All of me (robertita & rraahh) private

[robertita]

“I come here when I want to be alone nerd” Rokko said and sited down on a blanket. “Sit down nerd. Let’s have some fresh air. We escape of the teacher after all. If I knew you didn’t do your homework too I wouldn’t say that” he said waiting for Lakki to sit down.

 

“Are you afraid of me Lakki?” he asked once the nerd sited next to him. “Or is because of the kiss? I can see on your face you like it very much nerd. And that you want me to kiss you again. Your heart is beating like a drum…” he said letting himself on back and watched the sky.

 

He closed his eyes enjoying the breeze when he felt the other’s lips on his. He pulled him closer and slipped his tongue inside Lakki’s mouth. “He’s so sweet” Rokko thought as their kiss become deeper.

[rraahh]

When he wants to be alone? So he does have times like those.. Lakki thought as he watched Rokko take out a blanket from somewhere and sat down. Sit next to him? Oh well.. Lakki decided to sit next to Rokko for there were no other clean spaces to other than the blanket.

 

"N-no.. I'm not.. I.." Lakki was nervous. They were seated right next to each other on the roof on a blanket under the sky and he could feel the other person's warmth on his skin. His face felt hot when the other reminded him of the kiss.

 

All Lakki could think about was how good their kiss from before was. He glanced at Rokko who had his eyes closed enjoying the breeze. Why did I not hate that kiss.. Well I did hate him for taking my first but.. Why do I keep thinking that it felt good? " Unconsciously, Lakki drew closer and stared at Lakki's face. Do I like him? Hmm.. I like his nose.. His lips... Then without thinking he kissed Rokko.

 

Surprised of what he did, Lakki tried to draw back but Rokko pulled him closer and slipped his tongue in. As their kiss became deeper, they shifted their weights such that Lakki was the one lying down on the blanket and Rokko was on top. "Mm-- mh.." Lakki moaned. The two kept entwining their tongues, Lakki reached out for Rokko hugging him, loving the warmth of the other person.

[robertita]

Felling the other’s hands around his body Rokko wanted more - he wanted the other very bad. He broke the kiss and put his head on the other chest – Lakki’s heart was beating fast, then he moved his hand on his own chest - his heart was beating as fast as the nerd’s.

 

“Lakki…I …” he started to say and then took nerd’s hand and pressed it on his chest so the other could feel his heart beating like a drum. “I feel the same way as you. Never kissing someone felt so good. Please be my lover. I will protect you…I don’t want any more girls around me…just you”.

[rraahh]

For someone called Cassanova, Lakki can't help but believe his words. Rokko's heart was beating fast, just like Lakki's. No! You can't believe a word he says! It's true that the kiss felt really really good but.. You just can't! He'll dump you for sure! Lakki's conscious mind was screaming at him. And remember, he has those girl surrounding him every minute! Remember that time when you were chosen by that biolgy teacher as his partner? The girls were obviously jealous! Who knows what will happen when those girls discovers this! But... It can't be too bad... Is it?

 

Lakki stared at Rokko's eyes for the longest time then sighed. "I can't.." Lakki pushed Rokko gently and he sat properly. "I can't Rokko. I'm sorry." Lakki stood up and motioned for the door but was held back by Rokko.

[robertita]

Rokko was never rejected by anyone and now the nerd … he just rejected him without any explanation. When the other stood up to leave he couldn’t let him go just so. So he stopped him.

 

“Why Lakki? Why you reject me? Because I’m a boy? Or because of those girls who are after me all day? I never felt for anyone what I feel for you now. I never was in love Lakki. But since I kissed you last night I can’t stop thinking on you. I know it’s the same for you. So why don’t we try to be together?”

[rraahh]

Lakki hesitated. It was partly due to them being both men and due to the girls but he also felt strongly for Rokko. He didn't know what to think anymore. ..try to be together.. huh.. Lakki thought about what Rokko said. Hmm.. It wouldn't hurt to try..

