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aya-chaan your story really great :3 I like Toby's innocent :3 can't wait for next chapter

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Toby is so cute~~ XD

I love your story XDD I like how innocent Toby is and how Liam teasing him X3 CUTE! XD

Next chapter please~ :Red_fox:foxy2:_red_fox 13

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thank you guys!! *^* i'll try my best and post a new chapter soon!

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one month??it's been one month since i last updated a new chapter?!where did all this time go? T^T i'm sorry, if there's still anyone who's willing to read this story OTL my only excuse is that i had some s*** going on in my life so yeah..and em..i kind of forget that i have the next chapter written already *coughs* i really forgot or i would have posted it sooner, i swear! ^^" aaaaanyway, to whoever reads it..i hope you like it~

 


Dear diary..no. 8!

Liam didn’t try to stop his friend, as he stomped out; it was better that he left, since Liam’s self control was falling to pieces. He would probably jump on him and do something stupid, which he would regret later. His laughter died as soon as the entrance doors slammed shut behind Toby and he sighted.

 

I kissed him..I actually kissed him..no..he kissed me! Liam pinched himself, checking if this wasn’t a dream, just in case. He never thought that his convincing might work, it was just a futile hope he had. But it did and Liam found himself wanting to giggle, he was so ecstatic. The only reason he burst out laughing when they stopped kissing was because he was so happy that he thought he might explode. It was a better alternative to raping his friend.

 

He turned around on the bed, burying his head in the pillow, remembering how Toby’s lips felt. Kissing never felt so good before and the way his friend was inexperienced..Liam actually liked that fact. That only proved that he was his first. “I’m his first..” he murmured, feeling a wide smile creep on his lips, just by hearing those words.

 

He sighted. “Liam, don’t get your hopes up! This was probably just a piece of good luck for you..” But he couldn’t quite convince himself. He was hoping this will happen again, he was hoping more will happen next time, even though he might end up with a broken heart. But I can at least hope!

 

He sat up on the bed, remembering the film. “Lucas, you bastard..” His brother probably did it as a joke, giving him this movie. It was hardcore porn in the end and incest, to make it even worse! If he would know that, he wouldn’t let Toby see it..I’m not that mean. But he was grateful that the movie made Toby kiss him. He felt giddy every time he thought about this.

 

He moved the laptop to the floor, laying down on the bed again, on his back. He slipped his hand into his pants, taking a hold of the bulge that formed, as they were watching the movie, and got bigger because what happened after. He lightly rubbed the tip, remembering the feel of Toby’s lips on his, how willing he was after he kissed him back, how he forgot to breath.. He must have like it, if he even forgot to breath.. Liam’s breathing elevated, as he started to move his hand up and down his length, thinking about Toby.

 

Soon, his thoughts wandered, imagining what would happen, if the kiss didn’t end, when it did. What he would do to his friend, as he was laying under him, how he would make him moan.. It didn’t take him long to cum all over himself with a grunt, only from imagining Toby under him. Liam sighted, thinking to himself, How far you’ve fallen..you should seriously get a grip.. He found a tissue, cleaned himself and got up. He took the DVD, heading towards his brother’s room. He wasn’t ashamed he just used his best friend to masturbate; he did that for almost as long as he was taking care of himself. At first it was unintentional and he was embarrassed about that, but he soon discovered how he felt and imagining something like this, was his daily routine.

 

“Lucas,” he called out, when he knocked on his brother’s door the third time already, “I’m coming in!” Liam could hear the music, but he didn’t expect it will be so loud, when he will opened the door. His brother was sitting on the bed, computer in his lap. He was handsome and had a typical pretty boy look - blue eyes, blonde hair, always nicely dressed. No one would see them as brothers, since they couldn’t look more different. Liam actually envied his brother about his looks; he wasn’t a mixed freak, like himself.

 

As soon as Lucas noticed him, he closed the laptop, shutting down the music with it. “Watching gay porn perhaps?” Liam teased, throwing the DVD on the bed next to his brother, plopping down on a chair.

 

“Seriously dude? Don’t you think I’m too young to watch this kind of movies?” Liam chuckled, as he raised his eyebrows questioningly. “You watched it?” his brother asked, moving to sit at the side of the bed, his eyes fixed on Liam. “Yeah I did..well to the part where threesome starts. With Toby!” Liam stressed the last part, since his brother knew his friend and could probably imagine the situation.

