ice….

Because it makes me numb.

 

 

My whole body is a sore, waking up on the floor with others that I couldn’t recognize.

Nevertheless the first thing I saw when I opened my eyes, was the dark ceiling and flying things with fins and gills.

I lifted myself forcefully, even though my head hurts so badly.

 

“The goldfish are at it again…”

 

 

 

Going back to my place called ‘home’, that was for me, is a prison that I hate.

So trying to distract myself, a man with a cow’s head and a fancy coat, came into sight.

 

Seeing things everyday is amusing actually, when I was a kid I like reading fairytale books, but the one I liked the most was ‘Alice in wonderland’ a wonderful mysterious place, that I wished I could go someday.

 

Other weird things started appearing around.

 

I don’t know when it started, nor is it an effect for being into fairytale books, but…

I always hallucinate things that shouldn’t exist, but it’s not so bad, it makes me forget.

 

 

 

 

::Creak….::

“I’m home.”

“ah.. Welcome home.”

A man smiled and greeted me, but his face couldn’t hide the fact that his still shock to see me.

 

“Dear! You didn’t went back home again-“

“I still went home right? anyway don’t disturb me.”

 

I want to escape this household.

Everyday I wish it to come, for the rabbit to come.

 

 

Someone followed me back to my room, it must be my mom’s husband.

My ex.

And now my Step-Father.

 

Ignoring his presence I entered my room but he stopped me.

“Let’s talk…”

I know he didn’t know when he married my mom, but still these feelings that I wanted to escape….

Scares me.

 

If I could just act as a perfect son, I could become numb, a place to escape.

A place that I wanted to exist so bad….

 

Why can’t I be the one?.

 

 

“Why can’t I be the one?...”

I’m scared.

Small black things started floating around, they scattered in the room rapidly.

I stepped back for a moment.

“…..I... Didn’t know you are her son, I’m so sorry…”

 

 

“….go away….”

 

I’m scared.

 

 

“I.. never saw you more than a brother to me, but you are important to me… you’re still beautiful though, you look just like snow white”

“You look just like your mom, I didn’t noticed though...”

 

 

“…..go away……”

 

I’m scared.

 

 

The black things started thickening around, it was frightening.

Make it stop.

 

 

“I hope we could work things-“

“Make it stop!”

I dashed out, but the black things are still following me, I can’t see.

 

I…

Need to run…

 

Run!-

 

The black things vanished and the staircase appeared suddenly.

And before I knew it, loud thuds ringed in my head until everything blacked out.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I opened my eyes, and the first thing I saw was a very white sky, with flying goldfish all around me, I stood up and the surrounding is even whiter, it was a placed covered in snow.

Than a man with a rabbit head called out, I looked at him as he offered his hand.

I hesitated for a moment, but in the end, I took it.

He said that he’ll take me,

 

 

 

To a wonderful place.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

::iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii…….::

 

“nooooooooooooo….” a woman cling and cried on her companion, while the doctor covered the man laying in bed with sheets.

 

“Time of death: xx/xx/20xx 16:32. Cause: internal bleeding inside the skull.”

 

“my son…” her companion looked at the man covered in sheets, with a shallow expression on his face.

 

 

 

“……….sleep well… my snow white.”

 

 

 

 

 

[Ayakashiu]

Word count: 596

 

 

FEEL NO FEAR

 

Lee was a coward. He was scared of everything: the dark, horror movies, spiders, talking in front of a crowd… Whatever you can think of, Lee would be scared of it. Everyone in school knew that and they teased him about it every day. That was the reason he hated high-school so much. Why couldn’t they just leave him alone?

 

Today, is finally the day! He decided to quit school. To just leave it behind, leave the city behind and start fresh somewhere else. But then he came. The new transfer student. He was nothing special, but his eyes..they looked right into you. When their eyes met, Lee felt no fear anymore.

 

They started hanging out, he and Aoi, and Lee never felt so happy. He didn’t think of leaving the city anymore, he only wanted to stay here, by his friend. It wasn’t long, till they became more than friends. Aoi told him he liked guys and that’s how it started. They became inseparable. But he should have known that this was all too good to be true. Happy endings only happened in fairytales.