 

"B-but I don't know anything about being together. I haven't been in a relationship. Ever." Lakki replied. "And I'm afraid what people will think.. You're the school's idol. The girls. What would they do if they find out? It's too complicated, Rokko." Lakki wanted to cry. He had never felt so troubled before. His chest feels like it's about to burst. He feels elated about Rokko asking him out but at the same time hurt knowing the other is well known as Casanova.

[robertita]

“Nor was I nerd. Those girls always were after me and jumped on my bed but never had a lover. A real one. Also we can be secret lovers for a while. I want us to learn together to be lovers. I will do as father said and stay away from girls. I only want you Lakki. Rokko said being hopeless. For the first time in his life he was scared.

 

“Be my lover Lakki. I will make you happy.” He added and hugged the other. He didn’t want to hear a NO again. He really had feelings for nerd. Just one kiss and all changed between them. “We can pretend we are enemies as until now…for a while. Then we will tell everybody we are together”.

[rraahh]

S-secret lovers? That kinda sounds exciting.. And I'm not sure if what I feel for Rokko is love but.. "O-okay.. but we have to keep it secret. Although, I don't know a thing about this.. I don't know if I like you the same way you like me but.. I don't know.. it wouldn't hurt to try.." Lakki's heart was beating wildly as he accepted Rokko's proposal.

 

He really liked the warmth of the other person. "No! D-don't tell everybody yet.. not until.. not until I'm ready.." Lakki told Rokko. We're not really enemies but.. it can be a facade, right? To hide the fact that we are dating.

 

Lakki tilted his head up and looked earnestly at Rokko's eyes, the other looking back. With the sun's glow behind the other, he looked so handsome and Lakki was mesmerized by the other's beauty, he can't help but stare.

[robertita]

“You won’t regret Lakki” Rokko answered looking in the other’s eyes. “For now we are secret lovers and nobody will think me the Cassanova has a man as lover.” He added leaning forward to kiss the other lightly.

 

“It’s time to go back now or the teacher will realize I lied. Also he will ask you if we really were to bathroom” he said raking other’s hand into his. They got down from the roof and back to their classroom. Just before they entered in the classtoom he whispered into the other ‘s ear “Meet you on break in the library”.

 

“Are you feeling better now Toshisisa?” the teacher asked as Rokko sited on his desk. “Yes I am. Thank you for asking” he replied forcing himself to look in front and not turning his head to glance as his lover. Nobody must realize they were together.

[rraahh]

"Hmm.." Lakki felt giddy when Rokko kissed him lightly. *sigh* He does that with the girls huh. Um-mm-- I musn't think like this. Lovers trust each other right? At least that's what I learned from a dating sims. Lakki blushed and felt even giddier when Rokko held his hand. Just like lovers!

 

Just before they entered the classroom, Rokko told Lakki to meet in the library on break. "The library? Why?" Lakki thought as he was seated. All throughout the class, Rokko didn't so much as spare a glance at Lakki. Even though this is to keep our secret. I still kind of feel sad..

 

When the bell came, the chattering of students became louder as they rushed to the canteen. Lakki, on the other hand, glanced at Rokko as the other was again surrounded by a mob of girls. I thought we were meeting in the library? "*sigh* Oh well.. Guess I'll go there first.. Hey, I'm going to the lib." Lakki muttered to himself plus told his friends when he saw them approach him.

[robertita]

“Roookkkooo…where you and nerd go? Yes, where you two disappear?” he girls asked him making the usually circle around him. “At bathroom as I felt bad” he replied wanting to go out of there. ”Liar. You are hiding something from us” the girls didn’t give up. Rokko knew he must calm them down. “We just call my father at work as we need something for our project. Now I must go girls. I promised father I will be a good student so I must work for project. No more meetings” he answered and finally managed to escape of them.

 

Once he arrived in the library Lakki was already there “Sorry nerd I had to escape of them all. Now they will let me in peace” he said as other students looked as them curiously. “Let’s find the books we need” he said and followed by Lakki he headed to the shelves. He stopped only after was sure nobody was around. “Lakki let’s use the project as an excuse to meet here every break. This way we are together and nobody will suspect anything.” he replied taking the other’s hand into his again.

