[18+] Secrets and Skirts (Ayakashiu x Rem)

[Ayakashiu]

Sora was actually a little taken aback. He was never good with technology and stuff, so this might be really fun for him and he could learn tons of new stuff. "You are?" he said a little too excitedly, "Can you teach me then too?" Only after he asked for that, did he realize that they weren't friends, so Yanase probably won't be all too happy to teach him and have additional work. Sora blushed a little and cleared his throat, before speaking again. "I mean, can I maybe just watch when you're working? I won't disturb you or anything."

[Remalade]

Yanase blinked in surprise at his excitement. He hadn't expected Sora to be so interested, and it nearly made his face heat up in embarrassment to have the other staring at him so intently. Seeing Sora blush as well brought a slight smile to his lips, but he quickly looked away to hide it. Seriously, why was this guy so cute? Yanase glanced back over at him with a nonchalant expression. "I don't mind. I actually have my laptop with me now if you want to try it out now." he muttered. The young man leaned over and fished his silver laptop out of his schoolbag, sitting it on his lap and powering it on. "I can show you how to work the slideshow program so we can both edit it together..."

[Ayakashiu]

The offer made Sora more happy than it would have, coming from someone else. It looked like his classmate has a nice side too, even though he appeares rude sometimes; or did he just do it to be polite? Sora wasn't sure but in any case, it made him happy and excited. "Oh yes please, I would love to learn that!" Sora shuffled closer to his classmate, trying to look at the laptop across the other's shoulder, without touching him. "And than you won't have to do all that for yourself," Sora breathed out. He knew how to make the presentation but only the basic one.

"So you like computers?" Sora asked, to fill in the silence while the laptop was turning on.

[Remalade]

Yanase managed to keep himself calm despite his heart racing in his chest when Sora moved closer. "Um...yeah. I started learning when I was younger and it was interesting so I stuck with it..." he mumbled. He was glad when the laptop was finally on. For some reason, Yanase always felt much more soothed when he was working on his computer. As he walked Sora through the steps for operating the computer program, his voice was much softer and he had dropped his rude attitude without noticing. "Do you understand or should I explain again?" he asked after a lengthy explanation.

[Ayakashiu]

Sora could only stare with his eyes wide open at how much his classmate suddenly changed. He try to listen carefully but he also watched Yanase; his face totally changed when he was talking about computers and Sora liked that. His explanation was good too, although there were too many things to remember and Sora found himself drifting off.

 

"Do you understand or should I explain again?"

"Huh?" Sora only then noticed that the explanation ended and he blushed widely, hoping his classmate didn't notice him staring. "Em.." He didn't know what to say, since he totally missed the last part of the explanation, but he didn't want Yanase to know that, since it was really rude of Sora. "I..I think I got the first part, but the last part is a little unclear still." He gave an apologetic smile to his classmate, scolding himself inwardly for lying.

[Remalade]

The redhead noticed the flush on Sora's cheeks, but he figured that he was probably just flustered from being confused. Was he talking too fast? "Alright, I'll try to explain a little slower." Yanase responded, going into detail about the last part of his explanation. A small smile tugged at his lips as he explained, and he even made a small joke as he went on. "Was that better? I get a little carried away when I talk about stuff like this, sorry...." he apologized to him for the first time since they'd met. He realized that and stiffened, an awkward expression on his face. "Anyways, anything else you want to go over?"

[Ayakashiu]

Sora was actually enjoying himself, which surprised him greatly. Not only was he learning new things, but he also liked the new Yanas he was seeing for the first time. This time he tried focusing more on the explanation, but there were so many things to remember. When his classmate apologized, Sora just stared at him for a moment, thinking if maybe someone kidnapped the real Yanase and returned the nice version of him. "Oh, don't worry, your explanation was great but..um..can I maybe try doing it now? It's easier to remember if I actually do it."

[Remalade]

Yanase couldn't help the pleasant feeling he had when the other boy said that his explanation was great. He managed to hide it as he nodded silently and handed over the laptop. He scooted a bit closer so that he could look over his shoulder and guide him if he made any mistakes. For some reason, he didn't feel nervous like he usually did when he was close to Sora. Yanase often covered up that nervousness by picking on him or insulting him, but he didn't feel the need to right now. The redhead blinked as he realized that he'd let his thoughts get away from him and tried to focus on what Sora was doing.

[Ayakashiu]

Making sure his dress isn't wrinkled, the brown haired boy took the computer, placing it in his lap and waiting for instructions. He didn't want to just use the computer freely, since it wasn't his, so he decided to wait what Yanase will say. He got aware that his classmate scuttled closer and was now breathing uncomfortly near Sora's ear. The smaller of the boys blushed again, not being used to the closeness. But it was for school and Yanase was teaching him things that will be useful, so he should focus! "S-so.." His voice stuck in his throat, Sora coughed and tried again, "So what should I do first?" He wasn't even used to computers, since he only used them in school, preferring books for research.

