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Misaki sat back in his chair and slowly stretched out, letting out a long and loud yawn. He had stayed up way to late last night preparing all the case notes on his new patient that he was supposed to be meeting today. He did not believe in an office eniornment, instead he always had his patients meet him at his home. A place where he was most comfortable, and was most ableto make others comfortable. Reaching up he pushed his glasses up on his nose and began to stir his more sugar in his coffee while glancing over the information in the folder. "So his name is Bruno, seems like such a young age, at least the issues were caught at a young age. Should make it easier to fix, though something as deep rooted as this may take a while." He murmured softly to himself as he concluded what his method was going to be about fixing this. He was pulled by his thoughts when he heard the door bell ring, "Right on the mark?"HE obseved, glancing up at the clock on his wall that showed the new patient was here exactly on time, to a point. Taking one last sip from his coffee he made his way to the front door, smiled softly to prepare himself and opened the door to reveal hsi newest patient.

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Bruno tensed as the door opened. He held his hands together tightly, squeezing them as he forced a smile onto his face.

"Good morning." He finally spoke, his voice deep and rumbled as he talked. He was taller than his new doctor, but that was normal since Bruno was a tall, lanky man.

 

"Am I late?" He asked, looking at the therapist with his sharp blue eyes.

He was so uncomfortable, he just wanted to curl up in his bed, hiding from everything and everyone.

He had stood at the door for a good five minutes, building up the courage to touch the man's doorbell.

But now he his his tainted hand under his sleeve and he squeezed at the hand, trying his best not to panic..

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Misaki's smile never faultered as he watched the other, and took a few moments to really take him in. The mans hand was twitching ever so slightly, signaling that he clearly felt some kind of agitation. Glancing at his door bell he nodded silently to himself before stepping to the side and motioning for the man to come in. "No no, not at all, please come in. I was just getting some coffee." He spoke as he waited for the man to enter and lead him back to the large kitchen where he had the file laid out and the cup of coffee still sitting them. "Can you go ahead and have a seat please? The top of the stool is covered with a slick plastic, it will not wrinkle your pants and is replaced with every new patient so it's clean." Misaki spoke as me motioned to a chair that was across from him. Waiting on the man to sit down, his face satying impassive and warm as he watched.

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Bruno looked at the plastic covered chair and sat down on it, looking up at the older man.

"I'm not really sure what I'm suppose to be doing here.." He said bluntly, finally letting go of his hands, showing how much thy were shaking..

He bit his lip, hating the silence that was lingering in the room.

"I'm sorry, Im just not very use to this.." He murmured.

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Misaki nodded silently as he watched the other man adjust to the seat he was in. Turning around he walked to the fridge and pulled open the door, reaching in he pulled out a mineral water and walking it back over to the counter. He set it down lightly in front of the other and picked up his coffee, "I know you probably will not bring anything that I make, so there. It's never been opened, if you do not want it though, don't worry." He reached to the side and picked up a notebook and pushed it towards the other, then set a pencil there as well. "I want you to right a list of 10 things that because of your disorder, you can't do. 1 being the thing that you are afraid of the most, and 10 being the least." His voice was extremely soft, like a parent might soudn when trying to get there child to do something like eat a vegitable.

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Bruno just looked at the bottle of water and then lifted the peb and began writing.

 

10: I can't ride the subway home.

9: I can't go out to eat.

8: I'm unable to meet new people.

7: I'm unable to react in a social situation.

6: I can't hug my family like a normal person.

5: I can't get a new job.

4: I can't shake a persons hand when I meet them.

3: I can't have food or drinks people offer until I trust them.

2: I can't date.

1: I can't be intimate.

 

Bruno felt his stomach twist at reading all of his problems on paper.

He set down the pen and slid the notebook to the older man.

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Misaki reached over and picked it up, leaning on the counter and resting a head on his hand while he read through the others notes. Quiet while he took in the information, then he picked up the pen and pointed at the first one. "Right, well, let's go to the subway." He stated, watching Bruno carefully, not was clearly not joking as he turned around and dragged his coat from a chair and shrugged it on over his shoulders. "Ready to go?"

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"W...what?" He asked, a crack forming in his deep voice. His blue eyes flickered in fear at the thought.

"You can't be serious..." He sunk into the couch, afraid of going.

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Misaki looked over at the other, his soft smile not dropping at all. "I am serious, that list is the heart of your problem. So once we get you able to do all 10 of those, you will be cured. So we are going to start small and go from there. I will be with you ever step of the way." He leaned closer to the other but made sure to keep his distance, "Can you just try for me today? Please?"

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Bruno could already feel himself start to shake. "I..I can try." He finally said, standing up and tightening his hands into fists.

"What if I get too scared when I'm in the subway?" He asked, terrified of the the thought.

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"Then I will be right there to help you out, that is what I am here for, right?" He concluded, motioning for the other to follow him as he opened the door and motioned the patient through it, closing and locking it behind him. Then he turned and began to walk in the direction of the subway, "We all have fears, Bruno. But you should not let it ruin your life."

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Bruno followed him down the street, his stomach in knots. "O-okay.." He said softly, shoving his hands into his pockets to try to at least look casual as he did this..

"I'm just worried I'm going to panic and that eveyone will see and I won't have anyone I know get close to me to calm me down.." His voice rose in panic..

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Misaki stopped in his place and turned so he cound face the other, his face not showing a hint of annoyance or apathy. Instead he just calmly spoke, "I am going to be right there, my name is is Misaki, you can call me Misaki or Misa. There, now you know me, right? So now you will have someone you know me and I will me right there to calm you down." He answered then continued talking in the direction of the train.

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Bruno smiled nervously at Misaki. "T-thank you." He said softly, trying his best to push past all the thoughts in his head and try to trust this man.

"The subway is so..filthy." He said quietly, shivering at the thought. "So many people touch inside those every day."

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Misaki put his hands in his pockets as he continued to walk, the closer they got to the subway the more people seemed to be near them. Making it harder and harder to avoid human contact as they approached the boarding station. Listening to the others comment behind him he took a moment to glance around him, noting the scattered trash, wrinkled news papers, discarded cups. There was a man sitting against a wall, he looked filthy, holding a cup and beside him sat a sign that was asking for mercy and money, a few feet from him stood a women, he looked pale and sickly, letting out a loud sneeze. Nodding lightly he turned to Bruno and spoke, "You are right, it is rather filthy here. People touch and sneeze and cough and wheeze on surfaces, they pollute the air with there own germs. People fill the air with smoke from there cigarettes and rub there noses then touch anything and everything, they sling mud tracked from there feet inside nice buildings. Despite how disgusting all of that is, that is the hard truth of the world that we live in, you live, learn, and adapt and until you do so, you cannot truly live, can you?" He stated, as though it were simple and obvious enough for a child to understand. But the time he stopped speaking, they were already standing on the side of the subway line, waiting for the next oncoming train. Turning back towards Bruno he gave the other a simple, soft, and reassuring smile.

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Bruno's eyes grew slightly. "God damn.. That didnt help very much." He said, his voice low, as if he didn't want others to hear.

Crowds of people started to get closer to wait to board the subway. Bruno shifted uncomfortable and stepped a little closer to Misaki. "I'll try to cope with the ugly truth. But I suppose ypure right. I don't really live.." He murmured, keeping his eyes locked on Misaki's to try and block the other people out.

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