18+ Dear diary~

[Ayakashiu]

Summary: This is a story about two childhood friends (obviously they are both boys), that are now in their last year in high-school. Aaaaaaand that's pretty much all I can say, without reveling any spoilers! Please read and enjoy~

Status: In Progress

 

So this is my first longer story and I'm kind of nervous posting it here :cuteonion58: anyway, I hope you'll like it ^^" oh and any comments, suggestions, criticism, ect., are welcome! Thanks for reading!!

 

 

Dear diary..no. 1!

 

Em..okay, I didn’t think this will be so tough. I don’t even know where to start! Well, I guess I can start with the reason, why I’m writing this diary! It’s for homework/a school project. And that’s about it! We were told to write a diary everyday, till the end of the semester.

 

Toby sighted, frustrated with the work they were assigned today. What more should I write?? It’s not like something interesting happens to me every day. He fidgeted a little on his chair, before starting to write again.

 

So for a start, I can tell you who I am. My name is Toby and I’m 17 years old. I have a sister, who’s older than me and is already going to college, while I’m still in high school. I also have a best friend, that is also like a family to me, and who is the same age as me. His name is William.

 

His writing was interrupted again, this time by a familiar voice from downstairs. “Talk about the devil..” he murmured to himself, before the door crashed open and the mentioned best friend strode in. He slammed the door of Toby’s room shut behind him, before plopping down on his bed. “What are you doing?” he asked, while texting someone on his phone.

 

Toby rolled his eyes, since he knew he won’t have the peace to finish his homework now. “I’m writing a diary,” he answered the other boy’s question, but seeing how his head shot up from the phone, interest written all over his face, he added. “You know the diary? The one we have to write for school?”

 

Toby blushed, since he actually did write about him, and wanted to get his diary back, but the other boy was taller, not to mention stronger, so he easily avoided Toby’s efforts to reach the notebook. Toby stopped trying, when he saw the displeased face his friend was making. “I did mention you! So why aren’t you happy now?” he asked, embarrassed.

 

Liam pointed with a finger at his full name and frowned. “Delete this. You know I hate that name..and also, you should write about how much you love me and that I’m the best and stuff like that.” He pouted. “I don’t see any of that here.”

 

Toby gave his friend a blank look, managing to pull the notebook out of his hands. “I wanted to write that I call you Liam, but I was interrupted by a certain noisy someone. And there’s no way I’m writing that I love you!” He sat behind the table again, wanting to add one more sentence to the diary and then finish for today.

 

His name is William, but he prefers to be called Liam.

 

“Happy now?” Toby asked his friend, who was leaning on his head, watching him write. But the other still wasn’t satisfied. He moved his head on Toby’s shoulder, while hugging him with the other arm, squishing the sides of their faces together.

 

“What about writing of your love for me??” Liam said with a hurt voice, before continuing his whining. “Don’t you love me Toby?? That really hurts you know..sooo, I guess that means you want me to tell that girl in school, you’ve been crushing on her?” Liam looked at him with a raised eyebrow.

 

Toby blushed bright red at the mention of Evie, their schoolmate. He was launched out of his chair, turning to Liam. “You wouldn’t! You promised you wouldn’t tell anyone Liam!” He pointed a finger at his friend’s chest poking him. “Promise me again! Promise, that you won’t tell!”

 

Liam raised his hands up in front of himself, like he was in need of a defense, but he was laughing the whole time, as he was pushed back by the smaller boy. When he felt the bed behind him, he grabbed Toby’s arm to catch himself, but they both ended crashing down on it.

 

Toby was confused for a moment, not knowing what happened, before he felt the body under himself. He propped himself on all fours above his friend. “Promise me!” he repeated once again, but the other just replied with a smirk. “Make me.”

 

In that moment, the door of Toby’s room opened and his mother entered.

[Ayakashiu]

Dear diary..no. 2!

 

Why is my best friend such an idiot, who doesn’t notice anything?!

