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Travis felt really grateful to have a friend... Boyfriend like Orion. The smile on his face didn't even show up with him realizing it did. But, there he was, smiling like a stupidly in-love dork. That smile made him seem like a rather cute guy - if he didn't look like that already. The raven's smile only widened at the other's reaction to the small kiss. God, guess he would have to go really slow with all this... He didn't want to just force himself onto Orion, after all. No, he could wait. He would wait for whatever long it took him. He was glad to hear when the brunet said he was comfortable. "That's good." Travis muttered softly, moving a little bit closer. Orion would just tell him if things got too intimate, right?

 

A small, quiet chuckle slipped past Travis' lips as his hair was stroked. He leaned slightly into the touch, somewhat happy to feel Orion's chin on top of his head. That made it feel like the atmosphere was becoming a bit less tense and awkward, honestly... However, he could actually hear Orion's heartbeat. He wasn't sure how was it even possible, but there was clear, rythmical thumping right into his ear. It didn't take one to be a genius to realize Orion was at least nervous about all this.

 

While they were watching the movie, Travis' fingers never stoped tracing small patterns over the other's skin. He liked the smooth feeling underneath his fingertips... The raven chuckled at most of the funny scenes, ending up with their bodies pressed together, lightly nuzzling his head into his boyfriend's shoulder. He was really feeling relaxed like this... "You know..." He murmured softly, keeping his gaze on the screen. "I really hope we'll be able to get like this at home too. Maybe where the bed is actually made for two people." He commented with a smile, glancing up at Orion with a soft expression.

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His heart was going at a nice pace. It was hard not to be slightly excited by the prospect of having his partner sprawled next to him. Sure he'd been used as a pillow before, but nothing to this extent. This was what lovers did. Each touch that stroked over his skin gave him a small amount of gooseflesh and a warmth that was close to what he'd felt when waking up next to Travis a few mornings before. Minus the raging hard-on; but he was certain that part of him still worked. In fact having the tube changed out earlier had proved that, along with the pain it brought. The fact he couldn't get up was the problem.

 

He watched most of the movie, occasionally dropping dark eyes down to either scope out the fingers rubbing on him or other area's. He swallowed softly, feeling like his throat had gone slightly dry. For some reason he wanted Travis to look up again. He wanted to see those deep blue eyes up close, just as he had when they started the movie. The nuzzles into his shoulder made his hand sink deeper into the soft locks, massaging the scalp. His fingertips brushed just behind the ear, not exactly meaning to tease but just having ended up there. He could feel a pulse just a touch lower against the throat, though he couldn't quite see it.

 

Hearing Travis speak about the bed situation, and being home made him smile slightly. Yeah he would have liked that himself, but right now that wasn't exactly an option. He had a long road ahead of him. The road to possible recovery. As Travis moved and his silent wish was granted, meeting those dark eyes; he just couldn't help himself. "Yeah," he answered somewhat dazed.

 

Pushing the male's chin up a touch, he brought his lips against Travis's cheek, closing his eyes briefly with the contact. The kiss was gentle and warm, and by no means brief. He lifted once only to place another kiss slightly closer to Travis's mouth. Dammit the angle was all wrong, he couldn't move the way he wanted. He was trying to take a brave step and here he couldn't even do what he wanted. It was annoying as hell.

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Travis looked like he would begin purring any moment as Orion continued stroking his hair. God, that felt good! He couldn't help but lean into the soft touch, but didn't forget to continue his "drawings" on the other's arm with his fingertips. He wasn't sure if that felt good, but he wasn't pushed away, so... It must've been fine. Really. The raven was beginning to really like the moment. It woul've been perfect if the bed was bigger and they weren't in a goddamn hospital; to which his boyfriend agreed.

 

When his chin was lifted, Travis held his breath for a short moment. Was this it? However, all he received was a kiss to his cheek - not that he didn't enjoy it. His eyes showed genuine softness as another kiss was pressed closer to his lips while a soft chuckle escaped them. The raven turned his head and slowly pressed their lips together, the first movements a bit hesitant and slow. He didn't want to rush things, but he didn't want to stay in one place forever either.

 

Gently placing one hand on Orion's cheek, the younger male soon closed his deep blue eyes and melted into the kiss. He deepened it a little bit, yet didn't even attempt to do something with his tongue. He didn't know with how much was Orion comfortable with; and he didn't want to take any risks. Hell, he finally got his crush as his boyfriend, he wasn't going to srew this up.

