New life ((Ryouta Basket & WaterSoul))

[WaterSoul]

As he finished the piece he looked over at his cousin and was glad to see that his cousin looking happy. He was even more happy when he realized that he was happy when he figured out it was his playing that caused his cousin's happiness. He would happily play the song or any song his cousin would like if he asked him to. Finishing off the piece, he slowly lowered the violin and the bow and smiled at his cousin. "You don't need to thank me, I should be thanking you for listening and enjoying my playing so thank you" he told him in a sincere voice as he bowed slightly at his cousin. "Would you like to hear another piece?" he asked his cousin as he set his violin down back inside his case. The violin wasn't the only instrument he played but it was his favourite. He also played piano, guitar, flute and some others. He stretched his arms above his head his shirt coming up slightly showing off a small part of his hip and torso as he did so. "Or would you like to go and get something to eat. I'm sure father would have made something by now" he told him his cousin as he crossed his arms over his chest waiting for a reply.

[Ryouta]

He saw his cousin bowed, it wasn`t so nice since he was bigger, he moved his hands in the air to tell him stand straight. He looked down as he felt happy and delighted! He first thought that his cousin might have hate him but he got it wrong. He found the other more interesting and a bright person, music suit him well! He was smiling and he was at ease, the other`s style was perfect to Shiki, he stroked his head with his hand and it made the other`s waist became visible a bit, he reminded of what happened again but he tried to get it out of his mind fast, he couldn`t and it made him redden again but he still felt relax and his heart wasn`t beating fast as before like he trusted his older cousin. He asked him if he wanted to hear another piece or to eat something. Both of them were good ideas but he was putting the violin away. So that meant that he could play that other instruments too? He was hungry but he didn`t want to go and eat dinner without him. He grabbed his shirt weakly looking down, he managed to said what was on his mind."L...let`s eat together..."He blushed a little more as he looked away at the other instruments and continued."Then...will you plat another song for me?"He wanted to spend time with the boy, thinking at him ad his own brother since he was going to live with him from then, he turned to the door and pushed his shirt to make him follow.

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[WaterSoul]

Daiki looked at his cousin in surprise when he felt him grab his shirt not expecting the younger boy to touch him so soon. He was even more surprised when he requested that they eat together. He was under the impression that his cousin wanted to spend as little time as possible with him so he was happy to find out that he was wrong. Letting a gentle smile make it's way to his face he nodded slightly at the younger boy. "Sure Shiki let's go eat okay" he told him in a gentle voice bringing his hand up to ruffle his cousin's hair but stopping it half way. He wasn't sure if his cousin would be fine with that and he didn't want to screw up like his has done earlier today. So instead he brought his hand to his own face pushing up his glasses so that he didn't seem as weird to his cousin. Feeling his cousin tug on his shirt he began to follow behind the boy down the hallway chuckling quietly to himself as they head to the kitchen to grab some food. In hind sight he wasn't that hungry since he didn't really eat a lot but his cousin had requested that they eat together so he would at least go along with it since he did want to spend some time with his cousin.

[Ryouta]

He blushed darker as the other called him by his name, he nodded and looked away and smiled. He didn`t want the other to see it but he was really happy that he was going to live with such a nice and kind person like Daiki. His uncle was kind too and he loved to be included in their warm family. He wondered that where Daiki`s mother was. He could remember her but not a very good Image of her in mind. Was she out? Or maybe she and his cousin had divorced? He asked inside and he was curious to know but he couldn`t his cousin just like that since he was just decided to live with them and this could make him sound like a bother so he tried to not think about it and something attracted his attention. His cousin`s hand came closer to his head but suddenly stopped and went back to himself, pushed his own glasses. That made Shiki a little surprised . What was going to do? He wanted to know but he noticed that he was taking long so he turned at the door and walked down to the first floor, using the stair and still pulling his shirt not so strong. When they arrived he saw his cousin again and bowed immediately. His Uncle saw him and smiled. "Oh, Shiki! Good timing! I just finished, the dinner is really!" He looked at the other but still he kept smiling."Daiki...what`s wrong? Do you want to it too? Oh...Shiki, come on and sit." Shiki nodded slowly and walked to the table and sat down, he stared at the food, it looked delicious. He waited for them both to enjoy him as he slowly started eating himself, looking down.