 

That is what I should write in my diary, he thought, sighing. He was rolling around on his side of the bed, unable to sleep; the reason for that was a bulging erection that was starting to throb.

 

Liam tried thinking of his day, to get his mind off the sleeping figure next to him. But his thoughts kept returning back to one thing, his best friend straddling him, pinning his arms above his head.

 

Unfortunately, the position didn’t happen for reasons Liam would want. He barely stifled a chuckle, when he remembered what happened next. Toby’s mom barged in the room, surprise on her face, which then turned into a big smile as she apologized for disturbing them.

 

What she said next was what made Liam chuckle. “I’m just happy my son is the top.” Liam really liked Toby’s mom, but there was just no way his friend will ever top him. And seeing him getting all flustered, trying to explain the situation, when he figured what his mom thought, was fun too.

 

The throbbing was getting painful and Liam couldn’t take it anymore. He quietly got up, heading towards the bathroom. He had to do it twice, before the erection faltered. As he come back, Toby was already awake.

 

“Where were you?” he asked with an accusing voice. “I just went to the bathroom,” Liam answered with his eyebrows raised. He climbed back into Toby’s bed. “Why? Did you missed me?” he teased, smirking. “But..you took so long! And..I had a nightmare..” was the answer he got.

 

Liam sighted, knowing that his friend’s nightmares were more like night terrors. And having someone to snuggle up to after waking up from them, was the reason they had sleepovers so often. “I’m sorry for taking so long. Come here,” he murmured, laying on his side, his friend cuddling up in front of him.

 

Liam would do anything for his friend, especially when he was this scared, but these snuggling sessions were taking a toll on him. Good thing he just jerked off, or he would already be hard now. He wrapped a hand around the boy in front of him and buried his head in the back of his neck. At least he got to be close to him this way, feeling like they are actually lovers, not just friends.

 

“Thanks Liam, you really are the best,” Toby said with a sleepy voice, fidgeting around to make himself comfortable. “Just lay still, you idiot,” Liam said back, not really appreciating Toby brushing against his crotch, then pressing himself against it. Oh great..I’ll get a self control of a god after enduring all this, Liam thought, trying to think of things that turned him off. It’s not like he can count on getting any more sleep tonight.

[MisuChan]

@Ayakashiu

i love it post the next one soon!!!!

i cant wait to see how Liam makes Toby fall for him

[Ayakashiu]

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thank you!! onion13 i'll try to post it as soon as i can ^^

[Ventamus]

So far the story is pretty interesting.

Poor Liam. I'm impressed with his slef-control XD.

[Ayakashiu]

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thank you very much!! onion13 i was afraid that the plot might be too typical..high school/childhood friends romance, it's not really something new ^^' but it makes me happy to know you liked it and lol, don't wanna give any spoilers, but Liam's self control will have to be even better in the next chapters

[Ayakashiu]

Dear diary..no. 3!

 

Today I decided to write a little more about me and my family. My parents both work with books, dad being a college professor of classical literature and mom being an editor. (I think she has a dream job!) They are both always recommending to me, which books I should read and they both have excellent taste! At least in my opinion. But I prefer reading dad’s books, since mom’s sometimes have adult contents. About their looks.. Dad has chocolate brown hair and brown eyes. He wears glasses and is the perfect image of college professor. My mom is a natural blonde and has green eyes, also wears glasses, but doesn’t look like an editor should look at all! She’s really girly and looks way younger than she is, so a lot of people underestimate her. But she’s good at her job, as is my father; they both need to work hard, so we mostly see each other only on the weekends. Unfortunately, this isn’t the case with my sister. I get to see her way too often, if you ask me. She looks a lot like my mother, but is really annoying. Also, she flirts with Liam, whenever she sees him. She really has no shame! She goes to college already; she studies something connected to fashion or dresses..not that I really care, but what she really wants, is to be a model (I know that, because she won't shut up about it!).

