[18+] You Belong to Me (Zombie_In_A_Box x Rem)

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

"I can do it..." Yukki began, pouting as Ryuuto came anyway. "...myself." He muttered out, but didn't resist the help. When he was in the bathroom, the teen washed up a little bit, brushed his teeth and afterwards changed his clothes. Even if it was evening, he'd already slept in these clothes. He had the need to change. The brunet then went to the kitchen, wrapping his arms around Ryuuto's shoulders from behind, standing behind the chair. "Let's watch a movie, mm?" He suggested, resting his chin on the older man's shoulder. He'd borrowed Ryuuto's sweater, since it covered up to his mid-thighs at least and it was super warm... It didn't seem like the man would be getting it back anytime soon.

[Remalade]

Ryuuto leaned back into the brunet's arms with a small smile on his face. "Sounds good to me." he muttered. "Go ahead and get it started while I take a quick shower." He sipped his coffee once more before standing and glancing at Yukki. "It feels like you wear more of my clothes than your own." he said with a laugh. Ryuuto tugged on the sleeve of the sweater teasingly. "But it looks better on you than it does on me." He shrugged, then went back to his room. After taking a short shower, he changed into some more comfortable clothes and went to the living room. "Are you hungry?" he asked. Ryuuto wasn't, but if Yukki wanted to order something, he would do so.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Yukki grunted softly in response, pulling away with a lazy smile. "Kay, don't take too long." He smiled, a soft, rosy blush covering his cheeks as Ryuuto commented on the sweater. The brunet just sighed, lightly tugging on it to cover more of his milky thighs. He just had to hope no one would come... Although it honestly didn't seem like Ryuuto had a lot of friends, which he never commented on. While the man took his shower, Yukki went to find some movie for them - he finally decided on Big Hero 6. He decided that some animated movie would be fun and relaxing, so why not?

 

"Not really, I'll get some sandwiches if anything." Yukki smiled softly as he got on the couch, waiting for his boyfriend to come as well so he could snuggle up against him comfortably.

[Remalade]

Ryuuto nodded and took his usual spot on the couch, linking an arm around Yukki's waist and gently pulling him in close. After starting the movie, he smiled at contact. Yukki was warm, as always, and smelled like fresh soap. He pressed a kiss to the brunet's forehead before turning his attention back to the television. He wasn't surprised to see that Yukki had picked an animated movie, nor was he displeased. He thought that it was kind of cute.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Yukki smiled as he cuddled up next to the man, lifting his legs up on the couch as well. He really liked pressing up against Ryuuto, feeling all safe and fuzzy... The brunet soon regretted his choice of the film, though, as quite soon he was trying his best not to sob his eyes out. The teen was nibbling on his lower lip, soft sniffles coming from him from time to time as his eyes seemed to be glued to the screen. He wiped his cheek as a tear escaped, honestly into the movie quite a bit.

[Remalade]

Ryuuto followed the plot of the movie, but he was not as into it as the other was. Therefore, he was surprised to hear soft sniffles beside him. He snuck a glance at Yukki and noticed that he was barely holding back tears. Was it really that sad? Maybe it was just because Ryuuto was not much of an "emotional" person. He couldn't remember the last time he had really cried. Since things like this didn't happen to him often, he wasn't quite sure how to console him. He simply pulled Yukki a bit closer and held him tighter as they continued watching the movie.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Yukki sniffled softly, cuddling up closer as he bit onto his lip. The teen calmed down soon enough as the plot became lighter again, his chest placed comfortably on the other's chest. "He's so cute." He chuckled, glancing up at Ryuuto with a somewhat embarrassed smile. He always got so emotional during movies, he got way into them. Throughout the rest of the movie, the brunet laughed, often commented on something that was happening and, in the end, almost cried again. Actually, he did - through laughter. It was embarrassing, if he was to be honest.

[Remalade]

Ryuuto relaxed when Yukki seemed to calm down and returned to the movie. He smiled at Yukki's words and nodded in agreement, rubbing soft circles on his back. As the movie progressed, he found himself enjoying it more than he expected. It was interesting, of course, and had its funny moments that got at least a soft laugh from him. He wasn't surprised to notice the brunet crying again. This time, he wiped away his tears and returned his embarrased laughter with an amused chuckle. "I think that you are the cute one here." he muttered teasingly.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Yukki was almost a hundred percent sure his cheeks were on fire at Ryuuto's actions and words. "Shut up..." He muttered, staring away with a pout. Even acting like this, the teen cuddled up into the other's arms, sighing quietly. He sniffled softly, wiping the rest of the tears with his sleeve. "You're picking the next movie." He mumbled under his nose, avoiding to look at the man with this appearance. He probably looked horrible! Yukki never looked really pretty when crying - he got all red and his nose was stuffy, his face red and just... Well, he didn't look good, that was all.

