↻ Every Ending Has A Beginning ↺

[ChibiMonkey]

MC had been madly, head over heels in love with his boyfriend of five years. He had been dreaming about their future together, a wedding, some adopted kids to add to the family, everything being perfect and happy. Until MC's boyfriend suddenly called it off, heartbreaking MC. MC fell into a uncontrollable depression. As dramatic as it seemed, he truly wants nothing to do but to kill himself. He had lived with his boyfriend for so long, cared and catered to him for five years, that he no longer knows how to function without him, and is actions away from killing himself. Will someone care enough for the heartbroken male to keep him from ended his life?

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Name: Takuma (Taku) Yazame

Age: 21

Personality: Before, Takuma was the happiest, carefree person in the world. Everyone loved him for how joyful he always was. He was always smiling, kind, and brought a smile to everyone's day. He was just that kind of person. Now though, since the breakup, Takuma has fallen into an ugly depression, unable to get a hold of himself and find any sense of control. All control and sense had left with Izumi, his now ex. He is depressed, and depressing, having no care for anything in the world.

 

 

It had hardly been twenty four hours, and Takuma was devastated. He honestly didn't know what to do with himself. Surprisingly, Izumi had been 'kind' enough to actually let Takuma keep the apartment they had been living together in. It seemed Izumi wanted nothing more than to get the hell out of that place, and away from Takuma. Really, it was harsh. Izumi had been so cruel about the whole break up, an honest jerk. He always had been a jerk, really, but Takuma loved the man too much and all he saw when he looked at the blond was hearts. Nothing less than that. It really was bad how in loved Takuma had been with the man. He thought Izumi was just the same. But as of the other day, in the morning, it seemed not.

 

Now, Takuma was walking through the pouring cold rain, just drowning himself in his misery. He wasn't so bad enough as to walk out in the rain - though, maybe he would. But as he had been walking, it had started pouring a night summer shower. It was simply that when it started pouring out of no where, he didn't care enough to take cover. Actually, walking in the pouring rain didn't help Takuma at all. He thought it would clear his mind, walking. But now in the rain, it just made him think of Izumi all the more. He recalled that he would often walk in rain for fun, enjoying it. He'd then come back, soaking wet, and Izumi would scold him and get him towels, clean and warm him up, drying him and everything. The thoughts made his heart clench in pain more.

 

Takuma was so lost in thought, that at some point, he had ended up on a bridge over a running river in town. It was a fairly high bridge over the water, about averagely so. But now standing there on it, he sighed heavily to himself as he leaning against the railing, looking over it. He hesitated a moment, considering all thoughts once over in his head once more before he carelessly climbed onto the other side of the railing, where maybe about half a foot or a foot of the bridge ground came out from on the other, open side of the railing. Takuma had to hold onto the railing behind him to keep from falling. He didn't come outside with intent of killing himself. But right now, soaked in his misery - quiet physically and mentally - it seemed like a good idea. He slowly let go of the railing, gravity of unbalance pulling him forward to the open space, where he closed his eyes and just imaging falling into the cold, running river water, falling through the air, waiting for gravity to pull him and his feet off that smallest bit of ledge left, his body already moving forward towards the open space.

 

Izumi Jurou, the ex

[Ryouta]

Name: Yuzaki Taiga (Surname first)

Age: 17

Appearance: Brown hair and eyes

Personality: Nice-kind-bright-gentle-attractive

Taiga was straight before but he little by little found out that he interest in boys is more than it`s for the girls so he found himself in the homo world. He started dating males from when he was 15 but he had done it with any of the males. It was like that for all of his partners, this was just a game or they were just dating random people for fun so he didn`t do it with them. He didn`t want to lose his virginity because of a person that isn`t serious about love. He decided to look for the person he had always wanted, would that person finally come to his life and change his world?

 

 

Walking down through the road, in the middle of the night, under the freezing rain, Taiga started to feel really cold. He closed the zip of his coat and walked a bit faster. It wasn`t like that he wanted to go home. He wasn`t actually in the mood to see his parents. You could call it jogging. The boy was so sad about how his life was. He was a clever person and many girls wanted to be with him in the school so why did he ended up being a homo? He cursed himself as he arrived at the river area. He looked at the bridge. He walked closer to pass through but suddenly a person appeared from the walk. He seemed that his mind was busy with things but Taiga eyes widened. The man distract him but wait! What was we doing? He seemed that he want to KILL HIMSELF? Taiga ran to the male and fast took his arms and pulled back. "Are you alright?"