 

One day, Aoi was gone. Lee couldn’t find him anywhere; he didn’t come to school anymore, he didn’t answer his phone..nobody knew what happened to him. Lee never felt so empty. But the emptiness was soon filled, filled with fear. It started to creep back, filling the void that was left after Aoi disappeared. And this fear was much worse than the one before, it was the fear of being forever alone, left behind by the people he loved.

 

Lee couldn’t sleep at night and when he couldn’t take this anymore, he decided to find out what happened to his lover. He knew where he lived, being there many times. The house looked deserted, there was no car in the driveway and Lee almost didn’t have the courage to ring the bell. But when he did, no one answered. His fears were coming true, he was abandoned, left behind.

 

Just as he was about to leave, the neighbor called out to him. She explained, that Aoi was taken to the hospital and that the whole family was there with him all this time. Lee hurried there, his hearth thumping loud in his chest. He should have known Aoi wouldn’t just left him, he should have known that something was wrong!

 

He found his parents and they explained that Aoi suffered from asthma attacks since he was a child. The last one was almost fatal to him and he now needed help with his breathing. After convincing them for what seemed like eternity, they finally let Lee see him.

 

Aoi looked so fragile in bed and Lee’s heart was barely beating because of the fear of his lover dying. He held his hand, wishing that he could at least say goodbye to him. Suddenly, he felt Aoi’s hand squeezing his and he looked up. Those blue eyes, that he loved so much, were looking at him and the fear was gone again.

 

Aoi said to him, “Please, don’t be scared anymore. I’ll always be with you, I promise, but you have to promise me, that you’ll live your life fully, for both of us.”

 

Lee kept his promise and his lover kept his promise too, he was always there with him. Every time he felt scared, he remembered those blue eyes and the fear was gone. He knew he will never feel scared again, but he also knew, he will never be so happy as he was with Aoi.

 

 

[XiuLin]

Word Count: 326

 

Title: Fearless in Love

Keo would trust his gut when he felt love. He would dive right into getting to know his crush or love interest or do something drastic to show him how he felt. A simple kiss would usually work with telling his feelings. He would also purposely set up a reason to see that person again, like the casual drop of his mobile phone or wallet around a responsible person. He had received just want he wanted from that action as of today from his school’s doctor, an invite to have lunch with him at his home. He had no sudden fears of sharing his hopes and dreams with this doctor. He felt at ease with Tako. But he was still a private person and certain details of a conversation that was mostly about him, he would not even amuse the idea.

 

He sighed to himself as the other left. Slowly he began feeling at ease in the other’s home. Takeo, by choice decided to clean up the lunch mess. Perhaps with the friendship of the doctor, it would make realize he has a lot more to fight for than just in piety delinquent fights. But he hoped, to have a more intimate relationship with Tako.

 

Friday when the kiss was forced into happening, he may not have received a return kiss but he had felt that spark. His heart was pounding in his chest, just from remembering it. He could not and chose not to forget, it had only been less than twenty four hours since it happened. He then began undressing on the way to the bathroom. He joined him in the shower and kissed him again, this time expecting once more a return kiss. He would be willing to be led on by Tako, and get his heart broken than to not even experience the chance to go after him with his all his fearless hopes and faith in them being an successful couple.

 

[Never]

Words: 600

 

-Confession-

 

 

 

 

 

“I LOVE YOU”.

 

Just like this, the huge man made his statement before him, a confession captive for twenty years or more. Something that never should have been said, it wasn't allowed.

 

 

He still couldn't believe in his own ears, the simple yet so confusing words which had just came from these thin lips. They were too unbelievable. Even so, the beautiful man stayed gracefully put, as if was waiting for his reply, his long black hair skillfully tied by a magnanimous object on top of his head.

 

 

The both grown man remained quiet, a considerable amount of time elapsed before the piercing glare belonging the pair seized to exist, being the first to break the awkward speechlessness was the same man.