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Though he couldn't move the way he wished, that didn't stop the other from getting the subtle hint. Travis tipped his head up a bit more, just enough for their lips to brush in greeting. His hand slid down, holding the back of the male's neck, gently gripping the soft hair as as the soft greeting turned to a more bold connection. He'd somehow known it would feel good. Like a slow moving drug his pulse took from a healthy thud to a practice gallop.

 

It had been a long time since he'd been intimate with anyone. Even something so simple as a kiss. Of course this kiss wasn't simple exactly, as it was the yellow line of friendship being stepped over and completely ignored. He was still nervous, but it felt too good to stop. After all he'd made the intial move, it was his courage hanging out in the open.

 

After a slow mingling of lips and a brief pass of tongue testing the seal between them, he broke away just far enough for a rush of warm trembling breath to burst out. Yeah, he'd definitely felt a reaction to that. he wasn't sure whether he wanted to go in for another round or pull back and take a minute to gather his wits which seemed to be operating like jello.

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Travis very much enjoyed the feeling of Orion's hand placed on the back of his neck. His movements became a little bit more confident when he was sure that all this was fine. It meant a lot for him at the start of a relationship; it always did. He could only hope it stayed that way... The raven felt like he was dreaming though. All this felt a little bit unreal.

 

When his boyfriend pulled away with that nervous breath, Travis' cheeks were a bit pink and a wide grin was on his face. "This was nice." He commented with a playful expression, enjoying the moment quite a bit.

 

Travis glanced at the screen and let out a wide smile. "Guess we copied the movie." He said while watching the couple on screen kiss. It was hard to find a movie without some romance in it these days. If it wasn't all straight, it wouldn't be asbad, but right now it was hell. Travis really wished there would be something different already. This was boring.

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Somehow the grin that beamed down onto him was a bit embarrassing. He grinned in return, lips still slightly moist from the adventure. "It was ..good." very good. It had felt really good. Looking to the screen when Travis said something, he saw the couple locking lips and laughed. Yeah that was kind of interesting timing. "Guess we did," he replied amused.

 

Looking to Travis he cleared his throat, his expression looking a bit apprehensive. "This isn't very fun for you is it?" He sighed, watching the credits start rolling over the screen, saying the movie was at it's end. "Sorry, looks like it'll be this way for a while," he said, knowing full well that couldn't be helped but apologizing anyway.

 

Shifting a bit to relieve some of the pressure on his upper back, he sighed, laying his head back against the pillows. "I hate feeling so tired. I swear I could sleep all day if allowed. Sucks."

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Travis didn't seem quite convinced by what he heard from his boyfriend. Even if he did fake a smile and a nod, inside he thought Orion's answer wasn't really... Good. Guess he better hold himself back from any more intimate kisses then. Things may get awkward if he went to far and the other wouldn't feel good about that... If he pretended to like it, it would be even worse. Travis seemed lost in thought for a while before he was snapped back as his boyfriend agreed to what he'd said about the movie.

 

"Hey, there's nothing for you to apologize for. I'm perfectly fine like this... I mean, as long as you don't make me leave, I'm fine." The raven said with a light smile, gently enwtining their fingers together. "I like being with you, so it doesn't really matter where we are. Besides, we both fit on this bed; that's good, right?" Travis chuckled before pressing a small kiss to Orion's cheek. "Or am I too fat and take up your space?" He joked with a grin, clearly not meaning it.

 

"Who doesn't allow you to sleep all day?" Travis asked with a soft expression on. "If you want to rest, just sleep. I can stay if you want me to..." He trailed off with a somewhat hopeful expression. He didn't want to leave; yet he would have to when the other's parents were going home. He didn't have any other way to get home, after all.

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Orion eyed the younger, wondering why he'd faded out a touch. It didn't last long, but he wondered what he might have said to cause that reaction. Or was it something he didn't say... ugh, confusing. Maybe they needed better communication. You'd think they'd be champs at that sort of thing after being friends so long.

 

"Well, yes that's true, we do, though a full bed would be nicer than a twin," he admitted a bit sheepishly after the kiss. It was honestly horrible being stuck in a bed so narrow. He was a person that usually sprawled out; so imagine the effects of being secluded to such a small space and not even being able to roll yourself over at that. No fun. Absolutely none. "And if you even remotely think there is an ounce of fat on your body, I'm going to start calling you a girl." God forbid he do that.

