CheputChan19 Posted October 2, 2014 Author Share Posted October 2, 2014 Kenji smiled and stroke the ghost's back. "It's okay Evan.. just don't cry anymore.. I just want to see you smile.." he lean back and wipe the tear away from Evan's face. Everyone in cafetaria look at Kenji with weird look, then he sigh and pull Evan's hand and hurry to go away from there. "come on, Evan. Let's go to my favorite place." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 2, 2014 Share Posted October 2, 2014 Evan felt like disappearing when he noticed people staring. "I'm sorry... I made people think you're strange..." he whimpered, following after the boy. "you really shouldn't bring me out in public like this... I just get too nervous and I'll embarrass you..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CheputChan19 Posted October 2, 2014 Author Share Posted October 2, 2014 Kenji is continue walking as the ghost keep apologize to him but then stop when he reach the leafy tree behind his class, look back at Evan. "I'm okay, Evan... besides I'm used to be considered weird by people at school.." he laughed then seated himself under the tree. "come here, It's nice to sit in here." he said while unwrap his sandwich paper and start to eat it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 2, 2014 Share Posted October 2, 2014 Evan sat down next to him and smiled nervously. "You're too nice to me..." He snuggled up against the boy. "I know you told me not to apologize so much... I just get so upset and nervous..." He sighed and looked away. "And I'm used to apologizing for everything..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CheputChan19 Posted October 2, 2014 Author Share Posted October 2, 2014 "used to apologizing for everything? What do you mean Evan?" Kenji stops his eat and look up to the ghost. He sigh softly then look at the ghost again. "I still didn't know you well.. Just.. tell me about yourself, I'll listen everything.." he embrace the other then bite his sandwich again. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 2, 2014 Share Posted October 2, 2014 Evan looked down at his feet. "Um... It's sorta depressing... But okay..." He started to fidget nervously, trying not to look at the other. When I was little my mom left my dad... and then he remarried and they had a kid... And they always liked my little sister better. If she did anything wrong they would just blame me and forgive her right away... And I often heard them saying that they wished my mom had taken me with her" his lower lip trembled as hr tried to hold back tears. "So I just got used to apologizing for everything... And then in highschool I got picked on for being gay, and when I finally found someone who wanted to date me... He ended up being a huge jerk and he hurt me a lot... And then eventually it was just too much and I..." He trailed off and touched the bruise on his neck Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CheputChan19 Posted October 3, 2014 Author Share Posted October 3, 2014 Kenji nodded as the other willing to tell the story then he put his sandwich aside, listen to everything that Evan said. After hearing that Kenji just sat still, confuse to react and without he realize his tears start to leaked from the corner of his eyes. He hugged Evan straightaway and ruffled the other hair. "I.. I don't know that you had really sad story like this.. It must be hard for you to remember this.." he sobbed then added. "I know I don't have to said it but.. Don't cry, just let me cry for you.. You must be tired cried when you still life, right?" his voice crack and tremble, still hug the other tight. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 3, 2014 Share Posted October 3, 2014 Evan tried to hold but his tears but failed and burst into tears. "I'm s-sorry... I d-didn't mean to be so d-depressing... I'll t-try to be h-happy..." He tried to get a hold of himself but just couldn't do it and just clung Kenji, sobbing helplessly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CheputChan19 Posted October 3, 2014 Author Share Posted October 3, 2014 "It's okay.. It's okay Evan, let your feeling free don't hold it again..." Kenji soothe the other then wipe his own tears, try to calm himself. He hold Evan's waist as the other clinging to him, caress the ghost's back as well. Finally he know a little bit about his lover though it was a sad story of him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 3, 2014 Share Posted October 3, 2014 "I'm just s-scared you'll hate me too..." Evan pressed his face into his boyfriend's neck, his shoulders trembling. "I-I don't know what I'd do without you... But I hate being this needy and... I'm just so sorry..." he sniffed and managed to stop crying. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CheputChan19 Posted October 3, 2014 Author Share Posted October 3, 2014 "no, I'm not going to hate you, Evan.. that wasn't your fault anyway... I mean... life can be evil to us sometimes.." Kenji keeps hold the other as that ghost start to tremble again. He just nodded in understanding while Evan apologizing again then he lean back, want to see Evan's face clearly. He pressed his lips against Evan's gently, hope that Evan will stop crying by it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 3, 2014 Share Posted October 3, 2014 Evan gently leaned into the kiss, happy that his boyfriend wasn't bothered by his crying. He slowly pulled away. "thank you... I've just been s-so scared of making you angry at me..." he wiped his eyes and smiled slightly. "I really love you so, so much..