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[WaterSoul]

Daiki looked at his father then at the food his had made, he wasn't hungry but it would be rude not to eat with his cousin considering that he had requested that they eat together and he did say that he would. Sighing quietly to himself he looked back at his father shrugging his shoulders lightly "Sure i'll have a bit" he told him before picking up a plate and walking to the table sitting down. Picking up his knife and fork he began to slowly eat his food, he had never been one for talking at the table as he much preferred to eat his food then go, he wasn't all that close with his father. He had ate half of his food before he began to feel full so he pushed the plate away from him and wiped his mouth with a napkin. "I'm done, i'll eat the rest later" he said as he stood up "excuse me, i'll be outside studying if you need me". Picking up his plate he set in on the counter in the kitchen and wrapped it in clingfilm so that he could re-heat it later. Looking over his shoulder he gave his cousin a small smile "I hope you have enjoyed your meal" he told him before leaving the kitchen. Going upstairs he quickly walked to his room and grabbed a couple of his school books as well as some of his music books and headed back downstairs and outside into the back garden. Looking up he smiled as the sun shined brightly down on him. Lying on the ground he pulled out his phone and began to play some music before opening his textbook and began reading letting himself be completely focused on his book.

[Ryouta]

Shiki was eating his food but secretly, he was looking both at his cousin and his uncle. They looked like they were sulk and they couldn`t stand each other, wanting to go to somewhere else, far from each other...He wondered why, why it was like that. He started to feel uncomfortable with the situation and the silence. He started to play with his food instead of eating it. His appetite was already gone as the other stood up, walking to the door as he looked back at the other and gave him a smile. He quickly took his look and started blushing again. He tried to keep his face hidden until the other left. As he did, Shiki stood up and started cleaning the table, he took the dishes to the sink and washed them all. His uncle decided to help him since he was finished too. Afterward, he looked around, the kitchen seemed clean. He took two steps back from his uncle and bowed. "T..thank you." He said and left the kitchen fast, he didn`t know what to do then, his eyes met the window. He wanted to go outside so without control, he opened the front door, from where he had arrived and walked outside. He deep breath and a smile appeared on his face. He liked the cool wind and the surroundings. He didn`t find out the he was looking far away for a long time.

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[WaterSoul]

Daiki continued to read his book but soon groaned in frustration as he couldn't concentrate on it. He just wanted to run around outside and enjoy himself but his father would yell at him and he couldn't be bothered to deal with that at the moment besides he didn't want Shiki to see him and his father arguing. Not when he had just arrived at the house and hasn't even gotten properly settled in yet. Standing up his brush the back of his trousers to get the dirt of them before walking back into the house leaving his books outside. He hoped that getting a drink would help him get his focus back. Going to the kitchen he opened the fridge and got out a bottle of water, moaning in satisfaction at the coldness of it. Taking a sip, he walked out of the kitchen and was about to head outside when he noticed that the front door was open. Tilting his head he slowly walked to the front door gripping his bottle tightly in case there was someone there that shouldn't be. Getting to the door he stepped outside and smiled at the scene in front of him. His cousin was there, smiling, clearly enjoying nature and just being outside. Leaning on the door, he allowed himself to enjoy the scene for a couple of more moments before clearing his throat "It's a nice out here isn't it" he stated as he looked round the property. It was one of the few things he liked about the house, the fact that it had a wide open space. Looking down at his cousin he continued to smile tilting his head to the side slightly "You want to come out back and sit with me for a while? I wouldn't mind the company" he asked him slightly nervous since he wasn't sure what his cousin would say or why he even invited him. He usually preferred to be on his own when outside, just being one with nature really. Maybe it's because it was clearly that Shiki liked nature as much as he did but whatever the reason he did hope the younger boy said yes to his question although he tried his best not to get his hopes up.

[Ryouta]

He was looking at the amazing view. He was smiling deeply. He was like a beautiful neko. You couldn`t call it hand some but somehow...He was adorable and pretty like a girl. His innocent look could make a man fall for him. He closed his eyes to smell the air. Time time, he could feel the smell of flowers too. Such a good and nice smell. He wanted to see the flowers in the garden but his cousin was there so he didn`t ant him to think that he is a bother or stalker or something like those. He wanted to move his legs and walk to the road. He wanted to look around and feel the nature with him and also, he wanted to find a cat so that he could pet or even hold it and there were so many things that he wanted to do. He wasn`t sure himself. He was dreaming or it was real? Was he really free from the damn place now? He reminded the things happened. When he was just eleven...They forced him to have sex. They weren`t kind and gentle. They didn`t go easy on the small boy and broke him. Both his body and heart. He remembered...when he was screaming and begging to stop but they wee just laughing at his actions. He couldn`t help but to moan and cry. He hurt! It hurt so much! He sometimes even fainted or bled and poked blood. He sometimes couldn`t walk and his hips ached from the pain. He cried but in silence! No one was there to save him! Not a single person!