[Remalade]

Yanase heard the waver of his voice but simply assumed the boy was nervous about taking control of the laptop. "First, go to the desktop and select the program you want to open up. Make sure you create a new file when you start out. Also, don't forget to save your work often. It sucks when you have to start over because you forgot to save before exiting the program." he added. The taller male decided to let Sora work on his own now, only watching him and offering advice when asked.

[Ayakashiu]

The position they were in was uncomfortable for the boy in a dress, making his hands tremble slightly. But the feeling wasn't all bad, it was uncomfortable because he wasn't used to it; Sora soon found himself not wanting his classmate to move away.

He followed the instructions and then tried to remember what the other told him, starting on their project. He wasn't really focused though, thinking instead what he could ask Yanase. He wanted to see more of his classmate's nice side, so the pretty boy turned his head to the side his mouth slightly opened, wanting to say something, but freezing when he found himself face to face with the other boy, gulping loudly.

[Remalade]

Seeing Sora's hands shake made Yanase wonder if he was alright. Was he feeling uncomfortable? He was about to ask him when the other boy suddenly turned towards him. He froze in surprise at the sudden lack of distance between them. His mind screamed at him to move, but for some reason, he stayed there. Why had he never noticed how beautiful Sora's eyes were until now? And his lips looked so soft.... Before he could even realize what he was doing, Yanase was leaning in towards him. Their lips touched for the slightest second before the redhead pulled away and quickly turned his attention back to the laptop. "Um.....did you have a question about anything else?" he muttered, not looking him in the eye. What the hell had he just done?

[Ayakashiu]

Oh my god..oh my god..oh my god.. Those words were replying in the pretty boy's head as he was trying to understand what just happened. Did I just imagined it? His classmate was acting normal, so Sora wasn't sure. With a slightly trembling voice, he answered, returning his gaze to the computer screen. "Oh..no..I didn't..I think I understand now." He clicked the 'save button', remembering Yanase saying how important that is, but then he didn't really know what he should do or say.

His hand traveled up to brush his lips, making him remember the feeling of the other's lips. As soon as he realized what he's doing, he let his hand fall down and he blushed. Sora didn't want his classmate to see him flustered.

[Remalade]

Yanase scooted away from him a bit, mentally berating himself. He couldn't believe what he'd just done. He actually kissed Sora. He probably thought that Yanase was some kind of creep. The pretty boy surely hated him even more now. God, he was such an idiot. Yanase decided to just try to ignore it and turned his attention back to their work. "Good job saving it. Now you can export it as a universal file that can be opened and projected from any device." he said lightly, directing him with the proper directions.

[Ayakashiu]

Sora continued to follow instructions that were given to him, but he couldn't focus and get the kiss out of his mind. It was his first kiss. The girly looking boy wasn't sure if that even counted as a kiss, since it all happened so fast, but the thing that scared Sora the most, was that he liked the feeling and the excitement it brought. His heart was still pounding like crazy. He stole a quick peek at his classmate, to see if the other one aknowledged what just happened. He looks so unaffected, Sora thought sadly.

"Em..don't you think we did enough work for today?" he suddenly spoke, slightly surprising even himself. "Maybe we could continue some other time with this."

[Remalade]

Yanase felt his heart sink in his stomach at the other's words. "Continue some other time" obviously meant "you freaked me out by kissing me and I want you to leave right now". Despite the gnawing feeling in his chest, the redhead managed to shrug nonchalantly and get up from the bed. "No problem. We got a lot of work done today. Maybe I won't fail this class after all." he added with a forced laugh. Yanase busied himself with shutting down his laptop and packing it away to avoid looking at Sora. His classmate probably didn't even want to mention what had just happened, but Yanase couldn't deny the smallest bit of happiness he'd felt when he kissed him. Well, at least it was nice while it lasted.

[Remalade]

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[Ayakashiu]

As soon as the words were out, Sora regreted them. Suddenly the athmosphere got even tenser, if that's even possible. He tried to come up with something to say, but the words just stuck in his throat. "Of course you won't fail this class! I wouldn't let that happen!" The words managed to get out in a burst and the cute boy blushed wildly at how stupid he must look. Crumbling the pretty dress he was wearing in his fists, he said in a quiet voice, "I..thank you for today, I learned a lot.." There was a pause, before Sora added in even quieter voice, "And I had fun." He didn't dare look up, because he didn't know the reaction Yanase will have because of his words.