 

So this is my family, now about me! I already mentioned my age and that I’m still in high school. I’m quite small for a boy, only 1,68m and really skinny. Liam always teases me that I could pass for a girl, if I would let my hair grow longer. But if I let it grow, it would get in my eyes while I’m reading, so I prefer it short. My hair is the same color as my father’s, chocolate brown, but I got my eye color from mom, green. I really like our eyes, which are intense green, like a forest meadow in the spring (my sister has some specks of brown in hers, so they are not so pretty!). Thanks mom, for giving me your pretty genes!! I also got bad sigh from both of my parents, so I need to wear glasses already. Mom helped me choose them, so I ended up with those big, black ones, that are really popular at the moment. She said they bring out my eyes and my eyes are pretty much all that’s worth mentioning about me, so I went with her judgement.

 

My looks, except my eyes, are pretty average, at least compared to William that is (he hates to be called that, so I think I might use his full name here more often). He is too damn handsome for his own good and he knows it, that’s why his ego is up the roof! That’s also the reason my sister flirts with him, even though he’s still a minor. He has black hair, that he grows out a little and doesn’t bother to groom, so it looks a little messy, but it suits him really well. Also, he has the most amazing eyes you’ll ever see! (even though it hurts me to admit..yes, even more amazing that my mom..) His eyes are deep blue color and when you look into them, you feel like you’re drowning in the ocean. He’s also bigger than me, 1,84m, and since he does a lot of sports, he’s also not skinny as me, but lean and filled with muscle..bastard! All the girls are fanning over him and he enjoys it immensely, which is really irritating. Well almost all the girls; there is this one girl that’s really nice, but isn’t affected by his charms, even a little. I really like her! Her name is Evie and she likes to read, just like me, so we often discus books. Okay, back to Liam.. A part of why people are so attracted to him, is that he’s of mixed origin. His father is from Asia, I don’t really know exactly from where, since Liam hates talking about him, but because of that, he’s good a really exotic look. But even though he’s really good looking, he isn’t a good person at all! He always teases me.. Not to mention he’s so lazy for everything else than sport! He never does his homework, so he bothers me to do it instead of him. And it’s the same with studying..he never studies and then he bugs me to help him answer questions on tests. He just doesn’t care if he gets me in trouble!

 

Uf, it might be best if I stop writing for today, I made quite a long entrance already. I’ll just continue tomorrow!

Toby put down his pen, his hand hurting a little from all the writing. He re-read what he wrote once more, actually starting to enjoy writing a diary. He noticed he wrote a lot about Liam, but it’s not like he will let his friend will read this, so he just shrug it off.

 

He looked around, thinking about where he should put his diary, so no one will notice it. The teacher said, she’ll only check if we wrote it, but she won’t read it, so we are free to write what we want in it. Toby was happy about that, but he couldn’t trust Liam, who will surely want to read it.

 

In the end he put it behind books on his bookshelves, since Liam never looked there. He hurried with his homework, knowing that his friend will probably come over soon. He often came straight after school, but now his mom was making him, and other members of the family, eat lunch together.

[Ayakashiu]

so i forgot to mention that the previous chapter might be a little boring, since it's only the description of characters, but i found it important to include that, so you can imagine how everyone looks like ^^' there will be more action in the next chapters to come, i promise~ :3

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Dear diary..no. 4!

 

My family sucks! My mother sucks, my father sucks, my brothers..well, they don’t really suck, they’re actually pretty cool most of the time, but my parents definitely suck!

 

Liam checked the first entrance in his diary. Won’t the teacher be proud of me? he thought sarcastically. He only wrote something, because of Toby in the first place. His friend was nagging him the whole day in school, making him promise to start writing his homework. Well Liam promised only because he got a bunch of cupcakes, Toby’s mom made. That woman was brilliant; he never ate stuff that could compare with her baking. Why isn’t my mom like that?

