Happily Ever... What? (Pigeon & JohnlockForLife)

[JohnlockForLife]

"I think Naomi knew, because she would say something about a honeymoon," Felix looked over at Laurence, bringing his legs up on the seat and hugging them, "but I blocked her out half the time. With Naomi is rather about boys or weddings. Neither really seemed to tickle my fancy." Felix laughed, before facing him so his back had been turned against the side of the carriage. "But, to answer your question, surprise me. I love surprises." Felix shot Laurence a smile, his head resting on the seat, "I wish you could have met me in decent clothes. This dress is so last year. Felix let out a soft laughter.

 

"So, what are we going to do in our honeymoon, my darling?" Felix joked, flashing girlish eyes at him. "Are we going to cuddle beneath the stars, and tell each other how much we love and adore each other?" Felix quickly turned around, so his head was laying on Laurence's lap, Felix's eyes meeting with his. Felix poked his jaw, "can you tell how bored I am? These rides always seem to be tediously boring..." Felix frowned.

[Kotorichan]

Laurence's face was bright red by the time Felix finished talking. "s-stop that, it's embarrassing." he mumbled, looking away and trying to cover his face with his hand. "I just... I don't know what we'll do there, I don't think there will be many servants since we're supposed to be... erm... intimate while we're there..." the prince didn't think he could possibly get more embarrassed by the situation. He knew how bad it was to find another man attractive and he had to keep telling himself it was just because of the dress.

 

"I-if you're bored then you could sleep... I'm sorry that I'm not really interesting my lad- I mean- damn..." he covered his face with both hands, too flustered to keep talking.

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix sat up, a slight frown playing on his lips and he placed his hand on Laurence's shoulder. "Hey... don't get all embarrassed. It's not like we're going to get all intimate during this, or ever. If it will help you soothe your mind, maybe I should take off this dumb dress and dress, in hopes that you'll calm down a bit. Sorry I got a little carried away there, I didn't mean for you to get all..." Felix stopped talking, letting the situation explain itself. Felix sighed softly, ruffling Laurence's hair before laying back down on the opposite side o the other prince. "It's just me, so don't get all embarrassed, and shit. I'm just your brides brother, so after this mess gets cleared it will be like I was never here." For some odd reason, Felix seemed to get this lonely feeling tugging at his chest when he thought about never seeing Laurence again. The soul thought that in a few months, weeks, or even days, this would all be over and Laurence would have a family and a wife to worry about, scared Felix for reasons unknown to him.

 

Felix held his legs to his chest, smiling at Laurence. "I think I'm going to take your advice and go to sleep though, wake me up when we get there. I still need to put back on this damn ass wig." Felix held it up, frowning deeply. Sighing, he wiggled around until he get comfortable, and closed his eyes.

[Kotorichan]

Laurence sighed and looked away. "I'm sorry... I know it's just you..." he murmured. He gently took the wig from Felix. "Here I'll hold this for you... I'll make sure to wake you up before we stop..."

 

He felt a wave of sadness come over him as he remembered that this was only temporary. Before long Felix would return to his country and they probably would never see each other again... Although that was probably just what Felix wanted... They were both men and Laurence knew that the feelings he had towards other men were wrong. He set the wig down on his lap and let out a soft sigh before looking over at Felix again. "a...are you still awake?" he asked softly. It would be best to say something now, before he grew too attached. Maybe the other prince's disgust would be enough to make Laurence normal.

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix was nearly asleep when Laurence had asked the question. Worried, Felix opened his tired eyes, "what's up?" He asked, letting out a loud yawn. "Is something wrong? Did... dI'd I do something?" Felix seemed to look more worried than tired.

[Kotorichan]

"No, no, you didn't do anything at all" Laurence said quickly. "It's, uh, I mean... I did something wrong..." He looked away with a frown. It felt like it was now or never, his hands were still shaking even though he knew he had to say it. "I... I thought you should know that I... That there's something wrong with me" he finally managed to say, staring at his hands. "I have never found women attractive... Only men" his face flushed in humiliation and self loathing.