[ChibiMonkey]

Takuma closed his eyes, waiting for the ice cold rushing current of the water to hit him. He wondered what it would feel like. Would it be painful? He didn't particularly care, honestly. He let out breath, waiting for the the impact of his body crashing through the surface of the water to come. But it never did come. Instead, he felt a strong grip on his arm. His eyes shot open, and he gasped out in pain as he was yanked back. He winced, clenching his teeth slightly in pain as he looked up at the cause for interruption on top of him, yelling at him. He blinked a bit, his cold, empty eyes staring up at the male in confusion who asked and spoke to him. Was he okay? Far from it. That was simple enough to answer. Takuma shifted a bit out from beneath the man that had supposedly 'saved' him, as most people would look at it. He slowly sat up glancing around before his frighteningly blank eyes fell back on the man who saved him "I should ask what you were doing. Why did you stop me?" he asked with a frown and a voice so full of pain, that clearly just begged for everything in his life to stop, for all the pain to go away. Takuma just wanted this crippling feeling in his chest to stop.

[Ryouta]

Taiga hesitated of the other`s reply. Should he have done that? But...of course he should have! He was in danger of falling into the river, right? But it sounded like that he didn`t care and he really wanted to throw himself. He didn`t want to see that and he believed that it was because of a pain or a problem in his life. Anything had a solution, that was what he thought so he didn`t let the hand go. The other male seemed to be older than him. Though he didn`t want to be impolite but he couldn`t risk his life either, specially when he thought that he had found the person he wanted. "I don`t know what have happened to you but I think that this is the wrong way? What if your family and friends that you are precious for them do the same?? Won`t you be mad at yourself? So please think about it! I can help you if you like!" He said in a gentle voice and a gentle smile. He was a nice boy and that was why everybody in his school admired him. "I know you are telling inside that 'who the hell is this boy?' but I really don`t want you to hurt yourself!"

[ChibiMonkey]

Takuma looked to the male with a slight frown as he listened to him. Glancing to the expression across the strangers face, the urgency in his eyes, he could tell the male was being serious and genuine in his intentions of wanting to save and help him. But why? Takuma couldn't help but question in his mind. He stared at the other as he continued to speak, asking questions and wanting to help him. He averted his gaze away from the male when he brought up it being about his family and friends in turn "well it's not" he huffed slightly as he sniffled the tears that still lingered mixed with the rain on his face "Just let me be. I don't understand why it matters to you. I obviously don't matter to anyone else..." he muttered softly, clearly broken, and thinking about someone in particular.

[Ryouta]

Taig felt like that they stabbed their heart as he said that. He understood that the male was alone. He looked at him with sad eyes as he hesitated about the action he was going to to do but he couldn`t hold it anymore, he himself actually needed a person to warm him up after a long time! He hugged the other tightly in his arms. Though he seemed older but he was taller than him, they made a very beautiful couple! He was used o hug other males but this one seemed different. It seemed like the one that he was always looking for! He slowly pushed away and looked at the other. He put away the man`s tears and then took off his coat, though it was wet, it was better than nothing, he placed his hand on his shoulder and kept him close. "I think it matters to me now!" He said and started walking. "Do you wish to go home? I shall get you there or if you don`y want to....you can come to my house, I`m leaving alone, actually!" He said in a gentle voice, wanted to know about the man more. "Oh, I`m Taiga by the way!"

[ChibiMonkey]

Takuma was just looking at the flooding ground silently, having gone silent after his last coment. Out of no where though he suddenly felt himself being pulled into a hug. He blinked a bit, stumbling into the males embrace as he was pulled into it, just standing there wide eyes with a shocked expression. He looked to the other confused as he wiped his tears away and he sniffled softly, feeling a shiver run down his spine at the warmth the coat provided him. He frowned at his mention and shook his head "I don't want to go home" he murmured softly, somehow finding his feet slowly following along beside the other. Home was the last place he wanted, even though Jairo had let him keep the place. He frowned, tears welding up in his eyes all over again as he even thought of the other for half a second, completely not hearing the other introduce himself beside him.

