{{Illegal Pleasure}}- {{Private;;18+;;syaoran-puu & Ciel}}

[syaoran-puu]

Kise waited patiently as Ivan moved into position, watching as the guy wiggled his arse in front of his face... was he even aware of the temptation that presented? Unable to resist he stopped playing with himself to grab the guys hips and pull him down closer to his face.

 

Before he could taste the winking eye before him he moaned in pleasure as his own cock entered warm heat. It was delectable, the guy could suck cock like a pro! Better than that! Like a God!

 

His grip tightened on the guys hip, his blunt nails digging in roughly... and for a moment all he could do was rest his head on the guys leg.

 

Taking a steadying breath, since evidently it had been too long since he had done the dance with no pants with anyone, he tried to get his head back into the game.

 

Brown eyes snapped open, and once more zeroed in on their target, the guys taint. Dipping his own thumb into his mouth he then swirled it around the guys waiting hole, pleased to see it appeared unused. This seemed to centre a part of him that Kise hadn't even realised was out of sorts.

 

Pressing harder he watched as the head of his thumb penetrated the guy. "Delicious." He praised before removing the digit and once more grabbing the guys hips. Wasting no time at all he he pulled him closer and swirled his tongue around the guys hole. Tasting and licking before tensing his tongue and forcing his way inside.

 

As he worked he allowed his left hand to trail over Ivan's hip to grab his cock, slowly pleasuring him as he begun to stretch the guy out with his tongue.

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When hands grasped his rather sturdy hips, Ivan complied and allowed himself to be pulled down towards the other’s face. He could only imagine what those sinful lips would do to him… he wondered how that slick tongue would feel… or even those teeth that could form such a lovely smile…

 

When he heard the moan that came from the other’s mouth, he smirked against the head before he removed his mouth, teasingly licking down the vein that was running along the side of the other’s cock, enjoying the way that it pulsed. When he got to the bottom, he gently nuzzled his teeth against the base, not nipping him… just teasing. Taking his hands, he began to rub the other’s thigh, enjoying the smooth feeling as he brought his mouth back up to the top and then brought the other’s whole cock into his mouth almost greedily.

 

Letting out a rather lewd noise as he felt blunt nails dig into his hips, it was muffled by the other’s cock, of which filled him mouth greatly. The feeling was pleasurable, just like every other little thing that this man did to him.

 

When he felt a slick, wet tongue against his unused pucker, he let out another small moan as he brought his mouth back up to the head of the cock, flicking his tongue in the slit before bringing it back down once more.

 

As it penetrated his hole, he let out a louder noise, before moaning the other’s name around the head, although it was a bit silenced by the other’s shaft.

 

As he felt the tongue of the other slip into the area, he felt like he might just lose control. He rarely received anything like that… hell, he rarely even got stretched before he was pounded into the nearest object. He felt grateful… Humming delightfully around the other’s cock, he sent vibrations down the thick organ, his noises becoming louder as the other started to stroke his straining cock.

 

 

 

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The sounds Ivan made were like sweet music to his ears, a sensual dance to his senses that drove him forward. The hums of appreciation he received sent rippling vibrations down his cock, drawing out his own pleasure and causing him to hum and moan against the waiting hole before him. He could feel his orgasm building, surprising himself that he hadn't blown his load already!

 

"So good." He praised, not stopping his exploration before deciding to add a finger into the mix. One lubed finger slid in easily beside his tongue, and with a little moving and bending of the digit he sound felt the spongy gland that was the guys prostate. He massaged it repeatedly as he continued his play, wanting to put Ivan right on the edge but not allow him any relief... yet! The wait would make it all the better when he finally did blow. Whenever he felt the muscles around him clamp up, or notice the guys walls draw up just so he would pause in his attentions before starting right back up again.

 

Soon he had two fingers and his tongue stretching and playing with the guys hole. "So pretty." He praised once more, before giving one more long lick and popping his mouth free.

 

"Unless you want me to cum down your talented throat instead of in your arse.... I would stop your attentions Ivan." Another long moan was drawn from him, a shiver running down his spine at the erotic pleasure. "I want in your arse, baby." The endearment slipped out on its own, though in his pleasure addled mind he couldn't seem to think of reason why he shouldn't call the guy that.

 

With his teeth he nipped at the guys rump before playfully batting it with a soft spank. "Turn around and ride me." He demanded. Heat, lust and desire flooding his voice and eyes. Kise felt like he could burn the room up with what he felt in that moment..

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Ivan purred softly at the encouragement that he received from the other, causing him to continuously bring his mouth up and down around the already slick organ. Really, he wondered what the other’s seed tasted like… was it sweet, or was it bitter? He imagined that it would taste sweet, because this man was nice… at least, that was what he wanted to expect of him.