 

Thinking things through he sighed, reaching over to pinch Travis on the arm. "I didn't say no one allowed me to sleep. I honestly don't want to keep sleeping. I'm just so tired because I'm not doing anything; and these pills. Though I do need them," he trailed off, changing his expression to another smile. "Well, the folks will be around anyway, so you're stuck with me for a while." He grinned and tugged Travis back down to him, smacking a noisy kiss on the male's lips. That was probably the most embarrassing thing he'd ever done, but the reaction would be worth it.

 

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Travis let out a carefree laugh at what he heard and playfully nudged the other's side with his elbow. "I probably wouldn't mind that much." At least not when it comes from you... He added in his head. His parents had always said they wanted a girl more; yet they accussed him of being too girly really often. He didn't understand their logic, but sometimes he wished he did. It would be nice to understand why he was hated so much.

 

"Well, I can promise you that once I'm able to use both arms, I'll at least entertain you with my guitar." The raven promissed with a grin. "I'll come here everyday anyway, we'll find what to do... You can help me pick out what to adopt." The teen said with a slightly sheepish smile. He would love to have a kitten, but dogs may be more fitting... He'd have what to do with one - take it out for walks, play with it, so his sad thoughts wouldn't have the time to get to him. Maybe that really was something he should do.

 

He didn't quite realize what happened when he heard the loud smack - it actually took him a few moments to understand everything. Slowly, his cheeks turned bright red, clear embarrassment on his face as he hid his face into Orion's neck. "That was cheating." He mumbled out before pressing a small kiss to the other's neck. "But two can play this game..." He added with a small smile, then pulled away. While his cheeks were still flushed, there was obvious affection shining in his eyes. "I'm really happy right now." He admitted with a smile before lightly kissing his boyfriend's nose, a somewhat nervous giggle leaving his mouth. Travis really did like cute nothings like this. They didn't cost anything, but they did bring a warmer atmosphere around them.

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"Yeah.. I can imagine you're going bonkers in that head of yours not being able to play." No doubt about that. Travis was glued to that guitar; like it was an extension of himself. Weren't all musicians the same way? The next thing though had him eyeing Travis in an odd manner. " Adopt. Wait, as in a pet? You realize that takes a lot of time not to mention money, right?" He didn't mean to down Travis for that sort of choice, but if he couldn't afford to fix his bike, how was he supposed to take care of pet? Vet bills weren't cheap. "I mean, I think it's a really cool idea but the reason I don't have one is because of the extra costs. School just makes it hard," he admitted. But two people together might swing it okay.

 

The loud kiss had apparently caught Travis way off guard. Even the tips of his ears were red. Was Trav always this adorable? In some way he thought he might have always noticed these things, but on the other hand it was as if he were seeing things anew, from a different perspective. He was still nervous, but if there was one thing Orion was good at- it was studying others. He was socially awkward enough to observe but not entirely mingle. He wasn't all that awkward with Travis though; which had been a huge exception.

 

Kiss to the neck and another to the nose; these things weren't bothersome at all. He grinned a bit, feeling cheered up quiet a bit. He was still tired as hell, but just having someone here with him- well that was really lucky wasn't it? "I'm...happy too. You know, despite things being so hectic." Couldn't blame him for that way of thinking. Their lives had been turned upside down in the past couple days. He looked down at his legs which were buried beneath the covers. He grabbed Travis's hand and placed it on his leg just above the knee; not feeling a thing. He would need to work hard if he ever wanted to feel again.

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Travis pouted like a small child that wasn't allowed to get his candy. "I'm pretty sure I'll manage. I'd rather pay extra money for it than get depression from not having anything to do all the time." He mumbled out quietly as he pressed up against Orion. He was so used to always finding what to do, it would be weird now. Guitar practice took up most of his time, and now he had to find something else to do instead. Playing with a dog would be a nice choice... Besides, what would he need? Food, a collar and a leash, some place for the dog to sleep, the first vet visit, toys... He could find some cheaper ones, he was sure of it. He'd pull through; he always did.

 

Hearing Orion say he was happy too made Travis really, really glad. At least he could keep the other in a good emotional state... "We'll get through all of this, I know we will." The raven muttered softly, though his expression saddened for a moment as his hand was placed on Orion's leg. He sighed and turned his hand around, instead gently gripping onto his boyfriend's. "It's gonna be fine." He promised quietly, lightly pressing their lips together; just a soft, short kiss. He'd be there for Orion no matter what, and that wouldn't ever change.

