~Two sides of a man~ (Bellala99 and Ayakashiu) 18+

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre couldn't help but chuckle softly as he watched Liam a bit curiously. The guy seemed rather excited to go on a date, and even while exchanging numbers he seemed happy. The stripper let out a soft sigh as he pushed his hands back into his pockets and let out a smile.

 

"Well... The water park seems like a nice idea. Or just a picnic, if you're up for something calmer." He smiled and lightly shook his head before grinning. "Look, why don't you decide the time and I'll think about the place more?" The blond offered with a wide smile before glancing around, a small smirk plastered on his face. "If you want something more private, that can be worked out too." Pierre teased with a wink before laughing warmly. Surely, he had no problems talking about dirty stuff, seeing as he was a stripper...

[Ayakashiu]

Liam thought for a moment, liking both of the ideas, but he didn't know the girl, so he couldn't really decide. But then Pierre started hinting on something more private and Liam blushed again. Clearing his throat, he answered the guy. "I-I think it's best if we stick with something more public for the first time, don't you? I mean..we don't even know each other yet and.."

 

He was interupted by two of his friends calling out for him. The classes were over for today and they planned to study together afterwards. He flinched, nervous that his friends might somehow know what's going on here. "Sorry, I got to run. Em, I'll text you the time and maybe it's really best if you choose the place this time?" He was already half turned, when he added. "Oh and I'm really grateful you're doing this to me.." He waved goodbye and smiled shyly, before running to his friends.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre smiled warmly at the other guy. Really, such a cutie... "Sure, then I think a picnic would be better." He said with a warm chuckle as he looked at Liam. The stripper nodded slightly at the guy when he had to go and laughed warmly at the thanks. "Don't worry, I really like doing this." He teased with a grin as he watched the other run off... And of course, his eyes drifted down to his ass. Cute.

 

When Pierre got home, he immediately went to take a nap, then ate a bit and left for the strip club. However, almost through all his work he thought about Liam and the upcoming date with him. He probably looked a bit out, so the owner scolded him a bit... He really didn't like that, because this was where he got his money from! If Pierre was to lose his job here, he could say good bye to his apartament.

[Ayakashiu]

The rest of Liam's day passed without anything exciting happening. They went to a friend's place, the one's who still didn't want to talk to him, because of that message he send him during class, and they studied. After, he made an excuse to go home, since the athmosphere was a little tense, instead of staying for a movie.

 

When he came home, he made himself something to eat, then plomped in front of the TV. He thought about how lucky he got today and that he needs to thank his friends, since they were the ones who took him to that club. He wondered, who Pierre will choose for him and he regreted suggesting the weekend. There was still a whole Friday left tomorrow and Liam was free, so he'll have enough time to be nervous. He didn't have any classes on Fridays, so he thought of looking for a part-time job.

 

Before he went to sleep, he checked his phone, but there were no new text. Liam felt a little disappointed, but he still send one to Pierre. "Thanks again! I really owe you one, for doing this for me Liam"

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre was cursing quietly to himself as he was scanning over a book. They had an important test tomorrow... Sure, he didn't really like studying- heck, he hated it! But... He still couldn't mess this one up. The blond was only wearing his boxers, his legs crossed as he tried to memorize as much information as he could when his phone vibrated.

 

Mentally cursing, he grabbed the phone and let out a soft sigh at who it was. With a soft mumble he began replying. "No big deal, my pleasure ;)" Pierre sent the text out and tossed his phone away to go back to studying. He ended up falling asleep on the table, however... He was never good with studying. Ever. Not even when he was a little child.

 

When morning came, Pierre woke up a bit startled by his alarm. He groaned out loudly when he realized how he fell asleep yesterday, took a quick shower, fed his pets and ran off to college. Fridays were also the day when he had most work in the strip club... Everyone wanted some relaxation after work, and stripping was quite the sight after all.

[Ayakashiu]

Liam's hand shot for his phone, when it rang, and seeing it was from Pierre, made him smile. He was really grateful to the guy. He slowly drifted to sleep.