[Remalade]

"Hey, no pouting." Ryuuto teased, pulling him in for a quick kiss. He found his flushed cheeks cute, endearing. At his words, he disconnected himself from the brunet, only in order to exchange Yukki's movie for a new thriller/horror movie that he'd heard of. When he returned to the couch, he noticed Yukki avoiding looking at him. He could already tell what he was thinking about. "Stop worrying, you look fine." he muttered, pulling Yukki into his arms again. His fingers traced over his reddened cheeks gently, and his eyes held warmth as he looked at him closely.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Yukki couldn't bring himself to look up at the man, even when he was kissed. Although it was short, it was so sweet... All the sweetness disappeared immediately as Ryuuto mentioned his movie choice. Well, if that was what he wanted... The brunet nodded slightly in approval, already bracing himself for the horror that was about to come. As the other came back, the teen leaned against him slightly, a soft huff leaving his mouth at the words. "I don't..." He mumbled softly, wiping his eyes from the non-existant tears. When he felt warm hands on his cheeks, Yukki finally looked up at the other, his cheeks lighting up in flames from the gaze he met. Fuck, fuck, fuck. He probably looked stunned - as if Ryuuto wasn't perfect enough already, with that look in his eyes... Oh god, he just couldn't take it.

[Remalade]

Ryuuto frowned at Yukki's words, his hands halting on his skin. Didn't the brunet know just how perfect he thought that he was? Did he have any idea how amazing he was? Yukki was so kind and honest that Ryuuto had before questioned if he even deserved him. "Yukki....you're beautiful every second of the day." he muttered softly. He felt a bit odd saying it, but he felt that it was something he needed to tell him. With the same loving look in his eyes, Ryuuto pulled him in for another soft kiss.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Yukki felt as if all air was suddenly sucked out of his lungs, leaving him breathless for a few moments. He could just stare, never before having heard words even remotely close to the ones that Ryuuto just said. To him. As he was kissed, the teen nearly melted into the other's lips, his eyes closing as he wrapped his arms around his neck, moving closer. God, he felt as if he was about to cry again, and that was stupid. Really stupid... But how was he supposed to reply to those muttered words? Up until being with Ryuuto, the only way he expressed his affection was through sex. Just thinking of how lucky he was with this man sent the tears back down his cheeks as he burried his head into Ryuuto's chest.

[Remalade]

Ryuuto's hands pressed into his back as he kissed him, a warm feeling spreading through his chest like fire. Having Yukki in his arms like this was one of the best things that he could imagine. His eyes followed Yukki as he pulled away, and he was suprised to feel something wet against his chest. Yukki was....crying? He'd made him cry? Ryuuto gently ran his fingers through his brunet locks to console him. Honestly, he didn't like when Yukki cried. He only wanted the boy to smile his pretty smile and be happy. But he'd quickly learned that the brunet was much more emotional than that. It was kind of sweet. Ryuuto soothingly rubbed his back and pressed a kiss to the top of his head.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Yukki's body shook with the silent sobs as he hid his face away, simply unable to process everything without breaking down. He managed to mutter out a soft apology somewhere in between the desperate breaths for air. Soon enough he realized that he felt as if all four walls of the room were closing in on him. The teen gripped tightly onto Ryuuto's shirt, beginning to find it difficult to breathe. Each breath was a desperate try to get oxygen into his lungs while he tried to relax, but with horrible memories flooding into his head, he couldn't.

[Remalade]

Ryuuto quickly sat up on the couch when he realized that Yukki was now sobbing. He pulled the brunet into a sitting position as he tried calm him down. Was he having some sort of panic or anxiety attack? Holding onto both of his hands tightly, he tried to get Yukki to breath in and out. He wasn't entirely sure what do in this situation. Had he really caused all of this? A wave of guilt passed over him at seeing the brunet in such distress. "It's alright, Yukki. Breathe in and out...." he coaxed softly.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Yukki honestly felt pathetic like this. He didn't want for Ryuuto to find out he even was having panic attacks. His clouded up mind made him try and shake off Ryuuto's hands - them on his own felt no better than if they were on his throat. He tried to breathe properly, but his throat felt as if it was closing up little by little. It was purely psychological, that was true, but it didn't help. The teen looked terriffied, still trying to breathe as he held onto the sweater on him. He hated being like this, he really did.

