Kotorichan Posted October 30, 2015 Share Posted October 30, 2015 "R-right..." Sarin still couldn't relax. He looked over the menu and ordered when the waitress came over, but he didn't say anything more than that. He was terrified of making Andres yell at him again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 30, 2015 Author Share Posted October 30, 2015 Andres smiled at the waitress as he ordered a dark coffee for himself. He turned to Sarin. "You seem rather tense. Is it because of me? I would never hurt you Sarin. I love you too much." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 30, 2015 Share Posted October 30, 2015 Sarin hunched over a little, keeping his gaze on the table. "I made you upset... I don't wanna make you upset anymore... I just want to make you happy but... It's hard to think nicely about myself... So I say bad things about myself... And then you get mad" His voice trembled as he spoke. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 30, 2015 Author Share Posted October 30, 2015 Giving a soft sigh, Andres leaned forward. "It's fine. I'll try to keep my temper at bay. I don't want to scare you off. It'll make me really sad to lose you." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 30, 2015 Share Posted October 30, 2015 "You won't lose me... Even if you did hurt me..." Sarin trailed off and looked away. "I'd only leave if you kicked me out, I don't value myself enough to run away to protect myself" He managed to smile slightly and looked up at Andres. "So... You have to protect me and teach me to value myself until I can do it myself... Okay?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted October 30, 2015 Author Share Posted October 30, 2015 Andres chuckled into his hand. "Fine. I'll take the challenge, but you honestly need to try your part. I don't want you becoming too dependent on me. I don't want you losing who you are." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 31, 2015 Share Posted October 31, 2015 "I know..." Sarin looked down at the table again. "I've just never really tried to have any confidence. It always felt like it would just make it harder to survive..." he fidgeted with his sleeves. "Now I actually have a reason to work on that" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted November 1, 2015 Author Share Posted November 1, 2015 Andres frowned. "In my soon-to-be profession...confidence and charisma are needed as well as good instincts and intelligence. Otherwise, you risk your life and the life of those you care for. So...I'll help you as much as a can. So don't be afraid, alright?" He smiled. Reaching forward for Sarin's hand. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted November 1, 2015 Share Posted November 1, 2015 Sarin hesitated for a moment before taking his hand. "Thanks..." He gave it a light squeeze before leaning forward on the table again. "Are you going to be really busy with work soon?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted November 2, 2015 Author Share Posted November 2, 2015 Andres smiled. "Not until a few more weeks. So I have time to spend with you! Oh! Decided on anywhere you'd like to live?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted November 2, 2015 Share Posted November 2, 2015 "Honestly... Anywhere is fine as long as I can live with you" Sarin dropped his gaze to the table. "You saw what a shitty place I was living in... All the places we went to together seemed like dream homes. As long as we're living together I'll know that you'll come home to me, no matter how busy you are." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted November 3, 2015 Author Share Posted November 3, 2015 Andres smiled. "I'm glad. I actually have decided on a place. Well move I'm as soon as possible!" He grinned, excited for their new life together. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted November 3, 2015 Share Posted November 3, 2015 Sarin perked up at the news. "Really? How soon can we move in? I haven't unpacked my stuff at all so I'll be ready whenever you are" The waitress brought over their orders and set them down on the on table before walking off again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted November 4, 2015 Author Share Posted November 4, 2015 "I was thinking by the end of the week. It'll give us enough chance to get our things packed. What foo you think?" He sipped the warm drink he ordered. Leaving back on the seat. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted November 5, 2015 Share Posted November 5, 2015 "That sounds perfect" Sarin smiled and took a sip of the chicken noddle soup he had ordered. "I can't wait to finally get to sleep snuggled up to you" His cheeks flushed softly at admitting it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted November 5, 2015 Author Share Posted November 5, 2015 A blush formed on Andres' own cheeks. "Same here. It'll be like we're married! Oh! I'll even learn how to cook so I can make you breakfast before you go to work! Maybe I'll even make an entrance like those old sitcoms when i come back from meetings!" He began to laugh at his own jokes before taking another sip of his cup. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted November 5, 2015 Share Posted November 5, 2015 Sarin laughed softly. "I'm gonna have to go to college before I get a full time job. I can pay you back for the classes once I get an actual job, for now I can just get something part time and look for the nearest community college" he took a sip of his tea. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted November 6, 2015 Author Share Posted November 6, 2015 Andres brightened up. "That's a great idea! I personally can't go to college...my parents don't really see a point in that when they can teach me everything I need to know. Oh! Maybe you'll make friends and get to hang out with them after class! I wouldn't mind paying for your classes and any expenses. I just remember you mentioning wanting a job. I'd prefer you focus solely in your studies, but if you want a part-time job, I won't stop you. I don't want to control you..." He said laughing, finishing his cup and setting it down in the table. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted November 6, 2015 Share Posted November 6, 2015 "I'd just feel really guilty if I was making you pay for everything..." Sarin poked at the noddles in his soup, his cheeks growing pink. "But.. If I get a job I won't be able to see you as often, because I'd probably work on weekends and stuff" He filled his mouth with soup to avoid saying anything else. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted November 7, 2015 Author Share Posted November 7, 2015 "Sarin...there are things I haven't told you and I'd rather not tell you. Well not yet..." His expression grew serious. Voice turning into a whisper. "All I will say is this: there my come a day where one of three things may occur. One: I may meet an untimely death. Two: I may be arrested. Or three: I might have to disappear. If any that happens...I want to be able to spend my entire time with you and spoiling you. It'll make me happy. So for just my sake...let me spoil you. It's my selfish attempt at being selfless." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted November 7, 2015 Share Posted November 7, 2015 Sarin felt like he could cry but he quickly forced it down. His face took on an almost emotionless expression. "How long until you tell me..?" he asked in barely a whisper. "Are you gonna disappear one day and I won't even know why?" He poked his remaining soup with a spoon before pushing it away. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted November 11, 2015 Author Share Posted November 11, 2015 Andres looked at his empty cup. "I'll tell you when the time comes. It's too soon. I remember revealing to you my family business and you freaked out. So, please understand if I'm not ready to tell you everything." He leaned forward. "I don't plan on disappearing, it's just...something that might happen. It's just a precaution." Â - - - Updated - - - Â Andres looked at his empty cup. "I'll tell you when the time comes. It's too soon. I remember revealing to you my family business and you freaked out. So, please understand if I'm not ready to tell you everything." He leaned forward. "I don't plan on disappearing, it's just...something that might happen. It's just a precaution." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted November 12, 2015 Share Posted November 12, 2015 "I don't wanna be alone..." Sarin leaned down on the table, too tired and upset to argue. "Can we go back home soon? I'm getting really tired..." His shoulders trembled slightly at the thought of Andres leaving him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
pandamonium Posted November 12, 2015 Author Share Posted November 12, 2015 Andres nodded. "Yeah...Judy let me make a call. I kinda ran my way here." He stood up ands left to make a call. Returning a couple minutes later. "Someone will come in a few minutes." He sat back down. "Sarin...I never want to leave you or make you feel lonely. We should probably talk about this more. So...don't be afraid to tell me whatever is on your mind." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted December 10, 2015 Share Posted December 10, 2015 Sarin kept his head on the back, even when Andres returned. "Okay..." He stayed silent for another moment before sitting up. He moved to snuggled up to the man. "I love you..." He mumbled. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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