[Ryouta]

Taiga looked at the other and agreed. "Then let`s go to my place, it really isn`t a big one but I really love it!" He saw that the other isn`t paying much attention. He had an idea for this. He started walking, heading to his hose. He was keep smiling for some reason, still his hand on his shoulder, keeping him close and made him warm. He guessed that he was probably dating with someone and that someone broke up with him, were they living together, is he married? That`s what he thought, looking at his finger, he had no ring on his finger but that didn`t prove anything! He started to feel bad that the other might have been with someone else. Why did it bother him? He didn`t even now him? What was wrong? He didn`t know how to name the feeling b it seemed strong that it was hurting his heart. He was almost there, he looked at his apartment and chuckle. "Here we are!" He looked at the other and then smiled gently, stood in front of the other, he stumped and gently kissed the other`s lips. It was so soft and so small. Taiga really liked it, he fast took the other`s hand and went inside so that the other would not have the time to escape!

[ChibiMonkey]

Takuma just silently agreed, not really complaining or saying anything as he just let the other lead him along to his house. Taku didn't know anything about this man, he could be some criminal, a murderer or something. Who knew what he was walking into. But Takuma was in such a depressed state of mind he really didn't care. He just sighed softly to himself, closing his eyes as he followed along beside the other in silence. Eventually, they seemed to make it to the others house, or so he assumed, since they had come to a stop in front of a building. He glanced up at it, though was soon distracted by the feel of lips on his own. His eyes snapped open wide before he was suddenly dragged on inside. He blinked, eyes darting to the other "W-why did you do that?" he breathed, putting a hand softly to his lips, still in astonishment.

[Ryouta]

Taiga looked at the other`s surprised face and smiled gently. "I just felt like it and you were kinda spacing out so I did something to bring you back to the own self." He said as he slowly pulled the other into his apartment and then shook his head to dry his hair a bit... He sat him down on the bed and sat in front of him on his knees, stroking the older male`s cheeks gently with a gently smile. Taiga seemed like a fairy. He really wanted to know who the other was. "Do you mind if I ask your name?? Oh! And the reason I didn`t tell you my last name is because I hate when some people call me by my last name, you are one of them. So please call me with given name." He stood up and went to the bathroom and came back with a towel and a punch of close. He placed the clothes on the sofa and the towel on his hair, starting in dry him off! "You`ll be fine here! You can stay as much as you want!" He stood up and went to the kitchen, started to make hot chocolate for him.

[ChibiMonkey]

Takuma blinked a bit at the other blunt response to his question and he just looked at him confused. He didn't understand the other, not one bit. He trailed behind him as he was pulled along inside. He sat down on the couch as he stared at the other, listening to him, before sighing a bit, just glancing to his feet with his eyes downcast. "My name is Takuma" he answered the other quietly. He just couldn't seem to cheer up, even despite the unfamiliar males warm and charming, friendly voice trying to converse with him. He just sighed closing his eyes as he felt the other rubbing the towel on his head and trying to dry him off for the most part. He remained silent, even with how kind the other was being, and disappeared into the kitchen seemingly to make something.

[Ryouta]

Taiga smiled at the other and blushed brightly. "I like your name already! I shall call you Takuma-san then! I think that you are older than me!" He chuckled and walked back to him with a gentle smile, gave him the hot chocolate. "Here are go!" He sat next next to the other and looked at his adorable face. "Though...." He whispered and held the other`s cheeks into his hands, turning his face to him, looking at his colorful eyes! "You seem so young and handsome! How old are you, Takuma-san?" He said caressing his cheeks, he kinda see the pain inside his eyes, he couldn`t take it anymore and kissed the other again, he held him into his arms tightly, Takuma seemed so smaller than he though, he chuckled and closed his eyes. "I`ll warm you up!" He mumbled, holding even tighter, he had fell in love at the first side.

[ChibiMonkey]

Takuma just sat on the edge of the couch, glancing to the mug handed to him and he hesitantly took it "Thanks..." he muttered softly, trailing off as he just stared at the cup. "I'm 21" he spoke as he took a small sip, glancing to the male beside him as he continued to speak excitedly and he looked to him curiously, wondering how someone could be so cheerful. But then again...Takuma had been just like him once. Exactly like him, even. He frowned to himself, unable to recall how'd he'd been so happy and could stay like that...It had all been for Jairo, his ex. But without him now...Takuma didn't know how to get back any of that joyful spirit. Sighing, Takuma set the hot chocolate mug down on the small coffee table beside the couch, before he suddenly felt himself pulled into a kiss and hugged. His eyes snapped wide, and his pained eyes darkened more as he shifted, pulling away from the other "Please...just please stop touching me....you don't know anything about me" he muttered as he turned away from the other.