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix watched every move the other man had done, worried sick about Laurence with every breath he took. What was wrong with him? Was it something he could help with? Or was Laurence in danger? Every word seemed to last a million years, thoughts swirling in his head like a tornado. It wasn't until he had finished his confession, did the worry settle down. Felix's eyebrows arched, and he cracked a smile, "don't get that self loathing look, it's who you are. I don't..." Felix paused, his brain forcing the memories with his heart beating like a drum, and his face turning scarlet. "I mean, I don't like men, but... you do, so it's fine." Felix looked down, in denial that he could most possibly have homosexual feelings, which was odd to the young male. Felix smiled again, "guess I must be a huge turn off with the dress," Felix joked, feeling bad for it immediately. Felix rubbed the back of his neck, feeling incredibly guilty for his joke. "Sorry..." apologized Felix. "I tend to make jokes when..." Felix paused, trying to think of another way to word his excuse, "um... a lot."

[Kotorichan]

Laurence looked up at Felix with an expression of shock before dropping his gaze again. "I... I guess there's a difference in our countries then... Here it is considered unnatural and sinful for a man to be interested in other men..." He clasped his hands together and took a deep breath. "That is why I must do my best to become normal, otherwise I... Could be killed..." The man tried not to show his fear on his face. "Honestly I was so happy when I first met you, I thought you were more beautiful than any woman I had ever met and that I was finally cured, but then-" the prince cut himself off and held his face in his hands, trying to keep his emotions in check.

[JohnlockForLife]

The thought that the laws of Laurence's kingdom, would kill someone for loving the same-sex sickened him. Felix looked down, a depressed expression on his face. It took a bit of time, before Felix scooted close to Laurence, and took one of his hands squeezing it. "You're helping me with my secret, you're saving my life, and you're most possibly the most precious person to me,"Felix looked up at him, giving him a soft heart warming smile, "so I will take your secret to my grave, and take some of the load off you. If you fall down, I fall with you." Felix gave his hand a soft squeeze, looking down at their feet. "I'm sorry I'm not the beautiful woman who 'cured' you, but I swear I won't let you die... not now," Felix looked back up at him, a determined look in his eyes, "not ever."

 

Felix wished he could help Laurence more, but he felt like the only thing he could do was hold his hand and promise to him the best he could; even though Laurence had done so much more for him... Felix gave his hand another squeeze, giving him another comforting smile.

[Kotorichan]

Laurence took a shaky breath, he felt so relieved at the man's words that it was all he could do to keep from crying. "Thank you..." He said softly, squeezing Felix's hand. "You have no idea how much that means to me" he blinked back tears and gave the other prince a sad smile. "maybe if your sister looks enough like you I'll be able to have proper feelings for her" he laughed nervously before looking away and wiping his eyes on his sleeve. "I'm sorry... You can go to sleep now if you'd like" He looked down at his hands, trying to get his emotions under control.

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix felt the overwhelming feeling of jealousy consume his heart at the mere mention of Naomi. "Um... yeah, my sister. I look just like her with... with that wig." Felix looked down, not even realizing that his hand intertwined with Laurence's. "I'll... I'll stay awake," Said Felix, looking down at their feet again. Call it selfishness, but Felix didn't want Naomi to go to Laurence... Felix wanted to be with him, even though it could mean his life, and the trust of his sister. Felix rested his head on Laurence's shoulder, his eyes looking at their hands... he didn't even bother pulling away. "Laurence, I..." Felix felt the carriage stop, and he quickly grabbed the wig in a state of panic , putting it in quickly. Felix's violet eyes looked at Laurence, "is it okay?" He quickly asked .

[Kotorichan]

Laurence reached over and managed to fix the wig just before someone opened the carriage door. He quickly turned away and smiled as if nothing was happening. "have we arrived?" he asked the servant. When he was given a nod he stepped outside and offered his hand to the 'princess.' Outside of the carriage was a beautiful forest surrounding a large clear lake. They were right next to a very beautiful mansion where they would be staying for their honeymoon. "I hope it suits your taste my lady" Laurence said happily.

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix gladly took his hand, stepping out of the carriage, his eyes locking on the mansion. Violet eyes looked at the mansion and lake with awe... It was so beautiful... so perfect. Felix looked over at Laurence, flushing a bright red before he kissed his cheek. "It's everything I could ever dream of," said looking up at him with a soft expression, his eyes locking for a mere second before he turned scarlet again, and looked away. Felix, who still held his hand, gave it a light squeeze, "let's go?"He asked sweetly, laying his head on Laurence's shoulder affectionately.

