Lover & Fighter ((Ryouta Basket & Pigeon))

[Ryouta]

He blushed deeply as he looked down and played with his fingers, he couldn`t get it at all. Maybe he could imagine a kiss but s..sex! How could it be possible? He didn`t know how two men could done it together!"But...How can the...s..sex?" He didn`t say it well, his voice was shaking, although the other said that he wouldn`t force him, he couldn`t really believe it! He looked at the other`s eyes and he managed to understand that how men do it but he wasn`t really sure and the...hole of men wasn`t created for doing that kind of things, was it? He didn`t know what to say...but he was a little curious. He wanted to know how was it like. He didn`t know that what have happened to him but it was strange.

[Kotorichan]

Ein gently held the boy's hand, frowning softly. "Haru, don't worry about it... I promise that you don't have to do that sort of thing with me. I'm very glad to have you as a friend... Okay" he smiled and pulled his hand away. "please just forget I said anything, it was very rude of me to mention something like that" he didn't like to see the other looking so scared and confused. He pulled away and stood up. "I'll leave you alone so that you can rest, I'll have a servant check up on you in a few minutes, just tell them if you need anything, okay?"

[Ryouta]

He could calm down a bit after he said those words but when he was going to leave, his eyes widened and he grabbed his hand fast as he looked into his eyes with a dark blush on the cheeks, there was a little on the ears to, he looked away and started pulling his shirt. He didn`t want him to leave. He wanted to tell him 'Please stay with me!' But he didn`t managed to, hoped that the other understand and sat next to him. His heart was beating hard like he wanted him to hold him. Like that the young prince had the right to touch him. He started to get hard just by his words. He wondered if he was too or not! Did he wanted his body only or he liked him?

[Kotorichan]

Ein stopped and walked back over to him. He sat down next to the boy with a nervous blush. "um, it doesn't bother you that I said all that stuff?" he asked softly. He felt like he had completely fallen for Haru. But he didn't think the boy would ever feel the same. He cleared his throat and looked away. "I-I mean... I really like you... Romantically I mean... Doesn't that bother you?" he bit his lip nervously. It was scary to say it out loud. He didn't want to be rejected but if he didn't say it when he had the chance he might regret it forever.

[Ryouta]

He looked at the other`s mysterious eyes when he sat down again.They were incredibly adorable. He was too close that it was hard to breath, his beauty was taking his breath away. he stared at the other for a while, not be able to look down any longer, like he was spelled, he wanted to kiss him but he couldn`t. What was this feeling? How could he call it?? He was still looking with the dark blush on his face . He knew that if he kept looking, the other would do something. He was still holing his hands , he mouth up to speak, they were too close."I don`t think...that would bother....me!Since it`s...you..."He didn`t know what he said himself.

[Kotorichan]

Ein felt his breath catch in his throat at the boy's words. "Haru..." He murmured. He bit his lip lightly to try to control himself. The younger boy looked so beautiful and it was so hard to resist. He leaned forward, cupping Haru's cheek in his hand, and gently kissed him on the lips. He was careful not to push too much since he didn't want to upset the other, but the feeling was so amazing. He moved his hand up into Haru's hair, gently running his fingers through the soft locks. After a brief moment of kissing he slowly pulled away.

[Ryouta]

Ryou`s eyes widened and he body shivered for a second when he felt his warm and soft lips against his. He still couldn`t look down, staring at the other, blushing even darker than before. His mouth opened and shut many times like he wanted to say something but he soon forgot it. He squeezed the blanket with one hand and he grabbed his hand that was trying to be pulled away. He looked down and then he fast looked at the other again as he pulled his hand and placed it on his right chest. He wanted him to know that how did that think he had done messed him up! How he was nervous and embarrassed about it and how he liked it by feeling his fast heart beats.

[Kotorichan]

Ein bit his lip lightly as he looked at the boy. He felt like Haru wanted to say something. He blushed softly at the feeling of Haru's heart beating, he felt his heart doing the same thing. He hesitantly moved closer. He wanted to do more, but he was scared that he might be moving too quickly. "Haru..." his voice was soft and slow "how do you feel about me?" he looked away after the question, he was so scared that he might be rejected by the boy. The idea made his stomach twist into a painful knot. But he had to know.

