pandamonium Posted October 26, 2014 Share Posted October 26, 2014 Mathis woke the next day to a coolness next to him. He noticed Ryan gone Anne sat up. He got out and walked to the living room. "Ryan, did you sleep out here last night?" - - - Updated - - - Mathis woke the next day to a coolness next to him. He noticed Ryan gone Anne sat up. He got out and walked to the living room. "Ryan, did you sleep out here last night?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 26, 2014 Share Posted October 26, 2014 Mathis awakened to an emptiness in the bed. He noticed Ryan wasn't there. He stood up and went to the living room in the hoes of seeing Ryan there. "Ryan? Did you sleep here?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 26, 2014 Author Share Posted October 26, 2014 Ryan blinked sleepily and looked up at Mathis. "Uh... Yeah..." He mumbled, slowly sitting up. "Sorry..." He rubbed his eyes and stood up, hoping to avoid any more questions. "I'll go make breakfast" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 27, 2014 Share Posted October 27, 2014 Mathis made his way towards the kitchen. "don't bother. I'll make us something to eat. What would you like?" He felt a bit hurt, but didn't want to cause any fights today. They were going to leave there past lives behind them and start anew. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 28, 2014 Author Share Posted October 28, 2014 "uh, anything's okay I guess..." Ryan frowned, he wasn't even very hungry. His stomach felt queasy from stress... But he didn't want to tell Mathis since it might upset the other man. "just whatever you feel like cooking" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 28, 2014 Share Posted October 28, 2014 Mathis frowned and nodded. "fine. I'll make a fruit salad. It's light." He turned his attention to Ryan, "just tell me what's wrong whenever you're ready." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 28, 2014 Author Share Posted October 28, 2014 Ryan looked down at the floor with a frown. "sorry... it's really not a big deal, you didn't do anything wrong..." he slowly walked over to Mathis and forced a smile. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 29, 2014 Share Posted October 29, 2014 Mathis have an irritated sigh. "Ryan. I'm not blind. I can tell somethings on your mind. Please, tell me. I wanna help." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 29, 2014 Author Share Posted October 29, 2014 Ryan frowned and looked down at the floor. "I just had a nightmare... I'll be fine..." He mumbled, feeling uncomfortable about telling the other man. He didn't want to seem like he didn't trust Mathis... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 29, 2014 Share Posted October 29, 2014 Mathis walked over to Ryan and gave him a hug. "Sorry. Well, just sit and relax. Would you like some water?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 29, 2014 Author Share Posted October 29, 2014 Ryan hugged the man tightly. He suddenly felt like crying as he realized how stupid his dream had been. He buried his face into Mathis' neck and sniffled. "I'm sorry..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 30, 2014 Share Posted October 30, 2014 Mathis stroked his hair and kissed his forehead, gently. "don't apologize. It's not your fault." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 30, 2014 Author Share Posted October 30, 2014 "Y-you were in my nightmare... And I shouldve just told you but I was really s-scared" Ryan whimpered. "It was just a stupid dream but I got all worked up about it..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 30, 2014 Share Posted October 30, 2014 Mathis'eyes widened and he pulled Ryan closer. "it's fine. You shouldn't apologize. I...should get back to making breakfast." He pulled away and made his way towards the kitchen. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 30, 2014 Author Share Posted October 30, 2014 "Mathis! Wait!" Ryan hurried after the man and quickly wrapped his arms around his waist to keep him from leaving. "I'm sorry... Please don't be mad at me, I know I should have known better but I was tired and confused..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 31, 2014 Share Posted October 31, 2014 Mathis shook his head. "I'm not angry. If anything...I'm ashamed. I made you go through so much and still am." He clutched fist full of hair. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 31, 2014 Author Share Posted October 31, 2014 "it's not your fault... Please don't be sad..." Ryan gently tried to pull Mathis' hands away from his hair. "I love you Mathis... I was just really shocked when I found out..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 31, 2014 Share Posted October 31, 2014 Mathis let go of his hair and gave a shaky sigh. "it is my fault. I caused all this." He turned to look at Ryan. "Ryan. Why do you love me?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 31, 2014 Author Share Posted October 31, 2014 "I... I don't know Mathis... I was so scared when I found out but I can't stop loving you..." Ryan pulled Mathis closer. "I'm sorry... I just don't want to lose you... I want to be with you forever" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 31, 2014 Share Posted October 31, 2014 Mathis smiled. "well. locan't change my feelings for you, either. I love you, dearly." He gave Mathis@kiss and pulled away. "well. I'm hungry. I'm going to go make breakfast." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 31, 2014 Author Share Posted October 31, 2014 Ryan nodded sadly. He still felt guilty for making Mathis sad... The man pushed his hair back with a sigh, silently cursing himself for not being able to just behave normally around his lover. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 31, 2014 Share Posted October 31, 2014 Mathis finished making breakfast and returned the living room. "breakfast is ready." He gave a study smile towards Ryan and reopened into the kitchen. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted November 1, 2014 Author Share Posted November 1, 2014 Ryan quickly stood up and walked over. He gave the man a light kiss on the cheek and a smile. "thank you beautiful" he murmured before sitting down at the table. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted November 1, 2014 Share Posted November 1, 2014 Mathis grinned and skipped to his side of the table. "Thank you, handsome. Since we have such a busy day planned,we need to eat!" He began to dig into his fruit salad. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted November 3, 2014 Author Share Posted November 3, 2014 Ryan blushed softly and started to eat. He looked up at Mathis with a smile. "This is really good, thank you" he turned back to his food. "So... Do you want to help me pack are will you be busy packing your own things?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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