[Kotorichan]

Laurence felt his face heat up again. He knew it was just part of the act of being married, but it was so convincing even to him... "Of course my love, let's get settled in" he tried his best to sound confident, but he knew he would need a break soon. After being trapped in the tiny carriage and now having Felix act so flirtatious, it was just too much for the poor prince. He gently led Felix to the mansion where a group of servants led them to the room they would be staying in. It was somehow even more beautiful than their room in the palace and was connected to a large balcony that overlooked the lake.

[JohnlockForLife]

When Felix arrived in the room, he rushed to the balcony. He leaned against the railings, the wind blowing though his wig. "It's so beautiful,"Felix said, looking like a child at a candy store. "I could get used to this. If only we could live here, "Felix said, a short laugh following. Felix then looked at the maids, "please, can you give us some time alone?I'll call for you if we need help." Felix smiled, and waited for the maids to leave to take off the wig, and throw it across the room, then collapsed on the bed with a sigh of relief. Felix looked at the prince, "so, now that we're on a little 'honeymoon' what do you want to do here? I'm not your wife, so we're not having sex... even though, I would also like to point out the fact I'm technically married to you, and Naomi is not, since I'm the one who locked the vow with a kiss, but that's besides the point."Felix smiled, sitting up with a large smile, as his head moved back and forth as he inspected the room. "We should live here until..." Felix's face dropped, "until Naomi comes back..." the brunette looked down, rubbing the back of his neck... he hated Naomi being the one to marry Laurence, when it was Felix who deserved him most of all.

[Kotorichan]

Laurence sat down on a small couch that was against one of the walls. "I don't know... I guess we'll just have to pretend to have sex..." he blushed at the suggestion and looked away. "yeah, it would be nice to stay here... but we only have two weeks and then we have to head back" he frowned at the idea of his 'real' wife returning. "but maybe your sister will come back before then... you must be looking forward to having this whole thing end" he laughed nervously, unable to bring himself to look at the other man. His chest was tight with fear of being with a woman... She would expect him to have sex with her and he wasn't confident that he could do that...

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix blushed, rubbing the back of his neck at the thought of just pretending to have sex. "Well, now we'll have to worry more about them walking in on what we're not doing," joked Felix with a slight smile, though it did fade at the mention of his sister. Felix looked down, "I don't..." Felix was about to protest, not wanting to leave Laurence's side.

 

Naomi was going to do everything with Laurence... she was going to stay with him until they were old, start a family, make him smile, and be his first. Felix got up, and walked to the opposite side of the room. Felix was silent for some time before saying, "I'm not looking forward to Naomi's return." He admitted , looking over at Laurence. "Because, what if we never see or speak to each other again? You'll have to start a family and take care of a wife... and then I'll have those responsibilities, and we'll be nothing but distant memories. The day my whore sister returns, is when I could no longer be right here, with you." Felix looked at Laurence, before looking at the ground. "I'm sorry, I got a bit carried away..."

[Kotorichan]

Laurence leaned over and buried his face in his hands. "damn it... Felix don't talk like that, please..." his voice was pained and desperate. "I told you that I like men because I wanted you to think I was disgusting, I wanted you to laugh or mock me or something... But you keep on acting nice and like- like you actually have feelings for me... you're just getting my hopes up and you're just making it harder to remember that you'll never like me." He let out a shuddering sob, unable to hold back his tears. "just... why can't you just hate me?"

[JohnlockForLife]

"Because, I..." Felix turned bright red, "I do have feelings for you." Felix walked over to Laurence, reaching his hand out to wipe his tears away. "So stop crying, okay? I don't want to see the one I love cry, it's a painful sight." The brunette grabbed Laurence's hand, before resting his forehead on his shoulder.

Felix was in awe that the two had only known each other a day, and they were already confessing their romantic feelings. But, there was something about Laurence that made his heart rate increase, and with every touch he seemed to blush until his head began to swim. Felix caught himself wanting to be with Laurence every second, of every day. Felix loved Laurence with all his heart, and soul.

