~Two sides of a man~ (Bellala99 and Ayakashiu) 18+

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre listened to the explanation while mentally making notes. "Kay, so basically just spending time together without anything more intimate, right?" He asked with a light grin. So, he just had to change one thing about how he imagined dates - crossing sex out. He would have to be alright with kisses... Or wasn't he supposed to kiss the other too? No, nonsense. Of course he could kiss him - how else would he show his feelings?

 

"I don't mind, I don't mind." The blond brushed it off with a smile as he put his bag down in the entrance room, then walked around the house. The man huffed quietly until he found the bathroom and went in for a few minutes. Nature's calling. After that, the blond exited and made way to the kitchen. He didn't seem too tense, so he just opened up the fridge and smiled to himself when he found juice. Yummy!

 

"I'm in the kitchen!" Pierre called back, just as he poured himself a glass of the refreshing juice. He smiled to himself as he sat down, running a hand through his hair with closed eyes. He really hoped this would work out at some point. He didn't want to get his own hopes up for nothing...

[Ayakashiu]

Liam followed the voice, finding Pierre sitting in the kitchen. "Oh I see you found juice, great. Do you want anything else?" Liam asked, trying to be a good host. He still had a towel on his head, since his hair didn't get dry quickly, it being a little longer. He was now getting kind of nervous, having this guy in his home. His apartement suddenly seemed so simple and plain, and Liam wished he had something better to show. At least he didn't get to live in the crowded dorms, which he deeply appreciated.

 

"So, what do you want to do now?" Liam asked, grabbing another cookie. He liked them, especially since the blonde made them himself. They made him feel like he was home, since he still didn't get used to living on his own, in his own apartement. "I know my place isn't much but..it's all I've got." Liam smiled nervously, wondering what kind of apartement could Pierre afford, because of his job. "Oh I can give you a tour if you want, although it's small. If I get a part-time job, I plan to renovate it a little, make it feel more like home.."

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

"Nah, I'm good." Pierre answered as he took a gulp of the juice. The blond looked around the kitchen with a small smile. His own apartment was far smaller. He could only afford a two-room flat. He had a small bedroom, a living room, a kitchen and a bathroom. He was okay with living that way, actually. As long as he had a place to sleep in and some food, he was happy with everything he could possibly have.

 

The blond blinked a few times when the other asked the question and huffed quietly. "I don't know... We could do something to get to know each other a bit better?" He offered just before Liam offered a tour around the house. "Oh, sure! I'd love to~" The man said with a light grin as he stood up. "It's always interesting to see how others live." The stripper commented with a chuckle as he tossed in a cookie into his mouth, waiting to be led somewhere.

[Ayakashiu]

Liam noticed the blonde looking around, checking out his place. What is he thinking? Does he like it? He finished with his cookie, droping the towel around his neck, so the hair won't wet his shirt. "Come on then." Liam said starting his tour. "So this is kitchen, as you already noticed. My parents insisted that I at least have decent oven, so they bought me a new one, although I don't really cook a lot. I'm alone and it's easier to just grab something on my way home."

 

Liam headed to the living room, then bathroom, quickly showing his guest around, before arriving at a small work room. "So this is kind of my office. I usually study here or take care of important things." There was a table with a cosy chair, a phone and a bookshelf with all of Liam's books. He wasn't really a bookworm, but he did appreaciate some good literature. The next room was his bedroom. He was kind of nervous showing it, because he usually didn't bring his guests here. But it would be weird if he would left it out. "And this is my bedroom. The door right there leads to another small bathroom.." He didn't make his bed in the morning, so it was still messy, but he hoped the blonde wouldn't mind. He loved his bed, since it was king sized, big enough for two, allowing him to stretch all over it. "And that's it! It's not much, as I said.."

 

Liam turned around to Pierre. "So you mentioned doing something to get to know each other? What did you had in mind?" He did want to know more about the blonde, finding him interesting.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre was rather fascinated when the other showed him around. This was definitely bigger than his own little flat.... And it seemed more comfortable, too. The blond smiled lightly, nodding as the other talked briefly about some of the rooms. His eyes showed a small hint of jealousy when he saw the huge bed. It seemed so damn comfortable... And big. At least twice as big as his own little bed. That was why he barely asked anyone into his own home... Not even his customers. The customers brought him home instead, or they just did it somewhere in the street. He didn't care as long as he got his money.