He put his hand on his neck, the part the one couldn`t see because it was under his shirt. He touched the hard and big hickey that was given to him. He suddenly heard a voice, he turned around and as he saw his kind cousin. He fast looked down after he noticed the he was crying. He hoped that the other would not see. He didn`t wanted to be alone any longer so he nodded and waited for him to show him the way. He was shivering a bit.

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[WaterSoul]

Daiki raised one eyebrow when he saw the tears on his cousin's face before he looked. It was just a quick glance but he was positive he had seen them. Biting his lip he decided not to call the boy out on it, if he wanted to talk to Daiki he would so he won't pressure him into to telling what was wrong. He didn't know a lot on what had happened to Shiki before he came to live with them all he knew was that he was kept kidnapped and was staying with a lot of men. He had ideas on what had happened to him but he hoped deeply that he was wrong. Closing his eyes, he tilted his head smiling so that his cousin wouldn't see the flash of anger that went through him when he thought of what could have happened. He could keep his emotions of his face if he needed to but his eyes showed everything. Like they say his eyes were a window to his soul. "Come on then Shiki" he called out to the boy before spinning around and walking towards the backdoor. Getting to it he pushed the doors open again before stepping and walking over to where he had left his books and flopping down ungracefully. Placing his arms behind his head in a casual manner he tilted his head to look at his cousin "come on out Shiki, take a look round. It's beautiful out here" he said to him giving him a smirk.

[Ryouta]

He nodded and followed him to the garden. He was relaxed and felt at ease when the other didn`t say anything about his tears. He thought that he hadn`t saw them. When he arrived at the garden by the back door before his eyes widened from the amazing view. So many flowers and plants. He liked it. He slowly walked down and ran into the followers as he stumped and smelled them. He liked it! A beautiful smile appeared on his face and he blushed brightly out of relief. He started picking a few flowers from each type. He was enjoying the time. He was running around and suddenly he laughed slowly while his eyes were closed. He was beautiful like that! So adorable and pretty and it would made anybody fell for him at the first sight! He didn`t know it himself, if he could ever laugh again or not! He had almost forgotten how to be happy and how to laugh. His expression was nice and seemed gentle and kind. He finally could feel at ease in front of his cousin. He wondered how should he call him. When he started thinking about Daiki, he looked at the other. His smile disappeared and his eyes were still a bit wet and sad but he noticed the personalities of his older cousin already. He wanted to spend more time with him and get to know him. He managed to smile at the other for the first time. He walked to the other and tried to keep his head up, looking at him probably, his cheeks were covered by a small red color. He hand out one of the flowers to the other as he smiled deeper. "H...ere! Thank you for your kindness!" He said as he sat on the grass, picking the other`s book, took a look at it.

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[WaterSoul]

Daiki smiled as he looked at his cousin. He looked really cute and it made him want to go up and hug him from behind and never let go. When his cousin turned round and smiled at him, it took every bit of self-restrain to not just glomp the younger boy. Coughing lightly to bring back his focus he gave Shiki his own smirk before a look of surprise came across his face as he saw his cousin hand him a flower. "errr thanks Shiki and no problem don't worry about it" he said with wide eyes as he took the flower twirling the stem between his thumb and index finger admiring the flower. Opening up his shirt pocket he place the flower gently in there so that it wouldn't get squished before going back to his textbook trying to retain the information it provided him on business. As he read through a chapter he looked over at Shiki and raised an eyebrow when he noticed that he had picked up one of his textbook. Leaning forward so he could see which one he had picked up, he raised his eyebrow further at the title that looked back at him before turning to face the dark haired boy. "You really like music huh" he stated as he glanced at the boy reading one of his old music textbooks. It was one of the first he had bought and just couldn't bring himself to through it back out. It was for the violin so he mainly kept it to go back over old pieces so he never forgot them.