 

As he felt the feeling out a finger added into his hole, he let out a rather low noise as he continued to go through with his ministrations, drawing his head up towards the other’s tip, swirling his tongue lusciously around the tip, craving to taste the other, sucking it like the sweetest candy he had ever tasted, giving it well treatment.

 

Though, as he felt his prostate being massaged, he quaked the slightest bit against the cop, his body shaking lightly, his mouth struggling to keep a hold on the head of the other’s cock, his lips trembling against the other’s shaft, a deluge of moans spilling from his mouth easily. Why was the man treating him like he actually cared about him? It confused him greatly. Why would someone try to make him feel pleasure as well? That wasn’t how it usually worked… Why wasn’t the other just trying to rip into him, and watch him bleed as they released themselves and not care whether or not he got his release? He appreciated this greatly…

 

As he heard the demand from the other, he slowly withdrew his mouth from the other’s cock, a bit of saliva dripping down his own chin as he turned around, letting out a sharp noise as he felt his rump being slapped in such a way… oh how he loved to be spanked. It was one of his secret pleasures. He wished people would notice that more often.

 

“Demanding, demanding, Kise…” purred the Belarusian man as he aligned himself up with the other’s hole, a small smirk on his lips as he slowly began to push himself down on the other, savoring the feeling of the other’s wet cock slipping inside of him, letting out a rather breathy moan, the look of extreme pleasure plastered on his face.

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Kise quirked a brow when he heard Ivan moan breathy after being spanked.... had the guy liked that? He made a note to try again.... but later, right now he was far too eager to feel his cock surrounded by the warm flesh that he had just ate with abandonment. "You know you love it Ivan." He grinned with a wink, watching as the guy moved into position before taking his cock into his arse.

 

Unable to help it, Kise moaned at the fantastic sensation. It was silky smooth in the guys arse, warm and wet, just like it should be! Gripping Kise's cock perfectly, like a custom made glove! Of course, the look of utter pleasure on Ivan's face had a cocky smirk fluttering over his lips. He had given the guy that! "That's right baby, take what you want from me."

 

His breathing became laboured, and Kise really did try his best not to move, to let Ivan have a moment to adjust. While he might not need it, it was simple courtesy.... still, despite all of Kise's good intentions, he couldn't hold off for long.

 

Grabbing the guys hips he started to thrust up. Slow and powerful to begin with, but soon with such force and speed that he was mildly aware that he was grunting as well as moaning at the exquisite pleasure surrounding him, encasing him so wonderfully "Kiss me!" He demanded, growling out the word as his lust drove him forward. Fucking the guy hard and fast from his bottom position.....

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As the young Belarusian male felt the other male grip onto his hips, he let out another loud moan, his face flushed, his eyes hardly open at this point, hit teeth gripping into his bottom lip, trying to gain a bit of control so that they could begin. Kise’s cock felt amazing inside of him… it was like his cock fit perfectly inside of him, filled him up just the right way, and allowed him to adjust easily.

 

Groaning as the other lifted him and slammed him down onto his cock, Ivan helped the other a bit, moving up with him, complying to the movement, not wanting to disappoint the blonde man below him. He made sure to slam down on the other’s cock as he thrusted upwards, a little bit of drool seeping from the corner of his lip. He wasn’t really used to this position though, given that he never got the time to make a choice as to what position that he was allowed to do… he wished that he could do this more often.

 

Hearing the demand that the other gave, obviously with thorough desperation and lust drowning the words, he leaned forward to capture the other’s lips, kissing the other rather forcefully. A little bit sloppy, though it wouldn’t hurt the kiss. It felt nice… he felt so…so free at the moment, like he could do anything. This felt amazing… it felt nice to be treated like a fellow human for once instead of an inflatable doll.

 

 

 

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After being tormented for so long earlier, and now having the delicious sensation ripple through him as their bodies slapped together, Kise knew he wouldn't last long! The kiss was the last straw, and without him even being aware he was that close he came. A long almost tortured moan ripped from him. As soon as he felt himself cusping he had reached between them to grab the guys cock, rubbing his hand up and down in time with their thrusts.

 

The moment was perfect, and even though Kise had cum quicker than he would have liked he didn't regret the moment. He wouldn't allow it to become tainted with embarrassment. "Sorry babe." He grunted out. Shifting their positions by rolling them, his cock still buried in the guy, their lips once more locked together... his hands tenderly caressing the guys sides. Once he had Ivan on his back he moved his kiss, slipping his now half-soft cock free as he kissed his way down the guys body. He paid attention to each nipple, his hand once more jacking the guy off, though the rhyme was lazy now. He nipped at the guys abdomen, nuzzled his sides, licked his happy trail before finally licking the cock before him. "I want to taste you." Kise stated greedily before taking as much of Ivan's dick in his mouth as he could manage, enjoying the bitter-sweet taste of the guys precum.

