I've Returned... ((Ryouta Basket & Sosuke0549))

[Ryouta]

Aoi looked at him deeply, like a hopeless person.

though he was still cute for his lover.

 

It had been like a dream since when the shorter male confessed to him face to face and asked him to go out with him, when he rejected the pianist boy...that time, he felt strange, something that he had never felt before, something like that he doubted if he should have done that or not. He it seemed that the same time, he felt so selfish, so confident that he didn't need anyone to support him, to have him since...until that time, he had head to the tomorrow road that everyone are talking about on his own, in happiness and sadness...he was all alone...but he was found, by a very beautiful creature that he had never seen. He was...like a fairy, saving him from his dark side and opened the way of love. He could now run and go to tomorrow faster, because he had him by his side.

 

It was like fairy tales though it was not one, it was reality.

"T-Tsuki wait!"

Again asking some stupid questions, it made him snap out of daydreaming from how his life had change because of Aoi, though he liked that, he liked the way he spoke, walked, smelled, tasted and many other things. He liked...no good! He loved him, he wanted to stay with him until he could do that.

"Tsuki! W-What are yo- mmh!!"

Tsuki wanted to laugh at the stupids reactions, it was obvious that what was going to happen, shall he had to explain it to him one by one? The way he wanted to tease him and make him release, the way he had planned to do him until he couldn't stand?

Guess not! The shorter male seemed to understand the situation, Tsuki noticed that by the slow motion nod he received. But he was confused when saw that Aoi grasped when his bottom clothes were removed. He was shocked and he was red like an apple. Oh, that was bad, Tsuki liked apples and he might have bit Aoi`s cheeks any time possible~

Though he couldn't eat such a delicious apple.

"T-Tsuki! N-no..no.no.. not here! "

Tsuki wanted to ask him why but he already know what was the answer. He was enjoying the time when saw Aoi was trying to hide himself since he might have been seen, covering his mouth with both hands. So damn lovely!

"nnmm..ha..nnuh"

Small noises were escaping from his mouth, grunting when the finger slipped inside. Tsuki was starting to get worried about this since he didn't want to neither put him in trouble nor let others to see him like that, he bit his lips, knew that he couldn't hole it any longer so he told the other`s skivvies and the moved it to the other`s mouth. His legs were shaking, struggling. He was resisting yet Tsuki new that no matter when they were doing it, he could feel the pleasure.

"Here, I`ll put this in your mouth so your moans won't be heard!"

He pushed it inside his mouth as he turned him around and faced him to the tree.

"Stay steady, Aoi!"

He whispered and lift up his hips, he looked at his hole one more time and breathed, pushing the thing inside of him slowly but after a few seconds and without any warning, he moved rough inside and outside, so rough that could make anybody to feel the pain and pleasure inside so bad, it might have even make a newbie hurt a bit.

[Sosuke0549]

Small noises were escaping from Aoi's mouth, grunting when Tsuki's finger slipped inside him. The boy had a very hard time not making sounds, what Tsuki was doing to him felt so amazingly good! He had to moan! He had to groan and Grunt! Tsuki knew that he couldn't hold it In any longer so he took his skivvies and moved it to Aoi's mouth . He was resisting to cum but Tsuki new him too well, and he knew that no matter when they were doing it, Aoi could always feel the pleasure.

"Here, I`ll put this in your mouth so your moans won't be heard!"[/Quote]

Aoi opened his eyes as the object was pushed inside his mouth, but he didn't resist, He assumed Tsuki Knew what was best... but Aoi couldn't stand for much longer.. his legs were shaking, He was struggling to keep himself up. Tsuki suddenly turned him around forcing him to face the tree.

"Stay steady, Aoi!"[/Quote]

Aoi's eyes widened As the other whispered to him. His eyes watering, as put his hands to the tree, His ass clenching up, assuming what was going to happen next and a little scared.

Tsuki lift up his hips, and looked at his hole, making Aoi embarrassed.

"mmhp!"

He breathed against his entrance causing him to wince. He clenched his eyes shut as the other pushed the thing inside of him slowly, making him groan, His hands curling into fists, trembling. But after a few seconds and without any warning, he moved rough inside and outside,

"Mmmghh!! Mhh-mhhh!!"

A tear slipping down his face, But you could barely hear his Cry's and sheiks. Only Tsuki could because he was so close... and Aoi couldn't take it anymore.

 

He flinched against the tree as he came... the white liquid shooting out of him and decorating the tree in front of him. He couldn't believe that they just did this! That they did something so private in a public place! The other hurt him...but the pain and pleasure was something that he was getting addicted too. Pain with pleasure...pain with pleasure...that's all his body wanted...and his heart...God his heart! It now seemed to only beat for Tsuki.

 

More tears fell...but Aoi didn't understand why he was crying he just was... perhaps his feelings for Tsuki were just so overwhelming that he just cried. He loved him...He loved him extremely! Be loved Tsuki to the point where it was probably unhealthy.

[Ryouta]

"mmhp!"

Aoi seemed to want this sdo much that he came immediately after a few movements. Tsuki wasn't finish yet since he hadn't come. He stopped after his boyfriend came, decorating the tree in front of him. He looked at the back of his beloved and kissed his neck, smiling gently. He didn't wish to make him hurt or sad, he just wanted to make him feel good, he was wondering if Aoi liked the idea of doing these things in public but Tsuki liked, it made him excited for doing him. He grabbed the other`s chin and then turned it to the right, made him looked at him over his shoulders and then licked his tears.

"Mmmghh!! Mhh-mhhh!!"

"I don't wish to see you cry! Don't worry, nothing is going to happen, I`m here....just relax..."

 

He said as he lift up his hips a bit more and spread up so he could see how stuck did his thing is inside him, it was already all red and sexy so it made him water his lips. He rubbed his butts and then grinned, he like the boy`s behavior and now he fell in love with his sexy body. No one could be compare to his, not even a girl`s.

 

He squeezed the ass as he slowlu continued to move, gently but perfectly, in and out of the other, his manhood seemed to be more bigger than before, it was Aoi`s fault and now he was being punished because of that though Tsuki knew that these punishments were a reward for the little uke. He could read his mind when connected to him.

 

Moaning lowly himself, the weather started to get a bit hotter, in that case, his disk would probably pop inside the entrance. Tsuki breathed hard and continued to move a bit, he didn't increased the movements but instead he was giving the singer boy a hard level ramming inside. Tsuki himself was getting a bit exhausted.