[rraahh]

When Lakki arrived at the library, there were only a few people there as was usually in a library. I can't believe I'm going out with someone! And a man, at that! Lakki thought as his hand swept through book spines in the biobooks section. Its not the romance I thought I'd have, but this works.. With my aversion towards girls.. Maybe Rokko is the one? Hehe Lakki chuckled, entertaining himself until Rokko arrived.

 

Escape the girls.. He still calls me nerd, huh.. Maybe he isn't serious at all. Lakki felt a little sad at that but quickly regained his composure. They walked until they reached a quiet, void of people part of the library. Lakki felt happy and blushed as Rokko entwined their fingers together. "Yeah.. That would be nice.. But we still have to do the project. Your dad will drive me by my house later to get some things, right?" Lakki asked as he leaned closer to Rokko feeling the other person's warmth.

[robertita]

“Yes we will do it Lakki. I will help you. Even I don’t know anything about it. You must teach me nerd” Rokko said and then realized something “I will call you nerd just in front of others…when we are alone I will call you LOVE” he whispered into the other’s ear. “And yep dad said so. So that mean I will see your room love” he added being curious about it.

 

The rest of the classes passed fast, Rokko turning his head from time to time to look at his cute lover. He wasn’t sure what happened to him, he never before felt anything for a boy. He loved to be surrounded by girls all time. Since his parents were too busy to pay attention to him he being with girls made him not feeling alone. Can Lakki be his real love? Rokko thought all day.

 

Finally all classes finished and the boys went to school gate to wait for his father. The girls were still following them from distance. Rokko knew won’t be easy to escape of them completely. “Are you ready boys?” his father asked as he opened the car door for them. Once they were inside Rokko find a way to hold Lakki’s hand.

[rraahh]

Oh! He noticed.. Lakki blushed when Rokko said that he will call Lakki "Love". Lakki felt kinda embarassed being called Love. Should I call him Love too? Lakki's felt face hot. Nah.. I can't do it.

 

When classes resumed, all Lakki could think about was the house visit Rokko was going to make later. We're going home later.. He'll see my room.. My room! I don't know what's in my room! W-what's in my room? Oh.. I don't know! Wait.. why am I nervous? Rokko's coming to my room for pete's sake! Let's see.. there's some dirty laundry, but only a few.. some books.. And a bulk goes to my gaming materials.. Yeah.. No need to worry about it. Phew~ I'll just clean it asap before letting him in.

 

When dismissal came, Lakki noticed the Rokko's girls at the distance. Wew~ Glad they're not being pushy this time. It would be a shame to run away from Rokko and his father. "Good afternoon, Mr Toshihisa." Lakki greeted Rokko's father when he arrived. On their way to Lakki's house, Rokko held his hands and Lakki found the gesture sweet. They held hads until they arrived in front of the Matamo's residence. "Uhh.. Rokko.. I'm just warning you that I have uhmm.. 3 other siblings.. and they are all girls.." Lakki was worried that his sisters are home and will be the ones who'll welcome them at the door. "Welcome, Mr Toshihisa and Rokko, my dear." Thankfully, it was his mom that welcomed them. "Your sisters are upstairs and will be down shortly." Lakki's mom whispered to Lakki. Well, shoot. I'm doomed. Lakki groaned internally as they entered the foyer.

[robertita]

“3 sisters?” Rokko was surprised to hear that. “No wonder he doesn’t like girls too much. Sometimes they can be annoying” he thought and greeted Lakki’s mom loudly “Nice to meet you madam” he kissed her hand too.

 

His father and Lakki’s mother started to chat so he whispered “Let’s go in your room love” but as they wanted to go upstairs 3 girls were running toward them “Cassanova in our house. I can’t believe it” they were screaming and jumped on his arms. “No, let me go!” he yelled and finally managed to escape from their arms.

