~Bleeding Love~ ((Ryouta Basket & mik3la))

[mik3la]

He saw the other when he came with the glass of water, lifting his body so that he can be able to drink.

 

"Thanks" he said in a low voice trying to smile at the cute boy in front of him that was so familiar but he didn't know from where.

 

"Do I know you? You look so familiar" he said narrowing his eyes and then closed them feeling the pain to his head. "Sorry. My head still hurts and I don't remember much" he said with a sad look on his face

[Ryouta]

"Thanks"

Leo shook his head to tell him that he did nothing. He was happy that the other finally woke up. He wanted to hug him and kiss him so much, no matter if somebody saw them but the other`s words suddenly stopped him.

"Do I know you? You look so familiar"

Leo was shocked by that sentence. He stood like that for a while and starred at the other with no words. What was that? Couldn`t he remember him?? Leo already knew that what was wrong but he didn`t want to believe! He bit his lips, trying to calm down.

"Sorry. My head still hurts and I don't remember much"

Leo grabbed the other`s shoulders tightly and asked in a worried face. "Don`t you remember me??You know my name? What about yours? What do you remember?"

[mik3la]

"If i would have i wouldn ask you" he replied calmly. He didnt understand why this boy was so concerned about him, but he thought they were friends.

 

"My name is Nazaki .... all i can remember is that i was in the forest looking for somwthing and after i heard a noise everything went black. After i could only hear voices and may name being called" he said stroking his heas slightly. "Did you ... save me?" He looked at the boy with questioning eyes.

 

"I should thank you for saving me" he smiled at the boy.

[Ryouta]

"If i would have i wouldn ask you"

Leo hurt inside when he heard that. He slowly moved back and sat on his knees in front of the bed, looking down. He didn`t know what to do now! He had decided to apologize and be his lover again after he woke up but everything was now messed up. He could remember his name and the last things that happened to him and nothing else. It was bad! He must have gotten amnesia.

"Did you ... save me?"

Leo looked at the other`s eyes. He wanted to reply but the other continued talking.

"I should thank you for saving me"

Leo`s eyes widened as he saw him smile. He unconsciously held the other into his arms and started shaking. He loved Nazaki. No matter what! "Don`t you really remember? The times that we had together?"He asked and pushed the other on the bed slowly, came on top.

"I make you to remember..." He said, forcefully kissed the shorter male.

[mik3la]

"Don`t you really remember? The times that we had together?"

 

"We .... were ... together?" asked the boy slowly widening his eyes, looking at the boy, not knowing what to do or to say. He was holding the other one in his arms without making any other move. He didn't say a word when the boy pushed him against the bed, being on top of him. It was like he knew him so well but couldn't remember him. And it was so frustrated.

 

"I make you to remember..."

 

Nazaki was shocked seeing and feeling the boys kiss, not understating what was happening. It was all so sudden. He barely knew the boy but his body was reacting like he knew him for a wile. without thinking he kissed him back. It was like he mist it.

[Ryouta]

"We .... were ... together?"

The other was kinda shocked! Didn`t he really remember? His expression and his widen eyes stabbed Leo`s heart! It hurt so much! Leo didn`t want that at all. He just understood that how much...Nazaki was important for him! He wanted him that but it was too late.It wasn`t the Nazaki he knew. Why...why did all this happened? Leo couldn`t help but to curse himself. If he was more careful, all this wouldn`t have happened.

 

He thought that he was going to be pushed away but it was completely the opposite! Nazaki kissed him back. Leo felt relieved. He blushed brightly as he held the other`s head, stroking it. He loved the boy! That was something for sure and he wanted to hold him for ever. He moved back as he looked into the other`s eyes. He wanted to make him remember. Even if he had to explain everything.

 

"Nazaki...I love you...you did too...right?"Leo whispered into his ears, shifted up his shirt. He started touching his nipples, kissing the boy again.

[mik3la]

"Nazaki...I love you...you did too...right?

 

He didn't know what to say only staring at the boy. He didn't remember anything about him. It was like the memories with him were deleted. He bite his lip, sighing.

 

"I-I think so. I mean. It seems that I belong to you because my body responds to your touch. N-no one made me feel like this before" he said blushing in his cheek turning his eyes away from the boy, feeling to embarrassment.

[Ryouta]

The boy looked confused but also Leo was also confused about Nazaki! If he couldn`t remember him then why wdidn`t he pushed him away or scream? Was he making fun of him but it didn`t seem like that...Leo could feel it.

"I-I think so. I mean. It seems that I belong to you because my body responds to your touch. N-no one made me feel like this before"

The other replied as he looked away with a blush on his face. Leo blushed back as he held the other tightly and smiled."Yeah..that`s true...I belong to you too..."He whispered as he let go as slowly brushed his lips against Nazaki`s.

[mik3la]

"Yeah..that`s true...I belong to you too..."

 

Hearing the boys words Nasaki breath deep, kissing him back. It was a strange feeling but it felt so right. Them being together was feeling so right. His heart started to beat so fast that he thought that it will burst out of his chest. It was crazy. Him being with another man. It was pure madness, but he didn't care. The only think he wanted in that moment was to be with him. To feel his love. To be loved by him.