[Ryouta]

Shiki smiled at the other as he looked down. He was happy that accept the flower. He thought for a moment that he was going to be laughed at and rejected but it wasn`t like that. His elder cousin was so kind and nice that he could even stand an annoying boy like him. He didn`t know how to act to the world was didn`t know for 5 years. He also didn`t know how to act like a 16 years old boy. He didn`t know how to defend himself or how to talk like a boy. He was all embarrassed about these that he cursed himself. He wanted at least someone to be next to him and protect him though that was a bit selfish. He looked at the other again as he looked back at the books on his hands. Yeah it was a music notebook. He didn`t even realized that it was since he was lost in the beautiful shape of note and he was so curious about them. He wanted to play violin too by reading these notes. Yes...he wanted to start from the beginning. He nodded to answer the other but the most thing he had missed was freedom. He wanted to walk for a while so he grabbed the other`s shirt as he pulled him weakly with him to the front door. As he opened the door and walked down, he looked back. "Can we go and walk for a while?" He started to get used to the other. He walked through the road, looking at the car passing by as he stopped turning back. He couldn`t go alone so he wanted his cousin to company him.

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[WaterSoul]

Daiki's eyebrow rose up when he heard the question. He had expected the boy to go on a wander around the estate but he didn't expect him to ask him to come along. Smirking to himself he place down his book before standing up brush the dirt of the back of his jeans before walking over to the younger boy. "Sure let's go" he said as he reached him looking down at him, his eyes sparkling at the thought of walking through nature for awhile. He walked pasted the boy putting his hands in his pockets, he knew the boy would follow him and catch up quickly enough. He quickly planned out a path to follow in his head as he wanted to show his cousin the best parts of the estate to go to if he wanted to get away or just admire a beautiful scenery. After living on the estate for years he knew the grounds like the back of his hand. Walking over to a line of trees that lead to a forest like area he turned around and held out his hand to the other boy "You may want to hold my hand or my t-shirt, the foliage here gets quite thick and dense and it's easy to get lost okay" he told the other boy as a caring smile made it's way on to his face to mask his confusion. He never cared before when he took someone it to the forest that was on the estate, he would just continue walking through till he got to where he wanted then he would yell to let them know where he was, he never offered to escort them so why was he doing it for his younger cousin?

[Ryouta]

Shiki followed the other and tried to be fast. Maybe he was walking slowly but he could feel that his older cousin was faster than him. He couldn`t took long stepped so he tried to looked at him probably so that he would not get lost. He was a bit scared when they entered the forest area. He grabbed his chest as he followed thew other, payed attention to the surrounding since it was a bit scary place. When he saw the other held out his hand, he stopped walking. He looked at the other for a while as he blushed took his look, tried to not have an eye contact. He moved a bit closer. He accepted the offered hand. He held Daiki`s hand tightly since he was a bit freaked out, his other hand still squeezing his shirt. He closed his eyes and deep breath as he opened them after he felt relaxed and concentrate. He stared at the beautiful forest. He didn`t notice that it was so pretty until then, it was like that his cousin did something to the forest or maybe to him. He smiled gently at the nature as he looked at the other, squeezing his hand. He liked it that he wasn`t alone any longer. He wanted his cousin to not let go and to protect him. He saw a small rabbit next to a tree. Shiki blushed brightly as he saw that. He ran closer, not letting the other`s hands go. He sat on his knees as he held out his hand to pat the little rabbit. Rabbit seemed to like him. It moved closer to the other and let him pat him. Shiki`s smile became deeper as he started to play with it`s ear. He stood up after a while, looking down. He knew that he made the other wait so he stared that their hands stock together. They fit each other perfectly though Shiki`s hands were smaller than Daiki`s. He liked the other`s warmth.His hand didn`t feel cold.

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[WaterSoul]

Daiki's eyes widen slightly when he felt his cousin take his hand, he definitely hadn't expected the shy boy to do so. Hold on to his t-shirt, yeah. Hold his hand definitely not but he didn't care, he liked the way his cousin's hand felt within his and how perfectly the two seemed to fit together. Sort of like a two pieces of a jigsaw puzzle. He smiled slightly when he saw his cousin kneel down in front of the rabbit and the smile got wider as he watched Shiki play with the rabbit. He wished he had a camera or something so that he could record the scene but would have to make due with just his memory. He lifted his head slightly to look around and noticed that it was going to start getting dark soon. Grimacing to himself he gave his cousin's hand a squeeze to let him know that they would have to be quick. Daiki himself didn't mind the darkness, in fact he loved being in the forest at night but he didn't know if his cousin would feel the same so he decided that he would quickly show him around the forest then head back to the house.