 

The blond blinked, awoken from his thought by the question. "Ah? Oh, that.. Well, I was thinking we could play the question game or something." He said with a smile as he walked and sat down on the other's bed, sighing out contently. "I hope you don't mind~" He said with a wink and a laugh as he looked at Liam. "Your house is nice, y'know. I'd like to live here." He teased with a playful grin before letting out a soft smile.

[Ayakashiu]

Seeing the blond on his bed..did things to Liam, so he sat down too, focusing on the conversation, as not to think about stupid things. "You really think so?" he asked with an excited voice, really happy about the fact, Pierre has good opinion of it. Liam was used to living in a house, so all of the apartements looked small to him in the begining. He still didn't have the feeling of what counts as a great place and what doesn't. "Truth be told, I wanted to go for something a little cheaper, but my parents conviced me. It's a good thing that I have a big scholarship though, seeing how I spend it almost all on this place and food." He paused for a moment, thinking how nice it would be to have a roommate. "It does get lonely sometimes you know? Most of my friends live right next to the uni or on campus, but I don't, so people don't usually come visit me or have a sleep over. And I think my work room was meant to be another bedroom, so this isn't really a place for one person."

 

"Oh well, you got to show me your place sometime too!" Liam finished, noticing that he's blabering about unimportant stuff, probably boring his guest to the death. "So, let's play. Do you want to start?" Liam was curious about what the other will ask him, at the same time, thinking about what to ask him back. Should i start with basic questions or can I ask what I really want to know right from the start?

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre was actually rather interested in what Liam was talking about. The little stuff was the best way to learn more about a person. "Cheaper? So how much is the rent here?" He asked curiously before stretching out on the comfy bed with a content sigh. "Pff, if your friends can't even come to visit you, what do you even do with them?" He asked while staring at the ceiling with his hands underneath his head. A small smile was playing on his face as he hid his jealousy. He himself didn't have anyone he could call a real friend.

 

"Huh? Oh, there's really not much to see... It's smaller than yours, and, I don't know. I don't usually take other people there." Pierre tried to avoid the subject of Liam seeing his place. He was honestly a bit... Ashamed of his little flat when it came to others. "Besides, I have some, uh, unusual pets." The blond admitted with a quiet chuckle before closing his eyes. Not many grew scorpions and snakes...

 

"Sure, I can start." Pierre answered calmly, keeping his eyes closed. "Do you think we could really have a proper relationship?" He asked simply, shifting a bit on the bed. That movement caused his shirt to lift up a little bit, revealing his abdomen, but he didn't do anything to pull the shirt down. It was too comfortable laying here.

[Ayakashiu]

Liam told the blonde the number. "I find that expensive, but I don't really know the prices of apartments in the city." Liam didn't really had a problem talking about money. He came from the modest family, so he never had much money and never felt the need to have a lot. Only getting this scholarship allowed him to have a chance at living in the big city. If he wouldn't get it, his parents wouldn't be able to afford his education, so he would probably need to get a job. "Well I visit my friends instead, since they live so close to school. Or we go out together."

 

"Oh.." Liam was kind of disappointed, when the other hinted he doesn't want to show him his apartement. I'm nothing special to him..so why would he take me home? But he did wonder, what kind of pets the blonde has.

 

Liam was surprised at the question, thinking they would start with something easier. "Em..I don't really know. I never had a relationship, so I don't know if I can have one. But I do want to find out.." He knew this wasn't the best answer, but it was the truthfull one. He got a little distracted, by the sight on his bed, while he was thinking up a question for Pierre. The guy really had a nice body and Liam was happy, he ran reguraly too.

 

"How many relationships did you had already?" The question jsut poped out of his mouth and Liam regretted asking it, since it was quite personal. But he wanted to know what he's getting into, seeing how he himself is unexperienced.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre sighed out at the vague answer to his question, opening his eyes. "If all of your answers are gonna be like this, I'm out." He said with a small grin before slowly sitting up. He brought his legs onto the bed, crossing them and sitting in a turkish position. He placed his arms on his hips, yawning quietly before shaking his head to get rid of the sleepiness. Too bad he wouldn't be able to take a nap today...

 

"Huh?" The blond was taken aback a bit by the question and furrowed his brows, staring in front of him with a small frown. "Relationships... Well... Ones that laster over a week, I had... Um... Around ten, I guess?" He said slowly, scratching his head a bit. "I mean, there are some regular customers, but I don't think they count." Pierre said with a sigh, pretty sure that Liam wouldn't like his answer. Really, he had a ton of relationships, and none had more romance than sex...