[Ryouta]

Ryou`s heart beats were fast. He started to hear the older prince`s heart beat too. His hands on his chest were big and hot, he didn`t know how to reply specially when he looked away. He didn`t want to reject him. He know that it would make him feel bad but he wasn`t sure what this feeling was. He wanted to be sure, he was curious and he wanted to know. Both about the feeling and him. He grabbed his face and turned it to his. He wanted to see his colorful eyes. He stared at it for a while then he started shivering, he said in a low voice. "I...I think I like you too..." He really said it, he couldn`t stop looking again, he started stroking his hair and blushing deeper, he didn`t know what was going to happen next.

[Kotorichan]

Ein smiled softly and leaned in closer, his lips almost brushing against Haru's. He wanted to touch the boy so badly but was worried that he was moving too quickly. "does that mean you're okay if I... touch you?" he asked softly. He let his hand move down on Haru's chest, making it obvious what he was asking for. He knew that he couldn't resist this boy, he wasn't sure how it had happened but he knew that the was completely head over heels in love with him. he lightly bit down on his lip, doing his best to keep holding himself back.

[Ryouta]

His partner came closer, they were so close, their lips were almost touched. He tried to move back but somehow, he didn`t manage to do it!! He started trembling as he heard that. He wasn`t really sure and it made him more uncomfortable and nervous. His lips were shivering, he grabbed the blanket tightly and tried to control himself not to do something wrong , he looked away. He was now red like a tomato. He was cute and adorable. like that, he deep breath and looked at the other as he grabbed his shirt with his both hand and whispered. "I...don`t...know..." He didn`t want it but he wanted it. Somehow between them.

[Kotorichan]

Ein slowly pulled his hands away. "I'll wait until you want me to..." he said with a sad smile. "I don't want to force you to do something like that with me..." he was a little bit sad that Haru didn't want to be touched, but it didn't bother him too much. "I should let you rest, you're probably tired." he ran a hand through the boy's hair. "I'll send someone to bring you food soon, okay?" he wasn't planning on avoiding Haru, but he thought that the boy must be tired after such a long day. He didn't want to stress him out by sticking around too long.

[Ryouta]

Ryou felt a bit better and soon nodded as he lay on the bed and turned with face from him. He didn`t want him to see his embarrassing face. He was such a kind prince. For a moment he thought that he was going to do it with Ein but he didn`t forced him to. He was happy. He pulled the blanket over his body and closed his eyes, smiling. He said in a low voice. "Thank you for your concern, then I`ll rest for a bit..." He tried to sleep but he felt the warmth on his lips again, he opened his eyes. Maybe he was just imagining things but the warmth of the other`s lip...he could still feel it. He slowly brushed his finger on his lips, Tried to avoid it.

[Kotorichan]

Ein nodded and stood up"I'll visit you again later" he said before leaving the room. He let out a soft sigh once the door was closed. He was glad that he had been able to stop himself. It would have made him feel terrible if he had hurt the boy. He pushed his hair out of his face and went to find his father. He hadn't talked to the man all day and he had to keep trying to postpone the war. It was starting to look hopeless. Ein was going to try to set up a peace treaty as soon as he was king, vut he didn't know how possible it would be to get the man to wait for three months.

[Ryouta]

He slept a few minutes after his master left. He didn`t sleep very well. He saw all nightmares and it was freaking him out. He started sweating and and moaning slowly. He was scared and he didn`t like it, panting lightly, he started to become red a bit and having a terrible fever. He was seeing his father and brother first, telling him that he betrayed them. He prefer to stay with the enemy than protecting his own country but that wasn`t true at all. All he wanted was peace. Afterward, he saw prince Ein with a sword and a scary face that he had never seen before. "You lied to me...You shall die!" He said as he lift his sword. He wanted to stab his neck that he woke up and started screaming loudly as he sat on the bed and started breathing heavily. He wasn`t feeling well.

[Kotorichan]

Ein had been on his way to visit Haru. He heard the boy screaming and rushed in. "Haru? What's wrong?" he hurried over to the bed, looking down at him with deep concern. He sat down next to him and lightly touched his cheek. It was clear that Ein was exhausted, things hadn't gone well with his father. The man had gone off on how he had a dream that showed him the future, and that Harakouyu was building an army of demons to kill them all. Ein knew that his father was just going crazy, but everyone would still listen to him even if it was complete madness.

[Ryouta]

Ryou looked at the other. As his eyes met his, he noticed he was dreaming but still...still those eyes from his dream, freaked the hell out of him. He moved back and glanced at the other. He started shaking as he grabbed the blanket and started panting lightly. His heart was still beating fast and he didn`t know what should he do and what was wrong with him! He just had to deep breath and relax but he just couldn`t do it. He moved back more, not looking at the other`s eyes. He was scared at him. If the other understood that who he was, then everything would have been over for him. He would die! Immediately!