[Remalade]

Ryuuto was taken aback and confused when Yukki shook off his hands. He felt as if he had caused this catastrophe and he didn't even know what to do to fix it. He helplessly tried to calm him, but it didn't seem to be working at all. What was he supposed to do? He remembered having a childhood friend that experienced these sorts of things, but he couldn't remember what they'd done to help him. It was mostly Ryuuto's mother that helped the situation. Maybe he could call his mother to help? No, he was sure that would make Yukki even more panic stricken. Ryuuto tried to help as best as he could, but he was honestly lost.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Yukki realized that he was making Ryuuto uncomfortable and probably confused, but all he could do was wait for it to pass. Thankfully, in a few minutes, he was calming down, curled up into a small ball on the couch. He glanced up at the other with tear-filled, apologetic eyes as he wiped his cheek, still catching his breath but now at least he didn't feel as if everything was squeezing him from all sides. Seeking comfort, he curled up next to Ryuuto, not saying a word after this horrid experience.

[Remalade]

Ryuuto's body slowly relaxed when he realized that Yukki was starting to calm down. He felt his stomach clench at the expression on his face, but he didn't move. He was still unsure of what to do to comfort him. As Yukki curled up beside him, he hesitantly but an arm around him. He didn't speak, for fear that he would say something that could trigger another attack. He used his other hand to wipe away a few stray tears, concern still in his eyes as he waited to confirm that Yukki was okay.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Yukki continued to take in deep breaths to calm himself down completely, although his significantly smaller than Ryuuto's body was still shaking occasionally. The arm around him felt heavy, but after the attack passed, it was comforting, in a way. The teen let out a long, quiet sigh as he held onto the older man slightly, muttering a soft apology again. Only after a few minutes did he manage to look up at the man. "I'm sorry, I..." The boy bit down on his lip, glancing down. This was a disaster. He knew exactly why this happened, but... Ryuuto didn't. Should he tell him? He couldn't make up his mind.

[Remalade]

"You don't have to apologize...." Ryuuto said softly. He knew that this was something that Yukki couldn't control, and he didn't want him to feel bad about it. If anything, he felt that this was his own fault. He's probably said or done something to cause the attack without realizing that he'd done so. But he wasn't exactly sure what had caused it. Ryuuto was unsure if asking would make Yukki feel worse. He also considered apologizing, but he felt that even that would make the situation worse as well.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Yukki nodded slightly, cuddling up close like some sort of a small kitten. Although his body had relaxed, his mind had not. The teen closed his eyes, for now just wanting some warmth and safety as he tried pushing the bad memories out of his head. Honestly, he hadn't ever told anyone about what happened with most of his previous masters. He'd managed to block them out before, but now he just wasn't able to. Not when there were such strong emotions involved with Ryuuto. "Would you listen if I told you why?" He asked quietly, sniffling softly as he held onto the man. Holding on to his clothes felt good, somehow. As if it would make sure that Ryuuto wouldn't leave.

[Remalade]

Ryuuto took the brunet cuddling closer as a sign that it was alright to touch him, and he slowly pulled Yukki into his arms. He wanted to protect him. He didn't want him to ever feel as distressed as had a matter of minutes ago. He was taken aback by the question, the phrasing of it making him hesitate. Why would Yukki ever think that he wouldn't listen to him? Especially in this situation, Ryuuto would surely give him his upmost attention. "Of course I would, Yukki." he promised.

[Zombie_In_A_Box]

Yukki closed his eyes for a few moments, taking in a deep breath through his mouth, since his nose had gotten stuffy from his tears. "I've had masters before, and... I was just a sex toy for them." Yukki started quietly, resting his head against the man's chest. "I was constantly beaten, they refused to give me food if I didn't please them, I was always called a slut or a whore." For a moment, it seemed like all emotion was drained from him, as if he was no more than a block of stone. "You're the only one who showed me feelings like this, I just... It's a lot, and... And I haven't had a panic a-attack in years, but..." Yukki fell silent, staring down at the floor. "I'm sorry..." He whispered, not even sure what he was apologizing for by now.