 

"Hnn... Would you kiss me right now?" The blond asked with a grin, looking at Liam with a playful expression on his face. "Like, right now. Or would something hold you back?" Pierre questioned with a wide grin on his face. It didn't seem teasing or mocking... Just playful.

[Ayakashiu]

Ones that laster over a week..does that even count as a relationship? Liam thought, not liking the answer at all. But at least he already knew what he wants to ask him next. Must he mention his customers all the time? It was annoying, being reminded that the guy you just started dating, sells his body for a living.

 

Is that a question or a suggestion? And would I? Liam thought for a moment, checking out the blonde, feeling his heart skip a beat when he noticed a part of him, he really liked. "How is that a "get to know me" question though?" he laughed nervously. "But my answer is yes..I think." He wouldn't mind kissing him, but would he really do it or would he just wait to be kissed?

 

"So my turn.." Liam said, sighing a little, before continuing, " You really think one week counts as a serious relationship? And I have another question if you don't mind? You can ask me two the next round too." Liam didn't stop to wait for an answer, too bothered not to know. "Would you still..sell your body, if we were in a serious relationship?"

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre grinned widely at the answer he got, looking at the other and... He was disappointed. Didn't he make it obvious enough? The blond rolled his eyes and leaned closer, suddenly catching the other's lips into a kiss. He placed a hand on his cheek as he deepened it a bit, however pulled away rather quickly. He received his questions, after all.

 

"I don't know, really." The man said with a quiet huff. "I mean, that's probably the best that I've had. I don't even know if those should be called relationships..." He said with a sigh before looking away. "Unless you have some other way for me to earn money, I would. That's the thing that actually keeps me my house, that gives me enough food to survive and... Well, let's say it helped out with college." The blond said while avoiding eye contact.

 

"Now, my questions..." Pierre sighed out, looking at the ceiling. "Do you think it's disgusting that I do that? My whole job, I mean." He said in a quiet voice, closing his eyes soon. "And... If something happened, would you let me live with you?" The blond asked a bit hesitantly. He wanted to know this, so if anything really bad happened, he knew if he had even a small chance.

[Ayakashiu]

The sudden kiss felt good, but it was ended too quickly in Liam's opinion, not giving him a chance to respond. He trailed his lips with his finger, finding them tingling a little.

 

Liam was really disappointed hearing the other's answer, realizing this won't be a perfect, happy relationship he always dreamed of. Well, he really isn't a nice girl you wanted, is he? he thought, but then quickly put this kind of thinking aside, not regreting what happened until now, one bit. He also didn't like the way the blonde averted his gaze. His next two question surprised him even more. He focused on the first one first. "No, not really disgusting. But it does bother me..a lot. Not so much the striptease part, since there people only watch, but the other part..you probably wouldn't like the person you're dating sleeping with someone else either, right?" Liam seriously hoped that the blonde thought the same as him, since he didn't know if he could take hearing him say, he didn't really care. "As for the other question, yes of course! As I said, this apartment is really too big for me and sharing a rent wouldn't be too bad either." Liam didn't even pause to think, that there are dangerous people in the city. In his village, everyone who needed a place to stay, was welcome in their house.

 

"So my turn again.." What should I ask him next.. "Em..would you stop selling your body if I asked you to?" Liam thought, he'll probably regret this question, since the other already said, this is his only source of income, but he still hoped there is at least a little chance of him quitting. "And I don't mean your whole job! As I said, I'm not so bothered with you dancing..but I do think sleeping with someone else, while you're in a relationship, even if it's your job, is cheatting."

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre sighed out, rubbing the back of his neck with a small frown. "I don't know." He muttered out softly. "Without me knowing, I probably wouldn't like it too much, but... I'm really not the one to say that, am I?" He asked with a somewhat sad smile. The blond sighed and layed down on the bed again, his hands underneath his head. If the person he dated would sleep with someone else... He certainly wouldn't like that. Unless there was a reason... No, nonsense. Of course he wouldn't like that, no matter what.

 

His thoughts were interrupted by the answer to his second question. A sigh of relief left his mouth as he opened his eyes. "That's good to hear..." He said with a quiet, but relieved voice. The man stared at the ceiling, waiting for his own question. He was sure that at some point questions would come to which he wouldn't answer yet. He was actually surprised that Liam hadn't asked why he was a stripper in the first place...

