pandamonium Posted October 9, 2014 Share Posted October 9, 2014 Mathis looked at the floor and sighed. "I've never had anyone worth caring for. My mother is gone. My father was gone from the beginning and I don't have any friends. I'm alone, except for you. But before you came into my life, I never felt the need for anyone." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 9, 2014 Author Share Posted October 9, 2014 Ryan slowly reached up and unlocked the door, he didn't bother standing up but he pushed the door open an inch to let Mathis in. "I... I honestly don't know why I love you... You lied to me, you scared me, you keep making me sad and upset... But somehow the idea of not being with you seems even worse" he sniffles and blinked back tears. "I don't understand it, I really love you even though I know it's weird..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 9, 2014 Share Posted October 9, 2014 Mathis crawled inside the bathroom and plopped down next to Ryan. "Yeah it's pretty weird. I never expected to fall for you, but you changed that. At this point I want us to last. I want to be someone worthy of you." He chuckled and gave Ryan a genuine smile. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 9, 2014 Author Share Posted October 9, 2014 Ryan smiled back shyly and reached out to gently take Mathis' hand. "I want us to last too... I want to move somewhere away from all this and work out all the hard things between us..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 9, 2014 Share Posted October 9, 2014 Mathis nodded and smiled. "where to? Where do you wanna start our new life?" He set his head on Ryan's shoulder. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 10, 2014 Author Share Posted October 10, 2014 "I don't know... Maybe somewhere in Europe... One of those little countries where nothing ever seems to happen... Like Sweden" Ryan closed his eyes and leaned against the other man, trying to relax. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 10, 2014 Share Posted October 10, 2014 Mathis ribbed Ryan's shoulder gently. "That's actually where I'd like to go or Norway. They're very close to one another." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 10, 2014 Author Share Posted October 10, 2014 "That sounds nice..." Ryan smiled and closed his eyes. "Somewhere that it gets cold and snowy and we can just snuggle together with hot chocolate and cookies ..." He said dreemily, imagining the cozy scenario. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 10, 2014 Share Posted October 10, 2014 Mathis felt his mouth drool and he wiped his mouth. "That sounds so good. And we could maybe play in the snow when it's nice out." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 10, 2014 Author Share Posted October 10, 2014 "make a snow fort..." Ryan murmured, snuggling closer to Mathis. "it sounds so amazing..." he looked up at the other man, a soft blush on his cheeks. "we should go soon" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 10, 2014 Share Posted October 10, 2014 Mathis nodded and agreed with him. "yes we should! But let's make sure everything goes as planned before we leave." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 10, 2014 Author Share Posted October 10, 2014 "What do we still have to do?" Ryan pressed his face into the man's neck, trying not to show how scared he was of the other's answer. He didn't want to do anything else, he was tired and scared, and it had been hard enough to talk to the police. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 10, 2014 Share Posted October 10, 2014 Mathis smiled and gave Ryan's hand a reassuring squeeze. "don't worry about that for now. I'll deal with that part myself." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 10, 2014 Author Share Posted October 10, 2014 Ryan let himself relax a bit and pulled away. "Okay... Can we go sit down on the couch? Its not very comfortable here"he laughed nervously and looked away, feeling awkward from the way he freaked out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 10, 2014 Share Posted October 10, 2014 Mathis nodded and chuckled. "sure. It's pretty hard and cold. Can't feel my ass anymore." He spoof up and held out his hand for Ryan. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 10, 2014 Author Share Posted October 10, 2014 Ryan smiled and took Mathis' hand as he stood up. "should I help you warm it up again?" he teased, trying to lighten the mood as he led the other to the living room. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 11, 2014 Share Posted October 11, 2014 Mathis leaned forward with a smirk. "Aww how sweet. How will you warm it up?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 11, 2014 Author Share Posted October 11, 2014 Ryan blushed deeply, not expecting Mathis to respond like that. "um... I don't know. I didn't really think it through" he confessed, glancing over at him before siting down on the couch. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 11, 2014 Share Posted October 11, 2014 Mathis sat down on Ryan's lap. "ah, my butt's feeling warm already!" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 11, 2014 Author Share Posted October 11, 2014 Ryan smiled nervously and leaned in to give him a kiss on the nose. "cute" he murmured, wrapping his arms around the man's waist. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 11, 2014 Share Posted October 11, 2014 Mathis wasn't expecting that reply and began to blush. "damn. You're suppose to be the only one blushing. Not me." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 11, 2014 Author Share Posted October 11, 2014 Ryan laughed and kissed Mathis' forehead. "you're even more cute now~" he teased, pulling the man a little bit closer to snuggle him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 11, 2014 Share Posted October 11, 2014 Mathis pouted and leaned into the hug. "I'm not cute. I'm handsome as fuck." He began to laugh. He gave a satisfied sigh. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 11, 2014 Author Share Posted October 11, 2014 "You're both" Ryan said firmly, resting his head against the man's shoulder. "and I love you very, very much" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 11, 2014 Share Posted October 11, 2014 Mathis blushed and smiled. "I love you, too. Wanna go cuddle on the bed?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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