 

Using every trick in the book he could think of, he used his tongue and teeth to build up the guys pleasure, his hands playing too. Two fingers in the guys arse caressing his prostate as the other other massaged his balls.

 

He hummed playfully around the wet organ in his mouth, allowing even more to slide down his throat before being forced to take less again.

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As the Belarusian man’s head was leaning backwards, his lips parted in a small “o”. He felt pleasure wash over him, he was so close to his release… though, when he felt the blonde’s seed fill him up so shortly, he felt slight disappointment come over him. He should’ve figured he was going to have to take care of himself in the bathroom instead of having the other help him to completion… every guy was like that. Letting out a rather distressed sigh, he was about to make a move to slide off of the other, though was surprised when he felt the cop push him back onto the bed. Was he going to be arrested now? There was obvious panic mixed with lust swirling in his eyes.

 

Though, he was surprised as his lips were reclaimed with a kiss. His chest heaving in worry, he kissed the officer back. What was he doing!? Why was he kissing him? What was he doing to him!? Trying to calm himself down, he kissed the other in return, trying to see what would happen. As he felt the other’s cock slide out of his hole, he let out a small whine, feeling even more confusion wash over him.

 

Wait, the other wanted to taste him?

 

Why?

 

Pleasure came over him as he felt a warm mouth around his cock. His eyes snapped shut, his toes curling, pleased. This felt like heaven… but why was the cop doing this for him? Wasn’t he only there to get his pleasure, and then leave? Glancing down at him quietly before closing his eyes again, his head rolled to the side, his lips slightly parted as he moaned the other’s name.

 

After a few minutes of feeling the other around him, trying to push him to his release, Ivan spilled his seed into the other’s mouth without warning. He arched his back as he released, groaning, “Kise…”

 

 

 

[syaoran-puu]

Kise loved the sound of his name on the others lips, the pleasure he could hear surrounding the duel syllables, sent a shiver down his spine. Those moans were addictive... and yes, despite knowing what Ivan was, Kise knew he wanted more. Damn it! He could very well become addicted to this man!

 

He didn't have long to contemplate his thoughts though! Before too long the guy was cumming down his throat. Kise ate it up, slurping it down like the finest nectar in the world! It was bitter with a slight sugary sweetness that made Kise wonder what the guy had been eating. Licking and sucking until the guy was clean he released the now spent dick from his mouth before he propped himself up on his elbows and looks down at the guy with a cheesy grin.

 

At times he had seen the unspoken confusion, the worry, and the fear filter across Ivan's face. Kise couldn't help feel guilty for that, even as he suspected he was completely to blame.... but still, it made the perfect man seem.... a little less perfect. Human. Approachable. Real. Kise liked real.

 

Shifting to lie down next to the guy he ruffled his hair up a little then pulled him flushed to his side. "I can see the questions in your eyes.... ask. Then we'll grab a shower." And maybe have another round! He mused to himself, already wondering how flexible the guy was!

 

Maybe... just maybe.... he had give the guy a good time after all.

[{｡^◕‿◕^｡}Ciel]

Ivan glanced at the other as he felt his body being pulled closer to his, his white-blonde hair being ruffled by lithe fingers. There was a bit of a more serene look in the other’s eyes, obviously starting to compose himself. Despite the fact that hit bitten, bruised cherry lips were parted, breathing in a rather austere manner, his icy cerulean orbs closed once more, his breathing weighty as he tried to get back into a proper state of mind.

 

Ivan, despite the fact that he wished he could ignore this feature about himself, got rather anxious pretty quickly. He couldn’t really keep his mind on one thing at a time, jumping from idea to idea. He got frightened by his ideas rather quickly and made him scared and untrusting of others; especially of police officers. They scared him the most. At least here, police shot whoever they pleased and got away with it… and guns petrified him. He never knew how to react when he saw a gun.

 

The Belarusian man rested his head against the other’s body, he breathing still leisure, a bit of… well, worry trapped in his eyes. What if the other did shoot him an got away with it? What if this really was just some stupid ploy to get the other to be too spent to fight back against him? He felt stressed, though that wasn’t all that apparent, his eyes kind of blank for a moment before he tiredly rolled onto his other side, so he could look at the man. He wondered what he was going to do… his eyes trailing his body, trying to see if there were any sudden movements…

 

“Are you going to be leaving me now, sir? Now that my purpose seems to be over, it seems. Unless there is more that you want to do…” He voice was a bit dry, his eyes holding a rather bemused look, “I can understand if you do not wish to shower with me, you can bathe first.” In the end, Ivan always believed that policemen always thought they were entitled to more than anyone else was… he was just a lowly whore, who worked as a worker at a café as well. He found simple pleasures in life; his family, friends, and his pets. Though, police… they were seen as so much better than just a simple man like Ivan was.