 

 

 

''You knew it didn't you."

 

 

 

Of course he knew it. That's why he had all the trouble to run away in the first place.

 

 

 

There was a line that should never be crossed. He could already see all the difficulties it would bring...only that simple statement was enough.

 

 

 

 

"Your highness..."Gathering all his energy, he was able to cast a forced smile.

 

 

"What are you doing so far away from your palace? This dirty hut isn't worthy your presence." Looking more peaceful then ever, he placed his plead as if nothing had been said.

 

 

So many years swearing his loyalty…who would have thought that a certain delicate little Crown Prince would turn out to be this magnificent figure before him. He had served this king since they were a couple of noisy brats, he watched the beginning of his reign and tried his hardest to be the most trustworthy servant since his first step on the palace. They weren't only servant and master but childhood friends as well.

 

 

 

 

An awful nasty hubbub echoed.

 

 

 

"You.......intend to continue with that?" He said to the punched man against the wall, his tidy robe now wrinkled.

 

 

''No matter how many times I've favored you, I was ignored. How many times I tried to utter my love for … you….cruelly stopped it half way....then…you leave me…I WON'T ALLOW IT !YOU ARE COMING RIGHT NOW WITH ME! A SINGLE ORDER MINE AND-

 

 

 

 

"......Darling?" A high pitched voice whispered.

 

"Who is it at the door?” The call was far, but still could be heard. By the over familiarity, the conjecture was clear.

 

 

 

"............I get it......this time....only this solely moment. I will let you go." Slowly releasing his powerful grip he declared.

 

 

 

"This is your first and last chance to be free. Goodbye." He turned his back as uttered this words leaving the poor man on his knees.

 

 

 

That was…for the best. A mere servant wasn't good enough for him. Even from far, he would always observe this man, from shadows he would assure that everything would… A sole drop of water fell on the floor, followed by one more, and then another….his face was covered by tears.

 

 

Why….The line would never be crossed. That frightening line would never….A sharp sting of sadness pierced his chest.

 

 

On his rage of view he could see the king slowly walking away. He put his hands on his face, gradually falling in despair.

 

………………………………………………………………………………………..

 

 

 

 

 

Why he was taking so long? She wondered as she walked to the door.

He was a kind man. She knew his heart belonged to another. Even so he compromised with her selfish whims. She was certain that someday he would fall for her just like she had for him.

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Eventually she reached the door. However, nothing could be found.

 

 

The only clues were a majestic gold crown and an almost unrecognizable yet familiar robe.

 

 

 

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[1978]

Join in

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Almost….

 

“Finally, You wake up I thought you’d die”. That’s the voice of a man who walked out off the dark.

 

 

…Where I am now, I asked myself but it seemed I couldn’t move even if to wiggle my fingers, what happened to me?

 

 

That man came closer and put a damp cloth on my forehead, and then he said…

 

 

“I met you fainted near the creek I went fishing, and you’d slept for three days, you know?”

 

He used his fingers to check the wounds on my head and added more words that made me more numb..

 

“Lucky you, the bullets weren't buried here, but on your knee, who was the cruel to mark X on it,

I wondered….”

 

 

Then I looked down on my right knee, the cut of X with my bloody flesh stared at me back.

I tried to recall how did I was found at the creek and this man, who he was and why he’d helped him.

 

 

“Do you want to contact someone?” He passed me a cell phone after asking.

The phone was on my hand but what numbers I have to press, who I have to talk to, I still sat and looked at numbers on the rows….

 

Full of surprised on the man face when I saw me did nothing, He asked again if I needed his help.

 

“I, I don’t know who I have to talk to, I stay alone and I think I can’t go back to my place anymore” I answered seriously…

 

He sat down and told me to tell all about what happened to me, he didn't want to hurt me but just want to help as much as he could…

 

I hesitated, if he knew that I was an assassin, would he still help me as he said. But he was the one who saved my life and healed me…

Then I decided to tell him all…

 

 

“I am a hit man, and after my mission failed, the rest had to hunt for my life, that’s why I have to be here with this worst injures as you see”

All was quiet and his face was a bit pale….