 

He was envious of Toby, because of his family. It was true that his parents worked a lot, but when they were together, you could almost see, or touch, all the love between them. Nothing like Liam’s family. He had two brothers, who were technically only his half-brothers, but he liked them so he didn’t bother with the details. One was older, from his step-father’s previous marriage and one was really small, only a toddler from his parent’s current marriage. Now that his mom got remarried, he barely gets to see his biological father.

 

His spacing out was interrupted by buzzing of his phone; it was a text from Toby. “Did you finish your homework already!? When are you coming over?”

 

He chuckled; so typical of his friend, to worry about his homework first. “Yeah, yeah..I did..kind of and I can’t come over..my stupid mother grounded me, because I was rude to her -_- pleeeeaaaseee come save me!! Tell her we are going to study or something..”

 

He hit send and waited for the answer. He really was rude, but it was her own damn fault! Since she thought her husband is cheating on her, she decided to make the whole family eat lunch together; like they didn’t have other things to do. And as if that wasn’t enough, she made them eat her cooking, which tasted like shit. That was also the reason Liam was being grounded now; he just shared his, and probably everyone else’s, opinion.

 

He got another text. “What do you mean kind of?? I’m coming over and I’ll help you finish it!”

 

Whatever, just come over..Liam thought, since even doing homework was fine with him, as long as he could spend time with Toby. He replied. “You know I love ya right??

 

But as he sent it, he sighted. Too bad his friend didn’t take this kind of texts seriously.

 

While he waited, he made sure his “diary” won’t get in Toby’s hands; he would probably lecture him about respecting his elders and stuff. Liam soon heard voices from downstairs, Toby explaining his mom, how he came over, because Liam needs help with homework. His mother dotted on him, since he was a straight A student and such a “good kid”, so she let him see Liam.

 

Toby knocked, before entering the room, like he wasn’t coming here since they were kids. “Yoo,” Liam greeted him. “How many times do I need to tell you that you don’t have to knock? But thanks for coming, that old hag is torturing me again.” But his friends just raised an eyebrow at his whining. “I seriously doubt that. It’s your fault for being rude.”

 

Liam sighted. “I just stated my opinion, she said it was rude..and why do you always take her side??” he pouted, while heading to his bed and plopping down next to Toby, who was already starting to pull out his notebooks.

 

Liam stared at him for a moment, then pulled all the stuff from his hands and threw it on the floor. “Wha-..what do you think you’re doing??” Toby asked, then added, “I came here only to help you with your homework!”

 

“You’re not serious right?” Liam asked, not really expecting an answer, before he jumped on his friend, pushing him on the bed. “Let’s go to sleep, I’m tired.” Toby tried to push him off, but he was so weak, he couldn’t do much. “Come on, I want to snuggle,” Liam said, as he squeezed him tighter, burying his head in the other’s neck.

 

“You are suffocating me, Liam! Come on, get off of me!” Toby tried to push him away one more time, then gave up. “How can you be so lazy?? You sleep all the time! And you’ll get in trouble again tomorrow at school, because you didn’t do your homework. You promised me you’ll do it..”

 

Liam raised his head. “Oh yeah, the diary. I actually wrote something for today already.” He grinned at the boy beneath him, when the latter made a surprised face. “You did?? Let me see it!” Toby said, excited. “No way in hell..” Liam muttered in return, “I might, if you let me see yours though?” But at that, his friend just blushed bright red and shook his head. That definitely spiked Liam’s interest. I need to get my hands on that notebook..

 

“What did you write in it, that you don’t want me to see?” Liam asked, raising up and starting to go through his friend’s bag to find the notebook. “Nothing! It’s not your business anyway, it’s my diary,” Toby said, getting up too, not bothering to stop Liam. “So can we at least do something other than sleep? Like watch a movie?”