 

“Don’t touch me again.” he asked and looked at Lakki. “Nerd your sisters are crazy. Let’s go to your room to take the things we need for the project”. The sisters were giggling and after he glimpsed at them one more time to be sure they won’t followed them he went upstairs.

[rraahh]

"Uhh w-wait a sec. I'm just gonna tidy up my room, real quick." Lakki was saying when his sisters pounced on Rokko the minute they saw him. When they finally let go of Rokko, Lakki scolded them, "Stop it will ya'! We're here for a project!" Then addressed Rokko, "Yeah, now you know why I don't like girls very much. Oh well then let's go on. Pardon the mess. After all, I have no house maids to clean up after me." Lakki chuckled, teasing Rokko a little.

 

While tidying up the room, Lakki laughed at himself for being so worried earlier about the visit. I don't really know what I was nervous for! I have nothing to hide here don't I? Hehe Silly me. "Oh yeah, do you still use your gaming console in your room? I'd like to bring my own ammo so that I could still play my games. It's one of my stress-relievers." Lakki asked Rokko while he was packing his stuff for the weeklong stay at Rokko's.

[robertita]

“Hahaha, so you know to clean too. Good to know love.” Rokko answered wanting to tease the other back. The nerd had a small room by comparing it with his own. But had so many books and things. “Sure baby you can take it. You can play anytime you want”. He answered and waited for Lakki to finish his bag.

 

As they went down everybody were watching some photos. “Rokko, come and see Lakki as a baby” Mrs. Matamo said. Rokko was curious about Lakki so he joined others and looked the photos. Lakki was a cute baby indeed not to mention his sisters always teased him in the photos. Soon his attention was dragged by a girl in a white dress. “She’s so cute” he said loudly thinking was one of the sisters. “That’s Lakki” all 3 screamed and laughed. “Lakki?” Rokko repeated and looked at his lover. “Why are you dress as a girl nerd?” he asked being so curious but in the next moment Lakki grabbed the photo from his hand.

[rraahh]

Lakki could feel his face blush every time Rokko calls him Love. Doesn't he get embarassed saying those things? With Rokko's consent, Lakki packed some games and then they went downstairs to join the others.

 

Lakki saw they were huddled on something and noticed that it was their photo albums.Photo albums! Why, mom, why!? Lakki remembered that he had a very embarassing picture of himself when he was young and that got him worried. Oh no.. Please don't tell me it's THAT photo album out of all the albums.. *peeks* It is.. Wahh-- I hope he doesn't pay attention to it..

 

They were looking at baby pictures of Lakki when Rokko asked about a girl in a white dress. Shoot! Why does he have to notice! When the sisters mentioned that it was Lakki, all of them chuckled, even Mr Toshihisa. Embarassed, Lakki snatched the photo from Rokko when he faced his way. "It's all because of those three! *pointing at his sisters*" Lakki answered, puffing out like a blowfish.

 

"Thank you for the trouble of going here, Mr. Toshihisa. We know Lakki will be fine under your care. Would you like to have some snacks first before you go?" Lakki's mother asked Rokko's father.

[robertita]

“You three are really crazy” he replied looking at the sisters. He knew for his own sake and Lakki’s they must keep all a secret. These 3 devil girls could ruin their relationship.

 

“No more, thank you Mrs. Matamo. We must go now. I need to go back to work again and the boys must continue their project. My son finally started to do homework and be more responsible” he said looking at Rokko. “And I must thank you to you and your son” he added smiling to Mrs. Matamo.

 

All Rokko wanted was to be alone with Lakki. He smiled thinking how would tease the other about being dressed as a girl but than an idea came into his head. Because Lakki was a boy he couldn’t go out with him on a date. But if the other dressed as a girl it would be possible. He glanced on the other thinking he was cute enough to pass easily as a girl. He would talk with Lakki about it.

[rraahh]

"I'm glad my son is of help to your son. Thank you again." Lakki's mother told Rokko's father and then addressing Lakki, "See you in a week!" To this, the sisters chimed in giggling. After that, they left the house and rode back home to the Toshihisa's mansion.