 

 

[syaoran-puu]

Kise had been flying in his blissful aftershocks of their vigorous activities only to have them come crashing down quickly around him like a house of cards. He felt Ivan shift, and while that didn't bode well the guys words were like a bucket of cold water being dumped on his head.

 

His eyes narrowed, and he examined the guy. He should have known better than to consider this more than it was... a quick romp, a wham-bam-thank-you-man experience that had ended moments ago. By such rules Kise had already crossed the line. He should have been finished with the guy the moment he'd climaxed!

 

You're such a fool Kise. He chastised himself even as he moved to sit up, now feeling completely dirty he couldn't control the snort that escaped. What he did next was likely only excusable by the hurt those words elicited within him. "Of course. A deal is a deal right? I might not have paid you in cash but by not arresting you, right?" He stood up, wanting distance between them now. Such an idiot! Why had he treated the guy so well? Wasted so much of his attentions to have it turn out like this....? Because you strive to be a bloody good guy! And what a joke that was! Good guys never won! Surely he had learnt that from all the stumbles over the years!? Evidently not, perhaps he really was an idiot!

 

He didn't keep the venom and hurt from his voice as he headed to the bathroom. "Maybe you should just leave Ivan. I'm sure you are eager to break your word and get back to selling yourself again, right? Have a good laugh at the stupid pig who fell for your charms?"

 

With that he slammed the bathroom door, uncaring that the flimsy wood bounced off the door frame to remain open as he turned on the shower. He kept it at hot, maybe he could burn all the evidence from his flesh! While his mind wouldn't forget perhaps his body would!

 

AGH! Where the hell did the guy get off!? .....oh yeah, he mused dryly, Down your bloody throat! While that hadn't been the original line of his thoughts the double entendre of his words was far from lost on him.

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Ivan glanced off to the side as the cop belittled him. Of course he did, he was a cop… he was like any other cop who used him… they decided to abuse him afterwards, have a good laugh at it and file another report for his arrest. This man was just the same as the rest of them, right? Just used people because they could, because they scared other people into cowering in fear… it was disgusting.

 

 

The Belarusian man didn’t leave, however. He got up shakily and made his way to his clothing. Deciding against bathing, he just put his clothing back onto his sweat-cloaked body. He felt a bit of sadness. He wished that the cop would stay nice to him. He asked him the question out of curiosity to see if he was like every person else who used him. In the end, he presumed he was correct.

 

 

After getting dressed, he nearly stumbled over towards a chair near the window, one that allowed him to look out while he was sitting down. Given the angle, he wouldn’t have to look the other in the eye if confronted. Despite not having anything all that great to look at, he stared at the lights in the parking lot, and the hookers walking with their flustered men willing to pay them high wages of cash for their sexual pleasure. Resting his head in his arms against the vent near the window, he let out a rather jagged sigh, his hair a bit of a mess. He felt… frustrated. That was a good word for it. Though unlike other people, when Ivan got this way, he was more of an angry-calm, the one who could keep the rather smooth, clean-cut calmness, yet still be livid.

 

 

“Break my word…” he mused to himself out-loud, “A man who hardly knows who I am and only used my body for pleasure… thinks I won’t keep my word?” He nearly chuckled at the idea. Ivan was a man to always keep his word. Sure, he wasn’t going to sell his body. Yes, he was still going to sleep with various people. Though, after a few moments of sitting, he remembered the warm feeling in his loosened hole… the other released inside of him and didn’t use a condom. Now that really bothered him. Did the man have an STD? He didn’t want any diseases…

 

 

 

[syaoran-puu]

The heat of the shower did wonders for his frustration, his anger melting away as quickly as ice cream on a hot summers day. As he stood under the warm spray three things occurred to him. One, he had lost his temper.... that rarely happened. Two, he had made a huge mistake tonight and would have to face the consequences at work. But third, and finally, the most important thing Kise realise was that he had gone bareback, In his lust filled mind he hadn't taken the precautions he should.... crap! The guy could have passed anything to him, Kise was normally religiously safe. Even when he had a steady partner he insisted they both went to checked out before taking the bare plunge.... yet one fuck with a white haired beauty had Kise losing all mind and sense! "Crap!" He begun chastising himself, "You've really done it this time idiot!"

 

The sounds of the shower blocked out the room beyond, and he just hoped that the guy was gone when he returned. He wasn't exactly sure how to face him, and the fear of being accused once more of being a jerk coupled with the unsafe realisation of their coupling sent an icy dread down his spine. Making quick work of the rest of his cleaning, he turned off the shower and dried off. He hated cheap places like these, wished he was back at home where he could just crash for the night. Why had he thought this a good idea again?