[Kotorichan]

Laurence looked up at him with wide eyes. "w-what? but..." he trailed off, his cheeks red. The prince slowly wrapped his arms around Felix, pulling him into a gentle hug. "I thought you just wanted to go home..." he murmured.

 

The prince bit his lip nervously and pulled back to see Felix's face. "can... can I kiss you?" he blushed deeply as the words left his mouth. "I-I mean, I've kissed you before... but that didn't count because I wasn't kissing you" he looked away with a nervous frown. "Sorry... I don't mean to be strange..."

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix let out a surprised gasp when he was suddenly hugged. Felix burrowed his nose into his neck, hugging back. "At first I did, but that was before I realized how amazing you were..." Felix said, blushing madly. To think those cheesy words would leave his mouth. Felix took in the other mans scent, the aroma making his head spin and his heart do somersaults. Felix smiled, happy to be in Laurence's arms.

 

 

 

When Laurence pulled back, Felix was a bit disappointed... but everything changed at the question. So cute, Felix thought, as he watched Laurence ramble on. It seemed like his heart would jump out of his chest like a cuckoo clock... he wanted to kiss him too, more than anything. "Don't ask, just do,"Felix said, placing a soft kiss on Laurence's cheek, his face bright red. The thought that this next kiss would be heart-felt and romantic made him want to sing. Felix was never really into men, but Laurence was different... he was Laurence, the Prince that stole his heart.

[Kotorichan]

Laurence smiled shyly before cupping Felix's cheek in his hand. "I love you Felix..." he murmured before leaning in and pressing a loving kiss to the boy's lips. His free arm wrapped around the prince's waist, pulling him closer. Right now he didn't care about his home country, or Naomi, or his father, all he cared about was being with the person he loved. It felt like the world had stopped turning around them and the two of them could finally just be open together. He deepened the kiss, moving the hand on Felix's cheek into his soft hair. Just the kiss was making his heart beat wildly, like a small bird trapped in his rib cage.

[JohnlockForLife]

Time seemed to slow down, as Laurence leaned into the kiss. To Felix, it took centuries until the sweet loving kiss was placed on his lips. The kiss tasted like honey, and he loved every second. The brunette began to kiss back, his arms wrapping around his neck. Felix loved this man more than anything... he wanted eery single day of his life to be spent wrapped in Laurence's arms, their lips intermingled together, with their bodies telling each other how much they love and cared for each other.

 

Felix leaned forward, as the kiss deepened. A smile crossed his lips during their kiss, before he pulled away. "I love you, Laurence. I love you more than you would ever know," Felix whispered softly, giving him a soft kiss before resting his forehead on Laurence's.

[Kotorichan]

Laurence smiled and held the boy close, pressing his nose into his hair and breathing in his scent. "I love you too... I love you so much..." he closed his eyes, enjoying the presence of his 'wife.'

 

"I wonder... since your sister is so against marrying me... maybe you can just stay..." the prince said softly. "we can always say that you're infertile, and then once I become king no one will be able to protest if we reveal the truth..." he sighed and gently played with Felix's hair, enjoying the natural locks instead of the wig. He knew that it probably was a horrible plan, there were far too many flaws... But it would be so nice if it would work.

[JohnlockForLife]

Felix cuddled closely to Laurence, smiling happily to himself. "I would love that... I think I'd die inside if Naomi got you. You're mine, not hers." Felix kissed Laurence's chin, smiling happily. The younger male was to focused on the happiness in his chest, and the feeling of Laurence's fingers combing through his hair to see the flaws. "Besides, hopefully when you're king you'll be able to change that stupid law... and maybe, we can..." Felix paused, blushing deeply, "have... have a wedding for Felix and Laurence... not, Laurence and Naomi." Felix hid his blushing face into Laurence's chest, feeling his beating heart against his cheek.

 

Just imagining having a wedding for the two of them made his head swim again, and his heart race. "What do you think? Since you're basically married to Naomi, not me? Plus, I feel bad about lying to your mother, she's such a sweet woman... and I can't belive I'm saying such cheesy lines, David would be so surprised, it would be great to see his face. I'm sorry, I'm rambling..." Felix laughed lightly, feeling a bit embarrassed.