 

He could barely hear his boyfriend`s noise, it was too bed, e wished that could remove his underwear from his mouth but it might put him in trouble, adding Aoi.

 

Tsuki loved the way his beloved squeezed his hands, made them to fists against the tree. He grabbed his hands and then prssed a gentle kiss on them so he would take it a bit easy. Then he slipped the long nails to the boy`s chest and then touched his nipples, playing with them teasingly, messaging and squeezing them to make them hard. It was so prevent yet passionate that Tsuki wanted to eat him as his dessert. He was going to burn up so he increased his movements,turned to to a fast beast that didn't hesitate to move.

 

He let go of the nipples, one hand moving his his butt, grabbing his tightly, the other grabbed his leg and lift it up so he could go inside deeper, he tried to be the hardest than ever as he felt the pleasure and the orgasm situation. He moaned and bit as his body was leaned to Aoi and came insise his hole.

[Sosuke0549]

Tsuki was no where near being done with him, His lover wouldn't spare him at all.. He stopped once his came. Aoi panted, resting his forehead against the tree... His hands uncurling slowly now that he thought it was over.. He closed his eyes feeling his beloved kiss His neck, He was smiling gently. Tsuki was too perfect...and Aoi was starting to feel like he didn't deserve him. Suddenly, Tsuki grabbed His chin and turned it to the right, making Aoi looked at him over his shoulder. His touch was warm... Aoi could feel the others heat from his finger tips radiating into his chin. The basketball player then ran his tongue over his cheek, licking his tears away. Aoi softly sighed in pleasure. Tsuki always New What to do to make him fan-girl over him!

"I don't wish to see you cry! Don't worry, nothing is going to happen, I`m here....just relax..."[/Quote]

Relax? So....there was more?! Aoi tensed as he felt his love lift up His hips a bit more and spread them apart . Aoi was already red and sexy making Tsuki' water his lips. His lover rubbed his butt and grinned, Aoi quivered. Was he going to FUCK him more?!

"mmHg!"

Aoi flinched feeling the other squeeze His ass as he slowly continued to move, gently but perfectly, in and out of him. Aoi groaned in a low and sexy voice. His hands flat against the tree only to curl up as the other increased his movements and Aoi could hear Tsuki breathing! Feel his warm breath creep down his back. It was exhilarating! Did Tsuki know the dirty truth about him? That he was actually enjoying this..that he loved Tsuki's naught behavior?

 

Tsuki's length seemed bigger now then before giving him a hard time to adjust to it but he could hear Tsuki moaning in his ear! God it felt so good! To heard that he was giving the other pleasure by letting him do this...He was making him happy.. Aoi shrieked in His mouth restraint as his love gave him a hard level ramming inside.

"MMMMGH!! MMMMGH!!"

A tear sliding down his cheek. He was so overwhelmed! Overwhelmed by his lover! His hands were tightly in a fist. His body trembling.

 

 

But Tsuki grabbed his hands, making him open his eyes as he watched him press a gentle kiss on them. Aoi blushed a shad even brighter, panting even more. The other was so kind... so sweet to him... Aoi groaned as his love then slipped His long nails to his chest, touching his nipples, playing with them. And teasing him!

"mmgh.. mmmmhh..hhhmm~ nmmhh~ nnnmm~"

Lustful sounds escaped his mouth. The others fingers were magical! Messaging and squeezing his nipples, making them hard. Tsuki was a pervert... but a passionate lover..

 

Tsuki became a fast beast that didn't hesitate to move now. Aoi's eyes widened As he got louder and he went faster. Went deeper...harder!

And then... Tsuki moaned, his body leaning against his as he released inside him. Aoi screamed out, having ultimate pleasure!

[Ryouta]

Tsuki panted, feeling at the most pleasure ever in his body and feeling that his mind was lost because of the things that happened just in a few days in his life. He sighed and looked over the boy or better say gazed at his eyes, his cute expression when he came inside him, all of them moved his heart and made him realize what person is next to him. He didn't know that the shorter boy thought that he didn't deserve Tsuki, the basketball player even thought the same, what if he was terrible at feelings for another person or love, what if he hurt the musician? What is he couldn't make him happy as he wished to...All of those thoughts were like a knife stabbing into th4e different part of his body and now the he saw, he already believed that the boy suddenly appeared, suddenly confessed and suddenly capture his heart. Just like what witches would do.

 

Tsuki could not still stand probably of the exhausting work he had done, really! He was thinking that Aoi did not have to do anything, he just wait there to be fucked and have the pleasure without doing something to earn it but Tsuki had to do all the movements and work hard to come.

 

Sighing out loudly, he slowly and gently pulled out his thing from the other, feeling ad bit disappointed when his manhood felt cold and not arrested again. He grabbed the other`s arms immediately since he could guess that Aoi was going to fall, after all it was his second tine and Tsuki was pretty harsh but that was how it was, if anybody wanted to date him, he or she had to be special and then Tsuki wasn't going to take easy on them. He leaned the other`s body into his and caressed his cheeks in his hands.

"Are you okay?"

 

He grinned and then kissed his hair when dog his fingers inside and raised it up. Then he smelled it and looked at the chocolate brown eyes. He wanted to tease the other more than ever, each time he shows that expression and let out those sexy noises, more interests from Tsuki. He sat down on the grass and have the other on his lap when he was still dirty.

"Aoi, you smell! How many days has passed from when you showered?"

It actually didn't, not much! Tsuki loved to see the embarrassing, red face his new and only lover. He just starred for a few minutes and then laughed out loud.

"Joking, messing with you!"

He sighed again and then grabbed Aoi`s skivvies and pants, helped the shorter boy to wear it, he knew that Aoi was going to have a hard time walking and they could not absolutely practice any longer. Aoi was about to suffer all the way for the liquid inside his hole and the pain of his butts, aching it. Thinking of that made Tsuki a bit worried, he stumped until his eyes completely met Aoi`s.

"You want me to carry you all the way home?"

He mumbled, this one was not a teasing plan or messing him up, he was serious and he could clearly hear his heart beats, his mind lost when wonder if the pianist was okay.

 

He sat on his knees in front of the other but he showed him his back and then moved his hands in order to sign him. He wanted him to give him his legs.