 

Wrapping one towel around his waist and bring another to his hair to dry it he ventured back into the bedroom only to freeze. It took him a moment to fully process that the guy was still here... why the hell was he still here? "You after money too Ivan?" He asked coldly, glancing away and laughing humourlessly to himself. Typical! Of course his night could only get worst!

 

Kise fell silent for a moment as he finished drying his hair before dumping it on the floor and dropping the towel around his waist. No point in modesty now after all. He started to get dressed, and as he did he felt he needed to say something... all too aware of the uncomfortable itch in the base of his spine. "We need to get tested." He said bluntly. "I never meant to take you without protection." While he knew it took two to tango, Kise had always considered it his job as the top to ensure that sort of thing. "I'm sorry for that." He said honestly, once more falling silent as he got dressed.

 

The worst part? Ivan had felt fucking amazing wrapped around his cock! His arse had suckled him so perfectly, greedily wanting more and drinking down his cum like an exotic dream..... of course, none of that made Kise any less of any idiot.

 

He turned his gaze and studied the guy carefully. What was the other thinking?

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Ivan, hearing the water of the shower ceasing to run, looked over his shoulder the slightest bit. When he saw the blonde-haired cop walk out of the cheap motel bathroom, he felt shivers go up his spine when the other acted so cold. Feeling his lip twitch the slightest bit, he felt irritation washing over him once more. Why was this guy so boorish?

 

Glancing back out the window, he said with a rather dry tone, “Hey, can you stop being a prick for literally one moment? Seriously, you should have just cuffed me and threw me in the back of your car. At least then I wouldn’t have to deal with your aggravating bullshit.” Rolling his eyes inwardly to himself, knowing that whatever he said, the other was going to use against him or try to make a witty remark for it, “I’m not after your damn money, I could care less. For all I know, it might be stuffed up your ass, y’know, along with your head.” He was obviously infuriated, despite the fact that he held the same sense of composure to his voice. He never yelled when he was angry, nor did he throw things or throw a tantrum.

 

When the other mentioned getting tested, the Belarusian man finally turned around, his blue eyes detached, before he said, “Yeah, I know that we do. Thanks to you, I might get my first STD.” His lip twitched in a rather goaded manner, obviously upset about this. He used condoms all of the time… he couldn’t stand the thought of a sexually transmitted disease. He’d sooner shove someone away than let someone go inside of him and risk his health. Why did he let this blonde brat slide? “Sorry? Oh, so you’re trying to be nice now? Why the hell do you care anyways? You shouldn’t care, because apparently, I’m just a whore. I wouldn’t care about what a cop says to me and break my word and continue to sell myself, even though I made a promise not to. Why try to be nice to someone who you don’t even have faith in?”

 

Ivan was obviously grumpy. He was a cold person if someone annoyed him just enough to push him over the edge. Truth be told, he didn’t even want to be mean to the cop. He wanted to lay back in bed and do that thing that some people say feels amazing after sex… Cuddling, was it? Ivan didn’t know how that felt. He wanted to know though. But he wasn’t going to tell the blonde that. The blonde hated him anyways, right? He wouldn’t help him do anything except for fulfilling his own sexual desire.

 

He looked outside and sighed. The snowflakes were dancing through the wind, as if they were merry. It was so close to Christmas time around here… yet Ivan didn’t feel jovial like everyone else did. He wanted to go home… though he didn’t know his way home from here. And it was cold outside… walking seemed too dangerous to do, especially with the drunk drivers late this night. Biting into his lip harshly, he wondered what he should do.

 

 

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"Oh you insufferable arse!" He growled out lowly, yet the more he heard the more he had to wonder.... had they simply misunderstood each other?

 

Forgoing his shirt, Kise sat down in his trousers at the edge of the bed. In the small room that left him close but not too close to the other. His fists flexed angrily the more words that were tossed at him. "You call me a prick yet you're the one wanting to leave as soon as I am done fucking you. I'm sorry I was so poor or such an inconvenience to your routine." Yeah, okay, he was still biting, but each word felt remarkably like a dagger to Kise.

 

"Thanks to me?" He blinked and rolled his eyes. "I'm clean. I also don't normally sleep with people bareback until we have both been tested.... this was a mistake.... as for being nice to you... I was being nice to you before! You're the one that tossed it back in my face." He crossed his arms and looked out the window too, grumbling under his breath. "All I tried to do was cuddle ya.... sheesh.... kill the bad guy now." After all, Kise wasn't sure what he had supposed to have done! He had been attentive to the guy, pulled him down to rest for a moment and had planned to take care of him in the shower... he had simply told the guy to ask his questions because of the haunted looked he saw in Ivan's eyes. It was a look he saw a lot, and had wanted to remove it if he could.... then the guy had changed, and Kise was reminded that the guy had only bedded him for his own satisfaction and reasons.