 

“That is actually a great idea!” Liam said, stopping to rummage through the other’s bag; the diary was obviously not there. “I have a movie on the laptop, which I wanted to see.” Not to mention we can cuddle, while watching it. The plot of the movie was actually very interesting, or at least that’s what Liam’s brother said, and it was about gays. Who knows, maybe he’ll get the clue this time.

 

“Cool, what’s it about?” Toby, who was already getting under the covers, asked. Liam pulled down the curtains and locked the door, so they’ll have some privacy. Watching movies was their common hobby, so they did it a lot of times. “Wait and you’ll see, I don’t want to spoil it for you.”

 

There was no way Liam would tell his friend what’s it about, since he would refuse to watch it. He slipped under the covers too, leaning back on the wall, sitting just close enough to casually touch Toby. He loved the warmth that was coming from the smaller boy and how he unconsciously leaned towards him when he was immersed into the story.

 

He pushed play.

[Ventamus]

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Oh man I hope it's not a porno they are going to watch. XD

I like the little cuddle they share, but man Toby sure is slow for a straight-A student for not noticing anything from all of that cuddling. lol

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ahaha i'm not telling..maybe and Toby's so damn slow!you'll see in the next chapters..he's totally unaware of what's going on around him xD and thanks for reading~ ^^

[Rheena_Andy]

Aya-Nee this Liam is a sneaky guy :3 i already am wishing it's a porn video :> please update soon

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[Ayakashiu]

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rinaa-chaaan, you read my story??thanks! *^* lol of course you do, you pervert and btw, i'm loving your siggy, luffy x law \O/

[Rheena_Andy]

Yeah! I'm gonna read Lien-chan's story later as well (

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I heard the you get to read the new chapters first *^* no fair..

 

Btw Aya-Nee , i love this Diary idea please make more soon ^^ good job

[Ayakashiu]

Dear diary..no. 5!

Toby felt really comfortable and warm under the covers. When the movie started, Liam scuttled closer, basically climbing into Toby’s lap. “Come on, it’s starting, just decide how you want to lay already.” Toby didn’t really mind them snuggling together, since his friend was like this all the time. No one from school would believe it, but Liam was actually a person who loved cuddling. And Toby was used to this already, so he didn’t feel awkward at all.

 

The start of the movie was really good; it talked about the two brothers, who got separated in childhood, but promised to find each other one day. “I didn’t think you liked this kind of movies Liam,” Toby said, while playing with his friend’s hair, “It looks like it’s going to be a drama.”

 

“Mmm..Lucas said I should watch it,” Liam answered, snuggling even closer to him. Lucas was his older brother. Toby knew that his friend likes being petted and he did it almost without thinking. Liam had really soft hair and it was like petting a cat. But his hand started to hurt from the weird position, so he stopped.

 

“Noooo, don’t stop! More!” Liam demanded, making Toby roll his eyes. “My hand’s hurting, because I have to hold it up, so I can’t,” Toby answered at that, not wanting to indulge his friend too much. He was too spoiled already, as it was.

 

Liam started to shuffle, laying his head in Toby’s lap, pulling his hand back on his head. “Now you don’t have to hold it up, so do it some more!”

 

Toby sighted. “You know that you’re acting like a kid right? I should record you and show to everyone at school, what you’re really like. I bet the girls won’t find you as cool as they do now, when they see that!” But he still continued to caress his friend’s hair. “And besides, can you even watch the movie, if you’re laying like this?”

 

“You wouldn’t dare..I would just make you pay, if you ever did that..” Liam answered to his teasing. And Toby knew that was true; his friend always got what he wanted from him or he made him regret not obeying him. Sadist.. Toby thought, before a scene on the laptop screen caught his eyes.

 

“Em..aren’t they brothers?” he asked Liam, who raised his head from his lap, leaning back to the wall next to him again. “Mhm..” was all that he got in return. “Maybe we should watch a different movie,” Toby said, feeling hot for some reason, which showed on his face. When he leaned forward, to stop the movie, Liam grabbed his hand and pulled him back.

