Kotorichan Posted October 4, 2014 Author Share Posted October 4, 2014 Ryan grabbed the remote and paused the movie. "hey... don't cry..." He gently stroked the man's hair. "I love you Mathis..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 4, 2014 Share Posted October 4, 2014 Mathis sniffled and wiped his eyes. He looked away, embarrassed. "sorry. Didn't mean to become so emotional." He gave Ryan a peck and blushed. "i love you, too." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 4, 2014 Author Share Posted October 4, 2014 "idiot... don't apologize for being emotional..." Ryan smiled at him and lightly patted his back. "want to keep watching the movie?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 4, 2014 Share Posted October 4, 2014 Mathis looked at Ryan with a serious look. His eyes were glazed as hr took another gulp of his drink. "I have no right to feel emotions. I'm nothing but a monster. The fact you're staffing by my side just shows how much of an angel you are, staffing with a demon like me. I'm just making you fall from grace and suffer in hell." He said with a slight slur. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 4, 2014 Author Share Posted October 4, 2014 Ryan frowned and pulled the drink out of Mathis' hand. "don't say that... I'm not an angel and you're not a monster... you said we'd start over together... You... you made mistakes... That's it..." he looked away with a frown. "if anything then you're the one putting up with me... I need you Mathis..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 4, 2014 Share Posted October 4, 2014 Mathis sighed and leaned back on the couch. "Ryan...you don't realize how much i need you. Ryan...I would die without you." He murmured as he leaned on Ryan's shoulder. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 4, 2014 Author Share Posted October 4, 2014 Ryan scooped the man up into his arms. "I'm not going anywhere Mathis, just don't try to leave me again..." He kissed the man's forehead gently. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 4, 2014 Share Posted October 4, 2014 Mathis shook his head and began to doze off. "i won't...you win..." He said before he fell asleep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 5, 2014 Author Share Posted October 5, 2014 Ryan gently picked him up and carried him to the bedroom. "what are we gonna do?" he sighed, setting him down on the bed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 6, 2014 Share Posted October 6, 2014 Mathis stayed passed out for a couple hours and woke up with a start. He looked around the room, trying to get a look at his surroundings . "Ryan?" He mumbled, rubbing his face. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 6, 2014 Author Share Posted October 6, 2014 Ryan was sitting outside on the stairs to the apartment, he had just finished talking to the police on the phone. He was purposefully making them think it was someone besides Mathis. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 7, 2014 Share Posted October 7, 2014 He got out of bed and staggered out of the room. He rubbed his eyes as he continued to look for Ryan. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 7, 2014 Author Share Posted October 7, 2014 Ryan sighed and stood up. He lightly brushed his hair back and took a deep breath before going back inside to see if Mathis was awake Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 7, 2014 Share Posted October 7, 2014 Mathis heard the door open and hurried towards the door. He saw Ryan and tackled him in a hug. "good morning! How'd you sleep?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 7, 2014 Author Share Posted October 7, 2014 Ryan blinked sleepily, he had been so stressed that he had only gotten a couple hours of sleep. "Oh, uh, I guess I slept okay..." He sighed, returning the hug. "How about you?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 8, 2014 Share Posted October 8, 2014 Mathis pulled away and smiled. "I slept like a rock. Been a while since i slept well." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 9, 2014 Author Share Posted October 9, 2014 Ryan kissed his cheek and pulled away. "that's great... I just called the police and told them some made up facts to get them off your trail. I don't know how long it'll last, but it'll give us time to move away" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 9, 2014 Share Posted October 9, 2014 Mathis sighed and slicked his hair back. He felt terrible havcausing Ryan to lie on good behalf. "i don't like out that you have to lie on my behalf. But i do want to spend what's left of my life alongside you." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 9, 2014 Author Share Posted October 9, 2014 Ryan nodded and rubbed his eyes. "I wanna stay with you too... I don't care what I have to do, I just don't want to be alone anymore" he looked away sadly. "so... where are we going to move?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 9, 2014 Share Posted October 9, 2014 Mathis glared at Ryan, harshly. "wait. Are you with me beside you're afraid I'd being alone? Do you even truly love me? If you're only with me for fear of being alone, then get out." He snarled. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 9, 2014 Author Share Posted October 9, 2014 Ryan's eyes widened at the suggestion. "w-what? no, I really do love you? I just- I meant-" his voice trembled. He was so exhausted and stressed, the idea of being kicked out was just too much. The man bolted to the bathroom and slammed the door behind himself, quickly locking it and falling to the floor. He tried to breath deeply to fight off the panic. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 9, 2014 Share Posted October 9, 2014 Mathis facepalmed and took a deep breathe. Regretting having hurt Ryan for the billionth time. He walked over to the bathroom Anne knocked gently. "Ryan. I didn't mean to hurt you. I just misinterpreted what you said. I should have known you're not that type of person. I'm terribly sorry..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 9, 2014 Author Share Posted October 9, 2014 Ryan buried his face in his hands as he heard the man's words. "D-do you even love me?" he asked quietly, barely loud enough to be heard through the door. "you wanted me dead... and you tried to leave... and now you want me gone..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 9, 2014 Share Posted October 9, 2014 Mathis leaned in the door and slid down. "at first i didn't. I manipulated you to get close to you and then kill you once i got bored. But something unexpected happened. I fell in love with you and now the thought of leaving you fills me with pain. I did want to leave you, but out was because i just didn't want you involved with my problem. You didn't do anything wrong, but i did horrible things and now i have to pay for them." Â - - - Updated - - - Â Mathis leaned in the door and slid down. "at first i didn't. I manipulated you to get close to you and then kill you once i got bored. But something unexpected happened. I fell in love with you and now the thought of leaving you fills me with pain. I did want to leave you, but out was because i just didn't want you involved with my problem. You didn't do anything wrong, but i did horrible things and now i have to pay for them." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 9, 2014 Author Share Posted October 9, 2014 Ryan took a deep breath to calm himself. "When.. When I said I don't want to be alone... I meant I don't want to lose someone I love... I have friends and coworkers, and I even talk to my parents a couple times a year... But its not the same, I just want to be with you" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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