 

“Why did you watch it with him?” came the next question and Liam rolled his eyes. “Well take a wild guess, Sherlock!” Lucas knew about Liam’s feelings. At the beginning, the two started off bad, but then they were home alone one evening and Lucas just got dumped, so he bought a bottle of whiskey and said he will teach his little brother how to drink properly. Liam was curious how it is to be drunk, so he went along with it and that was the evening, when the two truly became brothers. They told each other everything and Lucas was one of Liam’s best friends since then. He was also older and more experienced, so Liam often asked him for advice.

 

“Oh..well I would have warned you, if I knew you would watch it with him. So, what did you think?” Lucas asked and Liam was kind of surprised. His brother would usually laugh, if he heard Toby watched something like this or asked about the details, but now he acted..really weird.

 

“You are asking me what I thought about porn?” Liam furrowed his brows, trying to figure what his brother was up to. “And when did you get into gay porn anyway? I thought you were straight.”

 

“I thought so too,” his brother murmured, barely audible. “And I meant about the plot..” He was looking away as he asked that, which started to turn on alarms in Liam’s head. “Eeee..I guess if it wasn’t so many sex scenes, it would be a good drama?” He phrased it as a question, not really sure what his brother wants from him. “Lucas, did you fall for another guy?” His brother was always there for him and didn’t judge him, even when he confessed he was in love with his best friend, so Liam planned to do the same for him.

 

“Ah, it’s alright, I thought it had a great plot for a porn too,” Lucas laughed, but it looked forced. “Sorry for getting you in trouble with Toby. Now if you don’t mind, I was in the middle of something.” He pointed at the computer, a suggestive smile on his face. Liam stood up to leave, still thinking something was seriously off, but he didn’t want to pressure him. “Well if you need someone to talk to, you know where to find me, ‘kay?” His brother only nodded, with a sad smile on his face.

 

The encounter made Liam a little worried and he planned to talk to his brother again about this, but as soon as he was in his room again, on his bed, he could smell Toby’s lingering scent on his blankets and on one of the pillows and he couldn’t help but remember what happened, going over each scene in his mind, again and again. His head was buried in his pillow while he stroked himself for the second time.

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Nah, finally next chapter out~ yay! But what's wrong with Liam's brother? Is he gay too or something.. Whoa, my mind going crazy if too curious -3-

by the way great chapter aya-chan ^^ looking forward for next chapter~

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thank you very much!! ^^ and let just say i wanted to try and make a side story, so i will slowly include more characters in the new chapters, starting with Liam's brother ^^ i hope you'll like where the story is going~

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you're welcome aya-chan :3 whoa did you just spoil something? :o now I got more curious than before :p okaay, I'm waiting next chapter with 'many characters' haha ^^

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hehe nah, not really a spoiler :p and i said slowly XD so yeah..let's hope that works out XD if not, i'll just stick with liam and toby :3 anyway, thanks for reading! :o

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its so good Aya-chan

i wonder if im right about the brother so i cant wait to find out what happens next!!

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OHHHH AYA!!! It was amazing! I loved it! Liam is so adorable and his brother!! Like if I'm right then I'll be excited to see how that little situation works out! Keep up the good work Aya~

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thank you both for reading ^^ aaaaand cheputchan said i'm giving out spoilers so i will wisely stay quiet on the subject :p but i do wonder if you two got it right ^^

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, Well I sure hope I did cause if I did then this story is gonna get complicated with the love TRI- hehe kidding!! Anyway I hope to see another chapter soon! I miss you AYA! Shoot me a pm sometime...or a chat when you are free!!

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Chapter 1

 

O.o Ok, now my Ego is busted. XD Ay, I love this.

 

Chapter 2

 

Sitting here wondering what the hell I hadn't read this sooner.

Oh great..I’ll get a self control of a god after enduring all this

Yes my friend, now you know how I feel about a certain someone. ;D

 

Chapter 3

 

Oh? Tsk, someone seems like a cutie, yet may I admit that Toby seems a bit jealous of his sister. XD Mm...or he's highly irritated by her, but what for?