"Come on, free riding is now available!"

He smiled and chuckled to make the shorter boy smile so that his own self will be relaxed a bit. He hated the situation that was love though there was nothing he could do.

[Sosuke0549]

Sighing out loudly, Tsuki slowly and gently pulled out of him. And Aoi quickly fell but lucky Tsuki was there to catch him.Tsuki was pretty harsh on the new comer, and Aoi could barely stand. Last night and today they had sex and it hurt to move now. Tsuki allowed him to rest against his body, His lover caressing his cheeks in his hands.

"Are you okay?"[/Quote]

Aoi lightly gripped the others shirt panting softly, and he felt faint. He lied about his condition, saying he was ok with a nod. Tsuki grinned and kissed his hair. The younger male watched him wondering why he was smelling him. He met his chocolate brown eyes, taking a seat in the grass and pulling him down with him, forcing him on his lap. Aoi winced. It hurt to move and Aoi was dirty!

"Aoi, you smell! How many days has passed from when you showered?"[/Quote]

Aoi looked down at himself.

"I-I'm sorry. "

You tend to carry a odor after having sex.. He looked embarrassed, belittling himself until Tsuki started laughing.

"Joking, messing with you!"[/Quote]

He said sighed again. Aoi looked at the ground, and tensed as Tsuki started to dress him, fixing his clothes. He was bleeding from his behind, not to mention he had Tsuki's semen dripping out of him. How would he walk??! How could he?!

"You want me to carry you all the way home?"[/Quote]

Aoi blushed as the other now sounded serious.

"N..no i-it's ok..I...uh..um.."

Tsuki sat on his knees in front of the him but he showed him his back and then moved his hands in order to signal him. He wanted him to give him his legs.

"Come on, free riding is now available!"[/Quote]

Tsuki smiled and chuckled. Aoi bit his lip. As he slowly got on the others back, hesitating at first but... there was no way He could walk.

"I-I'm...I'm..not to..h-heavy...am I?"

His whispered, nuzzling into the others back and neck... He could feel the others hair on his face...he smelled so good... His body heat was warming him up. He wrapped his arms around the others neck, resting his head on the other and closing his eyes. He was exhausted.. but he didn't fall asleep, not yet anyway. He just had his eyes closed.

 

He hoped that all this wasn't a dream... be cause despite being in so much pain...Aoi was so happy., happy that Tsuki was the one to take his virginity. Tsuki was the one that was dating him and kissing him and touching him! He never wanted to wake up from this dream... but in 5 months... his happy dream... would turn into a nightmare

[Ryouta]

Tsuki laughed at the other when he asked if he was heavy or not! He thought for an answer, well! Yeah actually he was pretty light or better say, Tsuki did not even feel him on his back at all. But still it was a good thing to tease the other again, he groaned and acted when he was lifting the musician up. He started to walk, holding Aoi`s knees tightly at the sides of his waists so that he would not fall.

"You are, I can hardly breath, you know!"

He wanted to laugh out loud when said that but tried his hard not to. He could feel the gazes and stares all over the street. He sighed and closed his eyes, turning his head to forward through the road he was walking on. He opened his eyes after a few seconds in order tot to meet something. He looked back at the boy and smiled.

"Feeling better?"

When he asked, he noticed that he was already in front of his uke`s house. He looked down at the boy`s pocket and then searched for his keys. He opened the door while he was holding the other`s butt with one hand, in that time, his hand hurt a bit but he did not complain be be found out. He fast placed the other on the stair in front of the door and sat in front of him on his knees, taking his shoes off and then his own.

"It seems that being a boyfriend needs some responsibility!"

He chuckled lifting the other again but this time in princess form and took him to his bed and laid him down, pulling the blanket on him. The tall boy caressed the other`s cheek in his hands and gave him a very gentle smile.

"Rest good for now, then go and take a shower! I`m leaving!"

Whispering the words, he kissed the boy`s head and then stood up from the bed`s edge and walked to the door, looked back, still his smile could be seen. Then with an hesitated expression, he left the room, took his things, taking down the stairs to the front door.

[Sosuke0549]

Tsuki laughed at Aoi's question, he groaned and acted as if Aoi was really heavy as he started to walk, holding Aoi`s knees tightly at the sides of his waists so the boy wouldn't fall.

"You are, I can hardly breath, you know!"[/Quote]

Aoi frowned.

"l..lier.."

He muttered, sulking. The boy hid in the others back, trying to ignore the strangers stares and eyes on him. This was so embarrassing!

Tsuki looked back at him and smiled.

"Feeling better?"[/Quote]

The musician looked up, shaking his head and realizing that he was in front of his house. Tsuki suddenly reached into his pockets, fishing for his keys, before findings them and opening the front door while holding His butt with one hand, Aoi winced, blushing faintly. It hurt to be touched there.

 

Inside, Tsuki placed him on the stairs near the front door and Sat in front of him on his knees.

Aoi blushed when his basketball Prince charming removed his shoes for him.

"T-tsuki you...you don't have to..do that! "

"It seems that being a boyfriend needs some responsibility!"[/Quote]

He chuckled before lifting him up again, but this time in princess form and took him to his bed room. Aoi gripped his shirt blushing harder. He truly felt so lucky to have Tsuki. He was so thoughtful and sweet. He laid him down, pulling the blanket over him, Aoi relaxed into the others Palm as he caressed his cheek in his hands and gave him a very gentle smile.

"Rest good for now, then go and take a shower! I`m leaving!"[/Quote]

"o..okay..Thank you...Tsuki."

He whispered, and smiled softly as his lover kissed his head before leaving.

Aoi watched him leave until he was out of his room, He then turned on to his side, sighing in bliss.

I-I love you...so much...Tsuki...please...never leave me...

He thought as he drifted off into a deep sleep... Today...was the best day ever...

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{ 5 months later }

Aoi Sat on a park bench, waiting for his lover. He sighed glancing up at the dark grey sky. He hoped Tsuki would get here before it rained. Lately he's been acting strange and Aoi was a little worried. He called him in the middle of the night and told him to meet him at the park after school around 6:30.. He wondered what was wrong....

[Ryouta]

After 5 months...

