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Sarin woke up a few minutesafter Andres left and slowly sat up. He rubbed at his eyes and looked around with a frown. When he didn't see the other man he got out of bed and got dressed. He considered leaving the room but decided to wait instead, not sure if he would cause problems if he left.

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Andres spooky with his parents for a bit, explaining things and telling them about bringing Sarin with him. His parents were uneasy about him bringing an outsider, but said nothing. He returned to his room. "Good morning! How did you sleep?"

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Sarin was laying on the bed, staring up at the ceiling. He sat up and sighed when Andres came back in. "I slept fine... Where have you been?" He climbed out of bed and walked over to the man.

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Andres chuckled. "I went to greet my parents. Wanna go meet them?" He was kinda nervous of Sarin meeting them, but that was understandable. Having someone meet your parents is nerve-wrecking.

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"Meet you parents?" Sarin's eyes widened at the idea. "As your guest or... Your boyfriend...?" He blushed deeply and looked away shyly. "S-sorry... I'm fine with it either way..." He mumbled.

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Andres looked away. "At the moment...I feel like we should keep our relationship secret. I'm sorry. I'll tell them the truth once things are settled." He sat on the bed. He felt like a coward. He couldn't tell his parents about how his 'friend'was in reality his lover.

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Sarin let out a soft sigh of relief. "T-thats good... I'd rather have them meet me and get used to me being around then just tell them everything and risk being kicked out..."

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Andres nodded. "But I still feel like I'm being a coward. You know, once my parents were talking to me about homosexuality and sex. One of the most uncomfortable talks ever. They said 'if we ever find out about you doing something like that, we're going to have to disown you.' I was afraid they were talking about being gay, but it turns out they were talking about getting some girl pregnant." He chuckled, nervously. "So you might see why I'm kinda nervous about talking to my parents about things. Let alone my love life."

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"Oh... Yeah... Don't tell your parents then... If you think they might disown you then you don't ever have to tell them, I honestly don't mind" Sarin looked up at him with a worried frown. "We can always move out of their house and just say we're roommates..."

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Andres nodded. He felt guilty. He'd never want to make Sarin feel like he was ashamed of him when he was in reality ashamed of himself.

"That would be better. Well...we might as well leave and go do some shopping. It'd be good to just walk around and look at the city."

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Sarin nodded and gently touched Andres' cheek. "Hey... promise you won't feel bad about not telling your parents? I know how hard it is to not have any family, I don't want to make you feel like that..."

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Andres sighed, but smiled. "it'll be a little hard not to feel bad. I'll be sure to tell them asst done point. I don't want them trying to push me towards someone else." He stood, hugging Sarin tightly.

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Sarin returned the hug and lightly rested his head against Andres' chest. He stayed silent for a moment before speaking up again. "did I ever tell you about my family? I feel like I haven't and it seems only fair since I'm meeting yours..."

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Andres nodded. He led Sarin towards the bed and sat down. He have him his full attention. "Okay. You can tell me anything you want you know. I just don't want to push you."

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Sarin sighed and leaned against Andres' shoulder. "There isn't a lot to tell I guess... I just wanted you to know why I'm never gonna introduce you to my family" He looked at the ground with a slight frown as he tried to think of how to start. "Well... My family was always pretty poor... We had enough to get by, but nothing fancy. When I was about eight my mom got really sick and she needed some expensive surgery to survive but we couldn't save enough money in time... so she died and then my dad started drinking and got really abusive... so when I was seventeen I ran away and I haven't seen or talked to him since"

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Andres'eyes widened. He felt like he was going to cry, but tried not to. "I'm sorry. I didn't know you lived such a hard life. Do you ever miss your dad, though?" He covered his mouth "Sorry. Shouldn't have asked such a personal question."

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Sarin frowned and shrugged. "I don't know... I miss how he used to be when I was little. But I don't think I could ever go back... it was really hard to leave 'cause I kept trying to help him"

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Andres nodded. "I don't understand what you must've gone through, but I'd like to try. I'm sure you did your best." He leaned towards Sarin, giving him a tight hug.

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Sarin blinked back tears and returned the hug. "thanks... I just didn't want you to think I wasn't gonna introduce you to my parents because I was embarrassed to say I'm with you..."

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Andres shook his head. "I wouldn't think that. I know you lived a hard life. So I just want to be able to be here for you, like you've been with me."

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Sarin blushed softly and gave the man a shy smile. "thank you... it's amazing just to have you with me... you make me feel like I'm actually worth something" he laughed sadly.

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Sarin laughed dryly. "Well... At least one of us thinks so" he said, pulling away from the man. "We probably shouldn't keep your parents waiting too much longer..."

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Andres sighed, giving a nod. "Okay. They're probably waiting got us in the kitchen. They're excited to meet you! Since I've never had any friends." He chuckled, reaching for Sarin's hand.

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Sarin quickly pulled his hand away and shook his head. "hey, friends don't hold hands" he stood up and sighed "we can't do that kind of stuff in front of them... only when we're alone"

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