 

Travis tried to imagine a life where this wouldn't have happened. They would probably still be friends, and he could only watch how Orion found himself a girl - which he was sure would happen at one point or another. Maybe they would get married and Travis would never actually get the chance to say how he felt... That was quite upsetting. The only good thing this accident brought was him and Orion getting together. He knew it sounded horrible, being happy even a little bit for this, but maybe he was a little bit selfish after all.

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"Well, I guess if that's what you want, then you should do it," Orion commented, seeing Travis pout about not getting his way. He was pretty much used to that sort of thing when it came to the younger male. It was like the puppy look that could not possibly be argued. It was unfair both male and female sexes used this weapon. "Just remember your arm needs to heal, and pups are not exactly gentle." A small reminded a puppy would chew, pounce, bark, and damn near do anything else that would require lots of energy and that included physical vigor.

 

Being told things were going to be fine was all well and good, but he would always have his concerns. It was easy to tell someone things would be okay when it wasn't your own body. But he wouldn't say that out loud as it sounded like something a complete faithless dick would say. Sadly Orion did have those nasty traits on occasion. He smiled and nodded, licking his lips lightly after the kiss. He could really get used to those kisses. Even after just a few, he somehow wanted more but wasn't sure how to push that without looking like a horny kid. "Yeah, you're right."

 

After having a long day together Orion's parents carted Travis home and orion was again left to his own devices. Which wasn't much for a guy that couldn't do anything. The days repeated themselves, the same visitors, the same movie watching and card games. On the fourth day of that same loop, Orion was told he could now start with physical therapy. The swelling had gone down a lot, and the doctor wanted to start getting the male's muscles moving immediately. The faster he could bend and get his body to start remembering, the better.

 

The next Day Travis was dropped off by Orion's parents, and he came in the room just in time to see Orion being awkwardly helped into a wheelchair by a male nurse and the woman in charge of Orion's recoup. Orion looked up, sweating already as he was settled into the chair. He'd been dressed for the first time in loose sweats and a likewise loose t-shirt. Those strange little slide-resistant socks were on his feet.

 

"Hey," he breathed out, his hands curling around the arms of the chair showing he was feeling a tad unsteady. "I can't tell you how strange it is to slightly be able to feel your ass but anything below it is like... like it's not there at all." He commented wryly. "Anyway, I'm going to a physical therapy session, I think you can come too," he commented, looking to the Lady for confirmation. She answered, unlocking the brakes on the chair. "Yeah he can. Always good to have someone you know there as support."

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Travis thought about getting a puppy a lot through those few days. With Orion's help he got the other's parents to get his bike back - he promissed to pay them back later. The raven spent a lot of time searching for information about dogs, looking up cheaper subsitutions for the things needed, how to pick and prepare dog food and so on. He even went to see what dog could he adopt - one that really caught his atrention was a hyper German Shepherd. It was jumping and running and licking his hand and begging for belly rubs and just goddamn adorable. He made plans to get it in a few days, once it was checked out by the vet.

 

Travis made sure to visit everyday. He started going to classes again, recording the lessons while trying to use his left hand to write down some stuff. He ended up getting help from his classmates; the best part of it all was that they didn't ask for anything in return. He was all banged up, but he could live with this. The teen sometimes brought board games, or notes from Orion's proffessors. He asked each one of them to give the shorter version of the lecture so that Orion wouldn't fall behind too much. Maybe later he'd be able to go to college in the wheelchair... He sure hoped so.

 

When he was dropped off at the hospital again, Travis was holding some game as well. However, he nearly dropped it when he got to his boyfriend. Seeing him like that brought weird joy to him. He set the box away and walked up to the other as he talked. "Hey~" He replied with a wide smile, standing next to him. They hadn't made any announcements about their relationship yet, so he only did things like that when they were alone. "I'm glad. One step closer to healing, right?" Orion was trying his best to remain positive when with his boyfriend.

 

He glanced at the Lady with a thankful smile as she let him go with Orion. His dark blue eyes showed gratitude while walking next to her, gaze softening whenever he looked at the other male. He may be making it quite obvious that he saw the brunet as someone more than a friend, but whatever. He didn't really intend to hide that from anyone. He'd just wait for Orion to say it was alright; he didn't want to hurry and screw up.