"Then ... make me remember you" he whispered, arching slowly his back, turning his head to one side, keeping his arms around the boys neck.

[Ryouta]

"Then ... make me remember you"

The other whispered as he looked away, putting his arms around Leo`s chest. He could hear his heart beat. Was he embarrassed, nervous? Leo asked inside but he didn`t care since Nazaki accept it himself. He nodded and kissed the boy again but in a different way. He tried to put his tongue inside, playing with the other`s. He wanted him all again. He wanted to make him his again. He starred at the other`s eyes while kissing, not resisted his beauty. He just had missed that body and voice of his. He loved it so much!

He slowly moved his hand down to his shirt, lifting it up! He moved his head to his neck and started licking it. He wanted to hear him moan so he bit the other, putting marks.

[mik3la]

"Argh" moaned Nazaki when the other bit his neck, turning his head to one side, letting more space for the boy to his skin, holding his hand in LEo's hair, biting his lips.

 

He arched slowly his back, breathing harder and harder, feeling hot inside. It was so strange how he respond to the other's touches, to his attention. He liked it even if it was strange.

 

"Y-es!" he whispered grabbing hard on the boys hair, not resisting to much on the flames that were travelling his body up and down, getting exited more and more.

[Ryouta]

"Y-es!"

The other seemed to be liking Leo`s touch. Leo could feel it because of his sexy moans, biting his lips, panting, his breaths were so hot that Leo thought he was going to faint soon. Nazaki was just so adorable.

 

Leo couldn`t really believe that he didn`t remember him because his body was reacting like before and there was no change in it. Why did he accept him so easily? Why won`t he just push him away? Leo asked inside.

 

Leo starred at him for a while. He liked his face and expression! He moved a bit down to his chests and started licking his nipples in a teasing way, making them erected. Somehow, he didn`t really feel good about it.

[mik3la]

His body felt so wird because of the boy but something was wrong. If they were together why couldnt he remember him. Was he a good guy? He said he loved him but he didnt know him.

 

"Ngh-ah" he moaned arching his back, covering his mouth, keeping his head turned to one side holding his eyes closed. He was feeling weird. His heart was hurting him but he didnt understood why. Grabbing the others hand he managed to speak again, breathing deep.

 

"S-stop please. I ...we shouldnt .... i cant" he said with trembling voice, covering his chest. "I'm ...i'm sorry. Its just ....i dont know you and....even if my body knows you ....and you said you love me i ... i cant" he added closong his eyes keeping his arms around his chest.

[Ryouta]

Leo felt like that he had to stop this for two reasons! First was that he didn`t want the camp to understand, someone could have appeared in any time and the second one was that Nazaki wasn`t the one he know! He didn`t want to fdorce his feelings on him.

 

Moving back, he was going to get of that Nazaki grabbed his hands after he moaned a bit. Though Leo didn`t want to let go, there was no choice since now there were three reasons! Leo watched the other deeply after he said or better say begged him to stop, kept reading what he said a moment ago!

"

S-stop please. I ...we shouldnt .... i cant"

Leo saw the other`s protecting arms, covering his body! He made him seem like as if he was forcing him to...well, that was kinda true! He looked away and stood up from his bed.

"I'm ...i'm sorry. Its just ....i dont know you and....even if my body knows you ....and you said you love me i ... i cant"

Telling him those things again, make him sad and mad at once! He fist his hands, tried to control his voice! "Sorry...I should go..."He said in a low voice and left the tent immediately!

[mik3la]

Nazaki remained silent dreesing back with his shir looking at the exit from the tent. What happened witg him and that boy that couldnt remember anything about him. He sat on the edge of the bed looking away but thinking of him. Of his touch, of his kiss and how the made him feel. It was crazy. He hated that he couldnt remember anything.

 

After a few more minutes he decided to get out of the tend seeing the rest of the people from camp. Some of them smiled at him, happy to see him well. He didnt recognize them but smiled politly. It was strange but he didnt felt like a prisoner so that meant that he wasnt but then what was this place.

 

Without any other thing on his mind he entered in a tend where there were some injyried man and started to help them. He smuled at the in simpathy, bandaging theyre wound and trying to make them feel better. He was a little sad that he didnt saw the boy from earlier but he didnt say a word about that.

[Ryouta]

Leo went to the area around the camp to check if anything was suspicious there! It seemed that there were no policemen around! Well, that was good but they couldn`t stay there so long! They had to find themselfs a new place to camp. They couldn`t risk the people`s life that they gathered and saved for so many years. This was making him more and more nervous since he didn`t know where to go after this.

 

Leo went back to the camp after a few hours. Everyone were so worried about him and when they saw him again, they felt relaxed. He managed a smile at his family but he wasn`t really feeling good! He fist his hands after he thought about the damn government`s man he had in his hand and he let him escape so easily. Also now Nazaki couldn`t remember him.