 

As he listened to Ivan rant, and really, that was what the guy was doing in Kise's mind. He had to sigh. "Yeah okay.... I should have believed you. It's just the norm, I suppose, for people to lie about that...." He ran a hand though his hair and closed his eyes. "I have no idea what you have against cops, but I am not the bad guy here. I've never hurt anyone, or shot without cause. I hate seeing people as just statistics.... I became a cop to help people not just lock them up and throw away the key." He shrugged grumpily. "Not as if you'll believe me anyway, so I'm not sure why I am even bloody bothering."

 

He stood up, too much restless energy to stay sat down. He looked out the window, saw the cold weather rolling in and the darkness thickening. And.... because Kise really did try to be the good guy, he asked in a much softer voice. "It's getting late. You want a lift anywhere?"

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“I didn’t want you to leave. I was asking you a question, and you got pissy.” The Belarusian said that with a rather firm tone, “I thought you were going to leave me, because that’s what everyone else does.” He glanced away the slightest bit, biting into his bottom lip.

 

Ivan rolled his eyes at first at what the other said. Really, how was he supposed to believe that? Though, when he heard the next statement that he said, he blinked a few times before muttering, “I’ve…never been cuddled before, so I didn’t know what you were doing…” He admitted this with a sigh, not able to look the other in the eyes, heck, even look at him. Ivan shifted uncomfortably, the other’s cum feeling rather…odd inside of his body. He wasn’t used to the feeling, and quite frankly, it bothered him. It bothered him how he smelled like sex. It also bothered him how he felt sweaty and greasy. Though he wasn’t going to openly complain about it from the other.

 

“If you don’t want to treat people like statistics, don’t treat all people the same, like you know their actions exactly. All humans aren’t just the same, every human in those statistics… they’re different people, and you’re just stereotyping, which is what I guess they want you to believe. That all people who want to get a fix are liars, cheaters, and cold-hearted.” Ivan mumbled this rather quietly under his breath. He just wanted to go home… wherever his home was. He didn’t even know where they were right now… “Cops scare me because they have a tendency to hurt others just because they can. I’ve seen many of the people around me shot, killed, or beaten by cops. I guess you can say that I’m a bit hypocritical, since I’m judging you for judging everyone the same yet I’m judging all cops the same.”

 

When he heard the sudden change in tone, Ivan paled. How was he supposed to respond to this? Honestly, he felt like getting a ride home… but he felt like the blonde was doing it out of pity. “I’d like a lift home, please, if you don’t mind. Or if you don’t want your car smelling like a whore, you can just tell me where exactly we are and I’ll just find a way to walk home…”

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Kise blinked and looked at the guy.... leave because that was what everyone else did? He contemplated his words carefully for a moment then nodded, "I believe a misunderstanding has occurred then. I thought you wanted me gone because you were done with me...." He almost laughed at the absurd situation! His eyes darted to where the guy worried his lip between his teeth, and Kise found himself longing to tug it free, to sooth the wounded flesh and make the concern that was rippling around the guy vanish again. Oh how he wished he had a time-turner like in Harry Potter, maybe then he could go back and undo the messes he found himself in all too often?

 

Nah, if he had that he'd just mess up twice as bad! "Never been cuddled?" That surprised Kise, and now it was his turn to nibble his bottom lip as his thoughts turned contemplative.

 

"Ouch...." He grumbled, though he supposed he deserved it for just assuming Ivan would be the same as the others before him... but still... experience taught him that if you fooled him twice then Kise really was a fool!

 

The longer this conversation went on, the more conflicted Kise became. He sighed long and hard, running fingers through his hair as he contemplated his options. Despite his mistake with the protection he didn't want things to just end on bad air, especially given it was mostly a misunderstanding.... even if he had acted like a dick... and yeah, he was man enough to admit it!

 

"...if you don’t want your car smelling like a whore...." Those words snapped something in Kise, and he closed the distance between himself and the other, his hand moving to capture the guys chin in a firm enough hold that wouldn't allow Ivan to simply move away from. His brown eyes shone with displeasure at those words, and he spoke honestly. "I didn't fuck you and see a whore." He allowed his thumb to move, to caress Ivan's cheek softly, "Just as you said, you shouldn't judge.... and I know you are so much more than a whore... I know there is a story there too. That's why I want to help you." He mused, tilting his head and observing the guy for a moment as if deciding something critically important.

