RebbaNanmi Posted August 15, 2014 Author Share Posted August 15, 2014 Mikito was surprised with the answer hissing at the older man. "You're the one that didn't fully accept my love for you or even given me a chance to be with you...." he looked up at the sky. "My returning was to see how you and Ryu were doing seems like you're not doing too good because you're engaged to some wench..." he looked down at his own hands playing with them, "I sometimes think how it would been with you but I guess nothing will happen to us because were just going to stay as friends or something..." answering his own hearten question scooting closer to Ritsu patting his arm. "...I don't know if after this you still want to know of me, if not it doesn't matter I'll move forward with life and stay connected with Ryu..." The smaller of the two sighed scratching back of his head standing up from the bench. He looked at his former friend/crush. "...My crush on you has gone away since I've been in the states and honestly I've been in a few relationships for the past 10 years but they all wanted one thing sex from me nothing serious...except for one guy but I'll tell you about him another time if you're willing to still keep connected with me..." he finalized walking ahead and waving off Ritsu. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YaoiLoverfangurl19 Posted August 17, 2014 Share Posted August 17, 2014 Ryu was now in his bedroom and in his bed relaxing from hard day with work, his phone was on table beside his bed. He start to read book he found in bookshelf before, he should fall to sleep, he was really tired from work and soon fell to sleep, had his book in his arm Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nyuchanxx Posted August 23, 2014 Share Posted August 23, 2014 As he watched the other walk away Ritsu could feel a slight aching but more than that an over riding annoyance that left him scowling at the males back. What right did Mikito have to be happy when he had spent the last few years in pain and hurt. It's always like that for the ignorant though. He knew no matter what Mikito was young. He was so much younger than himself, morals change in that short time, the people you are educated with ultimately determine what you are and how you react to things. Mikito and Ritsu were educated at different times and with different people, how could their relationship ever be possible even from the start? He sighed and looked up at the star filled sky. Once he had looked at that view as full of promise and hope, now every star, every constellation, every prick of light represented a dashed dream and a lost future. When did he start to think so negatively? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RebbaNanmi Posted August 23, 2014 Author Share Posted August 23, 2014 Mikito walked home slowly wanting to drink down his sad sourness he was feeling inside. He hated how he felt due to the older man he knew he was madly in love with years ago and wandered how he was still holding feelings for the older man. He sighed texting Ryu as few tears started fallen. "...Meet me somewhere please...we need to talk.." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YaoiLoverfangurl19 Posted August 23, 2014 Share Posted August 23, 2014 Ryu wake up heard his phone vibrate and pick up the phone, read the text and write back"sure I Would like to meet you, where shall we meet?" He sendt the text and raise himself up from bed, walked towards bathroom for to wash himself and change in new clothes Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nyuchanxx Posted August 23, 2014 Share Posted August 23, 2014 Ritsu finally stood and slowly made his way towards a hotel, quickly booking himself a room he paid them left again to the nearest bar planning to get utterly slaughtered. he walked in and initially ordered a double shot of vodka downing it in one before ordering a whisky and sitting at the bar. Slowly a young male approached him and they started talking. Not really about anything. On fact both of them were specifically talking about nothing but that was fine. The alcohol was rapidly going to Ritsu's head lowering his judgement and making him feel a while lot better. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RebbaNanmi Posted August 23, 2014 Author Share Posted August 23, 2014 Mikito texted him back to meet at the nearest bar walking to it himself wiping his fallen tears. "I love him so much and want to be with him...but he's afraid of what happened in our past years ago..." he talked to himself approaching the bar as few men eyed him hungrily not caring. "Ritsu...you still have my heart just a little...and I would like a drag of the finest alcohol." the younger boy told the bartender whom grinned licking his lips. "You're quite a cutie, little one." Mikito sighed not blushing nor caring not knowing he was in the same bar as Ritsu shrugging his shoulders. "...I don't care about the compliment...I've been hurt and hurt someone I used to care for..