 

Many things happened for Tsuki, he couldn't even imagine that his life would turn out into a bad mess like this and especially after he found himself a goal and a person to love and be supported with. But it seemed not the person he could stay longer with. Urgh! I`m so unlucky, why? He groaned to himself lowly while rushing to the place he supposed to meet his boyfriend... though soon enough, there would be no meaning in that. Yes he was going to end it...for many things. Keep mumbling to himself what he had planned to tell him when breaking up. Just one wrong word and he might really trap the musician into his own nasty and terrible world forever.

 

He had got blind, to the beauties and the amazing life that recently came for him, right after he started the relationship with the boy though the problem that came to him and the best wish of him playing basketball is now controlling him and forced him to choose the wrongest way. He had to use the advantage of this proposal since he was looking for something good to break up immediately, if he was not the complete boy he wanted to be then he was no good to fall in love and stay with Aoi. The pain of this horrible news that their family doctor have told him two months ago messed him up and now he had to engage a lady that he doesn't even know. He could just hold in his tears and curse himself, mumbling I`m sorry Aoi, please forgive me!

 

Yes! He supposed to marry a woman that he had never seen in his life, it was decided long time ago, by his mother and father. Since the father of that girl was a partner in his father`s company and for business, ever since the woman had born, this marriage was decided, it just happened that Tsuki noticed it now. It was not like that he liked to marry her. He hated girls and couldn't take them, also he had already a lover to take care of and protect, he really did love Aoi from the bottom of his heart. He couldn't deny it but the deal with his father....he was the worst man ever... He could always remember what his father suggested t him. 'If you marry the woman we'd chose for you then I`ll let you to play basketball again and decide whatever for your life' It had two reasons for breaking up though one of them was still untold but both of them were stupid reasons for breaking up but Tsuki himself couldn't help it, he was stressed and lost.

 

After all running there, he arrived at the place and immediately saw Aoi sitting and probably waiting for him. He panted lightly, he couldn't smile like he used to when he arrive at their date place. Since it was no date, no love! It was going to be over, now! He looked away to not have an eye contact with him. He had no time to waste, come on say it!

 

"There is something that I need to tell you."

 

He said with a very bad hesitation in his heart, it was pounding fast, he was about to explode, he was about to take back what he had said but...no he couldn't, it was decided, he kept thinking again, forcing himself the reasons. It`s for Aoi`s sake, for his sake... He breathed and then looked directly at the boy, seeing his beautiful brown eyes, it was probably the last time he would see them. He couldn't cry and shout, no, no way! He was at his limit, he wanted to go home and lock himself inside his room, never come out but just no see Aoi sad, he just wished that somehow...somehow Aoi would not cry, would be happy but he knew himself it was not possible.

 

He repeated the sentences that he was going to tell for the explanation! Then suddenly release in his usual cold tone of voice like he didn't care.

 

"Let`s end this! I can't stay with you any longer, I`m getting engaged!"

How could he, he just hoped a car would come and hit him so that would be a end of his life!

[Sosuke0549]

Aoi lit up once he saw Tsuki. He ran all the way to him panting. Aoi smiled at him, standing. He tried to meet the others eyes but something was off... Tsuki wasn't looking at him... or smiling.

"There is something that I need to tell you."[/Quote]

Aoi titled his head a little.

"W-What is it?"[/Quote]

He smiled at him, reaching out to take his hand but the other was being very distant with him...

 

Tsuki breathed and then looked directly at him, and in his usual cold tone of voice, He spoke.

"Let`s end this! I can't stay with you any longer, I`m getting engaged!"[/Quote]

He sounded as if he didn't care about him. Aoi's eyes widened in confusion.

"W-what?... T-Tsuki? W-What do you....what do you mean?"

His smile was gone, he started shaking his head not understanding and not wanting to hear what Tsuki was saying. He looked up at him. Now exploding.

"W-What do you mean your engaged? w-What do you mean end this?!"

Water building up in his eyes.

"A-Are...Are you...b-breaking up with me?!"

His voice a whisper not wanting to believe it.

"T-This is'nt funny Tsuki! T-take it back! TAKE IT BACK! "

he practically screamed!

[Ryouta]

Aoi lit up and stood when he saw Tsuki arrived at the place. He tried to meet the taller boy's eyes. He was smiling at him. It was gentle and nice to Tsuki though there was no answer back from the basketball player, not even a smile...he couldn't give it. Aoi titled his head in order to agree and smiled again, he wanted to reach out his hands but he seemed to be stopped when he heard the cold, heartbreaking sentence and his eyes widened in confusion.

"W-what?... T-Tsuki? W-What do you....what do you mean?"

He looked away, unable to talk, that was his first reaction and first question. But he probably knew that it wasn't over, he just waited for another to come to him, scared and regretted! His smile disappeared. He started to shake his head. Aoi looked up at him again, exploding.

"W-What do you mean your engaged? w-What do you mean end this?!"

Again, the second one....Aoi could not probably believe this, could he? After all it was Tsuki, he was the only one that he always loved and he would, probably his first and last love for Tsuki. Water gathered around Aoi`s eyes. Tsuki started to feel shame inside.

"A-Are...Are you...b-breaking up with me?!"

He almost whispered it. Now was Tsuki`s time. He just had to say it, he fist his hands, squeezing them tighter and tighter, biting his lips, he was about to let out that the other screamed!

"T-This isn't funny Tsuki! T-take it back! TAKE IT BACK! "

Tsuki sighed and then looked back at the other, got ready and then started to speak, lowly but still cool.

"It isn't funny, since I was serious about it!"

He paused a bit and then continued.

"Forget about me and everything!"

He almost yelled at the poor uke of his, when he turned back to leave. The drops of rain started to fall.

[Sosuke0549]

Tsuki sighed and then looked back at him. This had to be a cruel joke... this had to! His entire body went numb...his heart tightened in his chest. Why...Why was Tsuki doing this? Why?!

"It isn't funny, since I was serious about it!"[/Quote]

Tears....Tears fell from his pretty chocolate brown eyes.

 

Hurt....extremely hurt by his words.

 

"Forget about me and everything!"[/Quote]

He practically yelled at him! Tsuki turned his back to him just as rain started to fall. Aoi grabbed the others sleeve.

"B-But why! I -I gave you everything! You said...you said you loved me?! You know I love you... Tsuki...Tsuki please...please don't do this... Why...Why do you want to break up with me?! Did I do something wrong?! "

His voice cracked as he spoke and sniffles, he moved in front of the other, blocking his way. As he forced a kiss on his lips, a soft, desperate kiss....