 

“Why? They aren’t having sex or anything, they are only kissing..” His friend said, looking down on him, a smirk forming on his lips. “Or are you embarrassed already?”

 

Toby knew, his friend is going to tease him endlessly for this, but he still try to hold his ground. “I’m not! It’s just..they are both guys and..they are brothers and..they aren’t just kissing anymore!” He felt even more hot than before, definitely embarrassed to watch something like this with his friend. And it was pretty obvious where this was going. His mom sometimes gave him the books she was in charge of, and they were also about boys..doing stuff to each other. Toby read them out of curiosity, but he didn’t tell anybody about that; his mother probably knew though.

 

“You are soooo embarrassed,” Liam pointed out, a big smile on his face now. He’s enjoying this way too much.. “It’s just kissing..so what does it matter if they are both boys? You should seriously just go and have your first kiss already! You can’t get that flustered every time you see such a scene.”

 

Toby punched him in the stomach, making him grunt and free his own hand, stopping the movie. “How do you know I never kissed anyone before?? It’s not like I tell you everything!” Toby answered with a sulking voice. But it was the truth; he just didn’t have anyone he liked, or if he did, he just didn’t have the courage to confess, so he never got the chance to kiss someone.

 

But that just made Liam laugh at him. “Of course I know! I know everything about you!” He stopped laughing, pausing a little before starting to speak again with a serious face. “Then just prove it. Kiss me and we’ll see, if you really kissed before.”

 

Liam said that in a calm voice, but it left Toby gawking. “W-wha-what?! No way I’m kissing you!” Toby’s heart was beating frantically from just the suggestion. Of course his friend will know this was his first time, if he kissed him; Liam had plenty of experience himself, being confessed to on a daily basis. Toby didn’t even know what he should do! He only read about kissing and saw it on TV..so should I just press our lips together?? But then what?? I should start moving right?

Liam just shrugged. “Then we’ll just watch the movie till the end.” He looked at him with the I’m-fine-either-way look, which pissed Toby off. “Why is it such a big deal? I’m your best friend and you say you kissed before right?” Why did his friend always knew which buttons he has to push?

 

“Fine! We’ll just watch the movie then,” Toby said, not wanting to give in. He was always the one who gave in and he hated that! His friend just shrugged and pressed play again. They are just kissing, he can handle that. It’s not like they are going to show everything in detail..

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so here is the new chapter~

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hope you like the movie xD

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The movie is incest? Ain't that too high level for Toby hahaah XD

Man, I hoping they would kiss haha XD

Tobi's cluelessness never fail to amuse me.

Good job on this chapter.

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lol yeah xD the movie is actually important for the continuation of the story :3 and toby is clueless when it comes to liam, but he isn't as innocent as he seems and thank you again, for reading every new chapter~ ^^

[Arekushisu]

I love it!!! Though I thought Toby was gonna kiss him just to prove him wrong (even tho he hasn't ever kissed anyone before) but the plot is amazing! You only have Afew typos in there that I would look for when you continue to write. But other than that it's a wonderful story. I hope you keep it up! I wanna see what's gonna happen!

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thank you~ ^^ i'm happy you enjoyed it!and sorry for the typos ^^' but i can't just skip right to the kiss..toby isn't so easy to convince i want to torture liam some more :3

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haha alright alright I guess that makes sense! But don't torture the boy for too long heh he already has trouble hiding his nightly erections from his friend. I'm assuming it's going to become harder and harder for him to hide it.

[Ayakashiu]

Dear diary..no. 6!

 

Toby was fidgeting for some time now, really uncomfortable watching this movie. Why did I agree to watch it again?? But when the third person joined the two brothers in the movie, he just couldn’t take it anymore. “Liam, this is porn! You’re making me watch porn! You’re such a pervert!” he burst out, hitting stop and pushing down the top of the laptop, closing it.