[Ryouta]

Shiki looked at the other for a moment when he felt his hand was squeezed by his. He made him wait. He looked around, it was getting dark. he squeezed the other`s hand back as he started walking himself. He looked everywhere with an exciting and happy face. His cousin gave him the feelings that he had missed for a long time. He was careful to not let go. Not more mistake and he would have to suffer for years. He made sure that he was so close to the other. He wanted to be protected. He wanted Daiki to defend him from the dangerous things that wanted to hurt him. He trusted his cousin though he didn`t know him much! He was all excited and he almost ran everywhere and touched every single trees though they looked all the same. He didn`t know how much he miss the color of green and other beautiful colors. He could feel the smell of nature. He couldn`t feel the wind cool passing by. It made him smile each time. He was happy that he was free now! He was all lost in the beautiful view that he didn`t see the rock under his foot and it stock, he suddenly fell on the other but he tried to control him balance so they didn`t fall on the grass. He was embarrassed about what happened. He slowly looked up at the other`s eyes, Daiki was so close and their lips were almost touched.

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[WaterSoul]

Daiki smiled as he watched his younger cousin run around so freely. It made him happy that his cousin was warming up to him enough to act like this in his presence. He looked so innocent and free, it reminded him just how he used to be when he was younger, when he didn't have a care in the world. He felt at peace watching him however that peaceful feeling went when he felt his cousin stumbling into him after tripping on a rock. Taking a step back to steady himself so that neither of them fell, he wrapping an arm around Shiki holding him tight to his body to ensure that he also didn't fall onto the ground. Making sure that both of them had balance, he looked down at Shiki to see if he was alright and stared at what he came face to face with. His cousin was so close, his face so close to his own, his lips just a brush away, he could feel the others shallow breathe against his own mouth and he stared into his cousin's eye not sure what to do. He wanted to kiss him, to see if those red lips felt as soft as they look but at the same time there was a voice in the back of his mind saying 'don't do that he is your cousin you idiot. You're family. You will scare him off' He silently debated with himself what to do as he continued to stare at his younger cousin. Finally making a decision he decided that he didn't want to scare the other teen so he gently stepped away keeping one arm round Shiki to make sure that he is still balanced. "Are you alright? You should try and be more careful" He said in a gentle tone as he tried to calm down his breathing.

[Ryouta]

Shiki looked at the other and blushed, looked away. He couldn`t just push away. A feeling was telling him that he had no right to do it yet his cousin had the right to do anything he wanted, anywhere, any moment. Shiki gulped and then felt like that their lips just touched for one moment when her lost his balance. It was so fast, yet so close and warm that made the shorter male completely to blush. He was slowly pushed away but still his hands in his arms, made sure that he would not fall again. How embarrassing! That`s how he had showed himself to him for the first day. He nodded to accept the other`s advise and bowed. "I`m...sorry!" He mumbled and then walked around, tried to be so close to the other again but he didn`t feel like to take his hand, he didn`t want to trouble him if he had fell again. He saw the house from far and then smiled gently and ran to the house, waiting for the other to come, then he grabbed his T-shirt and squeezed it a bit. He wanted them both to go in. When he entered, he decided to go to the room again, he bowed and went inside the room.

[WaterSoul]