 

Liam woke up the next day, checking the clock. It said 9 am. It felt really good to sleep longer and have no obligations today. Whoever decided first years get free Fridays, is soooo cool! Liam thought to himself, getting out of bed and making himself some breakfast. While he was eating, he was checking his list of potential work places; they were mostly cafes.

 

By 10 am, he was already on his way to the first cafe. He had a scholarship, that covered his apartment and food, but since he also needed to buy a lot of stuff for school, there was hardly any money left for him. And since he was free on Fridays, he could work then and on the weekends. He just really didn't want to bother his parents with this.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre overslept. He actually fucking overslept. The man was running to college, without shower, without breakfast, because if he failed this test, he'd be dead! The blond let out a loud, relieved sigh when he made it to his destination, barely on time... But he still made it. That was the point.

 

Even so, he felt like he would fail this test anyway. Or maybe pass just by the slightest... He let out a sigh as he handed in the paper and looked at the clock. Almost 12 pm. He had a lot of time until his work, so... Why not go out into the city to have a bit of fun?

 

As he was leaving the college, Pierre yawned and stretched before grabbing his phone. "Hey, can you make it today at 4 pm? Central park, if you can. Everything'll be ready when you come ;)" Pierre sent the text out for Liam, hoping the guy could come and help him pass time. Work only started at 8 pm, so he had a ton of time...

[Ayakashiu]

Liam was running out of energy, so he plomped on the nearest bench, leaning back, his head falling limply to his chest. He checked ton of cafes; few rejected him right at the start, saying they don't need help anymore and at the others, he had an interview and they all told him they will get back to him. It felt like he failed, although he still might get a call from them.

 

He pulled out his phone, turning it on. He turned it off in the morning, not wanting to be disturbed right in the middle of the interviews. He had two new messages; one from his friend and one from..Pierre? He checked that one first, excited to see if it contains details of his date. "Damn! It's already past 3 o'clock.." he murmured, pulling his hand thorugh his hair. He was probably a mess, but he didn't have the time to go home before. This was his chance, so he didn't want to say no. He'll just explain the situation to the girl; if she's nice, she'll understand.

 

He answered Pierre while he was walking towards the park. He was getting really nervous; he wanted this date to be perfect, but obviously everything had to go wrong from the start! When he arrived at the entrance, he texted Pierre again: I'm at the entrance. Should I wait here or..? Liam

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre hummed quietly to himself as he placed the blanket on the ground, set out every meal and drink he got. That included sandwiches, soda, some vegetables and cookies alongside with cinnamon rolls. Almost everything was home-made! And in his bag, Pierre had a bottle of wine for evening... He hoped both of them would be in a mood for a drink.

 

When his phone vibrated, the stripper let out a quiet sigh. If this wasn't Liam... His expression quickly lightened up when he saw that the text was indeed from his date. The blond smiled at his phone before adding the few last rolls as he stood up and stretched, already jogging towards the entrance. "Wait, I'll come to you soon." He sent out the message hurriedly and pushed his phone into the pocket as he got closer to the entrance.

 

When he noticed Liam, the blond smiled warmly and stopped, tilting his head. "Come on, I got everything ready." He hurried the other before pushing his hands into his pockets with a wide smile. "Thanks for coming on such a short notice..." He murmured out softly as he smiled again.

[Ayakashiu]

Liam checked his message and smiled. He was happy that Pierre was here too; things won't be so awkward if he'll introduce them in the beginning.

 

He waved at the nearing figure that was Pierre, really nervous now. "Oh it's no problem. Em..thank you, for all the effort!" Liam couldn't belive that the guy was so nice, that he even prepared everything for him. He loved picnics as a child. He smiled back at the blonde, while he followed him. "You know..I really appreciate you doing this. And keeping quiet about it. I was kind of too embarassed to tell my friends about it.." He looked shyly at the guy walking next to him, waiting if there will be any teasing.