 

"Perhaps, if you can see past me being a dirty old cop," he practically spat out the insult, his eyes darkening for a moment before returning to normal and his tone softening also, "I can show you what you've never had before. What I had wanted to do all along..." He nodded towards the bed and grinned wickedly, leaning in and whispering in a very seductive voice, acting as if he was about to say something very dirty and lewd. "We could cuddle!" He pulled back and winked at the guy.

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Ivan blinked a few times as the other mentioned the word “misunderstanding”. Yes, that had to be it. Kise seemed a bit too…good, at least at first glance, to be such a dick. Crossing his arms firmly across his chest, nodding slowly, yes, that all made sense… Now he felt bad for being so mean and cruel to other… he felt like he shouldn’t really care, but he did, and he hated it…

 

“No, I’ve never been cuddled… I don’t even know what the term “cuddle” means. All I know is that I’ve heard women talk about how nice and great it feels…” Ivan muttered this, a bit of embarrassment in his tone as he glanced at the ground, a soft pink tinting his pale cheeks as he talked about his lack of information about the nice, warm act.

 

Feeling firm, brawny fingers on his chin so suddenly, the Belarusian man flinched at the hasty action. Trying to lug away from the grip that the other had on him, he realized that he couldn’t…at least without getting a blemish on his face. His light cerulean colored eyes showed a bit of fear in them, though they weren’t open fully. He kept them partially closed as he glanced up at the man. Surprisingly, the Belarusian man was a bit shorter than the blonde, not by much, but enough to have to look up the slightest bit to look at him. “What did you see when you fucked me?” questioned the pale blonde-haired man. As the other tilted his head, Ivan noticed how Kise’s hair looked brown when it was wet, and how his eyes looked in the warm, yellow-lighting of the room.

 

As the man nodded back towards the bed, Ivan blushed as he watched the other come towards his ear…what was he going to say? What was he going to try?

 

Cuddles?

 

“We can….cuddle?” questioned Ivan quietly, his eyes holding a bit of surprise, a dark stain on his cheeks. He felt so inexperienced…and that was odd to feel. “Really? I..um…don’t know how to..”

 

 

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Kise watched as a variety of interesting and odd expressions crossed the guys face, despite being so clearly used to his body being used, he seemed so very innocent in the ways of every thing else. It was a trait that Kise found rather endearing actually.

 

"I saw a very sexy man who I wanted to bring nothing but pleasure to." He answered. Observing again, his cop eye seeing everything and wondering what it all meant.

 

"We can indeed cuddle beautiful." He winked, releasing his grip and moving to the bed, he lay down, still topless as he patted the spot beside him and turned to his side. "Come here Ivan." He patted the bed again. "I'll show you how to cuddle. I promise."

 

Then Kise played the waiting game. He didn't move, fearful that the guy would prove skittish like a wild animal.

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Ivan was obviously flushed from the idea of the other cuddling him. He didn’t know how they did it or what to do while they did it… he just wanted to try it and see if he liked it.

 

Though, when he heard the compliment, he smiled softly. He preened like a peacock when someone complimented him… they were part of him that made him blush or smirk… they just brought him enjoyment, knowing that other people saw his beauty.

 

As the other walked away from his, releasing the strong grip on his chin, Ivan noticed that the other was shirtless. He seemed…so lovely without his shirt on. He hadn’t noticed before, while they were having sex, how nice the other’s chest looked… Licking his lips the slightest bit, he nodded slowly. Nodding at the other slowly, he walked towards the bed, and laid down next to the other, facing him, so that he could look into the other’s eyes. He wasn’t sure which way that he should turn. Though, he didn’t know how the other would react to him smelling like their sex… gulping softly, he waited for instruction.

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Kise grinned at the guy and smiled. watching him cautiously as he moved slowly towards him. Yep, definitely a skittish wild animal.

 

Being ever so patient he didn't move until the guy was settled on the bed beside him. He looked uncomfortable, and Kise couldn't help but take pity on the guy. He reached forward and tugged him close once more, enjoying the heat coming off the others body. "Come here." He shifted them a little until the guys heat was snuggled close to him, Kise's arms were wrapped around him, his fingers gently caressing the guys back, trying to tease and sooth and relax him.

 

He hummed appreciatively, "Not so bad....?" He asked softly, barely resisting adding for a cop.

 

"I'm sorry you didn't shower...." He said after a moment, nuzzling the top of the guys head gently, "You can get one before I take you home, if you want?" He didn't move though, wasn't rushing them. Simply enjoyed the more relaxed atmosphere they created together.

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Ivan heard the command and nodded sluggishly before moving towards the blonde’s warm heat. Once he felt the heat against his won body, he blinked a few times. What was he supposed to do with his hands? The other had his hands around his body… Carefully, he moved an arm around the other’s neck, as if trying to pull him forward a bit. He didn’t really know what to do, and it was embarrassing.