 

"If you'd be willing to give me a place to sleep without a lot of money to pay, I would." Pierre answered honestly, glancing at Liam. "Is it really cheating if you know about it though?" He asked and shook his head immediately. "Nevermind." He muttered out quietly and let out another sigh. Even he would answer 'yes' if he was asked the same question.

 

"So, my turn... What were you doing in the stripclub in the first place?" He asked in curiosity, glancing at the other male. Pierre was still trying to brush off some things by asking questions like this in a carefree manner. He didn't want to make this too serious.

[Ayakashiu]

Liam guessed that was as good as yes, comming from the blonde and he felt a little relieved, If the other would said, he didn't mind who he slep with..

 

The answer to his question made him grin. "You would?" Liam was getting hopeful. There were a lot of problems lying ahead, he could already see that, but if they could work out the important things..we could actually pull this off. "Yes, it is. I think you should only sleep with one person at once." He answered, even though the other said to him nevermind. He said it with a stern voice, firmly believing in his words. It was true he was still a virgin, but he found sex important, not only something to do with whomever comes by.

 

"Oh that," Liam chuckled, remembering the "surprise" from his friends. "Actually, my friends know I'm still a virgin and..they kind of wanted to surprise me and make me more experienced." He was a little embarassed about that, but he did appreaciate the effort. And they kind of find him someone to date. "We actually only get to know each other at the start of the school year. We are all freshman's and we all come from different places, but we really get along well." He didn't plan to talk about them, but it just slipped his tongue. While he was talking, he had a smile on his face; it was the first time he felt like he has real friends.

 

"You probably don't want to hear about them though," Liam apologized, ruffling the back of his head, looking down on the blonde. He wouldn't mind seeing that sight more often; Pierre, laying relaxed on his bed. And then, he just blurted the question out, without thinking. "Would you move in with me?"

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

"Of course I would..." Pierre said with a quiet sigh. "I mean, I don't really do it for fun. It helps me out to actually pay for everything..." The blond talked quietly. "But I honestly don't think it would be that easy to just get out of this. Some people would definitely be angry, and... Honestly, I'm a bit scared." He admitted with a nervous chuckle. True, he had a few customers that were bulky men, and they wouldn't be too happy about losing a fun thing to fuck.

 

Pierre's smile soon was graced with a small smile as he listened to the other. Oh, so his friends were the ones that got him there, huh? "It's fine, I really don't mind listening about them." He said with a quiet chuckle as he opened his eyes, staring into the ceiling again. For a moment, he glanced at Liam, his light brown eyes soft.

 

"Mm? Sure." He answered simply, chuckling quietly as he shifted a bit. "I mean, if you don't mind having scorpions and a snake live here." The blond teased with a grin, soon closing his eyes again. Now, what could he ask for?... "Why am I still here?" He asked quietly, staring back into the ceiling. "Why do you still want me here? Maybe that's a better way of forming the question..." He said with a quiet sigh and closed his eyes.

[Ayakashiu]

"Really? That sounds..horrible! How did you got yourself into this mess??" Liam was shocked to hear that. It sounded like something from a movie. But he didn't want anything happening to Pierre. "Couldn't you just say that you can't work anymore? Wouldn't they understand, if you explained it properly?" Liam was so innocent sometimes, alway believing people are good.

 

Liam laughed. "You really shouldn't say that, or you'll end up listening to me talk for the whole evening!" He layed down on the bed too, relaxing a little. He felt somewhat happy, getting to know all this things about the blonde. But he was soon catapulted up again from the shock. He leaned over, so his face was directly above Pierre's. "Scorpions and a snake?! Those are your pets??" Liam did remember how the other mentioned his pets before, but he could never imagine that he owned this kind of pets. "Seriously..why couldn't you just get yourself a cat or something.."

 

Liam didn't understand the next question at first. "Em..why wouldn't I? You are handsome and an interesting person and..aren't we dating now?" Liam blushed a little. He should not mention the handsome part, but he was kind of intrigued by the other's looks. He couldn't get the image of the blonde dancing out of his head, not to mention his almost naked body. "I have a similar question then I guess. Why do you want to date me? Do you even really want to date me, ot were you just bored and you find this fun?"