[Ryouta]

Taiga looked at the other and then grabbed his shoulders fat as he was pulled away, he blushed and the glanced at side. "I know that...I just feel like...that I fall for for you, Takuma-san! That`s why please..." He paused, clenched his eyes close and deeply breathed, didn`t know what he was up to himself. "Let me know more about you...I`ll also tell you about myself!" He blushed and looked away. "I don`t know what have really happened to you but I want to cheer you up! I want to make you happy! Of course, that doesn`t mean that you have to go out with me or something, I just want to stay by your side! At least please let me to show you that I will take care of you..." He looked art the other innocently. "You might find me so disgusting and annoying now but I found you cute and nice though you are older than me." He smiled gently. "I`m 17" He said and then hesitated a bit, after he moved a bit closer. "Please let me...." He said and fast hugged him again. "I know that there is something wrong in your house so I`ll let you stay here, you can have a meal and take a bath, I`ll let you sleep in my bed, if you are not fine with it, I`ll sleep on the cough. He didn`t want him to leave.

[ChibiMonkey]

Takuma just looked at the other with still slight disbelief. How could the other be this enthusiastic? The boy was exactly like him, his old self, before Jairo had broken him so. He frowned, looking back to his lap as he found this whole situation eerily all too familiar. The way Taiga acted towards him, the enthusiasm, the pleading, love and desperation to help and be with him. He had been exactly the same way with Jairo. And Jairo had been the reluctant, cold and ignoring one. Frowning, he buried his face into his hands as he felt the other pull him back into another tight and warm embrace. It almost made him sick with longing for it to be Jairo's arms around him again. "You don't want to put this much energy into caring about me....you should save it for someone who can love you back..." he spoke, his voice broken as though he spoke from experience, which he very well did.

[Ryouta]

Taiga looked at the other and then became sad. "Why? I mean...maybe we have just met and you don`t trust me but by time, we can know each other and maybe, we except each other in our hear..." He paused a bit and looked at the other`s hands and then glanced away, he grabbed them tightly and blushed. "I thought that you would find me disgusting being a homo!" He suddenly remembered something and took an innocent expression. "Are you by any chance dating someone?? So that`s why you can`t love me back?" He asked and then looked down at the ground, he didn`t want that. The feeling of jealously grew inside him and like he wanted to kill that person but if he was really with someone, he had to give it all in.

[ChibiMonkey]

Takuma just sighed heavily again as the other pressed on about the idea of them being together. He looked away, This kid was just too naive, innocent perhaps. Sighing to himself, he closed his eyes, before the other spoke about being worried the other would be disgusted with him "Of course not. Theres nothing wrong with being gay" he said as he turned to the other and frowned "Do you think there is?" he said as he glanced to the hands the other held of his own. He frowned, flinching slightly as he pulled his hands away. It hurt to have any close interaction with another, because all he thought about was Jairo. "I...we just broke up" he muttered softly, answering the other. As he spoke those words, it made reality hit back to him again and tears welded up in his eyes, before he bit his trembling lip and buried his face into his hands as he started to sob again.

[Ryouta]

Taiga looked at the other sadly and then bit his lips. Maybe I shouldn`t have asked! He thought inside and then moved closer to the other, hesitated first but soon give up and held him tightly. Hearing tat he didn`t feel disgusted and he hadn`t anybody else to love him for now felt a bit good but he didn`t also wanted him to cry, Wiping his tears away, he gently kissed the other`s head and smiled. "Who the well is this person, who would not treasure such a good person like you?" He asked, really wanted to know about it, he knew that if he kept go on like this, he would probably rather to leave so he suddenly lift him up like a princess and then took his to his room and put him on the ed and then closed the door from behind. "Please rest for now, I`ll stay awake for you until you are awake!"