Daiki followed his cousin, his hands shoved into his pockets to keep himself from reaching out to his cousin. Seeing his house come into view and his cousin waiting for him he jogged to the entrance. He smiled amused when he felt Shiki grab onto his t-shirt again before opening the door allowing both of them inside the house. Turning his head so that he was looking at Shiki he said 'Go on to the music room I need to talk to my father about somethings alright, i'll be there in a minute alright" He stood there and watched nodding his head slightly when Shiki bowed at him and made his way upstairs. Sighing to himself he walked into the hallway and saw his father leaning against the wall just outside of his room with one hand on his head the other on his stomach. "Father I need to tal-" he began to saw as he approached his father but was cut off half way through his sentence by the said man. "Not know Daiki okay. I don't feel to good alright. We can talk later" he rushed out before pushing past Daiki, making a haste to the bathroom, the door slamming hard behind him leaving Daiki stood there looking confused. 'What the? He was fine when we left' he wondered to himself as he stared at the bathroom door. Shaking his head he turned around and saw that his father's door was slightly open 'what was he doing' he asked himself before entering and saw his father's computer had been left on with a video of something left on the screen. "I wonder what he was watching that could get him like that?" he said out loud as he walked over to the computer staring at the screen. He debated watching the video to see what it was or walking away and letting his father have his privacy but curiosity won and he plugged in his headphones so that he could listen to the sound without worry that his father may hear from the bathroom and sat down. Starting the video from the beginning he began watching it. It seemed alright at the beginning with a bunch of what seemed to be business men of sorts playing poker and drinking but soon it went worse, a lot worse. The scene cut to a dark room with no windows and a bed in the middle. It didn't take daiki long to figure out what was going to happen. He continued watching in hopes that he would be wrong, but he knew that hope was futile as a group of young boys, roughly the same age as his cousin were shoved into the room with little clothing on. Each were bound and there heads were down not allowing anyone to see there faces but there was one that caught his eye. A young boy, the same height and same structure as his cousin with the same brown hair stood to the far left of the screen. "oh god" his whispered his eye wide as he watched the business men approach the young boys obvious on what was about to happen. The screams of the boys as the business men violated them echoed throughout his ears, tears prickling at his eyes as he watched the boys get brutally raped. One by one each of it happened before it finally landed on the last one the with the brown hair. As much as he wanted to he couldn't turn away as he watched, a part of him wanting to see the boys face to reassure himself that it wasn't Shiki, but a part of him knew it was. Eventually near the end a clear shot of the boys face was given and there staring back at him was his cousin. His beautiful innocent cousin. Daiki felt the vomit rising up his throat and rushed to the bin that was in the room emptying his stomach content into it. Daiki felt sadness and anger as he knelt over the bin. Sadness that Shiki had to experience that and anger that he couldn't do anything for him and that it had happened in the first place. Picking himself up off the floor, he stumbled to the desk and got rid of the video, the screams of the boys still echoed in his ears and there appearance afterwards still flashed before his eyes as he fell to the floor hoping, praying that what he saw was a dream, that it wasn't real but he knew that it was.

[Ryouta]

Shiki agreed the other`s words and then wen to the music room. He looked around started playing around with the cute instruments. He felt like in another world and in another life! It looked like a dream. It was so nice and beautiful. He sighed as he saw a mirror in the wall. Feeling like looking at himself, brought all the memories back! When he was being raped, there was usually a big mirror, in front of him, he actually never saw himself in the mirror except those moments so he felt scared and his heart raising. He screamed as he took something, like a book fast and then threw it at the mirror., not wanting to see himself anymore. That made the expensive and beautiful mirror to break completely. After a while, he understood what he had done and then felt like that he was so stupid, he cousin would probably be mad at him. He couldn`t take this stupid life any longer. He saw the door to the bathroom and then picked a broken and sharp piece of the mirror and ran inside the bathroom and then clocked the door, crying hard, he wasn`t to kill himself now, it was for the best! He slowly moved the sharp part to his wrist, hesitating a bit but continued.

[WaterSoul]

Daiki lifted his head when he heard a scream followed by a crash of something breaking. Fear gripping his heart and he realized who had screamed. "shiki" he whispered to himself before get up and stumbling towards his room still feeling slightly out of it due to the video. Going quickly he entered the room and saw the mirror that once stood proudly against the wall was now in a thousand pieces on the floor. Kneeling down his picked up one of the pieces, slicing the skin on his hand in the process but he didn't care. He cared more about finding Shiki. Stopping for a second and listening he heard soft crying coming from the bathroom and ran there. Reaching the door he tried the door handle only to find it locked. "Shiki!? You in there? Open up please" he yelled frantically through the door. Emotions high from the video and now this. He just wanted to make sure that his cousin was safe and to let him know that he would always be safe. "open up please shiki" he said again as he hit the door with his cut palm causing a bit of blood to smear against the door. "Shiki if you don't open the door i will kick it down. I swear to god Shiki I will do it" he tried again scared that his cousin may do something stupid as he remembered the sharp pieces of them mirror.