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre let out a heavy sigh. "Unless you want to hear a tragic past, don't ask that." He muttered out with a small frown. Being bisexual was damn hard when your parents were that homophobic. They would probably leave their child in an orphanage rather than keep it if it was anything else than absolutely heterosexual and cis.

 

"Explained them properly? Liam, this isn't some fairytale where everything works out. This is real life, and people aren't that understanding most of the time." The blond said with a quiet sigh "Look, I really don't mind listening... What you talk about is somuch better than what I'm used to..." He said with a dramatic sigh which soon became a chuckle when the other was shocked about his pets. "No way, cats are too boring and common. Besides, I love scorpions and snakes... I always did!" He said with a happy grin.

 

Pierre chuckled at the answer he got, shaking his head lightly. "I'm flattered." He said with a teasing grin that died out once he received his question. "This is fun for me, I suppose... But I really want to date you, no matter what. You're really cute, y'know. I might as well have a weakness for guys like you..." He said with a wink and a warm laugh. "Anyway... When do you think is a proper time to have sex in a relationship? I mean, after how long?" He was rather curious to find out Liam's opinion about that.

[Ayakashiu]

Tragic past? What happened to him? Liam was really curious, but even though he wanted to know all about it, he knew it was too soon to ask. It was a very personal question and they weren't so close yet. But he did hoped, Pierre will trust him enough one day, to tell him all about it. "But..are you saying you are trapped in this job then??" Liam sighted; was there really no way, Pierre could have a normal job? Or at least can't he only dance?

 

"Cats are not boring!" Liam pouted; he liked them, because they were so independent. "You seriously have some freaky tastes though..scorpions and snakes..do you at least keep them locked up? I don't think I could stand a snake freely moving around the apartment, not to mention scorpions.." Liam shivered a little, imagining his place full of those animals. He was already thinking how it would be, when the blonde moves in, although they didn't agree on anything yet.

 

"Cute?" At this word, Liam blushed. Isn't that a word you would use to describe a girl or a kid? Not a guy.. He answered the next question, after hearing it. "Well, I don't think there is really a definite time for that..I guess when both persons are comfortable with it and want to do it? I always thought I would wait for the girl to be ready..but I guess it's different with two guys?" It's not like Liam didn't want to sleep with Pierre; the blonde was too tempting and he was a guy after all, but he also didn't mean to rush things. He still wasn't sure on which position he would take in this relationship, but he had a bad feeling he won't be happy when he finds out. "How long would you wait for me? To be ready to do it I mean..the sex. And are you really okay with us just talking and not..doing anything else?" Liam frowned a little at the poor choice of his words. He wouldn't mind them kissing and he thought about what those mouth did to him earlier, while trailing over the blonde's lips with his eyes. He felt the shift in the athmosphere, or was it only him? But he felt himself getting hot and his heart beat accelerated. Just calm down Liam!

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre scratched the back of his neck as his lips pulled into a small frown. "Trapped... I don't think that's quite the word. Maybe little by littel I would be able to quit, but it won't be easy... But not impossible either." He tried to explain with a quiet huff. "Look, the point is that I dropped out of high school for... Reasons. I can't really get another proper job that would get me enough money, not tat I get so much now... Let's see.. Each day, from dancing, I earn about 75 dollars... I need to pay for the clothing there, so it drop to roughly 60 dollars per day. Sometimes I get less, and then most go to my rent, then my pets, my clothes and my food... So I dont really have mucn left in the end." The blond fiished with a quiet grunt. He felt like he was the one blabbering right now.

 

Pierre rolled his eyes as Liam said cats weren't boring. "But they're too common... Of course I keep them in their terrarriums. Sometimes I do take out the snake, but it's never really free to go around the house."

 

The blond snickered quietly at the answer he got to his previous question. "That's so like you, Liam." He said with a warm smile while shaking his head. "Guess I'll have to wait till you're ready, hn?" He teased, just before hearing his own question. "You asked two questions." Pierre teased with a grin. "Don't worry, I'll wait for whatever amount of time you need... But I'm not okay with just talking. If I can't kiss you, or cuddle, I'm outta here." He joked with a wide grin.