 

 

He said something more…

 

“Thank you for telling the truth, I wanna make sure since I saw a lot of scars on your back, I’m sure you aren't normal guy for sure…”

 

 

I was afraid if I could make him felt unsafe and uncomfortable, then I said..

“I will go as soon as possible and thank you very much for your help; I hope someday I can return you something too…”

 

He smiled and said he wasn't scared anything and it’s his pleasure to help me or anyone, he said so…

 

 

Bang, bang, bang!!!!

 

 

A school of bullets flew into the door; I pushed the man down and wrapped him to hide under the bed to each other…

 

 

“Shhhhhhhhh….” I told him to bend his head down, after I smelled the fire gun as I always get used to…

 

 

He almost died because of me, “I’m so sorry, and I will be here to take care of you, I promise”

 

I told him while having him in my arms……

 

[Tetsu]

TITLE: Just Wait

WORD COUNT: 420 (title included)

 

 

 

Just Wait

 

For a reason, I lived. Among tens of billions of people in this world, I am among of those who lived for a dream. But never had I expected to fall in love with you so deeply. You who had no dreams... you who had no hope... you who had no salvation... but me. Maybe it was because you needed someone that made me get so attracted with you. I loved how I feel needed, loved. For a reason, I wanted to be with you as long as I want... Among tens of billions of people in this world, I am among the few who lived not merely for a dream... but for a hope. I hoped to make you happy.

 

I was not gay, but I was not prejudiced. To love someone like you was not expected but falling in love with a man was something I could do. Well, that must be because I have a gay uncle who was so kind. That greatly contributed the way I see gay people.

 

Do you still remember? You were cold in the street, reeking of alcohol. It was one bad winter night. That could have killed you, but I had taken you with me. Our story... started there. I don't enough time to reminisce the past. You... why do you have to die sooner? You should realize that I gave up living for a dream... because you... I hoped to give you a brighter world.

 

I don't want you to think that living was a bad thing. I wanted to show to you.. that living is fun.. is full of adventures... is wonderful. But no matter how close we were, I just can't get it through you. Well, who am to speak? How hilarious. Here I am, blood-stained - wrists overflowing with blood. On the verge of death... I call for you, I reminisced our past. Life without you has no reason.

 

I am scared. I am scared to live without you... but I am more scared of the thought that I'd be living alright without you... that the world will be alright without you. I don't want that. I may die... but with this... we can be together..

 

I am not scared to die. I had a wonderful life for I meet you. And I am not scared to die... for you awaits. And our story will continue for eternity. Man... I feel weak.. sleepy.. a little bit more.. and we'll be together...

... just...

wait.... Takuto.

 

[N8wesen]

Title: Get Off (You don't know that I know...)

 

600 Words

 

 

 

I have formed a bad habit about a month ago; I may be stalking this guy with the curly brown hair who visits the same lectures as me. Well, I’m not trying to make excuses, but actually it’s not quite stalking. I never went further than watching him during the lectures we share. I have only seen his face up close while passing him in a hallway once or twice. I did try to research him over the internet, but I don’t even know his name.

 

This is already the third semester, but I never noticed him until I saw him share a kiss with another guy in the university library. I only caught a short glimpse, but it was an obvious, passionate, almost lewd kiss. He persuasively pressed his partner against a shelf and his hands wandered to weird places. I couldn’t help but get excited by watching that. I had to force my feet not to stop and my eyes not to keep staring. Why would they do something like that in the library? Weren’t they worried about being spotted? They sure didn’t seem to.

 

I found myself thinking about that scene over and over again. I couldn’t get over that provocative ignorance. It made me wonder what else he did with other men. When I tried to imagine these things my body became all hot, as if he’d do these things to me.

 

About two days later I noticed him in my lecture rooms. By coincidence he seemed to be a fellow student. He sat about seven rows in front of me; this turned out to be his regular chair. Since my usual seat was placed conveniently behind him, I started to spend the lectures staring at the back of his head.