[Remalade]

Yanase felt his heartbeat flutter at the other boy's words, and he couldn't help staring at the cute blush dusting his cheeks. This really wasn't fair. Sora looked adorable and he was just standing there like an idiot. Honestly, he thought Sora was perfect. But how could he possibly say that? The young man would probably politely turn him down and then avoid him forever. He blinked out of his thoughts when he realized that his classmate was speaking again. He tried not to show how happy he was, but the smile pulling at his lips couldn't be contained.

 

"I had fun too." He replied with a light chuckle that he hadn't realized he'd been holding. "And thanks for making sure I won't fail. This project will probably be the only "A" I've gotten all semester." Yanase joked.

[Ayakashiu]

The chuchle that came with his classmate's words, made Sora look up, but it also relieved some tension in the room. The cute boy couldn't help but grin, feeling accepted by Yanase the first time. "At least you'll have one good grade right? But if you ever want, I don't mind helping you with other subjects either," the boy in the dress offered. He was in a good mood now, because he was finally having a nice time with a person who bullied him before, so he didn't think before saying. But if Yanase accepted his offer, it would mean spending more time together. Sora realized he really didn't want the other boy to leave, but it would be weird if he asked him to stay now; the other might think he's bipolar or weird. "So..you have everything?" he asked, wanting to gain a few more moments for talking.

[Remalade]

"Hm? Nah, I've tried tutoring. It doesn't work for me." Yanase answered instinctively. He realized what he'd said too late, and he internally kicked himself. Sora just offered to help him and he turned him down! What was wrong with him? A part of him wanted to take it back, but he didn't know how to say it without sounding weird. Maybe it was for the best? After all, if he spent more time with Sora, he would undoubtedly find some way to mess it up. He was supposed to be keeping his distance from Sora anyways. "Ummm yeah, I do." Yanase responded, making sure that all of the cords and parts to his laptop were properly stored away. "So tomorrow is our last day to work on the project, right? We should be able to finish and be ready to present by then."

[Ayakashiu]

Sora realized he was staling too much. He shouldn't have offered help, it's not like they are friends. Letting the subject drop, he headed towards the exit and talking while going. "Yes, we'll manage easily. So do you wanna just finish everything in school tomorrow?" It was best this way, since the other probably didn't want to bother coming here again. And it was better this way for Sora. He was getting his hopes up already and with Yanase his hopes tended to get chrushed. I should be just happy that he's nice to me..that's right, he really was nice.. Reaching the front door, he waited for his classmate to be ready to leave. "Thank you for coming here and good job today!" Sora beamed a smile at the taller boy.

[Remalade]

Yanase's expression faltered for a fraction of a second at Sora's statement. Did the other boy not want him to come over anymore? Figuring that was that problem, Yanase supposed that he should have expected that. After all, who would want to spend more time with their bully than they needed to? Even if he thought he understood why Sora didn't want him to come over again, he couldn't help feeling a bit hurt. And so, his attitude began to creep back in. It was Yanase's defense mechanism. When he feeling nervous, hurt, or intimidated, especially by Sora, his response was to cover it up by being mean or rude. "Yeah, whatever." he shrugged uncaringly at his words, his fingers tightening around his backpack. "Bye." he mumbled without even sparing Sora a glance as he walked through the door, eager to put some distance between them.

[Ayakashiu]

When the front doors were closed again, Sora leaned on them and sighted deeply. He felt like crying, because it all felt so weird now. His classmate behaviour righ before he left, wasn't really heart warming and the girly boy decided he made the right choice by not asking the other to come over again.

Going back to his room, Sora wasn't motivated to do much. He just lay down on the bed, not even caring about wrinkling his dress. He kept going through the day in his mind, analyzing how he acted and most importantly, how Yanase acted.

[Remalade]

Yanase shoved his hands into his pockets with a frown as he began to walk home. He couldn't help replaying what had happened in his head. He'd actually kissed Sora, and he couldn't deny the feeling of happiness that had come with it. Even so, he couldn't help worrying. What if Sora had told him not to come over again because he'd been freaked out by the kiss? The thought made Yanase physically hurt. These kinds of moments made him wish that Sora had never transferred in. All he did was confuse Yanase and make him think things that he didn't understand. He wanted to just leave him alone, but deep inside, he knew why he couldn't.

 

When he finally arrived home, he was glad to just drown out his thoughts and get some sleep. He had other homework of course, but his father wasn't home due to the graveyard shifts he constantly worked, so there wasn't anyone there to make him do it. His mother had passed away long ago, and he barely remembered her. The young man took a quick shower and was eager to climb into bed and drift off. He was late for class the next morning, but he didn't care. Avoiding Sora's eyes, Yanase took his usual seat in the very back.