pandamonium Posted April 6, 2015 Share Posted April 6, 2015 Mathis sighed in irritation. "Ryan. Chill. Drink your tea and let's not talk about this." He took another sip of his tea, turning his attention back to the show that had begun. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted April 6, 2015 Author Share Posted April 6, 2015 "I'm sorry..." Ryan stared down at his tea sadly and took another sip. "You're right, I really need to relax" he took a deep breath to try to calm himself and turned his attention back to the tv, quietly sipping his tea. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted April 7, 2015 Share Posted April 7, 2015 Mathis sighed, wrapping his arm around Ryan. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't have been such a dick to you, just now. I'm just...being an asshole." He finished his tea. Setting the cup on the nightstand. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted April 7, 2015 Author Share Posted April 7, 2015 Ryan shook his head. "You're not, I'm just on edge..." He continued to sip his tea. "I really do love you... So it just kinda freaks me out to hear you talking like that..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted April 7, 2015 Share Posted April 7, 2015 "I see...I'm sorry. I just never really thought that far ahead." He grabbed another cookie. Chewing slowly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted April 7, 2015 Author Share Posted April 7, 2015 "Yeah... I'll just try to stay in the moment from now on" Ryan finished his tea and took another cookie. "That's what important, right?" he smiled and nibbled the cookie. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted April 7, 2015 Share Posted April 7, 2015 Mathis gave him a crooked smile. "Hey. Don't be afraid to dream big. But enjoying the now is equally good." He stood up. "I'm out of tea. I'm gonna make some more. Would you like more?" - - - Updated - - - Mathis gave him a crooked smile. "Hey. Don't be afraid to dream big. But enjoying the now is equally good." He stood up. "I'm out of tea. I'm gonna make some more. Would you like more?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted April 7, 2015 Author Share Posted April 7, 2015 "Yeah, I'd love to have some more" Ryan handed Mathis his empty mug. "Thank you" he smiled up at him and relaxed back in the couch, letting out a soft sigh. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted April 7, 2015 Share Posted April 7, 2015 Mathis collected his mug and headed to the kitchen. He put the water to boil. In the meantime, he placed new tea bags into the mugs. The water boiled and he poured it into the mugs. He grabbed another pill from his pocket and crushed it into Ryan's mug. "Hope this is enough." He returned into the bedroom with their mugs. "Anything occur while I was gone?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted April 7, 2015 Author Share Posted April 7, 2015 "Nope, just more of the same." Ryan took his mug from Mathis with a smile. "Thanks for the tea" He leaned closer to the other and began to sip his drink again, smiling happily. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted April 7, 2015 Share Posted April 7, 2015 Mathis chuckled. "I'm glad I didn't miss anything." He plopped down next to Ryan, doing his tea. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted April 7, 2015 Author Share Posted April 7, 2015 Ryan leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. He yawned softly and pulled the blanket around his shoulders, trying not to get too sleepy from the warm tea and comfortable couch. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted April 7, 2015 Share Posted April 7, 2015 Mathis turned to Ryan. Hiding his excitement. "Hey. You sleepy? We could go to bed if you'd like. It's getting late anyway." He took Ryan's mug and set it on the coffee table. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted April 8, 2015 Author Share Posted April 8, 2015 "Yeah... I'm getting pretty tired" Ryan turned off the tv and stood up. He stood up and rubbed at his eyes, trying to hold back a yawn. "Ugh, why am I so sleepy all of a sudden?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted April 8, 2015 Share Posted April 8, 2015 Mathis shrugged. "It's probably the tea. I use it to help me sleep whenever I have problems. It's really good." He grabbed a hold of Ryan. "Let me help you to the bedroom." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted April 8, 2015 Author Share Posted April 8, 2015 Ryan nodded and leaned against him. "Thanks..." He murmured, slowly walking with him to the bedroom. "We should go out somewhere tomorrow... On a date or something" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted April 8, 2015 Share Posted April 8, 2015 Mathis nodded. "Yeah. That sounds great." He helped him into the bed and wrapped him with a blanket. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted April 8, 2015 Author Share Posted April 8, 2015 Ryan smiled and pulled Mathis into his arms, closing his eyes and nuzzling into the man's shoulder. "Mm... Thanks... You're the best..." He murmured sleepily. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted April 8, 2015 Share Posted April 8, 2015 Mathis patted his back. "Thanks. You're incredible. Never forget that." He laid next to him. "Well, good night." - - - Updated - - - Mathis patted his back. "Thanks. You're incredible. Never forget that." He laid next to him. "Well, good night." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted April 8, 2015 Author Share Posted April 8, 2015 "I love you..." Ryan breathed, holding Mathis close to his chest. "goodnight..." He closed his eyes, already half asleep. "Can't wait for our day..." He smiled to himself and fell into a deep sleep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted April 8, 2015 Share Posted April 8, 2015 Mathis felt tears prick his eyes. He gave Ryan a kiss on the forehead. He laid beside him, until he was certain that Ryan was deeply sleeping. He slid away from Ryan and crouched down. Pulling out the metal box. He quietly tiptoed towards his closet and grabbed a suitcase. Filling it with his necessities. He tiptoed to the night stand and pulled out his wallet and other documents. As he made his way towards the door, he stopped and quickly wrote a message to Ryan, before slipping out the door. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted April 8, 2015 Author Share Posted April 8, 2015 Ryan slept soundly until the morning. He slowly wake up and felt around for Mathis, frowning when he couldn't find the man. He sat up and looked around, rubbing his eyes. "Mathis...?" He called out into the apartment. He got out of bed an went to the kitchen, thinking that he might have started breakfast already. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted April 8, 2015 Share Posted April 8, 2015 Mathis had gone on a train to the New Orleans. It was the last destination on the train. He looked out the window. A numbness spreading across his body. He eventually fell asleep midway through the ride. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted April 8, 2015 Author Share Posted April 8, 2015 Ryan searched around the entire apartment, growing more and more panicked with every moment. "Mathis!" He yelled, trying to hold back tears. He couldn't believe that the other man left, he just couldn't. He finally found the note and picked it up. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted April 8, 2015 Share Posted April 8, 2015 Mathis awoke after several hours, still a far away from his destination. He imagined that Ryan must've seen the note he left him at this point. Ryan I'm sure you've realized at this point that i left you. It was not because you've done something wrong. I've just grown tired of this sedated lifestyle. So because of that, I won't be able to provide the life you've always dreamed of. I'd suggest you move on as I have. Look for someone who actually desires a family. I wish you well. Mathis Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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