 

As he looked at him, he noticed how handsome he is, while he looked totally disheveled. "Oh and I'm really sorry for looking like this! I wanted to go home and get at least a change of clothes, but it was already late, when I saw your message, so I came directly here. I usually put more effort into my looks." He felt the need to explain himself in front of this guy, even though he should be doing that in front of his date. He ruffled his hair a little, hoping he will look at least presentable.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre smiled warmly at how embarrassed the guy was and only chuckled, lightly shaking his head. "Don't worry, anyone would be nervous for a first time." He chuckled lightly as they walked alongside. The blond tossed another glance towards Liam and smiled warmly. He still couldn't believe that for keeping his secret this guy asked for a date.. He didn't even know this guy was gay!

 

When he heard the explanation for Liam's appearance, the blond could only laugh. "Please, I really don't care about how you look." He teased just before they reached the destination. Pierre smiled warmly as he pushed his hands into pockets, looking at his date with warm eyes. He hoped Liam would like all this... It wasn't that cheap!

 

"Well, let's start our date, shall we?" Pierre teased with a wink as he sat down with no worry in his eyes. "Come on, you've gotta try these!" Pierre said as he held out one cookie for Liam, right now looking completely... Innocent. Pierre wanted a proper relationship, yes, and maybe.. Just maybe, this was his chance to get one. He better not screw this up.

[Ayakashiu]

Liam was surprised at how nice the guy was. Since he danced in the strip club, he imagined him to be..different. And he thought he would care more about how people looked; Liam cared a lot about his looks. "Well you might not mind, but she.." He was cut off by Pierre saying: "Well, let's start our date, shall we?"

 

Liam could only stop and stare. He blinked a few times, then kept staring at the guy, processing his words. Our date? Shouldn't it be my date? Liam was really confused and totally stunned. He couldn't even react when Pierre offered him a cookie. He looked at everything he prepared, realizing how much effort he put into all of this. But he still couldn't understand. Why would he even want to have a date with me? We're both guys..

 

Liam cleared his throat. "W-what do you mean our date? You mean that you and I will..have a date now?" He still couldn't really comprehend that this was happening, even as he was saying the words.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre blinked a few times when he heard the short, simple word 'she'. Did he look like a girl? Was there supposed to be someone else? The blond was equally confused as he sat on the blanket, staring up at Liam as his hand with the cookie in it slowly lowered. Did he mess up already? It seemed like he did.

 

Pierre furrowed his brows a bit when he heard the uncertain question. He nodded slowly, setting the cookie aside. "Wasn't this what you asked for?" He asked with clear confusion in his voice. The light brown eyes slowly closed as he groaned out and simply laid down on the blanket, his hands underneath his head - like a pillow.

 

"If this wasn't what you wanted, then what did you want?" He asked with slight, barely sensible coldness seeping into his voice. The blond reached for a sandwich and began eating just as he waited for the answer. He didn't understand. Was he the one who misunderstood the request?

[Ayakashiu]

Liam felt horrible; and it wasn't because there wasn't a girl waiting here for him. Well maybe a little, but the main reason was, he didn't want to get into a fight with Pierre. He was obviously confused and angered by his question. What should I do now? He really wanted for them to become friends, since he liked the guy and he wanted to have a lot of friends.

 

He slowly sat on the blanket, trying to buy himself more time to come up with an appropriate answer. It obviously took a lot of effort to prepare all this, Liam noticed, as he looked around the blanket. It would be very rude of him to just walk away now and he wasn't raised like that. He took a deep breath, before starting to explain.

 

"Well.." he laughed nervousy, "I actually expected a girl to be here, since we are both boys right?" He took a peek at Pierrre, before quickly adding, "But that was just because I didn't expect you to want to go on a date with me! I don't mind it, it was just a misunderstanding from my side! I..think you're probably a better company than some random girl might be." He smiled shyly at the guy, hoping he won't be mad. He reached for the cookie that was offered to him before. "Since we're both here, we can just have a date, like you planned right?" They were both guys, but they could still have a friendly date; they will just hang out, like Liam did a lot of times with his friends.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre was seriously getting annoyed when Liam didn't answer. He wasn't really angry, but... If he did something wrong, was it that hard to just say it? The blond sighed as he stuffed in the rest of the sandwich, chewing it quietly while continuing to lay on his back.