 

Sighing a few times, made his sister worried about him but he told her that everything was fine. She asked for his help in the injures tent. He had nothing to do so he agreed but when he saw Nakazi in the tent, he felt bad again. He tried to not have an eyes contact with him, his mind completely got busy with the works and he managed to forget about the bad things for a while.

[mik3la]

Nazaki was happy that he could help the injured and he tryed ti make them laugh as much as he could. he was an injured one to, but that wasnt keeping him in bed.

 

With the back corner of his eye he saw the other boy. He wanted to talk with him about what happened, but he saw that he was trying not to look at him. He was avoiting him. Nazaki narrowed his eyes not understanding anything. He wanted to remember.

 

Smiling at the last of the pacient he head towards wher the boy and a girl was there.

 

"Hey.... Do tou guys need any help?" he asked looking a little to the girl and after to the boy.

[Ryouta]

"Hey.... Do tou guys need any help?"

Leo looked at the other came to the after he finished with his patients. He fast looked away, let his sister talk instead. She looked a bit sad because of the fact that Nazaki didn`t remember anything! He managed a smile.

 

"Oh! Not really! Thank you for helping us! You should rest since you are one of the injures!"She said in a gentle voice as he stumped as picked clothes that he had to washed earlier. "I just have to put this clothes under the sunlight so that the fighters can wear it. You two go ahead to the special tent! We should talk there! The other three are waiting there!"

 

She said as she left the tent. Leo brushed his hair away from his face, looking at the shorter male. "Let`s go!" He said, walking out of the tent, waiting for him to follow.

[mik3la]

"I'm feeling fine so don't worry about me" he said smiling at the girl playing with his hair, blushing a little.

 

"Whats happening?" he asked while he was fallowing the boy to another tend where were more people whispering and talking to one another.

 

Nazaki didn't know what to do or say so he just nodded at them, sitting somewhere behind the rest of the crowed.

[Ryouta]

"I'm feeling fine so don't worry about me"

Nazaki smiled, blushing and played with his hair after saying that. His actions hadn`t changed! He was still the person he loved! Too bad that the other couldn`t remember him!!

"Whats happening?"

Leo looked at the other after they were in the tent. Taza, Meha and Kanashi were there too, looking at Nazaki with a sad face! They felt sorry for him!

 

When Nazki sat down, Leo waited for the other rest of the group to leave so then it was just the five of them. He walked closer to him. "You wanted to know about yourself, right??"

[mik3la]

It was strange how the rest were looking at him. Like they were pittying him or something. Narrowing his eyes he looked at the tall boy from before that was making his feelings turn crazy.

 

He couldn't answer or better to say, he wasn't able because from theyre look it wasnt something very pleasant. Did he wanted to know who he was in this camp or what was happening exactly? He just nodded 'yes' as an answer, biting his lip. His heart started to beat faster and because of the nervosity in his body he started to bit his lip, wayting for the boy to speak.

[Ryouta]

Leo looked at the other that seemed a bit nervous of the eyes all on him. Leo looked at the other three as he signed at them to come close and they do as he asked. Leo walked to Nazaki and sat next to him with a gentle smile on his face. He took a deep breath to tell him everything.

 

"Look...This group is the group that is fighting against the government because of their different guilty actions and violence. We help the poor people. According to yourself, you were the government`s man`s son, Hezagu Ugas but you joined us because you hated to see people suffer. Little by little, I saw you getting stronger and get more courage than before, I made my special partner. Special group usually do the most dangerous things in the group for example missions! If you really want to, then we let you in again....but first, we should see if you can fight or not!"

[mik3la]

Nasaki widened his eyes as he was hearing what the boy was telling him, feeling his heart like it was under torture with a knife. Could it be that he was one of the. Like, in a gang? He was looking at the rest, hopping that someone would come and tell him it was just a prank. He knew his father was a horrible man but he never thought that he was that horrible.

 

"Then ... what happened with me ... why cant i remember anything? I mean, you all look faniliar but I dont understand" he said breathing deeply stroking his hair looking at the grownd. He was fighting against his father. That wasnt something new. All his life was against him and now nothing was change, only the fact that he was not alone.

[Ryouta]

"Then ... what happened with me ... why cant i remember anything? I mean, you all look faniliar but I dont understand"

Leo looked at the boy and realized that he was shocked. He moved his head, closing his eyes. He knew that he was at the fault. If he was a bit faster...then he could save him and he would not have that hit on his head. He sighed and looked at him with a sad expression on his face, he sat down in front of him, didn`t really know what to say since he himself was looking for the answer. He put his hand on his shoulder.

 

"I`m sorry...but we don`t know either! I think that you`ve got Amnesia and that`s why you can`t remember any of us...even me..." He stood up and looked at Taza. "Please bring him a knife and a sword. We should see if he still knows how to fight or not..." Taza agreed and gave the things that Leo asked to Nazaki. "Please start with whichever you want!"

[mik3la]

Naxaki took the knife and sword and looked confused at the rest of them, not knowing what to do next. He couldnt attack them. They didnt do anything to him and besides they were like inocent people.

 

"I cant attack them. I cant attack any of you. I mean .... I dont want to hurt neighter of you" he said making a step backwards.