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CheputChan19 Posted October 3, 2014 Author Share Posted October 3, 2014 "you're welcome, Evan. there's no reason that I got angry with you... I love you too.." he smiled softly with a little blush on his face. He look over his watch then realize his break time almost over. "Evan, do you wanna come with me to the class or you wanna wait at the roof because my break time almost over.." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 3, 2014 Share Posted October 3, 2014 "I'd like to come with you, I just like to be close to you..." Evan smiled and slowly stood up. "I just like to be close to you... even if I just sit next to you while you do work, it's just so relaxing" he offered Kenji his hand to hold. "you're so comforting..." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CheputChan19 Posted October 3, 2014 Author Share Posted October 3, 2014 "okay then, let's go back to my class.." Kenji said happily and take Evan's hands as well. He start to walk but then blushed as the other give him compliment. "o-oh really? I'm glad that I can make you comfortable.." he smiled softly and walk again, still with face flushed. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 3, 2014 Share Posted October 3, 2014 "Yeah, its true... Thank you..." Evan rested his head against the other's shoulder as they walked. "I love you..." He murmured, barely loud enough to be heard. He went quiet and just followed the other, happy to be able to spend so much time with someone who cared about him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CheputChan19 Posted October 3, 2014 Author Share Posted October 3, 2014 Kenji's face more bright red as the other resting his head on his shoulder and mumbling I love you in different way. When he reach his class, he immediatelly walk to his seat and sigh softly, still hold Evan's hands. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 3, 2014 Share Posted October 3, 2014 Evan sat down on the floor next to the man and leaned his head against the other's hand. He closed his eyes and let himself relax, so happy to be with Kenji. After a few minutes he actually managed to fall asleep. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CheputChan19 Posted October 4, 2014 Author Share Posted October 4, 2014 Class start after a couple of minutes lates, then Kenji busy with the lesson that his teacher taught and didn't notice Evan was slept beside him. He stretch his as the class was over, take a glance at the ghost beside him. When the class already quiet and not many people on it, he shake Evan's shoulder, want to make the ghost wake up. "Evan, hey wake up.." Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 4, 2014 Share Posted October 4, 2014 Evan jumped as he woke up. He looked around, a bit disoriented. "What? What happened?" He rubbed his eyes in confusion. " was I asleep? But... I can't sleep...." He whimpered in confusion, trying to make sense of the situation Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CheputChan19 Posted October 4, 2014 Author Share Posted October 4, 2014 Kenji raise his eyebrow as Evan look surprised because he fall asleep. "umm.. Yeah you fall asleep when my class started.." He look at the ghost with confusion and worried look. "It's a natural thing you can sleep, isn't it?" he puzzled about Evan's act. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 4, 2014 Share Posted October 4, 2014 "I haven't slept since I died..." Evan said slowly. He stood up and shook his head. "that's so strange... I hope it's not a bad sign..." he reached out for Kenji's hand. "I'm sure it's nothing important... do you have another class?" Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CheputChan19 Posted October 4, 2014 Author Share Posted October 4, 2014 "uh-ooh.. I see.." Kenji replied doubtly then hold Evan's hands as well. "no, this is my last class.. But are you sure about this sleep thing?" he questioning the other, still feel uneasy about Evan's strange event. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Kotorichan Posted October 4, 2014 Share Posted October 4, 2014 "I'm sure it's nothing bad..." Evan sighed and squeezed his hand. "so... what do you want to do now?" he asked, blushing softly at the possibility of what might be next. He quickly pushed the thought aside and tried to focus on Kenji. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
CheputChan19 Posted October 4, 2014 Author Share Posted October 4, 2014 "o-okay," Kenji nodded and walk out of his class with bag on his shoulder. He look over his shoulder as the ghost ask him and catch the blush on Evan's face, make him blushing as well and look away. "umm, I don't know but I think we had a promise to doing something, right?" he replied slowly. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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