"I love you..."

He whispered.

"Please...don't do this...talk to me...You know I'll always be there for you...please don't...don't hurt me"

He whispered again... Looking into Tsuki's eyes, tears in his own.... He took the others hand letting his warm travel threw Tsuki's Palm. Aoi was desperate to change the others mind.

[Ryouta]

It seemed that Aoi wasn't going to accept it or admit that he was breaking up with him. Tears started to fall one by one when Tsuki yelled. He was hurt and brokenhearted though Tsuki wasn't going to take back what he had said earlier. He rushed to his lover and grabbed his sleeve.

He talked in order to change Tsuki`s mind, his voice cracking, sniffing his nose.

"B-But why! I -I gave you everything! You said...you said you loved me?! You know I love you... Tsuki...Tsuki please...please don't do this... Why...Why do you want to break up with me?! Did I do something wrong?! "

He was right! Yes, he had given him everything, his love and kindness and his body but it was already decided and he couldn't change his mind. He just needed to tell him again that he was getting engaged! Even though it was harder for Tsuki and much more painful that Aoi could ever imagine.

Preparing himself to speak up one more, he was stopped by Aoi, he blacked his way and pressed his lips on the basketball player`s. Oh! He was going to miss that soft lips of his though he couldn't take the way Aoi acted anymore, when he said that...

"I love you..."

He whispered and it repeated many times in Tsuki`s ear. He was going to lost his mind.

"Please...don't do this...talk to me...You know I'll always be there for you...please don't...don't hurt me"

One more time, looking at Tsuki`s eyes, he whispered. He took his hand, it was so calming but no more it was enough....

He slapped the hand away, regretted right after but he didn't show it in expression. He acted like he was angry, super angry. He yelled, showing the other his teeth.

"There is nothing to talk about and I don't want you to be there for me, understood? I told you once, I'm going to engage another person, got it? I don't love you anymore and I want you out of my life for good!"

He sighed and turned away.

"Goodbye!"

He was so cold and left the pianist alone in the rain.

[Sosuke0549]

If only...if only Aoi could wake up from this horrible nightmare. Nothing....no matter how hard He tried Aoi could never get threw to Tsuki...He was destined to fail...Tsuki slapped his hand away... shattering his heart. Why...Why was He being so cold? WHY WAS HE PUSHING HIM AWAY!!

He showed no expression...no loving emotion. It was as if..the Tsuki He knew died and here was an imposter. He acted like he was angry, super angry... He yelled, showing his teeth.Tsuki actually raised his voice at him!

"There is nothing to talk about and I don't want you to be there for me, understood? I told you once, I'm going to engage another person, got it? I don't love you anymore and I want you out of my life for good!"[/Quote]

I don't love you any more!.... I don't love you any more!... I want you out of my life for good!

Tsuki's words were like daggers to his soul... They kept repeating in his head...how could He say that? How could be stomp all over his heart?! A long stray of tears pored from his eyes. Falling endlessly as Tsuki showed him his back and left him...

"Goodbye!" [/Quote]

He was so cold, like ice...and he left him...just as rain began to fall..

 

Did the sky share his pain? Did they weep For him too? Aoi couldn't move...it was like he was froze... His entire life felt like it was ending.

"T...tsuki...d-don't...go...

He whispered but there was no way He could hear him... the boy fell to his knees, his hands covering his face as he sobbed... he sobbed in the hard cold rain...for hours...how would he go on....how could be go on with out...Tsuki...

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3 Months have passed since then...and to help deal with his loss of Tsuki...He began cutting himself. Leaving awful scars on his wrists.. he didn't stop until he he met June...

Aoi desperately needed a friend a June appeared so suddenly to help heal the wounds Tsuki felt...and the ones he inflected on himself. Sadly...Aoi never realized that June cared for him more then the average friend...

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{ The Present }

Aoi slowly opened his eyes.. a tear running down his face... He remembered... he remembered his past.....His shared past with Tsuki... and he remembered the pain...

He glanced at his wrists...he hadn't cut himself for about a year...and all that was left were small hardly noticeable scars. He thought he'd wake up alone....all alone but...this wasn't his apartment...He was in Tsuki's Home...he was back in the others grasp.... back at the others mercy.

Suddenly... his phone began to ring beside the bed... He picked it up seeing it was June. He answered it.

"...June..."

"Are you crazy! I've been worried all day! Are you ok? You weren't in class and you never miss class... Aoi....?... Aoi what's wrong...hey...talk to me.."

Aoi sniffles into the phone...alerting June that he was crying.

"Aoi..."

"I'm...I'm sorry I w-worried you.. s-so much...has happened June...and...I'm so confused... it hurts..."

"Alright.. I'm listening...come to my place right now... I'll be there waiting for you and you can tell everything...I'll listen...okay?"

"Okay..."

"Alright...see you in a few minutes...and don't cry... I can't stand to hear you cry..."

"I'm... I'm sorry.. I'm.. I'm coming, "

Aoi hung up whipping his tears away... He didn't understand why....Why he suddenly got this urge to cut himself again after months of not doing it... was it be cause he recalled his past and pain...or was it be cause...of Tsuki..and his sudden return...?

[Ryouta]

~Present~

Tsuki was so happy! He wanted to thank god and pray for the rest of his life. Aoi was really there now...at his house. He spent so much hours talking with him until his sister finally left. Then Tsuki lift Aoi up in his hands like a princess and took him to his bed and started to stroke his hair for a while, calming him down so that he might go for a little rest and somehow, Aoi fell asleep and Tsuki smiled, gazing into the beautiful expression in front of him for a few minutes as he stood up and stumped, pressing a soft kiss on his forehead. He whispered what he did have to tell him two years ago, at least when he wanted to leave him. Though he could be forgiven, yes! Aoi forgave him and he had another change to make himself happy living together with his boyfriend.

Now Tsuki went to the kitchen in order to make a very delicious lunch for the musician and he might praise him since Tsuki never knew how to work or make meals back in middle school. So he also didn't hear the words of the other with his friend completely just the last sentence that made Tsuki`s heart that had been happy after two years stop beating for a second. His eyes got wide and wondering who was he talking to and who did him wanted to go over to? Didn't...he forgive him and let Tsuki to got his hopes up again. He wanted to grab the phone from his hand and yell at anybody on the call then crush Aoi`s phone and lock him up but he knew that he couldn't risk like that this soon. The jealousy feeling was burning his body and he was about to lost his mind.