 

When he heard the first statement, Pierre raised his eyebrows and lifted himself up a bit to look at the other. "I don't see the problem in us both being guys." He mumbled out quietly before blinking a few times as the other continued explaining. "Wait, so you expected me to set you up with a girl?" He asked with such utter surprise in his mouth, it seemed almost embarrassing. "Why didn't you say so? I thought you were asking me out on a date!" He exclaimed before groaning and plopping down on his back. "Well, there goes a bottle of wine to waste." He groaned out.

 

"A date? So you don't mind this?" Pierre questioned as he sat up completely to look at Liam. "I mean, I thought you were straight." He said with a raised eyebrow before sighing and laying down on his stomach to take a cucumber and eat it. "Or am I misunderstanding things again?" The blond asked with a small smirk.

[Ayakashiu]

Liam noticed that the other said he doesn't mind them both being guys but..he couldn't understand what two boys would do with each other. Being gay was frowned upon where he came from anyways. And how did he understand that I was asking him on a date?? Liam thought back and realized that Pierre really agreed to his request quickly. He just said to him, he wanted a date, not that he wants him to organize a date. No wonder he misunderstood!

 

Liam sighted. He wanted to date a nice girl, get married, have a family..but was that really what he wanted or were that his parent's wishes? It's not like he actually liked a girl before..

 

He used a very ugly word in his mind, before he answered the guy now sitting next to him. "No, I don't mind." He blushed slightly when saying that, but as he thought, there wasn't any difference between going on a date with a girl or with a guy. A date is still a date and Pierre here was a good company, so why not go on a date with him? Everything was set already and he could still say he had some experience since he was on a date before. And it won't even be awkward, since they are both boys!

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre blinked a few times when the other said that he didn't mind it after all. So he wasn't straight after all? The blond let out a small smile as he finished the cucmber and let out a soft sigh. "Well, dig in then." He chucked softly before taking another sandwich for himself. The man was eyeing Liam for a bit - his lap, to be exact. It was a bit uncomfortable to sit... He felt like laying down, and lap was usually the best pillow while outside. Well, except for a real pillow.

 

Pierre grunted softly as he turned a bit and layed down, placing his head on the other's lap. "Hope you don't mind." He muttered out with a light grin as he continued eating the sandwich with cheese. His light brown eyes slowly closed as a soft sigh left his mouth. He liked calm dates like this... They helped him relax, at the very least. And he didn't get this too often. "Thanks for not running away once you realized." He mumbled out quietly, keeping his eyes closed for the moment.

 

"Anyway, how come you've never had a date before?" Pierre asked before opening his eyes only to grab a cookie and close them again. Liam's lap was comfy...

[Ayakashiu]

"Thanks for the food~" Liam said with a smile, before he took a sandwich too. They were good! But he suddenly froze, when he felt a head in his lap. Who said this won't be awkward?? He felt really awkward right now! Pierre seemed like this was something completely normal, but Liam didn't even dare to move. The guy's head was dangerously close to his certain regions and Liam felt hot all of a sudden.

 

"Thanks for not running away once you realized."

Realized what? Liam thought, figuring the blonde is probably talking about the date.

 

"Anyway, how come you've never had a date before?"

And that was the question Liam hoped he could avoid. That was the reason he didn't mention that fact often; people tended to become curious and look at him like he was special. But Pierre's reaction was different, he ask about it casually, not seeming all that interested. And that's why Liam felt comfortable talking to him about it. "Well, I come from a small village, so there aren't a lot of girls to choose from in the first place..and I also didn't really like any of them, so I just refused to go on a date with them." He shruged, taking a bite out of his sandwich, leaning back on one of his arms. "What's the point in going on a date, if it's a pain to even talk with that person? I just wanted to meet someone nice..and I figured now is my chance, since there are so many people here."

