The prelude of Insanity

[Never]

-The prelude of Insanity-

 

 

 

 

....This darkness of my heart...

 

And the peart of my soul....

 

 

 

Why I feel something so right....

.....Doing the wrong thing....

Just like a very known lyric.

In a rainy day.

 

 

I felt my heart at ease when I finally did it

Some called me heartless.

Some crazy.

Others mindless.

Or maybe any of these are the true answer.

And I'm just plainly sleazy.

 

 

Once somebody told me, where there's dead there's life

It’s a lie.

He didn't die.

Even if his body is resting, his soul didn't left

...for afterlife.

 

 

I see you lying there

As an unnoticeable part of me...condemn my soul

You were the worst kind of human

And now you are just a ghoul.

You made this gentleman

Turn into this empty shell

I truly swear...

-Smirks.-

....you will find hell.

 

 

You don't deserve my tears

Humans have their bright side and their darker side

No matter how many years....

Even if you were appeared to be kind

Where was I when you needed to decide?

You only spared to me the worst of your mind

So where are you now?

-A maniac laugh slips.-

 

 

Nothing could have stopped me......

More than glad to see this pale lips....

Nothing could have made me....

This smelly stainless hair....

....Stop. Nobody.

Makes my body twist in pleasure.

On making lifeless, this body.

 

 

I feel you

As my mind slowly drives into madness.

I see you

Smiling for me...with happiness.

That sadist smile

That I've loved so much

That wicked smile

I never found as such.

 

 

Walking away I give you my last glance

As I slowly drive into insanity.