 

I didn’t try to hide that I was watching him; it thrilled me to think that he may sense my gaze, turn around and return the look. But he never did. He hadn't noticed me back then in the library either. He seemed immune to being watched. Maybe that was the reason why he could do such things out in the open.

 

But one day, when the lecture ended and everyone rose from their seats to leave the room, he turned his head and gazed right back at me, as if he had known about me the whole time. His calculating eyes sent shivers down my spine. He made me feel like a deer in the spotlight of a big truck. His thin lips formed a challenging smirk, then he nodded towards the side door.

 

The very thought of facing him made my heart race. What did he want from me? When did he realize that I was watching him? Was he aware that I knew about the kiss in the library?

 

I got very nervous. So nervous that I decided to turn around and walk out of the door in the back, surrounded by a mob of other students. I felt confident that he was not trying to stop me and disengaged from the crowd, but when I turned into another hallway, he was standing there as if he was waiting for me.

 

It would have been too conspicuous and awkward to suddenly change my direction. With growing anxiousness I came closer. I stopped two steps away from him. “So you were the one who made my neck tickle.” He spoke so sudden that I flinched. He smirked again and pierced my whole body with his eyes. I was unable to response anything. “I know with what kind of eyes you looked at me…”

 

 

[FatPanda]

597 WORDS

 

 

- Cough -

 

It's hard to breathe.

 

The flames roared and yet another piece of my shelf snapped in the blaze. I sat gasping heavily for oxygen in the heat, labored breathing harsher than before. The smoke was so thick that my heart had to pound faster just to try fishing for usable air. I could feel the asphyxiation start taking noticeable effects on me. I coughed more now, a heaviness settled in as I fell over onto my side, and my mind wanted to blank. All energy had left me by now, making my body unable to pick itself back up. I stared off into the reds and the oranges just in time to watch the fire engulf yet another of my books before my eyelids drooped tiredly and fell into their place.

 

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A few days before was a time of hardships for me. I had failed the bar to get into law school, been fired at my part time job, and my dog ran away from home. Still, I held all the emotions in because the world couldn't get me down. I was an optimist. Many things could happen to me but I always smiled as long as I had him. Ryland was the love of my life. Though my parents and his didn't approve of a homosexual relationship, we vowed to stay together. We didn't care what others said about us; it was our relationship. He meant more to me than even becoming a lawyer. I could always try again for that but there was no second chance if I lost Ryland.

 

That was why the news this morning had stunned me the moment I heard it. Unsuspecting of anything, I picked up a phone call and dropped it seconds later. The person on the other end was kept hanging as I registered his death: a heroic one, but a death nonetheless. I already knew the risks of him being a firefighter but I also believed in his abilities. There was no way he could be taken away from me by a fire; he was skilled and careful. I thought it was a joke but the bearer of such devastating news wore no sign of humour. I was wrong.

 

Tears, I cried many. Fits, I threw plenty. Screams, I shouted with all of my heart. The sorrows hit me hard with all the pent up regrets in my life. I couldn't handle the loss because the man I wanted was nowhere to be found. He was simply an ash-covered corpse. The body was lifeless. It was not him.

 

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By now I was in a daze, motionless on my bedroom floor. My eyes fluttered behind the lids, but never opened. There was no need as I was ready to go to him. Ryland would take me away, to where he was. The fire was my medium. Yet it was still fire. The burning spread toward my leg and a reflex tried to kick in. I didn't move, couldn't move. It hurt. Was this... what it was like for him? Being in the fire made my body tired and the pain was excruciating. I knew when I set the fire that I would suffer but I wasn't afraid of suffering. I'd already gone through the worst kind. Still, this wasn’t what I had expected.

 

The pain surged up through my nerves, knocking the little breath I had left out of me. No amount of heartache kept me from realizing how tough it was to challenge physical pain head on. It was too late but without him, I was afraid.

[Saga]

 

|| END OF ៙BL NO SCARED ~Writer Contest~៙ ||

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