 

He was quiet for a moment, deciding if he should ask the guy lying in his lap, the question that's been bothering him since the first time they met, or not. He had nothing to loose so..he decided to ask. "So how did you end up dancing at that club?"

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre let out a quiet grunt as he listened to the other explain. The blond sighed quietly, opening his eyes to look at Liam. So he was from a small village, huh? "Didn't you ever think of searching for a guy you like?" He asked calmly before finishing off the cookie and taking another to eat again. Damn, he liked these... It was pretty surprising to himself that he managed to make these from the first try like that!

 

The question he heard, however, made him freeze. His expression turned into an ice cold one for a moment before he looked away. "I'd rather not talk about that." The blond said quietly, and even though he tried to seem as cool as possible about it, there were still hints of sadness... Even betrayal. After all, who wouldn't be sad about their own parents making them leave the house and live somewhere else, by themselves while they haven't even finished high school?

 

Pierre sighed softly as he closed his eyes again, letting his body relax. "So, what brings you here then? Why didn't you just stay in your village?" The blond asked somewhat lazily, hoping to just brush off the previous question. He shifted a bit on Liam's lap to get more comfortable, his head now placed a bit closer to his abdomen, yet still on his lap. For now.

[Ayakashiu]

Liam just laughed at Pierre's question. "You're seriously asking me that?" His parents would disown him and no one from the village would speak to him again. Not to mention he doesn't think he likes boys; true, he never thought about it but..he didn't think he was gay. He had nothing against them, he just never felt any attraction towards boys; not that he'll tell that to Pierre. A memory resurfaced, when he saw his date dancing and he got aroused, but he refused to remembered that; it happened because of the mood. Who is immune to people dancing striptease anyway?

 

He noticed he made a mistake, asking the guy lying in his lap about his job. "I'm sorry..it was a personal question." He just hoped things wouldn't get awkward because of it. And they didn't. Pierre just continued with questions. But just as Liam was about to answer him, the guy had to shift in his lap, making him tense again. He tried to wiggle himself from under him a little, putting some distance between Pierre's head and his sensitive parts.

 

"W-well, I got the scholarship and I hated the close-mindedness of people there." God, why did he had to put his head there?? "And I didn't have anyone I like, so moving to city meant a new beginning to me." Liam stopped moving, since he was only making it harder on himself. He got flustered while speaking, but he hoped Pierre won't notice that. "S-so where do you come from?"

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre raised a brow when the other questioned his question. The blond sighed softly as he looked up at the guy with somewhat lazy eyes. "I don't see the problem. Why can't you find yourself a guy? I mean, you had no problems going out on a date with me." He said calmly, matter-of-factly. The guy sighed out softly as he closed his eyes and placed one hand on his own stomach. It was comfortable to keep it there...

 

Pierre grumbled in annoyance when Liam shifted. It was uncomfortable for his head again... The guy sighed as he lifted his head up only to place it just milimeteres away from the other's cock. It was soft there... The blond sighed contently as he listened to his date talk, nodding slightly as he yawned softly.

 

"Me? I was born in France, if that's what you're asking." He murmured out the answer, quietly begging for the other not to question more. He didn't want to be in a zone that close to his parents. "So, are you bi or gay?" Pierre asked, relaxing his body completely as he nuzzled lightly into the other's lap.

[Ayakashiu]

Liam looked down at the guy, lying in his lap. "You really don't know how life in a small village looks like, do you? Everyone knows everything about what's happening there, so if I would find myself a boyfriend, I couldn't keep it a secret for long. And everyone would freak out, meaning I would basically be an outcast.." And that was one of Liam's biggest fears too; he wanted to be accepted, that's why he put so much effort into making friends.