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YaoiLoverfangurl19 Posted August 24, 2014 Share Posted August 24, 2014 Ryu walked towards nearest bar and walked inside bar, so Mikito and walked towards Mikito smiled"here I am Mikito" he sat himself down on Seat beside Mikito, so Mikito crying"Why are you crying Mikito?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nyuchanxx Posted August 24, 2014 Share Posted August 24, 2014 Ritsu laughed with the male beside him not noticing as Mikito and Ryu walked in. Ordering more alcohol he asked "Would you like a drink?" the other male smiled and nodded "thanks." They both drank. Ritsu pushed his long hair away from his face and smiled at a joke although it never reached his eyes the smile was still somewhat genuine even if it was only because of the drink. Placing his glass down he looked at the other, the male was pretty attractive, with deep brown eyes and short brown hair cut neatly. slowly Ritsu reached his hand up and cupped the males cheek before leaning in and kissing him gently. Under normal circumstances he would never have done such a thing but his heart ached terribly and he longed for the touch of another. The male kissed him back shutting his eyes slowly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RebbaNanmi Posted August 25, 2014 Author Share Posted August 25, 2014 I'm crying because of my feelings for Ritsu....we were talking later today..." Mikito answers Ryu's question sighing looking around the bar. "Is there someoen you're into like i'm still into Ritsu....unbelievable?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YaoiLoverfangurl19 Posted August 25, 2014 Share Posted August 25, 2014 Ryu smiled"no I'm not into somebody right now, since I'm still have sort Of feelings for you Mikito, so I'm enjoy my life as singel right now and I'm very busy work as bartender to have boyfriend" he order one glass with sex on the beach and after some min his glass with sex on the beach come to his side and he start to drink his wine Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nyuchanxx Posted September 4, 2014 Share Posted September 4, 2014 Ritsu ordered another slightly lighter drink for them both and drank quickly until he took the males hand and brought him cost again gently kissing up the man's neck and towards his lips before he finally embraced the soft pearly lips in his own. Softly he whispered "do you have a place to stay?" The man replied that he did not although it was a pretty obvious lie but when so ritsu wasn't about to question it. He took the males hand and paying for the drinks started to lead him out the bar. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RebbaNanmi Posted September 4, 2014 Author Share Posted September 4, 2014 Mikito wiped his tears stopping himself from downing anymore kind of alcoholic beverages. He sighed closing his eyes. "...I was in a few relationships when I was out of the country..." he opened his eyes staring at Ryu, gulping. "I've slept with each guy I was in a relationship with not caring one bit...but then I fell for an older man in his late 20s going to his 30s...but that asshole was trying to control me throughout our relationship..." the younger male looked around noting his long time crush/friend Ritsu leaving the bar with someone else. 'This asshole was here the whole time...and couldn't even talk to us again...?' he said in his mind throwing the empty liquor bottle onto the floor making a huge mess already as eyes stared at both males. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YaoiLoverfangurl19 Posted September 4, 2014 Share Posted September 4, 2014 Ryu Wonder Why Mikito throw empty liquor bottle on the floor and so Ritsu leave out the bar with somebody Else. He now understand Why Mikito throw empty liquor bottle on the floor, he raise himself up from chair and walked towards Ritsu, called him"Ritsu stop for second, I need to talk to you, so taurn around" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nyuchanxx Posted September 4, 2014 Share Posted September 4, 2014 Ritsu heard a loud crash behind him but he kept on walking his hand entwined into the other males. When he heard his name called his mind did a mental flip and he looked back his blurred eyesight making it difficult to make out the person but he site knew he didn't want to talk to him so he turned away and headed to the hotel wanting to be away from here and to take out all of hours fraustrations and then them into pleasure. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RebbaNanmi Posted September 5, 2014 Author Share Posted September 5, 2014 Mikito screamed at the top of his lungs as threatening tears just came down not stopping at all. He walked up to Ryu grabbing his arms running out of the chaotic bar thanks to his mess and outburst that surprised everyone inside. He ran towards the front door grabbing hold of Ritsus' long hair pulling it hissing under his breath. "Asshole you were here this whole time and don't even say anything to us!?" he lets go of Ryus' hand pushing the other guy off Ritsu jumping on top of him. "This asshole is someone I love and you stay away from him...before Ryu and I kick your ass!" he spat at the strange underneath him kissing him sloppily as in the back of his mind he knew he was messed up, and drunken all over not caring one bit what happens. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YaoiLoverfangurl19 Posted September 5, 2014 Share Posted September 5, 2014 Ryu become very sad When he so Mikito kissing Ritsu, he pull his hand away from Mikito hand and walked away, he start walking towards bar where he worked and lived, start crying very hard, When he come frame to the bar, he open the door, walked inside and walked towards his room, walked inside his room, lay himself down on bed, continue crying Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nyuchanxx Posted September 5, 2014 Share Posted September 5, 2014 Ritsu blinked in surprise as he heard the yelling and commotion behind him. But his senses weren't quick enough to dodge the angry, emotional Mikito. He felt the male being thrown of his arm and before he could comprehend any of the proceedings his mouth was entangled into a sloppy but ever so sensual kiss. He felt the back of his head throbbing where his hair had been pulled but he didn't care. Letting his lips slip along with the youngers he let out a very soft moan and his arms slipped around the others back holding him close. The other male watched on as he was yanked away from the man he had just met. He couldn't help but feel a little annoyed, it was slightly ridicules whatever sort of weird disjointed relationship these two were in. "arsehole." He muttered annoyed he had gotten caught in the middle of this stupidity. He walked away. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RebbaNanmi Posted September 5, 2014 Author Share Posted September 5, 2014 Mikito melted into the sloppy kiss he gave his former friend/crush. He pulled away realizing what he was doing smacking his forehead and close to throwing up he made a run out of the bar to the back of an alley. "..Dammit what the hell is wrong with me...?" he asked no one particular also realizing his other friend, Ryu had left out of the bar without his notice. "...Where the hell did he go...?" he asked himself leaning against the brick wall throwing up everything he took in from the nights' event. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YaoiLoverfangurl19 Posted September 6, 2014 Share Posted September 6, 2014 Ryu was in his bed sleeping after cryed his eyes out, before he went to sleep, he hadd delete Mikito number from his phone, since he dont want to talk to Mikito again. He start to dream about the past how he meet Mikito and Ritsu, how fun they had playing together. He mumled Mikito name in his sleep Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nyuchanxx Posted September 7, 2014 Share Posted September 7, 2014 As the other pulled away ritsu tried to grab him back but he was too slow and before he knew it Mikito was gone. Cursing he ran in the direction the other had gone determined not to let him go after such a scene. When he found the other Mikito was throwing up obviously having had more than he could hold. Ritsu slowly approached him and put his arm around the others shoulders letting him get rid of all the poison in his system. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RebbaNanmi Posted September 7, 2014 Author Share Posted September 7, 2014 Mikito stopped vomiting looking up at his former friend/crush. "...What kind of act did I pull this time...?" he asked the older man stepping back away from him. The small male closed his eyes wishing he was back in the USA being controlled by the one man whom he given his heart to after his heart was thrashed by the one man in front of him. "...Where's...Ryu..did you two get into a fight?" he asks the older man coughing up the last bits of vomit from his mouth. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
YaoiLoverfangurl19 Posted September 7, 2014 Share Posted September 7, 2014 Ryu was still sleeping in his bed, continue dream about his past and he start to sweating since he dreamt about time he got reject by Mikito and When Mikito tell him at he Should leave to another country, he continue mumled Mikito name in his sleep Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nyuchanxx Posted September 8, 2014 Share Posted September 8, 2014 Ritsu wanted to be annoyed he wanted so badly to hate the make for doing something like that to him yet again what right did he have to keep playing with his heart? He breathed in hoping it would help him to make a logical choice. It did not. His mind was too muddled. Instead he wrapped his arms around the other and stroked his hair whispering "its okay, I'm here." He held the other tight not wanting to let go. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
RebbaNanmi Posted September 15, 2014 Author Share Posted September 15, 2014 Mikito rested his head on Ritsus' arm sighing closing his eyes. "...Why are you even here...after everything I've caused you since returning?" he asked the older man opening one of his eyes looking up at the sky suddenly. The younger man loved the feeling of the cool wind blowing their way smelling the air awaiting for the others' answer. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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