 

Chapter 4

 

Lmao. Oh Toby. I'm loving this story sis. At least there's.....mm...I can't find the word.

 

Chapter 5

 

Oh Gods! Wondering why I'm saying that? Toby acts like you so much on this chapter. It is so....can't say annoying...overwhelming. There. I think of die if Toby and you were to talk to me at the same time, that's if Toby was real..xD Oh, and I'm not speaking on his clueless-ness. ←New word I know. XD

 

Chapter 6

 

*Speechless and hurries to read next chapter*

 

Chapter 7

 

Wow o.o I loved this chapter, as for the previous. Great job baby. ^_^

 

Chapter 8

 

O.O Oooooooh....I so know why the porn was needed. Seems as if Toby isn't the only one so clueless. ^_^ Love this Aya. Perfect.

 

UPDATE SOON!

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i'm still staying wisely quiet :p

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you read it OTL thanks for writting all this *^*

I never knew you could write so well, even though you're well off in the group rp we have together

yeah that's what happens if you have someone proof-reading your story and correcting the mistakes :o i can only thank handsome for this (gotta mention you, so you'll see

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:p thanks~)

Yes my friend, now you know how I feel about a certain someone. ;D

i have to admit, this actually amuses me..a lot :p because someone swears he has the biggest self control ever (not pointing at anyone, just speaking in general :3) XDDDD

Oh Gods! Wondering why I'm saying that? Toby acts like you so much on this chapter. It is so....can't say annoying...overwhelming. There. I think of die if Toby and you were to talk to me at the same time, that's if Toby was real..xD

tees, i think the lack of sleep is affecting you -_- i probably will include my 'alter ego' in the story but damn, it won't be toby, it will be someone much cooler XDDD but why would you die? XD afraid we will nag you until you'll eat and sleep properly? :p

 

about the porn..you can guess where the influence for that came from XD

thanks for reading and commenting tees!! *^* it means a lot~

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CHAPTER 1

I now formally announce that I ship Toby and Liam

 

that ending though :3

CHAPTER 2

I want a mom like that xDDD OMFG hahah xD wow. Her reaction killed me hahah xD I'm just glad my son is the top LOL hahah god job. best mom ever

mhmmm Liam, Liam, Liam~ :3 (ask for my help next time ;) jokin!) that self control of a god hahah xD good luck horny boy :3

 

CHAPTER 3

heh... I'm sensing something consensual here

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*ugly sobbing* you and tees praise me too much OTL but i got a nice ego boost and lots of motivation to write on \O/ so shipping toby and liam?something everyone wants to hear about their story tet!! thanks a lot!!

you write so well, why didn't I notice it before?

i have to admit, handsome helped me a lot with reading it for me and giving me pointers ^^ thanks again Rhye~

I want a mom like that xDDD

ikr?!? XDDD i want mom like that too :3

Now I just need a real buttsex from them

no xD dude it's fluff and romance and stuff..i promised i will include one thing for you, but that's all you're getting from me for now :p

 

thanks again for reading *^* love you guys~

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I read all the chapters today and WOW, it's such a romantic and cute story. I like so much the way you describe their awkwardness. rabbit8 I laughed so much at the watching movie part.

I just love how tricky Liam is being to get what he wants. Toby is so adorable cute and Liam is so hot/cool. I can't even decide which one I like more. rabbit16

Also, I love the way you keep the tension between them, and the fact that the things don't escalate fast.

You're a really really good writer!!! I can't wait to read the next part!

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I can't even decide which one I like more.

i actually feel the same way, i wanted toby to be the main char but liam kind of became one too in the end XD thanks for reading!! :o i will try to update soon~

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thanks for waiting patiently everyone~ here's the new chapter \O/


Dear diary..no. 9!

 

I don’t know what that stupid Liam is thinking! He’s so irritating I just want to punch him! Well not like it will hurt him..but I want it to hurt!

Toby took a deep breath and exhaled quickly, making a ‘humph’ sound. He was really frustrated, but when he put it on paper, it looked stupid. It’s not like anyone will read this..It made him feel better to write about it though, so he continued.

 

Almost a week passed from the..”incident” and he acts like nothing happened! It was my first kiss and he probably doesn’t even remember it happened! He just flirts with all of the girls in school. Aaaa! He makes me want to scream. I knew I shouldn’t have done it.