He entered without an hesitation, no fear and then with an angry face, he stood in front of Aoi.

"Who are you going to meet, Aoi?"

He asked calmly but his voice was as cool as usual, don't misunderstand! he was hardly controlling himself from being loud. He fist his hands this time and bit his lips but still held his voice in and looked down, it hurt and he wanted to cry, yes! His tears were actually about to fall and he was embarrassed to look into Aoi`s eyes with red one of his so he stumped the head, glancing down.

"I've begged you, didn't I? Didn't you give me a chance to make you happy? So why? Pl..please don't go to whoever you want to, stay with me, here Aoi!"

It was terrible, his voice was cracking! His tears were falling, all he could do was to hold it in...he didn't want to complain, he didn't want to move his hands, he didn't want to do something that he might regret later.

"I love you...so please...please!"

[Sosuke0549]

Aoi looked up as Tsuki came into the room.

"Who are you going to meet, Aoi?"[/Quote]

The smaller boy looked at the ground.

His voice as cool as usual, but he was being loud. He bit his lips, glancing down. Aoi got out of bed, rubbing his eyes.

"A friend..."

"I've begged you, didn't I? Didn't you give me a chance to make you happy? So why? Pl..please don't go to whoever you want to, stay with me, here Aoi!"[/Quote]

 

Aoi paused looking at Tsuki... He wanted to think. And he couldn't do it here. He had to talk to June and get some advise.

"I have to go...And I don't live here Tsuki. I want to think... s-so much has happened and..."

He sighed as he began to put on his shoes.

"I.. I promise I'll come by tomorrow, I just..have to go.."

He tried to ignore the other creaking voice and watering eyes....it hurt...did the other finally understand his pain?

"I love you...so please...please!"[/Quote]

"S-sometimes Love Isn't Enough! "

He raised his voice a little. He put on his jacket and headed for the door.

"I'm sorry...I shouldn't have raised my voice...But...I'll come back tomorrow...and we''ll...we'll talk...I promise. "

[Ryouta]

"A friend..."

The short boy glanced down. Tsuki couldn't believe that.

Who was that friend of his? Are they close? Is the person a man or a woman? Why did he choose to stay there? What did he have to discuss with him?

All of those questions was blowing up his mind. He couldn't take it.

"I have to go...And I don't live here Tsuki. I want to think... s-so much has happened and..."

Aoi paused in his words. Didn't he ask him to move to his house? Then why was he telling him that shit??? Tsuki bit his lips, fisting his hands strongly until he could feel his nails were about to hurt his skin.

It was too late, he couldn't stop him, he was already decided it and he was putting his shoes, ready to leave.

"I.. I promise I'll come by tomorrow, I just..have to go.."

Tsuki felt a bit hopeful when he heard that, he didn't want to force the other to stay but also, he was not going to give up on him even if the shorter boy rejects, he knew that the pianist still loved him and he wasn't talking from the bottom off his heart. He walked to the door, he watched the other putting on his jacket.

"I'm sorry...I shouldn't have raised my voice...But...I'll come back tomorrow...and we''ll...we'll talk...I promise. "

Tsuki looked away and fast looked back at the other and grabbed his hand. He looked seriously at the other as he squeezed his small hand.

"Then I'll wait for you..."

He mumbled, it hurt and he was about to cry but couldn't help since he wanted to think about the new relationship...for sure.

[Sosuke0549]

Aoi turned to leave until Tsuki grabbed his hand. He looked serious as he squeezed it.

"Then I'll wait for you..."[/Quote]

He mumbled. Aoi gave Tsuki a small smile before pulling away from him and leaving...he promise he'd return tomorrow....and he'd keep.his promise...right?

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"And...that's what..happened"

Aoi Sat in June's room...and he had told him what happened...everything. His friend bit his lip.

"Aoi...I don't..know if I should be...pissed or sad... Your not honestly thinking about getting back with him are you?"

"I..I don't...know.."

"Aoi ! He's manipulating you! He kidnapped you! He rapped you!"

"No! No.. He didn't! ... I.. I just...felt so..overwhelmed...and...when he touched me again....I couldn't...resist him.."

"Aoi..."

"I'm being stupid aren't I?! But.. when he touched me...and kissed me...and...when he said he loved me...deep down I've...always been wanting to hear that again...s-since that d-day..."

Tears started to fall down his cheek.

"I.. I thought.. I thought I was over him...but...now that he's back...my feelings...have returned...What do I do.."

 

June sighed and came over to him, cupping his cheek and whipping his salty tears away. Comforting his friend.

"I was going to wait...but I.think that I need to tell you now.....Aoi...Forget everything He told you...forget that he's here..and tell him to leave you alone..."

"June! I can't-

"Let me finish...be cause he's not the only one who has feelings for you. He didn't fix your heart after he broke it...He didn't stop you from cutting yourself... He didn't care about you back then...if he hurt you in the past...he can hurt you now... let me continue to protect you...to heal your wounds and past...I love you Aoi..I lobe you more then He ever could.."

Aoi's eyes widened. He loved him? June...his best friend loved him?!

"J..June..."

"I won't force myself on you. Like he did... but I do mean what I say..he's manipulating you Aoi.. and he's...no good for you..If only you'd give me the chance...to heal you completely...hasn't that guy given you enough pain...isn't it time...to trust someone else.."

He slowly leaned into him...there lips so close! But...Aoi couldn't move! He was frozen! June's words were getting to him... what if..Tsuki was truly manipulating him.

"Please...just...think about it..."

He whispered and.. to his surprise... June kissed him! June actually kissed!

 

Aoi couldn't pull back...He was so...overwhelmed...and confused...and.. even tho these weren't Tsuki's lips...They were just as soft and sweet and passionate ... he didn't...resist.

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The next day Aoi didn't visit Tsuki...He had broken his promise but... he just needed to think... he needed time... for four days he stayed in touch with June but...didn't tell Tsuki anything...and he knew that the basketball player was worried sick about him by now..

 

On the fifth day...Aoi knocked on Tsuki's door around 9 pm...