[Ryouta]

Shiki somebody is calling from behind the locked door and trying to open he door. He shook his head as he grabbed the glass tightly in both hands, sticking it to his chest. "No, I don`t want to! I just want to die" He clenched his eyes shut and then he didn`t realize that he was holding the glass so tightly that the knuckles of his both hands started to bleed. He tears became more as he drop the mirror piece. He leaned to the wall and then opened his eyes again, he saw himself in the mirror and felt guilty and freaked out again, he could also see the the man who was raping him, that much that he bled! He screamed and begged for help because he was so sensitive and they broke him. They broke his body and his heart. He bit his lips so hard that it started bleeding and then screamed, louder than the first one, he hate mirrors. He took a shampoo and threw it into the mirror again, it was completely out of his control., He was shaking hard, there was no mirror anymore. It was all destroyed. He cried again, his hands were still holding into each other to somehow stop the bleeding. He slide down from the wall and sat on the floor, he buried his face into his knees, letting his hands to fall at the sides, down of the floor, shaking and crying hard, he didn`t actually hear what his cousin had said. He wanted to calm down, they were still pieces around, his feet started playing with them, didn`t really care if they would bleed too or not. He started mumbling the sing that his mother always sang for him. He always remembered that though she wasn`t there to comfort him...

[WaterSoul]

Daiki flinched and stepped away from the door as he heard his cousin scream again and more crying. "oh god Shiki" he whispered to himself as he stared at the door with wide eyes. Taking a deep breathe he stepped away from the door getting rid to kick it as his father came running towards him "What is going on?! I heard screaming" he panted out as he stopped in front of his son looking up at him and he bent over trying to catch his breathe. "Shiki has locked himself in the bathroom and I was about to kick the door down so if you don't mind go and get a first aid kit" he said to his father narrowing his eyes at him daring him to tell him otherwise. He didn't care that this man was his father, his own flesh and blood the only thing he cared about was getting shiki out of there and making sure that he was safe. His father looked up at his son and nodded knowing not to suggest anything else before he took off again in search of a first aid kit. "good his is gone" Taking another deep breathe he kicked the door again, shaking it slightly but it didn't break down. Gritting his teeth he kicked it again, the same result as before. "god damn it come on Daiki you can do better than this" he said to himself before giving it one last kick which managed to do the trick and had the door swinging back over hitting against the wall. Walking inside the room he quickly spotted Shiki sitting with glasses surrounding him crying. Kneeling down infront of him he felt the mirror shards dig into his skin and probably cut into his skin as well but he didn't care. Gently placing on hand on Shiki's shoulder and the other one just lightly stroking his hair he began hmming the tune he had played earlier that day on the violin in hopes that it would calm him down.

[Ryouta]

Shiki felt a bit scared and trembled hard each time they were trying to kick off the door. He stick himself together when they came inside and then his cousin tried to comfort him with the song of the violin he was playing for him earlier. He slowly felt calm and then raised up his head and looked at the other , shaking, he felt so shy and mad at himself for making such a mess. His tears were still falling down from his cheeks. He felt a bit tired and a bit painful that his knuckles were bleeding. He slowly and hesitated , moving his body to his cousin and hen threw himself on his hold. He grabbed the other`s shirt tightly, squeezing it with his hands, making the other`s shirt get dirty! "I`m sorry! I`m so sorry, Daiko nii!" He didn`t know why but he suddenly said his name and also called him nii. It felt good and seemed like that he had a family again. He looked at the other`s hand, bleeding too. He took it and then placed it on his own cheeks, crying still! Hoped that he forgave him.

[WaterSoul]

Daiki's body stiffened when he heard the younger boy call him Daiki Nii before relaxing and smiling gently. Closing his eyes he rested his head on top of the others as he wrapped his free arm around him hugging him tightly as the other one stayed nestling his cousin's cheek, almost like he was reassuring himself that he was here and that he was safe. 'It's okay Shiki, it's all gonna be okay' he whispered softly in the boys ear. 'Daiki Nii is here okay. Shush now' he continued to whisper over and over as he rubbed his cousin's cheek gently with his thumb getting rid of the tears that had settle there in the process. "They are never going to get you again. You are safe here. I'll never let anyone hurt you okay" he said in a soft tone as he didn't dare raise his voice above a quiet whisper in case he scared the boy and he went running again hiding somewhere else. Pulling back slightly he cupped his cousin's face in his hands before gently pressing a kiss to his cousin's forehead "lets get you cleaned up okay" he whispered a small, kind smile on his face as he looked down at his cousin.