[Kotorichan]

Ein's eyes widened as he saw Haru pulling away. He didn't understand what he had done to scare the boy this badly. "Haru? what's wrong? did something happen while I was gone?" his gentle voice was full of concern. He moved a little bit closer and reached out to touch his face. He was feeling upset from his meeting with his father and wanted Haru's presence to help him calm down. He had no idea what he could have done wrong but the boy seemed to be terrified of him. He just hoped that he could figure it out.

[Ryouta]

He didn`t know what was wrong with him but as the other touched him, he felt the his cheeks ached and his heart was jumping out of his chest from the fear. He slapped the other`s hand without control . His eyes widened as he bowed at the other, shivering a bit. "I...I`m sorry...so sorry..." He said as he sat straight again, looking at the window. He wanted to go back to his own country. It was really like betraying his family. He grabbed his lap tightly as he lay and turned his face from the other. He wanted to be alone. He wanted to relax and then he shall apologize probably after he felt better but he didn`t know if he would be angry or not.

[Kotorichan]

Ein's eyes widened when Haru slapped his hand away. He didn't understand why the boy was suddenly acting so strangely. His face showed no sign of anger, just deep sadness. "I'll leave..." he said softly. "I'm sorry that the things I said earlier bothered you so much..." he couldn't think of any other reason for Haru's actions. He slowly stood up and bowed. "I didn't mean to scare you... He murmured before quickly leaving the room. He felt like an idiot for thinking that Haru was okay with what he had said and done.

[Ryouta]

When the prince left the room, Ryou felt so guilty that he wanted to walk outside and apologize again but he just couldn`t. He slapped the prince`s hand. He was so rude. Any other prince would have immediately put him into a prison or kicked him out of the castle. He sat on the bed bed and put his head on his knees, started shivering. He wanted to cry. He regretted about leaving his family and country. He regret it all. He couldn`t fall in love with Ein because it would be like his finance and that would be of course betraying his father. He didn`t want to hurt him but he had no choice. He tried to think that how he can escape from the castle.

[Kotorichan]

Ein went back to his own room and lay down. He stared at the ceiling, trying to figure out what to do. It made sense... Haru probably hadn't wanted to come to the castle in the first place and then Ein had done those things to him. He covered his face with his hands, somehow he had believed that Haru might actually develop feelings for him. He wondered if there was some way to make Haru like him, or if he should just tell Haru that he could leave. The second option seemed to make the most sense. Ein sighed softly, he decided to give the boy some time to calm down before he went to talk to him.

[Ryouta]

Ryou slept again since he didn`t sleep well and he had a headache. He managed to sleep well this time with no nightmares. When he woke up, he moaned a bit and tried to sat up. His shoulder hurt and ached. He held it and tried to be patient. He knew that it would be healed soon. He started to think what happened the last time he was awake as he reminded and shocked looking at the front with no movement. He had to apologize. He get out of bed and changed his clothes as he walked out. He managed to find a maid. He about where Ein`s room was then he rushed to the room and knocked. He walked inside. He was looking down. He sat on the ground and bowed his head. "My prince! Forgive me! Please...punish me for what I`ve done..."

[Kotorichan]

"come in" Ein called when he heard the knock on his door. He was laying on bed reading. His eyes widened in shock as the boy came running in. He quickly got out of bed when he heard the apology. "Haru, calm down. I'm not going to punish you for anything" he hurried over to crouch down by the boy. "I'm the one who should be apologizing, I brought you here against your will and then I kissed you and..." he shook his head sadly. "I'm so sorry... I've been under so much stress with trying to prevent the war... Then you came along and I somehow fell for you... I'm sorry for what I've done, you can leave whenever you want..." he bowed his head sadly.

[Ryouta]

The other said...that he could leave. Well...that was good right? He could now leave without worrying and get back to his family but...would they except him? Would they even let him get back to the country?? Maybe they didn`t even want him and they were happy that he left and even if they let him get back to the castle, he was going to be behaved like before again. Which part of the was good so he finally noticed that there was no way he wanted to go back there. He was just nervous and he couldn`t believe the fact that he was at the enemies castle now but he wasn`t helping them. He decided to stay with his master because hew had the ability to stop the war and he would helped him. He bowed again and asked low. "Can`t I stay by your side from now on, m...my prince?"