Aoi was wearing a black plain, long sleeved shirt with long dark blue jeans. His hair in his face. He kept his hands by his side or in his pockets or behind his back. But you could see bandages wrapped around his wrists. The stress....had gotten to him...and he ended up using a knife to sooth his pain. He just hoped...Tsuki wouldn't notice.

[Ryouta]

Tsuki gave up hope when the other didn't appeared on the next day. He was so stupid! He forgot to get the other`s number and now he was super worried but he gave Aoi his number before, right? This was making sense. If Aoi had some emergency to do, he would probably call and tell him that he couldn't come for today. Even for some chances he had missed his number then why didn't he come? The day after and after that.... Aoi didn't appeared and Tsuki was really messed up. He wanted to call his sister to come to him though he knew that it was just using the advantage of his sister. He wanted it to be Aoi`s real answer and he didn't want Tara to come and convince him. On the fourth day, Tsuki decided to go out and take a walk since he was sure that everything was over, Aoi didn't accept him and it was all done! Tsuki was just lost in the cherry blossom trees. They were so beautiful! If he only could watch it with Aoi hand in hand...

 

Suddenly, he thought of Aoi again and his tears...the tears gathered around his eyes and started to fall one by one in the public. He looked down, continued to cry silently. It hurt and he couldn't take it. He was all messed up and he didn't have any reason to live any longer. Yes, just as he said to Aoi. There would be no life if one day Aoi left him. He went back home after a few minutes. Maybe this time he had to make sure that he was going to die so throwing himself down from a building wouldn't be a good idea. His control just ended and he started to scream while crying loudly, beginning to get crazy, throwing the pictures and things around the living room and braking things. He suddenly looked at him self in the mirror, he was disgusted of his own face. It was all his fault at his boyfriend left him. He rushed to it as he punched it with his fist, glass injured his finger but he didn't care. He looked down and saw then peace of glasses as he sat down and took a few of them in his hands then started to squeezed them inside his fist. He could feel the pain and he could see the blood dripping out of his fist though he desired it. He was still angry, still screaming and crying. He had gotten crazy since he started to think that dying isn't enough, he should make himself suffer. His hand started to shake as he let go and gazed at the glass in his hand as he raised it up to his cheek and slowly started to cut in, drops of the blood fell from his face with the tears. But he knew non of these would return Aoi back. He was silence for a while, his house messed up and he had almost broke any thing was in the living room. He stood up as he walked to the wall and punched his head to it hard so that he would faint out of the paint. He hit the head until it bled. He slided down and looked around as he covered his face in his hands, shaking and crying in silence.

 

He didn't even bother himself to clean up because somebody like his sister might appear any time. He directly went to bed without doing something about the injures. He just got up at the midnight to have a drink since he couldn't sleep at all. The glasses were all over the floor though he didn't care so he also made his feet to injure He drank up until morning he could feel less pain and the blood on his skin was dried but still it was serious though he didn't bother himself to even bandage them, all the injuries were obvious to find out.

 

Time was not moving fast, he was tired and he wanted to sleep but it hurt, he had a headache and couldn't overtake the pains and the thoughts of his lover hating him. He was getting crazy and started talking to himself like madness! He also cursed himself for being a stupid person. That was the time his house bell rang. He looked over the door, didn't have enough power to stand up, his feet hurt...though he forced himself up and walked to the door as he hopelessly opened the door and saw a familiar person, his version was not clear so he doubt that he was seeing right. He exact his eyes a bit and realized his wasn't wrong...it was him...Aoi had come to him though he was not really surprised or happy to see him since he knew for what he had come to him.

"You actually came..."

The voice was terrible and low, since all he did yesterday was to scream. His eyes were red, almost his whole body was injured by himself, his dress was all messed up...it hurt and he was just like a dead, hopeless person to stay in the earth. He let the door open so that the other would come in...he walked back inside himself.

"Sorry if it's messed up..."

He had almost lost his mind, that was all he could say...He just want it to stay like that so that he might need to mess up the place again,...so that he could feel a bit better....

[Sosuke0549]

Aoi looked up as the door opened. His eyes meeting Tsuki's....five days went by...and he finally returned. But...to his surprise... Tsuki didn't seem happy to see him.

"You actually came..."[/Quote]

"S...sorry.."

His eyes fell to the ground. Tsuki's voice was trembling and low, His eyes were red. Had he been crying? Aoi looked up at the other again...silence filling the air..but then...He noticed something strange... what was on Tsuki's face?

Tsuki opened the door, allowing him to come in and when Aoi saw the house. His eyes widened. His jaw slightly open in shock.

"W-What happened?!"

"Sorry if it's messed up..."[/Quote]

Aoi stared... he stared at the state Tsuki was in... now that he saw him completely. Almost his whole body was injured his clothes were all messed up...He looked awful...and...he was bleeding?!!!

"T-Tsuki...you...you did all this?... H-have you lost your mind!!

He raised his voice, pulling out his phone.

"I'm calling an ambulance. Your bleeding, go sit down! "

He didn't want anything else to happen to him. He was scared Now... and hoped Tsuki didn't permanently injure himself, and deep down he realized that what Tsuki did wasn't normal... He loved him so much to the point were it was very unhealthy and dangerous. What kind of relationship did they truly have?

 

Aoi was ready to start over... after much thought and telling June that they should remain friends...but now....was this a sign that they weren't ment to be...would they constantly hurt themselves and each other? Aoi didn't want that...he couldn't bare it...

[Ryouta]

"S...sorry.."

He looked down immediately after telling him that. But it didn't take long for him to look back at the boyfriend of his again. When the other entered and saw the living room, his eyes widened.

Tsuki could imagine the other`s expression when he might have seen his house and he was right...Tsuki was surprised and seemed to be shocked, first he said sorry in his usual cute way to Aoi...that had a reason but why...he seemed so worried? Why was he asking him such questions now?

"W-What happened?!"

He asked but when he starred at the other like that, Tsuki thought there was no reason that he had to tell him since he could probably notice y the way he looked like.

"T-Tsuki...you...you did all this?... H-have you lost your mind!!

Aoi raised his voice. Tsuki bit his lips, he wanted to attack and kiss the other, messing him up and tease him though he knew that he didn't have the permission to do that, he just wanted Aoi to leave! He had noticed that he was going to abandon him so please! I beg of you!!! Just leave me alone! He thought inside though still unable to say anything...until...