 

 

“It’s not too bad…” murmured the nearly white-haired man quietly as he closed his eyes, deciding to relax against the other. What could go wrong with this? It was a bit warm, though the room was cold… so it felt pretty nice. The softness of the other’s voice was soothing…

 

 

“Shower…I’ll take one when I get home. I don’t want to get wet and then walk outside and freeze to death.” The Belarusian man said this quietly, a pinch of amusement in his voice as the other stroked his back. He looked calmer now, not as aggravated as the blush on his cheeks started to fade away.

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Kise could feel that the other was a little stiff and awkward in his arms, and with the hand on top of them, he carefully shifted Ivan's unsettled hand to rest on Kise's hips, hoping that perhaps being 'helped' would relax the guy a little. Returning his own hand to Ivan's hip he squeezed softly. Encouragingly. "There's no right or wrong." He said quietly, his voice low and gentle. He nuzzled the top of Ivan's head once more and placed a soft kiss upon the silky, yet rather sweaty, locks.

 

He listened to the others request and smiled despite himself. Such a sensible whore, and while Kise surprisingly didn't view Ivan like that he knew the guy saw himself that way. "It would be a shame if you froze to death, that's for sure." He teased, the hand on the guys hip caressing down the top of the guys thigh to his arse before giving it a squeeze. "Too much to offer..." He purred, before chuckling softly.

 

Despite their earlier conflict, Kise found himself once more contemplating things he really shouldn't... why had he slept with him really? Surely he wasn't that hard off? If he was just going to set him free, surely he could have done that without sleeping with him first? The thoughts continued to whirl around before sticking one in particular on repeat; if you just wanted sex, why did you do everything in your power to ensure Ivan felt pleasure at your touch too?

 

An almost icy shiver ran down his spine. He knew the answer, even if he didn't want to admit it. He was more than just a little attracted to the white haired beauty in his arms, from the moment he had spotted the guy he had become enamoured!

 

Without real conscious thought he found himself blurting out, "Be mine."

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As his hand was taken, guided towards the perfect spot to put it, Ivan had a rather chaste blush staining his pale cheeks. Carefully, he moved his fingers nearly soothingly against the hip of the blonde, gulping the slightest bit at the action. Was the cop okay with this? Blinking a few times, his thick, lush eyelashes fluttered like butterfly wings. Looking up at the presumably older man, his blue eyes looked like that of a small child. They looked nervous, innocent, and authentic.

 

Too much to offer…? Feeling a hand slowly slide down towards his rear, he let out a rather faint noise as one of the globes was pinched. He wasn’t ashamed of the noise that he made, in fact, right afterwards, he offered the blonde-haired man a rather small smile.

 

There was a bit of a comfortable silence to the room. Despite the fact that the room smelled of sex and the mixture of dirty motel room, Ivan found a bit of succor in the room, enjoying the warmth that was shared between them. Indolently, he nuzzled his head against the other’s chest, finding himself dozing off. He was enjoying this languid activity… it made him feel… like the other was fond of him? He couldn’t really say “love” or he couldn’t really claim that the other “adored” him… the cop couldn’t possibly feel that way for a whore who was just there to try and give a good time to people who tended to have sexual aggression. Inhaling lethargically, the Belarusian man nearly fell asleep until he heard the words of the other.

 

Did he hear the cop correctly?

 

Be…his? As in… he wanted a relationship?

 

“You um…want to…date?” He found himself feeling nervous. He hadn’t been in a relationship since he was in high school. He felt like a giddy school-girl.

[syaoran-puu]

They sat comfortably, and while Kise's mind was far too awake for him to drift he found comfort in the heat and warmth of the other pressed against him. Noted too how Ivan seemed just as comfortable.

 

Kise watched as his words sunk in, as the other worked out what he was trying to say with his two worded statement. A small smile spread over his lips when the guy finally replied. "If that is what it took to make you mine.... then yes." He said softly, chuckling a little and kissing the guys forehead once more before pulling back and looking at him. Brown eyes sparkling with a hint of mischief.

 

"Of course, that would make me yours too...." He said softly, trying to prove that he wasn't being a selfish arse, wasn't just trying to treat the other as an object -as he was sure to have experienced before. There was just something about Ivan, and like a moth he was hopelessly drawn to the flame.

 

Every ounce of common sense told him that this was not a good idea, yet he couldn't bring himself to listen. Sometimes matters of the heart simply didn't follow the same pattern as everything else. It wasn't logical and uniform... but rather messy and muddled. Like walking through custard and jelly while wearing a green tutu and doing the tango!

 

After a moment of contemplation, Kise spoke again.... his words a near whisper. "I don't share though Ivan....." ...and they still needed to get tested.