[Ayakashiu]

"Ah, then it's okay! You just got to try hard," Liam said with a small smile. For him, the problem was already solved. "But that could work then..if you would keep your pets away from me, I wouldn't really mind having them here I guess. And the amount you'll have to pay for rent here, would be smaller than having your own apartment, so finding another job shouldn't be an issue." Liam was thinking out loud, already decided to let the blonde move here. "So when can you move in? Just so I know to empty the work room. It's smaller than this one, but it's the only one that has a lockable door and some privacy." He was kind of excited that he'll get a roomate.

 

"Why is that so like me?" Liam asked, blushing a little. "And..em..maybe we should talk about that, before we do it." In the talk, he was planning to tell the blonde, he can't be a bottom. He was a guy after all and even thinking about this, gave him shivers. But the thought of being the top, was kind of arousing. "Oh sorry, I guess there were really two." He made an apologetic face, before continuing. "I don't mind kissing or cuddling though..isn't that normal to do, when you're dating someone?" Liam actually wanted to do those things too; this was something you couldn't do with a friend and that's why Liam wanted someone to date so badly, to get experience on that area too. And to find that special someone for himself.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre could only sigh at how innocent Liam was about the real world. 'Just try hard'. It wasn't that easy to do it... The blond stared at the other in slight disbelief as he let out a sigh. "I can't just always work and go to college, Liam... I'll go crazy if I do!" He complained slightly, rubbing his eye. "If I do move in here, which'll most likely happen, it'll still take me a while to quit selling my body... And I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be able to stay in the strip club either. Most of the customers are from there anyway - they might try to find me and, well, y'know. Maybe try to convince me to have sex with them for money or I might end up raped... That doesn't sound too good, does it?" He'd been raped a few times already, in fact... But he couldn't stop if he wanted to live.

 

"I could move in anytime you're ready to take me in. A change of apartments won't be a problem. Just write me when you can, I'll pack my stuff, take care of the owner and rent and move in here." The blond said calmly.

 

"You really have to ask that? You're the sweet, nice-guy boyfriend type, obviously. Of course you'd try to find yourself a cute girl that would possibly hesitant about sex at first. That just seems like you." Pierre said simply, as if it was very obvious... Somehow. The man blinked a few times when the other said they'd need to talk about sex before doing it. "Lemme guess. You don't want to bottom." He said with a quiet huff, shaking his head. "Hun, do you know how to prepare a guy? How to find the prostate? How to please him other than sticking your dick in and moving?" He questioned in a boring tone. "Oh, by the way, these weren't my questions for the game." Pierre said with a light chuckle. "Sure, that's pretty normal for couples, but it isn't just talking..." He said with a small pout. "Anyway, my questions. Will you come to the club tonight? And... Did you like seeing me dance back then?"

[Ayakashiu]

Liam sighted; this was all so complicated. Of course he didn't want the blonde to be in danger or to be raped, but he didn't know if he could stand seeing him have sex with someone else. "No, it doesn't.." Liam murmured, plomping down on the bed again, looking at the ceiling. "About the move, we can do it on the weekend then. I'll just call my friends to help me move things out, since a few things are quite heavy and then you're free to use the room. I guess the guys could come tomorrow morning, but I'll let you know when I ask them." It was Friday evening right now, so Liam didn't want to disturb them, but he was sure they wouldn't mind giving him a hand.

 

Sweet, nice-guy boyfriend type..that sounded really nice to Liam and he smiled a little, hearing it. But in the next moment, he sharply turned his head to the side, looking at the blonde. He was surprised he guessed that so easily. "You know I'm a virgin, so I don't know anything yet..and it's not the matter of I don't want to, but more like I can't. I mean, I'm a guy, we weren't meant to be the bottom right??" he asked, with a hint of desperation in his voice. He was a little scared, truth be told and he had no idea what the other meant, when he was talking about preparing and finding a prostate..

 

"I didn't say we only need to talk though," Liam said, blushing a little again, "But that's how it starts right, with talking and then doing other stuff too? You know, I'm not some innocent girl, who is ashamed of even kissing, I am a guy like you, I want to do this things. Well I am innocent, in that way, but I meant like innocent in not knowing what happens between two people that are together..anyway, you know what I mean!" Liam was a little frustrated with himself, tangling himself in his own words.

 

"You want me to come to the club tonight?" Liam asked, feeling a little happy, that Pierre wants him there and he did want to see him dance again. "I did..I mean you're good, who wouldn't like seeing you dance?" He didn't want to admit how much he liked it though. He was quiet for a moment, pondering about what to ask him next. He didn't want to go back to discussing his work, so he asked a question that wasn't really something to get to know him, but he wanted to know the answer nonetheless. "Em..so how do you prepare a guy?"