"I'm calling an ambulance. Your bleeding, go sit down! "

Tsuki didn't want to go anywhere! No! Specially where that might heal his injuries..he looked up at the other with a very scary face as he rushed to the shorter boy and grabbed his phone from him, uncontrollably threw it away as he took the other`s fists in his hand, squeezing them tightly, making the other to look at him.

"Aoi! It's none of your business! Why do you care?"

He yelled as he let go of his hand and looked away, laughing

"You decided what to do, right? So why did you come back? You...don't love me anymore, right?"

His tears started to fall again.

[Sosuke0549]

Aoi wanted to help Tsuki. He was worried about him...how much was He bleeding? How much pain was He in? When he told Tsuki that he'd be calling the ambulance, Tsuki looked at him with a very scary face, and quickly came at him, grabbing his phone, Aoi yelled at the other.

"My phone! Give it back!!"

But right before his eyes, Tsuki threw it. Most likely breaking it.

"TSUKI!!"

It was so rare for Aoi to raise his voice...to hear him yelling. He panicked as the taller male took his hands, and squeezed them tightly, Focing Aoi to look up at him.

"S-stop it..your hurting me!"

"Aoi! It's none of your business! Why do you care?"[/Quote]

The boy flinched hearing Tsuki yell at him. None of his business..?... Why should he care?... it was his business and he did care! He cared so much that it hurt.

Tsuki looked away, laughing.

"You decided what to do, right? So why did you come back? You...don't love me anymore, right?"[/Quote]

Aoi bit his lip. Normally..you could tell that Aoi was mad by the way He acted. He was usually curt, distant, and quiet... giving Tsuki the silent treatment in the past countless times ...but now.. Aoi yelled, hitting the others chest with his hands.

"S-stupid! Stupid! "

Tears slide down his face.

"It IS my business! I decided what i wanted! And I came back because I've decided on you!! But unlike you I didn't take years!"

He pushed Tsuki, breaking free from his grasp.

"Now give me your phone so I can call for an ambulance! I'm already mad at you!! NOW TSUKI!"

He yelled, but his voice cracked, so his voice squeaked and he didn't sound threatening at all...But Aoi was glaring at Tsuki, tears falling. His eyes becoming red along with his nose. He was frowning and out stretching his hand so the other would give him the phone. If you looked closely you'd see that he was shaking. He was scared Tsuki hurt himself...and wanted to get him help..and by now...the bandages on his wrists were visible.

[Ryouta]

Aoi yelled after the other took his phone from him. He seemed angry and out of control and yet...yet he was caring for him. That could make the other both happy and sad since he wanted him to care though he didn't want him to abandon him and this misunderstanding made him to do all of these to himself.

"S-stop it..your hurting me!"

Aoi flinched hearing Tsuki yelled at him...Did he had to say that? He seemed scared and angry to Tsuki...Maybe he came to tell him that they can remain friends. Shouldn't he apologize? He wanted to tell him something but it seemed to be too late to talk since it was the other's turn to do it. He bit his lips when he yelled again and started to hit the other`s chest many times.

"S-stupid! Stupid! "

Now even his tears were falling, Tsuki was shocked and surprised...now he had done it! He hurt Aoi again, he made him cry again...that was the only thing he'd ever did! He looked away, embarrassed what his own self.

"It IS my business! I decided what I wanted! And I came back because I've decided on you!! But unlike you I didn't take years!"

Tsuki`s eyes widened as he looked back at the shorter boy. That was the time he was pushed away. He also had a vertigo so that made him lost his balance and took a few steps back as hit the wall. It was bad, now he was sweating out of fever and breathing hard. He tried to focus on the other though.

"Now give me your phone so I can call for an ambulance! I'm already mad at you!! NOW TSUKI!"

The other`s voice cracked, his tears were falling, he was shaking and...glaring at Tsuki. Did he hate him now? It would have been good since he didn't want to trouble Tsuki, not at all though he couldn't answer. He wasn't feeling well, sliding down on the floor with a terrible expression. He wanted to touch the other but he didn't have the power to stand.

[Sosuke0549]

Aoi noticed that Tsuki lost his balance and took a few steps backward until he hit the wall. He suddenly didn't look so good. It was bad, now he was sweating and had a fever and was breathing hard. He slid down to the floor with a terrible expression, and with panic in Aoi's eyes he frantically looked and found Tsuki's phone calling the ambulance. What had he done! Once he found the others phone he remained by his side, holding his hand, and telling him to keep his eyes open as he cried and shrieked to the operator.

"Tsuki!.. don't die...Please don't die! "

He sobbed.

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Aoi Sat next to Tsuki's bed side. His body in a chair but his head to the others bed...and his fingers intertwined with his hand as he was fast asleep. If Tsuki looked around. He'd see that he was in a hospital, hooked up to machines and laying in a bed.

Aoi was so worried about him... you could see tear streaks on his cheeks.. How long was He there...by his side? How long did he cry?

[Ryouta]

"Tsuki!.. don't die...Please don't die! "

The other was begging him to stay alive and he could hear clearly how much the other was crying and sobbing though he couldn't see so clear that the other`s tears were falling down one by one for the black haired boy. All he could do was to listen and listen while his body was laid to the wall and his face was facing Aoi`s like he was looking but he couldn't see and raised his hands in order to reach the other but soon fell down and he closed his eyes, collapsed out of the shock of the other coming and telling him that he would stay and also the pain of the injures by the glasses of mirror that was given to him by his own.

 

He regretted that he misunderstood everything...

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After almost a half of the day, Tsuki finally woke out from that time he fainted. They took his to the hospital when the ambulance came and then the doctor bandaged his wounds. Was he alone all that time? Probably not since he could feel another person next to him all the time that gave him power...the straight not to give up.

He opened his eyes faintly, blinking a few times afterward though he couldn't still open the red eyes completely. He looked around, everywhere seemed so bright and white. Was he in the hospital? He tried to move his fingers but they seemed to be locked by something...or someone. He looked at the side as he saw someone familiar. He gulped his saliva down, feeling that he was powerless to talk but tried and managed out a very low voice calling his boyfriend.

"Aoi..."

He whispered then struggled to mover his hand, to squeeze the other`s so that he might notice that he had waken up. He called him again but then felt bad and closed his eyes, breathing hard.