[ChibiMonkey]

Takuma just cried into his hands at first, thinking about his ex lover and how much he both loved and missed him. Despite how much of a jerk the male was, Takuma couldn't see that, and was always head over heels in love, and now that much heartbroken to still realize how terrible a man he was. He couldn't find his voice yet as the other was asking all these questions about his past lover, and so just shook his head, leaning into the others comforting hug. As he was then brought into the bedroom and placed there to sleep, he sniffed, the tears finally subsiding as he just sighed heavily "I can't sleep...I just dream about him and it's even worse" he muttered, sniffling again.

[Ryouta]

Taiga`s eyes widened as he heard that. "Him??" He mumbled and then starred at the other with confused eyed then fast looked away and placed his hand on his mouth, thinking a bit. That could only mean one think, the other was in love with a man and his lover broke up with him. So that was the reason he wasn`t disgusted...I think... Feeling like that another man touched the male hurt and made him angry, biting his lips he looked at the other when he heard thew last sentence, gulping his saliva down, he didn`t know what he was even thinking about but he was kinda drunk and out of control, feeling that was aroused because of the face of the older man. He moved his hand into Takuma`s cheek and stroked it. "If you want..." He mumbled and sat next to him. "I`ll make you forget about him!" He said and kissed him immediately.

[ChibiMonkey]

Takuma just cried into his hands, shaking his head to himself in his distress. He sniffed, wiping at his face as he tried to stop "I-I'm sorry....I-I just...c-cant stop...c-crying" he hiccuped out between sobs, biting his lip and burring his sobbing eyes back into his hands as he hugged his knees to his chest "I'm so pathetic..." he muttered in disgust to himself. Here he was, crying his heart out to a complete stranger, dumped by the man of his life. He was a wreck, physically and emotionally, and he didn't know what to do with himself. Hearing the other speak, he lifted his wet, tear stained face to look at the other. He blinked, feeling the hand on his cheek and a warm spark shoot through him. And before he even knew what was happening, lips were forcefully pressed against his own, and his eyes snapped wide in surprise and confusion, glistening with frozen tears. He didn't know what to make of what was happening. Part of him was disgusted, appalled, and wanted to shove the other away. But another part of him, his broken heart wanted such affection, to feel like someone still cared about him. And without realizing it, he melted into the kiss, accepting it and kissing the stranger back.

[Ryouta]

Taiga the other kissed him back in reaction. He didn`t hesitate then and moved closer and c pushed the other on the bed, came on top of him. He slowly pushed his tongue inside his mouth and held his fists by his hands strong so the male would notescape, feeling like that it was like a dream, he pulled bac slowly and then locked his fists by just one hand and th other moving down to his pants and rubbing it gently, he pulled out his thing and then slowly started to jerk him off. "Don`t worry! I`ll make you feel good you just relax and let me take care of everything.

[ChibiMonkey]

Takuma gasped out slightly, moaning softly as he let himself fall back onto the bed. He closed his eyes, unable to look at the other, since, part of him was still so attached to Jairo. But he was so drunk in his emotions, he couldn't resist the attention at the moment. He enjoyed his hands being pinned back, and moaned as the tongue was slipped into his mouth. He hummed, arching his hips up into the others hand. "Ah...w-wait..." he panted but was soon moaning out at the others touch, letting his head fall back and succumbing to the other.

[Ryouta]

Taiga shook his head and then kissed his forehead. "I won`t stop, now that you are here I`ll make you forget...I`ll make you forget about that man!" He was really jealous so he wanted to do something about it, even if the male would hate him, he didn`t want him to think about a man that hurt his heart. "I`ll make you feel really amazing now!" He whispered and then moved down to his dick and slowly enter the thing into his mouth, giving the adult a blowjob, he was amazing at it though it was his first time doing it to anything but he was fast. Soon, Takuma`s pants were off and he spread the other`s legs, slowly rubbing his circle while BJ.

[ChibiMonkey]

Takuma gasped slightly, biting his lip as his brain thought to protest more against the other, but he was soon giving in to the others demands and touches. He bit his bottom lip as he fell back against the bed, gasping out slightly as he unexpectedly felt the others mouth around him so suddenly. He was surprised, gasping out slightly before moaning and pressing his head back into the bed. He felt his breathing come a bit more labored, glancing down at the other and moaning softly at the sight, his hand running through the others hair and gently gripping at it "A-ah....th-...that feels....ng, good..." he moaned out softly, easily letting his legs spread and for the other to touch him more. He bit his lip, fully hard by now and longing to feel the others fingers that were touching him to be in him.