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Pierre simply nodded at what he heard from Liam. Weekend would be the perfect time to move in, he guessed. "Ah, one more qustion. Do we share the food? 'Cause I'd be glad to cook for you." He said with a light grin. If they wouldn't share their meals, life would be a bit difficult. Pierre let out a soft sigh as he closed his eyes, letting out a few soft hums.

 

Pierre could only roll his eyes at Liam's arguments. "It's really not that bad to bottom. I mean, if your partner knows what he's doing, you'll feel even better than he does. And I'm definitely not letting you top me - you're just... You know, a virgin. I have a bad feeling that if I do let you top, I'll end up hurt. Physically, I mean." He said with a quiet sigh as he rubbed his eyes. "If you don't like bottoming, sure, I'll give you a try to be a top. I don't mind being either. But, for the first time, I'm going to top, and I'm going to make you feel good." He promised with a wink and a chuckle.

 

Pierre only chuckled as the other seemed to get tangled up in his own words. He didn't say anything, not wanting to embarrass Liam further..He nodded at the question he was asked, a soft expression on his face. "I'd really like that. It would also give me an excuse to slip away right after I finish..." He trailed off with a grin. The blond blinked a few times as he finally received his game question and snickered. "Just the fact that you'll know won't make you be able to do it, y'know." He teased softly before rolling over to his stomach, looking at Liam. "The most important thing is having a lot of lube. Basically, you'd pour some on your fingers and then, one by one, you'd use them to stretch out your partner's ass. That's the basic thing, at least." Pierre explained calmly.

 

"Alright... Now, do you think I would be able to make you feel good if you bottom?"

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"Oh yes please!" Liam answered enthusiastically. He usually ate out and he missed home-cooked meals, not to mention the blonde already proved he knows how to cook. "I can wash dishes then, if you'll cook."

 

He listen carefully, as Pierre explained everything to him. "But..I would never hurt you intentionally," Liam said in a soft voice, not liking where this was going at all; there was a danger of him being persuaded. "And you could just tell me what to do the first time and I would follow it!" That could work right? He did say he doesn't mind being either.. But Liam wanted to feel good the first time they do it too..could he though?

 

"Oh, okay then, I would love to come." Liam blushed a little, but he was actually excited. Firstly, because he'll see the blonde dance again and secondly, because Pierre wanted him there. He thought the other wouldn't want him to have anything to do with his work, which would only make Liam insecure.

 

When Pierre started to answer his question, Liam looked up at him expectantly, but the more he listened, the more his face grew hot. He imagined how that would look..no, not look, how that would feel like and he groaned when the other was finished. He covered his eyes with his arm. "I..I really don't know if I can do that..how could that feel good??" And how could he talk about this so calmly? "And I don't know..I'm kind of seriously starting to doubt that that, would feel good.." Liam answered his question, peeking under his arm at Pierre, to see his reaction. He wanted to have sex so badly already, but on the other hand, it didn't really sound so great as everyone said it is. But Liam was curious. "Would you be able to make me feel good if I bottom? Are you sure you know what you're doing?" Liam asked back; he needed another confirmation, 'cause he was seriously torn between doing it or not.

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Pierre sighed, shaking his head. "Look, if a guy isn't stretched out properly, a cock inside might make him bleed. Y'know, tear the skin off at some parts, and besides, it'd be too tight to even feel good at all. And I definitely don't like pain." He said with a small frown. A soft huff left his mouth at what Liam said next. "That'll be more funny than good.. So, unless you want to feel embarrassed and laugh, I'd say not." He said with a roll of his eyes.

 

Pierre could only laugh at how embarrassed the other was. "Just so you know, I have very skilled fingers." He said with a light grin. He chuckled quietly and shook his head. "Listen, I've both bottomed and topped. I've felt really, really good when topped if the one topping knows what he's.doing. God, I've had one that felt simply amazing... " He trailed off with a content sigh. "The point is to not focus on just ass, y'know." The blond added with a wide grin.

 

When he heard his question, Pierre rolled his eyes again - seemed like he did that a lot. "Yes, I know what I'm doing. I'm as sure as one can possibly be. I'd make you feel really, really good if you let me." He said with a smile on his face. "So, my question now. Do you really not trust me that much?" He asked with his best puppy eyes.