 

Liam was lounging back on the wall, covered with sheets, an amused smile resting on his lips. “What if I told you I seriously had no idea that this will be so..explicit?” He looked at his best friend with a face of an angel, but Toby just gave him one of his blank looks, meaning he didn’t buy it at all. “No, I’m serious this time. Lucas gave it to me, saying that I might like it and I only checked the summary quickly, where it said that it’s a story about two brothers! How should I know there will be that kind of scenes in??”

 

Toby sighted, allowing the possibility that his friend was telling him the truth. “Well, I’m not watching it!” he said with a pout, but his friend only looked at him with a grin, not objecting at all. “What?” Toby asked, having a bad feeling about this. Liam just tapped his lips with a finger, before saying, “Then you owe me a kiss, princess.”

 

Rolling his eyes, Toby answered, “You’re not still serious about that!” He managed to scoop one of the pillows from under Liam and throw it in his face. “God, I can’t believe you’re such a kid. If you kissed someone already, there really should be any problem and if you didn’t..well at least you’ll learn how to properly kiss, no harm in that right?” Liam replied, pulling the pillow from his face, hugging it.

 

In moments like this, Toby thought how Liam’s grades could be so much better, if he ever used his brain for studying, instead of this. He really is good in always finding the right argument, isn’t he?

 

Seeing how he didn’t plan to give up though, Toby started to seriously consider it. He knew Liam basically his whole life and when he got something in his head, he didn’t plan to let it go, so if Toby won’t cooperate, Liam will just bug him until he gives in. They were best friend after all, used to having no personal space around each other, so a kiss isn’t such a big deal right? Liam wanted Toby, to help him practice kissing before, but Toby always refused him, knowing he will probably suck at it, meaning it will give Liam even more teasing material.

 

BUT, there was this big but in Toby’s head, thinking how he wants to have his first kiss with someone he’s dating, not with his best friend. On the other hand, if he knew how to kiss, the first kiss with someone he liked will be much nicer right? Kissing his best friend probably didn’t even count! It was just for practice, so probably a lot of people did it.

 

Toby wanted to hit his head on the wall, all this thoughts swarming around his head, not helping him a bit! He suspiciously checked out his friend, who was just quietly sitting there, not commenting or making jokes, which was really weird for him. But then Liam smirked and said, “You know I’m an expert, so who’s out there more suitable than me, to teach you this?”

 

Toby made an angry face. “How do you even know I need someone teaching me?! Maybe I’m good at it myself already!” He tried looking confident, but Liam just gave him a small smile and patted him on the head. “Of course you are, Casanova,” and that really pissed Toby off; he’ll show him he isn’t so bad! He did read a few things about this, so he can just use what he learned from that.

 

He scuttled over to where his friend was half-sitting, half-laying. “Just..don’t laugh!” His courage almost faded, when he saw his friend totally serious, just nodding at his words. Why doesn’t he joke now? He always jokes around.. “And..em..” Toby fidgeted around, not really having anything to say, just wanting to gain some time, “You won’t tell anyone about this, right?” He looked at him with pleading eyes, but like before, his friend only nodded with a serious expression. Why is he so serious?? It’s freaking me out..

 

But it was best if he didn’t over think this; yes, that is the best, don’t over think.. He started to lean down, closing in on his best friend’s lips..

[Ventamus]

Thing are getting steamy :3

I hope it won't end with just a peck on the lip tho. :/

 

good job on the chapter.

Tho I would love to have more description on the movie, lol

[Ayakashiu]

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thank you~ loooool i was just thinking that i would actually like to see that movie O.O too bad i made it up..and about the kiss..telling if it will be a peck on the lips, something more or nothing in the end..would be a spoiler so please bear with me until the next chapters come!!

[Sai-Miyoshi]

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why alreadyt he end?!!!!! UPDATE!!!!! pleas please please please!!!! tis soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute >.

[Arekushisu]

Ah!!!!!!! Gotta update!!!!!