 

Toby put the pen down, leaning back in his chair. Actually, all wasn’t the same after the kiss. He knew Liam can’t come over so easily anymore, but he didn’t even text Toby or invite him over. It was like Liam was avoiding him and Toby felt kind of lonely. But it was just a kiss between friends..it shouldn’t mean anything, right? He unconsciously touched his lips, as he remembered what happened a few days ago. He didn’t know that kissing can be that good and he now knew why Liam was so popular. He probably kissed many of the girls in school already..

 

Toby was getting depressed and angry, although he wasn’t sure why. He just was and he knew it’s because of Liam. His friend didn’t even come over during the weekend! It was obvious he was avoiding Toby. Now the only question was why.

Since he wasn’t really a patient person, Toby took his mobile and texted him.

 

“Earth to the moron, who’s too lazy to move his ass here! You suddenly grew a brain and don’t need help with your homework anymore?”

 

Toby wasn’t in the mood to be polite and he was really angry at Liam. Also, when his friend wasn’t in front of him, it was easier to call him names. He stared at the phone, urging it to ring, announcing the reply to his text, but it stayed quiet. Toby gave up and returned to reading a book, Evie let him borrow, although he couldn’t concentrate properly. He kept re-reading the same paragraph again and again, too distracted to actually know what he was reading.

 

Meanwhile at Liam’s…

 

Liam was lying on his bed, starring at his ceiling, bored out of his mind. He didn’t really have the motivation to stand up and go play games, not to even mention doing his homework. All of his energy went into avoiding his best friend for the past week. It was tiring and Liam missed him like crazy already. But after the kiss, his body had a mind of his own; more exact, only a certain part of his body. As soon as he saw Toby, he remembered the kiss and he got hard. He couldn’t believe this was really happening to him.

 

He tried everything, masturbating before going to school, even doing it during the breaks, but he still reacted to Toby. He even flirted with every girl that passed him, hoping that will occupy his mind. But it didn’t work as planned. It was getting better now, after so many days have passed, but the first day, Liam just skipped classes since it was that bad.

 

While he was doing nothing, but pondering on the misfortunes in his life, his phone buzzed. He couldn’t reach it, when he stretched his arm and he spend a few moments deciding if it’s worth standing up to see who it is or not. It’s probably one of those stupid girls again.. Even though Liam gave the impression of a playboy at school, always flirting with girls and stuff like that, he actually didn’t like all the attention. It was too much work. It did flatter his ego at the beginning when all the girls started noticing him, but the one he wanted to notice him didn’t, so he find it a bother to deal with all the other people, he didn’t even care about.

 

In the end, he still decided to stand up and check his text.

“Earth to the moron who’s too lazy to move his ass here! You suddenly grew a brain and don’t need help with your homework anymore?”

 

“What the..little bastard.” Liam found himself grinning at the text. He loved when his best friend acted all brave but then Liam made him regret his words; Toby was so cute when he was flustered. Lucky for Liam, that his body was worn out from the whole week, or this mental image would make him hard again.

 

He pondered for a moment, what he should write him back and then started typing.

“Aw, someone misses me that much?”

 

That was enough. He didn’t need to write anything more, Liam knew just this will make Toby blush and get flustered. He didn’t need to wait long, as usual. The phone beeped and he checked the message immediately.

“NOOOOOO! I was just checking if you’re still alive! I don’t want your parents to find you rotting in your room!!”

 

Liam chuckled as he read the message; too bad he couldn’t see Toby at the moment, he was surely blushing like crazy.

 

“You miss me. You should just come over whenever that happens so..come over! :p

 

As soon as he clicked send, Liam knew this was a bad idea. He fall back on his bed, wanting to see Toby, but at the same time hoping his friend won’t come over. He didn’t know how to act around him at the moment, seeing his own reactions to the cute boy.

 

The door bell rang not long after that and Liam knew he was doomed.

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no tees, leave liam alone! :p he's in love ok? o3o and no one can match your will powers anyway, god-sama XDDDDDD

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Whee~

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another cool story! ^^ I never expect that Liam got hard by seeing Toby XDD and what was with the hang story at the end? =.= come on don't make me curious with that~ anyway great work aya-chan! keep going on ;)

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