 

During the drive, Lakki thought about what happened earlier. Those old hags! They love to play with me that much!? Giggling like maniacs and flirting with Rokko.. Ugh! Girls.. Then Lakki remembered the picture. He kept in hidden inside the chest pocket of his shirt. He glanced at Rokko seeing the other was doing some thinking and a smirk on his face. Don't tell me he's gonna tease me about that picture..

 

"Your folks are nice people, Lakki. Such a shame we didn't get to meet your father. I hear he's a very capable management consultant. I'd very much like to meet him." Rokko's father said out loud. "Thanks. I think father will be back next week. I could tell him you wanted to me--et.." Lakki replied, startled when Rokko held their hands together again.

[robertita]

Once they arrived he set Lakki’s hand free and helped him with the bag. “I must go now back to work boys. So work on project ok. Lakki be careful on him – no calls too girls son”. Rokko laughed and answered “Yes, yes father. I will behave well”.

 

“Let’s go inside Lakki.” he asked opening the door for the other to enter. A maid was in the foyer cleaning the dust “Mya my guest will stay here for a week in my room. So please tidy all his things in my closet. We will go in library to study so nobody to bother us” he ordered giving to the girl Lakki’s bag.

 

“Finally we are alone love” he said locking the library’s door. “This way nobody will disturb us cutie” he added going to sit on yesterday’ sill making the cushions comfortable. “I want to chat with you Lakki about a delicate subject…”

[rraahh]

Lakki nodded and bid goodbye to Rokko's father. After that, they entered the mansion and handed his things to the maid who was asked by Rokko to take care of and then they went straight to the library. Wow, Rokko is serious about helping with the project? Lakki was curious as to why they headed for the library instead of the room.

 

When Lakki heard Rokko lock the door, his heart immediately thumped in his chest. Why did he lock the door? What's he gonna do? Lakki cautiously stepped forward, feeling nervous all of a sudden. "What delicate subject?"

[robertita]

“Don’t look so scared love. I won’t do anything to you. I didn’t come here to fuck you on the shelves. Our first time will be special Lakki.” Rokko said looking on his scared lover. He knew well the other was a virgin but he also was in having sex with a male. He wasn’t ready for that yet.

 

“Since we are both males and I want us to be a normal couple, to go on dates and so I think on a solution - you can dress as a girl since you looked very cute in that photo. Your sisters are devils for sure but thanks to them I have this idea. What do you think?”

[rraahh]

F-f-fu-fuck me? on the shelves? Hahh.. Wha-- Lakki was taken back. Lakki blushed scarlet. Rokko was thinking about that? Rokko thought about doing.. fu-fucking me? The thought hadn't even crossed my mind! Wahh.. Lakki was troubled and his heart raced.

 

His thoughts (and heart) ran like hell for about a few more seconds when what Rokko said next sank in. He stared at Rokko, mouth agape. "Y-you want me to dress like a girl? DRESS AS A GIRL? What." Lakki really was surprised this time, his face pale from shock. He can't comprehend what Rokko was trying to say. "Do you have any idea what I had to go through just because of my sisters? Huh!?"

 

Lakki was having some sort of mini panic attack. He was having short breaths so he gripped the shelves for support and spouted, "I loathe girly stuff. I LOATHE girls for that matter. I haven't come a cross a girl that's different from my sisters AND those girls who hang around you! Apart from my mother and your don't-poke-your-nose-into-our-business kind of maids! Hahh-- Hah.."

[robertita]

“I’m sorry for saying that Lakki. Forget what I said. Please forgive me” Rokko said and jumped from the sill. He took his lover in his arms as he was breathing heavy. Rokko was so scared the other will faint so he let him slowly on the pillow and opened the window. “I will go to bring you some water love don’t move from here” he asked and ran to the door. He unlocked it quickly and went to the kitchen. “Give me a glass of water” he yelled at the maid.

 

“I’m back Lakki” he said helping the other to drink his water. “Are you feeling better now?” he asked being worried. It was his fault. “I’m so stupid” he thought letting his head in the ground. Will Lakki forgive him?