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you're the one who's cute but thank you ^^ i was kind of slacking off, but i'll try to update more regularly from now on ^^" (note that i said i'll try, so that doesn't mean that it will actually happen OTL) and

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thank you too, for still wanting to read the story ^^ so here's a new chapter~

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Dear diary..no. 7!

Toby leaned down, closing in on Liam’s lips, but stopping right before they would touch, gulping hard. He bit his lips, trying to remember all the scenes he saw in the movies or read about in different books. All the kisses there were really passionate and everyone was a good kisser, even if it was their first time; that fact just made Toby feel even more insecure.

 

To make himself calm down, Toby started to make a list of things, he should do. So first, I press our lips together, then I start moving..wait, moving? How do I move?? How does it even feel like, to kiss someone? How does it feel to kiss Liam? He felt a shiver down his spine, making him inhale sharply. Are his lips soft? They look really soft..they look like they were made for kissing..whoa, what am I thinking about? Toby, just do it, just take a deep breath and do it!

 

Taking a deep breath, pressing their lips together hard, his eyes shut tight, Toby realized his friend’s lips did feel really soft and warm, but as soon as he touched them, his mind went blank. What should I do now? What should I do now? What should I do?? They both just stayed like that for a few moments, lips pressed together tightly. Toby started to feel stupid, so he decided to move away, wanting to end this.

 

But before he could do so, his friend’s hands cupped his face, pushing him away, breaking the kiss for a moment, as he whispered, “Just relax..” Then he started to kiss him back and Toby felt like his body was melting and his brain turning into mush. He didn’t know what was happening around him, like he was in his own world, where only those lips, moving against his, existed. He never felt so many things at once; slight tingling and warmth, where Liam’s lips touched him, loud thumping in his ears, from his erratic heart beat, building pressure, somewhere down in his lower regions..

 

He also felt, like he will suffocate and he suddenly realized, he has no air anymore, so he roughly pushed his friend away, turning his head to the side, inhaling loudly. “Are you okay?” came a worried voice from somewhere above him. "Yeah..I just..need some air.” As Toby moved his head back in the previous position, he found himself face to face with his friend, only then realizing that he was lying on the back and Liam on top of him. When did this happen?? I don’t remember laying down on my back..

 

As he was getting more and more embarrassed by what happened and by their current position, Liam smile was becoming bigger and bigger, until he burst out laughing. “I’m sorry, that's just..too much for me..I’m sorry,” he said, while laughing, but Toby didn’t find this situation funny at all. He pushed his friend off of himself, wanting to get up, feeling insulted, even thought he didn’t know by what exactly, but Liam pulled him back on the bed, so that he was on his back again and his friend laying beside him on his side. “I’m really sorry, but..you forgot to breath didn’t you? That’s just..too adorable.”

 

Toby’s face grew completely red, from embarrassment and anger alike. So that’s why he was laughing at me.. He hated being called adorable as his friend knew very well; he wanted to be manlier, like Liam, not adorable, like some kind of a girl! “And that’s was why I was laughing, not because of the kiss. I promised I wouldn’t laugh because of that right? And there was no need for me to laugh about that anyway.” Liam continued his explanation.

 

“So..you’re saying my kissing doesn’t suck?” Toby asked, a little hope showing in his voice, his anger forgotten for a moment. He was rarely praised by his friend, so it made him feel really happy, when he was. And the fact that his friend didn’t laugh at his kissing, made him feel relieved. Liam chuckled. “No, you don’t. But..that doesn’t mean you’re already a professional. You should practice more often and..I might be willing to help, if I get something in return,” he added with a sideways grin on his face.

 

Toby gave his friend a blank stare, hitting him with a pillow again. “You should just go and die somewhere already! I’m leaving!” He was feeling so confused and worried, while his friend did this only to get something out of him, probably his homework. He felt hurt for some reason, but not wanting to dwell on that, he grabbed his things and stomped out, leaving his friend convulsing from laughter on his bed.