 

Liam was just thinking of how he should tell Pierre, that he actually had a little trouble, when it came to seeing this as a "proper" date, as the other moved his head again. Why is this happening?? If the other would turn his head, his mouth would be directly in front of Liam's member; that kind of thoughts only made everything worse. He felt the heat gathering down there and he was painfully aware of the other male.

 

"France? That's really interesting. I guess I could figure that out from your name." Liam smiled nervously, his breathing elevated a little. "And I don't know..I never was with a girl or with a boy..I thought I was straight actually." He hoped Pierre will stop asking him this questions, since he didn't have the right answers for them. He groaned a little, when the other nuzzled into his lap, definitely getting hard now. "I'm sorry! Can you please move your head 'cause..em..my leg is falling alseep!" Liam was all red in the face, hoping he wasn't too obvious, but he needed to get the other's head away from there.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre shut up when the other mentioned being an outcast. He knew that too well... Not being accepted once his sexuality was known, that was something the blond knew well enough to know how much it hurts. But... What exactly was worse? Not accepting your own self or having others do the same? Pierre couldn't find the answer for that. He didn't know what was worse, or what was better... He knew both of those feelings. He lied to himself about everything, most people found him weird once they knew about his sexuality, too.

 

"You thought you were straight? So now you don't think that way?" Pierre questioned with sharp eyes as he looked at the younger boy, as if he was prey. "How come? I mean... Haven't you even found someone you like? Anyone that caused you to, I don't know, either be aroused or feel those butterflies in your stomach? Y'know, just how in the books?" The man questioned with a light grin.

 

His eyebrows rose at Liam's red face and the sudden plead to get his head off. Staying quiet for a moment, Pierre sighed out quietly. "Really now... You're hard." He said as if that was absolutely normal as he lifted himself up a bit. "Come with me, I'll help you take care of it." The blond said calmly as he stood up, dragging the other up as well. A small grin appeared on his face as he suddenly wrapped an arm around his waist. "Though, if you want, I can also do it here~" Pierre winked with a light chuckle.

[Ayakashiu]

Liam sighted, not knowing how to explain properly. He was taught to like girls, to marry one day and have kids. He was listening to that every day of his life, but now that he was away from his family, he wasn't so sure he wanted that anymore. He just wanted to find someone for himself; he never thought to look among the boys though. "No, I never had anyone like that..but it would have been nice."

 

The blonde's next words shocked him. "I-I..how do you know?? And..it's just a physical reaction! Since you were moving around so much, it doesn't mean anything." He was so embarassed, whishing that the earth would open under him and swallow him whole.

 

When he was pulled up, he tried hiding the bulge on his pants, covering it with his free hand. "You aren't serious! Someone might come by..and thanks for the offer but..I just need to go to the toilet and it will probably disappear until then. So, if you could just..em..point me into the right direction.." What am I talking about? God, I just want to disappear now..he must think I'm such a child. Liam was looking to the ground this whole time, not wanting to look the other into the eyes, afraid he might see a mocking expression there.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

"How do I know? Isn't it obvious?" Pierre asked with raised eyebrows as he pulled Liam to himself, a playful grin on his face. He glanced down as the other covered himself up and let out a quiet chuckle. "Yeah, yeah, whatever suits you." He said with a playful expression as he pulled the other off.

 

"There aren't any bathrooms near." The blond said calmly as they reached an abandoned building. It was near where the park ended so there weren't really many people around. His sharp eyes were looking straight into Liam's as a small smirk grew on his face. "You prefer handjobs or blowjobs?" He asked quietly, moving one hand down to push off the younger's hand from his crotch.

 

Pierre began gently tracing the outlines of his cock, giving it a soft, gentle squeeze from time to time. His hands were clearly experienced as he moved his mouth to the other's ear. "Relax and don't struggle too much... I won't hurt you." He said in a voice that came out a bit too husky... It wasn't really what he intended to do. It was... An accident, one could say. "It's kind of my fault you're like this, no? Let me help you..."